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Woken up by the alarm clock
2010-08-02 22:11:03
Woken up by the alarm clock,I feel extremely hard to open my eyes.I’m laiden down by days of severe cold.Struggled to stand up and get dressed…..Looking into the mirror, there’s a pale and languish face.Cells which resides in my temples were all fighting with each other and trying to desstroy themselves and my head all together.I buried my face in the basin filled with cold water,held my breath,as long as I can……..
I do not want to complain anymore,but I do have to say something.For I’m fed up and I need to let my gloomy out through my powerless words.
5 pm yesterday,my cousin in chaussures tn law called that her son would come to around 6 or 7 for English learning.I accepted readily,if not heartily.He would come once a week from now on, I figured out from conversing with her mother on the phone.I find the word “no” very hard to utter sometimes in our life,it’s really hard.We often need to accept things which we are not willing to accept,we have to smile when we are not happy or even furious.Not to mention the weeks following,say,just last night,I was unwilling to sit with a naughty boy and teach him chaussures nike something he’s also unwilling to learn.
Though I’m always free after work,with not much thing to do,just reading,surfing in the internet,hanging out with my friends or just laying on my bed with my favorite music spreading in my room,I need time to relax,to ponder,to catch up with my friends,to go to places I want to go,do all things I can’t do during worktime.While muttering against the teaching thing,another call came from my elder sister.Guess what?She asked me to look after her daughter for two or three days while she’s on business.Why “me”??? Is it because I’m so good to kids? Is it because kids are so happy to stay around me for fun. That’s not reasonable,absolutely.I said “yes” without hesitation.
After that “yes”,I was trapped with fear of the coming days. The following are what I have to do:Getting up at 6:30,doing bits and pieces of my own before work,helping the little girl dressed ,serving her breakfast,taking her to her school befor 7:55,idling aimless on the street until my work time.My father will pick her up in the afternoon,but I have to be with her after returning from work,her homework,be along with her,be her maid,answer to her needs at any time,guarantee that she’s happy and healthy under my wardship.
Last night,I was exhausted by attending nike requin two children,one with a lazy mind to learn english but forced by her mother and another get unsatisfied for being neglected while I was teaching.Poor girl I was,dazzled by own tireness,impatient with the naughty boy,sorry for the little girl not being fully cared…….. A girl in a mess. How to cope with? Just learn to say “ no”,the word hardest to express in our life.
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