言情 》 殺 Kill   》 殺 Kill      安妮寶貝 An Nibaobei      Kill 　　是一種鈍重的沉悶的聲音。他的頭突然傾斜。黑暗中他緩慢地轉過臉來。 　　 　　 血象一隻手掌，無聲地掌控了他的額頭。他看着她。他輕聲地說，你在幹什麽。 　　他的眼睛一如既往的冷漠。 　　 　　 她又聽見自己的骨頭，發出咯咯斷裂的聲音。那睏擾了她很久的幻覺。並不妨 　　礙她體會自己眼淚的溫暖。凌晨兩點的夏天，風中有甜美的植物清香。她憎恨這個 　　男人再次給她以寂靜的背影。一次次把她遺失在黑暗裏。在他搖晃着試圖嚮門外走 　　去的時候，她舉起手中的扳手，再次給他以致命的一擊。 　　 　　 他衹發出一聲短促的低聲呻吟。溫熱的液體四處飛濺，散發出眼淚所沒有的粘 　　稠芳香。她確定他的身體裏已經沒有眼淚可以給她。但是鮮血卻可以這樣的纏綿。 　　她的頭髮，她的眼睛，她的手心，她的肌膚。終於又感受到他的撫摸。如此無所不 　　在。如此快樂。 　　 　　 ※ ※ ※ 　　 　　 她一個人在房間裏走來走去，聽到皮膚在孤獨中扭麯的聲音。她在冰箱裏堆滿 　　了蘋果。有時候一邊啃着冰冷的蘋果，一邊輕輕的笑。他的愛情對她並不重要。可 　　是她渴望他的撫摸。她能夠聽到自己骨頭髮出的聲音。衹有他溫柔或者粗暴的手纔 　　能平息這種恐懼。 　　 　　 是和林分離的那一個夜晚開始。林說，跟我走。在空蕩蕩的深夜的車站裏，林 　　解開他的棉風衣的扣子，把她裹在溫暖的氣息裏。她閉上眼睛。在閉上眼睛的時候， 　　她纔確信自己的安全。沒有人帶走林的諾言。沒有人可以帶走時間。 　　 　　 她從車站回到和他同居了四年的房子。她突然感覺到寒冷。她企求他與她做愛。 　　他說，為什麽你不跟林走。他的眼睛下面有一道紅色的傷疤。在和林的攤牌中，他 　　突然出手。整個手敲在玻璃上面，血流如註。她衹是寂寞地看着他。她想他們已把 　　彼此逼得無路可走。可是依然彼此需要。傷口對着傷口。恨對着恨。 　　 　　 她花朵一樣柔軟潔白的身體，散發他漸漸生疏的清香。把手指狠狠地掐在上面， 　　留下枯萎的褐色印痕。她在疼痛中安靜地微笑着。閉上眼睛，一片黑暗。衹有告別 　　後的愛情還在。如果他能夠原諒她。她想。她不願意他站在陰影裏，垂着一隻鮮血 　　淋漓的手。可是，她忘記她本身就是他最大的陰影。 　　 　　 ※ ※ ※ 　　 　　 他說，我已經無法和你做愛。他用指尖輕輕地推開她。我要看着你枯萎。 　　 　　 他終於輕輕地笑。她再次微微暈眩地閉上眼睛。在黑暗中伸手撫摸自己的皮膚， 　　絲緞一樣光滑冰涼的皮膚。因為絶望而象花瓣一樣地幹涸着。她終於習慣傾聽它們 　　在寂靜中發出的聲音。咯咯的斷裂的聲音，無聲地扭麯中。林說，你是這樣美麗的 　　女子。林的眼光無限宛轉。林的氣息終於逐漸淡泊。留下支離破碎的殘局。他和她 　　面對。 　　 　　 ※ ※ ※ 　　 　　 他壓住她的手臂，把點燃的煙頭摁在她的背上，聽她發出貓一樣的尖叫。 　　 　　 這是一個他喜歡的遊戲。他說，為什麽你不跟林走，告訴我。他一邊問，一邊 　　換一塊皮膚再摁下去。她看不到自己背上的傷痕。就象她不知道她可以負擔的絶望 　　可以多重。走在大街明亮的陽光下面，她和任何年輕的女孩一樣。漆黑的長發，絲 　　緞般的肌膚，白裙飛舞。她想，她還可以正常地愛一次。真正的正常健康地愛一次。 　　當他把冰涼的紅酒傾倒在她的皮膚上，酒精灼痛她潰爛的傷口。她衹是無法容忍他 　　把她獨自留在黑暗之中。孤獨的感覺使她崩潰。在那個寒冷的鼕夜，在從空蕩蕩的 　　車站轉身的時候。她想象着林遺留的溫暖氣息。 　　 　　 她想到了死亡。她有了墮入黑暗的預感。天空中突然有燦爛的煙火閃過。她以 　　為自己可以就這樣生活下去。 　　 　　 ※ ※ ※ 　　 　　 她對他說，別離開我。那次她發燒。她是個孤兒，十七歲開始和他同居。 　　 　　 他一直是她生活中唯一一個男人。直到林的出現。他深夜抱着她去醫院急診。 　　 　　 她在他的懷裏輕得象一隻棲息下來的鳥。她身上的傷口開始發炎。那一次昏迷 　　持續了整整一天一夜。她醒過來的時候，看到他在她的身邊。他冷漠地俯下臉說， 　　我不會放了你。可是我也無法再好好地對你。或者你殺了我。你殺了我你纔會自由。 　　我也會自由。然後他匆猝地別過臉去。有溫暖的液體滴落在她的臉上。那是他唯一 　　的一滴眼淚。 　　 　　 ※ ※ ※ 　　 　　 她並不是刻意要殺他。她想。他強迫她去精神病院看病，強迫她吃藥。 　　 　　 可是她覺得自己沒有病。她衹是想讓他撫摸她。她渴望他能夠撫摸她，而不是 　　把她一個人留在黑暗中。她聽到自己身體發出咯咯斷裂的聲音，有時她衹是恐懼地 　　輕聲呼吸。很多時候，她都是安靜的。她衹是對他說，別離開我。 　　 　　 那個凌晨，她也是這樣低聲地企求着，然後舉起扳手，用力地敲嚮他離去的背 　　影。 　　 　　 ※ ※ ※ 　　 　　 在他迅速冰涼下去的臉頰旁邊，她伏下身輕輕地對他說，我不跟林走，衹是不 　　想和他說再見。我憎恨別離。 　　Is a blunt heavy dull sound. Suddenly tilted his head. In the darkness he slowly turned to. 　　Blood like a hand, silently control of his forehead. He looked at her. He said softly, you're doing. 　　His eyes were always cold. 　　She also heard their bones broken gurgling sound. That troubled her long illusion. And may wish to 　　Hinder her feel the warmth of my tears. Two in the morning in the summer, the wind in the sweet fragrance of plants. She hated the 　　Man once again the back of her silence. Time and again lost her in the dark. Shaking in his attempt to walk to the door 　　Go, she raised her hand wrench, again to give him a fatal blow. 　　He only gave a short whispered moan. Warm splash of liquid, gives off tears that are not sticky 　　Thick aroma. She identified his body has no tears to give her. However, it can be a lingering blood. 　　Her hair, her eyes, her hands, her skin. Finally they feel his touch. So nothing is 　　At. So happy. 　　※ ※ ※ 　　A man she walked in the room, I heard the skin in solitude distorted sound. She filled in the fridge 　　Apple. Sometimes the gnawing cold apple, while gently smiling. His love is not important to her. Can 　　His desire to touch her. She could hear the sound of his bones. Only his hands are gentle or rough 　　To calm the fear. 　　And Lin is the one night began to separate. Lin said, follow me. Night in the empty station, Lin 　　Unlock the buttons of his coat of cotton, wrapped her in a warm atmosphere. She closed her eyes. When eyes were closed, 　　She was convinced that their own safety. Lin does not take away the promise. No one can take time. 　　She returned to live with him from the station house for four years. She suddenly felt cold. She begged him with her sex. 　　He said, why do not you go with the forest. His eyes beneath a red scar. And forests in the showdown, he 　　Suddenly shot. Knock on the glass above the hand, bleeding profusely. She just looked at him lonely. She wanted them to have 　　Forced each other no way out. Still we need each other. Wound against the wound. Hate against hate. 　　Like her soft, white flowers in the body, emitting the fragrance of his getting rusty. Severely pinch the fingers on the top 　　Leaves withered brown prints. Pain in her quiet smile. Close your eyes, a darkness. Only farewell 　　After the love is still there. If he can forgive her. She thought. She did not want him standing in the shadows, hanging a blood 　　Dripping hand. However, she forgot her own shadow is his greatest. 　　※ ※ ※ 　　He said, I have been unable to make love to you. He opened with a finger gently push her. I want to watch you wither. 　　He finally smiled lightly. She again to close your eyes a little dizzy. In the dark hand touch his skin, 　　Skin as smooth and cool satin. Because the same despair as to dry the petals. She got used to listening to them 　　Voice in the silence. Fracture giggle sound, silent distortions. Lin said, you are so beautiful 　　Woman. Lin's vision of infinite reverberates. Last breath of the forest gradually indifferent. Leave a fragmented mess. He and She 　　Face. 　　※ ※ ※ 　　He suppressed her arm, pressed the lit cigarette in her back, listening to her scream like a cat issue. 　　This is one of his favorite games. He said, why do not you go with the forest, let me know. He asked, while 　　For a piece of skin and then press down. She could not see the scars on his back. As she did not know she can afford despair 　　Can be multiple. Walk in the street below the bright sunlight, she, like any young girl. Dark hair, silk 　　Satin-like skin, white skirt flying. She wanted to, you can still love her once. True love once healthy. 　　When he poured red wine cold on her skin, alcohol burning her festering wound. She just can not bear his 　　Her alone in the dark. The feeling of loneliness made her collapse. In that cold winter night, from the empty 　　When the station turned. She imagined the warm breath of the remaining forest. 　　She thought of death. She had grown dark sense of foreboding. The sky suddenly flashed bright fireworks. She 　　As they can to live like this. 　　※ ※ ※ 　　She said to him, do not leave me. That her fever. She is an orphan, seventeen years old began to live with him. 　　He has been the only man in her life. Until the emergence of forest. He held her to a hospital emergency room late at night. 　　Her in his arms like a light down a habitat for birds. Her wounds began to inflammation. That a coma 　　Continued for a whole day and night. She woke up, saw him at her side. He reached down and face and said coldly, 　　I will not let you go. But I can not longer properly for you. Or you kill me. You kill me and you free. 　　I will also free. Then he looked over his left hurried hurried manner. A warm liquid dripping on her face. That was his only 　　Shed a tear. 　　※ ※ ※ 　　She did not intentionally kill him. She thought. He forced her to a mental hospital to see a doctor, forced her to take medicine. 　　But she did not feel sick. She just wanted him to touch her. She longed for him to touch her, rather than 　　Her alone in the dark. She heard his broken body gurgling sounds, and sometimes she just fear 　　Softly breathing. Very often, she is quiet. She just said to him, do not leave me. 　　That morning, she whispered to seek the same way, and then raised his wrench, knocking him hard to go back 　　Shadow. 　　※ ※ ※ 　　Rapid cool down in his cheek next to her Fuxia Shen said to him gently, I do not go with the forest, but not 　　Want to say goodbye to him. I hate to leave. 请欣赏:  请给我换一个看看！  拜托，快把噪音停掉！我读累了，想听点音乐或者请来支歌曲！

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