言情 》 等 Etc.   》 等 Etc.      张爱玲 Zhang Ailing      Etc. 　　推拿医生庞松龄的诊所里坐了许多等候的人。白漆~*子里面，听得见一个男子的呼喊： 　　“嗳唷哇！嗳唷哇，庞先生——等一息，下趟，庞先生——庞先生，下趟再——”庞先生笑 　　了，背了一串歌诀，那七字唱在庞先生嘴里成为有重量的，如同琥珀念珠，有老太太屋子里 　　的气味，古老平安托福。而庞先生在这之外加上了脊骨，神经，科学化的解释。而墙壁上又 　　张挂着半西式的人体透视图，又是一张卫生局颁发的中医执照，配着玻璃框子，上面贴着庞 　　先生三十多年前的一张二寸照。男子渐渐不叫痛了，冷不防还漏出一句“嗳唷哇！” 　　 　　 外间的太太们听着，也都笑了。一个抱着孩子的女佣拍拍孩子，怕他哭：“不要哭，不 　　要哭，等一下我们买蟹粉馒头去！”孩子并没有哭的意思，坐在她怀里像一块病态的猪油， 　　碎花开裆裤与灰红条子毛线袜之间露出一段冻腻的小白腿。 　　 　　 过了半天，他忽然回过头来，看住了女仆，发话了——简直使人不能相信这话是从一个 　　五六岁的小孩嘴里说出来的：“不要买馒头。馒头没有什么好吃的。”富有经验地嘟囔着， 　　仿佛上过许多次的当：“买蟹粉馒头，啊？”然而女佣黄着脸，斜着眼睛，很不端正地又去 　　想她的心事了。 　　 　　 庞先生和他推拿着的高先生说到外面的情形：“现在真坏！三轮车过桥，警察一概都要 　　收十块钱。不给啊？不给他请你到行里去一趟。你晓得三轮车夫的车子只租给他半天工夫， 　　这半天之内，他挣来的钱要养家活口的呢，要他到行里去一等等上两三个钟头，就是后来问 　　明白了，没有事，放他出来了，他也吃亏不起的。所以十块就十块。你不给，后来给的还要 　　多。”庞松龄对于沦陷区的情形讲起来有彻底的了解，慨叹之中夹着讽刺，同时却又夹着自 　　夸，随时将他与大官们的交情轻轻点一笔，道：“不过他们也有数，‘公馆’里的车他们看 　　都不看就放过去的。朱公馆的车我每天坐的，他们从来不敢怎样——” 　　 　　 “招子亮嗳！”庞太太在外间接口说。庞太太自己的眼睛也非常亮，黑眼眶，大眼睛， 　　两盏灯似地照亮了黑瘦的小脸。 　　 　　 她瘦得厉害，驼着背编结绒线衫，身上也穿了一件缩缩的棕色绒线衫。她整天坐在诊所 　　里，向来来去去的病人露出刨牙微笑点头，或是冷冷地，仅只露出刨牙。她这丈夫是需要一 　　点看守的，尤其近来他特别得法，一等大人物都把他往家里叫。 　　 　　 女儿阿芳坐在挂号的小桌子跟前数钱。阿芳是个大个子，也有点刨牙，面如锅底，却生 　　着一双笑眼，又黑又亮。逐日穿着件过于宽松的红黑小方格充呢袍子，自制的灰布鞋。家里 　　兄弟姊妹多，要想做两件好衣裳总得等有了对象，没有好衣裳又不会有对象。这样循环地等 　　下去。她总是杏眼含嗔的时候多。再是能干的大姑娘也闯不出这身衣服去。 　　 　　 庞太太看看那破烂的小书桌上的一只浅碗，爱惜地叫道： 　　 　　 “松龄啊，你的汤团要冷了。”没有回答。过了一会她又叫： 　　 　　 “松龄啊！推完了这一个好来吃了。要冷了。” 　　 　　 庞先生答应了一声“唔”，继续和高先生说正经的：“朱先生说‘有饭大家吃’。嗳— 　　—我提出这个问题，他当时就这么回报我：‘有饭大家吃。’……朱先生这个人我就佩服他 　　有两点。哪两点呢？”庞松龄生着阔大的黄狮子脸，粗颈项，头与颈项扎实地打成一片，不 　　论是前面是后面，看着都像个胖人的膝盖。庞松龄究竟是战前便有身份地位的人，做官的尽 　　管人来人往，他是永远在此的，所以赞美起朱先生来也表示慎重，两眼望着地下，断言道： 　　“哪两点呢？啊？他不论怎么忙，每天晚上，八点钟，板定要睡觉！而且一上床就睡着。白 　　天一个人疲倦了，身体里毁灭的细胞，都可以在睡眠的时间里重新恢复过来的。这些医学上 　　的道理朱先生他都懂得。所以他能够这样忙，啊——而照样的精神饱满！”庞先生几乎是认 　　真咬文嚼字，咂嘴咂舌，口角噙香。仿佛一粒口香糖粘到牙齿仁上去了，很费劲地要舔它下 　　来，因此沉默了好一会。他重新又把朱先生的优点加以慎重考虑，不得不承认道：“他还有 　　一点：每天啊，吃过中饭以后，立下规矩，总要读两个钟头的书。第一个钟头研究的是国文 　　——古文罗，四书五经——中国书。第二个钟头，啊，研究的是现代的学问，物理啊，地理 　　啊，翻译的外国文啊……请的一个先生，那真是学问好的，连这先生的一个太太也同他一样 　　地有学问——你说难得不难得？”庞松龄不住手地推着，却把话头停了一停，问外面： 　　 　　 “阿芳啊，底下是哪个啊？” 　　 　　 阿芳查了查簿子，答道：“王太太。” 　　 　　 高先生穿着短打，绒线背心，他姨太太赶在他前面走出来，在铜钩子上取下他的长衫， 　　帮他穿上，给他一个个地扣钮子。然后她将衣钩上吊着的他的手杖拿了下来，再用手杖一 　　勾，将上面挂着的他的一顶呢帽勾了下来——不然她太矮了拿不到——手法娴熟非凡。是个 　　老法的姨太太，年纪总有三十多了，瘦小身材，过了时的镂空条子黑纱夹长衫拖到脚面上， 　　方脸，颧骨上淡淡抹了胭脂，单眼皮的眼睛下贱地仰望着，双手为他戴上呢帽。然后她匆忙 　　地拿起桌上的一杯茶，自己先尝了一口，再递给他。他喝茶，她便伸手到他的长衫里去，把 　　皮夹子摸出来，数钞票，放一搭子在桌上。 　　 　　 庞太太抬头问了一声：“走啦，高先生？” 　　 　　 高先生和她点头，她姨太太十分周到，一路说：“庞先生，再会呵！明天会，庞太太！ 　　明天会，庞小姐！包太太奚太太，明天会！”女人们都不大睬她。 　　 　　 庞松龄出来洗手，脸盆架子就在门口。他身穿青熟罗衫裤，一只脚踏在女儿阿芳的椅子 　　上，端起碗来吃汤团，先把嘴里的香烟交给庞太太。庞太太接过来吸着，庞松龄吃完了，香 　　烟又还给他。夫妻俩并没有一句话。 　　 　　 王太太把大衣脱了挂在铜钩上，领口的钮子也解开了，坐在里间的红木方凳上，等着 　　推。庞太太道：“王太太你这件大衣是去年做的罢？去年看着这个呢粗得很，现在看看还算 　　好了。现在的东西实在推扳不过。” 　　 　　 王太太微笑答应着，不知道怎样谦虚才是。外面的太太们，虽然有多时不曾添置过衣服 　　了，觉得说坏说贵总没错，都纷纷附和。 　　 　　 粉荷色小鸡蛋脸的奚太太，轻描淡写的眉眼，轻轻的皱纹，轻轻的一排前刘海，剪了头 　　发可是没烫，她因为身上的一件淡绿短大衣是充呢的，所以更其坚决地说：“现在就是这样 　　呀，装满了一皮包的钱上街去还买不到称心的东西——价钱还在其次！”她把一只手伸到蓝 　　白网袋里来，握住里面的皮包，带笑颠一颠。 　　 　　 “稍微看得上眼的，就要几万，”庞太太说，“看不上眼的呢——也要几千！” 　　 　　 阿芳把小书桌的抽屉上了锁，走过这边来，一路把钥匙扣在肋下的钮绊上，坐到奚太太 　　身边，笑道：“奚太太，听说你们先生在里头阔得不得了呀！” 　　 　　 奚太太骤然被注意，脸上红起来，“是的呀，他混得还好，升了分行的行长了。不过没 　　有法子，不好寄钱来，我末在这里苦得要死！” 　　 　　 阿芳笑着黑眼眶的笑，一只手按着肋下叮当的钥匙，凑过身来，低低地说：“恐怕你们 　　先生那边有了人哩！” 　　 　　 奚太太在蓝白网袋眼里伸出手指，手拍膝盖，叹道：“我不是不知道呀，庞小姐！我早 　　猜着他一定是讨了小。本来男人离开了六个月就靠不住——不是我说！” 　　 　　 “那时候要跟着一道去就好了！”阿芳体己地把头点一点，笑着秘密的黑眼眶的笑。 　　 　　 “本来是一道去的呀，在香港，忽然一个电报来叫他到内地去，因为是坐飞机，让他先 　　去了我慢慢地再来，想不到后来就不好走了。本来男人的事情就靠不住，而且现在你不知 　　道，”她从网袋里伸出手指，抓住一张新闻报，激烈地沙沙打着沙发，小声道：“蒋先生下 　　了命令，叫他们讨呀！——叫他们讨呀！因为战争的缘故，中国的人口损失太多，要奖励生 　　育，格*K下了命令，太太不在身边两年，就可以重新讨，现在也不叫姨太太了，叫二夫 　　人！都为了公务人员身边没有人照应，怕他们办事不专心——要他们讨呀！” 　　 　　 阿芳问：“你公婆倒不说什么？” 　　 　　 “公婆也不管他那些事，对我他们是这样说：反正家里总是你大。我也看开了，我过了 　　四十岁的人了——” 　　 　　 阿芳笑了，说：“哪里？没有罢？看着顶多三十多一点。” 　　 　　 奚太太叹道：“老了呀！”她忽然之间怀疑起来，“这两年是不是老了呵？” 　　 　　 阿芳向她端详了一会，笑道：“因为你不打扮了。从前打扮的。” 　　 　　 奚太太往前凑一凑，低声道：“不是，我这头发脱得不成样子的缘故。也不知怎么脱得 　　这样厉害。”一房间人都听着她说话，奚太太觉得也是应当的，怨苦中也有三分得意，网袋 　　抓了一把攒在拳头里打手势。“……里边的情形你不知道，地位一高了自有人送上来的呀！ 　　真有人送上来！” 　　 　　 王太太被推拿，敞开衣领，头向前伸，五十来岁的人，圆白脸还带着点孩子气，嘴上有 　　定定的微笑，小弄堂的和平。庞先生向来相信他和哪一等人都谈得来，一走就走进人家的空 　　气里。他问：“你还住在那条弄堂里么？” 　　 　　 王太太吃了一惊，说是的。 　　 　　 庞先生又问：“你们弄堂门口可是新开了一家药房？” 　　 　　 王太太的弄堂口突然模糊起来，她只记得过街楼下水湿的阴影里有个皮匠摊子，皮匠戴 　　着钢丝边眼镜，年纪还轻着，药房却没看见。她含笑把眼睛一霎一霎，答不上来。 　　 　　 庞先生又道：“那天我走过，看见新开了一家药房，好像是你们弄堂口。”他声音冷淡 　　起来，由于本能的同行相妒。 　　 　　 王太太这时候很惶恐，仿佛都要怪她。她极力想了些话来岔开去：“上趟我们那里有贼 　　来偷过。”然而她自己也觉得是很远很远，极细小的事了。 　　 　　 庞先生驳诘道：“弄堂里有巡捕口伐啦？” 　　 　　 王太太道：“有巡捕的。” 　　 　　 庞先生不再问下去了。随着他的手势，王太太的头向前一探一探，她脸上又恢复了那定 　　定的小小的笑，小弄堂的阴暗的和平。 　　 　　 外面又来了个五六十岁略带乡气的太太，薄薄的黑发梳了个髻，年青时候想必是端丽的 　　圆脸，现在胖了，显得脓包，全仗脑后的“一点红”红宝簪子，两耳绿豆大的翡翠耳坠，与 　　嘴里的两颗金牙，把她的一个人四面支柱起来，有了着落。她抱着个小女孩，径自走到里 　　间，和庞先生打招呼。庞太太连忙叫：“童太太外边坐，外边坐！”拍着她旁边的椅子。 　　 　　 然而童太太一生正直为人，走到哪里都预期她该有份特别的优待，她依旧站在白~*子旁 　　边，说道：“庞太太，可不可以我先推一推，我这个孙囝我还要带她看牙齿去，出牙齿，昨 　　天疼了一晚上。” 　　 　　 庞太太疏懒地笑道：“我也是才来，我也不接头——阿芳，底下还有几个啊？” 　　 　　 阿芳道：“还有不多几个了，童太太你请坐一会。” 　　 　　 童太太问道：“现在几点了？牙医生那里一点半就不看了。” 　　 　　 阿芳道：“来得及，来得及的。” 　　 　　 沙发上虽然坐了人，童太太善良而有资格地躬腰说两声“对不起，”便使她们自动地腾 　　出一块地方来，让她把小孙女儿安顿下了。小孩平躺在倾陷的破呢沙发上，大红绒线衫与绒 　　线裤的裤腰交叠着，肚子凸得高高地，上头再顶着绒毛钮子蓬松的圆球，睡着了像个红焰焰 　　的小山。童太太笑道：“这下子工夫已睡着了！”她预备脱下旗袍盖在小孩身上，正在解大 　　襟上的钮子，包太太和她是认识的，就说：“把我的雨衣斗篷给她盖上罢！”童太太道谢， 　　自己很当心地在一张安乐椅上坐下，与包太太攀谈。包太太长得丑，冬瓜脸，卡通画里的环 　　眼，下坠的肉鼻子，因为从来就没有好看过，从年青的时候到现在一直是处于女伴的地位， 　　不得不一心一意同情着旁人。有她同情着，童太太随即悲伤起来。 　　 　　 “所以我现在就等庞先生把我的身体收作收作好，等时局一平定，”童太太说，“等我 　　三个大小姐都有了人家，我就上山去了。我这病都是气出来的呀，气得我两条腿立都立不 　　住。 　　 　　 每天烧小菜，我烧了菜去洗手，”她虚虚捋掉手上的金戒指，“我这边洗手，他们一家 　　人，从老头子起，小老姆，姑太太，七七八八坐满一桌子，他们中意的小菜先吃得精光。 　　 　　 “老头子闯了祸，抓到县衙门里去了，把我急得个要命，还是我想法子把他弄了出来， 　　找我的一个干女儿，走她的脚路，花了七千块钱。可怜啊——黑夜里乘了部黄包车白楞登白 　　楞登一路颠得去，你知道苏州的石子路，又狭又难找，墨黑，可怜我不跌死是该应！好容易 　　他放了出来了，这你想我是不是要问问他，里面是什么情形，难末他也要问问我，是怎么样 　　把他救出来的。哦！——踏进屋就往小老姆房里一钻！” 　　 　　 大家哄然笑了。包太太皱着眉毛也笑，童太太红着眼圈也跟着笑，拍着手，喷出唾沫星 　　子，“难我气啊，气啊，气了一晚上，一晚上没睡。第二天看见他，我就说了：我说人家为 　　了你这事担惊受怕，你也不告诉告诉我你在里边是什么情形，你也不问问我是怎么样把你救 　　出来的。他倒说得好：‘谁叫你救我出来？拿钱不当钱，花了这么些，我在里面蛮好的。’ 　　啊哟我说：你在里面蛮写意——要不是我托了干女儿，这边一个电话打得去，也不会把你放 　　在帐房间里——格*K你蛮写意呀！真要坐在班房里，你有这么写意啊？包太太你看我气不 　　气？——不然我也不会忍到如今，都为了我三个大小姐。” 　　 　　 包太太劝道：“反正你小孩子们都大了，只要儿女知道孝顺，往后总是好的。” 　　 　　 童太太道：“我的几个小孩倒都是好的，两个媳妇也好，都是我自己拣的，老法人家的 　　小姐。包太太，我现在说着要离要离，也难哪！族里不是没有族长，族长的辈分比我们小， 　　也不好出来说话。” 　　 　　 包太太笑起来：“这么大年纪了，其实也不必离了，也有这些年了。” 　　 　　 童太太又叹口气，“所以我那三个小姐，我总是劝她们，一辈子也不要嫁男人。——可 　　有什么好处，用铜钿，急起来总是我着急，他从来不操心的。” 　　 　　 奚太太也搭上来，笑道：“童太太你是女丈夫。” 　　 　　 童太太手捶手掌，又把两手都往前一送，恨道：“来到他家这三十年，他家哪一桩事不 　　是我？那时候才做新嫁娘，每天天不亮起来，公婆的洗脸水，焐鸡蛋，样式样给它端整好。 　　 　　 难后来添了小孩子，一个一个实在多不过，公婆前头我总还是……公婆倒是一直说我好 　　的。”她突然寂寞起来，不开口了。 　　 　　 给了她许多磨难，终于被她克服了的公婆长辈早已都过世了，而她仍旧每天黑早起身， 　　在黯红漆桶似的房里摸索摸索，息息率率，手触到的都是熟悉的物件，所不同的只是手指骨 　　上一节节奇酸的冻疼。 　　 　　 奚太太劝道：“童太太你也不要生气。不晓得你可曾试过——到耶稣堂里听他们牧师讲 　　讲，倒也不一定要相信。我认得有几个太太，也是气得很的，常常听牧师解释解释，现在都 　　不气了，都胖起来了。” 　　 　　 包太太进去推拿，一时大家都寂寞无声。童太太抄手坐着，是一大块稳妥的悲哀。她红 　　着眼睛，嘴里只是吸溜溜吸溜溜发出年老寒冷的声音，脚下的地板变了厨房里的黑白方砖 　　地，整个世界像是潮抹布擦过的。里间壁上的挂钟滴嗒滴嗒，一分一秒，心细如发，将文明 　　人的时间划成小方格；远远却又听到正午的鸡啼，微微的一两声，仿佛有几千里地没有人 　　烟。 　　 　　 包太太把雨衣带走了，童太太又去解她那灰呢大衫的钮扣，要给孙囝盖在身上。奚太太 　　道：“脱下了冷么？”童太太道：“不冷不冷。”奚太太道：“还是我这件短大衣给她盖上 　　罢。” 　　 　　 便脱下她的淡绿大衣，童太太道谢不迭，两人又说起话来。 　　 　　 奚太太道：“你也不要生气，跟他们住开了，图个眼不见。 　　 　　 童太太你不知道现在的时势坏不过，里边蒋先生因为打仗，中国人民死得太多的缘故 　　*K，下了一条命令，讨了小也不叫姨太太叫二夫人——叫他们讨呀！” 　　 　　 童太太茫然听着，端丽的胖脸一霎时变得疤疤癞癞，微红微麻，说：“哦？哦？……现 　　在坏真坏，哦？从前有两个算命的老早说了，说我是地藏王菩萨投胎，他呢是天狗星投胎， 　　生冤家死对头，没有好结果的。说这话的也不止这一个算命的。” 　　 　　 奚太太道：“童太太你有空的时候到耶稣堂去一趟试试看，听他们讲讲就不气了。随便 　　哪一个耶稣堂都行。这里出去就有一个。” 　　 　　 童太太点头，问道：“苏州金光寺有个悟圆老和尚，不知你可晓得？” 　　 　　 奚太太摇摇头。她忽然想到另一件事，迫切地伸过腰去，轻轻问：“童太太你可知道有 　　什么脱头发的方子？我这头发，你看，前头褪得这样！” 　　 　　 童太太熟练地答道：“把生姜片出来，头皮上擦擦，灵得很的。” 　　 　　 奚太太有训练过的科学化的头脑，当下又问：“隔多少时擦一擦呢？” 　　 　　 童太太诧异地笑了。“隔多少时？想起来的时候么擦擦它好了。 　　 　　 我说给你听金光寺那和尚，灵真灵。他问我：你同你男人是不是火来火去的？我说是的 　　呀。他就说：‘快快不要这样。 　　 　　 前世的冤牵，今世里你再同他过不去，来生你们原旧还要做夫妻，那时候你更苦了，那 　　时候他不会这样轻易放过你，一个钱也没有得给你！’难末我吓死了！老和尚他说：‘太太 　　你信我这一句话！’我双手合十，我说谢谢你师傅，我双手把你这句话捧回去！从此我当 　　真，大气也不呵他一口。从前我要管他的呀，他怕得我血滴子相似，难后来不怕了，堂子里 　　走走，女人一个一个弄回家来。难现在愈加恶了——放松得太早的缘故呀！”她叹息。 　　 　　 奚太太听得不耐烦起来，间或答应着“唔……唔……”偶尔点个头，渐渐头也懒得点 　　了，单点一点眼睫毛，小嘴突出来像鸟喙，有许多意见在那里含苞欲放，想想又觉得没得说 　　头，断定了童太太是个老糊涂。 　　 　　 轮到女仆领的小孩被推拿，小孩呱呱哭闹，庞先生厉声喝道：“不要哭，先生喜欢 　　你！” 　　 　　 女仆也谄媚地跟着医生哄他：“先生喜欢你！呵，呵，呵，先生喜欢你！明天你娶少奶 　　奶，请先生吃喜酒！” 　　 　　 庞先生也笑了：“对了，将来时局平定了，你结婚的时候，不请我吃酒我要动气的 　　呵！” 　　 　　 童太太打听几点钟了，着急起来，还是多付了两百块钱，拔号先看，看过了，把睡熟的 　　小孙女儿抱了起来，身上盖的短大衣还了奚太太，又道谢，并不觉得对方的冷淡。 　　 　　 童太太站在当地，只穿着衬里的黑华丝葛薄棉对襟袄裤，矮脚大肚子，粉面桃腮，像百 　　子图里古中国的男孩。她伸手摘下衣钩子上的灰呢衬绒袍，慢悠悠穿上，一阵风，把整个的 　　屋子都包在里面了。袍褂掸到奚太太肩上脸上，奚太太厌恶地躲过了。童太太扣上钮子，胳 　　肢窝以上的钮子却留着不扣，自己觉得仿佛需要一点解释，抱着孩子临走的时候又回头向奚 　　太太一笑，说：“到外头要把小囝遮一遮，才睡醒要冻着的。”然后道了再会。 　　 　　 现在被推拿的是新来的一个拔号的。奚太太立在门口看了一看，无聊地又回到原来的座 　　位上。 　　 　　 这拔号的是个少爷模样，穿件麂皮外套，和庞先生谈到俄国俱乐部放映的实地拍摄的战 　　争影片：“真怕人，眼看着个炮弹片子飞过来，一个兵往后一仰，脸一皱，非常痛苦的样 　　子，把手去抓胸脯，真死了。死的人真多啊！” 　　 　　 庞先生睁眼点头道：“残忍真残忍！打仗这样东西，真要人的命的呢，不像我这推拿， 　　也把人疼得叽哩哇啦叫，我这是为你好的呀！”他又笑又叹息。 　　 　　 青年道：“死的人真多，堆得像山。” 　　 　　 庞先生有点惋惜地叹道：“本来同他们那边比起来，我们这里的战争不算一回事了！残 　　忍真残忍。你说你在哪里看的？” 　　 　　 青年道：“俄国俱乐部。” 　　 　　 庞先生道：“真有这样的电影看么？多少钱一个人？” 　　 　　 青年道：“庞先生你要看我替你买票去。” 　　 　　 庞先生不做声，隔了一会，问道：“几点钟演？每天都有么？” 　　 　　 青年道：“八点钟，你要买几张？” 　　 　　 庞先生又过了一会方才笑道：“要打得好一点的。” 　　 　　 庞太太在外间接口道：“要它人死得多一点的——”嗨嗨嗨嗨笑起来了。庞先生也陪她 　　笑了两声。 　　 　　 诊所的窗户是关着的，而且十字交叉封着防空的、旧黄报纸的碎条，撕剩下的。外面是 　　白净的阴天，那天色就像是玻璃窗上糊了层玻璃纸。 　　 　　 庞太太一路笑着，走来开窗，无缘无故朝外看一看，嗅一嗅，将一只用过的牙签丢出 　　去。然后把小书桌上半杯残茶拿起来漱口，吐到白洋瓷扁痰盂的黑嘴里去。痰盂便在奚太太 　　脚下。奚太太也笑，但是庞太太只当没看见她，庞太太两盏光明嬉笑的大眼睛像人家楼上的 　　灯，与路人完全不相干。奚太太有点感触地望到别处去，墙上的金边大镜里又看见庞太太在 　　漱嘴，黑瘦的脸上，嘴撮得小小地，小嘴一拜一拜一拜。 　　 　　 奚太太连忙又望到窗外去，仿佛被欺侮了似地，温柔地想起她丈夫。 　　 　　 “将来，只要看见了他……他自己也知道他对不起我，只要我好好地同他讲……” 　　 　　 她这样安慰了自己，拿起报纸来，嘴尖尖地像啄食的鸟，微向一边歪着，表示有保留， 　　很不赞成地看起报来了。总有一天她丈夫要回来。不要太晚了——不要太晚了呵！但也不要 　　太早了，她脱了的头发还没长出来。 　　 　　 白色的天，水阴阴地；洋梧桐巴掌大的秋叶，黄翠透明，就在玻璃窗外。对街一排旧红 　　砖的巷堂房子，虽然是阴天，挨挨挤挤仍旧晾满了一阳台的衣裳。一只乌云盖雪的猫在屋顶 　　上走过，只看见它黑色的背，连着尾巴像一条蛇，徐徐波动着。不一会，它又出现在阳台外 　　面，沿着栏杆慢慢走过来，不朝左看，也不朝右看；它归它慢慢走过去了。 　　 　　 生命自顾自走过去了。 　　 　　 （一九四四年十一月） 　　Dr Pang Songling massage clinic sat a lot and wait. White paint ~ * child inside, heard a man shouting: 　　"Why yo wow! Ai yo wow, Persky - such as a breath, the next trip, Mr Pong - Pong, the next trip again -" Pong laugh 　　, The back of a string of verses, singing in the Persky Seven Words that have the weight of your mouth to become, like amber beads, a woman in the house 　　The smell, the old peace TOEFL. And Mr. Pang added in this addition to spinal, neurological and scientific explanation. The walls and 　　Hung with semi-western human perspective, but also a Health Department license issued by the Chinese, with the glass frame of mind, above the close Pang 　　Thirty years ago a Mr. inch photos. Men are not called pain gradually, and unexpectedly also leak a "Why yo wow!" 　　Look outside the ladies, also smiled. Pat a child holding a child's maid, for fear he cried: "Do not cry, do not 　　Cry, wait a minute we buy bread to the crab meat! "The children did not mean to cry, sitting in her arms like a sick lard, 　　Floral open crotch trousers and gray wool socks, red striped between the exposed section of the white frozen tired legs. 　　After a long time, he suddenly turned around to see live in maid, has spoken - just people can not believe these words from a 　　Five-year-old child out of his mouth, said: "Do not buy bread. No delicious bread." Experienced to grumble, 　　Like the many times when: "buy crab meat buns, ah?" Yellow maid with a straight face, however, slanting eyes, quite rightly went to 　　To her mind was. 　　Persky and his massage was the case outside of Mr. Gao said: "Now the really bad! Tricycle across the bridge, the police must Yigai 　　Receive ten dollars. Do not give ah? He asks you not to go to the line trip. You know rent a trishaw driver, his car only half a day, 　　This half a day, he earned the money to support a family of it, asked him to go one more on the line two or three hours, later asked 　　Understand, no matter, let him out, he can not afford to lose. So ten to ten. You do not, then to the even 　　More. "Pang Songling the case for occupied areas a thorough understanding of speaking up, tucked among the ironic lament, but also self-clamped 　　Kwame, to keep the friendship he and high officials have a gently point, said: "However, they are several, 'residence' in the car they see 　　Do not look to put the past. Zhu residence every day I sit in the car, they would never think how - " 　　"Dr. Liang Ai son!" Mrs. Pang said external interfaces. Mrs. Pang own eyes very bright, black eyes, big eyes, 　　Side two lamps illuminated the Heishou little face. 　　Her thin powerful, Tuozhuo Bei knitting sweater, who also wore a brown sweater shrink shrink. She is sitting in clinics 　　Where patients always come and go dig exposed teeth and smile, or coldly, only been exposed planing teeth. Her husband is a need for this one 　　Point guard, particularly his recent special well, first-class big man regarded him to call home. 　　Fang sat in her small table in front of the number of registered money. Fang is a big man, also a little planing teeth, such as the bottom of the pot surface, but students 　　A pair of Xiaoyan, black and shiny. Daily wearing a loose red and black robes do charge a small box, made of gray cloth shoes. Home 　　Brothers and sisters more than two good to want to have objects such as clothes somehow, no good clothes will not object. The cycle in such 　　Down. She was always more than when the almond-eyed Han Chen. Longer capable young lady has no clothes have to break. 　　Mrs. Pang to see it broken on the desk of a small shallow bowl, exclaimed care: 　　"Songling ah, your dumplings to be cold." No answer. After a while she called: 　　"Songling ah! It a good push over and eat them. To be cold." 　　Mr. Pang agreed to say "Well," continued, and Mr. Gao Seriously: "Mr. Zhu said, 'We have food to eat'. Ai - 　　- I raised this issue, so he had to return me: 'We have food to eat. '... ... The person I admire Mr. Zhu He 　　Two points. Which two do? "Pang Songling students on large yellow lion with the face, thick neck, head and neck and down-mix, not 　　On that front, watching all like a fat man's knee. Pang Songling Is there pre-war status of the people, the officials do 　　Tubes coming and going, he is always here, so to praise Mr. Zhu also expressed caution since, stared at the ground, asserted: 　　"Which two do? Ah? Him no matter how busy, every night, eight o'clock, the board scheduled to go to bed! And a bed to sleep. White 　　Tianyi Personal tired body to destroy cells, can be re-sleep time to recover. These medical 　　Chu truth he knows. So he can so busy, ah - and still in good spirits! "Mr. Pang was recognized almost 　　Really quibble, smack raspberry, hold in mouth mouth fragrant. Stick to the teeth like a gum Jen up, very hard at it next to lick 　　Years, so a very long pause. He re again to seriously consider the advantages of Chu had admitted: "He still 　　Point: every day, ah, after dinner, _set_ the rules, the total two hours to read the book. The first hour of the Chinese 　　- Ancient Law, classics - the book. The second hour, ah, the study of modern knowledge, physical ah, Geography 　　Ah, the translation of foreign text ... ah ... please a President, then it is good knowledge, even the President of the same with him a wife 　　To have learned - do not you say rare rare? "Pang Songling do not stop to push, yet Buddist stopped, stop, ask the outside: 　　"Fang ah, under which ah?" 　　Fang checked investigation notebook, replied: "Mrs. Wang." 　　Mr. Gao wearing a bunt, wool vest, his concubine in front of him to come out in time, remove the copper hook to his gown, 　　Help him put on, give him one by one button toggle. Then she will hook on the hanging took down his cane, and then stick a 　　Hook, he will be hung above a felt hat hook down - or she can not get too short - way extraordinary skill. Is 　　The old law, concubine, the total age of more than thirty, thin build, and have a hollow note when the foot onto the surface of crepe gown folder, 　　Square face, a touch of rouge on the cheekbones, the eyes of degrading single eyelids looking up, his hands as he put on his tweed cap. Then she hurried 　　To pick up the table a cup of tea, to taste a mouthful of their own, and then handed it to him. His tea, she reached into his gown and came back 　　Wallet out of touch, Shu Chaopiao, put a child ride in the table. 　　Asked Mrs. Pang looked out: "gone, high sir?" 　　Mr. Gao, and she nodded, she was concubine very thoughtful, all the way, said: "Mr Pong, goodbye Oh! Tomorrow, Pang wife! 　　Tomorrow, Ms Pang! Package wife Mrs Xi, tomorrow! "Women are not much pay attention her. 　　Pang Songling out of hand, the basin shelf in the door. He was wearing a blue shirt and trousers cooked Luo, a foot on her chair Fang 　　On Picking Up eat dumplings, first cigarette to his mouth Mrs Pang. Took his wife to suck Pang, Pang Songling finished, Hong 　　Smoke and back to him. The couple has not a word. 　　Mrs. Wang hanging off the coat hook in the copper, the collar of the toggle also solved, sitting in the square between the mahogany bench, waiting for 　　Push. Mrs. Pang said: "Mrs Wong this coat you do strike last year? Last looked at it very rough, and now look pretty 　　Okay. Now it is manipulative, but something. " 　　Mrs Wang agreed with a smile, do not know how humble is. Outside the ladies, although the time did not purchase more than clothes 　　, And feel that bad that you always right, both have echoed. 　　Small egg powder face color charge Xi wife understatement facial features, wrinkles gently, gently bangs in a row, cut the head 　　Fat but not hot, because her body is filling it a light green short coats, so the more the firm said: "It is such 　　Yeah, a bag full of money to take to the streets to the Heart of the things you can not buy - the price is still followed! "She put a hand out into the blue 　　White mesh bag to take hold inside the bag and a smiling face of a Britain Britain. 　　"See a little touched upon, it must tens of thousands," Mrs. Pang said, "disdain for it - have a few thousand!" 　　Fang the small desk drawer was locked, and came over here, all the way to Key stumbling on the button in the ribs, his wife sat Xi 　　Around, laughing: "Xi wife, I heard you very, very wide in the inside, Mr. O!" 　　Xi wife suddenly was aware that his face turn red, "Yes, he's fared better or the branch president of the. But did not 　　There is a way, not send money, I'll die of the end of suffering here! " 　　Fang smiled and black eyes smile, a hand pressing ribs jingle of keys, Minato inside out over, whispered to say: "I am afraid you 　　With one mile there Mr.! " 　　Xi blue bag in the eyes of his wife out of the fingers, hands shot knees, sighed: "I do not do not know, sir, Miss Pang! I had 　　Guessed he must have discussed the small. Man had left the six months to unreliable - not me! " 　　"I had to follow a go down!" Fang Tiji points to his head that smiled a secret smile of black eyes. 　　"Yeah could have been one to go in Hong Kong, suddenly a telegram to tell him to the Mainland because it is flying, let him first 　　I slowly come to, think of was to not go. Man things have been unreliable, and now you do not know 　　"She stretched out the fingers from the net bag, seize a newspaper, the name rustle violently sofa, a small channel:" Under Chiang 　　The command, that they discuss it! - Ask them to discuss it! Because of the war's sake, China's population lose too much, to reward students 　　Education, Georgia * K under the order, his wife is not around two years to be re-discussed, it is not called concubine, called two husbands 　　People! Have to take care of civil servants that no one around, afraid they do not concentrate on work - ask them to discuss it! " 　　Fang asked: "What you say is not quite in-laws?" 　　"His in-laws and regardless of those things to me is what they said: Anyway, your home is always great. I see open, I had 　　Four-year-old person - " 　　Fang laughed and said: "Where? Not stop? Looked a little odd at best." 　　Xi wife exclaimed: "I'm old it!" She suddenly suspected it, "This is not two years old, huh?" 　　Fang looked to her for a while, smiled and said: "Because you do not dress out. Once upon a dress." 　　Xi wife move closer for a closer, whispered: "No, my hair is horrendous off the reason. I do not know how stripped 　　So powerful. "A room of people heard her speak, Xi wife think it is deserved, but also one-third of the bitter resentment proud, mesh bag 　　A handful of save in the fist gesture. "... ... You do not know the situation inside, the status of a high since been brought to the Yeah! 　　Was it sent to! " 　　Mrs. Wang is massage, open collar, head stretched forward, who fifty years old, round white face also looks a bit childish, there lips 　　Be fixed smile, the small alleys of the peace. Which has always been that he and Mr. Pang, who were both able to talk to, a stay away into other people's space 　　Gas inside. He asked: "Do you still live on that alley it?" 　　Mrs. Wang was surprised, said yes. 　　Mr. Pang asked: "You opened a new alley entrance, but a pharmacy?" 　　Mrs. Wang's alley mouth suddenly blurred, she could only remember Guojie Lou shadow under the wet stall has a cobbler, cobbler Dai 　　With wire-rimmed glasses, age is still light with, pharmacies but no see. Her smiling eyes Yi Sha Yi Sha, could not answer. 　　Mr. Pang has said: "That day I came, saw, opened a new pharmacy, as if you alleys mouth." His voice was cold 　　Up, because peer-phase jealous instinct. 　　Mrs. Wang was terrified at this time, as if to blame her. She tried to diverge to some words: "There are thieves on the trip we 　　To steal. "But she also felt very far away, very small things. 　　Persky split scold: "The mouth of the alleys have policeman attacked you?" 　　Persky not ask anymore. With his gesture, the king's head wife of a probe to explore forward, her face resumed then it's 　　Given little laugh, a small dark alley peace. 　　Five or six years old again outside a rural gas slightly wife, a thin black comb had a bun, the younger of the time must have Duanli 　　A round face, and now fat, appears to pustule, has only been behind the "little red" Ruby hairpin, a large jade earrings ears mung bean, and 　　Mouth of two gold teeth, her pillar of a man surrounded by them, were available. She was holding a little girl, went went in 　　Rooms, and Persky say hello. Pang quickly called his wife: "Mrs. Children sit outside, sit outside!" Patted the chair next to her. 　　Integrity of human life, however, Mrs. Tong, wherever she is expected to have taken particular the preferential treatment her son is still standing beside the white ~ * 　　Side, said: "Mrs. Pang, Can I push, first, my Sun would also like to take her to see Kids in my teeth go, the teeth, yesterday 　　Days of pain all night. " 　　Mrs. Pang laziness laughed: "I was to come, I do not fitting - Fang, underneath there are a few ah?" 　　Fang said: "There are a few small, the child wife you please sit down." 　　Mrs Tong asked: "What time is it? Dental doctor half past one can not read." 　　Fang said: "too late, too late for." 　　While people sat on the sofa, good wife and children are eligible to Gongyao said twice, "Sorry," it so that they automatically Teng 　　Out of a place to let her daughter _set_tle down into Komago. Child lying in the broken trap dumping it on the sofa, red sweater and cashmere 　　Lines overlap the waistband of pants, belly convex too high, the top button and then braved sub-fluffy hair ball and fell asleep like yan Yan 　　The hill. Mrs Tong smiled: "This work has erupted asleep!" Ready to take off her dress covered in the child, is a large solution 　　Lapel button on the sub, including the wife and she is known, said: "Take my coat cloak covered her stop!" Thank Mrs. Tong, 　　He is very careful to sit down in an armchair, his wife chatted with the package. Package wife ugly, melon face in the ring cartoon 　　Eyes, nose falling meat because never looked better, the time from young to now has been a companion in a position 　　Have wholeheartedly sympathize with others. There she was sympathetic with, then his wife sad child together. 　　"So I am now so Persky close to my body ready for collection, such as the current situation of a put down," Mrs Tong said, "When I 　　Missy has a family of three, I went up the mountain. I have this disease are the gas out of the ah, so angry I can not stand on two legs are _set_ 　　Live. 　　Burning dishes every day, I burned the food to wash their hands, "Xu Xu smoothed out her hand a gold ring," I'm here hands, the family 　　, From the old man, the little old Salim, regardless of his wife, seven thousand seven hundred eighty-eight a table filled with their favorite dishes to eat before the cleaners. 　　"The old man got into trouble, caught County Yamen, where they put me anxious kiss of death, or if I find ways to get him out, 　　Looking for my daughter a dry, walking her feet road, spent seven thousand dollars. Poor ah - the night shocked by the Ministry of rickshaw white board white 　　Teng Leng have to go all the way to Britain, you know, the gravel road in Suzhou, but also narrow and hard to find, jet black, I do not fell to his death is the poor should be! With great difficulty 　　He was released, which you think I am not trying to ask him what is inside the case, it is difficult at the end he should ask me, is how to 　　Put him out of. Oh! - Tim entered the house go out into the room a little old drill! " 　　We uproarious laugh. Package wife frowned hair smiled, his wife Zhaoyan lap child laughed, clapped his hands, spewing spittle Star 　　Son, "hard I was angry, ah, ah gas, gas for a night, a sleepless night. The next day saw him, I said: the people as I said 　　This is something you fear, you do not tell me what you are inside the case, you do not ask me how to save your 　　Out. He fell when he said: 'Why did you help me out? Money money improperly spent these many, I was inside just fine. ' 　　Ah yo I said: are you in there pretty decent - if I had not asked the stem daughter, played to a phone call here, nor will you put 　　Room in the account - you pretty decent frame * K Yeah! Really want to sit in class room, you have such a freehand ah? Package wife do not you see I was angry 　　Gas? - Otherwise I would not tolerate that now, both for my three eldest. " 　　Package to persuade his wife said: "Anyway, you kids are all great, as long as filial sons and daughters know, back is always good." 　　Mrs Tong said: "My back is good for several children, two daughters both mean I pick, the old method of others 　　Miss. Package wife, I said to leave to leave, which is hard! Family is not without chiefs, chiefs of the family hierarchy than we are small, 　　Not good to speak out. " 　　Package wife laughed: "so much older, but in fact do not have to leave, and also have these years." 　　Sighed his wife and children, "so I miss those three, I always advise them, life is not going to marry a man. - Can 　　What are the benefits, with the copper-tin, it is always anxious I try so hard, he never worry about. " 　　Xi wife also got on to, laughed: "You are the female child husband wife." 　　Mrs Tong hammer hand palm, both hands forward again to send a hate said: "come to his house three years, his family does not matter which one 　　Me? Then only do brides, do not light up every day, in-laws of the wash water, Wu eggs, the whole style like a good side to it. 　　Tim was a difficult child, one by one is more but I always was ahead of her in-laws ... ... in-laws said I'd have been better 　　The. "She suddenly lonely, will not speak. 　　Gave her many tribulations, and finally overcome the in-laws by her elders have already died, and she still got up every dark early, 　　Dark red paint bucket in the room like groping groping, interest rate interest rates, are the familiar hand touched the object, the only difference finger bone 　　Odd acid on a steadily cold pain. 　　Xi wife asked: "The child you do not get angry wife. I do not know you ever tried - to the Church of Jesus listening to their pastor about 　　Speaking, it would not have to believe. I know several wives, but also very gas, often listening to their pastor explain it, now 　　Not angry, and all fat again. " 　　Package wife into the massage, and sometimes we all mute. Mrs. Chao Shou child sitting, is a large sound sad. Her red 　　The eyes, mouth and suck yo yo issued only to draw the cold voice of old age, at the foot of the floor has changed the black and white tiles in the kitchen 　　, The whole world like a rag grazed the tide. In the wall between the ticking clock ticking, minute by minute, but cautious, such as hair, to civilization 　　People of the time divided into small squares; far yet to hear the cock crow at noon, slight or two, as if thousands of miles away to no one 　　Smoke. 　　Mrs. package raincoat away, his wife went to the solution of her children do a large gray shirt buttons, give Sun cover Kids in the body. Mrs Xi 　　Said: "Why take off a cold?" Mrs Tong said: "Do not you cold." Xi wife said: "I have this short coats or cover her 　　Strike. " 　　Took off her light green coat, child thank his wife cope, both of them talk. 　　Xi wife: "You do not get angry with them live in open, plan a sight. 　　Mrs Tong you do not know the bad times now, however, because the fight inside Mr. Jiang, the Chinese people a lot of reasons to die 　　* K, under a command, do not call to discuss the little known second wife, concubine - ask them to discuss it! " 　　Loss of child listening to his wife, Duan Li's broad face of a moment becomes scar scar skin disease of leprosy, reddish micro-Ma, said: "Oh? Oh? ... ... Now 　　In the bad really bad, huh? There are two fortune-telling once said long ago that I was reborn Earth Store Bodhisattva, he then is the Dog Star reborn 　　Health enemy foe, no good. It said this is also more than a fortune-telling. " 　　Xi wife said: "when the child wife, you are free to go to the Church of Jesus try to listen to them talk about not breathing. Casually 　　Which one of Jesus Church will do. There is a get out of here. " 　　Child wife nodded and asked: "Suzhou Golden Temple has a Wuyuan old monk, I wonder if you know?" 　　Xi wife shook her head. She suddenly thought of another thing, to urgently held out his waist and gently asked: "Do you know a child wife 　　What prescription hair removal? My hair, you see, head of the faded so! " 　　Mrs. skilled youngster replied: "the ginger pieces out, wipe the scalp, the very soul." 　　Xi wife has trained scientific mind, the moment then asked: "How much time every rub it?" 　　Mrs Tong smiled in surprise. "How much time separated? Want to wipe it up What a good time. 　　I say to you that golden temple monks and spiritual true spirit. He asked me: Do you fire with your man is not going to fire? I said yes 　　Yeah. He said: 'Do not be so quickly. 　　Injustice previous life led, and then present you with him in trouble, the next life you need to do couple of old, when you are more bitter, and that 　　When he would not let you go so easily, one does not have to give you money! 'Hard at the end I was scared to death! The old monk said: 'Mrs 　　Do you believe my word! 'I folded hands, I say thank you Master, I took home with both hands to put your words! Since then, when I 　　True, the atmosphere Oh he does not bite. I used to want to control him, he's scared I'm Flying Guillotine similar difficulties was not afraid, Church yard 　　Walk, one by one woman get home. Now even more difficult to evil - and the reason too early to relax ah! "She sighs. 　　Xi wife heard impatient at times, promised a "Well ... ... Well ... ..." occasional nod, do not bother getting the first point 　　, The single point of one o'clock eyelashes, mouth protruding beak like a bird, there are many opinions there Hanbaoyufang, think they do not have to say that 　　First, to determine the child his wife is old and confused. 　　Turn to lead the child was maid massage, children crying sorts, Persky snapped shouted: "Do not cry, like Mr. 　　You! " 　　Doctors followed the maid is also flattering to coax him: "Sir like you! Oh, Oh, Oh, sir, like you! Tomorrow you marry Shaonai 　　Milk, please, Mr wedding feast! " 　　Persky smiled: "Yes, put down the current situation in the future, when you get married, do not ask me I want to choleric Chijiu 　　Oh! " 　　Find out what time the child his wife, worried, or pay a hundred dollars, dial-up look, read, and the fast asleep 　　Komago daughter hold up, was covered in short coats also the Xi wife, and thanks, do not feel each other's cold. 　　Child was standing local, wearing only black Chinese Sige padded lining breasted jacket pants, Dwarf pregnant, noodles Taosai, like a hundred 　　Subgraph boy in ancient China. Hand off her clothes hook on the gown of gray velvet lining it, slowly put on, a gust of wind, the whole 　　Are in the interior of the house. Mrs. Shan Xi blood of grapes to the shoulders of his face, Xi wife escaped in disgust. Children wear Toggle wife, armpit 　　Nest limb but keep the above is not toggle button, feel like need a little explanation, holding the child went away, then back to the XI 　　Mrs. smile, said: "Kids in the outside should cover a small shelter, only woke up to the chilled." And then gave that up bye. 　　Massage is now a new dial-in. Mrs Li Xi at the door look at his friends, bored and went back to her seat 　　Spaces. 　　This dial is a young master look, wear a suede jacket, and Pong Club screening of the field about the Russian war film 　　War film: "It's terrifying, seeing a film shells fly over, a soldier back and Yang, face Yizhou, a very painful kind 　　Son, grab the handle breasts, really dead. Dead people are really more ah! " 　　Persky eyes open, nodded: "cruel really cruel! Fight this thing, I really can kill you in it, like my massage, 　　Pain Jiliwala also called the people, my own good to! "He laugh and sigh. 　　Young said: "dead people are really more like a mountain heap." 　　Persky little sigh of regret: "Originally, compared with theirs, we have here is not about the war! Residual 　　Tolerance really cruel. Where you say you see? " 　　Young said: "Russian Club." 　　Mr. Pang said: "This movie really have to see it? How much money a person?" 　　Young said: "Mr Pong you buy a ticket for you to see me go." 　　Persky silent, separated for a while, asked: "What time speech? Every day it?" 　　Young said: "Eight o'clock, you want to buy a few?" 　　Persky and after a while had just laughed and said: "If you want good point." 　　Mrs. Pang external interface, said: "To die a little more of it -" hey hey laugh. Mr. Pang is also to accompany her 　　Laughed twice. 　　Windows of the clinic is closed, and sealed with air defense cross, broken old yellow newspaper articles, tear the rest. Outside, 　　Fair and clear a cloudy day, the day the window color is like a layer of cellophane paste. 　　Mrs. Pang laughing all the way, came to open the window for no reason outward look, sniff, will throw a used toothpick 　　Go. Then the little desk take up half a cup of Cancha mouthwash, spit into the spittoon white Yangci flat black mouth. Xi wife will be in spittoon 　　Feet. Xi wife also smiled, but Pang did not see her only when his wife, Pang wife two bright eyes, like people laughing upstairs 　　Lights, and pedestrians completely irrelevant. Xi beheld his wife a little feeling to go somewhere else, Phnom Penh, a large mirror on the wall and saw Mrs. Pang 　　Rinse mouth, Heishou face, mouth a little too abstract, the mouth of a prayer and worship and worship. 　　Xi and his wife quickly glancing out the window, as if being bullied by Side, gently reminded her husband. 　　"In the future, as long as he saw ... ... he knew that he was sorry I am, as long as I talk with him ... well ..." 　　She consoled her, pick up a newspaper, the pointed beak to peck like a bird, slightly to the side of the crooked, expressed reservations 　　Disapproval from the newspaper came to look. One day her husband back. Not too late - too late Oh do not! But do not 　　Too early, her hair is not long off it. 　　The days of white water, gloomily; foreign Indus palm foliage, yellow Tsui transparent, in the windows. Street, a row of old red 　　Church Lane brick house, though it is cloudy, to suffer still suffer squeeze squeeze dry clothes over a balcony. A dark cloud covering the snow cat on the roof 　　On the walk, only to see it black on the back, attached tail like a snake, slowly volatile with. Soon, it appears in the balcony 　　Face, came slowly along the railings, not left and look, do not turn right and see; it go it slowly passed. 　　Life just keep walking past. 　　(November 1944) 请欣赏:  请给我换一个看看！  拜托，快把噪音停掉！我读累了，想听点音乐或者请来支歌曲！

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