现实百态 萬歲 Long live   》 萬歲 Long live      林斤瀾 Lin Jinlan


     Long live
万岁
  ——十年十癔之八
  
  古人有把賣茶的“堂倌”叫做博士,賣草藥的“郎中”也有
  叫博士的。現在南方有些古樸地方,還興着這等“重地”稱呼。
  可惜近年評職稱、定級別,學位是要緊條件,博士又是學位中最
  高者。平常時候胡亂叫起來,倒變做玩笑。雖玩笑,大多也善。
  
  “我博士”出身微寒,衹怕連小學文憑也沒有拿到過手,全
  靠鑽在書裏,讓人傢叫做一條書蟲。中年以後,在地方上,熬出
  了文字學家的名聲。把那符咒似的甲骨文鐘鼎文都認得差不多。
  
  有年,本地中學廣求賢達,請他執教語文。總還要寫張履歷,
  這位一揮五個大字:“我博士出身。”別人也說不得短長,人傢
  少年時候做過“堂倌”當過“郎中”,早已是市井閑談的資料。
  將就着尊稱“我博士”,隱去真姓名也算得兩全其美。
  
  這條書蟲活到中年,還是光身一棍。有個農村大姑娘幫他做
  做飯,洗洗唰唰。屋裏堆着的、捆着的、攤着的、連扔在地上的
  書,都不許動。不動不動,神不知鬼不覺,姑娘的肚皮卻大了起
  來,養下白胖白胖撕書、啃書、尿書的小子一個。常把當媽的嚇
  出冷汗來,當爸爸的卻衹兇兇的看着當媽的。
  
  “我博士”應承到中學來,附帶一個條件:孩子他媽也來上
  課當旁聽生。這是從來沒有過的事,校務會議一議再議决不下來,
  衹好打報告請示教育局,不知哪位長官拿紅筆打了個勾。學校領
  會勾者通過也,這是根據改捲子的習慣。
  
  孩子他媽原名伊愛弟,愛弟和招弟、帶弟、來弟、引弟同是
  地方上給女孩子的通用名字,作興和拋磚引玉的典故有些首尾也
  說不定。“我博士”為上學給她取個學名,衹改一個,叫伊愛我。
  
  校務會議上笑不成聲,還是校長說,有學問的人都有點怪,
  有點狂,這名字也給一勾瞭瞭吧。
  
  “我博士”不但坐着,站着走着也可以看書。不但在屋裏,
  在街邊在街中在十字街口都可以看書。有時走過操場,左手托書,
  右手翻書頁,左右在打球踢球,盤杠子,跳高跳遠,全無妨礙,
  安詳走過。
  
  如若冒叫一聲,他從書上翻眼——不擡頭,光把眼珠子翻了
  過來,兩眼兇兇射人。次數多了,大傢覺出來博士有兩種眼神,
  安神看書,兇神看人看世界。
  
  博士兩手細長,又留長指甲,倒是翻書頁方便。這兩衹手安
  靜在書本上,像是旦角的手。若上課來了勁頭,發揮起來竟像竜
  爪。有回在黑板上寫個“帝”字,抓住粉筆,戳過去嘭的一點,
  緊跟軲轆軲轆飛轉幾個圈,最後自上而下一竪落地。這時,食指
  的長指甲颳着了黑板,疼!左手飛過來掌握右手食指。
  
  學生裏有幾個失笑兩聲。
  
  博士嗖的轉身,兩眼直射的就不衹是一個兇字了得,還當添
  個暴字,暴怒暴動的暴,也叫人聯想到暴君的暴那裏去。
  
  一眼就看得出來,伊愛我和別的女生不一樣,她的胸前鼓鼓
  囊囊,沒有輪廓,也不平整,不知道外衣裏邊塞着塊布?還是內
  衣不扣,錯扣,亂扣?點名册上沒有旁聽生的名字,一般老師都
  不理就是了。有天,有位化學老師偏偏問道:
  
  “怎麽沒有你,你叫什麽?”
  
  “伊愛我。”
  
  女生嗤嗤笑了。
  
  “愛我?”化學老師板着臉又問一聲。
  
  男生哈哈笑了。
  
  化學老師仿佛領悟,贊道:
  
  “哦,愛我!”
  
  全堂大笑。伊愛我也笑,面不改色,全不當回事。
  
  下課後,有兩個男生學着腔調:“哦,愛我!”有兩個女生
  正色質問:
  
  “有什麽好笑,有什麽好學的,也不想想看。”
  
  這倒好了,從此沒有人取笑。伊愛我老是上課鈴響後,急忙
  忙走進來,坐在後排位置上。剛一下課,急忙忙小跑一樣回教員
  宿舍去了。要去照管孩子,要去食堂打飯,要另做點小菜。有的
  女生就幫忙給孩子縫點什麽,帶手代買點什麽。
  
  衹有功課作業,沒有人幫。因為伊愛我不當一回事,旁聽生
  考不考試也不要緊。下課鈴要響未響的時候,她就把書本筆記本
  水筆鉛筆裝到書包裏,鈴聲一響,拎起就走。大概再也沒有拿出
  來過,直到第二天坐到後排課桌上。她從來不把書包挂在肩頭,
  也不像有的女生一上中學,就不用書包,把書本挾在胳肢窩裏。
  她總是拎著書包,和拎菜籃子差不多。女生中間少不了的切切喳
  喳,三一堆兩一夥的,她全不理會。有的女生和男生說起話來,
  總有些不大一樣。她可是全不論。在男生眼中,好像她也不是女
  生。這倒好了,她和誰也沒有矛盾,誰也可以不經大腦,隨手幫
  她點忙。
  
  伊愛我忙忙碌碌的是傢事,是孩子。對傢事她沒有埋怨,也
  不顯愛好,仿佛是該做的就做唄。連孩子,也不挂在嘴上,也不
  抱出來讓人看看。
  
  “我博士”進出課堂,從不和伊愛我說一句話。對面相逢,
  也不看她一眼。博士什麽學生都不看,連他取名的“愛我”也一
  樣。
  
  下課回宿舍,誰也不等等誰,前後腳也是各走各的。
  
  有回,伊愛我沒有踩着鈴聲進來,課上到半堂,她纔悄悄閃
  進來坐到後排。
  
  “我博士”正在昂首揚眉,兩臂半舉,細長手指抓撓大有
  “咄咄書空”的味道。忽然眼角看見了伊愛我,他就這樣舉着手
  臂,仿佛張着翅膀飛下講臺,飛過課桌,伊愛我聲音不大不小,
  迎着說道:
  
  “退燒了,睡着了。”
  
  博士兩手落下來,細長手指鷹爪一樣抓住伊愛我的肩膀頭。
  若是沒有課桌隔着,若是伊愛我往前湊湊,照這勢頭應當是個擁
  抱,至少也得是腦袋紮到胸前。不過沒有,一抓就“定格”了,
  這個勢頭半道“定”了“格”。
  
  就這半道,也叫全堂男女學生冷不防,估不到,先是吃驚,
  再是嗤嗤……“我博士”猛回身,兩眼兇暴,全堂靜默。也不一
  定都那麽害怕,倒是沒了興味。
  
  學生認為博士是個怪人兼狂人,肯定是因為做學問當書蟲,
  成了這個樣子,肯定。
  
  學生又都說不好伊愛我是怎麽個人呢?好像是沒開化?衹是
  服從命運?她沒有心靈還是心靈還沒有發現?她全衹有自己還是
  全沒有自己?
  
  想象中,伊愛我在“我博士”手裏,是兇暴鷹爪裏的一隻母
  雞,到哪裏討這個愛字去。男生女生有事沒事幫伊愛我一把,因
  此成了自然。
  
  不想“浩劫”到來,中學生若不敲打敲打老師,先還叫做
  “保皇黨”。後來就是“黑幫狗崽子”。
  
  那時候滿街貼着“萬歲”,一個人從“早請示”到“晚匯報”
  ——若是“黑”人,是“早請罪”“晚認罪”,不知要喊多少聲
  “萬歲”,什麽什麽萬歲,偉大的什麽萬歲,最最最偉大的萬
  歲……到處都發生在“萬歲”上頭出了錯,或寫錯,或喊錯,或
  字有塗抹,或口齒不清,都會打成現行反革命,有真開打的,有
  當場活活打死的,打到監獄裏去還算一時太平。
  
  伊愛我不是老師,也不算學生,本來公認是鷹爪下的母雞,
  大傢都大把小把的幫過她的。這時候全變了,伊愛我戴不上“紅
  箍箍”。入不了兵團戰鬥隊。大傢正說得熱鬧,見她來了,就噤
  聲,扭過臉去。仿佛她是個姦細。衹因為一夜之間,老師全變成
  了革命對象。
  
  學生們發現,凡喊到萬歲的時候,“我博士”閉嘴,有時候
  嘴皮動動不出聲,有時候出聲細小聽不真。大傢天天背誦着經典:
  “……赫魯曉夫式的人物,睡在我們的身旁……”現在,提高警
  惕的機會好不容易到來了。
  
  幾個人湊在博士身邊,喊萬歲時張嘴假喊,支起耳朵真聽。
  果然,聽見了,高興了,好比扣住了鳥,釣住了魚,包圍住了蛐
  蛐,歡叫道:
  
  “他,嘀咕嘀咕,嘀咕兩個字。”
  
  “狠毒。”
  
  “沒錯,我可聽清楚了,是、狠、毒。”
  
  一哄而起,男男女女,跳跳蹦蹦,快快活活擁到教員宿舍,
  來到博士傢門口。衹見伊愛我站在門前,挺胸直腰,什麽時候她
  倒有了“一夫當關,萬夫莫敵”的氣勢。
  
  大傢站住了腳,聽見伊愛我喝道:
  
  “我是五代貧農!”
  
  就在當時,可是噹噹響的金字招牌。
  
  不但出口不凡,還拍了下胸脯。誰也沒見過她這麽個作派,
  不禁愣怔。
  
  有個瘦高男生緩過點勁兒來,叫道:
  
  “我們喊萬歲,他嘀咕狠毒。”
  
  “是狠毒,狠毒。”幾張嘴證明。
  
  伊愛我臉一沉,衹一秒鐘工夫,叫道:“很多。”又一秒鐘,
  嗓門開了閘一樣:“是很多。街上哪裏哪裏都是,院裏墻上是,
  門上是,屋裏屋外全是……”
  
  一個結結實實的女生叫道:
  
  “他嘀咕的是狠毒,何其毒也的毒。”
  
  “很多!”伊愛我斬釘截鐵。衝着那女生,帶幾點譏笑。
  “他的口音,你還有我清楚?你是什麽人,我是他老婆。”轉過
  臉來對男生。“你們不要很多,要很少?不許多,許少?說話呀,
  站出來呀,我專候在這裏,聽聽誰敢說出個少字來……”
  
  學生們嘀咕着:“別跟她廢話。”“我們破四舊。”“這裏
  的四舊比哪裏都多。”“四舊”指的是書,學生們在“狠毒”口
  音上二唬了,轉移到“四舊”上。
  
  伊愛我抄起窗臺上一根爐條:
  
  “我五代貧農!還有五代的沒有?有沒有四代的?沒有。三
  代的呢?誰是三代?”舉起爐條。“五代的打四代,是打兒子。
  打三代,跟打孫子一樣。”
  
  這一番大道理,經典上雖說沒有,可覺得跟經典是粘連的。
  成份高的先就心虛,往後縮。低的也難數到五代,往前腿軟。
  好交代幾句五代的祖奶奶,教育教育你們博士,就這麽順坡下驢
  了。
  
  從此伊愛我把着門口,“我博士”鑽在屋裏,連影子也不露。
  
  把這風風火火的日子熬過去,學生們有的滿世界串聯去了。
  有的人了大兵團在社會上打派仗去了。有的由路綫鬥爭改成綫路
  鬥爭,女生鈎膨體紗。男生攢半導體。
  
  “我博士”出現在院子裏,長指甲剪了,好拿鐵鍁。把幾年
  沒歸置的煤灰煤末,鏟出來,摻上黃土,兌水,攪拌勻淨了,平
  攤在地上,拿鐵鍁竪一道道橫一道道,劃成無數小方塊。曬幹晾
  幹,鏟起來堆起來備用。這叫煤繭。
  
  他打的煤繭,不碎不板,好燒。
  
  駐校的學生管老師的勞動,平常就是掃地擦玻璃洗厠所。也
  有臨時任務,有天,把老師們集合起來,叫刨掉院子裏的老樹根。
  這本來是一人抱不過來的大槐樹,多少年前有說是吊死過人,有
  說是死了什麽人給鋸下來打了棺材,剩下二尺高的樹樁。倒是一
  個現成的棋桌子。
  
  老師們使鎬使鍁,傢夥也不齊全,整纍了一天,刨出一丈見
  方的土坑。衹見下邊的根子四下伸張,沒有個頭。有的伸到教室
  底下去,豈不是還要拆房?學生們沒了主意。
  
  第二天,“我博士”指揮起來,叫使鍁使鎬不論使什麽,把
  四下伸張的根子,挑粗大的砍斷。弄一根杉篙用麻繩鐵絲捆住在
  樹樁上,兩邊能上多少人上多少,推磨一樣往前推,推不動,往
  後拽,拽不動,再往前推,推來推去半個小時,老樹根活動了。
  
  學生們也說,倒是博士出身,見的活多。
  
  世界上的事,也和推磨似的,磨盤推到學生們身上了,該他
  們去“接受貧下中農再教育”了。打着紅旗,上山下鄉,一下子
  落到生活的最底層。三年五年,五年八年,一個個流浪漢似的流
  回城市。
  
  那瘦高的男生長出了一嘴黃毛鬍子,拼命去啃中學裏丟掉了
  的數理化,不考進工科大學誓不罷休。但他喜歡的是文史。
  
  那個結結實實的女生,肩膀上扛起了腱子肉。她擺攤賣牛仔
  褲、健美褲、連襪褲,燈籠褲、發了財,想開冷飲熱飲咖啡館。
  男朋友多些,老打架讓她瞧熱鬧。
  
  學生聽說“我博士”單身住在城邊一個小廟裏。原來他要寫
  一部書,五代貧農伊愛我這時“後怕”了,惹火燒身還了得,不
  許寫。博士偷偷寫了,藏在鋪底下,天花板上,都叫伊愛我搜了
  出來。後來一張張疊成小塊,塞在墻洞裏,煤球堆裏,那也逃不
  過伊愛我的眼睛。哪怕博士暴跳,或是懇求,跪下磕頭,也擋不
  住一把火燒掉。世界顛倒了,母雞抓鷹了,說:你不要命,我還
  要孩子的命。你找死,死到外邊去好了。
  
  “我博士”得了“找死死到外邊去”這句真言,逃到小廟裏
  住下。瘦高男生找到小廟後院,舉手可以摸到頂棚的小屋裏,堆
  着摞着攤着的書本中間,找到了老師。“我博士”幹瘦了,頭髮
  黑的還烏黑,白的又雪白,也怪。那兩衹手重新留起長指甲,細
  長的手指老衹貼在身上,更像旦角的手了。男生坐了小半天,沒
  有看見這雙手鷹爪一樣張揚過。好比遞上煙去,都不搖手推辭,
  卻按在胸口,輕聲說:
  
  “不抽了,抽不起,也好,省事。”
  
  男生說屋子矮小,書擺不開,光綫也不足,傷眼睛,還有股
  子黴爛氣味。
  
  博士也沒有指點江山,倒把兩手合著,說:
  
  “安靜就好,安靜就好。”
  
  男生問在寫的是一部什麽書。
  
  博士兩手按着桌上紙張,嘴裏衹嗯嗯兩聲。
  
  男生來的目的,還是要打聽這本書,就說同學們都惦記老師
  的著作。
  
  博士把細長手指摳着胸口,仿佛抓心,不說話。
  
  男生不肯罷休,說自己喜歡文史,願意幫着找找資料,抄抄
  寫寫……
  
  博士不擡頭,衹把眼珠翻到眼角,可叫作斜視,也可以說是
  窺探。
  
  這時,瘦高男生發覺老師的胖瘦啦、頭髮啦、手勢啦……其
  實都不要緊,要緊的是眼神。先前那種看書的安神,沒有了。看
  人看世界的兇神,也沒有了。現在像是六神無主吧,又像是閃閃
  着什麽。閃閃的像是狡猾?狡儈?狡詐?都不準。離不開一個狡
  字吧,又陰森森。
  
  瘦高男生自以為長了鬍子了,不妨單刀直入,叫起來說道:
  
  “你一個人,這麽一個棚子,想寫成一部大書?寫了又誰給
  你出?同學們可以奔奔贊助,可你得告訴我,你寫的是一部什麽
  書?”
  
  “我博士”臉上出現神秘了,說:
  
  “萬歲探源。”
  
  男生握拳舉舉胳膊:“萬歲?”
  
  博士兩手貼胸不動,點點頭,呶嘴指着對面墻上。男生早看
  見墻上東一方塊,西一長條,寫着許是畫着字——又一個也認不
  得……博士呶嘴指的那張方塊是:
  
  “這是最早的萬字,是個蝎子。”
  
  “就是有毒的蝎子嗎?”
  
  “尾巴帶鈎,那裏最毒。這東西,古時候,繁殖起來,轉眼
  成千上萬……旁邊那個是歲字。”
  
  “看出來沒有?血淋淋。”
  
  “沒看出來。”男生真不明白。
  
  “那是一把戈,能鈎能砍,上下是兩衹腳,人的腳。古時候,
  有一種刑,叫刖刑,活活的砍下腳來。過年祭祀,要砍人腳上供,
  叫做‘牲品’。”
  
  “這可夠狠的……”男生想起來了。“那年成天喊萬歲,你
  嘀咕的是‘狠毒’吧?伊愛我愣打掩護,說是‘很多’。”
  
  “我說的是狠毒,這兩個字,一個毒,一個狠。可怎麽成了
  最尊貴最崇高的稱號?又怎麽鬧成了衹許一個,若再出來一個,
  非得你殺我,我殺你……”
  
  “你探源,就是探的這個?”
  
  博士細長手指貼胸,低頭:“探的這個。”
  
  “老師!”男生一聲大叫,他進屋纔第一聲叫老師。“我敢
  說,要沒有贊助,你探不成。”說罷站起就走。
  
  瘦高男生去找結實的女生。過天,女生橫着肩膀走進低矮小
  屋,她和男生不一樣,衹掃一眼堆着摞着的書,瞄一瞄墻上的非
  字非畫。倒把眼睛落在小小書桌的桌角頭,開動腦筋。那裏一個
  粗瓷緑碗,不圓,當然是等外處理品。裏邊一方塊豆腐,滲着水,
  估計灑了夠多的????了。豆腐邊邊變色發黃,缺一隻角。女生判斷:
  一隻角,下一天的飯。
  
  “老師,伊愛我大姐好嗎?”
  
  “她現在不叫愛我,叫餓我。”
  
  “不同意你住在這裏吧?”
  
  “錢票不給,糧票也不給。餓我,餓我回去。”
  
  “這裏條件是不好,餓我其實還是愛我。就是‘我博士’這
  一個‘我’沒有別的‘我’……”
  
  “我是什麽?”
  
  女生不明白。
  
  博士呶嘴指着桌面。那豆腐碗旁邊,有一張長方紙頭,上邊
  是:
  
  “帶把帶鈎帶鋸齒的大斧子,殺人的武器,那就是‘我’的
  原形。”
  
  那樣結實的女生,也一激靈。做了個深呼吸,纔又開口:
  
  “老師,你的書,我們同學都覺得深刻。可你這麽餓着,堅
  持不下去。讓我們做做工作,讓愛我大姐不撕不燒……”
  
  “她有病。一會兒明白,一會兒糊塗。糊塗起來,臉,煞白,
  眼,直直。就像‘我’的鋸齒,鋸上了五代貧農的脖子……”
  
  女生略一盤算,說:
  
  “老師,你信得過我嗎?要信不過,我找些同學來擔保。你
  把已經寫出來的,交給我復印一份,我們藏着。原稿還你。”
  
  博士細長雙手貼心,低頭不語。
  
  女生再一盤算。覺得目前必需來個緊急措施,進攻道:
  
  “不說別的,伊愛我大姐要是找到這裏來呢?聽同學說,她
  要來,要來,要來……”
  
  博士隨着一個個“要來”,一步步驚慌,叫道:“你轉過身
  去。”
  
  女生心想:攻着了要害。不但轉身,還走到門邊,面墻。聽
  見後邊撬什麽,摳什麽,窸窸窣窣……
  
  “拿去。”
  
  女生轉過身來,雙手接過一個紙包。
  
  “這是第一章:導言。”
  
  女生這時纔看見“我博士”兩眼閃閃,那眼光又狡,又神秘,
  又冷。趕快鞠了個躬,走了。
  
  女生回傢就打開紙包,讀“導言”大約萬多字,可是一會兒
  就讀完了。傻坐着,眼見天黑了。那樣結實的身體,噤冷——從
  骨子裏冷出來,很想鑽到被窩裏去。還是掙紮起米,連夜趕到瘦
  高男生傢裏,男生的父親,是精神病專傢。請他解釋解釋


  - Ten years of the eight Hysteria
  The ancients had the selling tea in the "waiter" is called the Dr, selling herbs, "doctor" is also
  Dr. called. Some southern areas are simple, but this in Xing and other "powerhouse" title.
  Unfortunately, in recent years, professional title, given level, degree is the critical condition, degree of Doctor is the most
  The higher. Usually called up at random times, down turned into a joke. Although the jokes, are mostly good.
  "Dr. I", who slightly cold, I'm afraid even the primary school diploma did not get passed through his hands, the whole
  By drilling in the book, and let people called a bookworm. Middle age, at the local level, proudly
  The word scientist's reputation. Oracle Zhongding Wen put the spell like almost all recognize.
  For years, local secondary schools Careers of wide and asked him to teach languages. The total also write a resume,
  The wave of the five characters: "I was born, Dr.." Someone else said, not a short length, others
  When did young "waiter" had been a "doctor", has long been a marketplace chat information.
  Will the honorific title "My doctor" to conceal the real name is also considered best of both worlds.
  This bookworm live to middle age, or light body Yigun. There is a big girl to help him do the rural
  Cook, wash Shua Shua. Piled in the house, tied, and Tan Zhao, and even on the floor of the
  Books to Freeze. Not moving, mysteriously, the girl's belly was big from the
  To, the raising of the next Baipangbaipang torn books, Kenshu, urine kid a book. When the mother often threatened to
  A cold sweat, the father of the only Xiongxiong looked at when the mother.
  "Dr. I" promise to the middle school years, with one condition: Mama also come on
  Class when the auditors. This thing has never happened before, and then the University Council resolved that a meeting is not down,
  Report it had asked the Department of Education, do not know which Executive to take red pen called hook. School Link
  Were enacted, will hook, which is based on the test paper to change the habit.
  Mama was originally called his brother in Iraq, his brother and recruit younger, with younger brother to brother, younger brother of the same argument is
  Local common name for girls, better ideas for Xing, and some head and tail are also allusions
  Maybe. "Dr. I" for the school to take a scientific name for her, only to change one, called the Iraqi love me.
  School meeting, not a sound of laughter, or the principal said, people learned a little bit strange,
  A little bit crazy, this name also has the right to a hook.
  "Dr. I" not only sitting, standing walking can also be read. Not only in the house
  In the cross street corner in the street can be read. Sometimes through the playground, left hand under the book,
  Right hand open book pages, play around in the play, exercise on a horizontal bar, high jump, long jump, no prejudice,
  Quiet walk.
  Should take the calls out, his eyes turned from the book - do not rise, the light turned to eyeball
  Over, two Xiongxiong shoot people. More times, and we feel it has two eyes, Dr,
  Sedative reading, Xiongshen he has seen the world.
  Dr. slender hands, and stay long fingernails, but added easy open book pages. On these two hands
  Static in the books, such as female roles of the hand. If the class to the momentum, playing up the lawless Long
  Claws. Are back on the blackboard to write a "God" character, to seize the chalk, poke a little over the last bang,
  Followed by fly wheels and wheels and turn a few laps, the last top-down pricked the ground. At this time, the index finger
  Long fingernails scraping a blackboard, pain! Fly over the left hand grasp the right index finger.
  There are a few students laugh twice.
  Dr. wind, turn, direct the eyes is not just a fierce Zile, also when Tim
  A violent character, riots rage of violence, Could it be associated with violent tyrant go.
  One to see that Iran does not love me and like the other girls, her chest swelling
  Bursa sac, no outline, not smooth, do not know where the Frontier with a cloth coat? Or the
  Clothes do not buckle, the wrong button, arbitrary deduction? There is no point list the names of auditors, the general teacher
  Ignore it wants to. One day, a chemistry teacher chosen to ask:
  "How did not you, is your name?"
  "I love Iraq."
  Chi Chi girls laughed.
  "Love me?" Chemistry teacher with a straight face asked loudly.
  Boys laugh.
  Chemistry teacher if realized, praise:
  "Oh, love me!"
  Laughed the whole Church. I love laughing Iraq, without blinking an eye, all for granted.
  After class, two boys learn to tone: "Oh, love me!" There are two girls
  Stern asks:
  "What is funny, what are eager to learn, and not think about it."
  That IS good, and since no one made fun of. Iraq after the bell rang I always love a hurry
  Busy came in, sat in the back position. Just one class, and hurried back to the teacher as busy trot
  Quarters went. Going to take care of children, go to the canteen Dafan, do something to the other side dishes. Some
  Girls to sew something to help your child with hand on behalf of the buy something.
  Only homework assignments, no one to help. Wrong thing because I love Iraq, auditors
  Test does not test it does not matter. Not to ring the school bell rang, she put the book notebook
  Pen pencil onto the bag, the bell rang, picked up and left. Probably never come
  Been to until the next day, after arranging to sit on the table. She never put bags hanging on the shoulder,
  Some girls also like a high school, they do not bag, relying on the books in the armpits.
  She was always carrying a bag, and carrying a basket similar. Ultimately, the earnest middle girls chirp
  Twitter, a bunch of two group of three, and she ignored. Spoke to some girls and boys,
  There is always quite different. She's the whole matter. In the boys eyes, as if she was not a woman
  Students. That IS good, and she and no one has conflicts, who may or may not by the brain to hand to help
  Her point is busy.
  Iran is busy love my family, is a child. She did not complain of the family, but also
  No significant interest, as if to do to do the pictures. Even the children, do not say it, do not
  People hold out to see.
  "Dr. I" out of the classroom, and Iraq never love me say a word. Meet the opposite,
  Do not look at her. What students do not see Dr. even named him the "love me" is also a
  Sample.
  Class dorm, so no one who, before and after the foot is to go their.
  Hui, Iraq did not tread ring tones love me come in to the half-court class, she quietly flash
  Come sit in the back row.
  "I am Doctor" is proudly raised his eyebrows, his arms half-move, slender fingers scratching a great
  "Must we book space" flavor. Suddenly his eyes saw the Iraq loves me, he did so with his hands up
  Arm, as if their wings to fly under the stage, across the desk, sort of a small Iraqi love my voice,
  Greeting said:
  "Fever, and fell asleep."
  Dr. falling hands, slender fingers, like claws to seize Iraq's head on my shoulder love.
  If not across the desk, if I move closer Cou love Iraq, according to this momentum should be an owner
  Hold, at least have a head tie to his chest. But no, a grasp on the "freeze frame", and
  The momentum of a half road "_set_" a "grid."
  In this half-channel, also called male and female students suddenly the whole Church, Gu Budao, first surprise,
  Chi Chi longer ... ... "Dr. I" Meng turned around, his eyes fierce, full-court silence. Not a
  Its capital so afraid, I was not the interest.
  Dr. Frankenstein is a student and that madman would be because scholarship when the bookworm,
  Become like this, for sure.
  Students say they love me is how well the Iraqi individual? Seems to be no civilized? Only
  Subject to fate? She did not mind or soul has not found? Only his or her full
  All do not own?
  Imagination, I love Iraq, "Dr. I" hand, is a female inside the violent Talon
  Chicken, where the word love to discuss this. Something to help the Iraqi boys and girls love me a fine because
  This became a natural.
  Do not want to "catastrophe," come, if not beat high school students beat the teacher, the first is also called
  "Royalists." Then is the "gang pup."
  At that time the streets close to the "long live", a person from the "early to consult" to "late reporting"
  - If the "black" who is "early, confessing his sin," "late guilty plea," I do not know how much noise to call
  "Long live", what what Long live, long live the great what, most of the greatest million
  Years old ... ... everywhere in "long live" on top of wrong, or wrong, or call wrong, or
  Word has spread, or slurred speech, will be labeled as the existing counter-revolutionary, a true open play, there are
  Beaten to death on the spot, and hit the jail still am at peace.
  Iraq loves me not the teacher, the students are not originally recognized as the eagle under the hen,
  Everyone's helped a lot of small to her. That all changed when Iraq did not love me wear a "red
  Hoop hoop. "Unable to enter the Corps fighting team. We are right lively, seeing that she came, unable to speak
  Sound, turned away. As if she was a spy. Just because overnight, the teacher becomes the whole
  Revolutionary object.
  Students find, long live the time who shouted, "I Dr" Shut up, sometimes
  Dodo lip service does not say anything, and sometimes do not really listen to loud small. We recite every day, the classic:
  "... ... Khrushchev-style characters, sleeping on our side ... ..." Now, to improve police
  Ti chance finally arrived.
  Dr. Minato few people in the side, shouted long live the mouth when the false call, support ears really listen.
  Sure enough, hear, and happy, like withholding the birds, fish hooks, surrounded by live cricket
  Cricket, Huan cried:
  "He muttered muttering, muttering words."
  "Vicious."
  "Yes, I'm afraid I know, yes, ruthless, drug."
  The herd instinct, men and women, skipping, cheerfully rushed to the teachers quarters,
  Dr. came to the door. I saw love I was standing in front of Iraq, chest Zhi Yao, when she
  Down with the "man guards the pass, unchallenged," the momentum.
  We stopped and feet, and heard in Iraq loves me shouted:
  "I am Five poor peasants!"
  At the time, but the sound of the flagship Dangdang.
  Exports not only extraordinary, but also took the next chest. No one has seen such a reserving her,
  Can not help but Lengzheng.
  There is a thin and awkward boys to the pressure of cross points, cried:
  "Long live our cry, he whispered viciously."
  "Is a vicious, vicious." Proved a few mouth.
  Iraq loves me Lianyi Chen, only a second time, cried: "Many." Another second,
  Opened the gate, like voice: "a lot. Where are the street where the courtyard wall is
  The door is all outside the house ... ... "
  A sturdy girl cried:
  "He whispered the vicious, How toxic are toxic."
  "A lot!" Iraq loves me categorically. Directed at the girl, with a few laugh.
  "His accent, I know you have? What are you, I'm his wife." Turned
  Face to boys. "Do not many, to little? Not a lot, Xu less? Talk to me,
  Stand up, I'm the special waiting here to hear Who can say that a few words ... ... "
  Students to himself: "Do not talk to her nonsense." "We Four Olds." "Here
  The four olds more than anywhere. "" Four olds "refers to the book, the students in the" vicious "port
  Tone on the second fool, and transferred to the "four olds" on.
  Iraq loves me so he took a grate on the window sill:
  "I am Five poor peasants! There's no Five? Have four generations? Not. III
  Generation of it? Who is the third generation? "Raised grate." Five of the hit four generations, is playing son.
  Play three generations, with the grandson of the same play. "
  In spite of these major principles, though not on the classic, you can feel with the classic is the adhesion.
  The first component to the high guilty, the subsequent contraction. It is difficult to lower the number of the Five Dynasties, forward petrified. Only
  A few good account of the Five Dynasties Zu Nainai, education, educate your doctor on the ass so down slope
  The.
  From Iraq to the door of love, "Dr. I" drill in the house, even the shadow is not disclosed.
  Survive this day of catch, and some students went all over the world series.
  Some of the large formation factional battles in the community to go. Some struggle to change the line from the line
  Fight, girls hook bulked yarn. Boys assemble semiconductors.
  "Dr. I" appeared in the yard, long nail clippers, and good to get shovels. The years
  The coal ash did not return home late, shovel out, mixed with loess, watered, uniform mixing, and flat
  On the ground to take the shovel and worked across a vertical channel, divided into numerous small box. Dry air
  Dry, scoop up and piled for future use. Coal is called a cocoon.
  He hit the coal cocoon, not broken do not board, to burn.
  School students in the teacher's labor management, usually wash the toilet is sweeping clean the window. Also
  A temporary assignment, one day, the teachers _set_ up, called the plane out in the yard of the old roots.
  It would have been a person to hold the big locust tree, however, how many years ago, said to be hanged extraordinary, there are
  Who is dead, cut down to hit the coffin, and the remaining two feet high stumps. It is a most
  A ready-made chess table.
  Teachers to pick the shovel, man is not complete, the entire hard day, dig ten feet see
  Side of the pit. I saw below the root looked done, no head. Some out into the classroom
  Go under, would not have to demolition? Students out of ideas.
  The next day, "Dr. I" command, calling for the shovel to pick whether to make what, to
  Looked done in the root, choose a thick cut. Get a cedar pole with a rope tied in the wire
  Stump and a number of people on both sides to how much to push forward the same grind, can not move, to
  After the pull, pull, then push forward, push her half an hour, the old roots activity.
  Students also said, but added Dr origin, live to see more.
  Things in the world, but also, and like a millstone, millstone to the students who pushed, and the he
  Have to "re-education by poor peasants," the. The name of the red flag, mountains and the countryside, all of a sudden
  Fell to the lowest level of life. Three to five years, five years, a hobo-like flow
  Back to the city.
  That lanky boys grow a yellow Mao Huzi mouth, hard to chew lost high school
  The physics and chemistry, do not rest until admitted to University of Technology. But his favorite is History.
  The sturdy girl, shoulder meat taken up the sinew. She _set_ up a stall selling cowboy
  Pants, fitness pants, stockings, pants, made a fortune, wanted to start a cold drink hot coffee.
  Boyfriend more, the old fight to let her look lively.
  Students heard that "Dr. I" single edge of the town to live in a small temple. He had to write
  A book, Five poor peasants in Iraq loves me this time, "scared", and court disaster is also terrible, do not
  Xu wrote. Dr. secretly write, hidden in the bunk, the ceiling, called love I searched Iraq
  Out. Later, Zhang quartet built a small, plug in the hole in the wall, the pile of briquettes, it would not escape
  Love me through the eyes of Iraq. Even Dr. rampage, or pleading, knelt down and bowed, but also fail to do so
  Live in a fire burned. World upside down, hen eagle, and said: Do not order, I
  To the child's life. Are not prepared to die to go outside better.
  "Dr. I" had "to find the wearer to go outside" phrase mantra, fled to a small temple
  Stay. Lanky boys find temple backyard, raised their hands to touch the roof of the hut, the heap
  A pile of books with Tanzhe middle and found the teacher. "Dr. I" skinny, and hair
  Black's also black, white and white, but also strange. That two hands to re-grown a long fingernails, small
  Old and only long fingers attached to the body, like the hand of the female roles. Small boys sat a long time, no
  See this as a hands Talon publicity. Handed like to smoke, not waving decline,
  But pressed on the chest, said softly:
  "No pumping, pumping can not afford, also good, save trouble."
  Small boys, said the house, put the book does not open, the light is also inadequate, hurt the eyes, and shares
  Sub-rotten smell.
  Dr. not pointing Jiangshan, kept the hands co, said:
  "Just a quiet, quiet like."
  Asked the boys what is written in a book.
  Table according to the paper, Dr. hands, mouth, huh only twice.
  Boys to aim, or to find out about this book, the teacher said the students are thinking about
  Writings.
  Dr. slender fingers Kouzhuo the chest, as if grasping mind, not talk.
  Boys refused to give up, he said he liked literature and history, are willing to look for information on helping, copy copy
  Write ... ...
  Dr. not look up, only the eyes turn to the eyes, can be called strabismus, can also be said
  Snooping.
  At this time, thin and fat, thin, male teachers find you, the hair, the gestures ... you ...
  Reality does not matter, what matters is eyes. That reading the previous nerves, no. See
  People see the world Xiong Shen, is gone. Liushenwuzhu now like it, and like the shining
  Something. Shining like cunning? Cunning broker? Cunning? Are not allowed. Can not do without a cunning
  Word, but a gloomy.
  Lanky guy thinks long beard, and may wish to straight to the point, called up and said:
  "You're a person, such a shed, to write a big book? Write and who to
  You out? Students can Benben sponsorship, but you have to tell me what you write is a
  Book? "
  "Dr. I" mysterious face appeared, and said:
  "Long live the Origin."
  Boys fist, held his arm held: "Long Live?"
  Dr. hands Tiexiong fixed, nodded, pointing to the opposite wall bawl mouth. Early look at boys
  See the wall east of a box, a strip of the West, says the promise is painted with the word - they would not recognize a
  Dr. bawl mouth was ... ... that goes on the box are:
  "This is the first million words, is a scorpion."
  "Is a poisonous scorpion it?"
  "Tail hook, where the most toxic. This thing, in ancient times, multiply, instant
  That is thousands of years old ... ... next to the word. "
  "Look out yet? Bloody."
  "I did not see it." Boys really do not understand.
  "It was a Ge, can hook to cut down, top to bottom is two feet, the feet. In ancient times,
  There is a penalty, called the sentence cut off the feet, feet to cut alive. New Year ritual, to supply knives to injure the feet,
  Called 'sacrifice goods'. "
  "It can be cruel ... ..." boys think of it. "Shouted Long live all day that year, you
  Muttering the 'vicious', right? Cover for love I froze Iran, saying it was 'a lot'. "
  "I said, is vicious, these two words, a drug, a ruthless. May be how to become a
  The most prestigious title of the most noble? Into trouble, how can only one, if more out of one,
  You have to kill me, I kill you ... ... "
  "You Source, is exploration of this?"
  Dr. Tiexiong slender fingers, bow: "Exploration of this."
  "Teacher!" Male loud cry, he entered only the first Shengjiao teacher. "I'm
  Said, to no sponsorship, you explore accomplished. "These words, he stood up and left.
  Lanky boys look strong girls. Over days, the girls shoulders sideways into a small low
  House, she and the boys not the same, only a glance at the pile of books stacked, aiming for a non-observable on the wall
  Word non-painting. Kept the eyes fell upon a small desk Zhuojiao head, brains. Where a
  Cuci green bowl, not round, of course, endures substandard goods. Inside a box tofu, Shenzhe water
  Estimated spilled more than enough salt. Collage tofu yellow discoloration, missing a corner. Female judge:
  An angle, the next day's meal.
  "The teacher, love my big sister doing in Iraq?"
  "She is not called love me, called me hungry."
  "Do not agree with you stay here?"
  "Money does not give tickets, food stamps do not give. Hungry I am hungry, I go back."
  "This condition is not hungry, I actually still love me. Is, 'I Dr.' This
  An 'I' no other 'I' ... ... "
  "What am I?"
  Girls do not understand.
  Dr. bawl mouth pointing desktop. That tofu bowl next to have a rectangular sheet of paper, above
  Is:
  "The hook with a large serrated axes, killing weapon, that is, 'I'
  Prototype. "
  Girls as strong, but also a Jiling. Took a deep breath before they spoke again:
  "Teacher, your book, we feel deeply the students. Can you so hungry, Kennedy
  Who do not continue. Let us do some work, love my big sister did not tear so do not burn ... ... "
  "She was sick. For a while to understand, while confused. Confused face, pale,
  Eyes, straight. Like 'I' jagged, saw a poor peasant's neck on the Five ... ... "
  Little girls in a plan, said:
  "Teacher, do you trust me? To the letter, but I find some students to guarantee. You
  To have been written out and handed me a copy, we have hidden. Original is also you. "
  Dr. intimate slender hands, looking down in silence.
  Girls once again plan. Feel there must be an emergency measure to the offensive and said:
  "Do not say anything else, love my big sister in Iraq if the find here? Listen to the students that she
  Come, come, come ... ... "
  With a Ph.D. a "want to" step by step panic, cried: "You turn around
  Go. "
  Girls thought: attack with the point. Not only turn around, also went to the door wall. Listen
  See what is behind the pry, pull anything, rustling ... ...
  "Here."
  Girl turned, took a paper bag with both hands.
  "This is the first chapter: Introduction."
  But then he saw the girl, "Dr. I" eyes shining, that vision and cunning, and mysterious
  Cold. Sign bowed, and left.
  Girls home to open the paper bag and read the "Introduction" about more than words, but for a while
  School finished. Silly sitting, seeing dark. The body as strong, silent cooling - from
  Cold bones out and would like to drill into the bed to go. Still struggling from the meters, the night arrived thin
  High boys home, the boys father is a psychiatrist. Asked him to explain it



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