散文 》 五月 May   》 五月 May      丁玲 Dingling


     May
　　是一個都市的夜，一個殖民地的夜，一個五月的夜。
　　恬靜的微風，從海上吹來，踏過蕩蕩的水面；在江邊的大廈上，飄拂着那些旗幟：那些三色旗，那些星條旗，那些太陽旗，還有那些大英帝國的旗幟。
　　這些風，這些淡淡的含着鹹性的風，也飄拂在那些酒醉的異國水手的大褲腳上，他們正從酒吧間、舞廳裏出來，在靜的柏油路上蹣跚着大步，倘徉歸去。
　　這些風，這些醉人的微風，也飄拂在一些為香脂塗滿了的頰上，那個獻媚的嬌臉，還鼓起那輕揚的、然而也倦了的舞裙。
　　這些風，靜靜的柔風，爬過了一些花園，飄拂着新緑的樹叢，飄拂着五月的花朵，又爬過了涼臺，躥到一些淫猥的閨房裏。一些脂粉的香，香水的香，肉的香。好些科長，部長，委員，好些官們，好些銀行傢，輪船公司的總辦，紗廠的、絲廠的、其他的一些廠主們，以及一些鴉片嗎啡的販賣者，所有白色的、黃色的資本傢和買辦們，老闆和公子們都在這裏襢露了他們的醜態，紅色的酒杯，持在善於運用算盤的手上。成天勞瘁於策劃剝削和壓迫的腦子，又充滿了色情，而倒在滑膩的胸脯上了。
　　這些風，也吹着碼頭上的苦力，那些在黃色的電燈下，掮着、推着糧食袋，煤炭車，在跳板上，在鵝石路上，從船上到堆棧，從堆棧到船上，一趟，兩趟，三十趟，四十趟，無休止地走着，手腳麻了，軟了，風吹着他們的破衫，吹着滴下的汗點，然而，他們不覺得。
　　這些風也吹着從四面八方，從湖北、安徽，從陝西、河南，從大水裏逃來的農民們，風打着他們饑餓的肚子，和嗚咽着妻兒們的啼聲。還有那些被炮火毀去傢室的難民，那些因日本兵打來，在戰區裏失去了歸宿的一些貧民，也麇集在一處，在夜的涼風裏打抖，雖說這已經是倦人的五月的風。
　　這些風，輕輕地也吹散着幾十處、幾百處從煙筒裏噴出的滾滾的濃煙，這些污損了皎皎的星空的濃煙。風帶着煤煙的氣味，也走到那些震耳的機器軋響的廠房裏，整千整萬的勞力在這裏消耗着，血和着汗，精神和着肉體，呻吟和着絶叫，憤怒和着忍耐，風和着臭氣，和着煤煙在這擠緊的人群中，便停住了。
　　在另外的一些地方，一些地下室裏，風走不到這裏來，彌漫着使人作嘔的油墨氣。藍布的工人衣，全染污成黑色。在微弱的燈光底下，熟練的從許多地方，撿着那些鉛字，擠到一塊地方去。全世界的消息都在這裏跳躍着，這些五月裏的消息，這些驚人的消息呀！這裏用大號字排着的有：
　　東北義勇軍的發展：這些義勇軍都是真正從民衆裏面，由工人們、農民們組織成的。他們為打倒帝國主義，為反對政府的不抵抗，為爭取民族的解放，和勞苦大衆的利益而組織在一塊，用革命戰爭回答着帝國主義的侵略。他們一天天的加多，四方崛起。不僅在東北，這些義勇軍，這些民衆的軍隊，在許多地方都出現了。而在好些地方，那些終年穿着破亂的軍服的兵士，不準打帝國主義，衹用來做軍閥混戰的炮灰的兵士，都從憤怒裏站起來，掉轉了槍口，打死了長官，成千的反叛了。
　　這裏也排着有殺人的消息：南京槍斃了二十五個，湖南抓去了一百多，殺了一些，丟在牢裏一些。河北有示威，抓去了一些人，殺了，丟在牢裏了。廣州有同樣的消息，湖北安徽也同樣，上海每天都戒嚴，馬路上佈防着武裝的警察，外國巡捕，和便衣包探，四處街口都有搜查的，女人們走過，衹穿着夾袍的，也要被摸遍全身。然而傳單還是發出了，示威的事還是常常遇到，於是又抓人，殺了些，也丟在牢裏一些。
　　這裏還排着各省會和鄉村的消息：幾十萬、幾百萬的被水毀了一切的災民，流離四方，餓着、凍着，用農民特有的強硬的肌肉和忍耐，挨過了鼕天，然而還是無希望。又聚在一塊，要求賑𠔌，那些早就募集了而沒有發下的；要求工作，無論什麽苦工都可以做，他們不願意攤着四肢不勞動。然而要求沒有人理，反而派來了彈壓的隊伍，於是他們也蜂起了。還有那些在廠裏的工人，在礦區裏的工人，為了過苛的待遇，打了工頭，也罷工了。
　　還有的消息，安慰着一切有産者的，是“剿匪總司令”已經又到了南昌，好多新式的飛機、新式的大炮和機關槍，也跟着運去了，因為那裏好些地方的農民、災民，都和“共匪”打成了一片，造成一種非常大的對統治者的威脅，所以第四次的“圍剿”又成為很迫切的事了。不僅這樣，而且從五月起，政府决定每月增加兩百萬元，做“剿匪”軍用。雖說所有的兵士已經七八個月沒有發餉了，雖說有幾十萬的失業工人，千萬的災民，然而這與他們有什麽關係呢，他們要保持的是帝國主義的殖民地，是資産階級的利益。
　　另外卻又有着驚人的長的通訊稿和急電：漳州“失守”了。沒有辦法，隊伍退了又退，舊的市鎮慢慢從一幅地圖上失去又失去。然而新的市鎮卻在另一幅地圖上標出來，沸騰着工農的歡呼，叫嘯着紅色的大 ，這是新的國傢呀！
　　鉛字排着又排着，排完了蘇聯的五年計劃的成功，又排着日俄要開戰了，日本搜捕了在中東路工作的蘇聯的辦事人員，拘囚拷問。日本兵艦好多陸續離了上海而開到大連去了。上海的停戰協定簽了字，於是更多的日本兵調到東北，去打義勇軍，去打蘇聯，而中國兵也纔好去“剿匪”。新的消息也從歐洲傳來，杜美爾的被刺，一個沒有實權的總統，兇手是俄國人，口供是反蘇维埃，然而卻又登着那俄人曾是共産黨，莫斯科也發出電報，否認同他們的關係。
　　鉛字排着又排着，排完了律師們的啓事，遊戲場的廣告，春藥，返老還童，六0六，九一四……又排到那些報屁股了，綺靡的消閑錄，民族英雄的吹噓，麻醉，欺騙……於是排完了，工人們的哈欠壓倒了眼皮，可是大的機器還在轉動，整張的報紙從一個大輪下捲出，而又折摺在許多人的手中了。
　　屋子裏還映着黃黃的燈光，而外邊在曙色裏慢慢的天亮了。
　　太陽還沒有出來，滿天已放着霞彩，早起的工人，四方散開着。電車從廠裏開出來了，鐵輪在鐵軌上滾，震耳的響聲洋溢着。頭等車廂空着，三等車裏擠滿了人。舢板在江中劃去又劃來。賣菜的，做小生意的，下工的，一夜沒有睡、昏得要死的工人群，上工的，還帶着瞌睡的，男人，女人，小孩，在髒的路上，在江面上慌忙的來來去去。這些路，這些江面是隨處都留有血漬的，一些新舊的血漬，那些犧牲在前面的無産者戰士的血漬。
　　太陽已經出來了。上海市又翻了個身，在叫嘯、喧鬧中蘇醒了。如水的汽車在馬路上流，流到一些公司門口。算盤打得震耳的響，數目字使人眼花。另一些地方在開會，讀遺囑，靜默三分鐘，隨處是欺騙。
　　然而上海市要真的翻身了。那些廠房裏的工人，那些苦力，那些在涼風裏抖着的災民和難民，那些惶惶的失業者，都默默的起來了，團聚在他一起，他們從一些傳單上，從那些工房裏的報紙上。從那些能讀報講報的人的口上，從每日加在身上的壓迫的生活上，懂得了他們自己的苦痛，懂得了許多欺騙，懂得應該怎樣幹，於是他們無所畏懼的嚮前走去，踏着那些陳舊的血漬。
　　
　　一九三二年五月


　　Is a city in the night, a colony of night, a night in May.
　　Quiet breeze blowing from the sea, tread water sway; building on the river, flowing with these flags: those three-color flag, which the Stars and Stripes, that flag, there are those of the British Empire's flag.
　　The wind, the touch of his mouth alkaline wind, but also flowing in those big drunken foreign sailor trousers, they are from the bar, dance hall out in the quiet asphalt hobbled stride, Strolling go go.
　　The wind, the intoxicating breeze, but also flowing in some plastered for the balm of the cheek, the flatter the tender face, but also muster that Qing Yang, yet also tired of the dress on.
　　The wind, the quiet breeze blow, climb over a number of gardens, flowing with the fresh green trees, flowing with the May flowers, but also over the top of the veranda, and thrust into the bedroom where a number of obscene. Some powder incense, perfume of incense, fragrant meat. Better chief, ministers, members, officers are better, better bankers, shipping companies of the total run, the mill, the silk factory, and some other factory owners have, and some opium, morphine traffickers, all white, yellow comprador capitalists and their boss and son were all here bare their ugly, red wine glass, holding the hands of the good at using the abacus. All day Laocui exploitation and oppression in the planning of the brain, but also full of pornography, and pour the creamy breasts.
　　The wind also blew coolie on the docks, the yellow lights are under the Shoulder with, pushing bags of grain, coal car, the springboard, in the goose stone on the road, from the ship to the stack, from the stack to the ship, trip , twice, thirty times, forty times, endlessly walking, numb hands and feet, soft, wind-breaking of their shirt, blowing the sweat dripping point, however, they do not think so.
　　These winds are blowing from all directions, from Hubei, Anhui, from Shaanxi, Henan, escaped from the big water to the farmers, the name of their hungry bellies wind, and their wives moaning cry. There are those who have been married fire destroyed the refugees, those who call Japanese soldiers, who lost a home in the theater of some of the poor, but also assemble in one place, where to play in the cool night shaking, although this is already tired of people May the wind.
　　The wind also blew away gently with dozens, hundreds at the billowing smoke from the chimney smoke, which stained the shining of the stars of the smoke. Wind with the smell of soot, also went to those ear-splitting sound of the rolling machine factory, were thousands of labor-consuming in here, the blood and the sweat, spirit and the flesh, moaning and was never called, anger and the patience, the wind and the smell, and the soot in the tight squeeze in the crowd, he stopped.
　　In other places, some in the basement, the wind come to the stage here, filled with people nausea ink gas. Workers in blue cloth coat, all the pollution into the black. Under the faint light, skilled in many places, picking up those type, pushed to a place to go. News around the world jumping in here, these May in the news, these amazing for you! Row of large words used here are:
　　Development of the Northeast Volunteers: Volunteers are truly the people inside, from the workers, farmers organized into a. They overthrow imperialism, non-resistance against the government, to fight for national liberation, and the interests of the working class organizations in the piece, with the revolutionary answer to the imperialist war of aggression. Cadogan them day by day, the Quartet rise. Not only in the Northeast, the volunteer, the people's army, have emerged in many places. In many places, those who mess uniforms worn throughout the year the soldiers are not allowed to fight imperialism, only to be cannon fodder in the warlord's soldiers have got up from the anger, turned the gun, killing the Executive, as Thousands of rebelled.
　　There are also row of the message to kill: Nanjing shot twenty-five, Hunan arrested and more than a hundred, killed some, lose some of the prison. Hebei demonstrators, arrested and some people, killed, thrown in jail by. Guangzhou has the same message, also in Hubei Anhui and Shanghai every day, martial law, the road of armed police deployed, foreign policeman, and plain-clothes bag detectors, have search around the corner, the women walked, wearing only a robe folder , and also a touch over the body. However, issued a leaflet or a demonstration of what is often encountered, so they arrest people, kill some, but also lost some of the prison.
　　There is also ranked the provincial and rural news: hundreds of thousands, millions of the victims were all damaged, displaced four, hungry, chilled, with strong farmer-specific muscle and patience to survive the winter, But still no hope. They get together, requiring relief valley, who have long hair but not raised under; for work, no matter what the hard working man can do, they do not want Tanzhao limbs do not work. However, no reason required, but sent a team suppress, so they had uprisings. There are those workers in the factory, the workers in the mine, to have harsh treatment, playing a foreman, but also on strike.
　　Another long but surprisingly newsletters and urgent telegram: Zhangzhou "fall" of the. No way, the team had to pull back, the old town was slowly losing and losing on a map. However, the new town is on the map in the other one out, boiling the cheers of the workers and peasants, called the tsunami a large red, this is a new country is!
　　Row with another row of the type, row over the Soviet Union's successful five-year plan, but also exclusive to the Russo-Japanese war, the Japanese raid in the East in the Soviet Union, the staff work, arrest torture prisoners. Gradually away from a lot of Japanese warship that opened in Shanghai to Dalian to go. Shanghai, signed the armistice agreement, so more Japanese soldiers transferred to the northeast, to play the Volunteers, to fight the Soviet Union, and Chinese soldiers also we go to "bandits." The new news came from Europe, Mrs Mayer's assassination, there is no real power a president, the murderer was Russian anti-Soviet statements, however, but Gordon was the Communist Party of the TV drama Russians, Moscow also sent telegrams to deny relationship with them.
　　Row with another row of the type, row over lawyer's notice, the game field of advertising, aphrodisiac, rejuvenating, 606, nine hundred and fourteen ... ... then routed to those reported ass, Pompous leisure record, boasting national hero , anesthesia, deception row over ... ... So, the workers overwhelmed the eyes of people yawn, but the big machine is still turning, the whole newspaper from a large roll out the next round, but Folding in the hands of many people.
　　Yellow room lighting is also vague shapes, but outside in the light of early dawn slowly the daylight.
　　The sun has not come out, the sky has been placed with splendor, the early workers, spread with the Quartet. Tram opened out from the factory, iron wheels rolling on the tracks, filled with the sound of ear-splitting. First class compartment was empty and the third car full of people. Junk in the river to plan to another plan. Selling vegetables, a small business, getting off work, the night did not sleep, faint to death of the worker group, doing manual, but also with a sleepy, men, women, children, the dirty road, the river surface hastily come and go. The Road, the river is left pools of blood everywhere, some old and new blood, those who died in front of the proletarian warrior blood.
　　The sun is out. Shanghai has rolled over in the name Xiao, noise in the waking. High water vehicle on the road and into the door of some companies. Abacus explode in the ring, the number of words people vertigo. Elsewhere in the meeting, read the will, three-minute silence, everywhere is cheating.
　　However, to really stand out in Shanghai. The workers in those factories, those coolies, who in the shaking of the victims in the cool breeze and refugees, those who panic the unemployed, are quietly up, join in with him, who from some leaflets, press room, from those working on. From those who can read newspapers reported about the mouth, from a daily life of oppression in the body, understand their own pain, to understand a lot of deception, know what to do, so they go forward without fear of go marching those old blood.
　　May 1932



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