Author's note: Mr. Wang Yuanhua relevant part of this paper for fine editing, would like to thank. ("Xinhua Digest" 1998 No. 10, Published in "China prose" 1998 8)
A 1963 I was sixteen years old, graduated from high school. High school experience is never repeated. A group of teenagers who can also be called a youth called suddenly to make their own lifelong choice, _select_ Fan Wai and without restrictions. You want to say that the future high school language teacher, librarian, or surgeon, the International Maritime Apply the appropriate professional staff away, no one will laugh at you around. Human life on such a short period of time of months Unlimited state, the future will no longer have to die. Parents and teachers should be reasonable to restrict it, but that they While also being pleasantly surprised how the results of their training has so many possible instant, happy halo bobbing, Generally undecided. So, in that absolutely should not be entitled to a big decision right age, has made no Know the severity of the decision. That summer was so exciting then Fanre only the cicadas in the trees schadenfreude Cried so many adults do not wish to recall this sounds. Like with a lot of boys, as usual, I have two small partners, one surnamed Ding, a surname, results are Well, as long as they are willing to believe that any one university managed to get on. A day at the playground on the edge deliberation, apply now The university divided into three categories, one for science and engineering, the second category of medicine, three categories of the arts, the three of us if each newspaper category, After two decades traveling the world together, wherever did not understand things, that the more happy! The idea is Attractive, immediately through, and decided that we must choose the best in each category (that is the hardest test) school. That Why, three types of how the division of labor it? With three small number written on paper, folded up the ball for a throw, catch lots. Ding caught The first category, and soon to inquire understand that the best Tsinghua University; Zhang caught the second category, also made after the measure The decision was the most difficult medical exam is Second Military Medical University; I caught a third category, hateful liberal arts, the election which Two universities? Three were distressed opened. Certainly can not take the prestigious university department. Why three people together so quickly to make such judgments, In retrospect not big can understand. Probably not think the Chinese department in trouble a very interesting work, Or think we recite in high school had the "Lament", "The Analects" and dozens of classical, hard Road college and then do this annoying thing? Zhang student said: "I just read the autobiography Guo, even he ! Not been to the Department of Chinese "Ding student said:" Ba Jin did not. "That's the initial intention, I should apply for a foreign language Department of Foreign Languages Department as to which university is best, but also to inquire separately. But the next day something happened. Sun teacher teacher went to find me, he did not recognize me standing beside a Knowledge of thin teacher, introduced themselves to the Shanghai Theatre Academy. "We should take the highest requirements of college recruiting A series of dramatic literature class, now we have thousands of people sign up, only thirty strokes, but we still afraid of missing the best , I heard you got the game winning essay in the city ...... "Before he finished I anxiously asked:" What are you This year liberal arts college in the country is not the hardest exam? '"Has not made this arrangement. "The teacher said," You know Guo Moruo sir, right? "" I know. "I replied, thinking yesterday, Zhang was mentioned his classmates." Guo in China Branch Served as Dean of the identity of China University of Technology president, he found that higher grades in college, one can write Screenplay of the top students, and immediately decided to suspend his studies, go to our college to study. "" You mean, even in the National Academy of Sciences president also believes that science and technology is not dramatic literature important? "My teacher, Sun asked in surprise. "I can not say that," the teacher Shanghai Theatre Academy implicitly smiled, "but the University of Science and Technology Of the high school students can enter our first year, must also pass rigorous exams. If you come to apply. " He turned to me, "he is your competitor." My mind getting a little daze, he lost over a: "Your competitors as well as Ba Jin's daughter." Ba Jin really well! Yesterday we just said Guo and Ba Jin Did not read Chinese literature, did not think they invariably put two students and children entrusted to the Shanghai Theater Academy play Drama and Literature Department. How can doubt that these two elderly judge? I immediately sit down determination. Drama School is ahead of the exam, a total of nine exam, really put people to death. Do not wait for results to be published, the National High School examination began, of course I should also participate. Examination of first choice to fill the Foreign Military Academy, because I heard After graduating from this school do diplomatic attache, intelligence officers, which is a boy too stimulating. Soon came the news that the two schools have accepted me, the first step Drama School, took my files. Military Institute an officer surnamed Liu sat in my house, do not go, my parents said repeatedly, my English exam this year Health is the first school insisted I could not decide, and now the only way is to let my parents and admissions officers to the city Will be noisy, grab the file back. My parents had no interest on the Theatre Academy, but his life would not quarrel, had been writing to the Admissions Committee. Officer surnamed Liu again, said a letter of no use, have to say face to face. Father said to me: "This thing By parents to say no convincing yourself to go right to the admissions committee. "Shanghai is located in the Admissions Committee Tongji University, for the three cars to find. Odd hot day, before Jinjiao first small banks across the road entrance station For a long time, timidly looked at the door, wondering what kind of person would see, wondering what kind of words that speak. Advance Random walk through the gate and then deliberately blocks in a lonely deserted because of the summer holidays and no floor room until enough of the military training Love affair Foreign Language Institute of Shanghai Academy of Drama hatred, just open the door to the admissions committee. I was with a staff member said a few words, he laughed and said your father sent a letter every day now In Yao Zhuren there, let Yao Zhuren and you talk about it. So, I easily saw the famous Shanghai Mr. Yao Li, director of admissions committee. Mr. Yao Li look kindly, smiling, ready to listen to me to finish the _set_, put a smile admitted, In a declaratory tone said to me: "Our country fought too long, surplus military personnel and people of art Who lack, you should read the art. "His tone is completely irrefutable good a dignified elderly, I looked at him Silly hair for a while, and he looked at me, but no longer speak. The result is I nodded, got up and say goodbye. If Guo, Ba Jin is still relatively far away, then, Yao Li has literally put me to the power of the elderly Promote the School of Drama. Classroom thirty men, I was in the first group. The students sitting behind me called the song first letter, he is Guo Moruo recommendation to that one; my neighbor called Li Xiaolin, Ba Jin's daughter. Two I do not know the school or the strange strange times we met after school curriculum is very bad, bad to my roots The letter did not dare tell the Second Military Medical University, Tsinghua University, and that two small partners. Professional main subject called "script copies Analysis", analyzes the first script is North Korea's "Red propagandists" and then China's "wins India" and "Hero Sapper" more amazing is that the analysis only to explain the so-called ideological content, Meng Are all a political lesson. Everyone can speak on these social, then really what college courses? I did not Know the larger context, just think Shanghai Theatre Academy in a "difficult test" illusion to deceive us into, So all day long depression. A revolutionary cadres to experience his new creation we transcribe the script, that is to give us a A learning opportunity, remember the script was praised as a model worker, and then under a pale copy of the study Outlook is more worried. Finally there is a slightly famous Mr. Chen Ruheng terms of classical literature, he used standard in Northern accent taught several After months of ze and metrical want us to learn to write poetry, and wait until we pay up to the job he really a bit surprised, Asked again and again: "This is your own writing?" The students can not help but secretly smile, you forget what the standard is Quasi provoke us. Write a few poems, classical literature class is over, and that writing is a labor model draft a screenplay Draft reform, every manuscript copied by us, and then copied to finish typing the print room, I think they work together, a Given far more than who toil of labor model itself. That day I was again ordered to the script between typing in Waiting time to hear some interesting conversations. Several typists are young lady, who kept a finger tip Does not stop at school style debate which one is the best teacher. Their argument objects, gradually transferred from the Department of Performing To another department, and from youth to middle age to old age, from male teachers to female teachers, the last stop in a person The name is not on the move, this man's name is Zhang can. Hear from their rushes out, Zhang teacher is a legendary figure. Born into a family home, Looks beautiful, skilled English, Shakespeare expert, but actually early as the 1930s teens participated Communist Party engaged in underground work, until 1949 the Communist seizure of power, but she mission accomplished, to leave the group Woven into an ordinary teacher. However, as long as the school has an important foreign guests, there will always be her. Elegant appearance And the beautiful English always let visitors feel a bit surprised. Typists say they always pause when men Work out to look, not to see foreigners but by Zhang teacher, watching her gestures, speech style. This statement shortly after we sit talking to the countryside, and that is not let us become a nerd in high-rise yard deep, Must attend to the countryside was being carried out "four clean sport." Classmates are just tired of listening to those lessons, Feel to hear anymore, but some may not become become nerd nerd, so they joyfully packed up, only Guo Qu recommendation letter to the students first had hepatitis, not only can not go, but also isolated from the infirmary, tears Be very sad. We went to the place in Jiangsu Taicang Liuhe, each village to go to a teacher, a student, and then with one from Deployed near the county over the rural cadres. Published list on a wall saw, and I went to a place called Jia together Homesteads of rural cadres village called Li Huimin go, and teachers, it is Zhang. Three The three of us lived in a village of the poorest farmers at home, this farmer has three small mud houses. East room crowded room East spouses and children; between the landlord's mother lived in the West, but also raised two sheep; intermediate tools and a place to eat, And possessor of four sheep. Six sheep are collectively owned, staying in this house, and we did. The three of us would eat in this house. Pay the cost of food by city standards, but according to the regulations, if the meat on the table Vegetables, a chopstick can not go move. However, this situation can not happen, because the next meal, this people's Wing Far only a dish of salt beans, vegetables and even a no, this surprising. Our first task is to participate in field Among labor, the second is to help clean up the village in recent years, accounts, there is no one to see corruption. But cleanup to clear Li went to the largest number of points still inferior to the three of us suspected monthly pay for meals. Of course, the landlord can not say corruption, but The three of us face is getting worse. I was young, more dependent on nutrition, Zhang teacher paused several times, the last Finally said: "You are a long body, not for a long time so, yesterday I asked around, and your classmates are Nutritional supplement. "Then quietly handed me a few grains of chocolate. Rural cadres Li Huimin the end of every night to give me a small bowl Fried rice, which is his fiancee left him. Zhang teacher should be aged 44 at the time, she was in that room mud house low hanging a white curtain, And the old lady kept coughing all day and two sheep barely separated. I know she is not the most popular live food, accommodation, Instead of water, because here, wash rice, laundry, toilet brush and even commodes, thanks to an overgrown front of the house dirty Small brook. Another is that the rain could not bear to walk in extremely slippery mud she could not step further, sometimes Cruel one step and certainly numerous wrestling, drew laughter into every mud huts door, I will turn twist to rush a mix Help. She briefly into the mud huts and radiant combed immediately, went to the door and stood for a moment, then I said, the way to sweep Rolled up a book in my hand. When the countryside I deliberately picked up a book to read to bring more resistant, it is written by Lamb The English version of Shakespeare's stories, which expect to encounter the real experts here, so do not deliberately cover to hide hidden Let her see. But a person familiar with the books of their induction is always extraordinary, Zhang teacher flashed far only One smiled and said: "Do not read only Lamb, the best reading text." I blushed and said: "That is Old English, it is Difficult. "Zhang teacher said:" You really do not know how much fun reading the original. "Then she Compared Shenghao And Wu Xinghua translation, with a solemn tone introduce French translator Fu Lei, finally I actually heard Fu Tung China somewhat dissatisfied, said it was a superb scholar Western Sinology. Then she walked out of an old Westinghouse Kraft cover anthology, inside a Fu Donghua articles on Chinese culture, let me read. Once the conversation began to gradually develop a habit, she even casually say a few words can bring me a gentle World. I unabashedly complain clumsy college courses, she smiled and said, indeed a dramatic text without having to read Department. "Shakespeare was a poet, playwright skills he learned to pity him; development of Chinese drama, the key is Director; regards traditional opera, plays always important, mainly actors. "She fundamentally shaken I was not thinking of the solid professional, and since I am very happily introduce unfamiliar female opera actor Laosheng Juan, warm words of rarely seen in her usual calm in conversation. I am not without surprise, but the result I touch the future is to gradually establish a more perfect actor-centered theater concept. For Drama The hospital's classroom has disappeared, while students are still popular after-school reading Baker, Lawson, Asia has, Stanislaw, Brecht, her gentle tone reminds me are not very important. In retrospect, the supreme master of so many seem to be a woman early moderate voices resolve A half, it saves me much time to study, how to enhance the bird's eye view of my height! Subtraction more than addition value Thanks. Tian An, a dim oil lamp lit up, the landlord has told us to go in salt beans porridge. After dinner, Rural cadres Li Huimin and we sat down together, he said: "You often hear talk about things I do not quite understand, to know Road, he did not culture, and now every night practicing calligraphy, will you help me pointing pointing. "I'm in the same room and Eddy Lee Door, knowing that he practiced every night for a long time calligraphy, sometimes I wake up to see he was still asleep Practice, as he has got what extent, but not to pay attention. Until recently, he wrote out a big pile of burrs Paper, I and Zhang teacher exclaimed. Only a few months, the European body Jiuchenggong his men have been very decent. One day, I was outside washing clothes, pack the goods with approaching a farmer from the dirt bike, cycling is Young farmers, while it sat on the shelf a thin gray-haired old man, to see that the intellectuals. Car I stopped in front of the old man jumped off the shelf onto the step and asked me: "? Ask, Xu Xuan village in which" Xu Xuan is my Classmates, I immediately concluded that this is the promise mysterious father, the famous East China Normal University literature professor Xu Jie first Students, the famous "big right." Then he did a long bumpy aging came to visit her daughter, from the bus station Here very far, cargo bicycle apparently he hired from the station to here. "You are Xu Bobo, right?" I asked. He nodded happy, I pointed out to him the residence of Xu Xuan, from Driving and laden with him on the road. I quickly called out Zhang teacher, teacher Mr. Xu Jie Zhang looked back deep sigh A deep breath and said: "by so many crimes, but also as one concerned about her daughter!" From Mr. Xu Jie, talk about literature. I said recently read a few short Shaanxi writer Wang Wen Shi's good, she said an article talking about the structure of the stone from the King Wen, He may know more than other rural writers to work hard. So calmly to the word "hard" to evaluate one was quite To sensational writer, I saw a quiet demeanor culture. "Foreign novelist who is your favorite?" She wanted me to distract from Chinese writers. "France, Hugo, Russia Chekhov." I replied. "It also must know the full translation of Tao Russian?" She asked. "Of course." I said. "He is my family, my brother." She said. "He also surname? 'I asked stupidly. She could not help laughing, Nodded. Since she mentioned my brother, I boldly asked: "Zhang teacher, said that you have a very legendary experience?" She laughed: "? What legend worth mentioning" She did not go on along this topic, but rather a change Tone said to me: "You have a good classical, and now it is best to learn a foreign language, English textbooks alone is useless to me. You should also re-think a little hard. "Is" hard. "I nodded seriously, said to have been the most likely to Buy "_Select_ed Works" in English read through, she quickly said: "That is the lazy way, Chinese people Thinking, Chinese people's vocabulary, guess all guess. Read English, first read Dickens, read Shakespeare. " Such a conversation, conducted almost every day, especially at night. Sheep asleep, cough rhythmically old lady Came, Li Huimin Ouyang Xun continue under the lamp and Simo. North of the window is a high causeway causeway outside is ho Width of the Yangtze River, not far from the east, there is an ancient parade units, are the remains of Qi; far west, is Zheng marina lies. Jiang wind blowing, waves faint, but we live in the villages, since the late Ming Has been a pirate stronghold. Then let those who are afraid of the ship "72 Ka" here, as this This small village is dilapidated "72 Ka 'part. Yangtze River, pirates, Zheng He, Qi Jiguang, now with Hugo, Chekhov and Shakespeare. I wonder: What is a fate, let me in such a place encountered such an elder? Spring arrived, superiors notice, every village in a stay of three, two can go home to visit relatives. Of course those left behind Me, both of them gone. Li Huimin every mouth hanging fiancee, not to mention that he also had been fried rice I eat Finished. A few days, I do not know which village, every household will put pretty neat couplets European body? Zhang Teacher back is what kind of home? As a student, what kind of questions can be asked teachers is not Appropriate to ask the teacher's home. Day and night she told me so much, how in addition to full brother Tao, but never Never mentioned his family? Four From the countryside back to school soon, "Cultural Revolution" began. Our class of students, there is little home No matter. Offspring writers, professors from needless to say, even "among the children" who have temporary disaster after another Head. Guo retained the position after several poignant review, but he recommended to the first letter of the song has encountered family background Problems. Li Ying Ning classmate and his father's party standing almost History almost long, but unfortunately he is an excellent calligraphy Family and heritage connoisseur, when the rebels broke into his house broken those artifacts, he will want to live. My father Membership Membership nameless, actually because of "class dissidents" and was detained, but he us an eight man only by Franciscan sources, although my son less than two years old, but faced a burden of household livelihoods, figuring think again Only able to save our family in Anhui uncle married yet, but just think, uncle has a tour After St. denounced suicide. He paraded denounced the charges of "intentional beautification poisonous weeds" Dream of Red Mansions "." Such similar tragic story in a few days you students are pressed into the body. Not long ago hehe Haha classes, all of a sudden become very silent. In retrospect I really do not understand why so young people understand Thing, do not cry, do not tell, do not call, just calm and sad every day to walk in flowing everywhere with slogans, characters Campus newspaper. Behind the elderly are gone, how lonely the lively pace go far. I do not know where the dark Room, the elders are thinking about these hanging eyes journeying pace, pace already able to get these elders body Edges. The rebels accused the school of our classes are obstinate not of the "three big mountains", in fact they know where, The number of classes pressing family tragedy, what mood pranks in school, what qualifications nonsense? Have One day, suddenly saw the photos on campus can be a teacher, she has always been not the kind of teacher can often be seen from the rural areas of After a few other face to face, I do not know what to do. That day she looked very tired, walking very slowly. I suddenly saw her non- Always happy, ask each other, okay, answers are vague, difficult to find it topic. "Li Huimin recently have a link?" She asked. "Who?" "Li Huimin." She repeated once, which under I think of it, long live the rural cadres with us. Not that I forgot he was not expecting Zhang The teacher will mention him at this time. Those talking about Shakespeare, practicing Jiuchenggong night and emerge in front of me The sheets can be mixed to the teacher talk for a moment on the roadside lawn. She also told me that her family has a neighbor, was my high school Alumni, each meeting regarded me as a talking object. I can not remember who the alumni, but please Zhang teacher for me to He say hello. "I heard that you have to lower the countryside?" She asked. "Yes, have been mobilized." I said. "How long?" She asked. "Said to be a lifetime." "Let with books?" She asked. "Do not know the total can bring a few of the bar." But I knew that the teacher said Zhang's book, not a band that can make several. "Life, with parents to discuss it?" I faint smile a little. Zhang teacher felt like this The question is asked a little outdated, they patted my arm and said:. "Take care of yourself," the countryside labor Moving time and not expected so rambling, etc. several times after we return spring harvest was suddenly notice Shanghai, the situation has changed considerably. Between workers' propaganda team, the military forces and the rebels declared noisy badly, rebels Some of the heads were locked up, and out of the Lin Biao incident, one to two to go, actually ordered to resume a higher level. Complex Lesson and no textbooks, so rush to the establishment of a wide variety of materials preparation group. Originally as a moving object or Motion resistance treat those people, getting a little something done. First I heard a group of teachers going to the amendment "dictionary" There Zhang teacher list; later after another there are a number of teachers who were transferred out, one day in the large dining hall, there is a An army declared the players talked to me, asked me to participate in a writing group of modern literature at Fudan University. "Every liberal arts Schools have participated in Fudan University, Normal-based, we are elementary school, to be humble. "He said. All the time and materials to prepare amendments to the group by the group's writing group ruled over the city, for me, a writing group "Cultural Revolution" has not participated in any organization since young little attention to the meaning, but after all my luck too Well, in early 1975 it found had hepatitis. Not enough rest at home for a while, only hospitalization, out of the hospital Went to the home of rest go. Otherwise, from 1975 to 1976, if I were in Shanghai, chances are Will be ordered to participate in some, such as "counter rightist overturn the wind" and other numerous small movement, actually let me escape Passed. The ancients said, "not evil illness was extremely busy," the letter ran. Remember to return home to rest before yet met in college infirmary Zhang met a teacher, she said: "It's okay, I love it too hepatitis, less medication, rest, increase Nutrition. "By the way she happily told me that Professor Zhu Duanjun respected college now also participate Amendment "Dictionary." This time she was finally referred to his lover. I have heard the department's teacher, said she loved the "Hu Feng elements" Who exactly, but it is not clear. Said to return home to recuperate, but only the home of a 72-year-old grandmother, I was afraid to infect her. Later, I Mr. Sheng Zhongjian fellow teacher found a small house on a hillside in Fenghua County, let me live down. There is no meal to eat a meal, take an extremely humble in the foothills of the small cafeteria. There could not see even a newspaper Less, the world did not know what happened. Is fortunate, just let me know an eighty-year-old Mr. Shen Lao, he was commissioned by the local cultural centers managed early in the mountains of Chiang Ching-kuo a reading room, after he Nod, I threw those books drill gone. Where in addition to "ancient and modern books Integration", "twenty-four History "," four series ", there are" universal libraries "and more complete cultural hybridity thirties published Chi, I have plenty of time anyway, a books to read. Decent chance to read tired, went happily read a lot "East magazine." Reading Room is a long day out weeds, very quiet. I've never won so superior Reading condition, of course, never let go, even the sick things are forgotten. Who Mr. Shen Lao little Xianfengdaogu, so much older still climbing every day, and sometimes actually personally put a small basket Sub-family planted seasonal fruits, Mid-Cabin to come to me, so I was surprised and touched. I asked him why he did not read Book room to personally sent to me and he said it was "etiquette." Every morning he'd point at home to listen to radio, The important news to tell me. One day he said, a major earthquake in Tangshan, a small hillside house you also dangerous, So I moved to a temple to escape several times to inquire. In the temple and lived a lot of time, still read every day, Chiang Ching-kuo Mr. those books left. The reading room made it very strong, even if the earthquake will be very safe. Mr. Shen Lao Said Chiang Ching-kuo never fully made use of this reading room, the reading room is simply made up for me. From the Temple to the reading room of the shortage of rare piece of road I've walked leisurely Carefree, almost can not remember the date. Finally One day, I learned from the mouth of two mountain crossing, where the old man again immediately confirmed, Mao Zedong died. Five A few years later, I read magazines in the Department of the data room, read the text of a sudden heart with a Western Comparative Research Methods " Diao, "the article, very amazing, but I do not know what people Wangyuanhua author. There was just one big in Shanghai I asked him to report, they wrote a book review sent. A few days after the newspaper editor personally came to my house and told me to read this After the flu can not be published. The reason is that "historical issues Wangyuanhua not yet concluded, academic journal published his paper may To, but our newspaper ...... "I asked:" Who is Wangyuanhua "?" You wrote the article did not know who he is? " The editor is very surprised, "I thought it was because of your wife, and his relationship with a school in it." 'He Love in our college? "I was very curious." Zhang Well! You really do not know? "" Ah? "It is indeed my A daze. After a few days I consciously sheets can be found in the school teacher, talked about it, I also talked to the king Mr. Yuan evaluation of the article. Zhang teacher happy smile, kept saying: "You are too kind, you are too kind The! "A few days later, the department's Bo Bin teacher handed me a thick letter, open look, signed Wangyuanhua. In addition about to meet me, also talked about how from the previous teacher Zhang know me, including a passage, a glance Eyes light up, then I do not know how many times they silent recitation: Although there are a large number of people angry side, but I can Responsible for speaking on academic and cultural studies, may now be entering the best time in this century. A bruised, the elderly has not been vindicated, with such lively language actually made a century judgments, Was really a shock to me no small matter. "May be entering the best time in this century" ─ ─ ─ to Few months time I have been talking about this every word, think back to Liang, ZHANG, Wang Guowei, Lu Xun, Yinque, can not fail to produce a fear, afraid of everyone in the bustle is an important opportunity to live up to. It is this Shock and fear, so I hastily will I have repeatedly mentioned that the Department of H. Clark's works in English as a crutch to Ancient Europe walked. These annual lectures at home and abroad will always be frequently asked, I turned from a theater scholar engaged in multi- Initial impetus bit of cultural thinking, I always answer: Ten years ago, I received a letter the elderly. Received a letter the next day, I came to Wang Yuanhua, Zhang teacher's home. Zhang busy teachers only served tea, Send snacks, while Mr. Wang Yuanhua greeting almost immediately and I did not talk about the just released soon Li Zehou "On Yan Fu" and also linked to Li Zehou published early in the fifties, "Tan research," this is not confusion moisture Academic conversation in the family seem a little bit dull, Zhang teacher sitting side listened for a moment to laugh The rebuke them: "They then came a long way, all of a sudden we talk about so serious!" Until dinner, Zhang old Teachers always busy my bowl add rice, even Mr. Wang Yuanhua feel too, and again and again: "Let autumn from Had to let themselves autumn. "But every meal, I always think they are too small appetite, and my appetite is too big, Very embarrassed. Did not think, in June 1979, Zhang teacher suddenly at a stroke conference. To the hospital, the situation Situation is very critical, coma ten days unconscious, half a month has been in critical condition being. Mr. Wang Yuanhua howl at the hospital Crying, shouting over and over again the troubled scholars: "!! I'm sorry I'm sorry for her that she" He was not There are vindicated. Less than six months, Wang Yuanhua injustice finally completely vindicated. At this time Zhang teacher, though already dying to get rid of, but Like a new person. Wangyuanhua to work after getting busy, with little time stayed at home. Zhang teacher early decades Have been accustomed to accompany the storm caught daily injustice and loneliness of her husband, and now she lonely. Wang Yuanhua always wanted to spend time with her. That year literary theory seminar held in Lushan National, Wangyuanhua should go to Will, he used "Wenxindiaolong creation of" a half royalties, rented a house in Lushan, the teacher Zhang Then go, where she took the opportunity to let the infirmary. I also took part in the meeting, to their house to visit that room, Steady stream of visitors, found hard to really rest. One day, a few more delegates traveling in tour buses in the mountains Play, which turned the two vehicles, the news reached the ears of Zhang teacher, she actually got up and went outside, anxiously Asked one man, save at the intersection: "Yu Yu is dead and gone dead and gone??" That turned two cars, but also Most people only slightly injured, but I did not travel that day. When I know my teacher Zhang's information desk After it is a bit surprising, one is touched by a patient's care, and second, if she was sick before felt the English is superb and elegant woman would never use such a simple sentence Zhiba questioning. Six In the days of the past year, even we have getting old. Thirty people in the class, there are already four students died, Every memorial, like the families of the students cried as sad. What got us to pull together, it has become very important. Once I met many years ago Secondary to persuade me to apply for the teacher in Shanghai Theatre Academy, said: "I lied to you over the lifetime are A. "He smiled:" lying to a dean, value. "In fact, more than just lying to me the president, the current president of Glory Professor Henry, dean Professor Ding Luonan dramatic literature, and 吕兆康 library curator, are from our Small classes come out. Classmates, Li Xiaolin is still in charge of China's most outstanding literary magazine, "harvest", And she assumed a more important mission is to safeguard the health of Ba Jin elderly. Ba Jin had used the old man in his memoirs gratitude Strokes brought our class, I remember, whenever they hear something in the elderly wukang Road, classmates on a People call a bike went bang. Catch, Shuang Shuang Gui unknown classmate Lilly is responsible for the "budding" Miscellaneous Chi, she must bear the fatigue life of the family to care for the elderly and cultural mission. And who come recommended by a Mr. Guo Moruo The song first letter classmates, although in poor health but diligent education, personally cultivate a playwright were first blessing, Malaysia Chun, Gu Hongyuan, Shimei Jun ....... Once enrolled in graduate oral exam, I asked a candidate, when your favorite Generation of playwrights who are? Candidates answer is Ma Zhongjun. I asked, you know who plays Mr. Ma Zhongjun teachers? Candidates shook his head, I proudly told him:. "Is the teacher's classmate, name temporary secrecy," Yes, even the Our students have been so bigger way, we really are old. One older man, will naturally extinguish usual brilliant floating mistaken fire, quietly to experience delicious life. In this process, Zhang teacher always figure more clearly shaking in front. Is no longer just science Health and thanked the teacher, but she gave me so long to _set_ up a mystery, uncover the answer is actually Wangyuanhua Sir. In fact, the greater the mystery of her own. Scholars of a woman behind the woman behind a scholar, This structure has been very attractive, but the more attractive or the second structure, that is: the long relentless disaster Guard, then tired after a disaster digestion step down. What a tired and then step down, which in turn makes me think of a structure of her early years: the Communists seized power in front of the Born into the death of the Communist Party to power after quietly faded. These vortex structures in an elegant woman who makes I think both magnificent and mysterious. Now, every time I see the old, tired smile to me in the Zhang teacher, Always felt this is a mysterious life course. I will not regret it wrong then a hot head exam, Shanghai Theatre Academy This test was wrong so I have the opportunity to confront this course, well worth it. High school graduation of three small swim with partners agreed each to learn a specialty, such as two years after the world two decades Long past, when the agreement has also been floating for clouds. Each school will be able to understand a world class professional? This is really a child of the See. Look at just one teacher Zhang, enough to make us a lifetime to read. Five years ago, probably from the beginning, I felt the need to Zhang for further understanding of the teacher to tell my fellow School and my readers. Two years ago, the international college debate team from Harvard, Yale and mainland China were invited to the final five judges, Just me and Mr. Wang Yuanhua, including, in the judgment of spare time, I began to ask him about. Not long ago, I specifically Lists some ambiguities further ask Mr. Wang Yuanhua, finally, I can write some words of Zhang teacher A. This passage is not long, roughly as follows ─ ─ ─ Zhang, one hundred ninety-two □ born in Suzhou in December a scholarly family, by a good early education. Sixteen When admitted to Shanghai, Jinan University, which is an owned Zhenduo, SUN rain, Li Jianwu, Zhou Yutong, Chen Linrui etc. University professors, study and honest. 1938 joined the Chinese Communist Party at the age of eighteen, from efforts to join the revolution, After graduating from college in Shanghai, mainly engaged in anti-Japanese activities in the theater, his own translation of the script, organizing theater performances, but also Personally attended several performances. Meet earlier than she joined the Communist Party of young scholars Wangyuanhua. In the early years of the war a youth gathering of friends, someone asked Wangyuanhua play lovers in mind, Wang Yuanhua said: "I like Zhang," Zhang can smell unpleasant, Wang Yuanhua asked what it meant, Wangyuanhua loss for words. , Eight-year war Unintentional marriage, victory on the eve of the war, some people asked her to pursue her who is favored, Zhang frankly said: "Wang Yuan Technology. "Christian marriage ceremony. Their time in a national university Wangyuanhua Peking teach marriage to bring Zhang Peking live. But Zhang is not accustomed to live, said Peking too desolate, in turn returned with Shanghai. May 1949 liberation of Shanghai, the two prime of life, but the Communists are bound to be quite qualifications Participate more important work, but literary sustenance of their hearts, that Chekhov, Romain Rolland, Dickens, Shakespeare, for fear of complex human relations, heavy administrative affairs and popular seasonal needs digestion hearts Literary dreams, plus have a child, decided to only allow one person to go to work Wang Yuanhua, Zhang from the organizational relationships. Hu Feng injustice involved because, in June 1955 Wangyuanhua isolated, still in nursery sheets with small children Terrified eyes watched his father was taken away. Detention, continue to convert to locate her husband Zhang constantly petition. Wang Yuanhua being held to February 1957 before being released. After the release of Wang Yuanhua serious mental trauma, auditory hallucinations Hallucinations, real to the enemy, and slowly nursed back to health by Zhang, chemists, and recovered after one year. No time Wangyuanhua Salary for domestic subsidies, for bookstores translated the manuscript, and then come together to study Shakespeare and Zhang, translated Western Lufthansa Science Review. Zhang also graceful brush with a lower case copy Wangyuanhua 'On Four Shakespeare tragedy "and the other hand Draft. During the three years of natural disasters, Wang Yuanhua had hepatitis, Zhang try to get together, there's no let Wangyuanhua feel Had a difficult family life. "Cultural Revolution" disaster, they have become targets for attack, long suffering, self-evident. After the "Cultural Revolution" ended, Wangyuanhua seek redress soon, in June 1979, Zhang had a stroke, Has not completely recovered. November 1979, Wang Yuanhua completely vindicated, and soon, as the principal leaders of Shanghai Municipal Party Committee Propaganda Department Duties. Wang Yuanhua basic evaluation of his wife: "Zhang know in his heart does not seem to hate me not once seen her. Lise disease Yan attitude to people, there is no one to hear her speak with a strong word. Always so gentle, modest And, generous. Anti-Hu Feng from long years to twenty years before she got sick, my fate brought her frustrations Endless hurt, she silently endured. Who was always sensitive to humiliation, for any imperceptible Complain eyes A face quietly expressed dissatisfaction will sensed. But she has never such sentiments flow Lucy, this is not any hardships suffered because of her husband's involvement wife can do, because she could not rely on ideas or The strength of will to enforce the natural burst of emotion, only let benevolent nature of the guidelines, to reaching this extraordinary Pull the territory. "Wang Yuanhua said:" It was surrounded by a cold, the only reliable family. If she wanted to and I draw the line a little, and I definitely would have gone. " Seven Then I finish this long meditation. Then a small village in the Yangtze River in the night and I spoke to Zhang teacher, The Ins and Outs saddled with much of the burden! A rough calculation, then walked up to me, she joined 26 years ago were Party, from fifteen years ago, her husband was arrested nine years ago, six years ago, together with her husband into the study of Shakespeare and turn Translation of a large number of Western books ...... this really what we who live in filthy with mud house, often in silt Mud wrestling, a few grains of chocolate into my hands and told me to be diligent and amiable teacher? Seventeen-year-old boy in the eyes Everything is so shallow, in the care of our elderly do not know whether the heart a while, to reveal one o'clock hearts Bitter? I believe that even if she had read flash immediately swallow, the most profound life experience is no place Method using words to pass, and only let yourself go experience. Until today, I dare say, a teacher, I have experienced before, So will go back and capture the moment thirty years ago, with a ten thousand word length article written piously it. Zhang teacher still alive. She will be happy to see the guests greeted with, raise the plates of dessert. But in It seems to me, when she fell ill 18 years ago, in Mr. Wang Yuanhua's howl, the person has held a completion Health mission grand ceremony. I asked my classmates after reading this article do not bother her again, she has Tired, let her quiet. You can read miss her when Mr. Wang Yuanhua big a macro theory, where every word trekking all Has her shadow. Free, I will go to visit you on behalf of her elderly. Author's note: Mr. Wang Yuanhua relevant part of this paper for fine editing, would like to thank. ("Xinhua Digest" 1998 No. 10, Published in "China prose" 1998 8)
Injury meaning the elderly. - "Warring Yan policy"
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Broken branches for the elderly. - "King Hui of the Mencius"
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Although the elderly asked Yifu dare stretch hate. - Tang Du Fu's "Chariots"
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Jin Yinhua beauty service to the elderly. - Sima Guang Song, "said Kang Jian Xun"
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That a virtuous man
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Honest elderly
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City were tailor-win for the villain, and to son for the elderly. - "Biographies of Historical Weigong Zi"
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To Jun for the elderly. - "Warring Reichert"
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Distinguished people
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Elderly or people with high seniority in the family
Elderly or people with high seniority in the family. "Mencius Gaozi down": "Xu said that the younger brother of the elderly after row, Fleet of Foot that the elderly are not the first brother." "Later Han Ma Yuan Chuan": "﹝ ﹞ busy in aid into the right, especially good at acting out past life . Every Speaking Sansuke elderly, down to the Lvli youth may apply to view listen. "" Sui Shu Liu Xuan Chuan ":" Xi in the succulent, music participation for the elderly. "Ba Jin" Autumn "20:" men and women room, person Great ethics, you do not know, dare to slander the elderly! "
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That distinguished people
That distinguished man. "Han Fei said, within the reservoir under the": "Punishment of the people over what has dared to beg for drink is elderly?" "Records of the Historian Chen Chengxiang family": "﹝ ﹞ Chan Kwok family is negative to the wall, I was the door to Bi, However, many are elderly people outside the rut. "Three Weichen Lin," Xi Wen Wu will be school-steps ":" and Miss Zhu Gu Lu, the old patriarch who have high world. "" Water Margin "60th back:" He (Lu Junyi ), is the first such elderly Beijing Daming prefecture, how to get him to La Cao? "
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That respected people
That respected people. "Han Fei cunning to make": "that the elderly re-thick self-esteem." "Records of Xiang Yu the century": "Chen infant who, it Dongyang Lingshi, home county, the prime letter like, as the elderly." Han Ban Biao "Wang Ming on": "Hanwang the elderly, the world must." Qing Qian, "Zu Xuan Tong first proposed the doctor gift": "generous with her husband wind, Xiao would like to visit those slender."
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That gallant
That cavalier. "Later Han Ma Yuan Chuan": "Wang, waste surnames. Son home automorphic stone when the screen while the anti-tour the Capital for the elderly, with the gas on their own, off more than Mausoleum, the defeat also." Lee Hyun-Note : "the elderly, that were also gallant."
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Old men of the honorific
Old of the man respectfully. Jane Tang white line, "Tale of Li Wa": "Health and bow down before the speech, saying: 'Court heard're in a gap, like tax to home, a letter or Down?' Basking said: 'fear of their shallow Qiuai, not insult the elderly Department, An outspoken straight Jesus! '"" Water Margin "Seventh 2 back:" Sushi affinity, evening, meet Erjun, hastily cups and plates to instructions from the elderly. "
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Elderly zhǎngzhě (1) [senior]: older, people with high seniority Elderly hurt meaning. - "Warring Yan policy" Elderly broken branches. - "King Hui of Liang on Mencius" Although elders asked Yifu dare stretch hate. - Tandoori "Chariots" Jin YH America's elderly to be served. - Sima Guang Song, "said Jian Xun Kang" (2) [venerable elder]: refers to a virtuous person Honest elderly City people are to win as a villain, but to the son for the elderly. - "Records of Wei Gongzi Biography" To the king for the elderly. - "Warring Wei Ce" (3) [influential figure]: dignitaries who Buddhist common vocabulary [Elderly] 1. Respect for older people or sub. 2. Revered moral person.
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[Elderly] 1, or a bit of respect older people. 2, the revered moral person.
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[Elderly] (Miscellaneous name) Sanskrit He said the suspect Ratchasima bowl bottom Dr! Ha-pati, with hoards of virtues known. As required of senior citizens. Ten Hokke Hyun Chan said: "Heart leveling straight teeth Mai Dun language to implement fiscal surplus, called elders.." Also, older people said. Mencius said: "After the elderly Xuhang." Also, dignitaries were called. Records said: "more than the elderly outside the rut." Also, I would like those who said thick. Han said: "large elderly."