散文 》 zhǎngzhě Elderly   》 zhǎngzhě Elderly      yú qiū yǔ Yu Qiuyu      Elderly 　　yī 　　 　　 yī jiǔ liù sān nián wǒ shí liù suì， gāo zhōng bì yè。 gāo zhōng bì yè de tǐ yàn shì yǒng yuǎn wú fǎ chóngfù de。 　　 　　 yī qún jì kě chēng wéi shàonián yě kě chēng wéi qīng nián de rén tū rán yào wéi zì jǐ zuò chū zhōng shēn xuǎn zé liǎo， xuǎn zé de fàn 　　 　　 wéi yòu háo wú xiàn zhì。 nǐ shuō jiāng lái xiǎng zuò zhōng xué yǔ wén jiào shī、 tú shū guǎn guǎn lǐ yuán， huò wài kē yī shēng、 guó jì hǎi 　　 　　 yuán 'ér qù bào kǎo xiāng yìng de zhuān yè， zhōu wéi méi yòu rén huì xiào nǐ。 rén de yī shēng jiù zhè me duǎn duǎn de gè bǎ yuè shí jiān de 　　 　　 wú xiàn zhì zhuàng tài， jīn hòu dào sǐ yě bù huì zài yòu liǎo。 zhào lǐ fù mǔ hé lǎo shī yīnggāi lái xiàn zhì yī xià， dàn tā men nà 　　 　　 shí yě zhèng zài jīng xǐ zì jǐ péi yǎng de chéng guǒ zěn me zhuǎn yǎn zhī jiān yōng yòu liǎo nà me duō kě néng， gāo xīng dé yùn diān diān de， 　　 　　 yī bān yě ná bù dìng zhù yì。 yú shì， zài nà gè jué duì bù yīnggāi xiǎng yòu nà me dà jué dìng quán de nián suì， zuò chū liǎo bù 　　 　　 zhī qīng zhòng de jué dìng。 nà gè xià tiān nà me fán rè yòu nà me lìng rén xīng fèn， zhǐ yòu shù shàng de zhī liǎo zài xìng zāi lè huò dì 　　 　　 jiào zhe， shǐ hěn duō rén chéng nián hòu bù yuàn zài huí yì zhè zhǒng jiào shēng。 　　 　　 yǔ hěn duō nán hái zǐ yī yàng， wǒ zhào lì yě yòu liǎng gè xiǎo huǒ bàn， yī gè xìng dīng， yī gè xìng zhāng， chéng jì dōuhěn 　　 　　 hǎo， xiāng xìn zhǐ yào zì jǐ yuàn yì， rèn hé yī suǒ dà xué dū kǎode shàng。 yī tiān zài cāo chǎng biān shàng shāng yì， xiàn zài bào kǎo 　　 　　 de dà xué fēn sān lèi， yī lèi wéi lǐ gōng kē， èr lèi wéi yī kē， sān lèi wéi wén kē， wǒ men sān rén rú guǒ gè bào yī lèi， 　　 　　 èr shí nián hòu yī qǐ zhōu yóu shì jiè， zǒu dào nǎ lǐ dōuméi yòu bù dǒng de shì qíng liǎo， nà gāi duō tòng kuài！ zhè gè xiǎng fǎ hěn 　　 　　 xī yǐn rén， lì jí tōng guò， ér qiě jué dìng， yī dìng yào xuǎn měi yī lèi lǐ zuì hǎo ( yě jiù shì zuì nán kǎo ) de xué xiào。 nà 　　 　　 me， sān lèi zěn me fēn gōng ní？ yòng sān zhāng xiǎo zhǐ xiě shàng hào mǎ， zhé chéng xiǎo qiú wǎng shàng yī pāo， zhuā jiū。 dīng zhuā dào liǎo 　　 　　 dì yī lèi， hěn kuài dǎ tīng míng bái， zuì hǎo de shì qīng huá dà xué； zhāng zhuā dào liǎo dì 'èr lèi， jīng guò héng liàng yě zuò chū liǎo 　　 　　 jué dìng， dāng shí zuì nán kǎo de yī kē shì dì 'èr jūn yī dà xué； wǒ zhuā dào liǎo dì sān lèi， kě hèn de wén kē， gāi xuǎn nǎ 　　 　　 gè dà xué ní ? sān gè réndōu kǔ nǎo kāi liǎo。 　　 　　 kěn dìng bù néng kǎo míng pái dà xué de zhōng wén xì。 wèishénme sān gè rén rú cǐ kuài sù dì yī qǐ zuò chū zhè zhǒng pàn duàn， 　　 　　 xiàn zài huí xiǎng qǐ lái hái bù dà néng gòu lǐ jiě。 dà gài shì jué dé zhōng wén xì lǐ nào bù chū yī gè jí yòu yì sī de gōng zuò， 　　 　　 huò zhě shì jué dé wǒ men zài zhōng xué zǎo yǐ bǎ《 lí sāo》、《 lùn yǔ》 hé jǐ shí piān gǔ wén bèi dé gǔn guā làn shú， nán 　　 　　 dào dà xué lǐ zài qù zuò zhè zhǒng lìng rén yàn fán de shì？ zhāng tóng xué shuō： “ wǒ gāng dú guò guō mò ruò de zìzhuàn， lián tā yě 　　 　　 méi yòu shàng guò zhōng wén xì ! ” dīng tóng xué shuō：“ bā jīn yě méi yòu。” nà tiān de chū bù yì xiàng， wǒ yīnggāi bào kǎo wài wén 　　 　　 xì， zhì yú nǎ gè dà xué de wài wén xì zuì hǎo， hái yào fēn tóu dǎ tīng。 　　 　　 dàn dì 'èr tiān fā shēng liǎo yī jiàn shì qíng。 bān zhù rèn sūn lǎo shī bǎ wǒ zhǎo qù liǎo， tā shēn biān zhàn zhe yī wèi wǒ bù rèn 　　 　　 shí de shòu shòu de lǎo shī， zì wǒ jiè shào shì shàng hǎi xì jù xué yuàn lái de。“ wǒ men xué yuàn yào yǐ zuì gāo de yào qiú zhāo shōu 　　 　　 xì jù wén xué xì de yī gè bān， xiàn zài yǐ yòu jǐ qiān rén bào míng， zhǐ zhāo sān shí míng， dàn wǒ men hái pà yí lòu liǎo zuì hǎo 　　 　　 de， tīng shuō nǐ zài quán shì zuò wén bǐ sài zhōng dé liǎo dà jiǎng ……” méi děng tā shuō wán wǒ jiù jí zhe wèn：“ nà nǐ men shì 　　 　　 bù shì jīn nián quán guó wén kē dà xué zhōng zuì nán kǎo de ?”“ hái méi yòu zuò zhè zhǒng pái liè。” lǎo shī shuō，“ nǐ zhī dào guō 　　 　　 mò ruò xiān shēng bā ?”“ zhī dào。” wǒ huí dá， xīn xiǎng zuó tiān zhāng tóng xué cái tí qǐ guò tā。“ guō mò ruò yǐ zhōng guó kē 　　 　　 xué yuàn yuàn cháng de shēn fèn jiān rèn liǎo zhōng guó kē jì dà xué xiào cháng， tā zài zhè gè dà xué gāo nián jí lǐ fā xiàn liǎo yī gè néng xiě 　　 　　 jù běn de gāo cái shēng， lì jí jué dìng zhōng zhǐ tā de xué yè， zhuǎn dào wǒ men xué yuàn lái dú shū。”“ nǐ shì shuō， lián zhōng 　　 　　 guó kē xué yuàn yuàn cháng yě rèn wéi， kē xué jì shù méi yòu xì jù wén xué zhòng yào ?” wǒ de bān zhù rèn sūn lǎo shī jīng yà dì wèn。 　　 　　“ wǒ kě méi yòu zhè me shuō，” shàng hǎi xì jù xué yuàn de lǎo shī hán xù dì xiào liǎo yī xià，“ dàn shì kē jì dà xué 　　 　　 de zhè wèi gāo nián jí xué shēng zhǐ néng jìn rù wǒ men de yī nián jí， hái bì xū jīng guò yán gé de kǎo shì。 rú guǒ nǐ lái bào kǎo，” 　　 　　 tā bǎ liǎn zhuànxiàng wǒ，“ tā shì nǐ de jìng zhēng duì xiàng。” wǒ de nǎo zǐ kāi shǐ yòu diǎn fā dāi， tā yòu diū guò lái yī jù： 　　 　　“ nǐ de jìng zhēng duì xiàng hái yòu bā jīn de nǚ 'ér。” guǒ rán hái yòu bā jīn！ zuó tiān wǒ men gāng gāng shuō guō mò ruò hé bā jīn 　　 　　 méi dú guò zhōng wén xì， méi xiǎng dào tā men liǎng wèi bù yuē 'ér tóng dì bǎ xué shēng hé zǐ nǚ tuō fù gěi liǎo shàng hǎi xì jù xué yuàn xì 　　 　　 jù wén xué xì。 zěn me néng huái yí zhè liǎng wèi zhǎngzhě de pàn duàn ? wǒ dāng jí xià liǎo bào kǎo de jué xīn。 　　 　　 xì jù xué yuàn shì tí qián kǎo shì， yī gòng kǎo liǎo jiǔ chǎng， zhēn bǎ rén lèisǐ。 hái méi yòu děng dào fā bǎng， quán guó gāo 　　 　　 xiào tǒng kǎo kāi shǐ liǎo， wǒ dāng rán hái yìng gāi cān jiā。 tǒng kǎo de dì yī zhì yuàn tián liǎo jūn shì wài yǔ xué yuàn， yīn wéi tīng shuō 　　 　　 zhè gè xué xiào bì yè hòu néng zuò wài jiāo wǔ guān、 qíng bào rén yuán， zhè duì yī gè nán hái zǐ lái shuō tài cì jī liǎo。 　　 　　 bù jiǔ chuán lái xiāo xī， liǎng xiào dū lù qǔ liǎo wǒ， xì jù xué yuàn qiǎng xiān yī bù， ná zǒu liǎo wǒ de dàng 'àn。 jūn shì 　　 　　 xué yuàn yī wèi xìng liú de jūn guān zuò zài wǒ jiā lǐ bù zǒu liǎo， fǎn fù gěi wǒ fù mǔ shuō， wǒ de yīng yǔ chéng jì zài jīn nián kǎo 　　 　　 shēng zhōng shì dì yī míng， xué xiào jué dìng fēi yào wǒ bù kě， xiàn zài wéi yī de bàn fǎ shì ràng wǒ hé jiā cháng dào shì zhāo shēng wěi yuán 　　 　　 huì chǎo， bǎ dàng 'àn qiǎng huí lái。 　　 　　 wǒ fù mǔ běn lái jiù duì xì jù xué yuàn méi yòu xīng qù， dàn yòu píng shēng bù huì zhēng chǎo， zhǐ dé bù duàn xiě xìn gěi zhāo shēng 　　 　　 wěi yuán huì。 xìng liú de jūn guān yòu lái liǎo， shuō xiě xìn méi yòu yòng， dé dāng miàn qù shuō。 fù qīn duì wǒ shuō：“ zhè zhǒng shì 　　 　　 yóu jiāzhǎng qù shuō méi yòu shuō fú lì， nǐ zì jǐ dào zhāo shēng wěi yuán huì qù yī tàng bā。” shàng hǎi shì zhāo shēng wěi yuán huì shè zài 　　 　　 tóng jì dà xué， huàn liǎo sān liàng chē cái zhǎo dào。 nà tiān qí rè， jìn xiào mén qián xiān zài mǎ lù duì miàn de xiǎo yínháng mén kǒu zhàn 　　 　　 liǎo hǎo jiǔ， qiè shēng shēng dì duān xiáng zhe dà mén， cāi xiǎng huì jiàn dào shénme yàng de rén， pán suàn gāi jiǎng shénme yàng de huà。 jìn 　　 　　 liǎo xiào mén hòu yòu gù yì zài yī chuáng chuáng yīn shǔ jiǎ 'ér qù jì wú rén de lóu fáng jiān hú luàn chuān xíng， zhí dào péi yǎng zú liǎo duì jūn 　　 　　 shì wài yǔ xué yuàn de rè 'ài， duì shàng hǎi xì jù xué yuàn de zēng hèn， cái tuī kāi zhāo shēng wěi yuán huì de dà mén。 　　 　　 wǒ cái yǔ yī wèi gōng zuò rén yuán shuō liǎo jǐ jù， tā jiù xiào liǎo， shuō nǐ bà bà měi tiān jì lái yī fēng xìn， xiàn zài dū 　　 　　 zài yáo zhù rèn nà lǐ， jiù ràng yáo zhù rèn yǔ nǐ tán bā。 jiù zhè yàng， wǒ qīng yì dì jiàn dào liǎo dà míng dǐng dǐng de shàng hǎi shì 　　 　　 zhāo shēng wěi yuán huì zhù rèn yáo lì xiān shēng。 　　 　　 yáo lì xiān shēng yī liǎn cí xiáng， xiào mī mī dì tīng wǒ bǎ zhǔn bèi hǎo de nà yī tào jiǎng wán， jiù bǎ xiào róng shōu zhù liǎo， 　　 　　 yòng yī zhǒng xuān pàn shì de yǔ diào duì wǒ shuō：“ wǒ men guó jiā dǎ zhàng de shí jiān tài cháng， jūn shì rén yuán guò shèng 'ér yì shù rén 　　 　　 yuán quē fá， nǐ yīnggāi dú yì shù。” tā de yǔ qì wán quán bù róng biàn bó， hǎo yī wèi wēi yán de zhǎngzhě， wǒ kàn zhe tā 　　 　　 fā liǎo yī zhèn shǎ， tā yě kàn zhe wǒ， què bù zài jiǎng huà。 jiēguǒ shì wǒ diǎn liǎo diǎn tóu， qǐ shēn gào bié。 　　 　　 rú guǒ shuō guō mò ruò、 bā jīn hái bǐ jiào yáo yuǎn， nà me， yáo lì què shí shí zài zài dì yǐ zhǎngzhě de lì liàng bǎ wǒ 　　 　　 tuī jìn liǎo xì jù xué yuàn。 　　 　　 bān jí lǐ sān shí gè rén， wǒ bèi fēn zài dì yī xiǎo zǔ。 zuò zài wǒ hòu miàn de tóng xué jiào qū xìn xiān， tā jiù shì guō 　　 　　 mò ruò tuī jiàn lái de nà yī wèi； wǒ de lín zuò jiào lǐ xiǎo lín， bā jīn de nǚ 'ér。 　　 　　 èr 　　 　　 bù zhī shì gāi guài xué xiào hái shì gāi guài shí dài， wǒ men rù xué hòu yù dào de kè chéng shí zài tàichà liǎo， chā dào wǒ gēn 　　 　　 běn bù gǎn xiě xìn gào sù zài qīng huá dà xué hé dì 'èr jūn yī dà xué de nà liǎng wèi xiǎo huǒ bàn。 　　 　　 zhuān yè zhù kè jiào“ jù běn fèn xī”， fēn xī de dì yī gè jù běn shì cháo xiān de《 hóng sè xuān chuán yuán》， rán hòu 　　 　　 shì zhōng guó de《 duó yìn》 hé《 yīng xióng gōng bīng》， gèng ràng rén jīng yì de shì suǒ wèi fēn xī zhǐ jiǎng jiě sī xiǎng nèi róng， měng 　　 　　 yī tīng quán bù dōushì zhèng zhì kè。 zhè xiē shè huì shàng rén réndōu néng jiǎng de huà， nán dào jiù shì dà xué kè chéng？ wǒ dāng shí bù 　　 　　 zhī dào gèng dà de bèi jǐng， zhǐ rèn wéi shàng hǎi xì jù xué yuàn yǐ yī zhǒng“ zuì nán kǎo” de jiǎ xiàng bǎ wǒ men piàn jìn qù liǎo， 　　 　　 yú shì zhěng tiān yōu yù。 yī wèi yòu gé mìng jīng lì de gànbù yào wǒ men chāo xiě tā xīn chuàng zuò de jù běn， shuō shì gěi wǒ men yī 　　 　　 gè xué xí de jī huì， jì dé jù běn shì gē sòng yī gè láo dòng mó fàn de， yī chāo zhī xià biàn dà jīng shī sè， duì xué xí de 　　 　　 qián jǐng gèng jiā dān xīn qǐ lái。 　　 　　 zhōng yú yòu yī wèi shāo yòu míng qì de chén rǔ héng xiān shēng lái jiǎng gǔ diǎn wén xué， tā yòng biāo zhǔn de sū běi kǒu yīn jiào liǎo jǐ 　　 　　 gè yuè de píng zè hé gé lǜ zhī hòu yào wǒ men xué xiě gǔ shī， dài wǒ men bǎ zuò yè jiāo shàng qù zhī hòu tā zhuóshí yòu diǎn chī jīng， 　　 　　 lián lián wèn：“ zhè shì nǐ men zì jǐ xiě de？” tóng xué men bù jìn 'àn 'àn yī xiào， nǐ men wàng liǎo shì yǐ shénme yàng de biāo 　　 　　 zhǔn bǎ wǒ men zhāo lái de。 　　 　　 xiě liǎo jǐ shǒu gǔ shī， gǔ diǎn wén xué kè yě jiù jié shù liǎo， ér nà gè xiě láo dòng mó fàn de jù běn hái shì yī gǎo yī 　　 　　 gǎo gǎi， měi yī gǎo dū yóu wǒ men chāo， chāo wán hòu zài sòng dào dǎ zì jiān dǎ yìn， wǒ xiǎng zhè xiē láo dòng jiā zài yī qǐ， yī 　　 　　 dìng yuǎn yuǎn chāo guò nà wèi láo dòng mó fàn běn shēn de xīn láo liǎo。 nà tiān wǒ yòu yī cì fèng mìng bǎ jù běn sòng dào dǎ zì jiān， zài 　　 　　 děng hòu de shí jiān lǐ tīng dào liǎo yī duàn yòu qù de jiāo tán。 jǐ gè dǎ zì yuán dōushì nián qīng xiǎo jiě， tā men shǒu zhǐ bù tíng zuǐ 　　 　　 yě bù tíng， zài zhēng lùn quán xiào fēng dù zuì hǎo de shì nǎ yī wèi jiào shī。 tā men de zhēng lùn duì xiàng， jiàn jiàn cóng biǎo yǎn xì zhuǎn 　　 　　 dào bié de xì， cóng qīng nián zhuǎn dào lǎo nián yòu zhuǎn dào zhōng nián， cóng nán lǎo shī zhuǎn dào nǚ lǎo shī， zuì hòu tíng liú zài yī gè rén 　　 　　 de míng zì shàng bù dòng liǎo， zhè gè rén de míng zì jiào zhāng kě。 　　 　　 cóng tā men de qī zuǐ bā shé zhōng tīng dé chū lái， zhāng kě lǎo shī shì gè chuán qí xìng de rén wù。 chū shēn fù guì zhī jiā， 　　 　　 róng mào měi lì， xián shú yīng yǔ， suō shì bǐ yà yán jiū zhuān jiā， ér jū rán zǎo zài sān shí nián dài shí jǐ suì shí jiù cān jiā liǎo 　　 　　 gòng chǎn dǎng， cóng shì dì xià gōng zuò， děng dào yī jiǔ sì jiǔ nián gòng chǎn dǎng duó qǔ zhèng quán， tā què gōng chéng shēn tuì， lí kāi zǔ 　　 　　 zhì chéng liǎo yī míng pǔ tōng jiào shī。 dàn shì， zhǐ yào xué xiào yòu zhòng yào wài bīn lái fǎng， zǒng shǎo bù liǎo tā。 gāo yǎ de yí róng 　　 　　 hé piào liàng de yīng yǔ měi cì dū ràng lái fǎng zhě gǎn dào yòu xiē yì wài。 dǎ zì yuán men shuō， nà shí tā men zǒng huì zàn tíng shǒu xià 　　 　　 de gōng zuò chōng chū qù kàn， bù shì kàn wài guó rén 'ér shì kàn zhāng kě lǎo shī， kàn tā de jǔ shǒu tóu zú、 yán tán fēng dù。 　　 　　 bàng tīng zhè fān yì lùn hòu bù jiǔ wǒ men yào xià xiāng liǎo， shuō shì bù néng ràng wǒ men zài gāo lóu shēn yuàn lǐ chéng wéi shū dāi zǐ， 　　 　　 bì xū dào nóng cūn cān jiā dāng shí zhèng zài kāi zhǎn de“ sì qīng yùn dòng”。 quán bān tóng xué zhèng hǎo dū yàn fán liǎo tīng nà xiē kè， 　　 　　 jué dé zài tīng xià qù wèi bì chéng wéi shū dāi zǐ què yī dìng chéng wéi dāi zǐ， yú shì biàn huān tiān xǐ dì dì dǎ diǎn xíng zhuāng， zhǐ yòu 　　 　　 guō mò ruò tuī jiàn lái de qū xìn xiān tóng xué dé liǎo gān yán， bù jǐn bù néng qù， hái yào yóu yī wù shì gé lí， yǎn lèi wāng wāng 　　 　　 dì shí fēn bēi shāng。 　　 　　 wǒ men qù de dì fāng shì jiāng sū tài cāng liú hé， měi gè cūn qù yī gè jiào shī、 yī gè tóng xué， zài dā pèi yī gè cóng 　　 　　 fù jìn xiàn xiāng chōu diào guò lái de nóng cūn gànbù。 zài yī dǔ gōng bù míng dān de qiáng shàng kàn dào， yǔ wǒ yī qǐ dào yī gè jiào jiá 　　 　　 jiā zhái de cūn zǐ lǐ qù de nóng cūn gànbù jiào lǐ huì mín， ér jiào shī， zé shì zhāng kě。 　　 　　 sān 　　 　　 wǒ men sān rén zhù zài quán cūn zuì qióng de yī hù nóng mín jiā lǐ， zhè jiā nóng mín yòu sān jiān xiǎo ní wū。 dōng jiān jǐ zhe fáng 　　 　　 dōng fū qī hé zǐ nǚ； xī jiān zhù zhe fáng dōng de mǔ qīn， hái yǎng liǎo liǎng tóu yáng； zhōng jiān yī jiān fàng zhì nóng jù hé chī fàn， 　　 　　 yòu yǎng zhe sì tóu yáng。 liù tóu yáng dōushì jí tǐ suǒ yòu de， zài zhè jiā jiè zhù， hé wǒ men yī yàng。 　　 　　 wǒ men sān rén jiù zài zhè jiā chī fàn。 àn chéng shì biāo zhǔn jiāo fàn fèi， dàn zhào guī dìng， rú guǒ fàn zhuō shàng chū xiàn liǎo hūn 　　 　　 cài， yī kuài zǐ yě bù néng qù dòng。 bù guò zhè zhǒng qíng kuàng shì bù kě néng fā shēng de， yīn wéi zhè jiā rén jiā de xià fàn cài yǒng 　　 　　 yuǎn zhǐ yòu yī dié yán dòu， lián yī piàn qīng cài yě méi yòu， zhè ràng rén gǎn dào qí guài。 wǒ men de rèn wù dì yī shì cān jiā tián 　　 　　 jiān láo dòng， dì 'èr shì bāng zhù zhè gè cūn zhuāng qīng lǐ jìn jǐ nián de zhàng mù， kàn kàn yòu méi yòu rén tān wū。 dàn qīng lǐ lái qīng 　　 　　 lǐ qù， zuì dà de yí diǎn shù hái jí bù shàng wǒ men sān rén měi yuè jiāo de huǒ shí fèi。 dāng rán bù gǎn shuō fáng dōng tān wū， dàn 　　 　　 wǒ men sān rén de liǎn sè yǐ měi kuàng yù xià。 wǒ nián qīng， gèng yǐ lài yíng yǎng， zhāng kě lǎo shī jǐ cì yù yán yòu zhǐ， zuì hòu 　　 　　 zhōng yú shuō liǎo：“ nǐ zhèng cháng shēn tǐ， bù néng cháng shí jiān zhè yàng， wǒ zuó tiān qù dǎ tīng liǎo， nǐ de qí tā tóng xué yě zài 　　 　　 bǔ yíng yǎng。” shuō zhe qiāoqiāo dì gěi wǒ jǐ lì qiǎo kè lì。 nóng cūn gànbù lǐ huì mín zé měi tiān wǎn shàng duān gěi wǒ yī xiǎo wǎn 　　 　　 chǎo mǐ fěn， zhè shì tā de wèi hūn qī liú gěi tā de。 　　 　　 zhāng kě lǎo shī dāng shí yīnggāi shì sì shí sì suì， tā zài nà jiān dī 'ǎi de ní wū lǐ guà liǎo yī dǐng xuě bái de zhàng zǐ， 　　 　　 yǔ chéng tiān ké sòu bù tíng de lǎo tài tài hé liǎng tóu yáng miǎnqiǎng fēn kāi。 wǒ zhī dào tā zuì shòu bù zhù de bù shì huǒ shí、 zhù sù， 　　 　　 ér shì yòng shuǐ， yīn wéi zhè 'ér táo mǐ、 xǐ yī、 shū xǐ nǎi zhì shuà biàn tǒng， quán kào wū qián yī tiáo zá cǎo cóng shēng de wū zhuó 　　 　　 xiǎo hé gōu。 lìng yī xiàng shòu bù zhù de shì yǔ tiān zǒu lù， zài liù huá wú bǐ de yū ní zhōng tā jiǎn zhí mài bù kāi bù， yòu shí 　　 　　 hěn xīn yī mài yòu bì dìng chóngchóng shuāi jiāo， yǐn lái zuò zuò ní wū mén kǒu de yī piàn xiào shēng， wǒ biàn yī guǎi yī niǔ dì gǎn qù chān 　　 　　 fú。 　　 　　 jìn liǎo ní wū tā shāo zuò shū lǐ lì jí yòu róng guāng huàn fā， zǒu dào mén kǒu zhàn zhe yǔ wǒ shuō yī huì 'ér huà， shùn biàn sǎo 　　 　　 liǎo yī yǎn wǒ shǒu zhōng juàn zhe de shū。 xià xiāng shí wǒ tè yì tiǎo liǎo yī běn bǐ jiào nài dú de shū dài lái， nà shì lán mǔ xiě de 　　 　　 suō shì bǐ yà gù shì jí de yīng wén bǎn， nǎ xiǎng dào huì zài zhè 'ér yù dào zhēn zhèng de zhuān jiā， yīn cǐ gù yì yǎn yǎn cáng cáng bù 　　 　　 ràng tā kàn jiàn。 dàn shì yī gè rén duì zì jǐ shú xī de shū jí de gǎn yìng zǒng shì chāo cháng de， zhāng kě lǎo shī zhǐ yuǎn yuǎn shǎn guò 　　 　　 yī yǎn jiù xiào zhe shuō：“ bù yào zhǐ dú lán mǔ， zuì hǎo dú yuán wén。” wǒ hóng zhe liǎn shuō：“ nà shì gǔ yīng yǔ， hěn 　　 　　 nán。” zhāng kě lǎo shī shuō：“ nǐ zhēn bù zhī dào dú yuán wén de lè qù yòu duō dà。” rán hòu tā yòu bǐ jiào qǐ zhū shēng háo 　　 　　 hé wú xīng huá de fān yì， yòng zhèng zhòng de kǒu qì jiè shào fǎ wén fān yì jiā fù léi， zuì hòu duì wǒ jìng rán méi tīng shuō guò fù dōng 　　 　　 huá yòu diǎn bù mǎn yì， shuō zhè shì yī wèi guó xué xī xué jù jiā de xué zhě。 shuō zhe tā zǒu jìn xī wū ná chū yī běn chén jiù de 　　 　　 niú pí zhǐ fēng miàn wén jí， lǐ biān yòu yī piān fù dōng huá lùn guó xué de wén zhāng， ràng wǒ yuè dú。 　　 　　 tán huà yī dàn kāi shǐ jiù jiàn jiàn yǎng chéng liǎo xí guàn， tā jí biàn shì suí kǒu shuō jǐ jù yě néng dài gěi wǒ yī gè wén yǎ de 　　 　　 shì jiè。 wǒ háo bù yǎn shì dì bào yuàn xué yuàn lǐ kè chéng zhī zhuō liè， tā wēi xiào dì shuō， dǎo zhēn de bù bì lái dú xì jù wén 　　 　　 xué xì。“ suō shì bǐ yà shì wèi shī rén， xiàng tā xué biān jù jì qiǎo wěi qū liǎo tā； zhōng guó huà jù de fā zhǎn， guān jiàn shì 　　 　　 dǎo yǎn； zhì yú chuán tǒng xìqǔ， jù běn lì lái bù zhòng yào， zhù yào shì yǎn yuán de biǎo yǎn。” tā cóng gēn běn shàng dòng yáo liǎo 　　 　　 wǒ běn lái jiù bù jiān shí de zhuān yè sī xiǎng hòu， yòu xīng zhì bó bó dì jiè shào qǐ wǒ shí fēn mò shēng de jīng jù nǚ lǎo shēng yǎn yuán 　　 　　 zhāng wén juān， yòng cí zhī rè liè zài tā píng rì de cóng róng tán tù zhōng hěn shǎo jiàn dào。 duì cǐ wǒ bù wú jīng yì， dàn jiēguǒ què 　　 　　 shì chù dòng wǒ rì hòu jiàn jiàn jiàn lì qǐ yī zhǒng yǐ yǎn yuán wéi zhōng xīn de bǐ jiào jiàn quán de xì jù guān niàn。 duì yú zài xì jù xué 　　 　　 yuàn de kè táng shàng yǐ jīng xiāo shī、 ér zài xué shēng kè yú yuè dú zhōng réng rán rè mén de bèi kè、 láo xùn、 yà què、 sī tǎn ní、 　　 　　 bù lāi xī tè， tā yǐ wēn hé de yǔ qì tí xǐng wǒdōu bù tài zhòng yào。 　　 　　 xiàn zài huí xiǎng qǐ lái， zhè me duō kàn sì zhì gāo wú shàng de dà shī zǎo zǎo dì bèi yī wèi nǚ xìng wēn hé de shēng yīn huà jiě 　　 　　 liǎo yī dà bàn， zhè jié shěng liǎo wǒ duō shǎo zuānyán de shí jiān， tí shēng liǎo wǒ duō shǎo niǎo kàn de gāo dù ! jiǎn fǎ bǐ jiā fǎ gèng zhí 　　 　　 dé gǎn xiè。 　　 　　 tiān 'àn liǎo， yī zhǎn hūn huáng de yóu dēng diǎn rán liǎo qǐ lái， fáng dōng yòu zài jiào wǒ men qù chī yán dòu xī fàn。 fàn hòu， 　　 　　 nóng cūn gànbù lǐ huì mín hé wǒ men zuò dào liǎo yī qǐ， tā shuō：“ nǐ men jīng cháng zài tán de dōng xī wǒ tīng bù dà dǒng， zhī 　　 　　 dào zì jǐ méi wén huà， xiàn zài tiān tiān wǎn shàng liàn máo bǐ zì， qǐng nǐ men bāng wǒ zhǐ diǎn zhǐ diǎn。” wǒ hé lǐ huì mín tóng shì 　　 　　 ér jū， zhī dào tā měi tiān wǎn shàng dōuyào liàn hěn cháng shí jiān de máo bǐ zì， yòu shí wǒ shuì liǎo yī jué xǐng lái kàn jiàn tā hái zài 　　 　　 liàn， zhì yú tā yǐ jīng liàn dào shénme chéng dù liǎo， què méi yòu qù zhù yì。 dài dào tā ná chū zuì jìn xiě de yī dà dié máo biān 　　 　　 zhǐ lái， wǒ hé zhāng kě lǎo shī dū jīng hū qǐ lái。 cái jǐ gè yuè， tā shǒu xià de 'ōu tǐ jiǔ chéng gōng yǐ jīng fēi cháng xiàng yàng。 　　 　　 yī tiān， wǒ zhèng zài mén wài xǐ yī fú， cóng ní lù shàng shǐ lái yī liàng nóng mín duǒ huò yòng de zì xíng chē， qí chē de shì 　　 　　 qīng nián nóng mín， ér huò jià shàng què zuò zhe yī wèi mǎn tóu báifà de qīng shòu lǎo zhě， yī kàn jiù zhī dào shì wén huà rén。 chē zài 　　 　　 wǒ gēn qián tíng xià liǎo， lǎo zhě tiào xià huò jià zǒu shàng yī bù wèn wǒ：“ qǐng wèn， xǔ xuán zài nǎ gè cūn？” xǔ xuán shì wǒ 　　 　　 de tóng bān tóng xué， wǒ lì jí duàn dìng， zhè shì xǔ xuán de fù qīn， huá dōng shī fàn dà xué zhù míng de wén xué jiào shòu xǔ jié xiān 　　 　　 shēng， quán guó wén míng de“ dà yòu pài”。 nà me shuāi lǎo de tā jū rán cháng tú diān bǒ kàn wàng nǚ 'ér lái liǎo， qì chē zhàn lí 　　 　　 zhè lǐ hěn yuǎn， huò yòng zì xíng chē xiǎn rán shì tā cóng chē zhàn gù dào zhè 'ér de。 　　 　　“ nín shì xǔ bó bó bā？” wǒ wèn。 tā gāo xīng dì diǎn liǎo diǎn tóu， wǒ jiù zhǐ gěi tā kàn xǔ xuán de zhù chù， zì 　　 　　 xíng chē yòu duǒ zhe tā shàng lù liǎo。 wǒ lián máng jiào chū zhāng kě lǎo shī， zhāng kě lǎo shī kàn zhe xǔ jié xiān shēng de bèi yǐng shēn shēn tàn 　　 　　 liǎo yī kǒu qì， shuō：“ shòu liǎo nà me duō zuì， hái yī xīn guān xīn zhe nǚ 'ér !” cóng xǔ jié xiān shēng， tán qǐ wén xué jiè。 　　 　　 wǒ shuō qián bù jiǔ dú liǎo shǎn xī zuò jiā wáng mén shí de jǐ gè duǎn piān bù cuò， tā shuō cóng wáng mén shí yī piān tán jié gòu de wén zhāng， 　　 　　 kě yǐ zhī dào tā bǐ qí tā nóng cūn zuò jiā yào yòng gōng。 rú cǐ píng jìng dì yǐ“ yòng gōng” yī cí lái píng jià yī wèi dāng shí pō 　　 　　 wéi hōng dòng de zuò jiā， wǒ kàn dào liǎo yī zhǒng níng jìng de wén huà fēng dù。 　　 　　“ guó wài de xiǎo shuō jiā nǐ zuì xǐ huān shuí？” tā xiǎng bǎ wǒ cóng zhōng guó zuò jiā zhōng yǐn kāi。 　　 　　“ fǎ guó de yǔ guǒ， é guó de qì hē fū。” wǒ huí dá。“ nà yě yī dìng zhī dào fān yì 'é wén de mǎn tāo？” 　　 　　 tā wèn。“ dāng rán。” wǒ shuō。 　　 　　“ tā shì wǒ jiā lǐ rén， gē gē。” tā shuō。“ tā yě xìng zhāng？” wǒ yú chǔn dì wèn。 tā rěn bù zhù xiào liǎo， 　　 　　 diǎn liǎo diǎn tóu。 　　 　　 tā jì rán tí dào liǎo gē gē， wǒ jiù dà dǎn dì zhuī wèn：“ zhāng kě lǎo shī， jù shuō nǐ yòu hěn chuán qí de jīng lì？” 　　 　　 tā yòu xiào liǎo：“ shénme chuán qí？ bù zhí yī tí。” tā méi yòu shùn zhe zhè gè huà tí jiǎng xià qù， ér shì huàn liǎo yī zhǒng 　　 　　 kǒu qì duì wǒ shuō：“ nǐ de gǔ wén yǐ jīng bù cuò， xiàn zài zuì hǎo bǎ wài yǔ xué hǎo， guāng píng yīng yǔ kè běn méi yòng。 wǒ 　　 　　 jué dé nǐ hái yīnggāi zài yòng gōng yī diǎn。” yòu shì“ yòng gōng”。 wǒ rèn zhēn dì diǎn liǎo diǎn tóu， shuō yǐ jīng bǎ zuì róng yì 　　 　　 mǎi dào de《 máo zé dōng xuǎn jí》 yīng wén bǎn tōng dú liǎo yī biàn， tā lián máng shuō：“ nà shì tōu lǎn de bàn fǎ， zhōng guó rén 　　 　　 de sī wéi， zhōng guó rén de cí huì， cāi dū cāi dé chū lái。 dú yīng yǔ， xiān dú dí gèng sī， zài dú suō shì bǐ yà。” 　　 　　 zhè yàng de tán huà， jīhū tiān tiān jìn xíng， tè bié shì zài wǎn shàng。 yáng shuì zhe liǎo， lǎo tài tài de ké sòu shēng yòu jié zòu dì 　　 　　 chuán lái， lǐ huì mín jì xù zài yóu dēng xià yǔ 'ōu yáng xún sī mó。 běi chuāng wài shì yī dào hěn gāo de cháng dī， cháng dī wài shì hào 　　 　　 kuò de cháng jiāng， wǎng dōng bù yuǎn， yòu yī gè gǔ lǎo de yuè bīng tái， shì qī jì guāng liú xià de yí jì； wǎng xī bù yuǎn， shì 　　 　　 zhèng hé xià xī yáng de mǎ tóu suǒ zài。 jiāng fēng zhèn zhèn， tāo shēng yǐn yǐn， ér wǒ men jū zhù zhe de cūn luò， cóng míng mò yǐ lái 　　 　　 yī zhí shì hǎi dào de jù diǎn。 dāng nián ràng háng chuán zhě men wén fēng sàng dǎn de“ qī shí 'èr jiā cūn” jiù zài zhè lǐ， zhè gè rú 　　 　　 cǐ pò bài de xiǎo cūn luò jiù shì“ qī shí 'èr jiā cūn” de yī bù fèn。 　　 　　 cháng jiāng、 hǎi dào、 zhèng hé、 qī jì guāng， xiàn zài yòu jiā shàng liǎo yǔ guǒ、 qì hē fū hé suō shì bǐ yà。 wǒ nà mèn： 　　 　　 shì yī zhǒng shénme yuán fèn， ràng wǒ zài zhè yàng de yī gè dì fāng yù dào liǎo zhè yàng yī wèi zhǎngzhě？ 　　 　　 chūn jié dào liǎo， shàng jí tōng zhī， měi cūn sān rén zhōng yī gè liú shǒu， liǎng gè kě yǐ huí jiā tàn qīn。 liú shǒu zhě dāng rán 　　 　　 shì wǒ， tā men liǎng wèi zǒu liǎo。 lǐ huì mín tiān tiān zuǐ shàng guà zhe wèi hūn qī， hé kuàng tā de chǎo mǐ fěn yě zǎo yǐ bèi wǒ chī 　　 　　 wán liǎo。 guò jǐ tiān， bù zhī zài nǎ gè cūn zhuāng， jiā jiā hù hù de chūn lián dū huì huàn shàng piào liàng qí zhěng de 'ōu tǐ？ zhāng kě 　　 　　 lǎo shī huí de shì yī gè shénme yàng de jiā ní？ zuò wéi xué shēng， shénme yàng de wèn tí dōukě yǐ xún wèn lǎo shī， jiù shì bù 　　 　　 shì yí xún wèn lǎo shī de jiā tíng。 tā rì rì yè yè gěi wǒ jiǎng liǎo nà me duō huà， zěn me chú liǎo gē gē mǎn tāo， què cóng lái 　　 　　 wèi céng tí qǐ zì jǐ de jiā lǐ rén？ 　　 　　 sì 　　 　　 cóng nóng cūn huí dào xué xiào bù jiǔ，“ wén huà dà gé mìng” kāi shǐ liǎo。 wǒ men bān jí de tóng xué， hěn shǎo yòu jiā lǐ 　　 　　 bù chū shì qíng de。 zuò jiā、 jiào shòu de hòu dài zì bù dài shuō， lián“ gāo gān zǐ dì” men yě jiē 'èr lián sān dì dà huò lín 　　 　　 tóu。 guō mò ruò jǐ jīng tòngqiè jiǎn tǎo hòu hái bǎo liú zhe wèi zhì， dàn tā tuī jiàn lái de qū xìn xiān què yù dào liǎo jiā tíng chū shēn 　　 　　 wèn tí。 lǐ yīng níng tóng xué fù qīn de dǎng líng jīhū hé dǎng shǐ chàbù duō cháng， dàn bù xìng tā yòu shì yī wèi chū sè de shū fǎ 　　 　　 jiā hé wén wù jiàn shǎng jiā， dāng zào fǎn pài chuǎng jìn tā jiā dǎ làn liǎo nà xiē wén wù， tā yě jiù bù xiǎng huó liǎo。 wǒ fù qīn jí 　　 　　 jí wú míng， jū rán yě yīn shì“ jiē jí yì jǐ fènzǐ” ér bèi guān yā， tā kě shì wǒ men yī jiā bā kǒu rén wéi yī de jīng 　　 　　 jì lái yuán， wǒ zhè gè dà 'ér zǐ suī rán bù dào 'èr shí suì què miàn duì zhe yī fù jiā tíng shēng jì zhòng dān， pán suàn zài sān jué dé 　　 　　 néng jiù wǒ men quán jiā de zhǐ yòu zài 'ān huī gōng zuò shàng wèi chéng jiā de shū shū liǎo， dàn gāng gāng xiǎng dào， shū shū yǐ zài yīcháng yóu 　　 　　 jiē pī dǒu zhī hòu zì shā。 tā yóu jiē pī dǒu de zuì míng shì“ xù yì měi huà dà dú cǎo《 hóng lóu mèng》”。 　　 　　 zhè yàng dà tóng xiǎo yì de bēi cǎn gù shì， zài jǐ tiān zhī nèi dū yā dào liǎo gè wèi tóng xué shēn shàng。 bù jiǔ qián hái xī xī 　　 　　 hā hā de bān jí， yī xià zǐ biàn dé hěn chén mò。 xiàn zài huí xiǎng qǐ lái zhēn bù lǐ jiě dà jiā nián jì qīng qīng wèihé nà me dǒng 　　 　　 shì， bù kū qì、 bù sù shuō、 bù qiú gào， zhǐ shì měi tiān píng jìng 'ér chuàng rán dì zǒu zài chù chù piāo fú zhe biāo yǔ、 dà zì 　　 　　 bào de xiào yuán lǐ。 bèi hòu de zhǎngzhě dōubù jiàn liǎo， rè nào zhōng de jiǎo bù mài dé duō me gū dú。 bù zhī zài hé chù yīn 'àn 　　 　　 de fáng jiān lǐ， zhǎngzhě men zhèng mù guāng chī chī dì xuán xiǎng zhe zhè xiē jiǎo bù， ér zhè xiē jiǎo bù què yǐ zǒu bù dào zhǎngzhě men shēn 　　 　　 biān。 　　 　　 xué xiào zhōng de zào fǎn pài mà wǒ men bān jí shì wán míng bù huà de“ sān zuò dà shān”， qí shí tā men nǎ lǐ zhī dào， 　　 　　 zhè gè bān jí yā zhe duō shǎo gè jiā tíng bēi jù， yòu shénme xīn xù zài xué xiào lǐ hú nào， yòu yòu shénme zī gé hú nào？ yòu 　　 　　 yī tiān， tū rán zài xiào yuán lǐ jiàn dào liǎo zhāng kě lǎo shī， tā lì lái bù shì nà zhǒng cháng néng jiàn dào de lǎo shī， cóng nóng cūn fēn 　　 　　 bié hòu jiù hěn shǎo zhào miàn， bù zhī zài gànshénme。 nà tiān tā xiǎn dé hěn pí juàn， zǒude hěn màn。 měng dì kàn dào wǒ tā fēi 　　 　　 cháng gāo xīng， bǐ cǐ wèn duì fāng hǎo má， huí dá dū hán hú qí cí， jiān nán dì zhǎo zhe huà tí。 　　 　　“ lǐ huì mín zuì jìn yòu lián xì má？” tā wèn。“ shuí ?”“ lǐ huì mín。” tā yòu chóngfù liǎo yī cì， zhè xià 　　 　　 wǒ xiǎng qǐ lái liǎo， yǔ wǒ men yī qǐ zhù liǎo hěn jiǔ de nóng cūn gànbù。 dǎo bù shì wǒ wàng liǎo tā， shì méi yòu liào dào zhāng kě 　　 　　 lǎo shī huì zài zhè yàng de shí kè tí qǐ tā。 nà xiē tán suō shì bǐ yà、 liàn jiǔ chéng gōng de yè wǎn yòu fú xiàn zài yǎn qián， wǒ 　　 　　 bǎ zhāng kě lǎo shī chān dào lù biān cǎo píng shàng tán liǎo yī huì 'ér。 tā yòu gào sù wǒ， tā jiā yòu yī gè lín jū， shì wǒ zhōng xué 　　 　　 de xiào yǒu， měi cì jiàn miàn dū bǎ wǒ zuò wéi tán lùn duì xiàng。 wǒ xiǎng bù qǐ nà wèi xiào yǒu， dàn qǐng zhāng kě lǎo shī dài wǒ xiàng 　　 　　 tā wèn hǎo。 　　 　　“ tīng shuō nǐ men yòu yào xià nóng cūn ?” tā wèn。 　　 　　“ shì de， yǐ jīng dòng yuán liǎo。” wǒ shuō。“ duō jiǔ ?” tā wèn。 　　 　　“ shuō shì yī bèi zǐ。”“ ràng dài shū má？” tā yòu wèn。“ hái bù zhī dào。 zǒng kě yǐ dài jǐ běn bā。” 　　 　　 dàn wǒ xīn lǐ míng bái， zhāng kě lǎo shī shuō de shū， bù shì kě ràng dài de nà jǐ běn。 　　 　　“ yī bèi zǐ， yǔ fù mǔ shāng liàng liǎo？” wǒ dàn dàn kǔ xiào liǎo yī xià。 zhāng kě lǎo shī hǎo xiàng gǎn jué dào liǎo zhè zhǒng 　　 　　 wèn fǎ yòu diǎn bù hé shí yí， biàn qīng qīng pāi liǎo pāi wǒ de shǒu bì， shuō：“ hǎohǎo zhào gù zì jǐ。” zhè cì xià xiāng láo 　　 　　 dòng de shí jiān bìng méi yòu yù xiǎng de nà me màn wú biān jì， děng wǒ men zài jǐ dù chūn gēng qiū shōu zhī hòu tū rán bèi tōng zhī huí dào 　　 　　 shàng hǎi， qíng kuàng yǐ fā shēng hěn dà biàn huà。 gōng xuān duì、 jūn xuān duì hé zào fǎn pài zhī jiān chǎo nào dé hěn lì hài， zào fǎn pài 　　 　　 de yī xiē tóu tóu bèi guān qǐ lái liǎo， yòu chū liǎo lín biāo shì jiàn， yī lái 'èr qù， shàng jí jū rán xià lìng yào fù kè liǎo。 fù 　　 　　 kè yòu méi yòu jiào cái， yú shì yī wō fēng dì chéng lì gè zhǒng gè yàng de jiào cái biān xiě zǔ。 yuán xiān bèi zuò wéi yùn dòng duì xiàng huò 　　 　　 yùn dòng zǔ lì kàn dài de nà bāng rén， kāi shǐ yòu diǎn shì gān liǎo。 xiān tīng shuō yòu yī pī jiào shī yào qù cān jiā xiū dìng《 cí hǎi》， 　　 　　 míng dān shàng yòu zhāng kě lǎo shī； hòu lái lù lù xù xù yòu yòu yī xiē jiào shī bèi chōu diào chū qù， yī tiān zài dà shí táng， yòu yī 　　 　　 gè jūn xuān duì yuán zhǎo wǒ tán huà， yào wǒ cān jiā shè zài fù dàn dà xué de yī gè xiàn dài wén xué biān xiě zǔ。“ měi gè wén kē 　　 　　 xué xiào dōuyòu rén cān jiā， yǐ fù dàn、 shī dà wéi zhù， wǒ men shì xiǎo xué xiào， yào qiān xū。” tā shuō。 　　 　　 dāng shí suǒ yòu de xiū dìng zǔ hé jiào cái biān xiě zǔ dū yóu shì lǐ de xiě zuò zǔ tǒng guǎn， xiě zuò zǔ duì wǒ zhè yàng yī gè 　　 　　“ wén gé” yǐ lái wèi céng cān jiā guò rèn hé zǔ zhì de nián qīng rén yòu diǎn kàn zhòng de yì sī， rán 'ér bì jìng wǒ de yùn qì tài 　　 　　 hǎo， yī jiǔ qī wǔ nián nián chū jiù fā jué dé liǎo gān yán。 zài jiā xiū xī yī zhèn hái bù xíng， zhǐ dé zhù yuàn， chū liǎo yī yuàn 　　 　　 jiù dào gù xiāng xiū yǎng qù liǎo。 yào bù rán， cóng yī jiǔ qī wǔ nián dào yī jiǔ qī liù nián， wǒ rú guǒ zài shàng hǎi， méi zhǔn yě 　　 　　 huì fèng mìng cānyù yī xiē zhū rú“ fǎn jī yòu qīng fān 'àn fēng” hé qí tā míng mù fán duō de xiǎo yùn dòng， jū rán dū ràng wǒ táo 　　 　　 guò qù liǎo。 gǔ rén shuō“ yīn bìng dé xián shū bù 'è”， xìn rán。 jì dé huí xiāng xiū yǎng qián zài xué yuàn yī wù shì lǐ hái yù 　　 　　 jiàn guò zhāng kě lǎo shī yī cì， tā shuō：“ méi guān xì， wǒ 'ài rén yě dé guò gān yán， shǎo chī yào， duō xiū xī， zēng jiā 　　 　　 yíng yǎng。” shùn biàn tā hái yú kuài dì gào sù wǒ， xué yuàn lǐ shòu rén zūn jìng de zhū duān jūn jiào shòu xiàn zài yě zài cān jiā xiū dìng 　　 　　《 cí hǎi》。 　　 　　 zhè cì tā zhōng yú tí dào liǎo zì jǐ de 'ài rén。 wǒ céng tīng xì lǐ de lǎo shī shuō， tā 'ài rén shì“ hú fēng fènzǐ”， 　　 　　 jiū jìng shì shuí， què bù qīng chǔ。 　　 　　 shuō shì huí xiāng yǎng bìng， gù xiāng què zhǐ yòu yī wèi qī shí duō suì de lǎo zǔ mǔ， wǒ pà chuán rǎn gěi tā。 hòu lái shì wǒ 　　 　　 tóng xiāng de lǎo shī shèng zhōng jiàn xiān shēng zài fèng huà xiàn de yī gè bàn shān yāo lǐ zhǎo dào yī jiān xiǎo fáng zǐ， ràng wǒ zhù liǎo xià lái。 　　 　　 chī fàn zé yòu yī dùn méi yī dùn， dā zài shān jiǎo xià yī gè jí qí jiǎn lòu de xiǎo shí táng lǐ。 nà lǐ lián yī fèn bào zhǐ yě kàn 　　 　　 bù dào， wán quán bù zhī dào tiān xià fā shēng liǎo shénme shì。 yòu shì dà xìng， jū rán ràng wǒ rèn shí liǎo yī wèi bā shí duō suì de 　　 　　 shěn lǎo xiān shēng， tā shòu dāng dì wén huà guǎn wěi tuō guǎn lǐ zhe zǎo nián jiǎng jīng guó xiān shēng zài shān jiān de yī gè dú shū shì， jīng tā 　　 　　 diǎn tóu， wǒ jiù quán shēn xīn dì zuàn dào nà xiē jiù shū lǐ qù liǎo。 nà 'ér chú liǎo《 gǔ jīn tú shū jí chéng》、《 èr shí sì 　　 　　 shǐ》、《 sì bù cóng kān》 wài， hái yòu《 wàn yòu wén kù》 hé bǐ jiào wán zhěng de 'èr sān shí nián dài chū bǎn de wén huà zá 　　 　　 zhì， wǒ fǎn zhèng yòu de shì shí jiān， yī běn běn yuè dú。 zhèng jīng shū dú lěi liǎo， jiù qù xīng zhì bó bó dì fān yuè yī dà duī 　　 　　《 dōng fāng zá zhì》。 dú shū shì wài miàn shì cháng tiān huāng cǎo， ān jìng wú bǐ。 wǒ cóng lái méi yòu huò dé guò nà me yōu yuè de 　　 　　 dú shū tiáo jiàn， dāng rán jué bù fàng guò， lián shēng bìng de shì yě wàng jì liǎo。 　　 　　 nà wèi shěn lǎo xiān shēng yòu diǎn xiān fēng dào gǔ， nà me dà nián jì hái měi tiān pá shān， yòu shí jū rán qīn zì tí yī xiǎo lán 　　 　　 zǐ jiā zāi shí xiān shuǐ guǒ， dào bàn shān xiǎo wū lái sòng gěi wǒ， ràng wǒ jì jīng yà yòu gǎn dòng。 wǒ wèn tā wèishénme bù zài dú 　　 　　 shū shì lǐ jiāo gěi wǒ 'ér yào qīn zì sòng lái， tā shuō zhè shì“ lǐ shù”。 tā dǎo shì měi tiān zǎo chén zài jiā tīng diǎn guǎng bō， 　　 　　 bǎ zhòng yào de xiāo xī gào sù wǒ。 yòu yī tiān tā shuō táng shān fā shēng liǎo dà dì zhèn， nǐ bàn shān yāo de xiǎo fáng zǐ yě wēi xiǎn， 　　 　　 yú shì wǒ jǐ jīng dǎ tīng bān dào yī gè miào lǐ duǒ bì。 zài miào lǐ yòu zhù liǎo bù shàoshí rì， réng rán tiān tiān qù dú jiǎng jīng guó 　　 　　 xiān shēng liú xià de nà xiē shū。 nà gè dú shū shì zào dé hěn jiān gù， jí shǐ fā shēng dì zhèn yě huì hěn 'ān quán。 shěn lǎo xiān shēng 　　 　　 shuō， jiǎng jīng guó xiān shēng cóng lái méi yòu chōng fèn lì yòng guò zhè gè dú shū shì， zhè gè dú shū shì jiǎn zhí jiù shì wèiwǒ zào de liǎo。 　　 　　 cóng gǔ miào dào dú shū shì nà tiáo lěng pì de huāng lù， wǒ yǐ jīng zǒude yōu rán táo rán， jīhū jì bù dé nián yuè liǎo。 zhōng yú 　　 　　 yòu yī tiān， wǒ cóng liǎng wèi guò lù shān mín zuǐ zhōng dé zhī， lì jí yòu zài lǎo xiān shēng nà lǐ zhèng shí， máo zé dōng qù shì liǎo。 　　 　　 wǔ 　　 　　 jǐ nián hòu， wǒ zài xì zī liào shì lǐ fān yuè zá zhì， tū rán dú dào yī piān yòng zhōng xī bǐ jiào fāng fǎ yán jiū《 wén xīn 　　 　　 diāo lóng》 de wén zhāng， shí fēn jīng tàn， què bù zhī zuò zhě wáng yuán huà shì shénme rén。 dāng shí zhèng hǎo yòu shàng hǎi de yī jiā dà 　　 　　 bào xiàng wǒ yuē gǎo， jiù xiě liǎo piān dú hòu gǎn jì qù。 jǐ tiān hòu bào shè biān ji qīn zì lái dào wǒ jiā， gào sù wǒ zhè piān dú 　　 　　 hòu gǎn bù néng fā biǎo。 yuán yīn shì“ wáng yuán huà de lì shǐ wèn tí hái méi yòu jié lùn， xué shù zá zhì fā biǎo tā de lùn wén kě 　　 　　 yǐ， dàn wǒ men bào zhǐ……” wǒ wèn：“ wáng yuán huà jiū jìng shì shuí ?”“ nǐ xiě liǎo wén zhāng hái bù zhī dào tā shì shuí ?” 　　 　　 nà wèi biān ji shí fēn jīng yà，“ wǒ hái yǐ wèishì yóu yú nǐ hé tā 'ài rén tóng zài yī gè xué xiào de guān xì ní。”“ tā 　　 　　 ài rén zài wǒ men xué yuàn ?” wǒ hǎo qí jí liǎo。“ zhāng kě má ! nǐ zhēn de bù zhī dào？”“ ā？” zhè xià wǒ dǎo zhēn 　　 　　 shì fā dāi liǎo。 guò xiē tiān wǒ yòu yì shí dì zài xué xiào lǐ zhǎo dào zhāng kě lǎo shī， tán liǎo zhè jiàn shì， yě tán liǎo wǒ duì wáng 　　 　　 yuán huà xiān shēng wén zhāng de píng jià。 zhāng kě lǎo shī kāi xīn dì xiào zhe， bù duàn dì shuō：“ nǐ tài kè qì liǎo， nǐ tài kè qì 　　 　　 liǎo！” yòu guò liǎo jǐ tiān， xì lǐ de bǎi bīn lǎo shī jiāo gěi wǒ yī fēng hòu hòu de xìn， chāi kāi yī kàn， shǔ míng wáng yuán huà。 　　 　　 chú liǎo yuē wǒ jiàn miàn， hái tán dào yǐ qián rú hé cóng zhāng kě lǎo shī nà lǐ zhī dào wǒ， qí zhōng yòu yī duàn huà， yī kàn zhī xià 　　 　　 yǎn jīng yī liàng， hòu lái bù zhī yòu mò sòng liǎo duō shǎo biàn： jìn guǎn shēn biān hái yòu dà liàng ràng rén shēng qì de shì， dàn wǒ kě yǐ 　　 　　 fù zé dì shuō， jiù xué shù wén huà yán jiū 'ér yán， xiàn zài kě néng zhèng zài jìn rù běn shì jì yǐ lái zuì hǎo de shí qī。 　　 　　 yī wèi shāng hén lěi lěi、 shàng wèi píng fǎn de zhǎngzhě， jū rán yòng rú cǐ míng kuài de yǔ yán zuò chū liǎo shì jì xìng de pàn duàn， 　　 　　 dāng shí duì wǒ de zhèn hàn zhēn shì fēi tóng xiǎo kě。“ kě néng zhèng zài jìn rù běn shì jì yǐ lái zuì hǎo de shí qī” ─── zhì 　　 　　 shǎo yòu jǐ gè yuè shí jiān wǒ yī zhí niàn dāo zhe zhè měi yī gè zì， huí xiǎng zhe liáng qǐ chāo、 zhāng tài yán、 wáng guó wéi、 lǔ xùn、 　　 　　 chén yín kè， bù néng bù chǎn shēng yī zhǒng huáng kǒng， pà dà jiā zài rè nào zhōng bǎ yī gè zhòng yào de shí jī gū fù。 zhèng shì zhè zhǒng 　　 　　 zhèn hàn hé huáng kǒng， shǐ wǒ jí jí dì jiāng nà bù wǒ duō cì tí dào guò de H. kè lā kè de yīng wén zhù zuò zuò wéi guǎi zhàng， xiàng 　　 　　 gǔ dài 'ōu zhōu zǒu qù。 　　 　　 zhè xiē nián zài hǎi nèi wài yǎn jiǎng zhōng zǒng huì bèi rén pín pín wèn qǐ， wǒ cóng yī gè xì jù xué zhě zhuǎn 'ér tóu shēn yú duō fāng 　　 　　 wèi wén huà sī kǎo de zuì chū dòng lì， wǒ zǒng shì huí dá： shí jǐ nián qián， wǒ shōu dào guò yī wèi zhǎngzhě de xìn。 　　 　　 shōu dào xìn de dì 'èr tiān， wǒ jiù lái dào wáng yuán huà、 zhāng kě lǎo shī de jiā lǐ。 zhāng kě lǎo shī zhǐ máng zhe duān chá、 　　 　　 sòng diǎn xīn， ér wáng yuán huà xiān shēng zé jīhū méi yòu hán xuān jiù lì jí yǔ wǒ tán qǐ liǎo gāng gāng fā biǎo bù jiǔ de lǐ zé hòu de 　　 　　《 lùn yán fù》， yòu lián xì dào lǐ zé hòu zǎo zài wǔ shí nián dài fā biǎo de《 tán sì tóng yán jiū》， zhè zhǒng bù chàn shuǐ fèn 　　 　　 de xué shù xìng tán huà chū xiàn zài jiā tíng lǐ shāo shāo xiǎn dé yòu diǎn chén mèn， zhāng kě lǎo shī zuò zài yī biān tīng liǎo yī huì 'ér jiù xiào 　　 　　 zhe chēn guài qǐ lái：“ rén jiā nà me yuǎn de lù gǎn lái， yī xià zǐ tán dé nà me yán sù !” dài dào chī fàn liǎo， zhāng kě lǎo 　　 　　 shī shǐ zhōng zài máng zhe gěi wǒ jiā cài tiān fàn， lián wáng yuán huà xiān shēng yě jué dé guò fèn liǎo， yī cì cì shuō：“ ràng qiū yǔ zì 　　 　　 jǐ lái， ràng qiū yǔ zì jǐ lái。” dàn shì měi cì chī fàn， wǒ zǒng jué dé tā men fàn liàng tài xiǎo， ér wǒ de fàn liàng tài dà， 　　 　　 hěn bù hǎo yì sī。 　　 　　 méi yòu xiǎng dào， yī jiǔ qī jiǔ nián liù yuè， zhāng kě lǎo shī tū rán zài yī cì huì yì shàng zhōng fēng。 sòng dào yī yuàn， qíng 　　 　　 shì shí fēn wēi jí， hūn mí shí tiān bù xǐng， bàn gè duō yuè yī zhí chǔyú bìng wēi zhī zhōng。 wáng yuán huà xiān shēng zài yī yuàn háotáo 　　 　　 dà kū， zhè wèi duō zāi duō nán de xué zhě yī biàn biàn hū hǎn：“ wǒ duì bù qǐ tā ! wǒ duì bù qǐ tā !” tā dāng shí hái méi 　　 　　 yòu píng fǎn。 　　 　　 bù dào bàn nián， wáng yuán huà de yuān 'àn zhōng yú chè dǐ píng fǎn。 cǐ shí de zhāng kě lǎo shī， suī yǐ bǎi tuō bìng wēi， què 　　 　　 xiàng huàn liǎo yī gè rén。 　　 　　 wáng yuán huà cān jiā gōng zuò hòu yuè lái yuè máng lù， hěn shǎo yòu shí jiān zài jiā dòu liú liǎo。 zhāng kě lǎo shī jǐ shí nián lái zǎo 　　 　　 yǐ xí guàn měi tiān péi zhe kùn xiàn yú yuān qū hé jì mò zhōng de zhàng fū， xiàn zài， tā jì mò liǎo。 　　 　　 wáng yuán huà zǒng xiǎng chōu shí jiān péi tā。 nà nián zài lú shān zhào kāi quán guó wén yì lǐ lùn yán tǎo huì， wáng yuán huà yīnggāi dào 　　 　　 huì， tā què yòng《 wén xīn diāo lóng chuàng zuò lùn》 de yī dà bàn gǎo fèi， zài lú shān zū liǎo yī jiān fáng zǐ， bǎ zhāng kě lǎo shī 　　 　　 jiē qù liǎo， chéng jī ràng tā zài nà lǐ liáo yǎng。 wǒ yě qù cān jiā liǎo zhè cì huì yì， dào tā men de nà jiān fáng zǐ qù bài fǎng， 　　 　　 fā xiàn lái fǎng de kè rén chuān liú bù xī， hěn nán zhēn zhèng xiū yǎng。 yī tiān， yùhuì dài biǎo fēn chéng jǐ liàng kè chē zài shān jiān yóu 　　 　　 wán， qí zhōng yòu liǎng liàng fān liǎo chē， xiāo xī chuán dào zhāng kě lǎo shī 'ěr duǒ lǐ， tā jū rán qǐ shēn lái dào wū wài， jiāo jí dì 　　 　　 zài lù kǒu jiàn yī rén wèn yī rén：“ yú qiū yǔ sǐ liǎo méi yòu ? yú qiū yǔ sǐ liǎo méi yòu ?” nà liǎng liàng fān liǎo de chē， yě 　　 　　 zhǐ shì bù fèn rén shòu liǎo diǎn qīng shāng， ér wǒ nà tiān gēn běn méi yòu chū yóu。 dāng wǒ zhī dào zhāng kě lǎo shī duì wǒ de wèn xùn zhī 　　 　　 hòu shí zài yòu diǎn chī jīng， yī shì bèi yī wèi bìng rén de guān 'ài suǒ gǎn dòng， èr shì jué dé ruò zài tā shēng bìng zhī qián， zhè wèi 　　 　　 zhōng yīng wén jù jiā de gāo yǎ nǚ zǐ jué bù huì yòng zhè yàng jiǎn dān zhí bá de jù zǐ wèn huà。 　　 　　 liù 　　 　　 rì zǐ yī nián nián guò qù， lián wǒ men yě jiàn jiàn lǎo liǎo。 sān shí rén de bān jí， yǐ jīng yòu sì gè tóng xué qù shì， 　　 　　 měi cì zhuī dào huì， tóng xué men kū dé xiàng jiā shǔ yī yàng shāng xīn。 　　 　　 shì shénme jī yuán bǎ wǒ men lā zài yī qǐ de， zhè yǐ jīng biàn dé hěn bù zhòng yào。 yòu yī cì wǒ yù dào hěn duō nián qián 　　 　　 dào zhōng xué lái yóu shuō wǒ bào kǎo shàng hǎi xì jù xué yuàn de nà wèi lǎo shī， shuō：“ wǒ de dà bàn bèi zǐ dōubèi nǐ piàn guò lái 　　 　　 liǎo。” tā yī xiào：“ piàn lái yī wèi yuàn cháng， zhí。” qí shí qǐ zhǐ piàn lái wǒ zhè wèi yuàn cháng， xiàn rèn yuàn cháng róng guǎng 　　 　　 rùn jiào shòu， xì jù wén xué xì zhù rèn dīng luó nán jiào shòu， yǐ jí tú shū guǎn de lǚ zhào kāng guǎn cháng， dōushì cóng wǒ men zhè gè 　　 　　 xiǎo xiǎo bān jí zǒu chū lái de。 tóng xué zhōng， lǐ xiǎo lín yǐ rán zài zhǎng guǎn zhōng guó zuì yōu xiù de wén xué zá zhì《 shōu huò》， 　　 　　 ér tā suǒ chéng dān de gèng zhòng yào de shǐ mìng shì wéi hù bā jīn lǎo rén de jiàn kāng。 bā jīn lǎo rén zài huí yì lù zhōng céng yòng gǎn niàn 　　 　　 de bǐ chù tí qǐ wǒ men zhè gè bān jí， xiǎng dāng nián， zhǐ yào tīng dào wǔ kāng lù lǎo rén jiā lǐ yòu shì， bān jí tóng xué jiù yī 　　 　　 rén yī liàng zì xíng chē hū de yī shēng qù liǎo。 fēng fēng huǒ huǒ、 shuǎng shuǎng lì lì de guì wèi míng tóng xué fù zé zhe《 méng yá》 zá 　　 　　 zhì， tā yě yào chéng dān zhào gù jiā zhōng láolèi yī shēng de wén huà zhǎngzhě de rèn wù。 ér nà wèi yóu guō mò ruò xiān shēng tuī jiàn lái 　　 　　 de qū xìn xiān tóng xué， suī rán shēn tǐ bù hǎo què qín yú jiào yù， qīn zì péi yǎng chū liǎo zhù míng jù zuò jiā zōng fú xiān、 mǎ zhōng 　　 　　 jùn、 jiǎ hóng yuán、 shǐ měi jùn……。 yòu yī cì zhāo shōu yán jiū shēng kǒu shì， wǒ wèn yī wèi kǎo shēng， nǐ zuì xǐ huān de dāng 　　 　　 dài jù zuò jiā shì shuí？ kǎo shēng huí dá shì mǎ zhōng jùn。 wǒ yòu wèn， nǐ zhī dào mǎ zhōng jùn xiān shēng de jù zuò jiào shī shì shuí？ 　　 　　 kǎo shēng yáo tóu， wǒ dé yì dì gào sù tā：“ shì běn jiào shī de tóng bān tóng xué， xìng míng zàn shí bǎo mì。” shì de， lián 　　 　　 wǒ men de xué shēng yě yǐ jīng rú cǐ xiàng mó xiàng yàng， wǒ men què shí dū lǎo liǎo。 　　 　　 rén yī shàng nián jì， jiù huì zì rán xī miè wǎng cháng wù yǐ wéi càn làn de fú huǒ， jìng jìng dì qù tǐ huì rén shēng de hòu wèi。 　　 　　 zài zhè yī guò chéng zhōng， zhāng kě lǎo shī de shēn yǐng zǒng huì yuè lái yuè xiān míng dì huàng dòng zài yǎn qián。 yǐ jīng bù zài jǐn jǐn shì xué 　　 　　 shēng duì lǎo shī de gǎn xiè， ér shì tā yǐ nà me cháng de shí jiān gěi wǒ shè liǎo yī gè mí， jiē kāi mí dǐ jū rán shì wáng yuán huà 　　 　　 xiān shēng。 qí shí， gèng dà de mí dǐ shì tā zì jǐ。 yī gè nǚ rén bèi hòu de xué zhě， yī gè xué zhě bèi hòu de nǚ rén， 　　 　　 zhè gè jié gòu yǐ jīng hěn yòu mèi lì， dàn gèng yòu mèi lì de hái shì dì 'èr jié gòu， nà jiù shì： màn cháng zāinàn zhōng de bù xiè 　　 　　 hù wèi， zāinàn xiāo jiě hòu de juàn rán tuì xià。 　　 　　 hǎo yī gè juàn rán tuì xià， zhè yòu shǐ wǒ lián xiǎng dào tā zǎo nián de yī gè jié gòu： gòng chǎn dǎng zhǎng wò zhèng quán qián de chū 　　 　　 shēng rù sǐ， gòng chǎn dǎng zhǎng wò zhèng quán hòu de qiǎo rán yǐn qù。 zhè jǐ gè jié gòu wō xuán zài yī wèi gāo yǎ nǚ zǐ shēn shàng， shǐ 　　 　　 wǒ jué dé jì huī hóng 'ér yòu shén mì。 xiàn zài， měi cì kàn dào zài cāng lǎo、 pí bèi zhōng xiàng wǒ lù chū xiào róng de zhāng kě lǎo shī， 　　 　　 zǒng jué dé zhè shì yī mén xuán 'ào de rén shēng kè chéng。 wǒ bù zài hòu huǐ dāng nián tóu nǎo yī rè cuò kǎo liǎo shàng hǎi xì jù xué yuàn， 　　 　　 zhè zhǒng cuò kǎo ràng wǒ yòu jī huì zhí jiē miàn duì zhè mén kè chéng， fēi cháng zhí dé。 　　 　　 zhōng xué bì yè shí de sān gè xiǎo huǒ bàn yuē dìng gè xué yī lèi zhuān yè děng 'èr shí nián hòu yī qǐ chàng yóu shì jiè， èr shí nián 　　 　　 zǎo yǐ guò qù， dāng nián de yuē dìng yě yǐ jīng piāo zuò yún yān。 gè xué yī lèi zhuān yè jiù néng dǒng dé shì jiè ? zhè zhēn shì hái tóng zhī 　　 　　 jiàn。 qǐng kàn jǐn jǐn yī gè zhāng kě lǎo shī， jiù zú gòu ràng wǒ men zhōng shēn qù yuè dú。 　　 　　 dà gài cóng wǔ nián qián kāi shǐ， wǒ jué dé xū yào duì zhāng kě lǎo shī zuò jìn yī bù de liǎo jiě， yǐ biàn gào sù wǒ de tóng 　　 　　 xué hé wǒ de dú zhě。 qián nián， guó jì dà zhuān biàn lùn sài cóng hā fó、 yé lǔ hé zhōng guó dà lù yāo qǐng liǎo wǔ wèi zhōng píng wěi， 　　 　　 wǒ hé wáng yuán huà xiān shēng zhèng hǎo zài nèi， zài píng pàn de kòngyú shí jiān， wǒ kāi shǐ xiàng tā xún wèn。 qián bù jiǔ， wǒ tè dì 　　 　　 liè chū yī xiē mó hú zhī chù zài jìn yī bù qǐng jiào wáng yuán huà xiān shēng， zhōng yú， wǒ kě yǐ wéi zhāng kě lǎo shī xiě xià yī duàn huà 　　 　　 liǎo。 　　 　　 zhè duàn huà bù cháng， dà zhì rú xià─── 　　 　　 zhāng kě， yī jiǔ 'èr □ nián shí 'èr yuè chū shēng yú sū zhōu yī gè shū xiāng shì jiā， shòu liáng hǎo zǎo qī jiào yù。 shí liù suì 　　 　　 shí kǎo jìn shàng hǎi jì nán dà xué， zhè shì yī suǒ yōng yòu zhèng zhèn duó、 sūn dà yǔ、 lǐ jiàn wú、 zhōu yú tóng、 chén lín ruì děng 　　 　　 jiào shòu de dà xué， xué fēng chún hòu。 yī jiǔ sān bā nián shí bā suì shí jiā rù zhōng guó gòng chǎn dǎng， cóng cǐ quán lì tóu shēn gé mìng， 　　 　　 dà xué bì yè hòu zhù yào zài shàng hǎi xì jù jiè cóng shì kàng rì huó dòng， zì jǐ fān yì jù běn、 zǔ zhì xiǎo jù chǎng yǎn chū， hái 　　 　　 duō cì qīn zì cān jiā biǎo yǎn。 jié shí bǐ tā jiào zǎo cān jiā gòng chǎn dǎng de nián qīng xué zhě wáng yuán huà。 　　 　　 kàng zhàn chū nián zài yī cì qīng nián yǒu rén de jù huì zhōng， yòu rén xì wèn wáng yuán huà xīn zhōng liàn rén， wáng yuán huà shuō： 　　 　　“ wǒ xǐ huān zhāng kě”， zhāng kě wén zhī bù yuè， zhì wèn wáng yuán huà shénme yì sī， wáng yuán huà yǔ sài。 bā nián kàng zhàn， 　　 　　 wú xīn hūn liàn， kàng zhàn shèng lì qián xī， yòu xiē zhuī qiú tā de rén wèn tā zhǔyì yú shuí， zhāng kě tǎn rán dì shuō：“ wáng yuán 　　 　　 huà。” yǐ jī dū jiào yí shì jié hūn。 qí shí wáng yuán huà zài běi píng de yī suǒ guó lì dà xué rèn jiào， hūn hòu xié zhāng kě dào 　　 　　 běi píng jū zhù。 dàn zhāng kě zhù bù guàn， shuō běi píng tài huāng liáng， biàn yòu yī qǐ fǎn huí shàng hǎi。 　　 　　 yī jiǔ sì jiǔ nián wǔ yuè shàng hǎi jiě fàng， zhè liǎng wèi nián fù lì qiáng 'ér yòu pō yòu zī lì de gòng chǎn dǎng rén shì bì dōuyào 　　 　　 cān jiā bǐ jiào zhòng yào de gōng zuò， dàn tā men xīn zhōng de wén xué jì tuō， zài yú qì hē fū、 luó màn . luó lán、 dí gèng sī、 　　 　　 suō shì bǐ yà， shēng pà fù zá de rén shì guān xì、 fán zhòng de xíng zhèng shì wù hèyìng shí de tōng sú xū yào xiāo jiě liǎo xīn zhōng de 　　 　　 wén xué mèng， zài jiā shàng yǐ yòu hái zǐ， jué dìng zhǐ ràng wáng yuán huà yī rén wài chū gōng zuò， zhāng kě tuō lí zǔ zhì guān xì。 　　 　　 yīn hú fēng yuān 'àn qiān shè， yī jiǔ wǔ wǔ nián liù yuè wáng yuán huà bèi gé lí， hái zài yòu 'ér yuán xiǎo bān de hái zǐ zhāng zhe 　　 　　 jīng kǒng wàn zhuàng de yǎn jīng kàn zhe fù qīn bèi lā zǒu。 guān yā dì bù duàn zhuǎn huàn， zhāng kě wéi xún huí zhàng fū， bù duàn shàng fǎng。 　　 　　 wáng yuán huà bèi guān yā dào yī jiǔ wǔ qī nián 'èr yuè cái shì fàng。 shì fàng hòu de wáng yuán huà jīng shén shòu dào yán zhòngchuāng shāng， huàn tīng 　　 　　 huàn jué， zhēn jiǎ nán biàn， kào zhāng kě màn màn tiáoyǎng， qiú yī wèn yào， yī nián hòu jī běn huī fù。 dāng shí wáng yuán huà méi yòu 　　 　　 xīn shuǐ， wéi bǔ tiē jiā yòng， tì shū diàn fān yì shū gǎo， hòu yòu yǔ zhāng kě yī qǐ yán jiū suō shì bǐ yà， fān yì xī fāng suō 　　 　　 xué píng lùn。 zhāng kě hái yòng juān xiù de máo bǐ xiǎo jiē chāo xiě liǎo wáng yuán huà《 lùn suō shì bǐ yà sì dà bēi jù》 hé qí tā shǒu 　　 　　 gǎo。 　　 　　 sān nián zì rán zāi hài qī jiān， wáng yuán huà céng huàn gān yán， zhāng kě jìn lì zhāng luó， jū rán méi yòu ràng wáng yuán huà gǎn dào 　　 　　 guò jiā tíng shēng huó de jiān nán。“ wén gé” zāinàn zhōng， liǎng réndōu chéng wéi dǎ jī duì xiàng， màn màn kǔ tòng， bù yán 'ér yù。 　　 　　“ wén gé” jié shù zhī hòu， wáng yuán huà yuān 'àn píng fǎn zài jí， yī jiǔ qī jiǔ nián liù yuè， zhāng kě tū rán zhòngfēng， 　　 　　 zhì jīn wú fǎ quán rán huī fù。 　　 　　 yī jiǔ qī jiǔ nián shí yī yuè， wáng yuán huà chè dǐ píng fǎn， bù jiǔ， dān rèn shàng hǎi shì wěi xuān chuán bù mén zhù yào lǐng dǎo 　　 　　 zhí wù。 　　 　　 wáng yuán huà duì qī zǐ de jī běn píng jià：“ zhāng kě xīn lǐ sì hū bù dǒng dé hèn。 wǒ méi yòu yī cì kàn jiàn guò tā yǐ 　　 　　 jí yán lì sè de tài dù duì rén， yě méi yòu yī cì tīng jiàn guò tā yòng qiáng liè de zì yǎn shuō huà。 zǒng shì nà yàng wēn liáng、 qiān 　　 　　 hé、 kuān hòu。 cóng fǎn hú fēng dào tā dé bìng qián de 'èr shí sān nián màn cháng suì yuè lǐ， wǒ de kǎn kě mìng yùn gěi tā dài lái liǎo 　　 　　 wú qióng shāng hài， tā dū mò mò dì rěn shòu liǎo。 rén zāo dào qū rǔ zǒng shì mǐn gǎn de， duì yú rèn hé yī gè bù yì chá jué de 　　 　　 mányuàn yǎn shén， yī zhǒng qiāoqiāo biǎo shì bù mǎn de liǎn sè， dū huì gǎn yìng dào。 dàn tā què shǐ zhōng méi yòu zhè zhǒng qíng xù de liú 　　 　　 lù， zhè bù shì rèn hé yīn zhàng fū qiān lián 'ér zāo shòu mó nán de qī zǐ dōunéng zuò dào de， yīn wéi tā wú fǎ yǐ kào sī xiǎng huò 　　 　　 yì zhì de lì liàng lái qiáng zhì zì rán bèng fā de gǎn qíng， zhǐ yòu tīng píng rén cí tiān xìng de zhǐ yǐn， cái néng zhēn yú zhè zhǒng chāo fán 　　 　　 jué chén zhī jìng。” wáng yuán huà yòu shuō：“ dāng shí sì zhōu yī piàn bīng lěng， wéi yī kě kào de shì jiā tíng。 rú guǒ tā xiǎng yǔ 　　 　　 wǒ huá chū yī diǎn jiè xiàn， wǒ kěn dìng zǎo jiù wán liǎo。” 　　 　　 qī 　　 　　 xiě wán zhè duàn huà wǒ níng sī liáng jiǔ。 dāng nián zài cháng jiāng biān de xiǎo cūn zhuāng lǐ rì yè yǔ wǒ tán huà de zhāng kě lǎo shī， 　　 　　 qián qián hòu hòu bēifù zhe duō dà de zhòng dān！ cū lüè suàn lái， nà shí zǒu dào wǒ miàn qián de tā， èr shí liù nián qián jiā rù gòng 　　 　　 chǎn dǎng， shí wǔ nián qián tuō lí， jiǔ nián qián zhàng fū bèi bǔ， liù nián qián yǔ zhàng fū yī qǐ jìn rù suō shì bǐ yà yán jiū bìng fān 　　 　　 yì liǎo dà liàng xī fāng diǎn jí……， zhè， nán dào jiù shì nà wèi yǔ wǒ men tóng zhù zài 'āng zàng de ní wū lǐ、 jīng cháng zài yū 　　 　　 ní zhōng shuāi jiāo、 sài gěi wǒ jǐ lì qiǎo kè lì yòu gào jiè wǒ bì xū yòng gōng de kě qīn lǎo shī má？ shí qī suì nán hái zǐ yǎn zhōng 　　 　　 de yī qiēdōu nà me qiǎn bó， bù zhī dào zhǎngzhě zài guān 'ài wǒ men de tóng shí shì fǒu xīn dòng yī tóu， xiǎng tù lù yī diǎn xīn zhōng 　　 　　 de kǔ sè？ wǒ xiāng xìn， jí shǐ yòu guò yī shǎn niàn tā yě lì jí yān xià qù liǎo， rén shēng tǐ yàn zuì shēn kè de dì fāng shì wú 　　 　　 fǎ yòng yán cí lái chuán dì de， zhǐ yòu ràng nǐ zì jǐ qù tǐ yàn。 zhí dào jīn tiān wǒ cái gǎn shuō， lǎo shī， wǒ tǐ yàn guò liǎo， 　　 　　 yīn cǐ cái huì huí guò tóu qù bǔ zhuō sān shí duō nián qián de shùn jiān， yòng yī piān wàn zì cháng wén bǎ tā qián chéng dì xiě chū lái。 　　 　　 zhāng kě lǎo shī zhì jīn jiàn zài。 jiàn dào kè rén lái tā hái huì kāi xīn dì wèn hòu zhe， zhāng luó chū jǐ dié diǎn xīn。 dàn zài 　　 　　 wǒ kàn lái， tā zài shí bā nián qián bìng dǎo shí， zài wáng yuán huà xiān shēng de háotáo dà kū zhōng， yǐ jǔ xíng liǎo yī gè wán chéng rén 　　 　　 shēng shǐ mìng de lóng zhòng yí shì。 wǒ qǐng qiú wǒ de tóng xué men dú liǎo zhè piān wén zhāng zhī hòu bù yào zài qù dǎ rǎo tā， tā yǐ jīng 　　 　　 tài lěi， ràng tā 'ān jìng。 xiǎng niàn tā shí kě yǐ dú dú wáng yuán huà xiān shēng de dà zhù hóng lùn， zài nà lǐ， zì zì xíng xíng dū 　　 　　 yòu tā de yǐng zǐ zài。 　　 　　 yòu kōng， wǒ huì dài nǐ men qù kàn wàng tā lǎo rén jiā。 　　 　　 zuò zhě fù jì： wáng yuán huà xiān shēng duì běn wén yòu guān bù fèn jìn xíng liǎo jīng xì jiàodìng， jǐn cǐ gǎn xiè。 　　 　　(《 xīn huá wén zhāi》 1998 nián dì 10 qī， yuán zài《 zhōng huá sǎnwén》 1998 nián dì 8 qī ) 　　A 　　1963 I was sixteen years old, graduated from high school. High school experience is never repeated. 　　A group of teenagers who can also be called a youth called suddenly to make their own lifelong choice, _select_ Fan 　　Wai and without restrictions. You want to say that the future high school language teacher, librarian, or surgeon, the International Maritime 　　Apply the appropriate professional staff away, no one will laugh at you around. Human life on such a short period of time of months 　　Unlimited state, the future will no longer have to die. Parents and teachers should be reasonable to restrict it, but that they 　　While also being pleasantly surprised how the results of their training has so many possible instant, happy halo bobbing, 　　Generally undecided. So, in that absolutely should not be entitled to a big decision right age, has made no 　　Know the severity of the decision. That summer was so exciting then Fanre only the cicadas in the trees schadenfreude 　　Cried so many adults do not wish to recall this sounds. 　　Like with a lot of boys, as usual, I have two small partners, one surnamed Ding, a surname, results are 　　Well, as long as they are willing to believe that any one university managed to get on. A day at the playground on the edge deliberation, apply now 　　The university divided into three categories, one for science and engineering, the second category of medicine, three categories of the arts, the three of us if each newspaper category, 　　After two decades traveling the world together, wherever did not understand things, that the more happy! The idea is 　　Attractive, immediately through, and decided that we must choose the best in each category (that is the hardest test) school. That 　　Why, three types of how the division of labor it? With three small number written on paper, folded up the ball for a throw, catch lots. Ding caught 　　The first category, and soon to inquire understand that the best Tsinghua University; Zhang caught the second category, also made after the measure 　　The decision was the most difficult medical exam is Second Military Medical University; I caught a third category, hateful liberal arts, the election which 　　Two universities? Three were distressed opened. 　　Certainly can not take the prestigious university department. Why three people together so quickly to make such judgments, 　　In retrospect not big can understand. Probably not think the Chinese department in trouble a very interesting work, 　　Or think we recite in high school had the "Lament", "The Analects" and dozens of classical, hard 　　Road college and then do this annoying thing? Zhang student said: "I just read the autobiography Guo, even he 　　! Not been to the Department of Chinese "Ding student said:" Ba Jin did not. "That's the initial intention, I should apply for a foreign language 　　Department of Foreign Languages ​​Department as to which university is best, but also to inquire separately. 　　But the next day something happened. Sun teacher teacher went to find me, he did not recognize me standing beside a 　　Knowledge of thin teacher, introduced themselves to the Shanghai Theatre Academy. "We should take the highest requirements of college recruiting 　　A series of dramatic literature class, now we have thousands of people sign up, only thirty strokes, but we still afraid of missing the best 　　, I heard you got the game winning essay in the city ...... "Before he finished I anxiously asked:" What are you 　　This year liberal arts college in the country is not the hardest exam? '"Has not made this arrangement. "The teacher said," You know Guo 　　Moruo sir, right? "" I know. "I replied, thinking yesterday, Zhang was mentioned his classmates." Guo in China Branch 　　Served as Dean of the identity of China University of Technology president, he found that higher grades in college, one can write 　　Screenplay of the top students, and immediately decided to suspend his studies, go to our college to study. "" You mean, even in the 　　National Academy of Sciences president also believes that science and technology is not dramatic literature important? "My teacher, Sun asked in surprise. 　　"I can not say that," the teacher Shanghai Theatre Academy implicitly smiled, "but the University of Science and Technology 　　Of the high school students can enter our first year, must also pass rigorous exams. If you come to apply. " 　　He turned to me, "he is your competitor." My mind getting a little daze, he lost over a: 　　"Your competitors as well as Ba Jin's daughter." Ba Jin really well! Yesterday we just said Guo and Ba Jin 　　Did not read Chinese literature, did not think they invariably put two students and children entrusted to the Shanghai Theater Academy play 　　Drama and Literature Department. How can doubt that these two elderly judge? I immediately sit down determination. 　　Drama School is ahead of the exam, a total of nine exam, really put people to death. Do not wait for results to be published, the National High 　　School examination began, of course I should also participate. Examination of first choice to fill the Foreign Military Academy, because I heard 　　After graduating from this school do diplomatic attache, intelligence officers, which is a boy too stimulating. 　　Soon came the news that the two schools have accepted me, the first step Drama School, took my files. Military 　　Institute an officer surnamed Liu sat in my house, do not go, my parents said repeatedly, my English exam this year 　　Health is the first school insisted I could not decide, and now the only way is to let my parents and admissions officers to the city 　　Will be noisy, grab the file back. 　　My parents had no interest on the Theatre Academy, but his life would not quarrel, had been writing to the Admissions 　　Committee. Officer surnamed Liu again, said a letter of no use, have to say face to face. Father said to me: "This thing 　　By parents to say no convincing yourself to go right to the admissions committee. "Shanghai is located in the Admissions Committee 　　Tongji University, for the three cars to find. Odd hot day, before Jinjiao first small banks across the road entrance station 　　For a long time, timidly looked at the door, wondering what kind of person would see, wondering what kind of words that speak. Advance 　　Random walk through the gate and then deliberately blocks in a lonely deserted because of the summer holidays and no floor room until enough of the military training 　　Love affair Foreign Language Institute of Shanghai Academy of Drama hatred, just open the door to the admissions committee. 　　I was with a staff member said a few words, he laughed and said your father sent a letter every day now 　　In Yao Zhuren there, let Yao Zhuren and you talk about it. So, I easily saw the famous Shanghai 　　Mr. Yao Li, director of admissions committee. 　　Mr. Yao Li look kindly, smiling, ready to listen to me to finish the _set_, put a smile admitted, 　　In a declaratory tone said to me: "Our country fought too long, surplus military personnel and people of art 　　Who lack, you should read the art. "His tone is completely irrefutable good a dignified elderly, I looked at him 　　Silly hair for a while, and he looked at me, but no longer speak. The result is I nodded, got up and say goodbye. 　　If Guo, Ba Jin is still relatively far away, then, Yao Li has literally put me to the power of the elderly 　　Promote the School of Drama. 　　Classroom thirty men, I was in the first group. The students sitting behind me called the song first letter, he is Guo 　　Moruo recommendation to that one; my neighbor called Li Xiaolin, Ba Jin's daughter. 　　Two 　　I do not know the school or the strange strange times we met after school curriculum is very bad, bad to my roots 　　The letter did not dare tell the Second Military Medical University, Tsinghua University, and that two small partners. 　　Professional main subject called "script copies Analysis", analyzes the first script is North Korea's "Red propagandists" and then 　　China's "wins India" and "Hero Sapper" more amazing is that the analysis only to explain the so-called ideological content, Meng 　　Are all a political lesson. Everyone can speak on these social, then really what college courses? I did not 　　Know the larger context, just think Shanghai Theatre Academy in a "difficult test" illusion to deceive us into, 　　So all day long depression. A revolutionary cadres to experience his new creation we transcribe the script, that is to give us a 　　A learning opportunity, remember the script was praised as a model worker, and then under a pale copy of the study 　　Outlook is more worried. 　　Finally there is a slightly famous Mr. Chen Ruheng terms of classical literature, he used standard in Northern accent taught several 　　After months of ze and metrical want us to learn to write poetry, and wait until we pay up to the job he really a bit surprised, 　　Asked again and again: "This is your own writing?" The students can not help but secretly smile, you forget what the standard is 　　Quasi provoke us. 　　Write a few poems, classical literature class is over, and that writing is a labor model draft a screenplay 　　Draft reform, every manuscript copied by us, and then copied to finish typing the print room, I think they work together, a 　　Given far more than who toil of labor model itself. That day I was again ordered to the script between typing in 　　Waiting time to hear some interesting conversations. Several typists are young lady, who kept a finger tip 　　Does not stop at school style debate which one is the best teacher. Their argument objects, gradually transferred from the Department of Performing 　　To another department, and from youth to middle age to old age, from male teachers to female teachers, the last stop in a person 　　The name is not on the move, this man's name is Zhang can. 　　Hear from their rushes out, Zhang teacher is a legendary figure. Born into a family home, 　　Looks beautiful, skilled English, Shakespeare expert, but actually early as the 1930s teens participated 　　Communist Party engaged in underground work, until 1949 the Communist seizure of power, but she mission accomplished, to leave the group 　　Woven into an ordinary teacher. However, as long as the school has an important foreign guests, there will always be her. Elegant appearance 　　And the beautiful English always let visitors feel a bit surprised. Typists say they always pause when men 　　Work out to look, not to see foreigners but by Zhang teacher, watching her gestures, speech style. 　　This statement shortly after we sit talking to the countryside, and that is not let us become a nerd in high-rise yard deep, 　　Must attend to the countryside was being carried out "four clean sport." Classmates are just tired of listening to those lessons, 　　Feel to hear anymore, but some may not become become nerd nerd, so they joyfully packed up, only 　　Guo Qu recommendation letter to the students first had hepatitis, not only can not go, but also isolated from the infirmary, tears 　　Be very sad. 　　We went to the place in Jiangsu Taicang Liuhe, each village to go to a teacher, a student, and then with one from 　　Deployed near the county over the rural cadres. Published list on a wall saw, and I went to a place called Jia together 　　Homesteads of rural cadres village called Li Huimin go, and teachers, it is Zhang. 　　Three 　　The three of us lived in a village of the poorest farmers at home, this farmer has three small mud houses. East room crowded room 　　East spouses and children; between the landlord's mother lived in the West, but also raised two sheep; intermediate tools and a place to eat, 　　And possessor of four sheep. Six sheep are collectively owned, staying in this house, and we did. 　　The three of us would eat in this house. Pay the cost of food by city standards, but according to the regulations, if the meat on the table 　　Vegetables, a chopstick can not go move. However, this situation can not happen, because the next meal, this people's Wing 　　Far only a dish of salt beans, vegetables and even a no, this surprising. Our first task is to participate in field 　　Among labor, the second is to help clean up the village in recent years, accounts, there is no one to see corruption. But cleanup to clear 　　Li went to the largest number of points still inferior to the three of us suspected monthly pay for meals. Of course, the landlord can not say corruption, but 　　The three of us face is getting worse. I was young, more dependent on nutrition, Zhang teacher paused several times, the last 　　Finally said: "You are a long body, not for a long time so, yesterday I asked around, and your classmates are 　　Nutritional supplement. "Then quietly handed me a few grains of chocolate. Rural cadres Li Huimin the end of every night to give me a small bowl 　　Fried rice, which is his fiancee left him. 　　Zhang teacher should be aged 44 at the time, she was in that room mud house low hanging a white curtain, 　　And the old lady kept coughing all day and two sheep barely separated. I know she is not the most popular live food, accommodation, 　　Instead of water, because here, wash rice, laundry, toilet brush and even commodes, thanks to an overgrown front of the house dirty 　　Small brook. Another is that the rain could not bear to walk in extremely slippery mud she could not step further, sometimes 　　Cruel one step and certainly numerous wrestling, drew laughter into every mud huts door, I will turn twist to rush a mix 　　Help. 　　She briefly into the mud huts and radiant combed immediately, went to the door and stood for a moment, then I said, the way to sweep 　　Rolled up a book in my hand. When the countryside I deliberately picked up a book to read to bring more resistant, it is written by Lamb 　　The English version of Shakespeare's stories, which expect to encounter the real experts here, so do not deliberately cover to hide hidden 　　Let her see. But a person familiar with the books of their induction is always extraordinary, Zhang teacher flashed far only 　　One smiled and said: "Do not read only Lamb, the best reading text." I blushed and said: "That is Old English, it is 　　Difficult. "Zhang teacher said:" You really do not know how much fun reading the original. "Then she Compared Shenghao 　　And Wu Xinghua translation, with a solemn tone introduce French translator Fu Lei, finally I actually heard Fu Tung 　　China somewhat dissatisfied, said it was a superb scholar Western Sinology. Then she walked out of an old Westinghouse 　　Kraft cover anthology, inside a Fu Donghua articles on Chinese culture, let me read. 　　Once the conversation began to gradually develop a habit, she even casually say a few words can bring me a gentle 　　World. I unabashedly complain clumsy college courses, she smiled and said, indeed a dramatic text without having to read 　　Department. "Shakespeare was a poet, playwright skills he learned to pity him; development of Chinese drama, the key is 　　Director; regards traditional opera, plays always important, mainly actors. "She fundamentally shaken 　　I was not thinking of the solid professional, and since I am very happily introduce unfamiliar female opera actor Laosheng 　　Juan, warm words of rarely seen in her usual calm in conversation. I am not without surprise, but the result 　　I touch the future is to gradually establish a more perfect actor-centered theater concept. For Drama 　　The hospital's classroom has disappeared, while students are still popular after-school reading Baker, Lawson, Asia has, Stanislaw, 　　Brecht, her gentle tone reminds me are not very important. 　　In retrospect, the supreme master of so many seem to be a woman early moderate voices resolve 　　A half, it saves me much time to study, how to enhance the bird's eye view of my height! Subtraction more than addition value 　　Thanks. 　　Tian An, a dim oil lamp lit up, the landlord has told us to go in salt beans porridge. After dinner, 　　Rural cadres Li Huimin and we sat down together, he said: "You often hear talk about things I do not quite understand, to know 　　Road, he did not culture, and now every night practicing calligraphy, will you help me pointing pointing. "I'm in the same room and Eddy Lee 　　Door, knowing that he practiced every night for a long time calligraphy, sometimes I wake up to see he was still asleep 　　Practice, as he has got what extent, but not to pay attention. Until recently, he wrote out a big pile of burrs 　　Paper, I and Zhang teacher exclaimed. Only a few months, the European body Jiuchenggong his men have been very decent. 　　One day, I was outside washing clothes, pack the goods with approaching a farmer from the dirt bike, cycling is 　　Young farmers, while it sat on the shelf a thin gray-haired old man, to see that the intellectuals. Car 　　I stopped in front of the old man jumped off the shelf onto the step and asked me: "? Ask, Xu Xuan village in which" Xu Xuan is my 　　Classmates, I immediately concluded that this is the promise mysterious father, the famous East China Normal University literature professor Xu Jie first 　　Students, the famous "big right." Then he did a long bumpy aging came to visit her daughter, from the bus station 　　Here very far, cargo bicycle apparently he hired from the station to here. 　　"You are Xu Bobo, right?" I asked. He nodded happy, I pointed out to him the residence of Xu Xuan, from 　　Driving and laden with him on the road. I quickly called out Zhang teacher, teacher Mr. Xu Jie Zhang looked back deep sigh 　　A deep breath and said: "by so many crimes, but also as one concerned about her daughter!" From Mr. Xu Jie, talk about literature. 　　I said recently read a few short Shaanxi writer Wang Wen Shi's good, she said an article talking about the structure of the stone from the King Wen, 　　He may know more than other rural writers to work hard. So calmly to the word "hard" to evaluate one was quite 　　To sensational writer, I saw a quiet demeanor culture. 　　"Foreign novelist who is your favorite?" She wanted me to distract from Chinese writers. 　　"France, Hugo, Russia Chekhov." I replied. "It also must know the full translation of Tao Russian?" 　　She asked. "Of course." I said. 　　"He is my family, my brother." She said. "He also surname? 'I asked stupidly. She could not help laughing, 　　Nodded. 　　Since she mentioned my brother, I boldly asked: "Zhang teacher, said that you have a very legendary experience?" 　　She laughed: "? What legend worth mentioning" She did not go on along this topic, but rather a change 　　Tone said to me: "You have a good classical, and now it is best to learn a foreign language, English textbooks alone is useless to me. 　　You should also re-think a little hard. "Is" hard. "I nodded seriously, said to have been the most likely to 　　Buy "_Select_ed Works" in English read through, she quickly said: "That is the lazy way, Chinese people 　　Thinking, Chinese people's vocabulary, guess all guess. Read English, first read Dickens, read Shakespeare. " 　　Such a conversation, conducted almost every day, especially at night. Sheep asleep, cough rhythmically old lady 　　Came, Li Huimin Ouyang Xun continue under the lamp and Simo. North of the window is a high causeway causeway outside is ho 　　Width of the Yangtze River, not far from the east, there is an ancient parade units, are the remains of Qi; far west, is 　　Zheng marina lies. Jiang wind blowing, waves faint, but we live in the villages, since the late Ming 　　Has been a pirate stronghold. Then let those who are afraid of the ship "72 Ka" here, as this 　　This small village is dilapidated "72 Ka 'part. 　　Yangtze River, pirates, Zheng He, Qi Jiguang, now with Hugo, Chekhov and Shakespeare. I wonder: 　　What is a fate, let me in such a place encountered such an elder? 　　Spring arrived, superiors notice, every village in a stay of three, two can go home to visit relatives. Of course those left behind 　　Me, both of them gone. Li Huimin every mouth hanging fiancee, not to mention that he also had been fried rice I eat 　　Finished. A few days, I do not know which village, every household will put pretty neat couplets European body? Zhang 　　Teacher back is what kind of home? As a student, what kind of questions can be asked teachers is not 　　Appropriate to ask the teacher's home. Day and night she told me so much, how in addition to full brother Tao, but never 　　Never mentioned his family? 　　Four 　　From the countryside back to school soon, "Cultural Revolution" began. Our class of students, there is little home 　　No matter. Offspring writers, professors from needless to say, even "among the children" who have temporary disaster after another 　　Head. Guo retained the position after several poignant review, but he recommended to the first letter of the song has encountered family background 　　Problems. Li Ying Ning classmate and his father's party standing almost History almost long, but unfortunately he is an excellent calligraphy 　　Family and heritage connoisseur, when the rebels broke into his house broken those artifacts, he will want to live. My father Membership 　　Membership nameless, actually because of "class dissidents" and was detained, but he us an eight man only by 　　Franciscan sources, although my son less than two years old, but faced a burden of household livelihoods, figuring think again 　　Only able to save our family in Anhui uncle married yet, but just think, uncle has a tour 　　After St. denounced suicide. He paraded denounced the charges of "intentional beautification poisonous weeds" Dream of Red Mansions "." 　　Such similar tragic story in a few days you students are pressed into the body. Not long ago hehe 　　Haha classes, all of a sudden become very silent. In retrospect I really do not understand why so young people understand 　　Thing, do not cry, do not tell, do not call, just calm and sad every day to walk in flowing everywhere with slogans, characters 　　Campus newspaper. Behind the elderly are gone, how lonely the lively pace go far. I do not know where the dark 　　Room, the elders are thinking about these hanging eyes journeying pace, pace already able to get these elders body 　　Edges. 　　The rebels accused the school of our classes are obstinate not of the "three big mountains", in fact they know where, 　　The number of classes pressing family tragedy, what mood pranks in school, what qualifications nonsense? Have 　　One day, suddenly saw the photos on campus can be a teacher, she has always been not the kind of teacher can often be seen from the rural areas of 　　After a few other face to face, I do not know what to do. That day she looked very tired, walking very slowly. I suddenly saw her non- 　　Always happy, ask each other, okay, answers are vague, difficult to find it topic. 　　"Li Huimin recently have a link?" She asked. "Who?" "Li Huimin." She repeated once, which under 　　I think of it, long live the rural cadres with us. Not that I forgot he was not expecting Zhang 　　The teacher will mention him at this time. Those talking about Shakespeare, practicing Jiuchenggong night and emerge in front of me 　　The sheets can be mixed to the teacher talk for a moment on the roadside lawn. She also told me that her family has a neighbor, was my high school 　　Alumni, each meeting regarded me as a talking object. I can not remember who the alumni, but please Zhang teacher for me to 　　He say hello. 　　"I heard that you have to lower the countryside?" She asked. 　　"Yes, have been mobilized." I said. "How long?" She asked. 　　"Said to be a lifetime." "Let with books?" She asked. "Do not know the total can bring a few of the bar." 　　But I knew that the teacher said Zhang's book, not a band that can make several. 　　"Life, with parents to discuss it?" I faint smile a little. Zhang teacher felt like this 　　The question is asked a little outdated, they patted my arm and said:. "Take care of yourself," the countryside labor 　　Moving time and not expected so rambling, etc. several times after we return spring harvest was suddenly notice 　　Shanghai, the situation has changed considerably. Between workers' propaganda team, the military forces and the rebels declared noisy badly, rebels 　　Some of the heads were locked up, and out of the Lin Biao incident, one to two to go, actually ordered to resume a higher level. Complex 　　Lesson and no textbooks, so rush to the establishment of a wide variety of materials preparation group. Originally as a moving object or 　　Motion resistance treat those people, getting a little something done. First I heard a group of teachers going to the amendment "dictionary" 　　There Zhang teacher list; later after another there are a number of teachers who were transferred out, one day in the large dining hall, there is a 　　An army declared the players talked to me, asked me to participate in a writing group of modern literature at Fudan University. "Every liberal arts 　　Schools have participated in Fudan University, Normal-based, we are elementary school, to be humble. "He said. 　　All the time and materials to prepare amendments to the group by the group's writing group ruled over the city, for me, a writing group 　　"Cultural Revolution" has not participated in any organization since young little attention to the meaning, but after all my luck too 　　Well, in early 1975 it found had hepatitis. Not enough rest at home for a while, only hospitalization, out of the hospital 　　Went to the home of rest go. Otherwise, from 1975 to 1976, if I were in Shanghai, chances are 　　Will be ordered to participate in some, such as "counter rightist overturn the wind" and other numerous small movement, actually let me escape 　　Passed. The ancients said, "not evil illness was extremely busy," the letter ran. Remember to return home to rest before yet met in college infirmary 　　Zhang met a teacher, she said: "It's okay, I love it too hepatitis, less medication, rest, increase 　　Nutrition. "By the way she happily told me that Professor Zhu Duanjun respected college now also participate Amendment 　　"Dictionary." 　　This time she was finally referred to his lover. I have heard the department's teacher, said she loved the "Hu Feng elements" 　　Who exactly, but it is not clear. 　　Said to return home to recuperate, but only the home of a 72-year-old grandmother, I was afraid to infect her. Later, I 　　Mr. Sheng Zhongjian fellow teacher found a small house on a hillside in Fenghua County, let me live down. 　　There is no meal to eat a meal, take an extremely humble in the foothills of the small cafeteria. There could not see even a newspaper 　　Less, the world did not know what happened. Is fortunate, just let me know an eighty-year-old 　　Mr. Shen Lao, he was commissioned by the local cultural centers managed early in the mountains of Chiang Ching-kuo a reading room, after he 　　Nod, I threw those books drill gone. Where in addition to "ancient and modern books Integration", "twenty-four 　　History "," four series ", there are" universal libraries "and more complete cultural hybridity thirties published 　　Chi, I have plenty of time anyway, a books to read. Decent chance to read tired, went happily read a lot 　　"East magazine." Reading Room is a long day out weeds, very quiet. I've never won so superior 　　Reading condition, of course, never let go, even the sick things are forgotten. 　　Who Mr. Shen Lao little Xianfengdaogu, so much older still climbing every day, and sometimes actually personally put a small basket 　　Sub-family planted seasonal fruits, Mid-Cabin to come to me, so I was surprised and touched. I asked him why he did not read 　　Book room to personally sent to me and he said it was "etiquette." Every morning he'd point at home to listen to radio, 　　The important news to tell me. One day he said, a major earthquake in Tangshan, a small hillside house you also dangerous, 　　So I moved to a temple to escape several times to inquire. In the temple and lived a lot of time, still read every day, Chiang Ching-kuo 　　Mr. those books left. The reading room made it very strong, even if the earthquake will be very safe. Mr. Shen Lao 　　Said Chiang Ching-kuo never fully made use of this reading room, the reading room is simply made up for me. 　　From the Temple to the reading room of the shortage of rare piece of road I've walked leisurely Carefree, almost can not remember the date. Finally 　　One day, I learned from the mouth of two mountain crossing, where the old man again immediately confirmed, Mao Zedong died. 　　Five 　　A few years later, I read magazines in the Department of the data room, read the text of a sudden heart with a Western Comparative Research Methods " 　　Diao, "the article, very amazing, but I do not know what people Wangyuanhua author. There was just one big in Shanghai 　　I asked him to report, they wrote a book review sent. A few days after the newspaper editor personally came to my house and told me to read this 　　After the flu can not be published. The reason is that "historical issues Wangyuanhua not yet concluded, academic journal published his paper may 　　To, but our newspaper ...... "I asked:" Who is Wangyuanhua "?" You wrote the article did not know who he is? " 　　The editor is very surprised, "I thought it was because of your wife, and his relationship with a school in it." 'He 　　Love in our college? "I was very curious." Zhang Well! You really do not know? "" Ah? "It is indeed my 　　A daze. After a few days I consciously sheets can be found in the school teacher, talked about it, I also talked to the king 　　Mr. Yuan evaluation of the article. Zhang teacher happy smile, kept saying: "You are too kind, you are too kind 　　The! "A few days later, the department's Bo Bin teacher handed me a thick letter, open look, signed Wangyuanhua. 　　In addition about to meet me, also talked about how from the previous teacher Zhang know me, including a passage, a glance 　　Eyes light up, then I do not know how many times they silent recitation: Although there are a large number of people angry side, but I can 　　Responsible for speaking on academic and cultural studies, may now be entering the best time in this century. 　　A bruised, the elderly has not been vindicated, with such lively language actually made a century judgments, 　　Was really a shock to me no small matter. "May be entering the best time in this century" ─ ─ ─ to 　　Few months time I have been talking about this every word, think back to Liang, ZHANG, Wang Guowei, Lu Xun, 　　Yinque, can not fail to produce a fear, afraid of everyone in the bustle is an important opportunity to live up to. It is this 　　Shock and fear, so I hastily will I have repeatedly mentioned that the Department of H. Clark's works in English as a crutch to 　　Ancient Europe walked. 　　These annual lectures at home and abroad will always be frequently asked, I turned from a theater scholar engaged in multi- 　　Initial impetus bit of cultural thinking, I always answer: Ten years ago, I received a letter the elderly. 　　Received a letter the next day, I came to Wang Yuanhua, Zhang teacher's home. Zhang busy teachers only served tea, 　　Send snacks, while Mr. Wang Yuanhua greeting almost immediately and I did not talk about the just released soon Li Zehou 　　"On Yan Fu" and also linked to Li Zehou published early in the fifties, "Tan research," this is not confusion moisture 　　Academic conversation in the family seem a little bit dull, Zhang teacher sitting side listened for a moment to laugh 　　The rebuke them: "They then came a long way, all of a sudden we talk about so serious!" Until dinner, Zhang old 　　Teachers always busy my bowl add rice, even Mr. Wang Yuanhua feel too, and again and again: "Let autumn from 　　Had to let themselves autumn. "But every meal, I always think they are too small appetite, and my appetite is too big, 　　Very embarrassed. 　　Did not think, in June 1979, Zhang teacher suddenly at a stroke conference. To the hospital, the situation 　　Situation is very critical, coma ten days unconscious, half a month has been in critical condition being. Mr. Wang Yuanhua howl at the hospital 　　Crying, shouting over and over again the troubled scholars: "!! I'm sorry I'm sorry for her that she" He was not 　　There are vindicated. 　　Less than six months, Wang Yuanhua injustice finally completely vindicated. At this time Zhang teacher, though already dying to get rid of, but 　　Like a new person. 　　Wangyuanhua to work after getting busy, with little time stayed at home. Zhang teacher early decades 　　Have been accustomed to accompany the storm caught daily injustice and loneliness of her husband, and now she lonely. 　　Wang Yuanhua always wanted to spend time with her. That year literary theory seminar held in Lushan National, Wangyuanhua should go to 　　Will, he used "Wenxindiaolong creation of" a half royalties, rented a house in Lushan, the teacher Zhang 　　Then go, where she took the opportunity to let the infirmary. I also took part in the meeting, to their house to visit that room, 　　Steady stream of visitors, found hard to really rest. One day, a few more delegates traveling in tour buses in the mountains 　　Play, which turned the two vehicles, the news reached the ears of Zhang teacher, she actually got up and went outside, anxiously 　　Asked one man, save at the intersection: "Yu Yu is dead and gone dead and gone??" That turned two cars, but also 　　Most people only slightly injured, but I did not travel that day. When I know my teacher Zhang's information desk 　　After it is a bit surprising, one is touched by a patient's care, and second, if she was sick before felt the 　　English is superb and elegant woman would never use such a simple sentence Zhiba questioning. 　　Six 　　In the days of the past year, even we have getting old. Thirty people in the class, there are already four students died, 　　Every memorial, like the families of the students cried as sad. 　　What got us to pull together, it has become very important. Once I met many years ago 　　Secondary to persuade me to apply for the teacher in Shanghai Theatre Academy, said: "I lied to you over the lifetime are 　　A. "He smiled:" lying to a dean, value. "In fact, more than just lying to me the president, the current president of Glory 　　Professor Henry, dean Professor Ding Luonan dramatic literature, and 吕兆康 library curator, are from our 　　Small classes come out. Classmates, Li Xiaolin is still in charge of China's most outstanding literary magazine, "harvest", 　　And she assumed a more important mission is to safeguard the health of Ba Jin elderly. Ba Jin had used the old man in his memoirs gratitude 　　Strokes brought our class, I remember, whenever they hear something in the elderly wukang Road, classmates on a 　　People call a bike went bang. Catch, Shuang Shuang Gui unknown classmate Lilly is responsible for the "budding" Miscellaneous 　　Chi, she must bear the fatigue life of the family to care for the elderly and cultural mission. And who come recommended by a Mr. Guo Moruo 　　The song first letter classmates, although in poor health but diligent education, personally cultivate a playwright were first blessing, Malaysia 　　Chun, Gu Hongyuan, Shimei Jun ....... Once enrolled in graduate oral exam, I asked a candidate, when your favorite 　　Generation of playwrights who are? Candidates answer is Ma Zhongjun. I asked, you know who plays Mr. Ma Zhongjun teachers? 　　Candidates shook his head, I proudly told him:. "Is the teacher's classmate, name temporary secrecy," Yes, even the 　　Our students have been so bigger way, we really are old. 　　One older man, will naturally extinguish usual brilliant floating mistaken fire, quietly to experience delicious life. 　　In this process, Zhang teacher always figure more clearly shaking in front. Is no longer just science 　　Health and thanked the teacher, but she gave me so long to _set_ up a mystery, uncover the answer is actually Wangyuanhua 　　Sir. In fact, the greater the mystery of her own. Scholars of a woman behind the woman behind a scholar, 　　This structure has been very attractive, but the more attractive or the second structure, that is: the long relentless disaster 　　Guard, then tired after a disaster digestion step down. 　　What a tired and then step down, which in turn makes me think of a structure of her early years: the Communists seized power in front of the 　　Born into the death of the Communist Party to power after quietly faded. These vortex structures in an elegant woman who makes 　　I think both magnificent and mysterious. Now, every time I see the old, tired smile to me in the Zhang teacher, 　　Always felt this is a mysterious life course. I will not regret it wrong then a hot head exam, Shanghai Theatre Academy 　　This test was wrong so I have the opportunity to confront this course, well worth it. 　　High school graduation of three small swim with partners agreed each to learn a specialty, such as two years after the world two decades 　　Long past, when the agreement has also been floating for clouds. Each school will be able to understand a world class professional? This is really a child of the 　　See. Look at just one teacher Zhang, enough to make us a lifetime to read. 　　Five years ago, probably from the beginning, I felt the need to Zhang for further understanding of the teacher to tell my fellow 　　School and my readers. Two years ago, the international college debate team from Harvard, Yale and mainland China were invited to the final five judges, 　　Just me and Mr. Wang Yuanhua, including, in the judgment of spare time, I began to ask him about. Not long ago, I specifically 　　Lists some ambiguities further ask Mr. Wang Yuanhua, finally, I can write some words of Zhang teacher 　　A. 　　This passage is not long, roughly as follows ─ ─ ─ 　　Zhang, one hundred ninety-two □ born in Suzhou in December a scholarly family, by a good early education. Sixteen 　　When admitted to Shanghai, Jinan University, which is an owned Zhenduo, SUN rain, Li Jianwu, Zhou Yutong, Chen Linrui etc. 　　University professors, study and honest. 1938 joined the Chinese Communist Party at the age of eighteen, from efforts to join the revolution, 　　After graduating from college in Shanghai, mainly engaged in anti-Japanese activities in the theater, his own translation of the script, organizing theater performances, but also 　　Personally attended several performances. Meet earlier than she joined the Communist Party of young scholars Wangyuanhua. 　　In the early years of the war a youth gathering of friends, someone asked Wangyuanhua play lovers in mind, Wang Yuanhua said: 　　"I like Zhang," Zhang can smell unpleasant, Wang Yuanhua asked what it meant, Wangyuanhua loss for words. , Eight-year war 　　Unintentional marriage, victory on the eve of the war, some people asked her to pursue her who is favored, Zhang frankly said: "Wang Yuan 　　Technology. "Christian marriage ceremony. Their time in a national university Wangyuanhua Peking teach marriage to bring Zhang 　　Peking live. But Zhang is not accustomed to live, said Peking too desolate, in turn returned with Shanghai. 　　May 1949 liberation of Shanghai, the two prime of life, but the Communists are bound to be quite qualifications 　　Participate more important work, but literary sustenance of their hearts, that Chekhov, Romain Rolland, Dickens, 　　Shakespeare, for fear of complex human relations, heavy administrative affairs and popular seasonal needs digestion hearts 　　Literary dreams, plus have a child, decided to only allow one person to go to work Wang Yuanhua, Zhang from the organizational relationships. 　　Hu Feng injustice involved because, in June 1955 Wangyuanhua isolated, still in nursery sheets with small children 　　Terrified eyes watched his father was taken away. Detention, continue to convert to locate her husband Zhang constantly petition. 　　Wang Yuanhua being held to February 1957 before being released. After the release of Wang Yuanhua serious mental trauma, auditory hallucinations 　　Hallucinations, real to the enemy, and slowly nursed back to health by Zhang, chemists, and recovered after one year. No time Wangyuanhua 　　Salary for domestic subsidies, for bookstores translated the manuscript, and then come together to study Shakespeare and Zhang, translated Western Lufthansa 　　Science Review. Zhang also graceful brush with a lower case copy Wangyuanhua 'On Four Shakespeare tragedy "and the other hand 　　Draft. 　　During the three years of natural disasters, Wang Yuanhua had hepatitis, Zhang try to get together, there's no let Wangyuanhua feel 　　Had a difficult family life. "Cultural Revolution" disaster, they have become targets for attack, long suffering, self-evident. 　　After the "Cultural Revolution" ended, Wangyuanhua seek redress soon, in June 1979, Zhang had a stroke, 　　Has not completely recovered. 　　November 1979, Wang Yuanhua completely vindicated, and soon, as the principal leaders of Shanghai Municipal Party Committee Propaganda Department 　　Duties. 　　Wang Yuanhua basic evaluation of his wife: "Zhang know in his heart does not seem to hate me not once seen her. 　　Lise disease Yan attitude to people, there is no one to hear her speak with a strong word. Always so gentle, modest 　　And, generous. Anti-Hu Feng from long years to twenty years before she got sick, my fate brought her frustrations 　　Endless hurt, she silently endured. Who was always sensitive to humiliation, for any imperceptible 　　Complain eyes A face quietly expressed dissatisfaction will sensed. But she has never such sentiments flow 　　Lucy, this is not any hardships suffered because of her husband's involvement wife can do, because she could not rely on ideas or 　　The strength of will to enforce the natural burst of emotion, only let benevolent nature of the guidelines, to reaching this extraordinary 　　Pull the territory. "Wang Yuanhua said:" It was surrounded by a cold, the only reliable family. If she wanted to and 　　I draw the line a little, and I definitely would have gone. " 　　Seven 　　Then I finish this long meditation. Then a small village in the Yangtze River in the night and I spoke to Zhang teacher, 　　The Ins and Outs saddled with much of the burden! A rough calculation, then walked up to me, she joined 26 years ago were 　　Party, from fifteen years ago, her husband was arrested nine years ago, six years ago, together with her husband into the study of Shakespeare and turn 　　Translation of a large number of Western books ...... this really what we who live in filthy with mud house, often in silt 　　Mud wrestling, a few grains of chocolate into my hands and told me to be diligent and amiable teacher? Seventeen-year-old boy in the eyes 　　Everything is so shallow, in the care of our elderly do not know whether the heart a while, to reveal one o'clock hearts 　　Bitter? I believe that even if she had read flash immediately swallow, the most profound life experience is no place 　　Method using words to pass, and only let yourself go experience. Until today, I dare say, a teacher, I have experienced before, 　　So will go back and capture the moment thirty years ago, with a ten thousand word length article written piously it. 　　Zhang teacher still alive. She will be happy to see the guests greeted with, raise the plates of dessert. But in 　　It seems to me, when she fell ill 18 years ago, in Mr. Wang Yuanhua's howl, the person has held a completion 　　Health mission grand ceremony. I asked my classmates after reading this article do not bother her again, she has 　　Tired, let her quiet. You can read miss her when Mr. Wang Yuanhua big a macro theory, where every word trekking all 　　Has her shadow. 　　Free, I will go to visit you on behalf of her elderly. 　　Author's note: Mr. Wang Yuanhua relevant part of this paper for fine editing, would like to thank. 　　("Xinhua Digest" 1998 No. 10, Published in "China prose" 1998 8) 请欣赏:  请给我换一个看看！  拜托，快把噪音停掉！我读累了，想听点音乐或者请来支歌曲！

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