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     May
　　是一个都市的夜，一个殖民地的夜，一个五月的夜。
　　恬静的微风，从海上吹来，踏过荡荡的水面；在江边的大厦上，飘拂着那些旗帜：那些三色旗，那些星条旗，那些太阳旗，还有那些大英帝国的旗帜。
　　这些风，这些淡淡的含着咸性的风，也飘拂在那些酒醉的异国水手的大裤脚上，他们正从酒吧间、舞厅里出来，在静的柏油路上蹒跚着大步，倘徉归去。
　　这些风，这些醉人的微风，也飘拂在一些为香脂涂满了的颊上，那个献媚的娇脸，还鼓起那轻扬的、然而也倦了的舞裙。
　　这些风，静静的柔风，爬过了一些花园，飘拂着新绿的树丛，飘拂着五月的花朵，又爬过了凉台，蹿到一些淫猥的闺房里。一些脂粉的香，香水的香，肉的香。好些科长，部长，委员，好些官们，好些银行家，轮船公司的总办，纱厂的、丝厂的、其他的一些厂主们，以及一些鸦片吗啡的贩卖者，所有白色的、黄色的资本家和买办们，老板和公子们都在这里袒露了他们的丑态，红色的酒杯，持在善于运用算盘的手上。成天劳瘁于策划剥削和压迫的脑子，又充满了色情，而倒在滑腻的胸脯上了。
　　这些风，也吹着码头上的苦力，那些在黄色的电灯下，掮着、推着粮食袋，煤炭车，在跳板上，在鹅石路上，从船上到堆栈，从堆栈到船上，一趟，两趟，三十趟，四十趟，无休止地走着，手脚麻了，软了，风吹着他们的破衫，吹着滴下的汗点，然而，他们不觉得。
　　这些风也吹着从四面八方，从湖北、安徽，从陕西、河南，从大水里逃来的农民们，风打着他们饥饿的肚子，和呜咽着妻儿们的啼声。还有那些被炮火毁去家室的难民，那些因日本兵打来，在战区里失去了归宿的一些贫民，也麇集在一处，在夜的凉风里打抖，虽说这已经是倦人的五月的风。
　　这些风，轻轻地也吹散着几十处、几百处从烟筒里喷出的滚滚的浓烟，这些污损了皎皎的星空的浓烟。风带着煤烟的气味，也走到那些震耳的机器轧响的厂房里，整千整万的劳力在这里消耗着，血和着汗，精神和着肉体，呻吟和着绝叫，愤怒和着忍耐，风和着臭气，和着煤烟在这挤紧的人群中，便停住了。
　　在另外的一些地方，一些地下室里，风走不到这里来，弥漫着使人作呕的油墨气。蓝布的工人衣，全染污成黑色。在微弱的灯光底下，熟练的从许多地方，捡着那些铅字，挤到一块地方去。全世界的消息都在这里跳跃着，这些五月里的消息，这些惊人的消息呀！这里用大号字排着的有：
　　东北义勇军的发展：这些义勇军都是真正从民众里面，由工人们、农民们组织成的。他们为打倒帝国主义，为反对政府的不抵抗，为争取民族的解放，和劳苦大众的利益而组织在一块，用革命战争回答着帝国主义的侵略。他们一天天的加多，四方崛起。不仅在东北，这些义勇军，这些民众的军队，在许多地方都出现了。而在好些地方，那些终年穿着破乱的军服的兵士，不准打帝国主义，只用来做军阀混战的炮灰的兵士，都从愤怒里站起来，掉转了枪口，打死了长官，成千的反叛了。
　　这里也排着有杀人的消息：南京枪毙了二十五个，湖南抓去了一百多，杀了一些，丢在牢里一些。河北有示威，抓去了一些人，杀了，丢在牢里了。广州有同样的消息，湖北安徽也同样，上海每天都戒严，马路上布防着武装的警察，外国巡捕，和便衣包探，四处街口都有搜查的，女人们走过，只穿着夹袍的，也要被摸遍全身。然而传单还是发出了，示威的事还是常常遇到，于是又抓人，杀了些，也丢在牢里一些。
　　这里还排着各省会和乡村的消息：几十万、几百万的被水毁了一切的灾民，流离四方，饿着、冻着，用农民特有的强硬的肌肉和忍耐，挨过了冬天，然而还是无希望。又聚在一块，要求赈谷，那些早就募集了而没有发下的；要求工作，无论什么苦工都可以做，他们不愿意摊着四肢不劳动。然而要求没有人理，反而派来了弹压的队伍，于是他们也蜂起了。还有那些在厂里的工人，在矿区里的工人，为了过苛的待遇，打了工头，也罢工了。
　　还有的消息，安慰着一切有产者的，是“剿匪总司令”已经又到了南昌，好多新式的飞机、新式的大炮和机关枪，也跟着运去了，因为那里好些地方的农民、灾民，都和“共匪”打成了一片，造成一种非常大的对统治者的威胁，所以第四次的“围剿”又成为很迫切的事了。不仅这样，而且从五月起，政府决定每月增加两百万元，做“剿匪”军用。虽说所有的兵士已经七八个月没有发饷了，虽说有几十万的失业工人，千万的灾民，然而这与他们有什么关系呢，他们要保持的是帝国主义的殖民地，是资产阶级的利益。
　　另外却又有着惊人的长的通讯稿和急电：漳州“失守”了。没有办法，队伍退了又退，旧的市镇慢慢从一幅地图上失去又失去。然而新的市镇却在另一幅地图上标出来，沸腾着工农的欢呼，叫啸着红色的大 ，这是新的国家呀！
　　铅字排着又排着，排完了苏联的五年计划的成功，又排着日俄要开战了，日本搜捕了在中东路工作的苏联的办事人员，拘囚拷问。日本兵舰好多陆续离了上海而开到大连去了。上海的停战协定签了字，于是更多的日本兵调到东北，去打义勇军，去打苏联，而中国兵也才好去“剿匪”。新的消息也从欧洲传来，杜美尔的被刺，一个没有实权的总统，凶手是俄国人，口供是反苏维埃，然而却又登着那俄人曾是共产党，莫斯科也发出电报，否认同他们的关系。
　　铅字排着又排着，排完了律师们的启事，游戏场的广告，春药，返老还童，六0六，九一四……又排到那些报屁股了，绮靡的消闲录，民族英雄的吹嘘，麻醉，欺骗……于是排完了，工人们的哈欠压倒了眼皮，可是大的机器还在转动，整张的报纸从一个大轮下卷出，而又折摺在许多人的手中了。
　　屋子里还映着黄黄的灯光，而外边在曙色里慢慢的天亮了。
　　太阳还没有出来，满天已放着霞彩，早起的工人，四方散开着。电车从厂里开出来了，铁轮在铁轨上滚，震耳的响声洋溢着。头等车厢空着，三等车里挤满了人。舢板在江中划去又划来。卖菜的，做小生意的，下工的，一夜没有睡、昏得要死的工人群，上工的，还带着瞌睡的，男人，女人，小孩，在脏的路上，在江面上慌忙的来来去去。这些路，这些江面是随处都留有血渍的，一些新旧的血渍，那些牺牲在前面的无产者战士的血渍。
　　太阳已经出来了。上海市又翻了个身，在叫啸、喧闹中苏醒了。如水的汽车在马路上流，流到一些公司门口。算盘打得震耳的响，数目字使人眼花。另一些地方在开会，读遗嘱，静默三分钟，随处是欺骗。
　　然而上海市要真的翻身了。那些厂房里的工人，那些苦力，那些在凉风里抖着的灾民和难民，那些惶惶的失业者，都默默的起来了，团聚在他一起，他们从一些传单上，从那些工房里的报纸上。从那些能读报讲报的人的口上，从每日加在身上的压迫的生活上，懂得了他们自己的苦痛，懂得了许多欺骗，懂得应该怎样干，于是他们无所畏惧的向前走去，踏着那些陈旧的血渍。
　　
　　一九三二年五月


　　Is a city in the night, a colony of night, a night in May.
　　Quiet breeze blowing from the sea, tread water sway; building on the river, flowing with these flags: those three-color flag, which the Stars and Stripes, that flag, there are those of the British Empire's flag.
　　The wind, the touch of his mouth alkaline wind, but also flowing in those big drunken foreign sailor trousers, they are from the bar, dance hall out in the quiet asphalt hobbled stride, Strolling go go.
　　The wind, the intoxicating breeze, but also flowing in some plastered for the balm of the cheek, the flatter the tender face, but also muster that Qing Yang, yet also tired of the dress on.
　　The wind, the quiet breeze blow, climb over a number of gardens, flowing with the fresh green trees, flowing with the May flowers, but also over the top of the veranda, and thrust into the bedroom where a number of obscene. Some powder incense, perfume of incense, fragrant meat. Better chief, ministers, members, officers are better, better bankers, shipping companies of the total run, the mill, the silk factory, and some other factory owners have, and some opium, morphine traffickers, all white, yellow comprador capitalists and their boss and son were all here bare their ugly, red wine glass, holding the hands of the good at using the abacus. All day Laocui exploitation and oppression in the planning of the brain, but also full of pornography, and pour the creamy breasts.
　　The wind also blew coolie on the docks, the yellow lights are under the Shoulder with, pushing bags of grain, coal car, the springboard, in the goose stone on the road, from the ship to the stack, from the stack to the ship, trip , twice, thirty times, forty times, endlessly walking, numb hands and feet, soft, wind-breaking of their shirt, blowing the sweat dripping point, however, they do not think so.
　　These winds are blowing from all directions, from Hubei, Anhui, from Shaanxi, Henan, escaped from the big water to the farmers, the name of their hungry bellies wind, and their wives moaning cry. There are those who have been married fire destroyed the refugees, those who call Japanese soldiers, who lost a home in the theater of some of the poor, but also assemble in one place, where to play in the cool night shaking, although this is already tired of people May the wind.
　　The wind also blew away gently with dozens, hundreds at the billowing smoke from the chimney smoke, which stained the shining of the stars of the smoke. Wind with the smell of soot, also went to those ear-splitting sound of the rolling machine factory, were thousands of labor-consuming in here, the blood and the sweat, spirit and the flesh, moaning and was never called, anger and the patience, the wind and the smell, and the soot in the tight squeeze in the crowd, he stopped.
　　In other places, some in the basement, the wind come to the stage here, filled with people nausea ink gas. Workers in blue cloth coat, all the pollution into the black. Under the faint light, skilled in many places, picking up those type, pushed to a place to go. News around the world jumping in here, these May in the news, these amazing for you! Row of large words used here are:
　　Development of the Northeast Volunteers: Volunteers are truly the people inside, from the workers, farmers organized into a. They overthrow imperialism, non-resistance against the government, to fight for national liberation, and the interests of the working class organizations in the piece, with the revolutionary answer to the imperialist war of aggression. Cadogan them day by day, the Quartet rise. Not only in the Northeast, the volunteer, the people's army, have emerged in many places. In many places, those who mess uniforms worn throughout the year the soldiers are not allowed to fight imperialism, only to be cannon fodder in the warlord's soldiers have got up from the anger, turned the gun, killing the Executive, as Thousands of rebelled.
　　There are also row of the message to kill: Nanjing shot twenty-five, Hunan arrested and more than a hundred, killed some, lose some of the prison. Hebei demonstrators, arrested and some people, killed, thrown in jail by. Guangzhou has the same message, also in Hubei Anhui and Shanghai every day, martial law, the road of armed police deployed, foreign policeman, and plain-clothes bag detectors, have search around the corner, the women walked, wearing only a robe folder , and also a touch over the body. However, issued a leaflet or a demonstration of what is often encountered, so they arrest people, kill some, but also lost some of the prison.
　　There is also ranked the provincial and rural news: hundreds of thousands, millions of the victims were all damaged, displaced four, hungry, chilled, with strong farmer-specific muscle and patience to survive the winter, But still no hope. They get together, requiring relief valley, who have long hair but not raised under; for work, no matter what the hard working man can do, they do not want Tanzhao limbs do not work. However, no reason required, but sent a team suppress, so they had uprisings. There are those workers in the factory, the workers in the mine, to have harsh treatment, playing a foreman, but also on strike.
　　Another long but surprisingly newsletters and urgent telegram: Zhangzhou "fall" of the. No way, the team had to pull back, the old town was slowly losing and losing on a map. However, the new town is on the map in the other one out, boiling the cheers of the workers and peasants, called the tsunami a large red, this is a new country is!
　　Row with another row of the type, row over the Soviet Union's successful five-year plan, but also exclusive to the Russo-Japanese war, the Japanese raid in the East in the Soviet Union, the staff work, arrest torture prisoners. Gradually away from a lot of Japanese warship that opened in Shanghai to Dalian to go. Shanghai, signed the armistice agreement, so more Japanese soldiers transferred to the northeast, to play the Volunteers, to fight the Soviet Union, and Chinese soldiers also we go to "bandits." The new news came from Europe, Mrs Mayer's assassination, there is no real power a president, the murderer was Russian anti-Soviet statements, however, but Gordon was the Communist Party of the TV drama Russians, Moscow also sent telegrams to deny relationship with them.
　　Row with another row of the type, row over lawyer's notice, the game field of advertising, aphrodisiac, rejuvenating, 606, nine hundred and fourteen ... ... then routed to those reported ass, Pompous leisure record, boasting national hero , anesthesia, deception row over ... ... So, the workers overwhelmed the eyes of people yawn, but the big machine is still turning, the whole newspaper from a large roll out the next round, but Folding in the hands of many people.
　　Yellow room lighting is also vague shapes, but outside in the light of early dawn slowly the daylight.
　　The sun has not come out, the sky has been placed with splendor, the early workers, spread with the Quartet. Tram opened out from the factory, iron wheels rolling on the tracks, filled with the sound of ear-splitting. First class compartment was empty and the third car full of people. Junk in the river to plan to another plan. Selling vegetables, a small business, getting off work, the night did not sleep, faint to death of the worker group, doing manual, but also with a sleepy, men, women, children, the dirty road, the river surface hastily come and go. The Road, the river is left pools of blood everywhere, some old and new blood, those who died in front of the proletarian warrior blood.
　　The sun is out. Shanghai has rolled over in the name Xiao, noise in the waking. High water vehicle on the road and into the door of some companies. Abacus explode in the ring, the number of words people vertigo. Elsewhere in the meeting, read the will, three-minute silence, everywhere is cheating.
　　However, to really stand out in Shanghai. The workers in those factories, those coolies, who in the shaking of the victims in the cool breeze and refugees, those who panic the unemployed, are quietly up, join in with him, who from some leaflets, press room, from those working on. From those who can read newspapers reported about the mouth, from a daily life of oppression in the body, understand their own pain, to understand a lot of deception, know what to do, so they go forward without fear of go marching those old blood.
　　May 1932



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