散文 》 北風 North   》 北風 North      楊剛 Yang Gang      North 　　沒有人能夠明白北風，從沒有誰見到了北風的心髒，他們說北風是無知的毀壞，他們說北風無頭無手，衹有一條像女人的纍贅裙邊—樣的腳。 　　 　　北風，啊，深夜的黑暗裏從地心底層吼射出來的北風，你的聲音多麽壯！多麽猛！在玄色的天地中間，在宇宙蒙上了單一憂惶的迷灰色調時，你狂烈的暴激，奔騰的炫爛，你壯闊的動變，仿佛發出了萬能的震人心目的色彩，使人張不開他微弱的眼，色盲的眼，使人為了天地的酷虐而昏眩。 　　 　　你的鞭子，你震撻生命苔逐宇宙的鞭子，就從沒有停息過。你千裏奔駛的驅逐死寂！鞭捶的疲弱！掃蕩一切死亡和虛偽！你永遠不肯停在半路上，等着寂滅來和你妥協！你鞭打太陽，鞭打洋海，永不讓它們躺下來，永不讓它們安閑遊混！就是懶性天成的大山，你也要鞭碎它的岩石，掃蕩它的林木，你使它一時剝落了狡獪沙石的掩蓋，光着脊梁在你面前發抖。 　　 　　北風，偉大的北風，你是永不許鼕日死亡的大神，是生命的紅旗先使！在鼕日，雨來了，雪來了，霰珠塞滿了生命的細胞，太陽頽然如醉了酒的老頭，早上起不來，未晚就躺下去，披着它半黃半紅的黯淡袍服，像老和尚送喪的袈裟。大樹小樹都被剝奪幹淨了，被奪去了它們青春的冠冕，被剝下了它們潤緑的衣裳，它們衹好鐵緊的閉着嘴唇，等着生命的汁子從它們心上幹枯而死。大牛小牛幹渴了，大狗小狗都縮緊到屋檐底下去躺着，不敢出聲息。川流遲遲不前像老人絆壞了他的腿腳骨，也唱不出清脆的歌聲。宇宙那時好像是根本忘記了它自己，它以為死亡已經代替了它，寂蕪將把整個鼕天封鎖起來丟下冰洋裏去了。 　　 　　沒有你，沒有北風的狂吼，沒有北風的軍號，誰知道這宇宙還存在着？誰知道這宇宙還有無疆的雄厚，無窮的力，剛猛萬變的美！啊，誰又料到臨到了生命的盡頭躍出了生命的本身！ 　　 　　哦，北風。我不知你對於生命有幾千萬萬噸啓示的活力！我不知你纍積了人類幾十萬年磅磅礴礴，蓊蓊鬱鬱，綿綿延延不死的雄力在你懷裏，更不知道你飽載了宇宙多少多少鋼鐵的火星！當着明媚的春節，當着炎炎的夏日，當生命有的是喜說和自由時，你俄延着，屯積着，你不動，你說：“好吧，孩子們！玩一會兒，樂一會兒，別着急。”一旦生命在收縮，在潰敗，力與美落在枯寂死滅的威脅底下，在一個醜到失了容儀的黑夜裏，你突然發出了你的巨吼！為了你狂烈的動震而使生命的力在夢中人心裏像轟雷一樣爆炸！北風，我不瞭解你，我不能說一個微末的分子能瞭解它的全體。可是我覺得我和你有着心連心，手指連手指的密切生命，正像我和我的中華民族一樣。在鼕日的窗頭，我見不到北風的鞭子在寂呆的樹杪揮動時，我心是何等的寥寞！我渴戀着北風的呼聲；北風的號角未來時，我將怎樣度我的荒涼！然而正和慧星輝耀的存在相似，北風浩蕩的來臨是生命至確至剛的真理。我以我的胸脯敞露在北風雄猛的鞭擊底下，在北風尖銳的指鋒的刺割之下，我願北風排劍一般的牙齒咬住我的心，拖我上那生命的戰場！ 　　 　　在那生命的盡頭上永遠有生命自己的堤防，站在堤防排蕩一切的使者，請天下古今一切的權威者嚮他膜拜！ 　　 　　啊，北風！啊，偉大的中華民族！ 　　No one can understand the north, who never saw the heart of the north wind, north wind they say ignorance is destroyed, they said north no hands without a head, only a woman like a drag skirt - kind of feet. 　　North, ah, the night's darkness shot from the center of the earth to the bottom of the north wind roar, how strong your voice! How fierce! In the black world of the middle, covered with a single worry in the universe anxiety of the fans gray, you frenetic violence shock, Pentium-hyun bad, you magnificent dynamic change, as if issuing a universal purpose of color shock people, so one ox his weak eyes, color-blind eyes, to make heaven and earth Kunue and dizziness. 　　Your whip, you shock tarts whip the universe by moss life, it never stopped too. The expulsion of thousands of miles you drive Ben silence! Whip hammer the weak! Against all the death and hypocrisy! You never refused to stop at half way, wait to you Perishable compromise! You whip the sun, whipping ocean sea, never let them lie down, and never mix them security went out! Is lazy, heaven's mountains, you have to whip it crushed the rocks, against which the trees, peeling moment you make a crafty sand cover-up, bare spine shivering in front of you. 　　Without you, there is no north wind howling, not north of the bugle, who knows that the universe still exist? Who know that there is no end of the universe is abundant, infinite power, Tough-changing beauty! Ah, who expect come the end of life leaping out of life itself! 　　Oh, the north wind. I do not know you have tens of millions of ten thousand tons of life inspiration vitality! I wonder if you have accumulated tens of thousands of years of human majestic Bo pounds, thick lush Yu, endless extension of the extension of male power die in your arms and do not know how much you eat how much steel containing the universe of Mars! In the presence of bright New Year, in front of the heat of summer, when plenty of life and freedom, said hi, you along the Russian, stocking with, not move you, you say: "Well, kids! Play for a while, music for a while, Do not worry. "Once life in the contraction, in defeat, strength and beauty falls under the threat of Kuji Simie, lost in an ugly to allow instrument night, you suddenly send your Ju Hou! To move your frenetic life-force shock leaving the heart like thunder in the dreamer, like an explosion! North, I do not know you, I can not say a window dressing of the molecule to understand it all. But I think you and I have a heart to heart, even the fingers of the finger close to life, just as the same as me and my Chinese. In the winter window head, I see lonely stay in the north of the whip tip of the tree swing, my mind is how very few lonesome! I'm thirsty Lianzhao north of the voice; north of the horn to the future, what degree I will be my desolation! However, the presence of positive and Huixing Hui Yao similar to the advent of the north wind is mighty indeed Lawrence's life to the truth. I am in my chest in the north Xiongmeng Chang Lu hit the bottom of the whip, sharp finger at the north front of the thorn under the cut, I would like the north row of teeth, general bite the sword my heart, dragging my life on it battlefield! 　　At that end of life on his own life forever embankments, dikes row standing swing all the messenger, please all the authority of ancient and modern world who worship him! 　　Ah, the north wind! Ah, the great Chinese nation! 请欣赏:  请给我换一个看看！  拜托，快把噪音停掉！我读累了，想听点音乐或者请来支歌曲！

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