疚心疾首
      Explanation: Regrets: chronic illness, anxiety. Because of guilt and feeling the pinch. Uneasy, headache, brain swelling. Very sad sadness or anxiety described.
      Usage: Joint type; as predicate; containing derogatory
      Source: Cui Tang E "in Temple Beth Ms. Zhu Zhi Fu Zhao together": "to heir ordered chicken Lin, Ran-year-old complex, remorse Xinji first, when the ceremony is also read, offerings of Youzhu."
  • Thesaurus:  Sad day to call