言情 》 等 Etc.   》 等 Etc.      張愛玲 Zhang Ailing      Etc. 　　推拿醫生龐齡的診所坐許多等候的人。白漆~*子當面表面反面方面正面迎面滿面封面地面路面世面平面斜面前面下面四面十面一面洗心革面方方面面面貌面容面色面目面面俱到，聽得見一個男子的呼喊： 　　“噯唷哇！噯唷哇，龐先生——等一息，下趟，龐先生——龐先生，下趟再——”龐先生笑 　　，背一串歌訣，那七字唱在龐先生嘴成為有重量的，如同琥珀念珠，有老太太屋子 　　的氣味，古老平安托福。而龐先生在這之外加上脊骨，神經，科學化的解釋。而墻壁上又 　　張挂着半西式的人透視圖，又是一張衛生局頒的中醫執照，配着玻璃框子，上貼着龐 　　先生三十多年前的一張二寸照。男子漸漸不叫痛，冷不防還漏出一句“噯唷哇！” 　　 　　 外間的太太們聽着，也都笑。一個抱着孩子的女拍拍孩子，怕他哭：“不要哭，不 　　要哭，等一下我們買蟹粉饅頭去！”孩子沒有哭的意思，坐在她懷像一塊病態的豬油， 　　碎花開襠褲與灰紅條子毛綫襪之間露出一段凍膩的小白腿。 　　 　　 過半天，他忽然過頭來，看住女，話——簡直使人不能相信這話是從一個 　　五六歲的小孩嘴說出來的：“不要買饅頭。饅頭沒有什麽好吃的。”富有經驗地嘟囔着， 　　仿佛上過許多次的當：“買蟹粉饅頭，啊？”然而女黃着臉，斜着眼睛，很不端正地又去 　　想她的心事。 　　 　　 龐先生和他推拿着的高先生說到外的情形：“現在真壞！三輪車過橋，警察一概都要 　　收十塊錢。不給啊？不給他請你到行去一趟。你曉得三輪車夫的車子租給他半天工夫， 　　這半天之內，他掙來的錢要養活口的呢，要他到行去一等等上兩三個頭，就是來問 　　明白，沒有事，放他出來，他也吃虧不起的。所以十塊就十塊。你不給，來給的還要 　　多。”龐齡對於淪陷區的情形講起來有徹底的瞭解，慨嘆之中夾着諷刺，同時卻又夾着自 　　誇，隨時將他與大官們的交情輕輕點一筆，道：“不過他們也有數，‘公館’的車他們看 　　都不看就放過去的。公館的車我每天坐的，他們從來不敢怎樣——” 　　 　　 “招子亮噯！”龐太太在外間接口說。龐太太自己的眼睛也非常亮，黑眼眶，大眼睛， 　　兩盞燈似地照亮黑瘦的小臉。 　　 　　 她瘦得厲害，駝着背編結絨綫衫，身上也穿一件縮縮的棕色絨綫衫。她整天坐在診所 　　，來來去去的病人露出刨牙微笑點頭，或是冷冷地，僅露出刨牙。她這丈夫是需要一 　　點看守的，尤其近來他特得法，一等大人物都把他往鄰里里程叫。 　　 　　 女兒阿芳坐在挂號的小桌子跟前數錢。阿芳是個大個子，也有點刨牙，如鍋底，卻生 　　着一雙笑眼，又黑又亮。逐日穿着件過於寬的紅黑小方格充呢袍子，自的灰鞋。鄰里里程 　　兄弟姊妹多，要想做兩件好衣裳總得等有對象，沒有好衣裳又不會有對象。這樣循環地等 　　下去。她總是杏眼含嗔的時候多。再是能的大姑娘也闖不出這身衣服去。 　　 　　 龐太太看看那破爛的小書桌上的一隻淺碗，愛惜地叫道： 　　 　　 “齡啊，你的湯糰要冷。”沒有答。過一會她又叫： 　　 　　 “齡啊！推完這一個好來吃。要冷。” 　　 　　 龐先生答應一聲“唔”，繼續和高先生說正經的：“先生說‘有飯大吃’。噯— 　　—我提出這個問題，他當時就這麽回報我：‘有飯大吃。’……先生這個人我就佩服他 　　有兩點。哪兩點呢？”龐齡生着闊大的黃獅子臉，粗頸項，頭與頸項紮實地打成一片，不 　　論是前面是後面，看着都像個胖人的膝蓋。龐齡究竟是戰前便有身份地位的人，做官的 　　管人來人往，他是永遠在此的，所以贊美起先生來也示慎重，兩眼望着地下，斷言道： 　　“哪兩點呢？啊？他不論怎麽忙，每天晚上，八點，定要睡覺！而且一上床就睡着。白 　　天一個人疲倦，身體毀滅的細胞，都可以在睡眠的時間重新恢過來的。這些醫學上 　　的道理先生他都懂得。所以他能夠這樣忙，啊——而照樣的精神飽滿！”龐先生幾乎是認 　　真咬文嚼字，咂嘴咂舌，口角噙香。仿佛一粒口香糖粘到牙齒仁上去，很費勁地要舔它下 　　來，因此沉默好一會。他重新又把先生的優點加以慎重考慮，不得不承認道：“他還有 　　一點：每天啊，吃過中飯以，立下規矩，總要讀兩個頭的書。第一個頭研究的是國文 　　——古文羅，四書五經——中國書。第二個頭，啊，研究的是現代的學問，物理啊，地理 　　啊，翻譯的外國文啊……請的一個先生，那真是學問好的，連這先生的一個太太也同他一樣 　　地有學問——你說難得不難得？”龐齡不住手地推着，卻把話頭停一停，問外： 　　 　　 “阿芳啊，底下是哪個啊？” 　　 　　 阿芳查查簿子，答道：“王太太。” 　　 　　 高先生穿着短打，絨綫背心，他姨太太趕在他前面走出來，在銅鈎子上取下他的長衫， 　　幫他穿上，給他一個個地扣鈕子。然她將衣鈎上吊着的他的手杖拿下來，再用手杖一 　　勾，將上挂着的他的一頂呢帽勾下來——不然她太矮拿不到——手法嫻熟非凡。是個 　　老法的姨太太，年紀總有三十多，瘦小身材，過時的鏤空條子黑紗夾長衫拖到腳上， 　　方臉，顴骨上淡淡抹胭脂，單眼皮的眼睛下賤地仰望着，雙手為他戴上呢帽。然她匆忙 　　地拿起桌上的一杯茶，自己先受不了一口，再遞給他。他喝茶，她便伸手到他的長衫去，把 　　皮夾子摸出來，數鈔票，放一搭子在桌上。 　　 　　 龐太太擡頭問一聲：“走啦，高先生？” 　　 　　 高先生和她點頭，她姨太太十分周到，一路說：“龐先生，再會呵！明天會，龐太太！ 　　明天會，龐小姐！包太太奚太太，明天會！”女人們都不大睬她。 　　 　　 龐齡出來洗手，臉盆架子就在門口。他身穿青熟羅衫褲，一隻腳踏在女兒阿芳的椅子 　　上，端起碗來吃湯糰，先把嘴的香煙交給龐太太。龐太太接過來吸着，龐齡吃完，香 　　煙又還給他。夫妻倆沒有一句話。 　　 　　 王太太把大衣脫挂在銅鈎上，領口的鈕子也解開，坐在間的紅木方凳上，等着 　　推。龐太太道：“王太太你這件大衣是去年做的罷？去年看着這個呢粗得很，現在看看還算 　　好。現在的東西實在推扳不過。” 　　 　　 王太太微笑答應着，不知道怎樣謙虛是。外的太太們，雖然有多時不曾添置過衣服 　　，覺得說壞說貴總沒錯，都紛紛附和。 　　 　　 粉荷色小雞蛋臉的奚太太，輕描淡寫的眉眼，輕輕的皺紋，輕輕的一排前劉海，剪頭 　　可是沒燙，她因為身上的一件淡緑短大衣是充呢的，所以更其堅决地說：“現在就是這樣 　　呀，裝滿一皮包的錢上街去還買不到稱心的東西——價錢還在其次！”她把一隻手伸到藍 　　白網袋來，握住當面表面反面方面正面迎面滿面封面地面路面世面平面斜面前面下面四面十面一面洗心革面方方面面面貌面容面色面目面面俱到的皮包，帶笑顛一顛。 　　 　　 “稍微看得上眼的，就要萬，”龐太太說，“看不上眼的呢——也要一千千秋！” 　　 　　 阿芳把小書桌的抽屜上鎖，走過這邊來，一路把鑰匙扣在肋下的鈕絆上，坐到奚太太 　　身邊，笑道：“奚太太，聽說你們先生在頭闊得不得呀！” 　　 　　 奚太太驟然被註意，臉上紅起來，“是的呀，他混得還好，升分行的行長。不過沒 　　有法子，不好寄錢來，我末在這裏苦得要死！” 　　 　　 阿芳笑着黑眼眶的笑，一隻手按着肋下叮當的鑰匙，湊過身來，低低地說：“恐怕你們 　　先生那邊有人哩！” 　　 　　 奚太太在藍白網袋眼伸出手指，手拍膝蓋，嘆道：“我不是不知道呀，龐小姐！我早 　　猜着他一定是討小。本來男人離開六個月就靠不住——不是我說！” 　　 　　 “那時候要跟着一道去就好！”阿芳己地把頭點一點，笑着秘密的黑眼眶的笑。 　　 　　 “本來是一道去的呀，在香港，忽然一個電報來叫他到內地去，因為是坐飛機，讓他先 　　去我慢慢地再來，想不到來就不好走。本來男人的事情就靠不住，而且現在你不知 　　道，”她從網袋伸出手指，抓住一張新聞報，激烈地沙沙打着沙，小聲道：“蔣先生下 　　命令，叫他們討呀！——叫他們討呀！因為戰爭的緣故，中國的人口損失太多，要奬勵生 　　育，格*K下命令，太太不在身邊兩年，就可以重新討，現在也不叫姨太太，叫二夫 　　人！都為公務人員身邊沒有人照應，怕他們辦事不專心——要他們討呀！” 　　 　　 阿芳問：“你公婆倒不說什麽？” 　　 　　 “公婆也不管他那些事，對我他們是這樣說：反正鄰里里程總是你大。我也看開，我過 　　四十歲的人——” 　　 　　 阿芳笑，說：“哪？沒有罷？看着頂多三十多一點。” 　　 　　 奚太太嘆道：“老呀！”她忽然之間懷疑起來，“這兩年是不是老呵？” 　　 　　 阿芳她端詳一會，笑道：“因為你不打扮。從前打扮的。” 　　 　　 奚太太往前湊一湊，低聲道：“不是，我這頭髮脫得不成樣子的緣故。也不知怎麽脫得 　　這樣厲害。”一房間人都聽着她說話，奚太太覺得也是應當的，怨苦中也有三分得意，網袋 　　抓一把攢在拳頭打手勢。“……邊的情形你不知道，地位一高自有人送上來的呀！ 　　真有人送上來！” 　　 　　 王太太被推拿，敞開衣領，頭前伸，五十來歲的人，圓白臉還帶着點孩子氣，嘴上有 　　定定的微笑，小弄堂的和平。龐先生來相信他和哪一等人都談得來，一走就走進人的空 　　氣。他問：“你還住在那條弄堂麽？” 　　 　　 王太太吃一驚，說是的。 　　 　　 龐先生又問：“你們弄堂門口可是新開一藥房？” 　　 　　 王太太的弄堂口突然模糊起來，她記得過街樓下水濕的陰影有個皮匠攤子，皮匠戴 　　着鋼絲邊眼鏡，年紀還輕着，藥房卻沒看見。她含笑把眼睛一霎一霎，答不上來。 　　 　　 龐先生又道：“那天我走過，看見新開一藥房，好像是你們弄堂口。”他聲音冷淡 　　起來，由於本能的同行相妒。 　　 　　 王太太這時候很惶恐，仿佛都要怪她。她極力想些話來岔開去：“上趟我們那有賊 　　來偷過。”然而她自己也覺得是很遠很遠，極細小的事。 　　 　　 龐先生駁詰道：“弄堂有巡捕口伐啦？” 　　 　　 王太太道：“有巡捕的。” 　　 　　 龐先生不再問下去。隨着他的手勢，王太太的頭前一探一探，她臉上又恢受不了那定 　　定的小小的笑，小弄堂的陰暗的和平。 　　 　　 外又來個五六十歲略帶鄉氣的太太，薄薄的黑梳個髻，年青時候想必是端麗的 　　圓臉，現在胖，顯得膿包，全仗腦的“一點紅”紅寶簪子，兩耳緑豆大的翡翠耳墜，與 　　嘴的兩顆金牙，把她的一個人四面支柱起來，有着落。她抱着個小女孩，徑自走到 　　間，和龐先生打招呼。龐太太連忙叫：“童太太外邊坐，外邊坐！”拍着她旁邊的椅子。 　　 　　 然而童太太一生正直為人，走到哪都預期她該有份特的優待，她依舊站在白~*子旁 　　邊，說道：“龐太太，可不可以我先推一推，我這個孫囝我還要帶她看牙齒去，出牙齒，昨 　　天疼一晚上。” 　　 　　 龐太太疏懶地笑道：“我也是來，我也不接頭——阿芳，底下還有幾個啊？” 　　 　　 阿芳道：“還有不多幾個，童太太你請坐一會。” 　　 　　 童太太問道：“現在點？牙醫生那一點半就不看。” 　　 　　 阿芳道：“來得及，來得及的。” 　　 　　 沙上雖然坐人，童太太善良而有資格地躬腰說兩聲“對不起，”便使她們自動地騰 　　出一塊地方來，讓她把小孫女兒安頓下。小孩平躺在傾陷的破呢沙上，大紅絨綫衫與絨 　　綫褲的褲腰交疊着，肚子凸得高高地，上頭再頂着絨毛鈕子蓬的圓球，睡着像個紅焰焰 　　的小山。童太太笑道：“這下子工夫已睡着！”她預備脫下旗袍蓋在小孩身上，正在解大 　　襟上的鈕子，包太太和她是認識的，就說：“把我的雨衣篷給她蓋上罷！”童太太道謝， 　　自己很當心地在一張安樂椅上坐下，與包太太攀談。包太太長得，鼕瓜臉，卡通畫的環 　　眼，下墜的肉鼻子，因為從來就沒有好看過，從年青的時候到現在一直是處於女伴的地位， 　　不得不一心一意同情着旁人。有她同情着，童太太隨即悲傷起來。 　　 　　 “所以我現在就等龐先生把我的身體收作收作好，等時局一平定，”童太太說，“等我 　　三個大小姐都有人，我就上山去。我這病都是氣出來的呀，氣得我兩條腿立都立不 　　住。 　　 　　 每天燒小菜，我燒菜去洗手，”她虛虛捋掉手上的金戒指，“我這邊洗手，他們一 　　人，從老頭子起，小老姆，姑太太，七七八八坐滿一桌子，他們中意的小菜先吃得精光。 　　 　　 “老頭子闖禍，抓到縣衙門去，把我急得個要命，還是我想法子把他弄出來， 　　找我的一個女兒，走她的腳路，花七塊錢。可憐啊——黑夜乘部黃包車白楞登白 　　楞登一路顛得去，你知道州的石子路，又狹又難找，墨黑，可憐我不跌死是該應！好容易 　　他放出來，這你想我是不是要問問他，當面表面反面方面正面迎面滿面封面地面路面世面平面斜面前面下面四面十面一面洗心革面方方面面面貌面容面色面目面面俱到是什麽情形，難末他也要問問我，是怎麽樣 　　把他救出來的。哦！——踏進屋就往小老姆房一鑽！” 　　 　　 大哄然笑。包太太皺着眉毛也笑，童太太紅着眼圈也跟着笑，拍着手，噴出唾沫星 　　子，“難我氣啊，氣啊，氣一晚上，一晚上沒睡。第二天看見他，我就說：我說人為 　　你這事擔驚受怕，你也不告訴告訴我你在邊是什麽情形，你也不問問我是怎麽樣把你救 　　出來的。他倒說得好：‘誰叫你救我出來？拿錢不當錢，花這麽些，我在當面表面反面方面正面迎面滿面封面地面路面世面平面斜面前面下面四面十面一面洗心革面方方面面面貌面容面色面目面面俱到蠻好的。’ 　　啊喲我說：你在當面表面反面方面正面迎面滿面封面地面路面世面平面斜面前面下面四面十面一面洗心革面方方面面面貌面容面色面目面面俱到蠻寫意——要不是我托干涉女兒，這邊一個電話打得去，也不會把你放 　　在帳房間——格*K你蠻寫意呀！真要坐在班房，你有這麽寫意啊？包太太你看我氣不 　　氣？——不然我也不會忍到如今，都為我三個大小姐。” 　　 　　 包太太勸道：“反正你小孩子們都大，要兒女知道孝順，往總是好的。” 　　 　　 童太太道：“我的幾個小孩倒都是好的，兩個媳婦也好，都是我自己揀的，老法人的 　　小姐。包太太，我現在說着要離要離，也難哪！族不是沒有族長，族長的輩分比我們小， 　　也不好出來說話。” 　　 　　 包太太笑起來：“這麽大年紀，其實也不必離，也有這些年。” 　　 　　 童太太又嘆口氣，“所以我那三個小姐，我總是勸她們，一輩子也不要嫁男人。——可 　　有什麽好處，用銅鈿，急起來總是我着急，他從來不操心的。” 　　 　　 奚太太也搭上來，笑道：“童太太你是女丈夫。” 　　 　　 童太太手捶手掌，又把兩手都往前一送，恨道：“來到他這三十年，他哪一樁事不 　　是我？那時候做新嫁娘，每天天不亮起來，公婆的洗臉水，焐雞蛋，樣式樣給它端整好。 　　 　　 難來添小孩子，一個一個實在多不過，公婆前頭我總還是……公婆倒是一直說我好 　　的。”她突然寂寞起來，不開口。 　　 　　 給她許多磨難，終於被她服的公婆長輩早已都過世，而她仍舊每天黑早起身， 　　在黯紅漆桶似的房摸索摸索，息息率率，手觸到的都是熟悉的物件，所不同的是手指骨 　　上一節節奇酸的凍疼。 　　 　　 奚太太勸道：“童太太你也不要生氣。不曉得你可曾試過——到耶穌堂聽他們牧師講 　　講，倒也不一定要相信。我認得有幾個太太，也是氣得很的，常常聽牧師解釋解釋，現在都 　　不氣，都胖起來。” 　　 　　 包太太進去推拿，一時大都寂寞無聲。童太太抄手坐着，是一大塊穩妥的悲哀。她紅 　　着眼睛，嘴衹有衹不過是吸溜溜吸溜溜出年老寒冷的聲音，腳下的地變廚房的黑白方磚 　　地，整個世界像是潮抹擦過的。間壁上的挂滴嗒滴嗒，一分一秒，心細如，將文明 　　人的時間成小方格；遠遠卻又聽到正午的雞啼，微微的一兩聲，仿佛有鄰里里程地沒有人 　　煙。 　　 　　 包太太把雨衣帶走，童太太又去解她那灰呢大衫的鈕扣，要給孫囝蓋在身上。奚太太 　　道：“脫下冷麽？”童太太道：“不冷不冷。”奚太太道：“還是我這件短大衣給她蓋上 　　罷。” 　　 　　 便脫下她的淡緑大衣，童太太道謝不迭，兩人又說起話來。 　　 　　 奚太太道：“你也不要生氣，跟他們住開，圖個眼不見。 　　 　　 童太太你不知道現在的時勢壞不過，邊蔣先生因為打仗，中國人民死得太多的緣故 　　*K，下一條命令，討小也不叫姨太太叫二夫人——叫他們討呀！” 　　 　　 童太太茫然聽着，端麗的胖臉一霎時變得疤疤癩癩，微紅微麻，說：“哦？哦？……現 　　在壞真壞，哦？從前有兩個算命的老早說，說我是地藏王菩薩投胎，他呢是天狗星投胎， 　　生冤死對頭，沒有好結果的。說這話的也不止這一個算命的。” 　　 　　 奚太太道：“童太太你有空的時候到耶穌堂去一趟試試看，聽他們講講就不氣。隨便 　　哪一個耶穌堂都行。這裏出去就有一個。” 　　 　　 童太太點頭，問道：“州金光寺有個悟圓老和尚，不知你可曉得？” 　　 　　 奚太太搖搖頭。她忽然想到另一件事，迫切地伸過腰去，輕輕問：“童太太你可知道有 　　什麽脫頭髮的方子？我這頭髮，你看，前頭褪得這樣！” 　　 　　 童太太熟練地答道：“把生薑片出來，頭皮上擦擦，靈得很的。” 　　 　　 奚太太有訓練過的科學化的頭腦，當下又問：“隔多少時擦一擦呢？” 　　 　　 童太太詫異地笑。“隔多少時？想起來的時候麽擦擦它好。 　　 　　 我說給你聽金光寺那和尚，靈真靈。他問我：你同你男人是不是火來火去的？我說是的 　　呀。他就說：‘快快不要這樣。 　　 　　 前世的冤牽，今世你再同他過不去，來生你們原舊還要做夫妻，那時候你更苦，那 　　時候他不會這樣輕易放過你，一個錢也沒有得給你！’難末我嚇死！老和尚他說：‘太太 　　你信我這一句話！’我雙手十，我說謝謝你師傅，我雙手把你這句話捧去！從此我當 　　真，大氣也不呵他一口。從前我要管他的呀，他怕得我血滴子相似，難來不怕，堂子 　　走走，女人一個一個弄學家全家家庭家乡來。難現在愈加惡——放得太早的緣故呀！”她嘆息。 　　 　　 奚太太聽得不耐煩起來，間或答應着“唔……唔……”偶爾點個頭，漸漸頭也懶得點 　　，單點一點眼睫毛，小嘴突出來像鳥喙，有許多意見在那含苞欲放，想想又覺得沒得說 　　頭，斷定童太太是個老糊。 　　 　　 輪到女領的小孩被推拿，小孩呱呱哭鬧，龐先生厲聲喝道：“不要哭，先生喜歡 　　你！” 　　 　　 女也諂媚地跟着醫生哄他：“先生喜歡你！呵，呵，呵，先生喜歡你！明天你娶少奶 　　奶，請先生吃喜酒！” 　　 　　 龐先生也笑：“對，將來時局平定，你結婚的時候，不請我吃酒我要動氣的 　　呵！” 　　 　　 童太太打聽點受不了，着急起來，還是多付兩百塊錢，拔號先看，看過，把睡熟的 　　小孫女兒抱起來，身上蓋的短大衣還奚太太，又道謝，並不覺得對方的冷淡。 　　 　　 童太太站在當地，穿着襯的黑華絲葛薄棉對襟襖褲，矮腳大肚子，粉桃腮，像百 　　子圖古中國的男孩。她伸手摘下衣鈎子上的灰呢襯絨袍，慢悠悠穿上，一陣風，把整個的 　　屋子都包在受不了。袍褂撣到奚太太肩上臉上，奚太太厭惡地躲過。童太太扣上鈕子，胳 　　肢窩以上的鈕子卻留着不扣，自己覺得仿佛需要一點解釋，抱着孩子臨走的時候又回頭奚 　　太太一笑，說：“到外頭要把小囝遮一遮，睡醒要凍着的。”然道再會。 　　 　　 現在被推拿的是新來的一個拔號的。奚太太立在門口看一看，無聊地又到原來的座 　　位上。 　　 　　 這拔號的是個少爺模樣，穿件麂皮外套，和龐先生談到俄國俱樂部放映的實地拍攝的戰 　　爭影片：“真怕人，眼看着個炮彈片子飛過來，一個兵往一仰，臉一皺，非常痛苦的樣 　　子，把手去抓胸脯，真死。死的人真多啊！” 　　 　　 龐先生睜眼點頭道：“殘忍真殘忍！打仗這樣東西，真要人的命的呢，不像我這推拿， 　　也把人疼得嘰哩哇啦叫，我這是為你好的呀！”他又笑又嘆息。 　　 　　 青年道：“死的人真多，堆得像山。” 　　 　　 龐先生有點惋惜地嘆道：“本來同他們那邊比起來，我們這裏的戰爭不算一事！殘 　　忍真殘忍。你說你在哪看的？” 　　 　　 青年道：“俄國俱樂部。” 　　 　　 龐先生道：“真有這樣的電影看麽？多少錢一個人？” 　　 　　 青年道：“龐先生你要看我替你買票去。” 　　 　　 龐先生不做聲，隔一會，問道：“點演？每天都有麽？” 　　 　　 青年道：“八點，你要買張？” 　　 　　 龐先生又過一會方纔笑道：“要打得好一點的。” 　　 　　 龐太太在外間接口道：“要它人死得多一點的——”嗨嗨嗨嗨笑起來。龐先生也陪她 　　笑兩聲。 　　 　　 診所的窗戶是關着的，而且十字交叉封着防空的、舊黃報紙的碎條，撕剩下的。外是 　　白淨的陰天，那天色就像是玻璃窗上糊層玻璃紙。 　　 　　 龐太太一路笑着，走來開窗，無緣無故朝外看一看，嗅一嗅，將一隻用過的牙簽丟出 　　去。然把小書桌上半杯殘茶拿起來漱口，吐到白洋瓷扁痰盂的黑嘴去。痰盂便在奚太太 　　腳下。奚太太也笑，但是龐太太當沒看見她，龐太太兩盞光明嬉笑的大眼睛像人樓上的 　　燈，與路人完全不相。奚太太有點感觸地望到處去，墻上的金邊大鏡又看見龐太太在 　　漱嘴，黑瘦的臉上，嘴撮得小小地，小嘴一拜一拜一拜。 　　 　　 奚太太連忙又望到窗外去，仿佛被欺侮似地，溫柔地想起她丈夫。 　　 　　 “將來，要看見他……他自己也知道他對不起我，要我好好地同他講……” 　　 　　 她這樣安慰自己，拿起報紙來，嘴尖尖地像啄食的鳥，微一邊歪着，示有保留， 　　很不贊成地看起報來。總有一天她丈夫要來。不要太晚——不要太晚呵！但也不要 　　太早，她脫的頭髮還沒長出來。 　　 　　 白色的天，水陰陰地；洋梧桐巴掌大的葉，黃翠透明，就在玻璃窗外。對街一排舊紅 　　磚的巷堂房子，雖然是陰天，挨挨擠擠仍舊晾滿一陽的衣裳。一隻烏蓋雪的貓在屋頂 　　上走過，看見它黑色的背，連着尾巴像一條蛇，徐徐波動着。不一會，它又出現在陽外 　　，沿着欄桿慢慢走過來，不朝左看，也不朝右看；它歸它慢慢走過去。 　　 　　 生命自顧自走過去。 　　 　　 （一九四四年十一月） 　　Dr Pang Songling massage clinic sat a lot and wait. White paint ~ * child inside, heard a man shouting: 　　"Why yo wow! Ai yo wow, Persky - such as a breath, the next trip, Mr Pong - Pong, the next trip again -" Pong laugh 　　, The back of a string of verses, singing in the Persky Seven Words that have the weight of your mouth to become, like amber beads, a woman in the house 　　The smell, the old peace TOEFL. And Mr. Pang added in this addition to spinal, neurological and scientific explanation. The walls and 　　Hung with semi-western human perspective, but also a Health Department license issued by the Chinese, with the glass frame of mind, above the close Pang 　　Thirty years ago a Mr. inch photos. Men are not called pain gradually, and unexpectedly also leak a "Why yo wow!" 　　Look outside the ladies, also smiled. Pat a child holding a child's maid, for fear he cried: "Do not cry, do not 　　Cry, wait a minute we buy bread to the crab meat! "The children did not mean to cry, sitting in her arms like a sick lard, 　　Floral open crotch trousers and gray wool socks, red striped between the exposed section of the white frozen tired legs. 　　After a long time, he suddenly turned around to see live in maid, has spoken - just people can not believe these words from a 　　Five-year-old child out of his mouth, said: "Do not buy bread. No delicious bread." Experienced to grumble, 　　Like the many times when: "buy crab meat buns, ah?" Yellow maid with a straight face, however, slanting eyes, quite rightly went to 　　To her mind was. 　　Persky and his massage was the case outside of Mr. Gao said: "Now the really bad! Tricycle across the bridge, the police must Yigai 　　Receive ten dollars. Do not give ah? He asks you not to go to the line trip. You know rent a trishaw driver, his car only half a day, 　　This half a day, he earned the money to support a family of it, asked him to go one more on the line two or three hours, later asked 　　Understand, no matter, let him out, he can not afford to lose. So ten to ten. You do not, then to the even 　　More. "Pang Songling the case for occupied areas a thorough understanding of speaking up, tucked among the ironic lament, but also self-clamped 　　Kwame, to keep the friendship he and high officials have a gently point, said: "However, they are several, 'residence' in the car they see 　　Do not look to put the past. Zhu residence every day I sit in the car, they would never think how - " 　　"Dr. Liang Ai son!" Mrs. Pang said external interfaces. Mrs. Pang own eyes very bright, black eyes, big eyes, 　　Side two lamps illuminated the Heishou little face. 　　Her thin powerful, Tuozhuo Bei knitting sweater, who also wore a brown sweater shrink shrink. She is sitting in clinics 　　Where patients always come and go dig exposed teeth and smile, or coldly, only been exposed planing teeth. Her husband is a need for this one 　　Point guard, particularly his recent special well, first-class big man regarded him to call home. 　　Fang sat in her small table in front of the number of registered money. Fang is a big man, also a little planing teeth, such as the bottom of the pot surface, but students 　　A pair of Xiaoyan, black and shiny. Daily wearing a loose red and black robes do charge a small box, made of gray cloth shoes. Home 　　Brothers and sisters more than two good to want to have objects such as clothes somehow, no good clothes will not object. The cycle in such 　　Down. She was always more than when the almond-eyed Han Chen. Longer capable young lady has no clothes have to break. 　　Mrs. Pang to see it broken on the desk of a small shallow bowl, exclaimed care: 　　"Songling ah, your dumplings to be cold." No answer. After a while she called: 　　"Songling ah! It a good push over and eat them. To be cold." 　　Mr. Pang agreed to say "Well," continued, and Mr. Gao Seriously: "Mr. Zhu said, 'We have food to eat'. Ai - 　　- I raised this issue, so he had to return me: 'We have food to eat. '... ... The person I admire Mr. Zhu He 　　Two points. Which two do? "Pang Songling students on large yellow lion with the face, thick neck, head and neck and down-mix, not 　　On that front, watching all like a fat man's knee. Pang Songling Is there pre-war status of the people, the officials do 　　Tubes coming and going, he is always here, so to praise Mr. Zhu also expressed caution since, stared at the ground, asserted: 　　"Which two do? Ah? Him no matter how busy, every night, eight o'clock, the board scheduled to go to bed! And a bed to sleep. White 　　Tianyi Personal tired body to destroy cells, can be re-sleep time to recover. These medical 　　Chu truth he knows. So he can so busy, ah - and still in good spirits! "Mr. Pang was recognized almost 　　Really quibble, smack raspberry, hold in mouth mouth fragrant. Stick to the teeth like a gum Jen up, very hard at it next to lick 　　Years, so a very long pause. He re again to seriously consider the advantages of Chu had admitted: "He still 　　Point: every day, ah, after dinner, _set_ the rules, the total two hours to read the book. The first hour of the Chinese 　　- Ancient Law, classics - the book. The second hour, ah, the study of modern knowledge, physical ah, Geography 　　Ah, the translation of foreign text ... ah ... please a President, then it is good knowledge, even the President of the same with him a wife 　　To have learned - do not you say rare rare? "Pang Songling do not stop to push, yet Buddist stopped, stop, ask the outside: 　　"Fang ah, under which ah?" 　　Fang checked investigation notebook, replied: "Mrs. Wang." 　　Mr. Gao wearing a bunt, wool vest, his concubine in front of him to come out in time, remove the copper hook to his gown, 　　Help him put on, give him one by one button toggle. Then she will hook on the hanging took down his cane, and then stick a 　　Hook, he will be hung above a felt hat hook down - or she can not get too short - way extraordinary skill. Is 　　The old law, concubine, the total age of more than thirty, thin build, and have a hollow note when the foot onto the surface of crepe gown folder, 　　Square face, a touch of rouge on the cheekbones, the eyes of degrading single eyelids looking up, his hands as he put on his tweed cap. Then she hurried 　　To pick up the table a cup of tea, to taste a mouthful of their own, and then handed it to him. His tea, she reached into his gown and came back 　　Wallet out of touch, Shu Chaopiao, put a child ride in the table. 　　Asked Mrs. Pang looked out: "gone, high sir?" 　　Mr. Gao, and she nodded, she was concubine very thoughtful, all the way, said: "Mr Pong, goodbye Oh! Tomorrow, Pang wife! 　　Tomorrow, Ms Pang! Package wife Mrs Xi, tomorrow! "Women are not much pay attention her. 　　Pang Songling out of hand, the basin shelf in the door. He was wearing a blue shirt and trousers cooked Luo, a foot on her chair Fang 　　On Picking Up eat dumplings, first cigarette to his mouth Mrs Pang. Took his wife to suck Pang, Pang Songling finished, Hong 　　Smoke and back to him. The couple has not a word. 　　Mrs. Wang hanging off the coat hook in the copper, the collar of the toggle also solved, sitting in the square between the mahogany bench, waiting for 　　Push. Mrs. Pang said: "Mrs Wong this coat you do strike last year? Last looked at it very rough, and now look pretty 　　Okay. Now it is manipulative, but something. " 　　Mrs Wang agreed with a smile, do not know how humble is. Outside the ladies, although the time did not purchase more than clothes 　　, And feel that bad that you always right, both have echoed. 　　Small egg powder face color charge Xi wife understatement facial features, wrinkles gently, gently bangs in a row, cut the head 　　Fat but not hot, because her body is filling it a light green short coats, so the more the firm said: "It is such 　　Yeah, a bag full of money to take to the streets to the Heart of the things you can not buy - the price is still followed! "She put a hand out into the blue 　　White mesh bag to take hold inside the bag and a smiling face of a Britain Britain. 　　"See a little touched upon, it must tens of thousands," Mrs. Pang said, "disdain for it - have a few thousand!" 　　Fang the small desk drawer was locked, and came over here, all the way to Key stumbling on the button in the ribs, his wife sat Xi 　　Around, laughing: "Xi wife, I heard you very, very wide in the inside, Mr. O!" 　　Xi wife suddenly was aware that his face turn red, "Yes, he's fared better or the branch president of the. But did not 　　There is a way, not send money, I'll die of the end of suffering here! " 　　Fang smiled and black eyes smile, a hand pressing ribs jingle of keys, Minato inside out over, whispered to say: "I am afraid you 　　With one mile there Mr.! " 　　Xi blue bag in the eyes of his wife out of the fingers, hands shot knees, sighed: "I do not do not know, sir, Miss Pang! I had 　　Guessed he must have discussed the small. Man had left the six months to unreliable - not me! " 　　"I had to follow a go down!" Fang Tiji points to his head that smiled a secret smile of black eyes. 　　"Yeah could have been one to go in Hong Kong, suddenly a telegram to tell him to the Mainland because it is flying, let him first 　　I slowly come to, think of was to not go. Man things have been unreliable, and now you do not know 　　"She stretched out the fingers from the net bag, seize a newspaper, the name rustle violently sofa, a small channel:" Under Chiang 　　The command, that they discuss it! - Ask them to discuss it! Because of the war's sake, China's population lose too much, to reward students 　　Education, Georgia * K under the order, his wife is not around two years to be re-discussed, it is not called concubine, called two husbands 　　People! Have to take care of civil servants that no one around, afraid they do not concentrate on work - ask them to discuss it! " 　　Fang asked: "What you say is not quite in-laws?" 　　"His in-laws and regardless of those things to me is what they said: Anyway, your home is always great. I see open, I had 　　Four-year-old person - " 　　Fang laughed and said: "Where? Not stop? Looked a little odd at best." 　　Xi wife exclaimed: "I'm old it!" She suddenly suspected it, "This is not two years old, huh?" 　　Fang looked to her for a while, smiled and said: "Because you do not dress out. Once upon a dress." 　　Xi wife move closer for a closer, whispered: "No, my hair is horrendous off the reason. I do not know how stripped 　　So powerful. "A room of people heard her speak, Xi wife think it is deserved, but also one-third of the bitter resentment proud, mesh bag 　　A handful of save in the fist gesture. "... ... You do not know the situation inside, the status of a high since been brought to the Yeah! 　　Was it sent to! " 　　Mrs. Wang is massage, open collar, head stretched forward, who fifty years old, round white face also looks a bit childish, there lips 　　Be fixed smile, the small alleys of the peace. Which has always been that he and Mr. Pang, who were both able to talk to, a stay away into other people's space 　　Gas inside. He asked: "Do you still live on that alley it?" 　　Mrs. Wang was surprised, said yes. 　　Mr. Pang asked: "You opened a new alley entrance, but a pharmacy?" 　　Mrs. Wang's alley mouth suddenly blurred, she could only remember Guojie Lou shadow under the wet stall has a cobbler, cobbler Dai 　　With wire-rimmed glasses, age is still light with, pharmacies but no see. Her smiling eyes Yi Sha Yi Sha, could not answer. 　　Mr. Pang has said: "That day I came, saw, opened a new pharmacy, as if you alleys mouth." His voice was cold 　　Up, because peer-phase jealous instinct. 　　Mrs. Wang was terrified at this time, as if to blame her. She tried to diverge to some words: "There are thieves on the trip we 　　To steal. "But she also felt very far away, very small things. 　　Persky split scold: "The mouth of the alleys have policeman attacked you?" 　　Persky not ask anymore. With his gesture, the king's head wife of a probe to explore forward, her face resumed then it's 　　Given little laugh, a small dark alley peace. 　　Five or six years old again outside a rural gas slightly wife, a thin black comb had a bun, the younger of the time must have Duanli 　　A round face, and now fat, appears to pustule, has only been behind the "little red" Ruby hairpin, a large jade earrings ears mung bean, and 　　Mouth of two gold teeth, her pillar of a man surrounded by them, were available. She was holding a little girl, went went in 　　Rooms, and Persky say hello. Pang quickly called his wife: "Mrs. Children sit outside, sit outside!" Patted the chair next to her. 　　Integrity of human life, however, Mrs. Tong, wherever she is expected to have taken particular the preferential treatment her son is still standing beside the white ~ * 　　Side, said: "Mrs. Pang, Can I push, first, my Sun would also like to take her to see Kids in my teeth go, the teeth, yesterday 　　Days of pain all night. " 　　Mrs. Pang laziness laughed: "I was to come, I do not fitting - Fang, underneath there are a few ah?" 　　Fang said: "There are a few small, the child wife you please sit down." 　　Mrs Tong asked: "What time is it? Dental doctor half past one can not read." 　　Fang said: "too late, too late for." 　　While people sat on the sofa, good wife and children are eligible to Gongyao said twice, "Sorry," it so that they automatically Teng 　　Out of a place to let her daughter _set_tle down into Komago. Child lying in the broken trap dumping it on the sofa, red sweater and cashmere 　　Lines overlap the waistband of pants, belly convex too high, the top button and then braved sub-fluffy hair ball and fell asleep like yan Yan 　　The hill. Mrs Tong smiled: "This work has erupted asleep!" Ready to take off her dress covered in the child, is a large solution 　　Lapel button on the sub, including the wife and she is known, said: "Take my coat cloak covered her stop!" Thank Mrs. Tong, 　　He is very careful to sit down in an armchair, his wife chatted with the package. Package wife ugly, melon face in the ring cartoon 　　Eyes, nose falling meat because never looked better, the time from young to now has been a companion in a position 　　Have wholeheartedly sympathize with others. There she was sympathetic with, then his wife sad child together. 　　"So I am now so Persky close to my body ready for collection, such as the current situation of a put down," Mrs Tong said, "When I 　　Missy has a family of three, I went up the mountain. I have this disease are the gas out of the ah, so angry I can not stand on two legs are _set_ 　　Live. 　　Burning dishes every day, I burned the food to wash their hands, "Xu Xu smoothed out her hand a gold ring," I'm here hands, the family 　　, From the old man, the little old Salim, regardless of his wife, seven thousand seven hundred eighty-eight a table filled with their favorite dishes to eat before the cleaners. 　　"The old man got into trouble, caught County Yamen, where they put me anxious kiss of death, or if I find ways to get him out, 　　Looking for my daughter a dry, walking her feet road, spent seven thousand dollars. Poor ah - the night shocked by the Ministry of rickshaw white board white 　　Teng Leng have to go all the way to Britain, you know, the gravel road in Suzhou, but also narrow and hard to find, jet black, I do not fell to his death is the poor should be! With great difficulty 　　He was released, which you think I am not trying to ask him what is inside the case, it is difficult at the end he should ask me, is how to 　　Put him out of. Oh! - Tim entered the house go out into the room a little old drill! " 　　We uproarious laugh. Package wife frowned hair smiled, his wife Zhaoyan lap child laughed, clapped his hands, spewing spittle Star 　　Son, "hard I was angry, ah, ah gas, gas for a night, a sleepless night. The next day saw him, I said: the people as I said 　　This is something you fear, you do not tell me what you are inside the case, you do not ask me how to save your 　　Out. He fell when he said: 'Why did you help me out? Money money improperly spent these many, I was inside just fine. ' 　　Ah yo I said: are you in there pretty decent - if I had not asked the stem daughter, played to a phone call here, nor will you put 　　Room in the account - you pretty decent frame * K Yeah! Really want to sit in class room, you have such a freehand ah? Package wife do not you see I was angry 　　Gas? - Otherwise I would not tolerate that now, both for my three eldest. " 　　Package to persuade his wife said: "Anyway, you kids are all great, as long as filial sons and daughters know, back is always good." 　　Mrs Tong said: "My back is good for several children, two daughters both mean I pick, the old method of others 　　Miss. Package wife, I said to leave to leave, which is hard! Family is not without chiefs, chiefs of the family hierarchy than we are small, 　　Not good to speak out. " 　　Package wife laughed: "so much older, but in fact do not have to leave, and also have these years." 　　Sighed his wife and children, "so I miss those three, I always advise them, life is not going to marry a man. - Can 　　What are the benefits, with the copper-tin, it is always anxious I try so hard, he never worry about. " 　　Xi wife also got on to, laughed: "You are the female child husband wife." 　　Mrs Tong hammer hand palm, both hands forward again to send a hate said: "come to his house three years, his family does not matter which one 　　Me? Then only do brides, do not light up every day, in-laws of the wash water, Wu eggs, the whole style like a good side to it. 　　Tim was a difficult child, one by one is more but I always was ahead of her in-laws ... ... in-laws said I'd have been better 　　The. "She suddenly lonely, will not speak. 　　Gave her many tribulations, and finally overcome the in-laws by her elders have already died, and she still got up every dark early, 　　Dark red paint bucket in the room like groping groping, interest rate interest rates, are the familiar hand touched the object, the only difference finger bone 　　Odd acid on a steadily cold pain. 　　Xi wife asked: "The child you do not get angry wife. I do not know you ever tried - to the Church of Jesus listening to their pastor about 　　Speaking, it would not have to believe. I know several wives, but also very gas, often listening to their pastor explain it, now 　　Not angry, and all fat again. " 　　Package wife into the massage, and sometimes we all mute. Mrs. Chao Shou child sitting, is a large sound sad. Her red 　　The eyes, mouth and suck yo yo issued only to draw the cold voice of old age, at the foot of the floor has changed the black and white tiles in the kitchen 　　, The whole world like a rag grazed the tide. In the wall between the ticking clock ticking, minute by minute, but cautious, such as hair, to civilization 　　People of the time divided into small squares; far yet to hear the cock crow at noon, slight or two, as if thousands of miles away to no one 　　Smoke. 　　Mrs. package raincoat away, his wife went to the solution of her children do a large gray shirt buttons, give Sun cover Kids in the body. Mrs Xi 　　Said: "Why take off a cold?" Mrs Tong said: "Do not you cold." Xi wife said: "I have this short coats or cover her 　　Strike. " 　　Took off her light green coat, child thank his wife cope, both of them talk. 　　Xi wife: "You do not get angry with them live in open, plan a sight. 　　Mrs Tong you do not know the bad times now, however, because the fight inside Mr. Jiang, the Chinese people a lot of reasons to die 　　* K, under a command, do not call to discuss the little known second wife, concubine - ask them to discuss it! " 　　Loss of child listening to his wife, Duan Li's broad face of a moment becomes scar scar skin disease of leprosy, reddish micro-Ma, said: "Oh? Oh? ... ... Now 　　In the bad really bad, huh? There are two fortune-telling once said long ago that I was reborn Earth Store Bodhisattva, he then is the Dog Star reborn 　　Health enemy foe, no good. It said this is also more than a fortune-telling. " 　　Xi wife said: "when the child wife, you are free to go to the Church of Jesus try to listen to them talk about not breathing. Casually 　　Which one of Jesus Church will do. There is a get out of here. " 　　Child wife nodded and asked: "Suzhou Golden Temple has a Wuyuan old monk, I wonder if you know?" 　　Xi wife shook her head. She suddenly thought of another thing, to urgently held out his waist and gently asked: "Do you know a child wife 　　What prescription hair removal? My hair, you see, head of the faded so! " 　　Mrs. skilled youngster replied: "the ginger pieces out, wipe the scalp, the very soul." 　　Xi wife has trained scientific mind, the moment then asked: "How much time every rub it?" 　　Mrs Tong smiled in surprise. "How much time separated? Want to wipe it up What a good time. 　　I say to you that golden temple monks and spiritual true spirit. He asked me: Do you fire with your man is not going to fire? I said yes 　　Yeah. He said: 'Do not be so quickly. 　　Injustice previous life led, and then present you with him in trouble, the next life you need to do couple of old, when you are more bitter, and that 　　When he would not let you go so easily, one does not have to give you money! 'Hard at the end I was scared to death! The old monk said: 'Mrs 　　Do you believe my word! 'I folded hands, I say thank you Master, I took home with both hands to put your words! Since then, when I 　　True, the atmosphere Oh he does not bite. I used to want to control him, he's scared I'm Flying Guillotine similar difficulties was not afraid, Church yard 　　Walk, one by one woman get home. Now even more difficult to evil - and the reason too early to relax ah! "She sighs. 　　Xi wife heard impatient at times, promised a "Well ... ... Well ... ..." occasional nod, do not bother getting the first point 　　, The single point of one o'clock eyelashes, mouth protruding beak like a bird, there are many opinions there Hanbaoyufang, think they do not have to say that 　　First, to determine the child his wife is old and confused. 　　Turn to lead the child was maid massage, children crying sorts, Persky snapped shouted: "Do not cry, like Mr. 　　You! " 　　Doctors followed the maid is also flattering to coax him: "Sir like you! Oh, Oh, Oh, sir, like you! Tomorrow you marry Shaonai 　　Milk, please, Mr wedding feast! " 　　Persky smiled: "Yes, put down the current situation in the future, when you get married, do not ask me I want to choleric Chijiu 　　Oh! " 　　Find out what time the child his wife, worried, or pay a hundred dollars, dial-up look, read, and the fast asleep 　　Komago daughter hold up, was covered in short coats also the Xi wife, and thanks, do not feel each other's cold. 　　Child was standing local, wearing only black Chinese Sige padded lining breasted jacket pants, Dwarf pregnant, noodles Taosai, like a hundred 　　Subgraph boy in ancient China. Hand off her clothes hook on the gown of gray velvet lining it, slowly put on, a gust of wind, the whole 　　Are in the interior of the house. Mrs. Shan Xi blood of grapes to the shoulders of his face, Xi wife escaped in disgust. Children wear Toggle wife, armpit 　　Nest limb but keep the above is not toggle button, feel like need a little explanation, holding the child went away, then back to the XI 　　Mrs. smile, said: "Kids in the outside should cover a small shelter, only woke up to the chilled." And then gave that up bye. 　　Massage is now a new dial-in. Mrs Li Xi at the door look at his friends, bored and went back to her seat 　　Spaces. 　　This dial is a young master look, wear a suede jacket, and Pong Club screening of the field about the Russian war film 　　War film: "It's terrifying, seeing a film shells fly over, a soldier back and Yang, face Yizhou, a very painful kind 　　Son, grab the handle breasts, really dead. Dead people are really more ah! " 　　Persky eyes open, nodded: "cruel really cruel! Fight this thing, I really can kill you in it, like my massage, 　　Pain Jiliwala also called the people, my own good to! "He laugh and sigh. 　　Young said: "dead people are really more like a mountain heap." 　　Persky little sigh of regret: "Originally, compared with theirs, we have here is not about the war! Residual 　　Tolerance really cruel. Where you say you see? " 　　Young said: "Russian Club." 　　Mr. Pang said: "This movie really have to see it? How much money a person?" 　　Young said: "Mr Pong you buy a ticket for you to see me go." 　　Persky silent, separated for a while, asked: "What time speech? Every day it?" 　　Young said: "Eight o'clock, you want to buy a few?" 　　Persky and after a while had just laughed and said: "If you want good point." 　　Mrs. Pang external interface, said: "To die a little more of it -" hey hey laugh. Mr. Pang is also to accompany her 　　Laughed twice. 　　Windows of the clinic is closed, and sealed with air defense cross, broken old yellow newspaper articles, tear the rest. Outside, 　　Fair and clear a cloudy day, the day the window color is like a layer of cellophane paste. 　　Mrs. Pang laughing all the way, came to open the window for no reason outward look, sniff, will throw a used toothpick 　　Go. Then the little desk take up half a cup of Cancha mouthwash, spit into the spittoon white Yangci flat black mouth. Xi wife will be in spittoon 　　Feet. Xi wife also smiled, but Pang did not see her only when his wife, Pang wife two bright eyes, like people laughing upstairs 　　Lights, and pedestrians completely irrelevant. Xi beheld his wife a little feeling to go somewhere else, Phnom Penh, a large mirror on the wall and saw Mrs. Pang 　　Rinse mouth, Heishou face, mouth a little too abstract, the mouth of a prayer and worship and worship. 　　Xi and his wife quickly glancing out the window, as if being bullied by Side, gently reminded her husband. 　　"In the future, as long as he saw ... ... he knew that he was sorry I am, as long as I talk with him ... well ..." 　　She consoled her, pick up a newspaper, the pointed beak to peck like a bird, slightly to the side of the crooked, expressed reservations 　　Disapproval from the newspaper came to look. One day her husband back. Not too late - too late Oh do not! But do not 　　Too early, her hair is not long off it. 　　The days of white water, gloomily; foreign Indus palm foliage, yellow Tsui transparent, in the windows. Street, a row of old red 　　Church Lane brick house, though it is cloudy, to suffer still suffer squeeze squeeze dry clothes over a balcony. A dark cloud covering the snow cat on the roof 　　On the walk, only to see it black on the back, attached tail like a snake, slowly volatile with. Soon, it appears in the balcony 　　Face, came slowly along the railings, not left and look, do not turn right and see; it go it slowly passed. 　　Life just keep walking past. 　　(November 1944) 请欣赏:  请给我换一个看看！  拜托，快把噪音停掉！我读累了，想听点音乐或者请来支歌曲！

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