短篇小说 》 Very 》
Very
Kawabata Yasunari
非常
When the three of them came out from the restaurant, the original or a day on the streets, is the lanterns.
We both went up field direction, especially now in a good mood today monarch, dressed in kimono jacket look shorter, like shoulder to come to me Nuejin hit. Tom came to the island ramp, suddenly asked:
"That is a woman, her husband suffered two decades of torture, ruined power, she could not escape from the hands of her husband. At this time I did not expect her husband was very ill, his wife, which look happy, and wish he would die early, and that they can be freed, young woman with a past can restore the beauty of her dreams, waiting. "
This brutal depiction of life and look, I am unhappy, because the illusion of marriage to my emotions become nuanced.
"16-year-old!" I murmured. And I intend to marry the girl is 16 years old Yeah. I have always been above the 16-year-old woman is not interested, but only for 16-year-old young girls have an almost pathological love. But then 16-year-old married, in the community is extremely rare, it can be said is an exception, but I made an exception for my fantasy, to enjoy the whitewash.
"16-year-old marriage that is very rare, and how to end it?"
"Is this, a newly appointed magistrate's son took a fancy to a girl, Siqibailai to think picking. The girl's father had a bit of the subjects as the old princes, now a clerk in the county when as popular novel to write. "
Today in the king so simple explanation, but I was silent.
Ueno Hirokoji king and today in the break, I travel to see the wood Tianjun Peng friends, he lived in dumpling board, would like him to accompany me to buy things. We bought five winter cushion. Others, such as dressing, sewing utensils, pillows and the like women, have children in the Road to be ready.
"Please come sit a while, my wife greetings to you, want to meet you."
Man of the house dust jacket slightly worn, as if to comb like caressed his neat mustache, and said politely: "My wife came here, her parents accompany her to come, hoping to stay here, lying a lot. "
"No, tomorrow I first came here to live a person, Gifu forty-five days before to pick her up."
Back to Asakusa's apartment and saw the proper way the child's letter. I quickly ran to the second floor, this does not mean Michiko to Tokyo yet.
Anyway Gifu home immediately to take a rush electrodes, immediately to the Tokyo police station to request search. Too bad she forgot to bring a photo, but there are also Shibata jun. Now take the night train arrived at Gifu go to catch the last train it? Sent for Shibata to. By now the child's adoptive parents had to go to Road to request help in finding a.
On the tram again to read out the letter. Read printed Jiegeng Hua sealed pattern, I do not mind other people's eyes do, when to send it, I checked the stamp on the envelope.
Last night certainly still Gifu, then this letter was posted away from home the right way? Or sent to then turn back over home?
My mind, "very" moment as the words continue to gradually drain the rain sound.
Thank you for your letter, I am sorry could not reply, you okay? I have to report the issue
White, not so much out of this very thing, as die happier. Please I forgot, as
, I do not in, I do not know where I will be, how to live, I sincerely wish you
"○! ○! In the end mean? What kind of code it? Love you, love friends a text she should know, why does the code do?"
Three
"Is a male-female relationships." I asked.
"Ah, there may be."
"Young outside the home can not be ugly? Adult or child scandal?"
"Man on the road when the child does not, she is very stable, although still young."
"May still, to a loss of hesitation."
Shibata looked away and said to himself:
"She said to come back on, and then let her come not happen, the blame missed opportunities."
"But -"
"So just let it slip a bald head wagging."
- It is about mid-October Michiko sent a letter from the Gifu says she fled to her car to send some money to go, no question, but said the child said to the girl and neighbors together, which makes me not happy. I am particularly girls, to produce a moral responsibility. They came to Tokyo, leaving her son and said get rid of, I do not have the heart to do so, the girl said, think of coffee shops to work if she would have happened in the city, could I not care. She also parents, her daughter ran away from home they will not sit idly by. Anyway all my baggage, Michiko one person will not be found, but would be dragged down with her, maybe will be back to Gifu. I really want a person to Michiko, so make feelings Michiko placed a specific, I can accept it straight, without the interference of outsiders. I also worried about her traveling one, a girl excited mood instability, prolonged sitting in Night Train to travel, really worried, so I went to Gifu to meet her. She may be too late to run away with a change of clothing, not to the point of her clothes to take along blame the poor - because of this situation, so I do not agree with her and a neighbor girl together. A few days ago to tell my thoughts Shibata, he said:
"What a big deal, I can deal with a woman's."
Now I have to say that should do pretty empty, it should come to accept her just fine.
Shibata comfort me:
"Look around us, the students love the smooth, rarely out of ten can be said that one person, while you have to hand, surprisingly smooth Generally anytime encounter _set_backs."
That said, why should I join the ranks of these failures go.
"How do?"
"I went to Gifu."
"It's that done."
"What did not prepare, lend me some pens pencils, and envelopes, stationery and leather like a burden, as well as Michiko's photos."
"The road to buy, you will carry with them money? Only thing I might want to use at any time, to today where there may be able to borrow to the king, but is estimated to lock the door, and it did not find time to pass him."
We hastily left the hotel. Chilly winter evening breeze, Shibata pull cape sleeves, draped it on my shoulder, how much he was such a warm demeanor make me a little embarrassed, we disclosed a head with the canopy walk, more emotionally less stable, and no shortness of breath.
"What, what kind of escape?"
Came to the horse in front of post offices, moves deftly removed Shibata cloak pressed my shoulder and said:
Shibata for me to borrow money back, but did not borrow, a friend was not at home. We boarded the tram, the car met the school students, Shibata immediately said to him:
I am wearing a school cap, always feel some fear, may be made in Gifu dry shameful thing. Shibata tried to take the hat a bit, much of the fertilizer to cover the ears, had my school uniform with a hat.
But I heard these words, if the call Watase's law student, he was desolate like skin touched my skin, could not help shivering.
"Michiko is not the biological father wrote to tell her? Was aware of it!"
I explore the probe to the car window, it seems very confident and said: "If you do not lose your virginity Michiko, how should she take to Tokyo, if you try to make a virginity that she can return home and their parents."
Four
Train up a staggered forward Ben driving through it the yellow window, dragging the gray silhouette cars flash across the tail. I think I should stand ready to replace the opposite side of the train, because there may Michiko on the train sitting opposite.
Come sit opposite students approached, he prepared a pre-university entrance examination Tokyo after being returned to the four countries, see the luggage rack of top universities that hat, I respect it seems.
What is possible, which is impossible, tell the boundaries, and my mind is full of illusion.
- Crying virginity of Michiko, Michiko and I live a non-platonic relationship between husband and wife living.
- "Although she had vowed to you, but this woman is me." "No, know how to love her, only me." But said the child was partial to this man, raised eyebrows, loud laugh at me.
- I heard Duan, then make the man could not move stiffly, or sleepy, or hit by lightning.
Again, I take out the letter to read Michiko, back cuffs in, the waist purse fell off. I inadvertently moving body, opposite the students who pick it up for me, and I took it woodenly, laid under the cloak, and slipped to the floor, picked up another student who covered me, it seems like a matter of course , the initiation of a kind of spoiled mentality. He picked up a few times to me, I did not express my gratitude, is a completely entrusted to him to rely on their own feelings, my body weak and indifferent to the kindness of others, was able to sit back and relax to the point.
The moment students are not waiting for me to sleep, I then said to him: "I want to Gifu, the arrival wake me up."
Sometimes woke up, only to see the empty station platform lights walking Zhanwu carrying member, I look out the window and stood up abruptly Michiko.
Toyohashi station in a time of 8:00 am wake up. I am not aware that the feelings of unrest last night, and at the present have any contact, it seems that even they have hands and feet but also become insensitive to forget the whole thing, the station became a proclivity glance like eleven people on the move.
Gifu Station to. Oh, the grand school parking lot, station platform with a large red and white columns are wrapped in cloth, the upper and lower bridge crossing is also decorated with red and white ribbons, like a necklace like. I am not the mood to march to meet the arrival of people! Road will not be because it caused the child to flee the city. Anyway, I have a fresh and unusual excitement.
I walked into the waiting room, glanced quickly to the newspaper, people come at me strange eyes. In the end the local newspapers, the news is about to flee, the boys team and girls team were fleeing, and arranged to meet locations. Later, six girls were arrested in Yokohama, six boys like to go to Hokkaido, but the published version are all second-year 15-year-old Miyoko name.
Out of the waiting room, parking lot entrance stands an arch, look up the white plaque with the words "celebrate the upgrade," the word, written in red with red bean-like.
"Upgrade? Which upgraded the school? Michiko to live near the temple that the agricultural school behind it?"
"Said the son of man is this agricultural school students? The city to celebrate it in the school?"
However, cold rain to flutter the name of the city, this city seems a little lifeless.
I came to a red wall hotel rain. It is located in the parking lot in front.
"Ai yo, is your it! Welcome." A maid came quickly pulled me in.
"Hey, welcome, welcome." Given her cheerful voice, gently pushing me from behind, one foot Hing Wah Street West, one foot Zhiwang Qian like brings me to run inside the corridor. Followed to twenty-three maid gently footsteps.
I am in a daze, do not say anything to them with mercy. I am not familiar with them, stayed one night in September, October, come here to eat a lunch, and they barely talked, but did not give any money, there is no reason to warm hospitality, where they share intimate strength to do this I am really flattered.
"Please wait here, there is a good room, soon to tidy up."
I stood there staring blankly, is full of some strange, really strange.
Five
I told the maid that dinner soon, but it sent almost 12 points.
"School?"
"So is the case, Well, I was a student, that the upgrade is old school."
"Really?"
"You heard of XX Street, a little girl living in the monastery things you left home?"
"I do not know, can be our boss is a girls' school teacher, so he came back to ask."
I always feel like to vomit, then tighten the strap dress, which is more painful, they had loosened.
Car parked in front of a grocery store, which stood a forty years old women, like Michiko's "teacher." Michiko here to learn sewing and flower arranging. Michiko has said that the "teacher" is the Gifu City, the only good of her people. Here is the letter I sent to the child's transfer to the road.
"If you want to inquire about the road sub-Cheng Hongwanji things."
"I called the North Island."
"Ah, ah, Mr. North Island!"
"Thanks to your care of."
"Where, where."
"I came to inquire about Michiko's."
"Michiko how?"
"What happened is not it?"
"I did not hear what ah."
"She did not leave the Temple would like to clarify?"
"I would like to clarify a long time did not go to Temple, but this thing -"
"Yeah, last night I received strange letters letter that she wanted to run away from home, you do not know?"
"If she was here, I will not hide for her."
Unexpectedly, she's such a sharp tone, so I really amazed, I could not help but glance inside, pull the white papered house. I actually did not cross-examine her intentions.
I feel tired, do not want to speak.
"Well, I'm sorry say good-bye, I would like to clarify a trip to Temple."
Got only to find the umbrella forget where Cheng is willing to Temple not far from here, I let the car waiting in front of the temple.
"Just returned from Tokyo to come."
"Michiko to do about it?"
"How, in her home?"
"This has been her home for a while?"
"How?"
"She told you what?"
"Yes, so today rushed to the scene a long time ago."
"Is it, then to sit on the house."
I sat down on the cushion, gently bowed his head, keenly said.
"One thing must apologize to you, please you must help."
She fell silent.
"Last night received a strange letter, very worried about immediately rushed to the scene - no running away from home kind of thing?"
"I do not know, Michiko said such things?"
"Oh, no, last night a telegram calling me."
"Oh, it's you calling, then feel wonder, said his son a bed in this room, she received, and told her to give me a look, but evasive, call her obsessed, just hum two, she said, not quite sure, that are not quite sure how, put the telegraph tear. "
The telegram to adoptive parents if they know the content, it's terrible, not to mention Michiko at home. God, I actually did what! Even the fake, not her real intention, she says in the letter to be away from home. Went so far as I can telegraph to the real thing exposed.
The original letter is false, not truth, now how much to dispel suspicions. I even did not dream is not the truth, the results themselves, but from last night and today so scared stricken.
"It's Thank you, bother you, specially arrived here."
"No, no, I should apologize."
Do I think of myself as a good person, said the child as a bad man do?
"Said his son how to think, I do not know, the better you ask her yourself."
No sound, I tense up. Mother went to the next room. Sliding door the door opened.
The moment to see her, I can not help but shocked, and this moment is not anger, not joy, not love, nor is disappointed. But a deep sense of abject apology makes me twitch.
I have not seen the girl I love, nor is it likely to betray my girl. Michiko to see, just see the empty, cause for grief.
I do not understand what kind of "very." But I know our marriage to Michiko ruined. Bear this blow, she wrote that letter it.
Embodiment of a painful forced me to, sitting stiffly across the brazier.
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