短篇小说 》 wù Fog 》
wù Fog
pú níng Ivan Bunin
Fog
jīn tiān shì wǒ men háng hǎi de dì 'èr tiān。 fú xiǎo shí， wǒ men yù dào liǎo dà wù， wù yān méi liǎo dì píng xiàn， sì yānlǒng yī bān zhē bì liǎo wéi gān， xú xú dì zài wǒ men sì wéi mí màn kāi qù， tóng huī méng méng de hǎi hé huī méng méng de tiān róng chéng liǎo yī tǐ。 suī shuō hái shì dōng jì， kě lián rì lái tiān qì yī zhí nuǎnhuo dé chū qí。 gāo jiā suǒ shān mài shàng de jī xuě yǐ kāi shǐ róng huà， hǎi yáng yě yǐ tù chū kāi chūn shí jié de dà liàng shuǐ qì。 zài hùn dùn chū kāi de pò xiǎo shí fēn， lún jī tū rán tíng liǎo， lǚ kè bèi zhè tū rú qí lái de tíng chē， bèi jǐng dí shēng hé jiá bǎn shàng zá tà de jiǎo bù shēng jīng xǐng liǎo guò lái， yī gè gè shuì yǎn xīng sōng、 dòng dé sè sè fā dǒu、 jīng huáng bù 'ān dì jù jí dào cāng miàn shì lái， qī zuǐ bā shé dì yì lùn zhù。 yī lǚ lǚ de wù， huó xiàng yī liǔ liǔ huī bái de tóu fā， huàng huàng yōu yōu dì tiē zhe lún chuán piāo hū 'ér guò。
wǒ jì dé， qǐ chū zhè yǐn qǐ liǎo jí dà de jīng kǒng。 shǒu lóu shàng jīhū yī kè bù tíng dì qiāo zhe xìn hào zhōng。 yān cōng chuǎn zhe cū qì， bèng fā chū lìng rén dǎn hán de hǒu shēng； dà jiādōu dāi ruò mù jī dì wàng zhe yuè lái yuè nóng zhòng de wù。 wù hū 'ér kuò sàn， hū 'ér shōu suō， xiàng gǔn gǔn de nóng yān sì dì piāo lái fú qù。 yòu shí， mí wù bǎ lún chuán tuán tuán guǒ zhù， yǐ zhì wǒ men xiāng hù dū jué dé duì fāng hǎo sì zài hūn tiān hēi dì zhī zhōng yí dòng de yōu líng。 zhè zhǒng yīn sēn sēn de jǐng xiàng， shǐ rén jué dé fǎng fó zhì shēn zài qiū rì xiāo sè de huáng hūn， yīn shī de hán qì dòng dé nǐ zhí dǎ duō suo， zì jǐ yě gǎn dào liǎn dū fā qīng liǎo。 hòu lái， wù lüè lüè kāi liǎo xiē， nóng dàn yě jūn yún liǎo xiē， yě jiù shì shuō， bù zài nà me shā jī sì fú liǎo。 lún chuán yòu kāi dòng liǎo， rán 'ér xíng shǐ dé fēi cháng dǎn qiè， lián lún jī zhuàndòng yǐn qǐ de chàn dǒu yě jīhū shì wú shēng de， chuán bù tíng dì qiāo xiǎng zhe xìn hào zhōng， lí hǎi 'àn yuè lái yuè yuǎn， jìng zhí cháo zhe nán fāng shǐ qù。 nà biān， zhēn zhèng de yè sè， nà xiàng yīn yù de hēi yè yán yī bān zhòng zhuó de yán sè， yǐ pō mǎn nóng wù mí màn de tiān jì。 shǐ rén jué dé， zài nà biān， liǎng bù zhī wài jiù shì shì jiè de jìn tóu liǎo， zài guò qù biàn shì jiào rén zhànlì de guǎng mào de huāng mò。 dǎ héng héng shàng、 mén yán shàng、 lǎn suǒ shàng luò xià yī dī dī shuǐ zhū。 cóng yān cōng lǐ fēi chū lái de shī lù lù de méi lì， xiàng hēi yǔ yī bān xià dào yān cōng de sì zhōu。 zhēn xiǎng kàn kàn qīng chǔ zài nà yīn sēn sēn de yuǎn fāng yòu xiē shénme dōng xī， nǎ pà kàn dào yī jiàn dōng xī yě hǎo， rán 'ér wù bāo wéi zhe wǒ， tā jiù xiàng mèng， shǐ tīng jué hé shì jué dū chí dùn liǎo。 lún chuán hǎo sì yī sōu fēi tǐng， yǎn qián shì huī méng méng de hùn dùn shì jiè， jié máo shàng guà zhe bīng lěng de rú zhū sī yī bān de shuǐ qì， zài lí wǒ bù yuǎn de dì fāng， yòu gè shuǐ shǒu yī biān chōu yān， yī biān yǎo zhe yòu shī yòu xián de xiǎo hú zī， wǒ yòu shí jué dé tā fǎng fó shì mèng zhōng de rén …… dào bàng wǎn liù diǎn zhōng de shí hòu， wǒ men yòu dū zǒu chū cāng fáng。
wéi gān shàng nà zhǎn diàn dēng tū rán tòu guò mí wù shè chū liǎo liàng guāng， yuǎn yuǎn wàng qù， huó xiàng shì rén de yī zhǐ yǎn jīng。 cóng yòu cū yòu duǎn de yān cōng lǐ zhuāng yán dì pēn chū yī tuán tuán hēi yān， dī dī dì xuán zài kōng zhōng。 shǒu lóu shàng， háo wú bì yào dì dān diào dì qiāo xiǎng zhe xìn hào zhōng， bù zhī zài nǎ lǐ， “ qiáng yīn wù dí ” zhèng zài yīn sēn sēn dì、 qī lì dì míng jiào…… yě xǔ shí jì shàng bìng méi yòu shénme qiáng yīn wù dí， zhè zhǐ shì yóu yú jǐn zhāng guò dù 'ér zào chéng de tīng jué shàng de cuò jué。 zài màn wú yá jì de shén mì de wù hǎi zhī zhōng， ěr duǒ wǎng wǎng huì jué dé yòu shénme dōng xī zài míng xiǎng…… huì 'àn míng méng de wù yuè lái yuè zǔ yù liǎo。 zài gāo chù tā tóng cāng máng de tiān kōng róng hé zài yī qǐ。 zài dī chù zé zài lún chuán de sì zhōu chí chú， jīhū dōuyào tiē dào zài chuán de liǎng cè qīng wēi pāi jiàn zhe de hǎi shuǐ。 dōng rì màn màn de cháng yè jiàng lín liǎo。 yōu yì de bái zhòu hài dé dà jiā wú shí wú kè bù zài děng dài hǎi nán， rén réndōu yīn cǐ 'ér jīng pí lì jié liǎo。 wèile bǔ cháng bái tiān suǒ shòu de jīng xià， chéng kè men hé shuǐ shǒu yī qǐ jǐ zài fàn tīng lǐ。 lún chuán wài yǐ shì shēn shǒu bù jiàn wǔ zhǐ de hēi yè， kě shì lún chuán nèi， wǒ men zhè gè xiǎo xiǎo de shì jiè lǐ què míng liàng、 rè nào、 rén tóu jǐ jǐ。 rén men dǎ pū kè， yǐn chá， hē jiǔ， shì zhě chuān liú bù xī dì zài jiǔ guì hé fàn zhuō jiān lái lái qù qù， pīng pīng pāng pāng dì dǎ kāi zhe píngsāi。 wǒ tǎng zài xià biān de wò cāng lǐ， tīng zhe tóu dǐng shàng zá tà de jiǎo bù shēng。 bù zhī shì shuí dàn qǐ liǎo gāng qín， zòu chū liǎo yī zhī xuán lǜ yōu shāng dé yòu diǎn zuò zuò de liú xíng de huá 'ěr cí wǔ qū， yú shì wǒ yě xiǎng gēn dà huǒ 'ér yī qǐ qù rè nào rè nào， biàn chuān hǎo yī fú， zǒu chū liǎo wò cāng。
nà tiān wǎn shàng， suǒ yòu de rén dà gài dōuhěn yú kuài。 zhì shǎo wǒ jué dé shì zhè yàng， wǒ men hěn gāo xīng kě yǐ rú cǐ wú yōu wú lǜ dì dù guò jīn xiāo。 dà jiā dū bǎ mí wù hé wēi xiǎn pāo zhì nǎo hòu， jìn qíng dì tiào zhe wǔ， chàng zhe gē， yǎn jīng jiǒng jiǒng fàng guāng。 hòu lái， dà jiā zhōng yú lěi liǎo， xiǎng qù shuì jué liǎo…… yú shì kuān dà、 mèn rè、 kōng qì húnzhuó、 dēng guāng yǐ liàng dé yòu diǎn bìng tài de fàn tīng nèi， rén zhōng yú jiàn jiàn zǒu kōng。 děng dào bàn xiǎo shí hòu， nà 'ér jiù xiàng chuán shàng jué dà duō shù dì fāng yī yàng， yǐ jīng yī piàn qī hēi。 jiànhuò cóng jiá bǎn shàng chuán lái dāng dāng de zhōng shēng， zài wàn lái jù jì de shí kè， zhè zhōng shēng tīng lái fēi cháng kǒng bù。 hòu lái zhōng shēng yě yuè lái yuè xī shū， yuè lái yuè xī shū liǎo…… wàn huì fǎng fó dōuyǐ sǐ qù。
wǒ yán zhe zǒu láng， zǒu dào liǎo xià jiá bǎn， zài cāng miàn shì lǐ bèi kào zhe bīng liáng de dà lǐ shí qiáng， zuò liǎo yī huì 'ér…… tū rán， lián cāng miàn shì de diàn dēng yě xī liǎo， wǒ dùn shí chéng liǎo xiā zǐ。 wǒ zài xīn lǐ hēng zhe zhè tiān wǎn shàng rén men chàng de gēqǔ hé dàn zòu de yuèqǔ， mō hēi zǒu dào tī zǐ gēn qián， tà zhe tī jí， zhāoshàng jiá bǎn zǒu qù， kě cái zǒu liǎo jǐ jí， jiǎo jiù bù yóu dé zhàn tíng liǎo， yuè yè de měi lì hé yōu shāng zhèn shè liǎo wǒ。
ā， zhè shì gè duō me qí yì de yè wǎn yā！ shí guāng yǐ jīng hěn wǎn， dà gài bù xiāo duō jiǔ biàn yào fú xiǎo。 jiù zài wǒ men gāng cái chàng gē、 hē jiǔ、 xī xī hā hā dì jiǎng zhe fèi huà de dāng 'ér， zài zhè lǐ。 zài zhè gè wǒ men suǒ bù lǐ jiě de， yóu tài kōng、 mí wù hé hǎi yáng huì chéng de shì jiè zhōng， nà wēn róu、 gū dān、 shǐ zhōng yù yù guǎ huān de yuè liàng rǎn rǎn dì shēng liǎo qǐ lái， ràng yōu shēn de zǐ yè lǒngzhào wàn huì…… jiù gēn wǔ qiān nián qián， yī wàn nián qián yī mó yī yàng…… wù jǐn jǐn dì gū zhù wǒ men， jiào rén kàn kàn yě máo gǔ sǒng rán。 zài mí wù zhōng yāng， jiù xiàng mǒu gè shén mì de mèi yǐng nà yàng， cán yè de yī lún huáng chéng chéng de yuè liàng yī miàn xiàng nán fāng zhuì luò， yī miàn dāi dìng dì tíng zhì zài cāng bái de yè mù shàng， hǎo sì rén de yǎn jīng， cóng guāng yùn gòu chéng de xiàng sì zhōu yuǎn yuǎn kuò sàn kāi qù de jù dà de yǎn kuàng zhōng fǔ shì zhe rén jiān， wéi lún chuán zhào chū yī gè yuán yuán de shēn suì de kǒng dào。 zhè yuán xíng kǒng dào zhōng jù yòu zhe mǒu zhǒng《 qǐ shì lù》 shì de dōng xī…… tóng shí， mǒu zhǒng bù shǔ rén jiān de、 yǒng yuǎn chén mò de 'ào mì cún zài yú zhè fén mù bān de cén jì zhōng， ―― cún zài yú jīn tiān de zhěng gè cháng yè zhōng， cún zài yú lún chuán zhōng， cún zài yú yuè liàng zhōng， cǐ kè yuè liàng zhèng jìn dé jīng rén dì jǐn 'āi zhe hǎi miàn， yǐ chóu chàng 'ér yòu lěng mò de biǎo qíng zhí shì zhe wǒ de liǎn páng。
wǒ màn màn dì zǒu wán tī zǐ zuì shàng biān de jǐ jí， yǐ shēn zài lán gān shàng。 zhěng tiáo lún chuán dōuzài wǒ jiǎo xià liǎo。 chuō chū zài chuán tǐ wài de mù tóu xián qiáo shàng hé jiá bǎn shàng。 dōng yī tān xī yī tān cháng cháng de shuǐ jì。 shǎn shuò chū hūn 'àn de guāng，―― zhè shì nóng wù de cán hén。 lán gān、 lǎn suǒ hé cháng dèng tóu xià xiàng zhū sī yī bān qīng yíng de yān sè de yīn yǐng。 lún chuán、 yān cōng hé lún jī dū xiǎn shì chū tā men de zhōng yāng shì jí qí chén zhòng de， shì shí fēn wěn gù de， ér yī gēn gēn lán gān zé gāo sǒng rù yún， zài nà lǐ huàng dòng。 dàn shì zhěng tiáo lún chuán què réng rán gěi rén yǐ qīng yíng gǎn。 huó xiàng yī gè huà zuò lún chuán de yúnchèn yòu zhì de yōu líng， zhù zú zài cāng bái de yuè guāng xiān kāi yī xiàn wù mù 'ér lù chū de kǒng dào shàng。 hǎi shuǐ dī dī dì wò zài yòu xián wài， píng tǎn dé jǐ wú yī sī bō wén。 tā， nà hǎi shuǐ， shén mì dì、 qiǎo wú shēng xī yáo huàng zhe， liú rù yù mǎn yuè guāng de sì qīng yān yī bān de mí wù zhī zhōng， shǎn shuò chū lín lín de bō guāng， huó xiàng shì wú shù hū yǐn hū xiàn de jīn shé。 kě shì zhè shǎn guāng zài lí wǒ 'èr shí bù wài jiù jiàn jiàn xiāo shī， zài yuǎn xiē zhǐ néng yǐn yǐn yuē yuē dì kàn dào liǎo， biàn dé jiù xiàng shī qù liǎo guāng zé de sǐ rén de yǎn jīng。 wǒ jǔ mù yǎng wàng， zhòng yòu jué dé zhè lún yuè liàng shì mǒu gè shén mì de mèi yǐng suǒ biàn huàn chéng de cāng bái de xíng xiàng， ér zhè wú biān de jì jìng zé shì yī zhǒng 'ào mì， zhè zhǒng 'ào mì yòu yī bù fēn shì wǒ men yǒng wú kě néng rèn shí， yǒng wú kě néng suǒ jiě de……
mò dì lǐ， shāo lóu shàng xiǎng qǐ liǎo xìn hào zhōng。 zhōng shēng bēi liáng dì yī zhèn jǐn jiē zhe yī zhèn， dǎ pò liǎo shēn yè de jì jìng， jiù zài tóng shí， cóng qián fāng chuán lái liǎo máng luàn de xuān shēng hé huà yǔ shēng。 chà shí jiān， wǒ yù gǎn dào jí jiāng fā shēng shénme wēi xiǎn， biàn zhēng dà yǎn jīng， jǐn dīng zháohūn 'àn de wù， tū rán， yī zhǎn xuè hóng de xìn hào dēng hǎo sì yī kē jù dà de hóng bǎo shí， zài mí wù zhōng yuè shēng yuè gāo， xùn sù dì xiàng wǒ men yí jìn。 zài xìn hào dēng xià， yī pái dēng huǒ tōng míng de xián chuāng xiàng shì yī cháng chuàn huì 'àn de jīn sè bān diǎn， yī miàn zài shuǐ qì zhōng màn huàn kāi qù， yī miàn xiàng wǒ men piāo jìn lái， ér míng lún zhuàndòng de xuān shēng， qǐ chū xiàng shì yuè lái yuè jìn de pù bù qīng xiè 'ér xià de huá huá shēng， hòu lái yǐ kě yǐ tīng chū yè piàn fēi sù zhuàndòng de shēng yīn， kě yǐ fēn biàn chū hǎi shuǐ juǎnrù yè piàn hé sǎ luò xià lái de shēng yīn。 wǒ men chuán shàng zhí gèng de shuǐ shǒu， xiàng suǒ yòu cóng mèng zhōng tū rán jīng xǐng guò lái de rén nà yàng， yī fù huāng lǐ huāng zhāng de yàng zǐ， jī xiè dì、 bù 'àn zhāng fǎ dì qiāo zhe xìn hào zhōng， yān cōng suí jí chén zhòng dì chuǎn liǎo kǒu cū qì， jié jìn quán lì wū xiǎng liǎo yīn yù de qì dí， zhèn hàn liǎo lún chuán de zhěng gè gǔ jià。 cóng wù zhōng chuán lái liǎo huí dá， hěn xiàng shì huǒ chē tóu lā xiǎng de qì dí shēng， dàn zhè shēng xiǎng liàng de qì dí hěn kuài jiù xiāo shī zài mí wù zhōng liǎo， cǐ hòu， lián míng lún de xuān shēng hé hóng sè de xìn hào dēng yě màn màn dì xiāo róng zài wù zhōng liǎo。 gāng cái yǔ wǒ men jiāo huì de nà sōu lún chuán de xuān shēng hé qì dí shēng zhōng， yòu zhe mǒu zhǒng qì shì xiōng xiōng de xún xìn de wèi dào，―― dà gài nà sōu lún chuán de chuán cháng shì gè gāng bì zì yòng、 mù kōng yī qiē de nián qīng rén―― rán 'ér miàn duì zhè yàng de cháng yè， fán jiān de yǒng gǎn yòu suàn dé liǎo shénme ní！
“ wǒ men zài nǎ 'ér？” wǒ hū rán xiǎng dào。 zhí gèng de shuǐ shǒu men dà gài yòu dōuzài dǎ kē shuì liǎo， chéng kè yě quándōu zhuì rù liǎo hēi tián xiāng， héng héng dà wù shǐ wǒ xīn shén bù dìng…… wǒ xiǎng xiàng bù chū， wǒ men cǐ kè shēn zài hé chù， yīn wéi hēi hǎi de zhè yī dài wǒ guò qù cóng wèi lái guò…… wǒ bù lǐ jiě zhè tiān yè lǐ nà zhǒng chén mò de 'ào mì， yī rú wǒ bù lǐ jiě shēng huó zhōng de yī qiē。 wǒ shì gū dú de， jié rán yī shēn， wǒ bù zhī dào wǒ wèishénme yào huó zài zhè gè shì jiè shàng。 bù zhī dào wèishénme yào yòu zhè yàng yī gè qí yì de yè， yě bù zhī dào wèishénme zhè sōu shuì yì méng lóng de lún chuán yào piào fú zài zhè shuì yì méng lóng de hǎi shàng？ ér zuì zhù yào de shì wǒ bù zhī dào wèishénme zhè yī qièbù shì yī mù liǎo rán， ér shì chōng mǎn zhe mǒu zhǒng shēn 'ào、 shén mì de hán yì？
wǒ bèi zhè cén jì de yè， bèi shì shàng suǒ cóng wèi yòu guò de zhè zhǒng cén jì mí zhù liǎo， wǒ wán quán tīng mìng yú zhè cén jì de zhù zǎi。 yòu yī shùn jiān， wǒ huǎng hū tīng dào zài jí yuǎn jí yuǎn de dì fāng， yòu zhǐ xióng jī zài wō wō tí chàng…… wǒ bù yóu dé xiào liǎo。“ zhè shì bù kě néng de。” wǒ xiǎng dào， xīn qíng yú kuài dé nán yǐ lǐ jiě； cǐ kè wǒ jué dé wǒ yǐ wǎng shēng huó zhōng de yī qiēdōu shì nà me miǎo xiǎo， nà me fá wèi！ yào shì zhè huì 'ér wǒ kàn dào líng bō xiān zǐ fēi shēng dào yuè liàng shàng， yě bù huì gǎn dào jīng qí de…… wǒ bù huì gǎn dào jīng qí， nǎ pà kàn dào luò shuǐ de nǚ guǐ fú chū shuǐ lái， zuò dào fàng xià lái de jiù shēng tǐng shàng， jǐn 'āi zhe kè cāng de xián chuāng， zhōu shēn rǎn mǎn cāng bái de yuè sè，…… cǐ kè yuè liàng zhèng zhí shì zhe zhè xiē yuán yuán de xián chuāng， yòng xíng jiāng xī miè de guāng huá zhào liàng chén shuì zhe de rén de liǎn， ér tā men shuì zài nà lǐ， zé xiàng yī gè gè sǐ rén…… yào bù yào jiào xǐng shénme rén？ bù， hé bì ní！ cǐ kè wǒ bù xū yào rèn hé rén， rèn hé rén yě bù xū yào wǒ， wǒ men xiāng hù jiān shì gé gé bù rén de……
nà zhǒng yǒng yuǎn bǎi tuō bù liǎo de jù dà de yōu shāng fǎn shǐ wǒ de xīn xù biàn dé nán yǐ yán shuō de níng jìng， zhè zhǒng níng jìng zhù zǎi liǎo wǒ。 wǒ sī suǒ zhe cháng cháng xī yǐn zhe wǒ de nà xiē shì： sī suǒ zhe dì qiú shàng de yī qiē shēng wù， sī suǒ zhe gǔ dài de rén lèi， zhè lún yuè liàng céng kàn dào guò tā men suǒ yòu de rén， dàn shì zài yuè liàng yǎn lǐ， tā men dà gài dōushì miǎo xiǎo de， bǐ cǐ cháng dé yī mó yī yàng， yǐ zhì yuè liàng dōuméi yòu fā jué tā men zài dì qiú shàng xiāo shī。 dàn shì cǐ kè wǒ jué dé tā men yǔ wǒ yě gé gé bù rù， yīn wéi wǒ méi yòu chǎn shēng jīng cháng chǎn shēng de nà zhǒng qiáng liè de kě wàng： kě wàng qù jīng shòu tā men de zhǒng zhǒng jīng lì， kě wàng tóng yì wàn sī nián zhī qián shēng huó guò、 liàn 'ài guò、 tòng kǔ guò、 huān lè guò， rán hòu cōng cōng shì qù， méi yòu liú xià yī sī hén jì dì xiāo shī zài shí guāng hé shì jì de hēi 'àn zhī zhōng de rén róng chéng yī tǐ。 rán 'ér yòu yī diǎn wǒ shì shēn xìn bù yí de héng héng zhè biàn shì cún zài zhe mǒu zhǒng bǐ yáo yuǎn de gǔ dài gèng chóng gāo de dōng xī…… yě xǔ， zhè dōng xī jiù shì jīn yè mò mò dì yùn cáng zhe de nà zhǒng 'ào mì bā。 wǒ dì yī cì xiǎng dào， yě xǔ zhèng shì rén men tōng cháng chēng zhī wéi sǐ wáng de nà jiàn wěi dà de shì， zài jīn yè níng shì zhe wǒ de liǎn， wǒ dì yī cì rú cǐ níng jìng dì yíng hòu tā， bìng qiě xiàng rén men yīngdāng lǐ jiě tā nà yàng dì lǐ jiě liǎo tā。 zǎo chén， dāng wǒ zhēng kāi yǎn jīng shí， wǒ gǎn dào lún chuán zhèng zài quán sù xíng shǐ， gǎn dào cóng hǎo jǐ shàn dǎ kāi de xián chuāng nèi fú lái hǎi bīn de wēi fēng。 wǒ cóng pū wèi shàng tiào liǎo xià lái， zhōu shēn zhòng yòu chōng mǎn yī zhǒng xià yì shí de duì shēng huó de lè guān gǎn。 wǒ xùn sù dì shù xǐ wán bì， chuān hǎo yī fú。 lún chuán de zǒu láng lǐ xiǎng qǐ liǎo xiǎng liàng de líng shēng， zhào huàn dà jiā qù yòng zǎo cān， yú shì wǒ dǎ kāi wò cāng de dà mén， xīng chōng chōng dì bǎ cā dé wū hēi dèng liàng de pí xuē， tuó tuó dì cǎi zhe tī zǐ， xiàng shàng dēng qù。 hòu lái wǒ xiào yíng yíng dì zuò zài jiá bǎn shàng， wèiwǒ men bì dìng huì jīng lì de yī qiē， xiàng shàng cāng biǎo shì yī zhǒng hái tóng shì de zhēn zhì de gǎn jī。 wǒ jué dé suǒ yǐ yào yòu hēi yè， suǒ yǐ yào yòu mí wù， shì wéi liǎo ràng wǒ gèng 'ài、 gèng zhēn xī zǎo chén。 ér zǎo chén shì róu hé de， yáng guāng míng mèi de， héng héng rú lǜ sōng shí yī bān chūn guāng màn lì de dà kōng gāo xuán zài lún chuán shàng biān， hǎi shuǐ zé qīng yíng dì pāi jiàn zhe chuán xián， bēn liú 'ér qù。
1901 nián
I remember at first it caused a great panic. Heading upstairs, knocking almost the moment the signal clock. Chimneys breathing heavily, chilling roar burst out; we all transfixed, looking at more and more dense fog. Spread fog suddenly, suddenly shrink, like billowing smoke floating to floating wildly. Sometimes, the fog wrapped round and round the ship, that we all feel each other move like ghosts in the pitch darkness into. This gloomy picture, people feel like they're in the bleak autumn evening, the cold damp Freeze your trembling, and he was blue in the face. Later, the fog opened slightly more, but also even some shades, that is, the less murderous four volts. Ship and started running, but running very timid, trembling even cause engine rotation is almost silent, the ship kept ringing the bell signal, farther and farther from the coast, drove straight into the south. There, the real night, and that the black shale as general Zhongzhuo dark color, has been poured full of fog filled the sky. People feel that, over there, two steps beyond is the end of the world, and then in the past is Jiaoren vast desert tremble. Speak unwarrantedly truss, the door canopies on the falling drops of water drops on the rope. Flew out from the chimney of the wet coal particles, as Black usually around next to the chimney. Really want to see clearly at that distance what ghastly things, even if that something Ye Hao, however, the fog around me, it is like a dream, so that both hearing and vision and slow. Ship like a blimp, before your eyes are gray chaotic world, such as eyelash silk hanging cold water vapor in general, not far from my place, there is a sailor while smoking, biting wet and salty a small mustache, sometimes I think he is like a dream to the people ... ... the evening at six o'clock, when we are out of the cabin.
Mast lodge lights suddenly shot through the fog of the light, from afar, rather like the human eye. From the thick and short chimney emitting clouds of black smoke solemnly, a low, hanging in the air. Heading upstairs, needlessly monotonous bell sounded the signal, I do not know where the "strong sound fog horn" is ominous tone, the piercing call and did not actually ... ... and whatever may sound fog horn, this is only because caused by excessive tension on the auditory illusion. Man knows no boundaries in the mysterious international Wuhai among the ears tend to feel that there is something dark in the ring ... ... more and more resistance Ming Yu deceive the fog. It is the same in the vast sky high together. In the lower ship around in the stoppage, almost always attached to the sides of the ship took a slight splashing in the water. The long night of winter coming. Depression, worry all the time of day has caused us to wait shipwreck, and everyone therefore exhausted. To compensate for the shock suffered during the day, crowded with passengers and crew in the dining room. Shipping outside is pitch-dark night, but the ship, we have this little world actually bright, lively, crowded crowded head. People play cards, drink tea, drink, the waiter stream table in the wine cabinet and between the coming and going, banging to open the cork. I lay lying below the cabin, listening to his head on top of Zada's footsteps. I do not know who is and playing the piano, play a team a little sad melody of a popular waltz contrived, so I would also like Everybody go busy busy, we got dressed, walked out of the cabin.
That night, all the people are very happy about. At least I think so, we are happy to get through tonight so carefree. We regard the risk of fog and neglect, enjoy dancing, singing, eyes sparkling shine. Later, everyone finally tired, want to go to sleep ... ... so generous, hot, air is poor, the lights had gone a little sick of the dining room, the people finally getting to go empty. Wait a half hour later, as the ship where most places, has been dark. From time to time from the deck to Dangdang bell, in the moment of silence, the bells sound is awful. Later, more and more sparse bells, more and more sparse as if the ... ... Meeting million have died.
I walked along the corridor, went to the lower deck, deck room in the back with the cold marble walls, sitting for a while ... ... Suddenly, even the deck room lights are off, I suddenly became blind. Humming in my mind that night people sang songs and played music, went dark in front of the ladder, stepping stairs up and on the deck around, you can only go a few levels, the foot could not help but stop to stop, Moonlight's beauty and sadness deterred me.
Ah, this is what a strange night of it! Time was already very late, about how long it will Needless to dawn. As we have just singing, drinking, laughing and joking and talking nonsense to the moment, here. In this we do not understand, by the space, fog, and merged into the world of ocean, that gentle, lonely, and always moody moon rose up slowly to allow the deep midnight, shrouded million sinks ... ... just like five thousand years ago a million years ago exactly the same ... ... fog tightly Guzhu we, as people look too creepy. In the fog of the central, as a mysterious Phantom of the Opera, as a residual yellow moon night of a fall for the south, one side _set_ to stay the night stuck in a pale, and like the human eye, from the composition of the surrounding halo far spread to the huge eyes and overlooking the earth, the ship lights up a round of deep pores. It has a sort of circular channels, "Apocalypse Now" type of things ... ... the same time, some is not a human, always present in the silent mysteries of the tomb-like stillness of this, - there the whole night today in exist in the ship, there is the moon, the moon is close enough to striking at the moment next to the sea, but indifferent to the expression of melancholy look on my face.
I slowly finish the top of the ladder a few levels, Leaning on the railing. The whole ship was in my feet. Chuochu wood in the hull and deck on the side of the bridge. East West, a pool of water in a pool of long track. A dim flickering light - this is the fog of the scar. Railings, cast like a silk rope and benches generally light color of the shadow of smoke. Ships, chimneys and engineers have shown that they are extremely heavy central, is very strong, and a root railings are soaring, where the shaking. But the whole ship is still gives a sense of lightness. Rather like a ship turned into a ghost of the symmetry of a cause, stop line in the pale moonlight fog lifted and revealed the channels on the screen. Water lying low on the starboard side, the flat was almost no trace of ripple. It, the sea, mysteriously, silently shaking, into the bath full of moonlight like a general fog of smoke, flashing a sparkling waves, resembled countless flickering Jin Yi. But this flash in addition to twenty paces from me, disappearing, and then only faintly seen far more, and became as dead men lost their luster in the eyes. Everywhere I look, again feel that this round of the moon is a mysterious Phantom of the changes into the pale image of the great silence which is a mystery, this mystery part is that we never may know, never Solutions may claim ... ...
Then, abruptly, the rudder signal bell rang out upstairs. Then the bell while the spell of desolation, breaking the silence of the night, in the same time, the fuss came from the front with the noise and speech sound. That instant, I had a premonition about what danger, they open their eyes wide, staring at the dark fog, suddenly, a blood-red lights like a giant ruby, the mist rose higher and higher, closer to us quickly . Under the lights, a row of lights in the windows like a long string of dull gold spots, diffuse gas in the water side of his hand away, and a float for us recently, while the next round of the rotation with the noise, at first, as is getting closer cascading waterfall rushing sound, subsequently rapidly rotating blades can hear the sound, you can distinguish the involvement of water off leaves and crisp sound. We value more the sailors on board, like a sudden awakening from a dream of all people, as a Huanglihuangzhang the way, mechanically, not by tapping the tricks of the signal bell, then heavy gasp chimney mouth coarse, do full ringing the gloom of the whistle, the entire frame shook the ship. Came the reply from the fog, it sounded like a locomotive whistle, but a loud siren sound will soon disappear in the mist, and then, even the next round with the noise and the red lights are slowly melting in the mist of the. Just the intersection of that ship our ship with the noise and sound of the whistle, with the taste of a menacing aggressive - probably the captain of that ship is a ship opinionated, supercilious young man - the face of this night, however, where among the brave and what of it!
That never escape the great distress to my state of mind against unspeakable become quiet, this quiet dominate me. I was always attracted me thinking about those things: thinking about all life on the planet, thinking about the ancient human beings, this round of the moon had seen them all, but in the eyes of the moon, they are probably insignificant, looks exactly the same each other, so that the moon did not find them in the earth. But now I think I can fit them with, because I often have not produced the kind of intense desire: the desire to undergo their various experiences lived long before the same Yiwansinian, loving, suffering, joy too, and then hurry gone, without leaving a trace disappeared in the darkness of time and who centuries blend. But one thing I believe in - that there is a more noble than the ancient stuff ... ... maybe, that something is the kind of night the mystery of silence bears it. I first thought, perhaps it is commonly called the death of the great things of that piece, staring at my face tonight, so quietly I first greeted it, and it is as it should be understood as to understand it. Morning when I opened my eyes, I was ship is at full speed, feel the open windows from within several fan brush to coastal breezes. I jumped down from the bunk, the whole body again filled with a subconscious sense of optimism about life. I quickly finished toilet, get dressed. Corridors of ships bell rang out loud, call us to breakfast, so I opened the cabin door, and excitedly to the stirrup bright polished black boots, sack sack to stepping on the ladder, go up the board. Later, I sat smiling on the deck, as we will all experience, to represent a child-like God sincere gratitude. I think so there must be night, so there must be the fog is to make me more love, cherish the morning. The morning was mild and sunny, and - like spring Mary turquoise usually a big space ship hung in the top, water is splashing light pat on the ship's side, rushing away.
1901
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