短篇小说 》 fēi cháng Very 》
fēi cháng Very
chuān duān kāng chéng Kawabata Yasunari
Very
yī
dāng tā men sān gè rén cóng fàn guǎn lǐ chū lái shí， yuán lái hái shì bái zhòu de dà jiē， yǐ shì huá dēng chū shàng。
xīn jìn zuò jiā jí pǔ xiān shēng hé wǒ men gào bié hòu， jìng zhí wǎng xià pō lù zǒu qù。
jīn lǐ jūn zài lái wǎng xíng rén zhōng， cóng dà qián bāo qǔ chū qián gěi liǎo wǒ， míng tiān bān jiā yào yòng xiē qián。
wǒ men liǎng rén wǎng shàng yě fāng xiàng zǒu qù， jīn lǐ jūn jīn tiān qíng xù gé wài de hǎo， shēn zhe hé fú wài tào xiǎn dé gèng 'ǎi， jiān bǎng yào zhuàng guò lái shìde xiàng wǒ nuó jìn。 lái dào tānɡ dǎo pō dào shí， tū rán wèn dào：
“ shàng huí xiǎo shuō de zhù tí jué dé tài qīng sōng liǎo má？ hái shì shì hé fù nǚ zá zhì de bā。 ”
“ nán xiě bā！”
“ shuō de shì yòu yī wèi fù nǚ， èr shí duō nián lái shòu jìn zhàng fū de zhé mó， sàng jìn lì liàng， tā wú fǎ cóng zhàng fū shǒu zhōng táo tuō。 zhè shí méi xiǎng dào zhàng fū dé liǎo zhòng bìng， qī zǐ zhè yī xià gāo xīng liǎo， bā bù dé tā zǎo diǎn sǐ qù， zì jǐ jiù kě jiě tuō liǎo， jiù kě huī fù wǎng rì nián qīng shí nǚ rén jù yòu de měi mào。 tā mèng xiǎng zhe， děng dài zhe。”
duì cǐ wǒ xiǎng fā diǎn yì lùn， yīn wéi wǒ bù jiǔ yào jié hūn liǎo， duì hūn yīn chōng mǎn luó màn dì kè de huàn xiǎng， wǒ zhǐ zhù yì dào yī qiē nǚ rén suǒ jù yòu de nà zhǒng rén qíng mèi lì。
“ bù liào qī zǐ gǎn rǎn shàng zhàng fū de jí bìng， què xiān sǐ qù。”
duì rén shēng zhè zhǒng cū bào de miáo huì yǔ shěn shì， wǒ gǎn dào bù yuè， yóu yú duì jié hūn de huàn xiǎng shǐ wǒ de qíng gǎn biàn dé xì zhì rù wēi。
“ hé kuàng zhè wèi fù nǚ duì zhè zhuāng hūn shì méi yòu sī háo de zé rèn， shí jì shàng bù jiào jié hūn， ér shì bī hūn， yī gè hái fēn bù qīng shì lǐ de xiǎo nǚ hái bèi fù mǔ bī pò de， 16 suì jiù ……”
“ 16 suì！” wǒ nán nán zì yǔ dào。 dǎ suàn hé wǒ jié hūn de gū niàn yě shì 16 suì yā。 wǒ yī xiàng duì shí liù qī suì yǐ shàng de nǚ rén bù gǎn xīng qù， ér zhǐ duì 16 suì de miào líng shàonǚ chǎn shēng yī zhǒng jìn hū bìng tài de 'ài mù。 dàn shì dāng shí 16 suì jiù chéng qīn， zài shè huì shàng jí qí xī hǎn， kě yǐ shuō shì yī zhǒng pò lì， dàn wǒ duì wǒ de pò lì chōng mǎn huàn xiǎng， jìn qíng jiā yǐ fěn shì。
“ 16 suì jiù jié hūn nà shì hěn xī hǎn de， zěn me jié ní？”
“ shì zhè yàng de， yī wèi xīn shàng rèn de zhī xiàn de gōng zǐ kàn shàng liǎo yī wèi gū niàn， sǐ qǐ bái lài dì xiǎng gǎo dào shǒu。 gū niàn de fù qīn dāng nián shì wèi jiù zhū hóu de chén xià， mù qián zài xiàn fǔ dāng xiǎo zhí yuán。 zuò wéi tōng sú xiǎo shuō lái xiě。”
jīn lǐ jūn jiù zhè yàng jiǎn dān dì jiě shì liǎo， ér wǒ què mò bù zuò shēng。
zài shàng yě guǎng xiǎo lù hé jīn lǐ jūn fēn shǒu hòu， wǒ chéng chē qù jiàn chái tián jūn péng yǒu， tā zhù zài tuán zǐ bǎn， xiǎng jiào tā péi wǒ qù mǎi dōng xī。 wǒ men mǎi liǎo wǔ zhāng dōng tiān yòng de zuò diàn。 qí tā zhū rú shū zhuāng tái、 féng rèn yòng jù、 nǚ shì zhěn tóu zhī lèi， dōuyào zài dào zǐ lái zhī qián zhǔn bèi hǎo。
wǒ shùn biàn lái dào míng tiān yào bān jìn 'èr lóu zhù de nà hù rén jiā， zài mén kǒu bài tuō lǐ wū de rén zuò diàn sòng dào zhī hòu xiān fàng zài wǒ fáng jiān lǐ。
“ běi dǎo xiān shēng， běi dǎo xiān shēng。” zhè jiā nán zhù rén cóng lǐ miàn jí máng hǎn wǒ。
“ qǐng jìn lái zuò huì 'ér， wǒ qī zǐ xiàng nǐ wèn hòu， xiǎng jiàn jiàn nǐ。”
wǒ tuī kāi xī yáng shì de mén shàn， zǒu jìn pū zhe cǎo diàn de fáng jiān lǐ， chū cì jiàn dào tā de qī zǐ， xì cháng de liǎn pán 'ér， wǎn rú yī zhǒng lún kuò bù qīng de cāng bái wù xuán fú zài kōng jiān。 yī gè xiǎo nǚ hái zhěn zài tā xī shàng shuì zhe， hóng rùn de xiǎo liǎn dàn lìng rén shǎng xīn shuō mù， hòu lái tā màn màn zhēng kāi yǎn jīng wàng liǎo wàng wǒ， yǎn kuàng lǐ fú xiàn chū měi lì de xuè sī。
“ zhè hái zǐ měi tiān lǎo wèn， jiě jiě shénme shí hòu lái yā， xiàn zài jiù rǎng rǎng děng jiě jiě lái hòu yī dìng dài tā qù xǐ zǎo ní。”
nán zhù rén chuānzhuó lüè dài huī chén de mián 'ǎo， hǎo xiàng yào shū lǐ shìde luō luō tā nà zhěng jié de xiǎo hú zǐ， kè kè qì qì dì shuō：“ tài tài lái zhè lǐ shí， tā fù mǔ péi tā yī qǐ lái bā， xī wàng néng zhù zhè lǐ， wò jù yòu bù shǎo。”
“ bù， wǒ zì jǐ qù jiē tā lái。”
“ zhè me shuō nǐ men liǎng rén yī qǐ míng tiān lái liǎo。”
“ bù， míng tiān wǒ yī gè rén xiān lái zhè lǐ zhù， sì wǔ tiān hòu cái qù qí fù jiē tā。”
què shí wǒ yuán dǎ suàn sì wǔ tiān nèi qù jiē tā de， zhǐ děng zhe dào zǐ de xìn， tōng zhī wǒ dòng shēn de rì qī。 zhǐ yào xìn yī dào jiù hǎo liǎo， dào zǐ dào liǎo dōng jīng jiù wàn shì dà jí liǎo。
èr
huí dào qiǎn cǎo de gōng yù shí， kàn dào yòu dào zǐ de xìn。 wǒ fēi kuài dì bēn shàng 'èr lóu， zhè bù děng yú dào zǐ lái dào dōng jīng liǎo má。
dàn shì xìn de nèi róng tài chū rén yì wài liǎo， bǎ xī shàng de xiǎo bāo bāo rēng diào hòu， wǒ zhàn qǐ lái bēn chū gōng yù， mào zǐ hái yuán yàng dì dài zhe。 lái dào chē zhàn fù jìn， bù jiàn jìn chù yòu chē kāi lái， zhǐ yòu dī chù de lù guǐ yáng zhuāng bù zhī shìde héng tǎng zhe。
“ yī、 èr， yī、 èr，” yī biān shù zhe shù， yī biān dà bù xiàng qián bēn zǒu， xīn jí dé hèn bù dé yòng jiǎo jiān bǎ dì miàn wǎng hòu miàn shǐ jìn dēng。 yī biān zǒu zhe yòu kàn liǎo yī biàn xìn。
bù guǎn zěn yàng yào lì jí gěi qí fù de jiā pāi gè jiā jí diàn jí， lì jí xiàng dōng jīng jǐng chá jú bào 'àn， qǐng qiú xún zhǎo。 zhēn zāo gāo wàng liǎo dài tā de xiàngpiàn， bù guò chái tián jūn nà lǐ yě yòu。 xiàn zài chéng zuò yè jiān liè chē gǎn dào qí fù qù， néng gǎn shàng mò bān chē má？ qù jiào chái tián lái。 shì dào rú jīn zhǐ hǎo qù zhǎo dào zǐ de yǎng fù mǔ， qǐng qiú bāng máng xún zhǎo liǎo。
zhè xiē shì qíng zài nǎo hǎi lǐ 'àn shùn xù qīng qīng chǔ chǔ dì pái liè zhe， zhì yú qí tā shì jiù mó hú bù qīng liǎo， jì yì yǔ xiǎng xiàng jiāo cuò zài yī qǐ， gǎn qíng yǔ lǐ zhì níng gù chéng yī tuán， lián zì jǐ dū gǎo bù qīng liǎo。
wǒ zhèng jí cōng cōng dì wǎng chái sì chù zǒu qù， bù zhī bù jué lái dào shàng yě guǎng xiǎo lù de chéng chē dì diǎn， jiù tiào shàng liǎo diàn chē。
zài diàn chē shàng zài cì qǔ chū xìn lái niàn。 niàn fēng shàng yìn yòu jié gěng huā tú 'àn， wǒ cái bù jiè yì bàng rén de mù guāng ní， shénme shí hòu jì de ní， wǒ chá liǎo xìn fēng shàng de yìn chuō。
héng héng qí fù， shí nián 11 yuè 7 rì， xià wǔ 6 shí zhì 8 shí zhī jiān。
zhè me shuō shì zuó wǎn jì de， zuó wǎn dào zǐ zài nǎ 'ér guò yè？
zuó wǎn kěn dìng hái zài qí fù， nà me zhè fēng xìn shì zài lí jiā chū zǒu de tú zhōng tóu jì de bā？ hái shì jì chū qù hòu yòu zhé huí guò jiā ní？
xiàn zài tā zài nǎ 'ér ní， jīn wǎn zài nǎ 'ér guò yè ní。 rú guǒ zuó wǎn zài chē shàng， tā de shēn zǐ hái shì gān jìng de， nà me shì jīn wǎn liǎo？ xiàn zài jiǔ diǎn liǎo， zhè yī shí jiàndào zǐ bù huì 'ān rán rù shuì de。
fēi cháng， fēi cháng， héwèi fēi cháng。 yì hū xún cháng？ yì hū wǒ zhī xún cháng？ yì hū shì jiān xún cháng？
wǒ de nǎo hǎi lǐ，“ fēi cháng” zhè yī zì yǎn cǐ shí cǐ kè rú yǔ diǎn shēng bù duàn jiàn lì zhe。
xià liǎo diàn chē hòu zǒu shàng tuán zǐ pō， yòu jiè zhe yī diàn de dēng guāng dú liǎo yī biàn。
qīn 'ài de péng yǒu， wǒ de láng gē：
gǎn xiè nín de lái xìn， hěn bào qiàn wèi néng huí xìn， nín hái hǎo má？ wǒ yòu yī shì yào gào
sù nín， suī rán céng yǔ nín yòu guò shì yán， dàn wǒ yù dào yī jiàn fēi cháng zhī shì， zhè shì wú lùn
rú hé yě bù néng xiàng nín tǎn lù， xiǎng bì nín huì yí huò bù jiě， yī dìng huì yào qiú wǒ xiàng nín biǎo
bái， yǔ qí shuō chū zhè yī fēi cháng zhī shì， bù rú sǐ qù gèng xìng fú。 qǐng bǎ wǒ wàng liǎo， dāng zuò
bù zài zhè rén shì liǎo bā。 xià cì gěi wǒ lái xìn shí， wǒ yǐ bù zài qí fù， yǐ lí jiā chū zǒu
liǎo， hé nín de ！ wǒ zhōng shēng nán wàng， zhè shì wǒ zuì hòu de xìn liǎo， jí shǐ jì dào zhè sì yuàn
lái， wǒ yě bù zài liǎo， wǒ bù zhī dào wǒ jiāng zài hé fāng， zěn yàng shēng huó， wǒ zhōng xīn zhù yuàn nín
xìng fú， zài jiàn liǎo， wǒ qīn 'ài de péng yǒu， wǒ de láng gē。
zhè shì yī fēng 16 suì de nǚ hái xiě de xìn， zhǐ niàn dào pǔ tōng xiǎo xué sān nián jí qiū jì de nǚ hái， hǎo xiàng shì mó fǎng fù nǚ zá zhì lǐ chū xiàn de qíng shū zhī lèi xiě de bā， xíng shì shàng suī rán yòu diǎn xiàng， dàn shì duō dà chéng dù shàng néng biǎo dá zì jǐ de sī xiǎng gǎn qíng ní？“ fēi cháng”， zhè yī zì yǎn dào dǐ bāo hán shénme yì sī ní， wǒ yǐ jīng néng zhú zì zhú jù dì bèi sòng xìn de nèi róng liǎo。
“ ！ ！ dào dǐ shì shénme yì sī？ shì shénme yàng de dài hào ní？ liàn lā， ài lā zhī lèi de wén zì tā yīnggāi zhī dào de， wèishénme yòng dài hào ní？”
wú shù gè yuán juàn hū 'ér biàn dà hū 'ér biàn xiǎo dì yī zhí zài wǒ yǎn qián ruò yǐn ruò xiàn。
wǒ zǒu shàng lǚ guǎn nà dǒu qiào wēi xiǎn de lóu tī shí， fā jué shuāng tuǐ chàn dǒu zhe， chái tián jūn zhù zài zhè jiā lǚ guǎn lǐ。
sān
chái tián dú zhe dào zǐ de xìn， jī dòng dé fū sè jīhū biàn bái。 wǒ xī liǎo yī liǎng kǒu juǎnyān hòu bǎ tā chā jìn huǒ pén lǐ， jiē zhe yòu qǔ chū xīn de xī liǎo yī liǎng kǒu jiù chā jìn huǒ pén， fǎn fù chā jìn hǎo jǐ gēn。
chái tián kàn chū liǎo wǒ jiāo lǜ de biǎo qíng。
“ shì nán nǚ guān xì bā。” wǒ wèn dào。
“ wǒ yě zhè me xiǎng， nǚ rén nán yǐ qǐ chǐ de， yī bān dōushì shī qù zhēn cāo zhī lèi de shì bā。”
“ shēng lǐ shàng de quē xiàn？”
“ ǹg， yě yòu kě néng。”
“ xuè tǒng huò yí chuán shàng de bù liáng wèn tí？”
“ ǹg， yě yòu kě néng。”
“ bù kě wài yáng de jiā chǒu？ dà rén de huò zǐ nǚ de chǒu shì？”
“ ǹg， yě yòu kě néng shì jiā chǒu。”
“ bù guò wǒ xiǎng bù kě néng shì zhè zhǒng shì。”
“ dào zǐ bù huì shàng nán rén de dāng de， tā hěn wěn zhòng， suī rán hái nián qīng。”
“ yě xǔ tā yǐ bù zài sì yuàn liǎo？”
“ kě néng hái zài， yóu yí bù jué dì fǎng huáng zhe。”
chái tián wàng zhe yuǎn chù yòu zì yán zì yǔ dì shuō：
“ shàng huí tā shuō yào lái de， nà shí ràng tā lái liǎo jiù bù huì fā shēng zhè zhǒng shì liǎo， zhǐ guài cuò guò jī huì。”
“ bù guò héng héng”
“ suǒ yǐ cái ràng zhè tū zǐ yáo tóu huàng nǎo dì liù diào liǎo。”
héng héng nà shì 10 yuè zhōng xún zuǒ yòu dào zǐ jì lái de xìn， xìn lǐ shuō tā yào cóng qí fù chū táo， gěi tā jì xiē chē qián qù， zhè méi wèn tí， bù guò dào zǐ shuō yào hé lín jū de nǚ hái yī qǐ lái， zhè shǐ wǒ bù tòng kuài。 wǒ duì zhè nǚ hái chǎn shēng yī zhǒng gé wài de dào yì zé rèn gǎn。 liǎng rén yī qǐ lái dào dōng jīng， zhǐ liú xià dào zǐ 'ér bǎ tā shuǎi diào， wǒ bù rěn xīn zhè yàng zuò， nà nǚ hái zǐ shuō xiǎng dào kā fēi diàn gōng zuò， wàn yī tā zài chéng shì yòu gè sān cháng liǎng duǎn， wǒ nǎ néng bù guǎn ní。 tā hái yòu fù mǔ qīn， nǚ 'ér lí jiā chū zǒu tā men yě bù huì zuò shì bù guǎn de。 bù guǎn zěn yàng dōushì wǒ de bāo fú， dào zǐ yī gè rén lái bù huì bèi fā xiàn de， dàn hé tā yī qǐ jiù huì shòu tuō lěi， shuō bù dìng yě huì bèi dài huí qí fù。 wǒ zhēn xiǎng dào zǐ yī gè rén lái de， zhè yàng kě yǐ shǐ dào zǐ de gǎn qíng zhuān yī dì zhì yú yī chù， wǒ jiù néng jìng zhí dì jiē shòu tā， bù shòu wài rén de gān rǎo。 tóng shí wǒ yě dān xīn tā yī rén chū wài lǚ xíng， yī gè nǚ hái zǐ qíng xù kàng fèn bù wěn dìng shí， cháng shí jiān dú zuò yè hángliè chē qù lǚ xíng， shí zài lìng rén dān xīn， suǒ yǐ wǒ yào qīn zì dào qí fù qù jiē tā。 tā kě néng lái bù jí dài huàn xǐ yī fú chū zǒu de， bù gěi tā shào diǎn yī fú qù guài kě lián de héng héng yóu yú zhè zhǒng qíng kuàng， suǒ yǐ wǒ bù tóng yì tā hé lín jū nǚ hái yī qǐ lái。 qián xiē tiān bǎ wǒ de xiǎng fǎ gào sù chái tián shí， tā què shuō：
“ shénme dà bù liǎo de shì， yī gè nǚ rén wǒ néng duì fù liǎo de。”
rú jīn wǒ yě jué dé bù gāi jìn shuō xiē piào liàng de kōng huà， yīnggāi jiē shòu tā lái jiù hǎo liǎo。
chái tián 'ān wèi wǒ：
“ kàn kàn wǒ men zhōu wéi， xué shēng tán liàn 'ài shùn lì de， shí rén zhōng kě yǐ shuìnán dé yòu yī rén。 ér nǐ shùn lì dé fǎn dǎo ràng rén chī jīng。 yī bān suí shí suí dì dū huì yù dào cuò zhé de。”
suī shuō rú cǐ， dàn wǒ wèihé yě yào jiā rù dào zhè shī bài de hángliè zhōng qù ní。
“ zěn me bàn？”
“ wǒ xiàn zài jiù qù qí fù。”
“ jiù zhè me bàn。”
“ shénme yě méi zhǔn bèi， jiè gěi wǒ yī xiē gāng bǐ qiān bǐ， hái yòu xìn fēng xìn zhǐ hé bāo fú pí zhī lèi de， hái yòu dào zǐ de xiàngpiàn。”
“ máo jīn hé yá shuà ní？”
“ lù shàng mǎi， nǐ shēn shàng dài zhe qián má？ wǒ zhǐ yòu yī diǎn， yě xǔ suí shí yào yòng de， dào jīn lǐ jūn nà lǐ yě xǔ néng jiè dào， bù guò gū jì suǒ mén liǎo， ér qiě méi shí jiān rào dào qù zhǎo tā liǎo。”
“ wǒ shēn shàng méi yòu， dào tíng chē chǎng de tú zhōng kě yǐ qù zhǎo péng yǒu jiè diǎn。”
“ yě xǔ shì mǎ hòu pào， bù guò hái shì gěi sì yuàn fā gè diàn bào。”
wǒ men cōng máng dì lí kāi liǎo lǚ guǎn。 chū dōng de wǎn fēng lěng sōu sōu de， chái tián lā kāi dǒu péng de xiù zǐ， yòng tā pī zài wǒ de jiān bǎng， tā zhè zhǒng rè qíng de jǔ zhǐ duō shǎo ràng wǒ yòu diǎn nán wéi qíng， wǒ men tóng pī yī jiàn tóu péng zǒu zhe， qíng xù duō shǎo wěn dìng xiē liǎo， yě bù qì jí liǎo。
“ bù huì shì bào zhǐ dēng de nà xiē lí jiā chū táo de yī yuán？”
wǒ tū rán xiǎng qǐ hòu wèn dào。
“ shénme， shénme yàng de chū táo？”
nà shì qián tiān wǎn bào shàng dēng de xiāo xī， biāo tí shì“ wèi céng yòu guò de dà chū táo， qí fù shì nán nǚ xué shēng gòng shí 'èr míng jí tǐ chū táo”。 liù míng nán zhōng xué shēng dài zhe liù míng nǚ shēng chū táo liǎo， yòu shì fā shēng zài qí fù， ràng wǒ yòu diǎn shòu jīng。 bù guò méi yòu xiáng xì bào dào zhè shì， yīn wéi dāng shí fā shēng cì shā yuán jìng zǒng lǐ dà chén de xiāo xī zhàn mǎn liǎo zhěng bǎn de bào zhǐ， ér qiě shì chū táo shì jiàn fā shēng hòu liǎng sān tiān cái dēng de， liù míng nǚ xué shēng zhōng zuì nián qīng de shì 'èr nián jí 15 suì de， jiào měi dài zǐ， lián xìng de niàn fǎ yě hé dào zǐ xiāng jìn， bù huì shì bào zhǐ wù kān bā？
xiàn zài zǒng jué dé hé dào zǐ de nà fēng xìn yòu diǎn guān xì， bù guò dào zǐ shì 16 suì， bù shì nǚ xué shēng， bù dà kě néng hé nà xiē nóng cūn zhōng xué shēng zhī liú dà nào jí tǐ chū táo zhè lèi shì de， ér qiě zhè shì jiàn shì sì wǔ tiān qián fā shēng de， dào zǐ zuó wǎn hái zài qí fù héng héng bù guò yě xǔ tā bào yòu zhǐ yào néng lí kāi qí fù de xiǎng fǎ shuō bù dìng yě cān jiā liǎo zhè yī hōng dòng yī shí de táo wáng duì wǔ？ hòu lái bèi zhuā huí qí fù liǎo？ zuì hòu qí fù yě dāi bù xià liǎo， yǎng fù mǔ jiā yě dāi bù xià liǎo， zài cì lí jiā chū zǒu liǎo？ nán dào zhēn shì zhè yàng má？ wǒ méi yòu lì qì dǎ xiāo zhè zhǒng zá niàn liǎo。
lái dào jū dá yóu jú mén qián， chái tián dòng zuò má lì dì ná diào dǒu péng 'èn zhù wǒ de jiān bǎng shuō：
“ zhè jiàn dǒu péng nǐ jiù chuānzhuó qù bā。”
“ dào zǐ yào chū zǒu liú zhù tā。” diàn bào shàng zhǐ xiě liǎo zhè jǐ gè zì， méi yòu xiě míng fā xìn rén míng zì， yīn wéi ràng dào zǐ lí jiā chū zǒu de shì wǒ， tōng zhī tā yào chū zǒu liú zhù tā de yě shì wǒ。
chái tián tì wǒ qù jiè qián huí lái liǎo， dàn méi jiè dào， péng yǒu bù zài jiā。 wǒ men zuò shàng diàn chē， chē shàng yù dào xué xiào tóng xué， chái tián mǎ shàng duì tā shuō：
“ wèi， jiè diǎn qián gěi wǒ， yào qù lǚ xíng yòng de。”
dàn shì zhè wèi tóng xué shēn shàng yě méi dài qián。
wǒ dài zhe xiào mào， zǒng jué dé yòu xiē dān xīn， zài qí fù yě xǔ huì zuò chū gànbù guāng cǎi de shì。 jiè chái tián de ní mào shì dài liǎo yī xià， féi féi dà dà de bǎ 'ěr duǒ dū gài zhù liǎo， zhǐ hǎo dài wǒ de xiào fú mào liǎo。
“ dù lái nà xiǎo zǐ dài zhe dào zǐ qù kàn lú cí bǔ yú de nà tiān yè wǎn， yě xǔ tiáoxì liǎo dào zǐ。”
“ bù huì de， rú guǒ zhēn fā shēng nà zhǒng shì， dào zǐ jiù bù huì nà me xiáng xì dì jiè shào dāng wǎn de jīng guò。”
bù guò wǒ tīng liǎo zhè huà hòu， hǎo xiàng zhè wèi jiào dù lái de fǎ xué xì xué shēng， tā nà cāng liáng de pí fū chù dào wǒ de jī fū shìde， jìn bù zhù dǎ liǎo gè hán zhàn。
“ lián hé shàng yě bù zhī huì gān chū shénme shì lái ní！”
jīng tā zhè me yī shuō， yǎn qián fǎng fó chū xiàn tā de yǎng fù， xiàng gè yuàn zhèng shí dài de nà zhǒng biāo xíng dà hàn de sēng bīng， chā kāi liǎng tuǐ zhàn lì zài wǒ miàn qián。
“ shì bù shì dào zǐ de shēng shēn fù qīn xiě xìn gào sù tā liǎo？ dāng shí shì zhī dào liǎo de！”
“ wǒ yě jué dé yòu kě néng。” wǒ dá dào。 cǐ shí xīn lǐ fú xiàn chū yī wèi gū kǔ de qín zá gōng， tā zài běi guó de yī suǒ xiǎo xué xiào lǐ。 nán dào shì nà gè nán rén？ nà gè nán rén de jiā tíng méng shàng yī céng yīn yǐng liǎo？
zài dōng jīng chē zhàn de hòu chē shì， wǒ cōng máng dì gěi jīn lǐ jūn xiě liǎo fēng xìn， xiàng tā jiè diǎn qián， bìng gào sù tā wǒ tuō chái tián jūn qù qǔ。
wǒ xiàng chē chuāng wài tàn liǎo tàn tóu， sì hū hěn yòu zì xìn dì shuō dào：“ dào zǐ rú guǒ méi yòu shī shēn， zěn me yě yào bǎ tā jiē lái dōng jīng， wàn yī shī shēn liǎo jiù shè fǎ ràng tā néng huí dào lǎo jiā hé fù mǔ shēn biān。”
“ shì de， jiù zhè me bàn bā。”
liè chē kāi dòng liǎo， chái tián shēn guò shǒu lái， wǒ jǐn wò liǎo tā de shǒu。
sì
zài dōng jīng chē zhàn shí， zǒng jué dé dào zǐ zài zhè lǐ； chéng shàng chē hòu， yòu jué dé dào zǐ yě zài chē shàng。
zài xīn qiáo、 pǐn chuān de míng liàng zhàn tái shàng de fù nǚ， wǒdōu héng yī xún zhǎo， kàn dé yǎn jīng zhí téng。
yī liàng cuò kāi de shàng xíng liè chē xiàng qián bēn shǐ， tòu guò tā de huáng sè chē chuāng， chē xiāng de rén yǐng tuō zhe huī sè de wěi bā yī shǎn 'ér guò。 wǒ xiǎng wǒ yào suí shí zuò hǎo zhǔn bèi huàn chéng duì miàn de liè chē， yīn wéi yòu kě néng dào zǐ zuò zài duì miàn de liè chē shàng liǎo。
bǎ qún yī hé mào zǐ rēng dào xíng lǐ jià shàng， tóng shí yě suí shí zhǔn bèi zhe lì jí qǔ xià yī mào fēi chū chē wài， wǒ bù shí dì wàng zhe xíng lǐ jià， yòu kě néng dào zǐ zhèng hǎo zhàn zài mǒu yī gè yuè tái shàng ní。
nà gè nǚ hái xiàng shì dào zǐ， díquè shì tā。 bù， nà shì bù kě néng de， yī miàn xiǎng zhe yī miàn dāi dāi dì kàn zhe qián miàn wǔ liù gè zuò wèi shàng de nǚ rén， wàng zhe tā de xiù fā hé qiàn yǐng。
zuò zài duì miàn de xué shēng dā shàn guò lái， tā zài dōng jīng zhǔn bèi liǎo dà xué yù kē rù xué kǎo shì hòu zhèng fǎn huí sì guó， kàn dào xíng lǐ jià shàng de nà dǐng dà xué mào zǐ， sì hū duì wǒ zūn jìng qǐ lái。
gāng cái dī zhe tóu zuò zhe de nà wèi shùfà fù nǚ zhí qǐ liǎo shēn zǐ， lù chū bái bái de sū xiōng， gāng cái zài gěi yīng 'ér wèi nǎi， kàn qǐ lái bǐ dào zǐ dà 10 suì。
wǒ bǎ shēn zǐ quán suō zài dǒu péng lǐ， zài zuò wèi shàng yǎng miàn rù shuì liǎo。
nǎ xiē shì kě néng fā shēng de， nǎ xiē shì bù kě néng fā shēng de， fēn bù qīng jiè xiàn liǎo， nǎo hǎi lǐ chōng mǎn liǎo huàn jué。
héng héng bái sè qiáng bì， fāng xíng de xiá zhǎi de jū liú shì， cāng bái de dào zǐ hé tā de nán rén kào zài qiáng shàng， àn dàn de dēng huǒ， yǎng fù mǔ bào 'àn hòu bèi zhuā dào de tā men liǎng rén。
héng héng wéi xún zhǎo dào zǐ， wǒ dào chù làng jì， bō tāo de shēng yīn， sàn fā jiàng yóu wèi de tái zhuō， lǚ tú zhōng hé pí bèi bù kān de dào zǐ xiè hòu。
héng héng tòng kū shī shēn de dào zǐ， wǒ hé dào zǐ guò zhe bólātú shì de fēi fū qī guān xì de shēng huó。
héng héng 'ā， jǐng dí shēng， bèi wǒ chéng zuò de liè chē zhá sǐ de， bào zhe tā de nán rén de dào zǐ。
héng héng běi guó de 'ái 'ái bái xuě。 bǎo jīng cāng sāng、 huí dào fù mǔ shēn biān de dào zǐ， guì zài cǎo xí diàn shàng， wǒ zài tā men miàn qián dī xià liǎo tóu。
héng héng“ suī rán tā hé nǐ yòu guò shì yán， dàn shì zhè nǚ rén shì wǒ de。”“ bù， dǒng dé rú hé qù 'ài tā de， zhǐ yòu wǒ。” dàn shì dào zǐ què tǎn hù zhè gè nán rén， yáng qǐ shuāng méi， gāo shēng xiào wǒ。
wǒ xiǎng qǐ shàonián shí dài dú guò de nà xiē shuō shū gù shì hé mào xiǎn xiǎo shuō， zài lǐ miàn chū xiàn de chuàng zào xíng xíng sè sè qí jì de yǐn shēn shù lā， shén tōng lì lā， hái yòu nà qí miào de mó lì。
héng héng“ yā” dì yī shēng nà hǎn， wǒ dùn shí huà wéi yān wù fēi xiàng tiān kōng， rán hòu zài nà gè zhèng zài lǒu bào dào zǐ de nán rén miàn qián yī xià zǐ xiàn chū shēn lái。
héng héng wǒ yī shēng duàn hē， biàn shǐ nà gè nán rén zhí tǐng tǐng dì dòng dàn bù dé， huò zhě hūn hūn yù shuì， huò zhě zāo léi pī dǎ。
zǒng 'ér yán zhī， bù guò héng héng wǒ jǐn bì shuāng mù， yòu shǒu 'èn zhù 'é tóu， shǐ jīng lì níng jù zài 'é tóu shàng， qián chéng qí dǎo， shǐ wǒ de xīn yuàn yuè guò yáo yuǎn de tiān kōng， chuán dào dào zǐ de xīn lǐ， zhè néng shí xiàn má？ zhēn nán yǐ zhì xìn， dàn shì wèishénme nán yǐ zhì xìn， huài zài bù qù xiāng xìn， zhǐ yào jiān xìn bù yú， jiù néng biàn wéi xiàn shí。
rán 'ér， rén de jīng shén zhī lì rú cǐ cuì ruò， yī shì wú chéng。 zhè yàng yī xiǎng， wǒ de xīn xù yě jiù píng jìng xià lái， fǎng fó bǎ zì jǐ zhì yú miǎo máng de yuǎn fāng， xīn qíng xiàn rù xū wú piāomiǎo de jìng dì， zhú jiàn kùn juàn qǐ lái。
wǒ yòu yī cì qǔ chū dào zǐ de xìn lái niàn， fàng huí xiù kǒu lǐ shí， yāo jiān de qián bāo diào xià lái liǎo。 wǒ wú xīn nuó dòng shēn zǐ， duì miàn de nà wèi xué shēng tì wǒ jiǎn qǐ lái liǎo， wǒ mù rán dì jiē liǎo guò lái， dǒu péng de xià bǎi kāi liǎo， huá luò dào dì bǎn shàng， yòu shì nà wèi xué shēng shí qǐ lái gěi wǒ pī shàng， hǎo xiàng shì lǐ suǒ dāng rán shìde， méng shēng chū yī zhǒng sǎ jiāo de xīn tài。 tā jǐ cì gěi wǒ jiǎn qǐ lái， wǒdōu méi yòu biǎo shì xiè yì， shì yī zhǒng wán quán bǎ zì jǐ tuō fù gěi tā de yǐ lài xīn qíng， wǒ shēn tǐ ruǎn ruò dào duì bié rén de hǎo yì wú dòng yú zhōng， què néng xīn 'ān lǐ dé de dì bù。
zhè wèi xué shēng yī kè bù mián dì shǒu hòu wǒ， wǒ yú shì duì tā shuō：“ wǒ yào zài qí fù xià， dào zhàn jiào xǐng wǒ。”
yòu shí xǐng guò lái shí， zhǐ kàn dào kōng dàng dàng de zhàn tái shàng tí zhe dēng huǒ zǒu dòng de zhàn wù yuán， wǒ mò dì zhàn qǐ lái xiàng chuāng wài xún zhǎo dào zǐ。
zài fēng qiáo chē zhàn xǐng lái shí zhèng shì zǎo shàng 8 diǎn liǎo。 wǒ jué chá bù dào zuó wǎn gǎn qíng de sāo dòng hé jīnzhāo yòu shénme lián xì， sì hū lián zì jǐ yòu shǒu yòu jiǎo yě wàng liǎo shìde biàn dé má mù bù rén， chéng liǎo pǐ xìng shìde yī yī sǎo shì chē zhàn shàng zǒu dòng de rén men。
qí fù zhàn dào liǎo。 āi yā， tíng chē chǎng yī pài shèng kuàng， zhàn tái shàng de dà zhù dū yòng hóng bái liǎng sè de bù guǒ zhe， tiān qiáo de shàng xià dào kǒu yě zhuāng shì zhe hóng sè yǔ bái sè de cǎi dài， xiàng yī tiáo xiàng liàn shìde。 bù huì shì wèile yíng jiē wǒ zhè wèi qíng xù 'áng rán de rén de dào lái！ yě bù huì shì yīn dào zǐ táo lí zhè zuò chéng shì suǒ zhì bā。 bù guǎn zěn yàng， wǒ yòu yī zhǒng yì cháng xīn xiān de xīng fèn gǎn。
wǒ kuài bù zǒu xiàng hòu chē shì， jí máng dì liú lǎn liǎo yī xià bào zhǐ， rén men xiàng wǒ tóu lái yì yàng de mù guāng。 dào dǐ shì dì fāng bào kān， dōushì guān yú chū táo de xiāo xī， nán shēng duì wǔ hé nǚ shēng duì wǔ fēn bié chū táo， bìng yuē hǎo dì diǎn pèng miàn。 liù míng nǚ shēng hòu lái zài héng bāng bèi bǔ， liù míng nán shēng hǎo xiàng páo dào běi hǎi dào qù liǎo， bù guò suǒ yòu gè bào kān dēng dedōu shì 'èr nián jí 15 suì de měi dài zǐ de xìng míng。
chū liǎo hòu chē shì， tíng chē chǎng de rén kǒu chù lì zhe yī zuò gǒng mén， wàng shàng qù bái biǎn 'é shàng xiě zhe“ qìng hè shēng jí” sì zì， yòng xiǎo dòu shìde hóng zì xiě de。
“ shēng jí？ nǎ suǒ xué xiào shēng jí liǎo？ shì kào jìn dào zǐ zhù de nà suǒ sì yuàn hòu miàn de nóng xiào má？”
“ dào zǐ de nán rén shì zhè suǒ nóng xiào de xué shēng？ chéng lǐ zài qìng hè zhè suǒ xué xiào má？”
rán 'ér yǔ shuǐ lěng bīng bīng dì pū dǎzháo zhè zuò chéng shì， zhè zuò 'ǎi xiǎo de chéng shì xiǎn dé yī piàn sǐ qì chén chén。
wǒ mào yǔ lái dào yī jiān hóng qiáng lǚ diàn。 tā zuò luò zài tíng chē chǎng qián miàn。
“ ài yō， shì nín yā！ huān yíng guāng lín。” yī wèi nǚ yōng rén fēi kuài dì zǒu lái lā wǒ jìn qù。
“ hēi， huān yíng， huān yíng。” tā fā chū huān kuài de shēng yīn， cóng hòu miàn qīng qīng tuī wǒ， yī zhǐ jiǎo diǎn qǐ， yī zhǐ jiǎo zhí wǎng qián páo shìde bǎ wǒ yǐn dào zǒu láng lǐ miàn。 hòu miàn gēn lái liǎng sān wèi nǚ yōng rén de qīng qīng jiǎo bù shēng。
wǒ yī shí fā lèng liǎo， bù chū shēng dì suí tā men bǎi bù。 wǒ gēn tā men bù shú， 9 yuè shí zhù guò yī wǎn， 10 yuè lái zhè lǐ chī guò yī cì wǔ cān， jīhū méi yòu hé tā men jiāo tán guò， gèng méi gěi guò qián， méi yòu lǐ yóu shòu dào rè qíng zhāo dài， tā men nǎ 'ér lái zhè gǔ qīn rè jìn ní， wǒ zhēn shì shòu chǒng ruò jīng。
“ qǐng zài zhè lǐ shāo hòu， yòu yī jiān hǎo fáng jiān， mǎ shàng qù shōu shí yī xià。”
wǒ zhàn zài nà lǐ fā dāi， jìn shì xiē guài shì， zhēn shì mò míng qí miào。
zhèng hǎo， chái tián jì lái de diàn bào huì kuǎn yě gāng dào。
“ kuài diǎn qù shōu shí yī xià yī hào fáng jiān。 héng héng shì má？ kě yǐ zhù liǎo？” tīng dào zuì chū de nà wèi nǚ yōng rén zài gēn lìng yī wèi nǚ yōng rén shuō huà。
wǔ
tòu guò xiǎo tíng yuán， cóng yī hào fáng jiān kě yǐ fǔ shì tíng chē chǎng qián de guǎng chǎng。
wǒ tòu guò tíng yuàn de shù zhī， xiàng tíng chē chǎng de jìn kǒu chù zhāng wàng。 shēng pà dào zǐ jìn liǎo chē zhàn lǐ。
wǒ gēn yōng rén shuō mǎ shàng kāi fàn， kě shì chàbù duō 12 diǎn cái sòng lái。
gāng chī jìn yī kǒu jī dàn gēng jiù gǎn dào 'ěxīn dé yào tù， wǒ xià liǎo yī tiào， suī rán gǎn dào hěn 'è， kě shí me yě yān bù xià qù。 cìhou wǒ de bù shì gāng cái de nà wèi nǚ yōng rén。
“ nǎ suǒ xué xiào shēng jí liǎo？”
“ xué xiào？”
“ bù shì lì liǎo zuò gǒng mén má？ zài nà lǐ。”
“ shì tíng chē chǎng 'ā， zài qìng hè qí fù chē zhàn shēng jí。”
“ yuán lái shì zhè yàng， hēng， wǒ shì wèi xué shēng， lǎo yǐ wéi shēng jí de jiù shì xué xiào。”
“ shì má。”
“ tīng shuō fā shēng yī qǐ dà guī mó de chū táo shì jiàn。”
“ shì má？”
“ nǐ bù zhī dào má？ bào zhǐ dōudà dēng tè dēng liǎo， zài qí fù fā shēng de。”
“ āi yō， yòu zhè yàng de shì！ wǒ cóng láidōu bù kàn bào de。”
“ nǐ méi tīng shuō guò XX jiē de zhù zài sì yuàn de xiǎo nǚ hái lí jiā chū zǒu zhī shì má？”
“ yī diǎn dōubù zhī dào， jiào shénme sì yuàn ní？”
“ jiào chéng yuàn sì。”
“ wǒ bù zhī dào， kě wǒ men lǎo bǎn shì yī suǒ nǚ xiào de lǎo shī， děng tā huí lái wèn yī xià。”
“ bù bì liǎo， tì wǒ jiào liàng chē bā。”
“ shì， xiān shēng。”
wǒ lǎo gǎn dào yào tù shìde， yú shì lēijǐn yī qún de dài zǐ， zhè yàng gèng bù hǎo shòu， zhǐ hǎo yòu sōng kāi liǎo。
wǒ jiè liǎo lǚ diàn de yǔ sǎn chéng chē chū qù liǎo。
chē shǐ chū qí fù shì lái dào jiāo yě， kàn dào yòu hǎo duō jiā zhì zuò míng chǎn de yǔ sǎn pū zǐ， kàn yàng zǐ zhè yī dài shì zuò xiǎo zhèn。
chē tíng zài yī jiān zá huò diàn mén qián， lǐ miàn zhàn zhe yī wèi sì shí lái suì de fù nǚ， hǎo xiàng shì dào zǐ de“ lǎo shī”。 dào zǐ lái zhè lǐ xué cái féng hé chā huā。 dào zǐ céng shuō guò zhè wèi“ lǎo shī” shì qí fù shì wéi yī duì tā hǎo de rén。 wǒ de xìn yě shì jì dào zhè lǐ zhuǎn jiāo gěi dào zǐ de。
“ duì bù qǐ， wǒ shì cóng dōng jīng lái de rén。”
“ shì má。”
“ xiǎng dǎ tīng yī xià chéng yuàn sì de dào zǐ de shì。”
dàn shì zhè wèi fù nǚ hǎo xiàng duì wǒ hěn lěng dàn， kàn dū bù kàn wǒ yī yǎn。 sòng zǒu gù kè hòu réng ràng wǒ zhàn zài tíng yuàn， zì jǐ yě zhàn lì zhe。
“ nǐ shì nǎ yī wèi？”
“ wǒ jiào běi dǎo。”
“ ā， shì běi dǎo xiān shēng 'ā！”
“ chéng méng nín de guān zhào liǎo。”
“ nǎ lǐ， nǎ lǐ。”
“ wǒ shì lái dǎ tīng dào zǐ de。”
“ dào zǐ zěn me liǎo？”
“ méi yòu fā shēng shénme shì má？”
“ wǒ méi tīng dào guò shénme yā。”
“ tā méi yòu lí kāi chéng yuàn sì？”
“ wǒ hǎo jiǔ méi yòu qù chéng yuàn sì liǎo， bù guò zhè shì héng héng”
“ shì má， zuó wǎn wǒ shōu dào fēng qí guài de xìn， xìn zhōng shuō tā yào lí jiā chū zǒu， nín bù zhī dào má？”
“ rú guǒ tā zài zhè lǐ， wǒ bù huì bǎ tā cáng qǐ lái de。”
bù liào tā yòng liǎo zhè zhǒng jiān ruì de kǒu qì， shǐ wǒ zhuóshí jīng 'ě， wǒ bù yóu dé wǎng lǐ kàn liǎo yī yǎn， yòng bái zhǐ hú de lā gōng。 qí shí wǒ yī diǎn yě méi yòu pán wèn tā de yì tú。
wǒ gǎn dào pí juàn， bù xiǎng duō shuō huà liǎo。
“ nà me， duì bù qǐ gào cí liǎo， wǒ dào chéng yuàn sì qù yī tàng。”
shàng liǎo chē cái fā xiàn bǎ yǔ sǎn wàng zài nà lǐ， chéng yuàn sì lí zhè lǐ bù yuǎn， wǒ ràng chē zǐ zài sì yuàn mén qián děng zhe。
hé lǐ yuàn zhī jiān méi yòu lā chuāng de fáng jiān nèi， dào zǐ de yǎng mǔ yī gè rén zài zuò zhēn xiàn huó 'ér， dào zǐ chēng tā wéi“ dí rén”。 wǒ jiǔ yuè fèn lái guò yī cì， zhè huí shì dì 'èr cì。
jiǎn dān dì hán xuān jǐ jù hòu， tā wèn dào：“ jīn tiān cóng nǎ 'ér lái de？”
“ gāng cóng dōng jīng lái de。”
“ tè dì lái de？”
“ shì de， yòu jiàn shì xiǎng nòng míng bái。”
“ shì guān yú dào zǐ de shì má？”
“ shì de。” wǒ jí jí dì dá dào。
“ zuì jìn wǒ yī zhí méi ràng dào zǐ zǒu chū jiā mén yī bù。”
“ zěn me， tā zài jiā lǐ？”
“ bié kàn tóng yàng de nián líng， dōng jīng zhǎngdà de nǚ hái hé zhè lǐ nóng cūn zhǎngdà de nǚ hái， rú guǒ nǐ rèn wéi yī yàng jiù dà cuò tè cuò liǎo， dào zǐ wán quán zhǎngdà liǎo， bù zhǔn tā yī gè rén chū mén。”
wǒ tīng chū tā hán shā shè yǐng dì wā kǔ wǒ， bù guò wǒ zàn qiě bù yú lǐ cǎi。
“ zhè yī zhèn zǐ tā yī zhí zài jiā？”
“ shì de， lián mǎi dōng xī yě bù ràng tā qù， yǎn jīng yī kè dōubù céng lí kāi。”
“ zhè me shuō zài zhè lǐ？”
“ zěn me liǎo？”
“ dào zǐ méi fā shēng shénme？”
“ tā gēn nǐ shuō liǎo xiē shénme？”
“ shì de， suǒ yǐ jīn tiān yī zǎo jiù gǎn lái liǎo。”
“ shì má， nà me qǐng shàng wū lǐ lái zuò zuò。”
wǒ zài zuò diàn shàng zuò xià lái， qīng qīng dì dī xià tóu， tòngqiè dì shuō dào。
“ yòu jiàn shì bì xū xiàng nǐ dào qiàn， yě bì xū qǐng nǐ bāng máng。”
tā mò bù zuò shēng。
“ zuó wǎn shōu dào yī fēng qí guài de xìn， fēi cháng dān xīn jiù mǎ shàng gǎn lái liǎo héng héng méi yòu fā shēng lí jiā chū zǒu zhī lèi de shì má？”
“ wǒ yī diǎn yě bù zhī dào， dào zǐ shuō guò zhè zhǒng shì liǎo？”
“ ō， bù shì de， zuó wǎn de diàn bào shì wǒ dǎ lái de。”
“ wō， yuán lái shì nǐ dǎ lái de， nà shí jué dé nà mèn， dào zǐ zì jǐ yī gè rén zài zhè jiān fáng shuì jué， shì tā shōu dào de， jiào tā gěi wǒ kàn kàn， què duǒ duǒ shǎn shǎn， jiào tā niàn niàn， yě zhǐ shì hēng hēng liǎng jù。 tā shuō gǎo bù qīng， yī diǎn dū gǎo bù qīng zěn me huí shì， jiù bǎ diàn bào sī liǎo。”
zhè fēng diàn bào rú guǒ ràng yǎng fù yǎng mǔ tā men zhī dào nèi róng jiù bù dé liǎo， gèng bù yòng shuō dào zǐ zài jiā shí。 tiān 'ā， wǒ jìng gān liǎo shénme！ jí shǐ shì jiǎ de， bù shì tā de zhēn yì， tā zài xìn zhōng xiě zhe yào lí jiā chū zǒu。 kě wǒ zài diàn bào jìng dàngchéng zhēn shì gěi bào lù chū lái liǎo。
yuán lái nà fēng xìn shì jiǎ de， bù shì zhēn qíng， xiàn zài cái duō shǎo dǎ xiāo liǎo cāi yí。 wǒ lián zuò mèng yě méi xiǎng dào bù shì zhēn qíng， jiēguǒ zì jǐ cóng zuó wǎn dào jīn tiān què rú cǐ de zhāng huáng shī cuò。
“ zhēn shì xiè xiè liǎo， ràng nǐ fèi xīn liǎo， hái tè dì gǎn dào zhè lǐ lái。”
“ bù， bù， wǒ yīnggāi dào qiàn de。”
nán dào wǒ zài bǎ zì jǐ dàngzuò hǎo rén， dào zǐ dàngzuò huài rén liǎo má？
“ shuō shí zài de……”
“ dào zǐ zì jǐ zěn me xiǎng de， wǒ yī diǎn dōubù zhī dào， yóu nǐ qīn zì wèn wèn tā hǎo liǎo。”
yú shì yǎng mǔ hǎn dào：
“ dào zǐ， dào zǐ。”
méi yòu shēng yīn， wǒ jǐn zhāng qǐ lái。 yǎng mǔ dào gé bì fáng jiān qù liǎo。 gé shàn mén lā kāi liǎo。
“ nín hǎo， huān yíng guāng lín。”
xiàng jīn shǔ sī nà yàng xì de shēng yīn， dào zǐ liǎng shǒu fú dì guì zhe。
kàn dào tā de yī chà nà， wǒ xīn zhōng bù jìn yī chàn， zhè yī shùn jiān bù shì nù， bù shì xǐ， bù shì 'ài， yě bù shì shī wàng。 ér shì shēn shēn de fù jīng qǐng zuì gǎn shǐ wǒ chōu chù。
yǎn qián de zhè wèi gū niàn， nǎ yòu yī diǎn hái xiàng yī gè yuè qián de dào zǐ， tā de shēn róng nǎ yòu yī diǎn hái cán cún zhe huā jì shàonǚ de zī sè？ fēn míng zhǐ shì tòng kǔ níng suō chéng de xíng hái。
liǎn shàng tú zhe bái fěn， gān bā bā de méi yòu yī diǎn rén de xuè sè， pí fū xiàng gān yú lín piàn shìde jūn liè zhe， shuāng mù dāi zhì， xiàng zài níng shì zhe zì jǐ xīn líng shēn chù shìde。 shēn shàng chuānzhuó yī jiàn tuì sè fā bái de sī guāng mián 'ǎo。 shēn shàng nǎ yòu yī diǎn guāng zé。
wǒ jiàn dào de bù shì wǒ rè liàn zhe de gū niàn， yě bù shì kě néng bèi pàn wǒ de gū niàn。 kàn dào dào zǐ， zhǐ shì kàn dào kōng xū， lìng rén shén shāng。
zhè zhǒng miàn mào， bìng fēi zuó tiān jīn tiān de tòng kǔ zào chéng de jié gòu。 zhè yī gè yuè lái tā gěi wǒ lái liǎo shí duō fēng xìn， sù shuō měi tiān hé fù mǔ zhēng chǎo bù xiū， měi tiān shāng xīn liú lèi。 duì wǒ 'ér yán shì yī zhǒng kōng xiǎng de shāng gǎn， kě shì duì dào zǐ 'ér yán， shì yī zhǒng xiàn shí de tòng kǔ。 xiàn zài kōng xiǎng zhèng miàn duì zhe xiàn shí， wǒ men hūn yuē de xiàn shí。
wǒ bù míng bái shì yī zhǒng shénme yàng de“ fēi cháng”。 dàn wǒ míng bái shì wǒ men de hūn yuē bǎ dào zǐ cuī cán liǎo。 nán yǐ chéng shòu zhè zhǒng dǎ jī， tā cái xiě liǎo nà fēng xìn bā。
yī gè tòng kǔ de huà shēn xiàng wǒ bī lái， jiāng yìng dì zuò zài huǒ pén de duì miàn。
When the three of them came out from the restaurant, the original or a day on the streets, is the lanterns.
We both went up field direction, especially now in a good mood today monarch, dressed in kimono jacket look shorter, like shoulder to come to me Nuejin hit. Tom came to the island ramp, suddenly asked:
"That is a woman, her husband suffered two decades of torture, ruined power, she could not escape from the hands of her husband. At this time I did not expect her husband was very ill, his wife, which look happy, and wish he would die early, and that they can be freed, young woman with a past can restore the beauty of her dreams, waiting. "
This brutal depiction of life and look, I am unhappy, because the illusion of marriage to my emotions become nuanced.
"16-year-old!" I murmured. And I intend to marry the girl is 16 years old Yeah. I have always been above the 16-year-old woman is not interested, but only for 16-year-old young girls have an almost pathological love. But then 16-year-old married, in the community is extremely rare, it can be said is an exception, but I made an exception for my fantasy, to enjoy the whitewash.
"16-year-old marriage that is very rare, and how to end it?"
"Is this, a newly appointed magistrate's son took a fancy to a girl, Siqibailai to think picking. The girl's father had a bit of the subjects as the old princes, now a clerk in the county when as popular novel to write. "
Today in the king so simple explanation, but I was silent.
Ueno Hirokoji king and today in the break, I travel to see the wood Tianjun Peng friends, he lived in dumpling board, would like him to accompany me to buy things. We bought five winter cushion. Others, such as dressing, sewing utensils, pillows and the like women, have children in the Road to be ready.
"Please come sit a while, my wife greetings to you, want to meet you."
Man of the house dust jacket slightly worn, as if to comb like caressed his neat mustache, and said politely: "My wife came here, her parents accompany her to come, hoping to stay here, lying a lot. "
"No, tomorrow I first came here to live a person, Gifu forty-five days before to pick her up."
Back to Asakusa's apartment and saw the proper way the child's letter. I quickly ran to the second floor, this does not mean Michiko to Tokyo yet.
Anyway Gifu home immediately to take a rush electrodes, immediately to the Tokyo police station to request search. Too bad she forgot to bring a photo, but there are also Shibata jun. Now take the night train arrived at Gifu go to catch the last train it? Sent for Shibata to. By now the child's adoptive parents had to go to Road to request help in finding a.
On the tram again to read out the letter. Read printed Jiegeng Hua sealed pattern, I do not mind other people's eyes do, when to send it, I checked the stamp on the envelope.
Last night certainly still Gifu, then this letter was posted away from home the right way? Or sent to then turn back over home?
My mind, "very" moment as the words continue to gradually drain the rain sound.
Thank you for your letter, I am sorry could not reply, you okay? I have to report the issue
White, not so much out of this very thing, as die happier. Please I forgot, as
, I do not in, I do not know where I will be, how to live, I sincerely wish you
"○! ○! In the end mean? What kind of code it? Love you, love friends a text she should know, why does the code do?"
Three
"Is a male-female relationships." I asked.
"Ah, there may be."
"Young outside the home can not be ugly? Adult or child scandal?"
"Man on the road when the child does not, she is very stable, although still young."
"May still, to a loss of hesitation."
Shibata looked away and said to himself:
"She said to come back on, and then let her come not happen, the blame missed opportunities."
"But -"
"So just let it slip a bald head wagging."
- It is about mid-October Michiko sent a letter from the Gifu says she fled to her car to send some money to go, no question, but said the child said to the girl and neighbors together, which makes me not happy. I am particularly girls, to produce a moral responsibility. They came to Tokyo, leaving her son and said get rid of, I do not have the heart to do so, the girl said, think of coffee shops to work if she would have happened in the city, could I not care. She also parents, her daughter ran away from home they will not sit idly by. Anyway all my baggage, Michiko one person will not be found, but would be dragged down with her, maybe will be back to Gifu. I really want a person to Michiko, so make feelings Michiko placed a specific, I can accept it straight, without the interference of outsiders. I also worried about her traveling one, a girl excited mood instability, prolonged sitting in Night Train to travel, really worried, so I went to Gifu to meet her. She may be too late to run away with a change of clothing, not to the point of her clothes to take along blame the poor - because of this situation, so I do not agree with her and a neighbor girl together. A few days ago to tell my thoughts Shibata, he said:
"What a big deal, I can deal with a woman's."
Now I have to say that should do pretty empty, it should come to accept her just fine.
Shibata comfort me:
"Look around us, the students love the smooth, rarely out of ten can be said that one person, while you have to hand, surprisingly smooth Generally anytime encounter _set_backs."
That said, why should I join the ranks of these failures go.
"How do?"
"I went to Gifu."
"It's that done."
"What did not prepare, lend me some pens pencils, and envelopes, stationery and leather like a burden, as well as Michiko's photos."
"The road to buy, you will carry with them money? Only thing I might want to use at any time, to today where there may be able to borrow to the king, but is estimated to lock the door, and it did not find time to pass him."
We hastily left the hotel. Chilly winter evening breeze, Shibata pull cape sleeves, draped it on my shoulder, how much he was such a warm demeanor make me a little embarrassed, we disclosed a head with the canopy walk, more emotionally less stable, and no shortness of breath.
"What, what kind of escape?"
Came to the horse in front of post offices, moves deftly removed Shibata cloak pressed my shoulder and said:
Shibata for me to borrow money back, but did not borrow, a friend was not at home. We boarded the tram, the car met the school students, Shibata immediately said to him:
I am wearing a school cap, always feel some fear, may be made in Gifu dry shameful thing. Shibata tried to take the hat a bit, much of the fertilizer to cover the ears, had my school uniform with a hat.
But I heard these words, if the call Watase's law student, he was desolate like skin touched my skin, could not help shivering.
"Michiko is not the biological father wrote to tell her? Was aware of it!"
I explore the probe to the car window, it seems very confident and said: "If you do not lose your virginity Michiko, how should she take to Tokyo, if you try to make a virginity that she can return home and their parents."
Four
Train up a staggered forward Ben driving through it the yellow window, dragging the gray silhouette cars flash across the tail. I think I should stand ready to replace the opposite side of the train, because there may Michiko on the train sitting opposite.
Come sit opposite students approached, he prepared a pre-university entrance examination Tokyo after being returned to the four countries, see the luggage rack of top universities that hat, I respect it seems.
What is possible, which is impossible, tell the boundaries, and my mind is full of illusion.
- Crying virginity of Michiko, Michiko and I live a non-platonic relationship between husband and wife living.
- "Although she had vowed to you, but this woman is me." "No, know how to love her, only me." But said the child was partial to this man, raised eyebrows, loud laugh at me.
- I heard Duan, then make the man could not move stiffly, or sleepy, or hit by lightning.
Again, I take out the letter to read Michiko, back cuffs in, the waist purse fell off. I inadvertently moving body, opposite the students who pick it up for me, and I took it woodenly, laid under the cloak, and slipped to the floor, picked up another student who covered me, it seems like a matter of course , the initiation of a kind of spoiled mentality. He picked up a few times to me, I did not express my gratitude, is a completely entrusted to him to rely on their own feelings, my body weak and indifferent to the kindness of others, was able to sit back and relax to the point.
The moment students are not waiting for me to sleep, I then said to him: "I want to Gifu, the arrival wake me up."
Sometimes woke up, only to see the empty station platform lights walking Zhanwu carrying member, I look out the window and stood up abruptly Michiko.
Toyohashi station in a time of 8:00 am wake up. I am not aware that the feelings of unrest last night, and at the present have any contact, it seems that even they have hands and feet but also become insensitive to forget the whole thing, the station became a proclivity glance like eleven people on the move.
Gifu Station to. Oh, the grand school parking lot, station platform with a large red and white columns are wrapped in cloth, the upper and lower bridge crossing is also decorated with red and white ribbons, like a necklace like. I am not the mood to march to meet the arrival of people! Road will not be because it caused the child to flee the city. Anyway, I have a fresh and unusual excitement.
I walked into the waiting room, glanced quickly to the newspaper, people come at me strange eyes. In the end the local newspapers, the news is about to flee, the boys team and girls team were fleeing, and arranged to meet locations. Later, six girls were arrested in Yokohama, six boys like to go to Hokkaido, but the published version are all second-year 15-year-old Miyoko name.
Out of the waiting room, parking lot entrance stands an arch, look up the white plaque with the words "celebrate the upgrade," the word, written in red with red bean-like.
"Upgrade? Which upgraded the school? Michiko to live near the temple that the agricultural school behind it?"
"Said the son of man is this agricultural school students? The city to celebrate it in the school?"
However, cold rain to flutter the name of the city, this city seems a little lifeless.
I came to a red wall hotel rain. It is located in the parking lot in front.
"Ai yo, is your it! Welcome." A maid came quickly pulled me in.
"Hey, welcome, welcome." Given her cheerful voice, gently pushing me from behind, one foot Hing Wah Street West, one foot Zhiwang Qian like brings me to run inside the corridor. Followed to twenty-three maid gently footsteps.
I am in a daze, do not say anything to them with mercy. I am not familiar with them, stayed one night in September, October, come here to eat a lunch, and they barely talked, but did not give any money, there is no reason to warm hospitality, where they share intimate strength to do this I am really flattered.
"Please wait here, there is a good room, soon to tidy up."
I stood there staring blankly, is full of some strange, really strange.
Five
I told the maid that dinner soon, but it sent almost 12 points.
"School?"
"So is the case, Well, I was a student, that the upgrade is old school."
"Really?"
"You heard of XX Street, a little girl living in the monastery things you left home?"
"I do not know, can be our boss is a girls' school teacher, so he came back to ask."
I always feel like to vomit, then tighten the strap dress, which is more painful, they had loosened.
Car parked in front of a grocery store, which stood a forty years old women, like Michiko's "teacher." Michiko here to learn sewing and flower arranging. Michiko has said that the "teacher" is the Gifu City, the only good of her people. Here is the letter I sent to the child's transfer to the road.
"If you want to inquire about the road sub-Cheng Hongwanji things."
"I called the North Island."
"Ah, ah, Mr. North Island!"
"Thanks to your care of."
"Where, where."
"I came to inquire about Michiko's."
"Michiko how?"
"What happened is not it?"
"I did not hear what ah."
"She did not leave the Temple would like to clarify?"
"I would like to clarify a long time did not go to Temple, but this thing -"
"Yeah, last night I received strange letters letter that she wanted to run away from home, you do not know?"
"If she was here, I will not hide for her."
Unexpectedly, she's such a sharp tone, so I really amazed, I could not help but glance inside, pull the white papered house. I actually did not cross-examine her intentions.
I feel tired, do not want to speak.
"Well, I'm sorry say good-bye, I would like to clarify a trip to Temple."
Got only to find the umbrella forget where Cheng is willing to Temple not far from here, I let the car waiting in front of the temple.
"Just returned from Tokyo to come."
"Michiko to do about it?"
"How, in her home?"
"This has been her home for a while?"
"How?"
"She told you what?"
"Yes, so today rushed to the scene a long time ago."
"Is it, then to sit on the house."
I sat down on the cushion, gently bowed his head, keenly said.
"One thing must apologize to you, please you must help."
She fell silent.
"Last night received a strange letter, very worried about immediately rushed to the scene - no running away from home kind of thing?"
"I do not know, Michiko said such things?"
"Oh, no, last night a telegram calling me."
"Oh, it's you calling, then feel wonder, said his son a bed in this room, she received, and told her to give me a look, but evasive, call her obsessed, just hum two, she said, not quite sure, that are not quite sure how, put the telegraph tear. "
The telegram to adoptive parents if they know the content, it's terrible, not to mention Michiko at home. God, I actually did what! Even the fake, not her real intention, she says in the letter to be away from home. Went so far as I can telegraph to the real thing exposed.
The original letter is false, not truth, now how much to dispel suspicions. I even did not dream is not the truth, the results themselves, but from last night and today so scared stricken.
"It's Thank you, bother you, specially arrived here."
"No, no, I should apologize."
Do I think of myself as a good person, said the child as a bad man do?
"Said his son how to think, I do not know, the better you ask her yourself."
No sound, I tense up. Mother went to the next room. Sliding door the door opened.
The moment to see her, I can not help but shocked, and this moment is not anger, not joy, not love, nor is disappointed. But a deep sense of abject apology makes me twitch.
I have not seen the girl I love, nor is it likely to betray my girl. Michiko to see, just see the empty, cause for grief.
I do not understand what kind of "very." But I know our marriage to Michiko ruined. Bear this blow, she wrote that letter it.
Embodiment of a painful forced me to, sitting stiffly across the brazier.
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