散文 》 北风 North 》
北风 North
杨刚 Yang Gang
North
没有人能够明白北风，从没有谁见到了北风的心脏，他们说北风是无知的毁坏，他们说北风无头无手，只有一条像女人的累赘裙边—样的脚。
北风，啊，深夜的黑暗里从地心底层吼射出来的北风，你的声音多么壮！多么猛！在玄色的天地中间，在宇宙蒙上了单一忧惶的迷灰色调时，你狂烈的暴激，奔腾的炫烂，你壮阔的动变，仿佛发出了万能的震人心目的色彩，使人张不开他微弱的眼，色盲的眼，使人为了天地的酷虐而昏眩。
你的鞭子，你震挞生命苔逐宇宙的鞭子，就从没有停息过。你千里奔驶的驱逐死寂！鞭捶的疲弱！扫荡一切死亡和虚伪！你永远不肯停在半路上，等着寂灭来和你妥协！你鞭打太阳，鞭打洋海，永不让它们躺下来，永不让它们安闲游混！就是懒性天成的大山，你也要鞭碎它的岩石，扫荡它的林木，你使它一时剥落了狡狯沙石的掩盖，光着脊梁在你面前发抖。
北风，伟大的北风，你是永不许冬日死亡的大神，是生命的红旗先使！在冬日，雨来了，雪来了，霰珠塞满了生命的细胞，太阳颓然如醉了酒的老头，早上起不来，未晚就躺下去，披着它半黄半红的黯淡袍服，像老和尚送丧的袈裟。大树小树都被剥夺干净了，被夺去了它们青春的冠冕，被剥下了它们润绿的衣裳，它们只好铁紧的闭着嘴唇，等着生命的汁子从它们心上干枯而死。大牛小牛干渴了，大狗小狗都缩紧到屋檐底下去躺着，不敢出声息。川流迟迟不前像老人绊坏了他的腿脚骨，也唱不出清脆的歌声。宇宙那时好像是根本忘记了它自己，它以为死亡已经代替了它，寂芜将把整个冬天封锁起来丢下冰洋里去了。
没有你，没有北风的狂吼，没有北风的军号，谁知道这宇宙还存在着？谁知道这宇宙还有无疆的雄厚，无穷的力，刚猛万变的美！啊，谁又料到临到了生命的尽头跃出了生命的本身！
哦，北风。我不知你对于生命有几千万万吨启示的活力！我不知你累积了人类几十万年磅磅礴礴，蓊蓊郁郁，绵绵延延不死的雄力在你怀里，更不知道你饱载了宇宙多少多少钢铁的火星！当着明媚的春节，当着炎炎的夏日，当生命有的是喜说和自由时，你俄延着，屯积着，你不动，你说：“好吧，孩子们！玩一会儿，乐一会儿，别着急。”一旦生命在收缩，在溃败，力与美落在枯寂死灭的威胁底下，在一个丑到失了容仪的黑夜里，你突然发出了你的巨吼！为了你狂烈的动震而使生命的力在梦中人心里像轰雷一样爆炸！北风，我不了解你，我不能说一个微末的分子能了解它的全体。可是我觉得我和你有着心连心，手指连手指的密切生命，正像我和我的中华民族一样。在冬日的窗头，我见不到北风的鞭子在寂呆的树杪挥动时，我心是何等的寥寞！我渴恋着北风的呼声；北风的号角未来时，我将怎样度我的荒凉！然而正和慧星辉耀的存在相似，北风浩荡的来临是生命至确至刚的真理。我以我的胸脯敞露在北风雄猛的鞭击底下，在北风尖锐的指锋的刺割之下，我愿北风排剑一般的牙齿咬住我的心，拖我上那生命的战场！
在那生命的尽头上永远有生命自己的堤防，站在堤防排荡一切的使者，请天下古今一切的权威者向他膜拜！
啊，北风！啊，伟大的中华民族！
No one can understand the north, who never saw the heart of the north wind, north wind they say ignorance is destroyed, they said north no hands without a head, only a woman like a drag skirt - kind of feet.
North, ah, the night's darkness shot from the center of the earth to the bottom of the north wind roar, how strong your voice! How fierce! In the black world of the middle, covered with a single worry in the universe anxiety of the fans gray, you frenetic violence shock, Pentium-hyun bad, you magnificent dynamic change, as if issuing a universal purpose of color shock people, so one ox his weak eyes, color-blind eyes, to make heaven and earth Kunue and dizziness.
Your whip, you shock tarts whip the universe by moss life, it never stopped too. The expulsion of thousands of miles you drive Ben silence! Whip hammer the weak! Against all the death and hypocrisy! You never refused to stop at half way, wait to you Perishable compromise! You whip the sun, whipping ocean sea, never let them lie down, and never mix them security went out! Is lazy, heaven's mountains, you have to whip it crushed the rocks, against which the trees, peeling moment you make a crafty sand cover-up, bare spine shivering in front of you.
Without you, there is no north wind howling, not north of the bugle, who knows that the universe still exist? Who know that there is no end of the universe is abundant, infinite power, Tough-changing beauty! Ah, who expect come the end of life leaping out of life itself!
Oh, the north wind. I do not know you have tens of millions of ten thousand tons of life inspiration vitality! I wonder if you have accumulated tens of thousands of years of human majestic Bo pounds, thick lush Yu, endless extension of the extension of male power die in your arms and do not know how much you eat how much steel containing the universe of Mars! In the presence of bright New Year, in front of the heat of summer, when plenty of life and freedom, said hi, you along the Russian, stocking with, not move you, you say: "Well, kids! Play for a while, music for a while, Do not worry. "Once life in the contraction, in defeat, strength and beauty falls under the threat of Kuji Simie, lost in an ugly to allow instrument night, you suddenly send your Ju Hou! To move your frenetic life-force shock leaving the heart like thunder in the dreamer, like an explosion! North, I do not know you, I can not say a window dressing of the molecule to understand it all. But I think you and I have a heart to heart, even the fingers of the finger close to life, just as the same as me and my Chinese. In the winter window head, I see lonely stay in the north of the whip tip of the tree swing, my mind is how very few lonesome! I'm thirsty Lianzhao north of the voice; north of the horn to the future, what degree I will be my desolation! However, the presence of positive and Huixing Hui Yao similar to the advent of the north wind is mighty indeed Lawrence's life to the truth. I am in my chest in the north Xiongmeng Chang Lu hit the bottom of the whip, sharp finger at the north front of the thorn under the cut, I would like the north row of teeth, general bite the sword my heart, dragging my life on it battlefield!
At that end of life on his own life forever embankments, dikes row standing swing all the messenger, please all the authority of ancient and modern world who worship him!
Ah, the north wind! Ah, the great Chinese nation!
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