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（ bǐ dé · yī fán nèi qí zhì yī fán · bǐ dé luó wéi qí） zuì zuì zhēn guì de péng yǒu yī fán · bǐ dé luó wéi qí gé xià！
kě yǐ shuō， wǒ sì chù zhuī xún nín， wǒ zuì zuì zhēn guì de péng yǒu， yǐ jīng yòu sān tiān liǎo。 yīn wéi wǒ yòu yī jiàn jí qí jǐn yào de shì qíng， yào yǔ nín shāng liàng， què yòu nǎ 'ér yě zhǎo bù dào nín。 zuó tiān wǒ qī zǐ zài xiè miáo · ā liè kè xiè yǐ qí nà lǐ shùn biàn gěi nín kāi liǎo gè wán xiào， qǔ xiào nǐ men fū fù， shuō nín hé tǎ jí yǎ nà · bǐ dé luó fū nà shì yī duì pì gǔ zuò bù zhù de máng rén。 jié hūn bù dào sān gè yuè， jiù yǐ jīng bù yào zì jǐ de lǎo jiā liǎo。 wǒ mendōu rěn bù zhù hā hā dà xiào， dāng shí shì duì nín men chōng mǎn zhēn zhì de yǒu qíng de。 bù guò wán xiào guī wán xiào， chú kāi wán xiào zhī wài， wǒ zuì zuì zhēn guì de péng yǒu， nín kě gěi wǒ zhì zào liǎo bù shǎo má fán。 xiè miáo · ā liè kè xiè yǐ qí duì wǒ shuō， nín huò xǔ shì qù lián hé xié huì cān jiā wǔ huì liǎo bā？ wǒ ràng qī zǐ liú zài xiè miáo · ā liè kè xiè yǐ qí de fū rén chù， zì jǐ biàn mǎ shàng fēi shēn páo dào lián hé xié huì。 zhēn shì yòu kě xiào yòu kě bēi， jiào rén kū xiào bù dé！ qǐng nín shè xiǎng yī xià wǒ de chǔjìng： wǒ qù wǔ chǎng jìng shì dú zì yī rén， méi dài qī zǐ！ yī fán · ān dé liè yǐ qí zài mén fáng pèng dào wǒ， yī jiàn wǒ shì gū shēn yī rén， mǎ shàng jiù zuò chū jié lùn（ zhè gè huài dàn！）， shuō wǒ duì wǔ huì shì qíng yòu dú zhōng， tè bié rè qíng， yú shì jiā zhù wǒ de shǒu， yìng bǎ wǒ qiáng xíng tuō jìn wǔ tīng。 hái shuō shénme lián hé xié huì de dì fāng tài zhǎi， nián qīng rén de xīn méi fǎ zǐ dé dào shū zhǎn， yóu yú shǐ yòng liǎo guǎng huò xiāng xiāng jīng jiā mù xī cǎo， tā de nǎo dài tòng dé hěn lì hài。 wǒ zài nà lǐ wán méi yòu zhǎo dào nín， yě méi yòu kàn dào tǎ jí yǎ nà · bǐ dé luó fū nà。 yī fán · ān dé liè yǐ qí dǔ zhòu fā shì， yìng yào wǒ xiāng xìn nín kěn dìng zài yà lì shān dà jù yuàn lǐ kàn《 zhì huì de tòng kǔ》 ①。
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① zuò jiā gé lǐ bào yé duō fū de xǐ jù， guò qù yì wéi《 cōng míng wù》。
wǒ fēi shēn gǎn dào jù yuàn， nà lǐ yě bù jiàn nín de shēn yǐng。 jīn tiān zǎo chén wǒ yǐ wéi kě yǐ zài qì sī tuō jiā nuò fū nà lǐ zhǎo dào nín， dàn shì nà lǐ yě shì méi yòu。 qì sī tuō jiā nuò fū pài rén qù bié liè bā 'ěr jīn jiā zhǎo nín， jiēguǒ yě shì yī yàng。 yī jù huà， wǒ bèi zhé mó dé gòu qiàng liǎo！ nín kàn wǒ yòu duō máng！ xiàn zài wǒ zhǐ hǎo gěi nín xiě xìn liǎo（ shí zài méi yòu bàn fǎ！）。 wǒ de shì qíng wán quán yǔ wén xué wú guān（ nín shì néng gòu lǐ jiě wǒ de）。 zuì hǎo miàn duì miàn dì tán， ér qiě yuè kuài yuè hǎo， yīn cǐ wǒ qǐng qiú nín hé tǎ jí yǎ nà · bǐ dé luó fū nà jīn tiān wǎn shàng yī qǐ lái wǒ men jiā hē chá、 liáo tiān。 wǒ de 'ān nà · mǐ hā yǐ nuò fū nà duì nǐ men de lái fǎng， yī dìng huì gǎn dào fēi cháng gāo xīng de， zhēn suǒ wèi bù shèng róng xìng zhī zhì。
shùn biàn shuō yī jù， wǒ zuì zuì zhēn guì de péng yǒu，（ jì rán yǐ jīng dòng bǐ， bù fáng duō xiě yīháng） wǒ rèn wéi wǒ xiàn zài bù dé bù duì nín yòu suǒ bào yuàn， shèn zhì yào zé bèi nín， wǒ zuì zuì kě jìng de péng yǒu， nín xiǎn rán wú yì zhī zhōng gān liǎo yī jiàn huài shì， gěi wǒ kāi liǎo yī gè 'è dú de wán xiào。 …… nín shì gè huài dàn， yī gè méi yòu liáng xīn de rén！ shàng yuè zhōng xún qián hòu， nín jiāng nín de yī wèi shú rén jí yè fū gé ní · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí， yǐn jìn liǎo wǒ men jiā。 nín gěi tā xiě liǎo yī fēng yǒu hǎo de jiè shào xìn， zhè duì wǒ lái shuō， zì rán shì shén shèng de。 wǒ duì cǐ gǎn dào wú bǐ de gāo xīng， zhāng kāi shuāng bì， rè qíng dì jiē nà liǎo zhè gè qīng nián rén。 dàn yǔ cǐ tóng shí， wǒ què jiāng nǎo dài tào jìn liǎo jiǎo suǒ lǐ。 jiǎo suǒ bù jiǎo suǒ qiě bù guǎn， qí shí nà dǎo shì gè hǎo dōng xī。 xiàn zài méi shí jiān jiě shì， zài shuō yòng bǐ xiě qǐ lái yě bù hǎo yì sī， bù guò wǒ dé qiú qiú nín， wǒ de xìng zāi lè huò de péng yǒu， nín néng bù néng xiǎng gè fǎ zǐ， kè qì yī diǎn， bù yào shēng zhāng， fùzhuó tā de 'ěr duǒ， qiāoqiāo dì duì nín de nián qīng rén shuō， shǒu dū fáng zǐ duō dé hěn， bù zhǐ wǒ men yī jiā。 lǎo tiān yé yā， wǒ kě zhī chí bù xià qù liǎo yā！ zhèng rú wǒ men de péng yǒu xī mò niè wéi qí suǒ shuō de， wǒ kuài yào dǎo xià liǎo。 wǒ men jiàn miàn yǐ hòu， wǒ bǎ yī qiē dū jiǎng gěi nín tīng。 wǒ bù shì shuō nà gè qīng nián rén zài yí biǎo、 pǐn dé huò zhě bié de shénme fāng miàn yòu shénme guò shī， qià qià xiāng fǎn， tā shèn zhì shì gè wén zhì bīn bīn dǐng jiào rén xǐ 'ài de qīng nián。 dàn shì nín zàn qiě xiān děng yī děng， děng jiàn miàn shí zài shuō。 bù guò， nín yào jiàn dào tā， dìng yào qiāoqiāo dì duì tā shuō， kàn zài shàng dì de miàn shàng， nín yī dìng yào shuō 'ā， zuì zuì zūn jìng de péng yǒu！ wǒ běn lái zì jǐ kě yǐ zuò de， dàn shì nín shì zhī dào wǒ de xìng gé de， wǒ zuò bù dào， shuō bù chū kǒu， jǐn cǐ 'ér yǐ！ shì nín jiè shào tā lái de má。 bù guò， hái shì wǎn shàng tán bā， zhì shǎo kě yǐ xiáng xì diǎn jiě shì qīng chǔ。 xiàn zài zài jiàn bā。
zhōng shí yú nín de……
yòu jí： wǒ de xiǎo hái yǐ jīng bìng liǎo kuài yī xīng qī liǎo， ér qiě bìng qíng yī tiān bǐ yī tiān huài。 tā yá chǐ tòng， zhèng zài cháng yá chǐ。 qī zǐ yī zhí dài zhe tā， chóu róng mǎn miàn， guài kě lián de！ nín men kuài lái bā！ wǒ zuì zuì zhēn guì de péng yǒu， nín yī dìng huì shǐ wǒ men gǎn dào wú bǐ gāo xīng！
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（ yī fán · bǐ dé luó wéi qí zhì bǐ dé · yī fán nèi qí） bǐ dé · yī fán nèi qí gé xià！
zuó tiān shōu dào nín de xìn， wǒ dú zhe dú zhe， gǎn dào mò míng qí miào。 shàng dì zhī dào nín zài shénme dì fāng zhǎo wǒ， qí shí wǒ jiù dāi zài jiā lǐ。 shí diǎn yǐ qián wǒ zài děng hòu yī fán · yī fán nèi qí · tuō luò kē nuò fū， suí hòu jiù dài shàng qī zǐ， gù liǎo yī liàng mǎ chē， fù liǎo chē qián， liù diǎn bàn zuǒ yòu dào fǔ shàng zhǎo nín。 nín bù zài jiā， yíng jiē wǒ men de shì nín fū rén。 wǒ děng nín yī zhí děng dào shí diǎn bàn， shí zài bù néng zài děng xià qù liǎo。 yú shì wǒ dài shàng qī zǐ， fù liǎo chē qián， gù shàng yī liàng mǎ chē， sòng tā huí jiā， zì jǐ biàn qù bié liè bā 'ěr jīn jiā， xīn xiǎng huò xǔ zài nà 'ér néng pèng shàng nín， dàn shì wǒ yòu shī suàn liǎo。 huí dào jiā lǐ， wǒ zhěng yè dū shuì bù zhe， lǎo zài dān xīn， zǎo chén wǒ zhǎo nín sān cì， jiǔ diǎn、 shí diǎn、 shí yī diǎn gè yī cì， fù liǎo sān cì chē qián， gù liǎo sān cì mǎ chē， jiēguǒ nín yòu ràng wǒ pèng liǎo yī bí zǐ de huī。
wǒ yī biān kàn nín de xìn， yī biān gǎn dào chī jīng。 nín tí dào yè fū gé ní · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí， qǐng qiú wǒ qiāoqiāo dì gào sù tā， dàn yòu bù shuō míng shénme yuán yīn。 wǒ zàn shǎng nín de xiǎo xīn jǐn shèn， dàn zhǐ yǔ zhǐ shì bù yī yàng de， wǒ jué bù huì bǎ yòu yòng de zhǐ jiāo gěi qī zǐ juàn tóu fā。 wǒ bù míng bái nín bǎ zhè yī qiē xiě xìn gào sù wǒ zuì zhōng de mùdì shì shénme。 ér qiě jì rán nín yào gān， wèishénme yào bǎ wǒ qiān dào zhè jiàn shì lǐ qù？ wǒ shì cóng bù guǎn zhè lèi xián shì de。 nín zì jǐ kě yǐ jù jué tā， bù guò wǒ jué dé nín wǒ xū yào gèng jiǎn dān míng liǎo dì、 gèng gān jìng lì luò dì jiǎng qīng chǔ， zài shuō shí jiān yě hěn jǐn。 wǒ yǎn xià shǒu tóu hěn jǐn， jì rán nín bù zūn zhòng shuō hǎo de tiáo jiàn， wǒ hái zhēn bù zhī dào gāi zěn me bàn ní！ wǒ yǎn kàn jiù yào wài chū， ér wài chū zǒng shì yào huā qián de， jiā shàng qī zǐ yòu chǎo zhe yào féng zhì yī jiàn shí máo de tiān 'é róng pī fēng， yě dé yào qián。 zhì yú shuō dào yè fū gé ní · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí， wǒ dé gǎn jǐn gào sù nín： wǒ zuó tiān zài pà wéi 'ěr · xiè miáo nèi qí · bié liè bā 'ěr jīn jiā shí， zhuā jǐn shí jiān， chè dǐ nòng qīng liǎo tā de qíng kuàng。 tā zì jǐ zài yǎ luó sī lā fū shěng yòu wǔ bǎi nóng nú， hái yòu xī wàng cóng zǔ mǔ nà lǐ dé dào mò sī kē jiāo wài de sān bǎi nóng nú。 zhì yú dào dǐ duō shǎo， wǒ bìng bù zhī dào， bù guò wǒ xiǎng nín zuì hǎo zhī dào。 zuì hòu kěn qiú nín gěi wǒ què dìng jiàn miàn de dì diǎn。 nín shuō zuó tiān jiàn dào yī fán · ān dé liè yǐ qí， tā gào sù nín wǒ hé qī zǐ zài yà lì shān dà jù yuàn kàn xì。 wǒ yào shuō tā zhè shì zài sǎ huǎng。 zài zhè lèi shì qíng shàng， nín yī diǎn yě bù néng xiāng xìn tā de huà， jiù zài qián liǎng tiān， tā hái piàn liǎo tā nǎi nǎi bā bǎi lú bù zhǐ bì。
yòu xìng zhōng yú nín de péng yǒu
yòu jí： wǒ qī zǐ yǐ jīng huái yùn， ér qiě tā fēi cháng hài pà， yòu shí gǎn dào yōu yù。 jù chǎng yǎn chū yòu shí míng qiāng fàng pào， ér qiě rén wéi dì yòng jī qì zhì zào léi míng。 yīn wéi pà xià zhe tā， suǒ yǐ wǒ bù dài qī zǐ jìn jù yuàn。 wǒ běn rén duì jù yuàn yǎn chū yě méi yòu duō dà xīng qù。
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（ bǐ dé · yī fán nèi qí zhì yī fán · bǐ dé luó wéi qí） wǒ zuì zuì zhēn guì de péng yǒu yī fán · bǐ dé luó wéi qí：
wǒ cuò liǎo， wǒ cuò liǎo， qiān cuò wàn cuò dōushì wǒ de cuò， bù guò wǒ hái shì yào gǎn jǐn biàn jiě yī xià。 zuó tiān wǔ diǎn duō zhōng， zhèng zài wǒ men huái zhe zhēn zhèng guān qiē de xīn qíng xiǎng qǐ nín de shí hòu， wǒ gū fù sī jié pān · ā liè kè xiè yǐ qí pài rén sòng lái jí xìn， shuō gū mā bìng wēi。 wǒ pà qī zǐ shòu jīng， méi duì tā tòu lù bàn diǎn fēng shēng， zhǐ shuō yòu bié de jǐn jí shì， yào qù gū mā jiā。 wǒ fā xiàn gū mā yǐ jīng bàn sǐ bù huó， qì xī yǎn yǎn。 wǔ diǎn zhèng tā zhòngfēng hūn dǎo， zhè yǐ jīng shì liǎng nián zhōng de dì sān cì zhòngfēng liǎo。 tā men jiā de yī shēng kǎ 'ěr · fèi duō léi qí shuō tā kě néng huó bù dào yī yè liǎo。 qǐng nín xiǎng xiǎng wǒ de chǔjìng bā， wǒ zuì zuì zhēn guì de péng yǒu， wǒ zhěng yè wèi céng shuì jué， shàng xià bēn máng， xīn qíng shí fēn bēi shāng！ zhí dào dì 'èr tiān qīng chén， wǒ yǐ jīng pí lì jìn， shí zài ròu tǐ shàng hé jīng shén shàng dū zhī chí bù zhù liǎo， yú shì jiù tǎng zài tā men jiā de shā fā shàng shuì zhe liǎo， wàng liǎo yào tā men jí shí bǎ wǒ jiào xǐng， suǒ yǐ yī zhí shuì dào shí yī diǎn bàn zhōng cái xǐng lái。 gū mā bìng qíng hǎo zhuǎn。 wǒ biàn huí dào qī zǐ shēn biān。 tā zhēn kě lián， wèile děng wǒ， tā shòu jìn liǎo jīng xià。 wǒ suí biàn chī liǎo diǎn dōng xī， ān wèi 'ān wèi qī zǐ， bào bào hái zǐ， biàn dòng shēn qù zhǎo nín。 nín bù zài jiā。 wǒ fā xiàn yè fū gé ní · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí jiù zài nín jiā。 yú shì huí dào jiā lǐ， xiàn zài ná qǐ bǐ lái gěi nín xiě xìn。 qǐng nín bié mányuàn wǒ， bié shēng wǒ de qì， wǒ zhēn zhì de péng yǒu。 nín dǎ bā， kǎn xià wǒ zhè yòu zuì rén de nǎo dài bā， bù guò， qiān wàn bù yào ràng wǒ shī qù nín de yǒu qíng！ wǒ cóng nín fū rén kǒu zhōng liǎo jiě dào， nín wǎn shàngjiàng dào sī lā wéi yà nuò fū jiā qù， wǒ yě yī dìng qù nà lǐ。 wǒ huái zhe jí qí pò qiē de xīn qíng， děng dài nín dà jià guāng lín。
xiàn zài réng rán zhōng yú nín de péng yǒu……
yòu jí： wǒ men jiā de hái zǐ shǐ wǒ men zhēn zhèng jué wàng liǎo。 kǎ 'ěr · fèi duō léi qí gěi tā kāi liǎo yào fāng， ràng tā fú dà huáng zhī。 dàn tā yī zhí bù zhǐ， zuó tiān rèn hé réndōu rèn bù chū lái liǎo， xìng hǎo jīn tiān kāi shǐ rèn dé rén liǎo， ér qiě bù tíng dì jiào zhe bà bà、 mā mā…… zhěng gè zǎo chén wǒ qī zǐ dōushì lèi liú mǎn miàn。
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（ yī fán · bǐ dé luó wéi qí zhì bǐ dé · yī fán nèi qí） bǐ dé · yī fán nèi qí gé xià！
wǒ xiàn zài zài nín jiā lǐ、 zài nín de fáng jiān lǐ、 zài nín de xiě zì tái shàng gěi nín xiě xìn。 ér zài ná qǐ bǐ lái yǐ qián， wǒ děng liǎo nín liǎng gè bàn xiǎo shí yǐ shàng。 xiàn zài qǐng nín yǔn xǔ wǒ， bǐ dé · yī fán nèi qí， jiù zhè yī zāo gāo jú miàn， tǎn shuài dì shuō chū wǒ de yī diǎn yì jiàn。 cóng nín zuì hòu de yī fēng xìn zhōng， dé zhī yòu rén zài sī lā wéi yà nuò fū jiā děng nín， nín jiào wǒ dào nà lǐ qù， wǒ qù liǎo， zuò liǎo wǔ gè zhōng tóu， kě shì nín què méi lái。 zěn me， zhào nín de yì jiàn， nán dào wǒ jiù yīnggāi ràng rén cháo xiào má？ qǐng wèn， gé xià…… jīn tiān shàng wǔ wǒ qù zhǎo nín， mǎn yǐ wéi kě yǐ zhǎo dào nín， suǒ yǐ méi cǎi qǔ mǒu xiē róng yì shàngdàng shòu piàn de rén suǒ shǐ yòng de shǒu fǎ， tā men wǎng wǎng dào yī xiē mò míng qí miào de dì fāng qù zhǎo rén， qí shí tā men kě yǐ zài rèn hé tǐ miàn de shí jiān dào duì fāng de shì lǐ zhǎo dé dào de。 dàn zài nín jiā lǐ， què kàn bù jiàn nín de zōng yǐng。
wǒ bù zhī dào hái yòu shénme néng zǔ zhǐ wǒ xiàn zài xiàng nín bù kè qì dì shuō chū quán bù。 wǒ yào shuō de zhǐ yòu yī diǎn， jiù shì wǒ jué dé nín dǎ suàn bèi qì qián yán， bù zhǔn bèi chéng rèn wǒ men shāng dìng hǎo de tiáo jiàn。 suǒ yǐ wǒ xiàn zài yī xiǎng qǐ zhěng gè shì qíng de qián qián hòu hòu， wǒ jiù bù néng bù chéng rèn， nín de guǐ jì duō duān， shí zài ràng wǒ chī jīng。 wǒ xiàn zài qīng chǔ dì kàn dào， nín de bù huái hǎo yì， shì zǎo yǐ yòu zhī de。 zhèng míng wǒ de shè xiǎng de shì nín zài shàng gè xīng qī jiù yǐ jīhū bù néng róng rěn de fāng shì， bǎ nín xiě gěi wǒ de yī fēng xìn nòng dào liǎo shǒu， zài nà fēng xìn lǐ nín qīn zì xù shù liǎo nín wǒ gòng tóng shāng dìng yòu guān nà jiàn nín fēi cháng shú xī de shì qíng de quán bù tiáo jiàn， suī rán nín shuō dé xiāng dāng yǐn huì， hán hán hú hú。 nín hài pà bái zhǐ hēi zì xiě chéng de wén jiàn， dǎ suàn bǎ tā men huǐ diào， ér bǎ wǒ dāng shǎ guā wán nòng。 dàn shì wǒ bù yǔn xǔ bié rén bǎ wǒ dāng shǎ guā wán nòng， yīn wéi qì jīn wéi zhǐ hái méi yòu rèn hé yī gè rén rèn wéi wǒ shì shǎ guā， ér qiě zài zhè jiàn shì qíng shàng， dà jiā duì wǒ de fǎn yìng， dōushì hěn hǎo de。 wǒ xiàn zài zhēng kāi liǎo liǎng yǎn， kàn qīng liǎo yī qiē。 nín xiǎng yú nòng wǒ， lì yòng yè fū gé ní · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí lái méng bì wǒ。 zài zhè zhī qián， wǒ méi yòu shí pò nín běn yuè qī rì gěi wǒ de lái xìn， biàn dài zhe zhè fēng xìn lái zhǎo nín jiě shì， nín què jiǎ yì yuē huì， zì jǐ zé duǒ cáng qǐ lái。 gé xià， nín bù huì yǐ wèiwǒ wú lì fā xiàn zhè yī qiē bā？ wǒ gěi nín xiào láo， jiè shào liǎo gè zhǒng gè yàng de rén wù， zhè yī diǎn nín shì hěn qīng chǔ de， ér qiě dāyìng yào chóu xiè wǒ de。 dàn bù zhī zěn de， nín jìng rán ná zǒu liǎo wǒ yī dà bǐ de qián， yòu bù dǎ shōu tiáo， ér qiě zhè shì fā shēng bìng bù jiǔ， jiù zài shàng yī xīng qī。 xiàn zài ní， nín bǎ qián ná zǒu yǐ hòu jiù duǒ liǎo qǐ lái， ér qiě hái fǒu rèn wǒ zài yè fū gé ní · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí de shì qíng shàng suǒ xiào de láo。 yě xǔ， nín jì xī wàng yú wǒ hěn kuài qù xīn bǐ 'ěr sī kè， yǐ wéi wǒ lái bù jí yǔ nín suàn zhàng。 dàn shì wǒ yào xiàng nín zhuāng yán dì xuān bù， bìng yòng wǒ de rén gé dān bǎo， rú guǒ shì qíng rú cǐ fā zhǎn， wǒ zhǔn bèi tè yì liú xià lái， zài bǐ dé bǎo zài zhù liǎng gè yuè， yī dìng yào bǎ shì qíng bàn hǎo， jì dá dào mùdì， yě zhǎo dào nín。 wǒ men yòu shí hòu yě huì gù yì diāo nán rén de。 zuì hòu， wǒ xiàng nín xuān bù， rú guǒ nín jīn tiān bù xiàng wǒ zuò chū mǎn yì de jiě shì， kě yǐ xiān xiě xìn， rán hòu miàn tán， qīn zì miàn duì miàn dì tán； rú guǒ nín bù zài xìn zhōng bǎ nín wǒ zhī jiān yuán xiān tán tuǒ de zhù yào tiáo jiàn， chóngshù yī biàn， bìng chè dǐ jiǎng qīng chǔ nín duì yè fū gé ní · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí de kàn fǎ， nà me wǒ jiāng bù dé bù cǎi qǔ duì nín hěn bù lì de cuò shī， dāng rán zhè xiē cuò shī wǒ zì jǐ yě shì hěn fǎn gǎn de。
zhōng shí yú nín de……
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（ bǐ dé · yī fán nèi qí zhì yī fán · bǐ dé luó wéi qí）
11 yuè 11 rì wǒ zuì zūn jìng、 zuì qīn 'ài de péng yǒu yī fán · bǐ dé luó wéi qí！
nín de lái xìn shēn shēn cì tòng liǎo wǒ， shǐ wǒ gǎn dào fēi cháng shāng xīn。 nán dào nín， wǒ qīn 'ài de， rán 'ér shì bù gōng zhèng de péng yǒu， zhè yàng duì dài nín zuì hǎo de、 zuì guān xīn nín de péng yǒu 'ér bù jué dé liáng xīn yòu kuì má？ jū rán bù nòng qīng shì qíng de quán bù qíng kuàng， jiù jí yú yòng zhè zhǒng wǔ rǔ rén de huái yí lái shāng hài wǒ！ dàn shì wǒ dé jí yú huí dá nín de zhǐ zé。 nín zuó tiān méi yòu pèng dào wǒ， yī fán · bǐ dé luó wéi qí， shì yīn wéi wǒ tū rán bèi yì wài dì jiào qù gěi mí liú zhī jì de gū mā sòng zhōng。 gū mā yè fū fěi mǐ yà · ní gǔ lā yé fū nà yú zuó tiān wǎn shàng wǔ yè shí yī diǎn qù shì。 quán tǐ qīn shǔ yī zhì tuī jǔ wǒ zhù chísāng shì。 shì qíng hěn duō， suǒ yǐ jīn tiān zǎo chén wǒ lái bù jí yǔ nín jiàn miàn， xià miàn cōng cōng máng máng xiě jǐ jù huà gào sù nín。 duì yú chū xiàn zài wǒ men zhī jiān de wù huì， wǒ cóng nèi xīn lǐ gǎn dào bēi 'āi。 wǒ guān yú yè fū gé ní · ní gǔ lā yé wéi qí de nà jǐ jù huà， shì wǒ suí suí piánpián shuō chū lái de， shì kāi de yī gè wán xiào， nín què cóng fǎn miàn jiā yǐ lǐ jiě， cóng 'ér gěi zhěng gè shì qíng fù yú liǎo shǐ wǒ shēn gǎn qū rǔ de hán yì。 nín tí dào qián de wèn tí， ér qiě duì cǐ shēn biǎo bù 'ān。 bù guò， wǒ bìng bù gǎn dào wěi qū， ér qiě zhǔn bèi mǎn zú nín de yī qiē yuàn wàng hé yào qiú， suī rán zài zhè lǐ wǒ bù néng bù shùn biàn tí xǐng nín yī jù， nà sān bǎi wǔ shí yín lú bù shì wǒ shàng xīng qī cóng nín nà lǐ gēn jù yī dìng de tiáo jiàn ná zǒu de， bìng bù shì dài kuǎn。 rú guǒ shì dài kuǎn， nà kěn dìng shì yào yòu jiè jù de。 zhì yú nín zài xìn zhōng tí dào de qí tā gè diǎn， wǒ jiù bù yú jiě shì liǎo。 wǒ kàn zhè shì yīcháng wù huì， wǒ zài zhè lǐ kàn dào liǎo nín de kuài sù、 jí zào hé zhí shuài de xìng gé。 wǒ zhī dào nín de shàn liáng hé tǎn shuài de xìng gé bù róng xǔ nín xīn lǐ liú xià huái yí。 zuì hòu nín kěn dìng huì qīn zì shǒu xiān xiàng wǒ shēn chū nín de shǒu de。 nín nòng cuò liǎo， yī fán · bǐ dé luó wéi qí， nín què shí dà cuò 'ér tè cuò liǎo！
jìn guǎn nín de xìn， shēn shēn dì shāng hài liǎo wǒ， dàn shì wǒ jīn tiān réng rán zhǔn bèi shǒu xiān dēng mén， xiàng nín fù jīng qǐng zuì。 bù guò dǎ cóng zuó tiān qǐ wǒ jiù tè bié máng， máng dé wǒ xiàn zài yǐ jīng jīng pí lì jìn， wán quán zhī chí bù zhù liǎo。 zuì zāo gāo de shì wǒ qī zǐ yě bìng dǎo liǎo， tǎng zài chuáng shàng， wǒ dān xīn tā shēng liǎo zhòng bìng。 zhì yú xiǎo hái zǐ， xiè tiān xiè dì， tā dǎo hǎo xiē liǎo。 wǒ bù dé bù jiù cǐ gē bǐ…… yīn wéi xǔ duō shì qíng， yī dà duī de shì qíng zài děng zhe wǒ qù zuò。
wǒ zuì zuì zhēn guì de péng yǒu， qǐng yǔn xǔ wǒ yǒng yuǎn zhōng yú nín……
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（ yī fán · bǐ dé luó wéi qí zhì bǐ dé · yī fán nèi qí）
11 yuè 14 rì bǐ dé · yī fán nèi qí gé xià！
wǒ děng liǎo sān tiān， wǒ xiǎng fāng shè fǎ， jié lì shǐ zhè xiē tiān chōng fēn fā huī zuò yòng， yǔ cǐ tóng shí， wǒ gǎn dào lǐ mào hé kè qì shì měi yī gè rén de dì yī měi dé。 cóng wǒ xiě wán zuì hòu yī fēng xìn jí běn yuè shí rì yǐ hòu， wǒ zài yán lùn hé xíng dòng fāng miàn dōuméi yòu xiàng nín tí dào wǒ zì jǐ， bù fēn yuán yīn shì wèile ràng nín 'ān 'ān jìng jìng dì duì gū mā lǚ xíng tú de yì wù， bù fēn yuán yīn shì wèile shǐ wǒ yòu bì yào de zú gòu shí jiān qù sī kǎo wǒ men shú xī de shì qíng。 xiàn zài wǒ jí yú jiān jué、 chè dǐ dì yǔ nín jiě shì qīng chǔ。
wǒ xiàng nín tǎn bái dì chéng rèn， zài dú dào nín zuì chū de liǎng fēng xìn shí， wǒ céng jīng yán sù dì xiǎng guò， nín bù míng bái wǒ de yào qiú shì shénme， suǒ yǐ wǒ jí xiǎng jiàn dào nín， tóng nín miàn duì miàn dì jiě shì qīng chǔ。 wǒ dān xīn wǒ de bǐ zhuō， bào yuàn wǒ zì jǐ bù shàn yú zài zhǐ shàng míng què biǎo dá wǒ de sī xiǎng。 nín zhī dào wǒ méi yòu shòu guò liáng hǎo de jiào yù， jǔ zhǐ bù wén yǎ， dàn yě bù xǐ huān kuā kuā qí tán， xuān yào huá lì de cí jù， yīn wéi wǒ gēn jù tòng kǔ de jīng yàn rèn shí dào， wài biǎo wǎng wǎng róng yì ràng rén shòu piàn shàngdàng， huā cóng dǐ xià wǎng wǎng cáng yòu dú shé。 dàn shì， nín shì lǐ jiě wǒ de， nín méi yòu gěi wǒ hǎohǎo dì huí xìn， yīn wéi nín bèi xìn qì yì de líng hún， zǎo jiù jué dìng liǎo nín yào bèi pàn zì jǐ de nuò yán hé cún zài yú wǒ men zhī jiān de péng yǒu guān xì de。 nín jìn lái duì wǒ de bēi liè xíng jìng wán quán zhèng míng liǎo zhè yī diǎn。 zhè yàng bēi liè de xíng jìng， duì wǒ de lì yì fēi cháng yòu hài， zhè shì wǒ méi yòu liào dào， yě shì wǒ qì jīn wéi zhǐ zěn me yě bù yuàn yì xiāng xìn de。 yīn wéi zài wǒ men rèn shí zhī chū， nín cōng míng de jǔ zhǐ、 nín dài rén jiē wù de xì zhì zhōu dào、 bàn shì de jīng míng yǐ jí cóng wǒ men gòng tóng hé zuò zhōng wǒ suǒ dé dào de hǎo chù， bǎ wǒ fú lǔ liǎo， wǒ yǐ wéi zhǎo dào liǎo yī wèi zhī xīn de péng yǒu、 mò nì de zhì jiāo、 yī wèi guān xīn wǒ de rén。 xiàn zài wǒ míng bái liǎo： yòu xǔ duō rén zài yòu rén de měi lì wài biǎo zhī xià， xīn lǐ què yǐn cáng zhe dú yào。 tā men yùn yòng zì jǐ de cōng míng cái zhì， què duì qīn jìn de rén， gǎo yīn móu guǐ jì， jìn xíng bù néng róng rěn de qī piàn， yīn cǐ tā men hài pà bǐ mò yǔ zhǐ zhāng。 yǔ cǐ tóng shí， tā men yòu bù bǎ wén cái yòng zhī yú wéi qīn rén hé zǔ guó móu lì yì， ér shì yòng qù má bì hé mí huò nà xiē yǔ tā men dǎ guò jiāo dào bìng dìng yòu hé yuē de rén。 nín de bèi xìn qì yì， gé xià， kě yǐ míng xiǎn dì cóng xià miàn de shì qíng zhōng kàn chū：
dì yī， wǒ zài xìn zhōng yòng qīng chǔ 'ér qiě míng bái wú wù de yǔ yán xiàng nín， gé xià， miáo huì guò wǒ de jìng kuàng， tóng shí zài wǒ de dì yī fēng xìn zhōng zhù yào jiù nín duì yè fū gé ní · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí de mǒu xiē shuō fǎ hé xiǎng fǎ， wèn guò nín de yòng yì shì shénme。 dàn nín duì qí zhōng de dà bù fēn wèn tí， jié lì bì 'ér bù dá， yòu yī cì hái yòng huái yí hé cāi jì lái jī nù wǒ， ér zì jǐ què 'ān rán bì kāi zhèng tí。 hòu lái， zài nín duì wǒ zuò liǎo xǔ duō nán yǐ chēng zhī wéi tǐ miàn de shì qíng zhī hòu， jìng rán xiě xìn lái shuō， nín fēi cháng shāng xīn。 qǐng wèn gé xià， zhè dào dǐ gāi jiào zuò shénme ní？ hòu lái， zài měi yī fēn zhōng duì wǒdōu shì fēi cháng zhēn guì de shí hòu， zài nín pò shǐ wǒ zài zhěng gè shǒu dū dào chù zhuī xún nín de shí hòu， nín zài yǒu yì de huǎng zǐ xià， gěi wǒ xiě xìn， gù yì bù tán xīn shì， què dà tán tè tán yī xiē wú guān de zhī má xiǎo shì， bǐ rú tán nín fū rén（ zài rèn hé qíng kuàng xià wǒ duì tā dōushì zūn jìng de） de bìng， tán nín hái zǐ fú liǎo dà huáng zhī yǐ jí yīn cǐ tā cháng chū liǎo yī kē yá chǐ děng děng。 nín zài měi yī fēng xìn zhōng duì zhè yī qiēdōu yī tí zài tí， wǒ jué dé fēi cháng tǎo yàn、 bēi liè。 dāng rán， qīn shēng 'ér zǐ de bìng tòng， qiān dòng zhe fù mǔ de xīn， zhè yī diǎn wǒ shì zhǔn bèi tóng yì de。 bù guò， zài xū yào tán lìng yī jiàn gèng jǐn yào、 gèng yòu qù de shì qíng shí， wèishénme lǎo tí zhè zhǒng shì ní？！ wǒ méi yòu zuò shēng， rěn nài zhù liǎo。 xiàn zài shí jiān yǐ jīng guò qù， wǒ rèn wéi yòu yì wù tóng nín jiǎng qīng chǔ。 zuì hòu， nín jǐ cì bèi xìn qì yì， yǐ xū jiǎ de yuē huì lái qī piàn wǒ， pò shǐ wǒ bàn yǎn nín shǒu zhōng de shǎ guā juésè， ér zhè shì wǒ yǒng yuǎn yě bù xiǎng gān de。 suí hòu nín yòu yāo wǒ qù nín jiā lǐ， jiēguǒ yòu hěn hěn dì piàn liǎo wǒ yī cì， shì hòu tōng zhī wǒ shuō nín yìng zhào qù dào liǎo bìng zhòng de gū mā shēn biān。 ér qiě nín hái bù zhī xiū chǐ dì yìng shuō nín gū mǔ zài wǔ diǎn zhěng zhòngfēng de。 xìng hǎo， gé xià， wǒ zài zhè sān tiān lǐ sōu jí liǎo zú gòu de cái liào， cóng zhōng zhī dào nín gū mǔ shì zài qī rì de qián xī， wǔ yè qián bù jiǔ zhòngfēng de。 yóu cǐ kě yǐ kàn chū nín zài lì yòng shén shèng de qīn shǔ guān xì， lái qī piàn wài rén。 zuì hòu， nín zài zuì hòu yī fēng xìn zhōng tán dào nín gū mā de sǐ， sì hū qià qià fā shēng zài wǒ yào yǔ nín shāng tán nín wǒ shú xī de shì qíng de shí hòu。 dàn shì nín bēi liè de xīn jì hé xū gòu， chāo chū liǎo rèn hé rén de xiǎng xiàng， yīn wéi gēn jù wǒ yòu xìng sōu jí dào de kě kào qíng bào， wǒ zhī dào nín gū mā qù shì de shí jiān， bǐ nín zài xìn zhōng suǒ shuō de shí jiān， zhěng zhěng wǎn liǎo yī zhòu yè。 rú guǒ yào bǎ nín duì wǒ bèi xìn qì yì de xíng wéi quán bù dū jiǎng chū lái， nà wǒ jiù méi fǎ tíng bǐ liǎo。 nín zài měi yī fēng xìn zhōng， dū chēng wǒ shì nín de zhēn chéng péng yǒu， duì wǒ shǐ yòng zūn jìng、 kè qì de chēng hū。 zhào wǒ kàn lái， nín zhè yàng zuò de mùdì， wú fēi shì wèile má bì wǒ de liáng xīn， zhè yī diǎn jí shǐ shì jú wài de bàng guān zhě yě shì kě yǐ kàn dé qīng chǔ de。
xiàn zài ràng wǒ tán tán nín duì wǒ jìn xíng de zhù yào qī piàn huó dòng hé bèi xìn qì yì de xíng wéi bā。 nín jìn lái bù duàn dì bì kǒu bù tán yòu guān wǒ men gòng tóng lì yì de yī qiē， bù tán sì wú jì dá dì qiè qǔ yī fēng xìn de shì， zài nà fēng xìn lǐ nín jiě shì guò wǒ men shuāng fāng tán tuǒ de tiáo jiàn hé qiān dìng de xié yì， suī rán tán dé hěn hán hú， wǒ bù wán quán míng bái。 nín yě mán dì qiáng xíng cóng wǒ shǒu lǐ jiè qù sān bǎi wǔ shí yín lú bù， méi yòu shōu jù jiè kǒu wǒ shì nín de hé huǒ rén。 zuì hòu nín bēi liè dì wū miè wǒ men gòng tóng de péng yǒu yè fū gé ní · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí。 wǒ xiàn zài qīng chǔ dì kàn dào， nín xiǎng xiàng wǒ zhèng míng， cóng tā zhè tóu shān yáng shēn shàng（ shù wǒ bù kè qì dì shuō） lāo bù dào rèn hé yóu shuǐ， jì lāo bù dào yáng nǎi， yě lāo bù dào yáng máo， tā zhè gè rén yī diǎn yòng chù yě méi yòu， tā bù sān bù sì， bù lún bù lèi， fēi lǘ fēi mǎ， fēi yú fēi ròu， yīn cǐ zài běn yuè liù rì de xìn zhōng， nín jìn shuō tā de quē diǎn。 wǒ shì liǎo jiě yè fū gé ní · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí de， tā shì yī wèi qiān xū、 xíng wéi gāo shàng de qīng nián。 wéi qí rú cǐ， tā cái néng lì zú yú shàng liú shè huì， dé dào rén men de shǎng shí hé zūn zhòng。 wǒ yě zhī dào zài liǎng gè xīng qī zhī zhōng， nín měi tiān wǎn shàng dū yāo yè fū gé ní · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí dǎ pái， bǎ jǐ shí， yòu shí shèn zhì shì shàng bǎi yín lú bù， zhuāng jìn zì jǐ de yāo bāo。 xiàn zài nín duì zhè yī qiēdōu shǐ kǒu fǒu rèn， bù jǐn bù tóng yì dá xiè wǒ de nǔ lì， shèn zhì bǎ wǒ zì jǐ de qián， yě jù wéi jǐ yòu。 nín shì xiān yòng hé huǒ rén de zī gé lái yǐn yòu wǒ， jì 'ér yòu xǔ yǐ gè zhǒng hǎo chù lái wǒ shàng gōu。 xiàn zài nín yòng jí qí fēi fǎ de fāng shì jiāng wǒ hé yè fū gé ní · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí de qián， dū jù wéi jǐ yòu， huí bì gěi wǒ bào chóu， bìng qiě wèicǐ dà sì zào yáo， sàng xīn bìng kuáng dì wū miè wǒ jié jìn quán lì yǐn jìn nín jiā de nà gè rén。 jù péng yǒu men suǒ shuō， nín bèi dì lǐ de zuò fǎ， qià qià yǔ cǐ xiāng fǎn。 nín zhì jīn réng rán hé tā gǎo dé hěn qīn rè， chàdiǎn méi tóng tā nián zài yī qǐ liǎo， ér qiě zài zhěng gè shàng liú shè huì miàn qián， bǎ tā dàngchéng shì nín zuì yào hǎo de péng yǒu， jìn guǎn shàng liú shè huì méi yòu yī gè shǎ guā cāi bù tòu nín de yòng xīn suǒ zài， nín de suǒ wèi yǒu hǎo de péng yǒu guān xì， dào dǐ yì wèi zhe shénme。 wǒ lái gào sù nín bā， suǒ yòu zhè yī qiē yì wèi zhe qī piàn、 bèi xìn qì yì、 bù gù lǐ yí hé， shì wéi fǎn shàng dì de zhǐ yì de， shì wéi rén men suǒ bù chǐ de zuì guò。 wǒ zì jǐ jiù shì yī gè lì zhèng。 wǒ yòu nǎ yī diǎn duì bù qǐ nín？ wèishénme nín duì wǒ rú cǐ sì wú jì dá dì wú lǐ？
wǒ jiù yào jié shù zhè fēng xìn liǎo。 wǒ de shuō míng yǐ jīng jiǎng wán， xiàn zài ràng wǒ lái guī nà yī xià： rú guǒ nín， gé xià， zài jiē dào cǐ xìn yǐ hòu de zuì duǎn shí jiān nèi bù rú shù guī hái gěi wǒ： dì yī， wǒ jiè gěi nín de sān bǎi wǔ shí yín lú bù； dì 'èr， rú bù fù qīng nín dāyìng gěi wǒ de quán bù kuǎn xiàng， wǒ jiāng cǎi yòng yī qiē kě néng de shǒu duàn， shèn zhì gōng kāi shǐ yòng bào lì， qiǎngpò nín guī hái； dì sān， wǒ jiāng xún qiú fǎ lǜ bǎo hù。 zuì hòu， wǒ xiàng nín xuān bù， wǒ shǒu tóu wò yòu mǒu xiē zhèng jù。 zhè xiē luò zài nín zhōng shí de nú pú hé chóng bài zhě shǒu zhōng de zhèng jù， zú yǐ shǐ nín zài zhěng gè shàng liú shè huì miàn qián， míng yù sǎo dì， yǒng wú chū tóu zhī rì。
qǐng yǔn xǔ wǒ réng rán zhōng shí yú nín……
（ qī）
（ bǐ dé · yī fán nèi qí zhì yī fán · bǐ dé luó wéi qí）
11 yuè 15 rì yī fán · bǐ dé luó wéi qí！
shōu dào nín cū lǔ de、 tóng shí yòu shì lìng rén gǎn dào qí guài de lái xìn zhī hòu， zài zuì chū de yī shā nà jiān， wǒ běn xiǎng jiāng tā sī chéng suì piàn， dàn hòu lái gǎi dù， jiāng tā zuò wéi bǎo bèi liú xià lái liǎo。 bù guò， duì yú chǎn shēng yú wǒ men zhī jiān de wù huì hé bù kuài， wǒ yóu zhōng dì biǎo shì yí hàn。 běn lái wǒ shì bù xiǎng huí xìn de， dàn yòu jué dé fēi huí xìn bù kě。 yú shì xiě jǐ jù huà gào sù nín， yào shì shénme shí hòu zài wǒ jiā lǐ kàn dào nín， wǒ jiāng gǎn dào shí fēn bù kuài， wǒ de qī zǐ yě tóng yàng rú cǐ： tā shēn tǐ xū ruò， wén bù dé xiāng yān de jiāo yóu chòu wèi。
nín fū rén liú zài wǒ men zhè lǐ de、 lā màn qì sī jī fān yì de《 táng · jí hē dé》， wǒ qī zǐ jiāng huái zhe gǎn jī de xīn qíng， yú yǐ guī hái。 zhì yú nín de tào xié（ hǎo xiàng shì nín zuì hòu yī cì zào fǎng shí， wàng liǎo ná， liú zài wǒ men zhè lǐ de）， wǒ yí hàn dì tōng zhī nín， nǎ lǐ yě méi zhǎo dào。 xiàn zài réng zài xún zhǎo。 rú guǒ shí zài zhǎo bù dào de huà， wǒ jiāng gěi nín mǎi yī shuāng xīn de。
yòu xìng zhōng yú nín de……
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11 yuè 16 rì bǐ dé · yī fán nèi qí cóng shì yóu jú shōu dào shǔ yòu tā de míng zì de liǎng fēng xìn。 chāi kāi dì yī fēng， tā chōu chū yī zhāng dié dé hěn qiǎo miào、 xiě zài yī zhāng fěn hóng sè xiǎo zhǐ piàn shàng de zì tiáo。 zhè shì tā qī zǐ de zì jì， shì 11 yuè 2 rì xiě gěi yè fū gé ní · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí de。 xìn fēng lǐ méi yòu fā xiàn bié de dōng xī。 bǐ dé · yī fán nuò wéi qí niàn dào： “ qīn 'ài de yè fū gé ní！
zuó tiān wú lùn rú hé bù xíng。 zhàng fū zhěng yè dōuzài jiā。 míng tiān 11 diǎn， nǐ yī dìng yào lái！ shí diǎn bàn zhàng fū chéng chē qù huáng cūn， bàn yè fǎn huí。 wǒ zhěng yè shēng qì。 xiè xiè nǐ jì lái de xiāo xī hé xìn jiàn。 duō dà de yī duī zhǐ 'ā！ nán dào zhè dū shì tā xiě de？ bù guò， cóng zì tǐ shàng kàn， dōushì tā de。 xiè xiè nǐ！ wǒ fā xiàn， nǐ shì 'ài wǒ de。 bié wéi zuó tiān de shì shēng wǒ de qì， kàn zài shàng dì de miàn shàng， nǐ míng tiān lái bā！
ān。 ”
“ bǐ dé · yī fán nèi qí chāi kāi dì 'èr fēng xìn。
“ bǐ dé · yī fán nèi qí！
nín bù shuō， wǒ de jiǎo yě yǒng yuǎn bù huì kuà jìn nín de jiā mén de。 nín bái bái dì zāo tà liǎo zhǐ zhāng。
xià xīng qī wǒ jiāng qū chē qù xīn bǐ 'ěr sī kè。 yè fū gé ní · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí réng rán shì nín zuì zhēn guì hé zuì qīn 'ài de péng yǒu。 wǒ zhù nín chéng gōng。 zhì yú tào xié， nín jìn kě bù bì dān xīn。”
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11 yuè 17 rì yī fán · bǐ dé luó wéi qí cóng shì yóu jú shōu dào xiě gěi tā de liǎng fēng xìn。 chāi kāi dì yī fēng， chōu chū yī zhāng xiěde cāng cù、 liáo cǎo de zì tiáo。 bǐ jì shì tā qī zǐ de， shì bā yuè sì rì xiě gěi yè fū gé ní · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí de。 xìn fēng lǐ miàn méi yòu fā xiàn bié de dōng xī。 yī fán · bǐ dé luó wéi qí niàn dào：
“ yǒng bié liǎo， yǒng bié liǎo， yè fū gé ní · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí！ yuàn shàng dì wèicǐ bǎo yòu nín。 zhù nín xìng fú， bù guò wǒ de mìng yùn kě kǔ lā， zhēn kě pà！ rú guǒ bù shì gū mā， wǒ zǎo yǐ wěi shēn yú nín liǎo。 nín qiān wàn bù yào cháo xiào wǒ， yě bù yào cháo xiào gū mā。 míng tiān wǒ men jiù jiāng wán hūn， gū mā gǎn dào gāo xīng de shì， gěi wǒ zhǎo dào liǎo yī gè hǎo rén， ér qiě bù yào jià zhuāng。 jīn tiān wǒ dì yī cì zhù yì wàng liǎo tā yī yǎn。 kàn yàng zǐ tā shì gè shàn liáng de rén。 rén men zài cuī wǒ zǒu， zài jiàn bā， yǒng bié liǎo…… wǒ qīn 'ài de！！ yǐ hòu qǐng nín jì dé wǒ， wǒ shì yǒng yuǎn yě bù huì wàng jì nín de。 zài jiàn bā！ wǒ bǎ zhè zuì hòu de yī fēng xìn， dāng zuò dì yī fēng xìn yī yàng， qiān xià wǒ de míng zì…… nín hái jì dé bā？
tǎ jí yǎ nà”
dì 'èr fēng xìn de nèi róng rú xià：
“ yī fán · bǐ dé luó wéi qí！ míng tiān nín huì shōu dào yī shuāng xīn tào xié。 wǒ bù xí guàn cóng bié rén de kǒu dài lǐ tāo diǎn shénme， yě bù xǐ huān yán jiē sōu jí pò làn。
yè fū gé ní · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí jìn rì jiāng chéng chē qù xīn bǐ 'ěr sī kè， bàn tā yé yé de shì， qǐng wǒ bāng tā zhǎo gè tóng bàn， nín yuàn yì má？”
（ bǐ dé · yī fán nèi qí zhì yī fán · bǐ dé luó wéi qí） zuì zuì zhēn guì de péng yǒu yī fán · bǐ dé luó wéi qí gé xià！
kě yǐ shuō， wǒ sì chù zhuī xún nín， wǒ zuì zuì zhēn guì de péng yǒu， yǐ jīng yòu sān tiān liǎo。 yīn wéi wǒ yòu yī jiàn jí qí jǐn yào de shì qíng， yào yǔ nín shāng liàng， què yòu nǎ 'ér yě zhǎo bù dào nín。 zuó tiān wǒ qī zǐ zài xiè miáo · ā liè kè xiè yǐ qí nà lǐ shùn biàn gěi nín kāi liǎo gè wán xiào， qǔ xiào nǐ men fū fù， shuō nín hé tǎ jí yǎ nà · bǐ dé luó fū nà shì yī duì pì gǔ zuò bù zhù de máng rén。 jié hūn bù dào sān gè yuè， jiù yǐ jīng bù yào zì jǐ de lǎo jiā liǎo。 wǒ mendōu rěn bù zhù hā hā dà xiào， dāng shí shì duì nín men chōng mǎn zhēn zhì de yǒu qíng de。 bù guò wán xiào guī wán xiào， chú kāi wán xiào zhī wài， wǒ zuì zuì zhēn guì de péng yǒu， nín kě gěi wǒ zhì zào liǎo bù shǎo má fán。 xiè miáo · ā liè kè xiè yǐ qí duì wǒ shuō， nín huò xǔ shì qù lián hé xié huì cān jiā wǔ huì liǎo bā？ wǒ ràng qī zǐ liú zài xiè miáo · ā liè kè xiè yǐ qí de fū rén chù， zì jǐ biàn mǎ shàng fēi shēn páo dào lián hé xié huì。 zhēn shì yòu kě xiào yòu kě bēi， jiào rén kū xiào bù dé！ qǐng nín shè xiǎng yī xià wǒ de chǔjìng： wǒ qù wǔ chǎng jìng shì dú zì yī rén， méi dài qī zǐ！ yī fán · ān dé liè yǐ qí zài mén fáng pèng dào wǒ， yī jiàn wǒ shì gū shēn yī rén， mǎ shàng jiù zuò chū jié lùn（ zhè gè huài dàn！）， shuō wǒ duì wǔ huì shì qíng yòu dú zhōng， tè bié rè qíng， yú shì jiā zhù wǒ de shǒu， yìng bǎ wǒ qiáng xíng tuō jìn wǔ tīng。 hái shuō shénme lián hé xié huì de dì fāng tài zhǎi， nián qīng rén de xīn méi fǎ zǐ dé dào shū zhǎn， yóu yú shǐ yòng liǎo guǎng huò xiāng xiāng jīng jiā mù xī cǎo， tā de nǎo dài tòng dé hěn lì hài。 wǒ zài nà lǐ wán méi yòu zhǎo dào nín， yě méi yòu kàn dào tǎ jí yǎ nà · bǐ dé luó fū nà。 yī fán · ān dé liè yǐ qí dǔ zhòu fā shì， yìng yào wǒ xiāng xìn nín kěn dìng zài yà lì shān dà jù yuàn lǐ kàn《 zhì huì de tòng kǔ》 ①。
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① zuò jiā gé lǐ bào yé duō fū de xǐ jù， guò qù yì wéi《 cōng míng wù》。
wǒ fēi shēn gǎn dào jù yuàn， nà lǐ yě bù jiàn nín de shēn yǐng。 jīn tiān zǎo chén wǒ yǐ wéi kě yǐ zài qì sī tuō jiā nuò fū nà lǐ zhǎo dào nín， dàn shì nà lǐ yě shì méi yòu。 qì sī tuō jiā nuò fū pài rén qù bié liè bā 'ěr jīn jiā zhǎo nín， jiēguǒ yě shì yī yàng。 yī jù huà， wǒ bèi zhé mó dé gòu qiàng liǎo！ nín kàn wǒ yòu duō máng！ xiàn zài wǒ zhǐ hǎo gěi nín xiě xìn liǎo（ shí zài méi yòu bàn fǎ！）。 wǒ de shì qíng wán quán yǔ wén xué wú guān（ nín shì néng gòu lǐ jiě wǒ de）。 zuì hǎo miàn duì miàn dì tán， ér qiě yuè kuài yuè hǎo， yīn cǐ wǒ qǐng qiú nín hé tǎ jí yǎ nà · bǐ dé luó fū nà jīn tiān wǎn shàng yī qǐ lái wǒ men jiā hē chá、 liáo tiān。 wǒ de 'ān nà · mǐ hā yǐ nuò fū nà duì nǐ men de lái fǎng， yī dìng huì gǎn dào fēi cháng gāo xīng de， zhēn suǒ wèi bù shèng róng xìng zhī zhì。
shùn biàn shuō yī jù， wǒ zuì zuì zhēn guì de péng yǒu，（ jì rán yǐ jīng dòng bǐ， bù fáng duō xiě yīháng） wǒ rèn wéi wǒ xiàn zài bù dé bù duì nín yòu suǒ bào yuàn， shèn zhì yào zé bèi nín， wǒ zuì zuì kě jìng de péng yǒu， nín xiǎn rán wú yì zhī zhōng gān liǎo yī jiàn huài shì， gěi wǒ kāi liǎo yī gè 'è dú de wán xiào。 …… nín shì gè huài dàn， yī gè méi yòu liáng xīn de rén！ shàng yuè zhōng xún qián hòu， nín jiāng nín de yī wèi shú rén jí yè fū gé ní · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí， yǐn jìn liǎo wǒ men jiā。 nín gěi tā xiě liǎo yī fēng yǒu hǎo de jiè shào xìn， zhè duì wǒ lái shuō， zì rán shì shén shèng de。 wǒ duì cǐ gǎn dào wú bǐ de gāo xīng， zhāng kāi shuāng bì， rè qíng dì jiē nà liǎo zhè gè qīng nián rén。 dàn yǔ cǐ tóng shí， wǒ què jiāng nǎo dài tào jìn liǎo jiǎo suǒ lǐ。 jiǎo suǒ bù jiǎo suǒ qiě bù guǎn， qí shí nà dǎo shì gè hǎo dōng xī。 xiàn zài méi shí jiān jiě shì， zài shuō yòng bǐ xiě qǐ lái yě bù hǎo yì sī， bù guò wǒ dé qiú qiú nín， wǒ de xìng zāi lè huò de péng yǒu， nín néng bù néng xiǎng gè fǎ zǐ， kè qì yī diǎn， bù yào shēng zhāng， fùzhuó tā de 'ěr duǒ， qiāoqiāo dì duì nín de nián qīng rén shuō， shǒu dū fáng zǐ duō dé hěn， bù zhǐ wǒ men yī jiā。 lǎo tiān yé yā， wǒ kě zhī chí bù xià qù liǎo yā！ zhèng rú wǒ men de péng yǒu xī mò niè wéi qí suǒ shuō de， wǒ kuài yào dǎo xià liǎo。 wǒ men jiàn miàn yǐ hòu， wǒ bǎ yī qiē dū jiǎng gěi nín tīng。 wǒ bù shì shuō nà gè qīng nián rén zài yí biǎo、 pǐn dé huò zhě bié de shénme fāng miàn yòu shénme guò shī， qià qià xiāng fǎn， tā shèn zhì shì gè wén zhì bīn bīn dǐng jiào rén xǐ 'ài de qīng nián。 dàn shì nín zàn qiě xiān děng yī děng， děng jiàn miàn shí zài shuō。 bù guò， nín yào jiàn dào tā， dìng yào qiāoqiāo dì duì tā shuō， kàn zài shàng dì de miàn shàng， nín yī dìng yào shuō 'ā， zuì zuì zūn jìng de péng yǒu！ wǒ běn lái zì jǐ kě yǐ zuò de， dàn shì nín shì zhī dào wǒ de xìng gé de， wǒ zuò bù dào， shuō bù chū kǒu， jǐn cǐ 'ér yǐ！ shì nín jiè shào tā lái de má。 bù guò， hái shì wǎn shàng tán bā， zhì shǎo kě yǐ xiáng xì diǎn jiě shì qīng chǔ。 xiàn zài zài jiàn bā。
zhōng shí yú nín de……
yòu jí： wǒ de xiǎo hái yǐ jīng bìng liǎo kuài yī xīng qī liǎo， ér qiě bìng qíng yī tiān bǐ yī tiān huài。 tā yá chǐ tòng， zhèng zài cháng yá chǐ。 qī zǐ yī zhí dài zhe tā， chóu róng mǎn miàn， guài kě lián de！ nín men kuài lái bā！ wǒ zuì zuì zhēn guì de péng yǒu， nín yī dìng huì shǐ wǒ men gǎn dào wú bǐ gāo xīng！
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（ yī fán · bǐ dé luó wéi qí zhì bǐ dé · yī fán nèi qí） bǐ dé · yī fán nèi qí gé xià！
zuó tiān shōu dào nín de xìn， wǒ dú zhe dú zhe， gǎn dào mò míng qí miào。 shàng dì zhī dào nín zài shénme dì fāng zhǎo wǒ， qí shí wǒ jiù dāi zài jiā lǐ。 shí diǎn yǐ qián wǒ zài děng hòu yī fán · yī fán nèi qí · tuō luò kē nuò fū， suí hòu jiù dài shàng qī zǐ， gù liǎo yī liàng mǎ chē， fù liǎo chē qián， liù diǎn bàn zuǒ yòu dào fǔ shàng zhǎo nín。 nín bù zài jiā， yíng jiē wǒ men de shì nín fū rén。 wǒ děng nín yī zhí děng dào shí diǎn bàn， shí zài bù néng zài děng xià qù liǎo。 yú shì wǒ dài shàng qī zǐ， fù liǎo chē qián， gù shàng yī liàng mǎ chē， sòng tā huí jiā， zì jǐ biàn qù bié liè bā 'ěr jīn jiā， xīn xiǎng huò xǔ zài nà 'ér néng pèng shàng nín， dàn shì wǒ yòu shī suàn liǎo。 huí dào jiā lǐ， wǒ zhěng yè dū shuì bù zhe， lǎo zài dān xīn， zǎo chén wǒ zhǎo nín sān cì， jiǔ diǎn、 shí diǎn、 shí yī diǎn gè yī cì， fù liǎo sān cì chē qián， gù liǎo sān cì mǎ chē， jiēguǒ nín yòu ràng wǒ pèng liǎo yī bí zǐ de huī。
wǒ yī biān kàn nín de xìn， yī biān gǎn dào chī jīng。 nín tí dào yè fū gé ní · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí， qǐng qiú wǒ qiāoqiāo dì gào sù tā， dàn yòu bù shuō míng shénme yuán yīn。 wǒ zàn shǎng nín de xiǎo xīn jǐn shèn， dàn zhǐ yǔ zhǐ shì bù yī yàng de， wǒ jué bù huì bǎ yòu yòng de zhǐ jiāo gěi qī zǐ juàn tóu fā。 wǒ bù míng bái nín bǎ zhè yī qiē xiě xìn gào sù wǒ zuì zhōng de mùdì shì shénme。 ér qiě jì rán nín yào gān， wèishénme yào bǎ wǒ qiān dào zhè jiàn shì lǐ qù？ wǒ shì cóng bù guǎn zhè lèi xián shì de。 nín zì jǐ kě yǐ jù jué tā， bù guò wǒ jué dé nín wǒ xū yào gèng jiǎn dān míng liǎo dì、 gèng gān jìng lì luò dì jiǎng qīng chǔ， zài shuō shí jiān yě hěn jǐn。 wǒ yǎn xià shǒu tóu hěn jǐn， jì rán nín bù zūn zhòng shuō hǎo de tiáo jiàn， wǒ hái zhēn bù zhī dào gāi zěn me bàn ní！ wǒ yǎn kàn jiù yào wài chū， ér wài chū zǒng shì yào huā qián de， jiā shàng qī zǐ yòu chǎo zhe yào féng zhì yī jiàn shí máo de tiān 'é róng pī fēng， yě dé yào qián。 zhì yú shuō dào yè fū gé ní · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí， wǒ dé gǎn jǐn gào sù nín： wǒ zuó tiān zài pà wéi 'ěr · xiè miáo nèi qí · bié liè bā 'ěr jīn jiā shí， zhuā jǐn shí jiān， chè dǐ nòng qīng liǎo tā de qíng kuàng。 tā zì jǐ zài yǎ luó sī lā fū shěng yòu wǔ bǎi nóng nú， hái yòu xī wàng cóng zǔ mǔ nà lǐ dé dào mò sī kē jiāo wài de sān bǎi nóng nú。 zhì yú dào dǐ duō shǎo， wǒ bìng bù zhī dào， bù guò wǒ xiǎng nín zuì hǎo zhī dào。 zuì hòu kěn qiú nín gěi wǒ què dìng jiàn miàn de dì diǎn。 nín shuō zuó tiān jiàn dào yī fán · ān dé liè yǐ qí， tā gào sù nín wǒ hé qī zǐ zài yà lì shān dà jù yuàn kàn xì。 wǒ yào shuō tā zhè shì zài sǎ huǎng。 zài zhè lèi shì qíng shàng， nín yī diǎn yě bù néng xiāng xìn tā de huà， jiù zài qián liǎng tiān， tā hái piàn liǎo tā nǎi nǎi bā bǎi lú bù zhǐ bì。
yòu xìng zhōng yú nín de péng yǒu
yòu jí： wǒ qī zǐ yǐ jīng huái yùn， ér qiě tā fēi cháng hài pà， yòu shí gǎn dào yōu yù。 jù chǎng yǎn chū yòu shí míng qiāng fàng pào， ér qiě rén wéi dì yòng jī qì zhì zào léi míng。 yīn wéi pà xià zhe tā， suǒ yǐ wǒ bù dài qī zǐ jìn jù yuàn。 wǒ běn rén duì jù yuàn yǎn chū yě méi yòu duō dà xīng qù。
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（ bǐ dé · yī fán nèi qí zhì yī fán · bǐ dé luó wéi qí） wǒ zuì zuì zhēn guì de péng yǒu yī fán · bǐ dé luó wéi qí：
wǒ cuò liǎo， wǒ cuò liǎo， qiān cuò wàn cuò dōushì wǒ de cuò， bù guò wǒ hái shì yào gǎn jǐn biàn jiě yī xià。 zuó tiān wǔ diǎn duō zhōng， zhèng zài wǒ men huái zhe zhēn zhèng guān qiē de xīn qíng xiǎng qǐ nín de shí hòu， wǒ gū fù sī jié pān · ā liè kè xiè yǐ qí pài rén sòng lái jí xìn， shuō gū mā bìng wēi。 wǒ pà qī zǐ shòu jīng， méi duì tā tòu lù bàn diǎn fēng shēng， zhǐ shuō yòu bié de jǐn jí shì， yào qù gū mā jiā。 wǒ fā xiàn gū mā yǐ jīng bàn sǐ bù huó， qì xī yǎn yǎn。 wǔ diǎn zhèng tā zhòngfēng hūn dǎo， zhè yǐ jīng shì liǎng nián zhōng de dì sān cì zhòngfēng liǎo。 tā men jiā de yī shēng kǎ 'ěr · fèi duō léi qí shuō tā kě néng huó bù dào yī yè liǎo。 qǐng nín xiǎng xiǎng wǒ de chǔjìng bā， wǒ zuì zuì zhēn guì de péng yǒu， wǒ zhěng yè wèi céng shuì jué， shàng xià bēn máng， xīn qíng shí fēn bēi shāng！ zhí dào dì 'èr tiān qīng chén， wǒ yǐ jīng pí lì jìn， shí zài ròu tǐ shàng hé jīng shén shàng dū zhī chí bù zhù liǎo， yú shì jiù tǎng zài tā men jiā de shā fā shàng shuì zhe liǎo， wàng liǎo yào tā men jí shí bǎ wǒ jiào xǐng， suǒ yǐ yī zhí shuì dào shí yī diǎn bàn zhōng cái xǐng lái。 gū mā bìng qíng hǎo zhuǎn。 wǒ biàn huí dào qī zǐ shēn biān。 tā zhēn kě lián， wèile děng wǒ， tā shòu jìn liǎo jīng xià。 wǒ suí biàn chī liǎo diǎn dōng xī， ān wèi 'ān wèi qī zǐ， bào bào hái zǐ， biàn dòng shēn qù zhǎo nín。 nín bù zài jiā。 wǒ fā xiàn yè fū gé ní · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí jiù zài nín jiā。 yú shì huí dào jiā lǐ， xiàn zài ná qǐ bǐ lái gěi nín xiě xìn。 qǐng nín bié mányuàn wǒ， bié shēng wǒ de qì， wǒ zhēn zhì de péng yǒu。 nín dǎ bā， kǎn xià wǒ zhè yòu zuì rén de nǎo dài bā， bù guò， qiān wàn bù yào ràng wǒ shī qù nín de yǒu qíng！ wǒ cóng nín fū rén kǒu zhōng liǎo jiě dào， nín wǎn shàngjiàng dào sī lā wéi yà nuò fū jiā qù， wǒ yě yī dìng qù nà lǐ。 wǒ huái zhe jí qí pò qiē de xīn qíng， děng dài nín dà jià guāng lín。
xiàn zài réng rán zhōng yú nín de péng yǒu……
yòu jí： wǒ men jiā de hái zǐ shǐ wǒ men zhēn zhèng jué wàng liǎo。 kǎ 'ěr · fèi duō léi qí gěi tā kāi liǎo yào fāng， ràng tā fú dà huáng zhī。 dàn tā yī zhí bù zhǐ， zuó tiān rèn hé réndōu rèn bù chū lái liǎo， xìng hǎo jīn tiān kāi shǐ rèn dé rén liǎo， ér qiě bù tíng dì jiào zhe bà bà、 mā mā…… zhěng gè zǎo chén wǒ qī zǐ dōushì lèi liú mǎn miàn。
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（ yī fán · bǐ dé luó wéi qí zhì bǐ dé · yī fán nèi qí） bǐ dé · yī fán nèi qí gé xià！
wǒ xiàn zài zài nín jiā lǐ、 zài nín de fáng jiān lǐ、 zài nín de xiě zì tái shàng gěi nín xiě xìn。 ér zài ná qǐ bǐ lái yǐ qián， wǒ děng liǎo nín liǎng gè bàn xiǎo shí yǐ shàng。 xiàn zài qǐng nín yǔn xǔ wǒ， bǐ dé · yī fán nèi qí， jiù zhè yī zāo gāo jú miàn， tǎn shuài dì shuō chū wǒ de yī diǎn yì jiàn。 cóng nín zuì hòu de yī fēng xìn zhōng， dé zhī yòu rén zài sī lā wéi yà nuò fū jiā děng nín， nín jiào wǒ dào nà lǐ qù， wǒ qù liǎo， zuò liǎo wǔ gè zhōng tóu， kě shì nín què méi lái。 zěn me， zhào nín de yì jiàn， nán dào wǒ jiù yīnggāi ràng rén cháo xiào má？ qǐng wèn， gé xià…… jīn tiān shàng wǔ wǒ qù zhǎo nín， mǎn yǐ wéi kě yǐ zhǎo dào nín， suǒ yǐ méi cǎi qǔ mǒu xiē róng yì shàngdàng shòu piàn de rén suǒ shǐ yòng de shǒu fǎ， tā men wǎng wǎng dào yī xiē mò míng qí miào de dì fāng qù zhǎo rén， qí shí tā men kě yǐ zài rèn hé tǐ miàn de shí jiān dào duì fāng de shì lǐ zhǎo dé dào de。 dàn zài nín jiā lǐ， què kàn bù jiàn nín de zōng yǐng。
wǒ bù zhī dào hái yòu shénme néng zǔ zhǐ wǒ xiàn zài xiàng nín bù kè qì dì shuō chū quán bù。 wǒ yào shuō de zhǐ yòu yī diǎn， jiù shì wǒ jué dé nín dǎ suàn bèi qì qián yán， bù zhǔn bèi chéng rèn wǒ men shāng dìng hǎo de tiáo jiàn。 suǒ yǐ wǒ xiàn zài yī xiǎng qǐ zhěng gè shì qíng de qián qián hòu hòu， wǒ jiù bù néng bù chéng rèn， nín de guǐ jì duō duān， shí zài ràng wǒ chī jīng。 wǒ xiàn zài qīng chǔ dì kàn dào， nín de bù huái hǎo yì， shì zǎo yǐ yòu zhī de。 zhèng míng wǒ de shè xiǎng de shì nín zài shàng gè xīng qī jiù yǐ jīhū bù néng róng rěn de fāng shì， bǎ nín xiě gěi wǒ de yī fēng xìn nòng dào liǎo shǒu， zài nà fēng xìn lǐ nín qīn zì xù shù liǎo nín wǒ gòng tóng shāng dìng yòu guān nà jiàn nín fēi cháng shú xī de shì qíng de quán bù tiáo jiàn， suī rán nín shuō dé xiāng dāng yǐn huì， hán hán hú hú。 nín hài pà bái zhǐ hēi zì xiě chéng de wén jiàn， dǎ suàn bǎ tā men huǐ diào， ér bǎ wǒ dāng shǎ guā wán nòng。 dàn shì wǒ bù yǔn xǔ bié rén bǎ wǒ dāng shǎ guā wán nòng， yīn wéi qì jīn wéi zhǐ hái méi yòu rèn hé yī gè rén rèn wéi wǒ shì shǎ guā， ér qiě zài zhè jiàn shì qíng shàng， dà jiā duì wǒ de fǎn yìng， dōushì hěn hǎo de。 wǒ xiàn zài zhēng kāi liǎo liǎng yǎn， kàn qīng liǎo yī qiē。 nín xiǎng yú nòng wǒ， lì yòng yè fū gé ní · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí lái méng bì wǒ。 zài zhè zhī qián， wǒ méi yòu shí pò nín běn yuè qī rì gěi wǒ de lái xìn， biàn dài zhe zhè fēng xìn lái zhǎo nín jiě shì， nín què jiǎ yì yuē huì， zì jǐ zé duǒ cáng qǐ lái。 gé xià， nín bù huì yǐ wèiwǒ wú lì fā xiàn zhè yī qiē bā？ wǒ gěi nín xiào láo， jiè shào liǎo gè zhǒng gè yàng de rén wù， zhè yī diǎn nín shì hěn qīng chǔ de， ér qiě dāyìng yào chóu xiè wǒ de。 dàn bù zhī zěn de， nín jìng rán ná zǒu liǎo wǒ yī dà bǐ de qián， yòu bù dǎ shōu tiáo， ér qiě zhè shì fā shēng bìng bù jiǔ， jiù zài shàng yī xīng qī。 xiàn zài ní， nín bǎ qián ná zǒu yǐ hòu jiù duǒ liǎo qǐ lái， ér qiě hái fǒu rèn wǒ zài yè fū gé ní · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí de shì qíng shàng suǒ xiào de láo。 yě xǔ， nín jì xī wàng yú wǒ hěn kuài qù xīn bǐ 'ěr sī kè， yǐ wéi wǒ lái bù jí yǔ nín suàn zhàng。 dàn shì wǒ yào xiàng nín zhuāng yán dì xuān bù， bìng yòng wǒ de rén gé dān bǎo， rú guǒ shì qíng rú cǐ fā zhǎn， wǒ zhǔn bèi tè yì liú xià lái， zài bǐ dé bǎo zài zhù liǎng gè yuè， yī dìng yào bǎ shì qíng bàn hǎo， jì dá dào mùdì， yě zhǎo dào nín。 wǒ men yòu shí hòu yě huì gù yì diāo nán rén de。 zuì hòu， wǒ xiàng nín xuān bù， rú guǒ nín jīn tiān bù xiàng wǒ zuò chū mǎn yì de jiě shì， kě yǐ xiān xiě xìn， rán hòu miàn tán， qīn zì miàn duì miàn dì tán； rú guǒ nín bù zài xìn zhōng bǎ nín wǒ zhī jiān yuán xiān tán tuǒ de zhù yào tiáo jiàn， chóngshù yī biàn， bìng chè dǐ jiǎng qīng chǔ nín duì yè fū gé ní · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí de kàn fǎ， nà me wǒ jiāng bù dé bù cǎi qǔ duì nín hěn bù lì de cuò shī， dāng rán zhè xiē cuò shī wǒ zì jǐ yě shì hěn fǎn gǎn de。
zhōng shí yú nín de……
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（ bǐ dé · yī fán nèi qí zhì yī fán · bǐ dé luó wéi qí）
11 yuè 11 rì wǒ zuì zūn jìng、 zuì qīn 'ài de péng yǒu yī fán · bǐ dé luó wéi qí！
nín de lái xìn shēn shēn cì tòng liǎo wǒ， shǐ wǒ gǎn dào fēi cháng shāng xīn。 nán dào nín， wǒ qīn 'ài de， rán 'ér shì bù gōng zhèng de péng yǒu， zhè yàng duì dài nín zuì hǎo de、 zuì guān xīn nín de péng yǒu 'ér bù jué dé liáng xīn yòu kuì má？ jū rán bù nòng qīng shì qíng de quán bù qíng kuàng， jiù jí yú yòng zhè zhǒng wǔ rǔ rén de huái yí lái shāng hài wǒ！ dàn shì wǒ dé jí yú huí dá nín de zhǐ zé。 nín zuó tiān méi yòu pèng dào wǒ， yī fán · bǐ dé luó wéi qí， shì yīn wéi wǒ tū rán bèi yì wài dì jiào qù gěi mí liú zhī jì de gū mā sòng zhōng。 gū mā yè fū fěi mǐ yà · ní gǔ lā yé fū nà yú zuó tiān wǎn shàng wǔ yè shí yī diǎn qù shì。 quán tǐ qīn shǔ yī zhì tuī jǔ wǒ zhù chísāng shì。 shì qíng hěn duō， suǒ yǐ jīn tiān zǎo chén wǒ lái bù jí yǔ nín jiàn miàn， xià miàn cōng cōng máng máng xiě jǐ jù huà gào sù nín。 duì yú chū xiàn zài wǒ men zhī jiān de wù huì， wǒ cóng nèi xīn lǐ gǎn dào bēi 'āi。 wǒ guān yú yè fū gé ní · ní gǔ lā yé wéi qí de nà jǐ jù huà， shì wǒ suí suí piánpián shuō chū lái de， shì kāi de yī gè wán xiào， nín què cóng fǎn miàn jiā yǐ lǐ jiě， cóng 'ér gěi zhěng gè shì qíng fù yú liǎo shǐ wǒ shēn gǎn qū rǔ de hán yì。 nín tí dào qián de wèn tí， ér qiě duì cǐ shēn biǎo bù 'ān。 bù guò， wǒ bìng bù gǎn dào wěi qū， ér qiě zhǔn bèi mǎn zú nín de yī qiē yuàn wàng hé yào qiú， suī rán zài zhè lǐ wǒ bù néng bù shùn biàn tí xǐng nín yī jù， nà sān bǎi wǔ shí yín lú bù shì wǒ shàng xīng qī cóng nín nà lǐ gēn jù yī dìng de tiáo jiàn ná zǒu de， bìng bù shì dài kuǎn。 rú guǒ shì dài kuǎn， nà kěn dìng shì yào yòu jiè jù de。 zhì yú nín zài xìn zhōng tí dào de qí tā gè diǎn， wǒ jiù bù yú jiě shì liǎo。 wǒ kàn zhè shì yīcháng wù huì， wǒ zài zhè lǐ kàn dào liǎo nín de kuài sù、 jí zào hé zhí shuài de xìng gé。 wǒ zhī dào nín de shàn liáng hé tǎn shuài de xìng gé bù róng xǔ nín xīn lǐ liú xià huái yí。 zuì hòu nín kěn dìng huì qīn zì shǒu xiān xiàng wǒ shēn chū nín de shǒu de。 nín nòng cuò liǎo， yī fán · bǐ dé luó wéi qí， nín què shí dà cuò 'ér tè cuò liǎo！
jìn guǎn nín de xìn， shēn shēn dì shāng hài liǎo wǒ， dàn shì wǒ jīn tiān réng rán zhǔn bèi shǒu xiān dēng mén， xiàng nín fù jīng qǐng zuì。 bù guò dǎ cóng zuó tiān qǐ wǒ jiù tè bié máng， máng dé wǒ xiàn zài yǐ jīng jīng pí lì jìn， wán quán zhī chí bù zhù liǎo。 zuì zāo gāo de shì wǒ qī zǐ yě bìng dǎo liǎo， tǎng zài chuáng shàng， wǒ dān xīn tā shēng liǎo zhòng bìng。 zhì yú xiǎo hái zǐ， xiè tiān xiè dì， tā dǎo hǎo xiē liǎo。 wǒ bù dé bù jiù cǐ gē bǐ…… yīn wéi xǔ duō shì qíng， yī dà duī de shì qíng zài děng zhe wǒ qù zuò。
wǒ zuì zuì zhēn guì de péng yǒu， qǐng yǔn xǔ wǒ yǒng yuǎn zhōng yú nín……
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（ yī fán · bǐ dé luó wéi qí zhì bǐ dé · yī fán nèi qí）
11 yuè 14 rì bǐ dé · yī fán nèi qí gé xià！
wǒ děng liǎo sān tiān， wǒ xiǎng fāng shè fǎ， jié lì shǐ zhè xiē tiān chōng fēn fā huī zuò yòng， yǔ cǐ tóng shí， wǒ gǎn dào lǐ mào hé kè qì shì měi yī gè rén de dì yī měi dé。 cóng wǒ xiě wán zuì hòu yī fēng xìn jí běn yuè shí rì yǐ hòu， wǒ zài yán lùn hé xíng dòng fāng miàn dōuméi yòu xiàng nín tí dào wǒ zì jǐ， bù fēn yuán yīn shì wèile ràng nín 'ān 'ān jìng jìng dì duì gū mā lǚ xíng tú de yì wù， bù fēn yuán yīn shì wèile shǐ wǒ yòu bì yào de zú gòu shí jiān qù sī kǎo wǒ men shú xī de shì qíng。 xiàn zài wǒ jí yú jiān jué、 chè dǐ dì yǔ nín jiě shì qīng chǔ。
wǒ xiàng nín tǎn bái dì chéng rèn， zài dú dào nín zuì chū de liǎng fēng xìn shí， wǒ céng jīng yán sù dì xiǎng guò， nín bù míng bái wǒ de yào qiú shì shénme， suǒ yǐ wǒ jí xiǎng jiàn dào nín， tóng nín miàn duì miàn dì jiě shì qīng chǔ。 wǒ dān xīn wǒ de bǐ zhuō， bào yuàn wǒ zì jǐ bù shàn yú zài zhǐ shàng míng què biǎo dá wǒ de sī xiǎng。 nín zhī dào wǒ méi yòu shòu guò liáng hǎo de jiào yù， jǔ zhǐ bù wén yǎ， dàn yě bù xǐ huān kuā kuā qí tán， xuān yào huá lì de cí jù， yīn wéi wǒ gēn jù tòng kǔ de jīng yàn rèn shí dào， wài biǎo wǎng wǎng róng yì ràng rén shòu piàn shàngdàng， huā cóng dǐ xià wǎng wǎng cáng yòu dú shé。 dàn shì， nín shì lǐ jiě wǒ de， nín méi yòu gěi wǒ hǎohǎo dì huí xìn， yīn wéi nín bèi xìn qì yì de líng hún， zǎo jiù jué dìng liǎo nín yào bèi pàn zì jǐ de nuò yán hé cún zài yú wǒ men zhī jiān de péng yǒu guān xì de。 nín jìn lái duì wǒ de bēi liè xíng jìng wán quán zhèng míng liǎo zhè yī diǎn。 zhè yàng bēi liè de xíng jìng， duì wǒ de lì yì fēi cháng yòu hài， zhè shì wǒ méi yòu liào dào， yě shì wǒ qì jīn wéi zhǐ zěn me yě bù yuàn yì xiāng xìn de。 yīn wéi zài wǒ men rèn shí zhī chū， nín cōng míng de jǔ zhǐ、 nín dài rén jiē wù de xì zhì zhōu dào、 bàn shì de jīng míng yǐ jí cóng wǒ men gòng tóng hé zuò zhōng wǒ suǒ dé dào de hǎo chù， bǎ wǒ fú lǔ liǎo， wǒ yǐ wéi zhǎo dào liǎo yī wèi zhī xīn de péng yǒu、 mò nì de zhì jiāo、 yī wèi guān xīn wǒ de rén。 xiàn zài wǒ míng bái liǎo： yòu xǔ duō rén zài yòu rén de měi lì wài biǎo zhī xià， xīn lǐ què yǐn cáng zhe dú yào。 tā men yùn yòng zì jǐ de cōng míng cái zhì， què duì qīn jìn de rén， gǎo yīn móu guǐ jì， jìn xíng bù néng róng rěn de qī piàn， yīn cǐ tā men hài pà bǐ mò yǔ zhǐ zhāng。 yǔ cǐ tóng shí， tā men yòu bù bǎ wén cái yòng zhī yú wéi qīn rén hé zǔ guó móu lì yì， ér shì yòng qù má bì hé mí huò nà xiē yǔ tā men dǎ guò jiāo dào bìng dìng yòu hé yuē de rén。 nín de bèi xìn qì yì， gé xià， kě yǐ míng xiǎn dì cóng xià miàn de shì qíng zhōng kàn chū：
dì yī， wǒ zài xìn zhōng yòng qīng chǔ 'ér qiě míng bái wú wù de yǔ yán xiàng nín， gé xià， miáo huì guò wǒ de jìng kuàng， tóng shí zài wǒ de dì yī fēng xìn zhōng zhù yào jiù nín duì yè fū gé ní · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí de mǒu xiē shuō fǎ hé xiǎng fǎ， wèn guò nín de yòng yì shì shénme。 dàn nín duì qí zhōng de dà bù fēn wèn tí， jié lì bì 'ér bù dá， yòu yī cì hái yòng huái yí hé cāi jì lái jī nù wǒ， ér zì jǐ què 'ān rán bì kāi zhèng tí。 hòu lái， zài nín duì wǒ zuò liǎo xǔ duō nán yǐ chēng zhī wéi tǐ miàn de shì qíng zhī hòu， jìng rán xiě xìn lái shuō， nín fēi cháng shāng xīn。 qǐng wèn gé xià， zhè dào dǐ gāi jiào zuò shénme ní？ hòu lái， zài měi yī fēn zhōng duì wǒdōu shì fēi cháng zhēn guì de shí hòu， zài nín pò shǐ wǒ zài zhěng gè shǒu dū dào chù zhuī xún nín de shí hòu， nín zài yǒu yì de huǎng zǐ xià， gěi wǒ xiě xìn， gù yì bù tán xīn shì， què dà tán tè tán yī xiē wú guān de zhī má xiǎo shì， bǐ rú tán nín fū rén（ zài rèn hé qíng kuàng xià wǒ duì tā dōushì zūn jìng de） de bìng， tán nín hái zǐ fú liǎo dà huáng zhī yǐ jí yīn cǐ tā cháng chū liǎo yī kē yá chǐ děng děng。 nín zài měi yī fēng xìn zhōng duì zhè yī qiēdōu yī tí zài tí， wǒ jué dé fēi cháng tǎo yàn、 bēi liè。 dāng rán， qīn shēng 'ér zǐ de bìng tòng， qiān dòng zhe fù mǔ de xīn， zhè yī diǎn wǒ shì zhǔn bèi tóng yì de。 bù guò， zài xū yào tán lìng yī jiàn gèng jǐn yào、 gèng yòu qù de shì qíng shí， wèishénme lǎo tí zhè zhǒng shì ní？！ wǒ méi yòu zuò shēng， rěn nài zhù liǎo。 xiàn zài shí jiān yǐ jīng guò qù， wǒ rèn wéi yòu yì wù tóng nín jiǎng qīng chǔ。 zuì hòu， nín jǐ cì bèi xìn qì yì， yǐ xū jiǎ de yuē huì lái qī piàn wǒ， pò shǐ wǒ bàn yǎn nín shǒu zhōng de shǎ guā juésè， ér zhè shì wǒ yǒng yuǎn yě bù xiǎng gān de。 suí hòu nín yòu yāo wǒ qù nín jiā lǐ， jiēguǒ yòu hěn hěn dì piàn liǎo wǒ yī cì， shì hòu tōng zhī wǒ shuō nín yìng zhào qù dào liǎo bìng zhòng de gū mā shēn biān。 ér qiě nín hái bù zhī xiū chǐ dì yìng shuō nín gū mǔ zài wǔ diǎn zhěng zhòngfēng de。 xìng hǎo， gé xià， wǒ zài zhè sān tiān lǐ sōu jí liǎo zú gòu de cái liào， cóng zhōng zhī dào nín gū mǔ shì zài qī rì de qián xī， wǔ yè qián bù jiǔ zhòngfēng de。 yóu cǐ kě yǐ kàn chū nín zài lì yòng shén shèng de qīn shǔ guān xì， lái qī piàn wài rén。 zuì hòu， nín zài zuì hòu yī fēng xìn zhōng tán dào nín gū mā de sǐ， sì hū qià qià fā shēng zài wǒ yào yǔ nín shāng tán nín wǒ shú xī de shì qíng de shí hòu。 dàn shì nín bēi liè de xīn jì hé xū gòu， chāo chū liǎo rèn hé rén de xiǎng xiàng， yīn wéi gēn jù wǒ yòu xìng sōu jí dào de kě kào qíng bào， wǒ zhī dào nín gū mā qù shì de shí jiān， bǐ nín zài xìn zhōng suǒ shuō de shí jiān， zhěng zhěng wǎn liǎo yī zhòu yè。 rú guǒ yào bǎ nín duì wǒ bèi xìn qì yì de xíng wéi quán bù dū jiǎng chū lái， nà wǒ jiù méi fǎ tíng bǐ liǎo。 nín zài měi yī fēng xìn zhōng， dū chēng wǒ shì nín de zhēn chéng péng yǒu， duì wǒ shǐ yòng zūn jìng、 kè qì de chēng hū。 zhào wǒ kàn lái， nín zhè yàng zuò de mùdì， wú fēi shì wèile má bì wǒ de liáng xīn， zhè yī diǎn jí shǐ shì jú wài de bàng guān zhě yě shì kě yǐ kàn dé qīng chǔ de。
xiàn zài ràng wǒ tán tán nín duì wǒ jìn xíng de zhù yào qī piàn huó dòng hé bèi xìn qì yì de xíng wéi bā。 nín jìn lái bù duàn dì bì kǒu bù tán yòu guān wǒ men gòng tóng lì yì de yī qiē， bù tán sì wú jì dá dì qiè qǔ yī fēng xìn de shì， zài nà fēng xìn lǐ nín jiě shì guò wǒ men shuāng fāng tán tuǒ de tiáo jiàn hé qiān dìng de xié yì， suī rán tán dé hěn hán hú， wǒ bù wán quán míng bái。 nín yě mán dì qiáng xíng cóng wǒ shǒu lǐ jiè qù sān bǎi wǔ shí yín lú bù， méi yòu shōu jù jiè kǒu wǒ shì nín de hé huǒ rén。 zuì hòu nín bēi liè dì wū miè wǒ men gòng tóng de péng yǒu yè fū gé ní · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí。 wǒ xiàn zài qīng chǔ dì kàn dào， nín xiǎng xiàng wǒ zhèng míng， cóng tā zhè tóu shān yáng shēn shàng（ shù wǒ bù kè qì dì shuō） lāo bù dào rèn hé yóu shuǐ， jì lāo bù dào yáng nǎi， yě lāo bù dào yáng máo， tā zhè gè rén yī diǎn yòng chù yě méi yòu， tā bù sān bù sì， bù lún bù lèi， fēi lǘ fēi mǎ， fēi yú fēi ròu， yīn cǐ zài běn yuè liù rì de xìn zhōng， nín jìn shuō tā de quē diǎn。 wǒ shì liǎo jiě yè fū gé ní · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí de， tā shì yī wèi qiān xū、 xíng wéi gāo shàng de qīng nián。 wéi qí rú cǐ， tā cái néng lì zú yú shàng liú shè huì， dé dào rén men de shǎng shí hé zūn zhòng。 wǒ yě zhī dào zài liǎng gè xīng qī zhī zhōng， nín měi tiān wǎn shàng dū yāo yè fū gé ní · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí dǎ pái， bǎ jǐ shí， yòu shí shèn zhì shì shàng bǎi yín lú bù， zhuāng jìn zì jǐ de yāo bāo。 xiàn zài nín duì zhè yī qiēdōu shǐ kǒu fǒu rèn， bù jǐn bù tóng yì dá xiè wǒ de nǔ lì， shèn zhì bǎ wǒ zì jǐ de qián， yě jù wéi jǐ yòu。 nín shì xiān yòng hé huǒ rén de zī gé lái yǐn yòu wǒ， jì 'ér yòu xǔ yǐ gè zhǒng hǎo chù lái wǒ shàng gōu。 xiàn zài nín yòng jí qí fēi fǎ de fāng shì jiāng wǒ hé yè fū gé ní · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí de qián， dū jù wéi jǐ yòu， huí bì gěi wǒ bào chóu， bìng qiě wèicǐ dà sì zào yáo， sàng xīn bìng kuáng dì wū miè wǒ jié jìn quán lì yǐn jìn nín jiā de nà gè rén。 jù péng yǒu men suǒ shuō， nín bèi dì lǐ de zuò fǎ， qià qià yǔ cǐ xiāng fǎn。 nín zhì jīn réng rán hé tā gǎo dé hěn qīn rè， chàdiǎn méi tóng tā nián zài yī qǐ liǎo， ér qiě zài zhěng gè shàng liú shè huì miàn qián， bǎ tā dàngchéng shì nín zuì yào hǎo de péng yǒu， jìn guǎn shàng liú shè huì méi yòu yī gè shǎ guā cāi bù tòu nín de yòng xīn suǒ zài， nín de suǒ wèi yǒu hǎo de péng yǒu guān xì， dào dǐ yì wèi zhe shénme。 wǒ lái gào sù nín bā， suǒ yòu zhè yī qiē yì wèi zhe qī piàn、 bèi xìn qì yì、 bù gù lǐ yí hé， shì wéi fǎn shàng dì de zhǐ yì de， shì wéi rén men suǒ bù chǐ de zuì guò。 wǒ zì jǐ jiù shì yī gè lì zhèng。 wǒ yòu nǎ yī diǎn duì bù qǐ nín？ wèishénme nín duì wǒ rú cǐ sì wú jì dá dì wú lǐ？
wǒ jiù yào jié shù zhè fēng xìn liǎo。 wǒ de shuō míng yǐ jīng jiǎng wán， xiàn zài ràng wǒ lái guī nà yī xià： rú guǒ nín， gé xià， zài jiē dào cǐ xìn yǐ hòu de zuì duǎn shí jiān nèi bù rú shù guī hái gěi wǒ： dì yī， wǒ jiè gěi nín de sān bǎi wǔ shí yín lú bù； dì 'èr， rú bù fù qīng nín dāyìng gěi wǒ de quán bù kuǎn xiàng， wǒ jiāng cǎi yòng yī qiē kě néng de shǒu duàn， shèn zhì gōng kāi shǐ yòng bào lì， qiǎngpò nín guī hái； dì sān， wǒ jiāng xún qiú fǎ lǜ bǎo hù。 zuì hòu， wǒ xiàng nín xuān bù， wǒ shǒu tóu wò yòu mǒu xiē zhèng jù。 zhè xiē luò zài nín zhōng shí de nú pú hé chóng bài zhě shǒu zhōng de zhèng jù， zú yǐ shǐ nín zài zhěng gè shàng liú shè huì miàn qián， míng yù sǎo dì， yǒng wú chū tóu zhī rì。
qǐng yǔn xǔ wǒ réng rán zhōng shí yú nín……
（ qī）
（ bǐ dé · yī fán nèi qí zhì yī fán · bǐ dé luó wéi qí）
11 yuè 15 rì yī fán · bǐ dé luó wéi qí！
shōu dào nín cū lǔ de、 tóng shí yòu shì lìng rén gǎn dào qí guài de lái xìn zhī hòu， zài zuì chū de yī shā nà jiān， wǒ běn xiǎng jiāng tā sī chéng suì piàn， dàn hòu lái gǎi dù， jiāng tā zuò wéi bǎo bèi liú xià lái liǎo。 bù guò， duì yú chǎn shēng yú wǒ men zhī jiān de wù huì hé bù kuài， wǒ yóu zhōng dì biǎo shì yí hàn。 běn lái wǒ shì bù xiǎng huí xìn de， dàn yòu jué dé fēi huí xìn bù kě。 yú shì xiě jǐ jù huà gào sù nín， yào shì shénme shí hòu zài wǒ jiā lǐ kàn dào nín， wǒ jiāng gǎn dào shí fēn bù kuài， wǒ de qī zǐ yě tóng yàng rú cǐ： tā shēn tǐ xū ruò， wén bù dé xiāng yān de jiāo yóu chòu wèi。
nín fū rén liú zài wǒ men zhè lǐ de、 lā màn qì sī jī fān yì de《 táng · jí hē dé》， wǒ qī zǐ jiāng huái zhe gǎn jī de xīn qíng， yú yǐ guī hái。 zhì yú nín de tào xié（ hǎo xiàng shì nín zuì hòu yī cì zào fǎng shí， wàng liǎo ná， liú zài wǒ men zhè lǐ de）， wǒ yí hàn dì tōng zhī nín， nǎ lǐ yě méi zhǎo dào。 xiàn zài réng zài xún zhǎo。 rú guǒ shí zài zhǎo bù dào de huà， wǒ jiāng gěi nín mǎi yī shuāng xīn de。
yòu xìng zhōng yú nín de……
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11 yuè 16 rì bǐ dé · yī fán nèi qí cóng shì yóu jú shōu dào shǔ yòu tā de míng zì de liǎng fēng xìn。 chāi kāi dì yī fēng， tā chōu chū yī zhāng dié dé hěn qiǎo miào、 xiě zài yī zhāng fěn hóng sè xiǎo zhǐ piàn shàng de zì tiáo。 zhè shì tā qī zǐ de zì jì， shì 11 yuè 2 rì xiě gěi yè fū gé ní · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí de。 xìn fēng lǐ méi yòu fā xiàn bié de dōng xī。 bǐ dé · yī fán nuò wéi qí niàn dào： “ qīn 'ài de yè fū gé ní！
zuó tiān wú lùn rú hé bù xíng。 zhàng fū zhěng yè dōuzài jiā。 míng tiān 11 diǎn， nǐ yī dìng yào lái！ shí diǎn bàn zhàng fū chéng chē qù huáng cūn， bàn yè fǎn huí。 wǒ zhěng yè shēng qì。 xiè xiè nǐ jì lái de xiāo xī hé xìn jiàn。 duō dà de yī duī zhǐ 'ā！ nán dào zhè dū shì tā xiě de？ bù guò， cóng zì tǐ shàng kàn， dōushì tā de。 xiè xiè nǐ！ wǒ fā xiàn， nǐ shì 'ài wǒ de。 bié wéi zuó tiān de shì shēng wǒ de qì， kàn zài shàng dì de miàn shàng， nǐ míng tiān lái bā！
ān。 ”
“ bǐ dé · yī fán nèi qí chāi kāi dì 'èr fēng xìn。
“ bǐ dé · yī fán nèi qí！
nín bù shuō， wǒ de jiǎo yě yǒng yuǎn bù huì kuà jìn nín de jiā mén de。 nín bái bái dì zāo tà liǎo zhǐ zhāng。
xià xīng qī wǒ jiāng qū chē qù xīn bǐ 'ěr sī kè。 yè fū gé ní · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí réng rán shì nín zuì zhēn guì hé zuì qīn 'ài de péng yǒu。 wǒ zhù nín chéng gōng。 zhì yú tào xié， nín jìn kě bù bì dān xīn。”
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11 yuè 17 rì yī fán · bǐ dé luó wéi qí cóng shì yóu jú shōu dào xiě gěi tā de liǎng fēng xìn。 chāi kāi dì yī fēng， chōu chū yī zhāng xiěde cāng cù、 liáo cǎo de zì tiáo。 bǐ jì shì tā qī zǐ de， shì bā yuè sì rì xiě gěi yè fū gé ní · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí de。 xìn fēng lǐ miàn méi yòu fā xiàn bié de dōng xī。 yī fán · bǐ dé luó wéi qí niàn dào：
“ yǒng bié liǎo， yǒng bié liǎo， yè fū gé ní · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí！ yuàn shàng dì wèicǐ bǎo yòu nín。 zhù nín xìng fú， bù guò wǒ de mìng yùn kě kǔ lā， zhēn kě pà！ rú guǒ bù shì gū mā， wǒ zǎo yǐ wěi shēn yú nín liǎo。 nín qiān wàn bù yào cháo xiào wǒ， yě bù yào cháo xiào gū mā。 míng tiān wǒ men jiù jiāng wán hūn， gū mā gǎn dào gāo xīng de shì， gěi wǒ zhǎo dào liǎo yī gè hǎo rén， ér qiě bù yào jià zhuāng。 jīn tiān wǒ dì yī cì zhù yì wàng liǎo tā yī yǎn。 kàn yàng zǐ tā shì gè shàn liáng de rén。 rén men zài cuī wǒ zǒu， zài jiàn bā， yǒng bié liǎo…… wǒ qīn 'ài de！！ yǐ hòu qǐng nín jì dé wǒ， wǒ shì yǒng yuǎn yě bù huì wàng jì nín de。 zài jiàn bā！ wǒ bǎ zhè zuì hòu de yī fēng xìn， dāng zuò dì yī fēng xìn yī yàng， qiān xià wǒ de míng zì…… nín hái jì dé bā？
tǎ jí yǎ nà”
dì 'èr fēng xìn de nèi róng rú xià：
“ yī fán · bǐ dé luó wéi qí！ míng tiān nín huì shōu dào yī shuāng xīn tào xié。 wǒ bù xí guàn cóng bié rén de kǒu dài lǐ tāo diǎn shénme， yě bù xǐ huān yán jiē sōu jí pò làn。
yè fū gé ní · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí jìn rì jiāng chéng chē qù xīn bǐ 'ěr sī kè， bàn tā yé yé de shì， qǐng wǒ bāng tā zhǎo gè tóng bàn， nín yuàn yì má？”
suǒ yòu zhè xiē professionsdefoi① dú qǐ lái wǒdōu gǎn dào xīng wèi suǒ rán， suǒ yǐ wǒ jiù lái shuō jiàn qù shì， bù guò， zhè yě suàn bù shàng shénme qù shì， zhǐ shì yī jiàn yáo yuǎn wǎng shì de zhuī yì bà liǎo。 bù zhī wèishénme， wǒ hěn xiǎng jiù wǒ lùn píng mín de wén zhāng gē bǐ de cǐ shí cǐ dì lái shuō nà jiàn shì。 nà shí wǒ bù guò cái jiǔ suì…… bù， zuì hǎo cóng wǒ 'èr shí jiǔ suì shí de shì 'ér shuō qǐ bā。
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① fǎ yǔ： chuán dào de wén zhāng。
nà shì fù huó jié de dì 'èr tiān。 tiān qì qíng lǎng， tiān kōng zhàn lán， yáng guāng gāo zhào，“ nuǎn nuǎn hé hé”， míng míng lì lì de， dàn wǒ xīn dǐ yī piàn yì yù。 wǒ zài láo fáng de hòu miàn pái huái zhí zhú， biān kàn biān shù wéi zhe jiān gù mù shān de lín jiān kōng dì shàng de láo fáng。 qí shí wǒ bù shì xiǎng shù， zhǐ bù guò shì yī zhǒng xí guàn dòng zuò 'ér yǐ。 jiān láo lǐ“ guò jié” yǐ jīng liǎng tiān。 kǔ yì qiú fàn men bù yòng qù gān huó， xǔ duō rén hē dé làn zuì， jiào mà shēng、 zhēng chǎo shēng dào chù bù jué yú 'ěr； yòu de rén chàng zhe dī jí yōng sú de xiǎo diào， duǒ zài bǎn chuáng xià wán pái dǔ bó； yòu jǐ gè rén yóu yú tài mán héng bèi tóng jiān rén dǎ dé bàn sǐ， gài zhe pí 'ǎo tǎng zài bǎn chuáng shàng， zhí dào sū xǐng guò lái。 yòu jǐ cì tā men jìng dòng qǐ dāo zǐ lái。“ guò jié” zhè liǎng tiān lǐ suǒ fā shēng de yī qiē shǐ wǒ tòng kǔ zhì jí。 wǒ cóng bù zàn tóng bù jiā jié zhì de qún yǐn kuáng zuì， ér zài zhè zhòngdì fāng wǒ yóu qí fǎn duì。 zhè liǎng tiān， jiān yù guān méi yòu lái xún chá， yě bù lái sōu xún bái jiǔ； tā men míng liǎo， yī nián zhōng yě gāi gěi zhè xiē shòu qí shì de rén kuān sōng yī xià， fǒu zé， láo lǐ de qíng kuàng huì gèng zāo。 wǒ xiōng zhōng zhōng yú rán qǐ yī gǔ fèn hèn。 fàn zhōng yòu gè jiào mǐ héng héng sī jī de bō lán rén pèng dào wǒ。 tā shén sè yōu yù dì wàng liǎo wǒ yī yǎn， liǎng yǎn yī shǎn， shuāng chún chàn dòng， yǎo yá qièchǐ dì xiǎo shēng duì wǒ shuō dào：“ jehaiscesbrigands！”① rán hòu cā shēn 'ér guò。 wǒ huí dào láo fáng， suī rán yī kè zhōng qián wǒ fā fēng sì dì cóng wū lǐ páo chū qù， dāng shí yòu liù gè zhuàng shí de nóng fū yī qí pū xiàng zuì hàn dá dá rén jiā jīn， xiǎng yào tā 'ér dòng qǐ shǒu lái。 tā men luàn dǎ luàn zòu， zhào zhè me dǎ xià qù， luò tuó yě huì bèi dǎ sǐ de， dàn tā men zhī dào， zhè gè dà lì shì nán dé bèi dǎ sǐ， suǒ yǐ xià qǐ shǒu lái háo wú gù lǜ。 xiàn zài huí dào wū lǐ hòu， wǒ fā xiàn jiā jīn tǎng zài láo fáng jìn tóu yī gè jiǎo luò de bǎn chuáng shàng bùxǐng rén shì， shēng mìng chuí wēi。 tā gài zhe pí 'ǎo， dà jiā bù shēng bù xiǎng dì cóng tā shēn bàng rào guò， suī rán dū shēn xìn tā míng zǎo huì sū xǐng guò lái，“ kě shì zhào zhè me dǎ， shuō bù dìng huì sòng mìng de”。 wǒ huí dào chuáng shàng， duì zhe zhuāng yòu tiě shān lán de chuāng hù yíng miàn tǎng xià， bǎ shǒu zhěn zài nǎo hòu， bì shàng yǎn jīng。 wǒ xǐ huān zhè me tǎng zhe， yīn wéi rén men bù huì qù dǎ jiǎo yī gè rù shuì de rén， ér zhè shí wǒ jiù kě yǐ qù huàn xiǎng， qù sī kǎo。 dàn shì nà yī cì wǒ méi yòu huàn xiǎng， wǒ de xīn píng jìng bù xià lái， ěr biān lǎo xiǎng zhe mǐ héng héng sī jī de huà：“ jehaiscesbrigaands！” qí shí， wèishénme yào qù miáo shù nà xiē yìn xiàng ní？ xiàn zài wǒ yòu shí zài yè jiān yě mèng jiàn nà qíng jǐng， méi yòu zuò guò bǐ nà gèng tòng kǔ de mèng liǎo。 rén men yě xǔ huì fā xiàn， shí zhì jīn rì wǒ jīhū cóng wèi zài kān wù shàng tán guò wǒ zài yù zhōng de shēng huó qíng kuàng。《 sǐ wū shǒu jì》 xiě yú shí wǔ nián qián， wǒ shì yǐ yī gè xū nǐ de shā qī fàn de kǒu wěn xiě de。 shùn biàn bǔ chōng yī jù， cóng nà shí qǐ xǔ duō réndōu yǐ wéi， shèn zhì xiàn zài hái duàn yán， wǒ zhī suǒ yǐ bèi liú fàng shì yīn wéi shā hài liǎo zì jǐ de qī zǐ。
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① fǎ yǔ： wǒ hèn tòu zhè xiē bào tú liǎo。
wǒ jiàn jiàn dì zhēn de xiǎng dé chū liǎo shén， bìng qiě bù zhī bù jué dì chén jìn zài huí yì zhōng liǎo。 zài fú kǔ yì de sì nián zhōng wǒdōu bù duàn dì huí yì wǒ de zhěng gè guò qù， sì hū zài huí yì zhōng wǒ yòu chóngxīn jīng lì wǒ nà xī rì de quán bù shēng huó。 zhè xiē huí yì dōushì zì rán dì xiǎn xiàn chū lái， wǒ hěn shǎo 'àn zì jǐ de yì yuàn qù huí xiǎng， cháng cháng shì cóng yī diǎn yī xiàn kāi shǐ， héng héng yòu shí shì hěn nán jué chá dào de， ér hòu yī diǎn yī diǎn dì kuò dà wéi yī gè wán zhěng de huà miàn， xíng chéng yī gè xiān míng de、 wán zhěng de yìn xiàng。 wǒ duì zhè xiē yìn xiàng jìn xíng fēn xī， shǐ wǎng shì jù yòu xīn de tè diǎn， ér zhòng yào de hái zài yú duì wǎng shì jìn xíng xiū zhèng， bù duàn dì xiū zhèng。 wǒ de quán bù xiāo qiǎn jiù zài yú cǐ。 zhè yī cì bù zhī wèishénme， wǒ nǎo hǎi zhōng tū rán fú xiàn chū tóng nián shí（ wǒ nà shí cái jiǔ suì） yī gè jí píng cháng de shùn jiān héng héng tā sì hū bèi wǒ wàng dé yī gān 'èr jìng liǎo。 nà shí hòu wǒ tè bié xǐ huān huí yì wǒ de tóng nián。 huí yì zhōng， wǒ men xiāng cūn bā yuè de qíng jǐng jiù chéng xiàn zài wǒ de yǎn qián： nà shì yī gè gān shuǎng、 qíng lǎng de rì zǐ， dàn yòu jǐ fēn liáng yì， wēi fēng xí xí。 xià tiān zài xiāo shì， bù jiǔ wǒ jiù yào qù mò sī kē xué xí fǎ yǔ liǎo， zhěng zhěng yī gè dōng tiān， yòu gāi nì fán sǐ liǎo。 zhēn shěbùdé lí kāi zhè xiāng cūn。 wǒ chuān guò dǎ gǔcháng， xià dào shān gōu lǐ， zài wǎng shàng zǒu dào luò sī kè héng héng wǒ men zhè 'ér zhè yàng chēng hū shān gōu nà miàn shēn zhǎn dào xiǎo shù lín de nà piàn mào mì de guàn mù lín。 wǒ zuàn jìn guàn mù lín， tīng dào bù yuǎn chù héng héng yuē mò sān shí bù yuǎn， yòu gè nóng fū zài lín zhōng kuàng dì shàng gēng zuò。 wǒ zhī dào， zài dǒu pō shàng gēng dì， mǎ 'ér shì hěn chī lì de， suǒ yǐ wǒ yòu shí kě tīng dào nóng fū de yī shēng shēng yāo hē：“ jià héng héng jià！” zhè lǐ de nóng fū wǒ chàbù duō dū rèn shí， dàn xiàn zài shì nǎ yī gè zài gēng zuò wǒ bù qīng chǔ。 duì wǒ lái shuō fǎn zhèng shì yī huí shì。 wǒ zhèng zhuān xīn zhì zhì zì jǐ de shì 'ér li， wǒ yě yī yàng máng bù dié： zhé hú táo shù zhī biān dǎ qīng wā； zhēn shù zhī 'ér hǎo kàn kě bù jiēshí， bǐ huà shù tiáo chā yuǎn liǎo。 wǒ yě hěn mí liàn xiǎo kūn chóng hé xiǎo jiá chóng， bìng jìn xíng cǎi jí。 tā men zhēn shì piào liàng jí liǎo。 wǒ yě hěn xǐ huān dòng zuò mǐn jié dài hēi bān de hóng huáng sè xiǎo xī yì， dàn wǒ jù pà shé， bù guò bǐ qǐ xī yì lái shé yào shǎo dé duō。 zhè 'ér hěn shǎo yòu mó gū， cǎi mó gū yào dào huà shù lín lǐ qù， wǒ zhèng zhǔn bèi yào qù li。 píng shēng méi yòu shénme bǐ sēn lín gèng ràng wǒ xǐ 'ài de liǎo， nà lǐ yòu mó gū、 yě guǒ、 kūn chóng、 xiǎo niǎo、 cì wèi、 sōng shǔ， yǐ jí wǒ fēi cháng 'ài wén de kū zhī bài yè de cháo shī qì wèi。 shèn zhì xiàn zài xiě dào zhè 'ér shí， wǒ yě wén dào liǎo wǒ men xiāng cūn lǐ huà shù de fāng xiāng， yīn wéi tā gěi wǒ de yìn xiàng zhōng shēng nán wàng。 zài yī piàn jìng jì zhōng， wǒ hū rán shí fēn qīng xī dì tīng dào yī shēng hǎn jiào：“ láng lái liǎo！” wǒ xià dé hún fēi bó sàn， yě dà jiào qǐ lái， rán hòu biān hǎn biān páo xiàng lín zhōng kuàng dì， zhíbèn zhèng zài gēng dì de nóng fū。
yuán lái shì wǒ men cūn de nóng fū mǎ liè yī。 wǒ bù zhī dào tā shì fǒu jiào zhè gè míng zì， dàn shì dà jiādōu jiào tā mǎ liè yī， héng héng yī gè wǔ shí suì zuǒ yòu de nóng fū， jiēshí、 kuí wú de shēn cái， yòu kuān yòu mì de yī bǎ shēn hè sè hú zǐ lǐ jiān zá zhe yī liǔ liǔ de yín xū。 wǒ rèn shí tā， dàn zhì jīn cóng wèi yòu jī huì tóng tā shuō huà。 tā tīng dào wǒ de jiào shēng， jiù ràng mǎ 'ér tíng xià lái， wǒ fēi kuài dì páo shàng qù， yī shǒu zhuā zhù tā de lí， lìng yī shǒu zhuā zhù tā de yī xiù。 tā kàn chū wǒ jīng xià bù yǐ de yàng zǐ。
“ láng lái liǎo！” wǒ qì chuǎn chuǎn dì jiào zhe。
tā tái qǐ tóu， bù yóu zì zhù dì huán gù sì zhōu， yī shí jìng yě xiāng xìn liǎo wǒ de huà。
“ láng zài nǎ 'ér？”
“ yòu rén hǎn…… gāng cái yòu rén hǎn ‘ láng lái liǎo ’……” wǒ dū dū nóng nóng shuō dào。
“ nǎ lǐ， nǎ lǐ， nǎ yòu shénme láng？ shì nǐ de huàn jué bā。 nǐ kàn， zhè nǎ 'ér yòu láng ní？” tā nán nán dì gǔ lì wǒ shuō。 dàn wǒ hún shēn dǎzhàn， sǐ sǐ dì zhuā zhe tā de shàng yī， wǒ de liǎn sè xiǎng bì yī dìng shuà bái。 tā huái zhe bù 'ān de wēi xiào kàn zhe wǒ， xiǎn rán zài wèiwǒ dān jīng shòu pà。
“ qiáo nǐ， xià chéng zhè yàng， āi yā yā！” tā yáo zhe tóu shuō。“ dé lā， qīn 'ài de。 qiáo nǐ zhè xiǎo guǐ， āi yā！”
tā shēn chū yī zhǐ shǒu tū rán zài wǒ de liǎn shàng mō liǎo mō。
“ wèi， dé lā， yuàn shàng dì bǎo yòu nǐ， huà shí zì bā。” dàn wǒ méi yòu huà shí zì， wǒ de zuǐ jiǎo chàn dòng zhe， zhè hǎo xiàng shǐ tā gé wài chī jīng。 tā qīng qīng dì shēn chū yī gè zhǐ jiá wū hēi、 zhān zhe ní tǔ de cū dà shǒu zhǐ， yòu qīng qīng dì pèng liǎo yī xià wǒ dǎzhàn de zuǐ chún。
“ qiáo nǐ， āi yā！” tā jiǔ jiǔ dì duì wǒ xiàn chū cí mǔ bān de wēi xiào，“ tiān nǎ， zhè shì zěn me de， āi yā yā！”
wǒ zhōng yú míng bái liǎo， méi yòu láng， wǒ tīng dào“ láng lái liǎo” de hǎn shēng shì wǒ de yī zhǒng huàn jué。 suī rán hǎn shēng shì nà me qīng xī， dàn zhè yàng de hǎn shēng（ bù zhǐ shì guān yú láng de） wǒ yǐ qián yě tīng dào guò yī liǎng huí， dōushì wǒ de huàn jué。 zhè zhǒng xiàn xiàng wǒ shì zhī dào de（ hòu lái zhè xiē huàn jué bàn suí zhe tóng nián yī qǐ mǐn miè liǎo）。
“ hǎo bā， nà wǒ zǒu liǎo。” wǒ chí yí dì、 xiū sè dì wàng zhe tā shuō。
“ hǎo de， nǐ zǒu bā， wǒ huì mù sòng nǐ， yī dìng bù huì ràng láng shāng hài nǐ de！” tā bǔ chōng shuō， yǐ jiù cí mǔ bān dì duì wǒ wēi xiào，“ ǹg， yuàn shàng dì bǎo yòu nǐ， zǒu bā。” tā gěi wǒ huà liǎo gè shí zì， yě gěi zì jǐ huà liǎo gè shí zì。 wǒ zǒu liǎo， chàbù duō měi zǒu shí bù jiù huí tóu wàng wàng。 wǒ zǒu de shí hòu， mǎ liè yī hé nà pǐ mǎ yī zhí zhàn zài nà lǐ mù sòng wǒ， wǒ měi cì huí tóu， tādōu duì wǒ diǎn tóu。 shuō shí zài de， wǒ pà chéng nà yàng， zài tā miàn qián gǎn dào yòu jǐ fēn cán kuì li。 rán 'ér， wǒ yī biān zǒu hái yī biān pà láng， zhí dào pá shàng gōu gǔ de xié pō dào dá dì yī gè wō péng shí， wǒ hài pà de xīn qíng cái wán quán xiāo chú。 wǒ jiā de hù yuàn gǒu wò 'ěr qiáo kè bù zhī cóng nǎ 'ér tū rán cuàn dào wǒ de gēn qián。 yòu wò 'ěr qiáo kè zài， wǒ jīng shén dà zhèn， zuì hòu yī cì zhuǎn guò shēn lái huí wàng mǎ liè yī， tā de liǎn páng yǐ mó hú mò biàn， dàn wǒ gǎn dào tā yǐ rán zài xiàng wǒ qīnqiè wēi xiào hé pín pín diǎn tóu。 wǒ xiàng tā huī liǎo huī shǒu， tā yě duì wǒ huī huī shǒu， jiù cè mǎ xiàng qián zǒu qù。
“ jià héng héng jià！” yòu tīng dào tā zài yuǎn chù de yāo hē shēng， mǎ 'ér lā zhe mù lí yòu kāi shǐ zǒu qǐ lái。
suǒ yòu zhè yī qiē wǒdōu yī xià zǐ huí xiǎng qǐ lái liǎo， bìng qiě bù zhī wèishénme hái nà me què qiē、 xiáng jìn。 mò dì， wǒ qīng xǐng guò lái， cóng bǎn chuáng shàng zuò qǐ lái， wǒ jì dé， liǎn jiá shàng hái liú yòu huí yì shí de qiǎn xiào。 wǒ yòu jì xù xiǎng liǎo yī huì 'ér。
dāng shí， cóng mǎ liè yī nà 'ér huí jiā hòu， wǒ méi yòu tóng rèn hé rén tán qǐ guò wǒ de zhè cì“ xiǎn yù”， kuàng qiě， zhè yòu suàn dé liǎo shénme xiǎn yù ní？ nà shí， wǒ hěn kuài jiù bǎ mǎ liè yī wàng liǎo。 hòu lái tóng tā 'ǒu 'ěr xiāng yù， wǒ yě cóng méi yòu tóng tā pān tán， bù lùn shì guān yú láng de hái shì bié de shénme。 ér jīn xiāng gé 'èr shí nián hòu， zài xī bó lì yà， wǒ què tū rán xiǎng qǐ liǎo nà cì xiāng yù， shì rú cǐ qīng xī， rú cǐ rù wēi。 jiù shì shuō， nà cì xiāng yù shì bù zhī bù jué dì míng kè zài wǒ xīn shàng， shì zì rán 'ér rán dì bù yǐ wǒ de yì yuàn wéi zhuǎn yí dì bèi jì yì xià lái liǎo， ér yī dàn xū yào， tā jiù huì mǎ shàng fú xiàn chū lái。 wǒ huí yì qǐ liǎo yī gè qióng kǔ nóng nú wēn róu de cí mǔ bān de wēi xiào yǐ jí tā huà shí zì、 diǎn tóu de qíng jǐng：“ qiáo nǐ， xiǎo guǐ， shòu jīng liǎo bā！” yóu qí shì tā nà zhān yòu ní tǔ de cū dà shǒu zhǐ， tā yòng tā qīng róu dì、 xiū qiè dì pèng liǎo pèng wǒ chàn dòng de zuǐ chún。 dāng rán， rèn hé réndōu néng gěi xiǎo hái gǔ lì， dàn shì， nà dān dú xiāng yù shí suǒ fā shēng de shì qíng què sì hū jiǒng rán bù tóng， jí shǐ wǒ shì tā de qīn shēng gǔ ròu， tā yě bù kě néng yòng gèng shèng jié de 'ài lián yǎn guāng dài wǒ liǎo。 shì shuí jiào tā zhè me zuò ní？ tā shì wǒ jiā de nóng nú， ér wǒ hái shì tā de shàoye， shuí yě bù zhī dào tā gěi guò wǒ 'ài fǔ， yě bù huì yīn cǐ 'ér shǎng cì tā shénme。 tā shì bù shì hěn 'ài hái zǐ ní？ zhè yàng de rén shì yòu de。 wǒ men shì zài huāng jiāo yě wài dān dú xiāng yù de， yě xǔ zhǐ yòu tiān shàng de shàng dì cái néng kàn dé jiàn。 yī gè cū yě、 bù shí zì， ér qiě wú suǒ qī dài、 duì zì shēn zì yóu yě wú suǒ shē wàng de nóng nú， tā de xīn dǐ què chōng mǎn zhe wén míng rén lèi duō me bó dà de gǎn qíng， chōng mǎn zhe duō me xì nì、 jìn hū nǚ xìng de wēn róu！ qǐng wèn， kāng sī tǎn dīng · ā kè sà kē fū① zài tán dào wǒ guó rén mín de gāo dù jiào yǎng shí， tā suǒ zhǐ de nán dào bù zhèng shì zhè gè má？
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① ā kè sà kē fū（ yī bā yī qī héng yī bā liù ）： lì shǐ xué jiā， shī rén。
wǒ jì dé， wǒ cóng chuáng shàng xià lái huán shì sì zhōu hòu， wǒ tū rán jué dé， duì zhè xiē bù xìng de rén wǒ shì yòng jué rán bù tóng de mù guāng kàn dài de。 wǒ xiōng zhōng de yī qiē zēng hèn hé fèn mèn xū yú jiān shén qí bān dì yān xiāo yún sàn liǎo。 wǒ wǎng qián zǒu qù， duān xiáng zhe yíng miàn 'ér lái de yī zhāng zhāng miàn kǒng。 zhè gè bèi tì guāng tóu fā、 liǎn shàng liú yòu yìn jì de nóng fū hē zuì liǎo jiǔ， zài dà shēng sī yǎ dì chàng zhe zuì gē。 tā yě xǔ jiù shì nà gè mǎ liè yī， yīn wéi wǒ hái wèi néng kàn qīng tā de nèi xīn shēn chù。 dāng tiān wǎn shàng， wǒ zài cì pèng dào mǐ héng héng sī jī， yī gè bù xìng de rén！ tā de nǎo zǐ lǐ yǐ jīng bù kě néng yòu guān yú mǎ liè yī yī lèi rén de rèn hé huí yì， chú liǎo“ jehaiscesbrigands！” nà yī jù huà wài， duì tā men zhè xiē rén yě bù kě néng yòu rèn hé bié de kàn fǎ。 bù， zhè xiē bō lán rén suǒ jīng shòu de kǔ nán bǐ wǒ men duō duō liǎo！
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① fǎ yǔ： chuán dào de wén zhāng。
nà shì fù huó jié de dì 'èr tiān。 tiān qì qíng lǎng， tiān kōng zhàn lán， yáng guāng gāo zhào，“ nuǎn nuǎn hé hé”， míng míng lì lì de， dàn wǒ xīn dǐ yī piàn yì yù。 wǒ zài láo fáng de hòu miàn pái huái zhí zhú， biān kàn biān shù wéi zhe jiān gù mù shān de lín jiān kōng dì shàng de láo fáng。 qí shí wǒ bù shì xiǎng shù， zhǐ bù guò shì yī zhǒng xí guàn dòng zuò 'ér yǐ。 jiān láo lǐ“ guò jié” yǐ jīng liǎng tiān。 kǔ yì qiú fàn men bù yòng qù gān huó， xǔ duō rén hē dé làn zuì， jiào mà shēng、 zhēng chǎo shēng dào chù bù jué yú 'ěr； yòu de rén chàng zhe dī jí yōng sú de xiǎo diào， duǒ zài bǎn chuáng xià wán pái dǔ bó； yòu jǐ gè rén yóu yú tài mán héng bèi tóng jiān rén dǎ dé bàn sǐ， gài zhe pí 'ǎo tǎng zài bǎn chuáng shàng， zhí dào sū xǐng guò lái。 yòu jǐ cì tā men jìng dòng qǐ dāo zǐ lái。“ guò jié” zhè liǎng tiān lǐ suǒ fā shēng de yī qiē shǐ wǒ tòng kǔ zhì jí。 wǒ cóng bù zàn tóng bù jiā jié zhì de qún yǐn kuáng zuì， ér zài zhè zhòngdì fāng wǒ yóu qí fǎn duì。 zhè liǎng tiān， jiān yù guān méi yòu lái xún chá， yě bù lái sōu xún bái jiǔ； tā men míng liǎo， yī nián zhōng yě gāi gěi zhè xiē shòu qí shì de rén kuān sōng yī xià， fǒu zé， láo lǐ de qíng kuàng huì gèng zāo。 wǒ xiōng zhōng zhōng yú rán qǐ yī gǔ fèn hèn。 fàn zhōng yòu gè jiào mǐ héng héng sī jī de bō lán rén pèng dào wǒ。 tā shén sè yōu yù dì wàng liǎo wǒ yī yǎn， liǎng yǎn yī shǎn， shuāng chún chàn dòng， yǎo yá qièchǐ dì xiǎo shēng duì wǒ shuō dào：“ jehaiscesbrigands！”① rán hòu cā shēn 'ér guò。 wǒ huí dào láo fáng， suī rán yī kè zhōng qián wǒ fā fēng sì dì cóng wū lǐ páo chū qù， dāng shí yòu liù gè zhuàng shí de nóng fū yī qí pū xiàng zuì hàn dá dá rén jiā jīn， xiǎng yào tā 'ér dòng qǐ shǒu lái。 tā men luàn dǎ luàn zòu， zhào zhè me dǎ xià qù， luò tuó yě huì bèi dǎ sǐ de， dàn tā men zhī dào， zhè gè dà lì shì nán dé bèi dǎ sǐ， suǒ yǐ xià qǐ shǒu lái háo wú gù lǜ。 xiàn zài huí dào wū lǐ hòu， wǒ fā xiàn jiā jīn tǎng zài láo fáng jìn tóu yī gè jiǎo luò de bǎn chuáng shàng bùxǐng rén shì， shēng mìng chuí wēi。 tā gài zhe pí 'ǎo， dà jiā bù shēng bù xiǎng dì cóng tā shēn bàng rào guò， suī rán dū shēn xìn tā míng zǎo huì sū xǐng guò lái，“ kě shì zhào zhè me dǎ， shuō bù dìng huì sòng mìng de”。 wǒ huí dào chuáng shàng， duì zhe zhuāng yòu tiě shān lán de chuāng hù yíng miàn tǎng xià， bǎ shǒu zhěn zài nǎo hòu， bì shàng yǎn jīng。 wǒ xǐ huān zhè me tǎng zhe， yīn wéi rén men bù huì qù dǎ jiǎo yī gè rù shuì de rén， ér zhè shí wǒ jiù kě yǐ qù huàn xiǎng， qù sī kǎo。 dàn shì nà yī cì wǒ méi yòu huàn xiǎng， wǒ de xīn píng jìng bù xià lái， ěr biān lǎo xiǎng zhe mǐ héng héng sī jī de huà：“ jehaiscesbrigaands！” qí shí， wèishénme yào qù miáo shù nà xiē yìn xiàng ní？ xiàn zài wǒ yòu shí zài yè jiān yě mèng jiàn nà qíng jǐng， méi yòu zuò guò bǐ nà gèng tòng kǔ de mèng liǎo。 rén men yě xǔ huì fā xiàn， shí zhì jīn rì wǒ jīhū cóng wèi zài kān wù shàng tán guò wǒ zài yù zhōng de shēng huó qíng kuàng。《 sǐ wū shǒu jì》 xiě yú shí wǔ nián qián， wǒ shì yǐ yī gè xū nǐ de shā qī fàn de kǒu wěn xiě de。 shùn biàn bǔ chōng yī jù， cóng nà shí qǐ xǔ duō réndōu yǐ wéi， shèn zhì xiàn zài hái duàn yán， wǒ zhī suǒ yǐ bèi liú fàng shì yīn wéi shā hài liǎo zì jǐ de qī zǐ。
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① fǎ yǔ： wǒ hèn tòu zhè xiē bào tú liǎo。
wǒ jiàn jiàn dì zhēn de xiǎng dé chū liǎo shén， bìng qiě bù zhī bù jué dì chén jìn zài huí yì zhōng liǎo。 zài fú kǔ yì de sì nián zhōng wǒdōu bù duàn dì huí yì wǒ de zhěng gè guò qù， sì hū zài huí yì zhōng wǒ yòu chóngxīn jīng lì wǒ nà xī rì de quán bù shēng huó。 zhè xiē huí yì dōushì zì rán dì xiǎn xiàn chū lái， wǒ hěn shǎo 'àn zì jǐ de yì yuàn qù huí xiǎng， cháng cháng shì cóng yī diǎn yī xiàn kāi shǐ， héng héng yòu shí shì hěn nán jué chá dào de， ér hòu yī diǎn yī diǎn dì kuò dà wéi yī gè wán zhěng de huà miàn， xíng chéng yī gè xiān míng de、 wán zhěng de yìn xiàng。 wǒ duì zhè xiē yìn xiàng jìn xíng fēn xī， shǐ wǎng shì jù yòu xīn de tè diǎn， ér zhòng yào de hái zài yú duì wǎng shì jìn xíng xiū zhèng， bù duàn dì xiū zhèng。 wǒ de quán bù xiāo qiǎn jiù zài yú cǐ。 zhè yī cì bù zhī wèishénme， wǒ nǎo hǎi zhōng tū rán fú xiàn chū tóng nián shí（ wǒ nà shí cái jiǔ suì） yī gè jí píng cháng de shùn jiān héng héng tā sì hū bèi wǒ wàng dé yī gān 'èr jìng liǎo。 nà shí hòu wǒ tè bié xǐ huān huí yì wǒ de tóng nián。 huí yì zhōng， wǒ men xiāng cūn bā yuè de qíng jǐng jiù chéng xiàn zài wǒ de yǎn qián： nà shì yī gè gān shuǎng、 qíng lǎng de rì zǐ， dàn yòu jǐ fēn liáng yì， wēi fēng xí xí。 xià tiān zài xiāo shì， bù jiǔ wǒ jiù yào qù mò sī kē xué xí fǎ yǔ liǎo， zhěng zhěng yī gè dōng tiān， yòu gāi nì fán sǐ liǎo。 zhēn shěbùdé lí kāi zhè xiāng cūn。 wǒ chuān guò dǎ gǔcháng， xià dào shān gōu lǐ， zài wǎng shàng zǒu dào luò sī kè héng héng wǒ men zhè 'ér zhè yàng chēng hū shān gōu nà miàn shēn zhǎn dào xiǎo shù lín de nà piàn mào mì de guàn mù lín。 wǒ zuàn jìn guàn mù lín， tīng dào bù yuǎn chù héng héng yuē mò sān shí bù yuǎn， yòu gè nóng fū zài lín zhōng kuàng dì shàng gēng zuò。 wǒ zhī dào， zài dǒu pō shàng gēng dì， mǎ 'ér shì hěn chī lì de， suǒ yǐ wǒ yòu shí kě tīng dào nóng fū de yī shēng shēng yāo hē：“ jià héng héng jià！” zhè lǐ de nóng fū wǒ chàbù duō dū rèn shí， dàn xiàn zài shì nǎ yī gè zài gēng zuò wǒ bù qīng chǔ。 duì wǒ lái shuō fǎn zhèng shì yī huí shì。 wǒ zhèng zhuān xīn zhì zhì zì jǐ de shì 'ér li， wǒ yě yī yàng máng bù dié： zhé hú táo shù zhī biān dǎ qīng wā； zhēn shù zhī 'ér hǎo kàn kě bù jiēshí， bǐ huà shù tiáo chā yuǎn liǎo。 wǒ yě hěn mí liàn xiǎo kūn chóng hé xiǎo jiá chóng， bìng jìn xíng cǎi jí。 tā men zhēn shì piào liàng jí liǎo。 wǒ yě hěn xǐ huān dòng zuò mǐn jié dài hēi bān de hóng huáng sè xiǎo xī yì， dàn wǒ jù pà shé， bù guò bǐ qǐ xī yì lái shé yào shǎo dé duō。 zhè 'ér hěn shǎo yòu mó gū， cǎi mó gū yào dào huà shù lín lǐ qù， wǒ zhèng zhǔn bèi yào qù li。 píng shēng méi yòu shénme bǐ sēn lín gèng ràng wǒ xǐ 'ài de liǎo， nà lǐ yòu mó gū、 yě guǒ、 kūn chóng、 xiǎo niǎo、 cì wèi、 sōng shǔ， yǐ jí wǒ fēi cháng 'ài wén de kū zhī bài yè de cháo shī qì wèi。 shèn zhì xiàn zài xiě dào zhè 'ér shí， wǒ yě wén dào liǎo wǒ men xiāng cūn lǐ huà shù de fāng xiāng， yīn wéi tā gěi wǒ de yìn xiàng zhōng shēng nán wàng。 zài yī piàn jìng jì zhōng， wǒ hū rán shí fēn qīng xī dì tīng dào yī shēng hǎn jiào：“ láng lái liǎo！” wǒ xià dé hún fēi bó sàn， yě dà jiào qǐ lái， rán hòu biān hǎn biān páo xiàng lín zhōng kuàng dì， zhíbèn zhèng zài gēng dì de nóng fū。
yuán lái shì wǒ men cūn de nóng fū mǎ liè yī。 wǒ bù zhī dào tā shì fǒu jiào zhè gè míng zì， dàn shì dà jiādōu jiào tā mǎ liè yī， héng héng yī gè wǔ shí suì zuǒ yòu de nóng fū， jiēshí、 kuí wú de shēn cái， yòu kuān yòu mì de yī bǎ shēn hè sè hú zǐ lǐ jiān zá zhe yī liǔ liǔ de yín xū。 wǒ rèn shí tā， dàn zhì jīn cóng wèi yòu jī huì tóng tā shuō huà。 tā tīng dào wǒ de jiào shēng， jiù ràng mǎ 'ér tíng xià lái， wǒ fēi kuài dì páo shàng qù， yī shǒu zhuā zhù tā de lí， lìng yī shǒu zhuā zhù tā de yī xiù。 tā kàn chū wǒ jīng xià bù yǐ de yàng zǐ。
“ láng lái liǎo！” wǒ qì chuǎn chuǎn dì jiào zhe。
tā tái qǐ tóu， bù yóu zì zhù dì huán gù sì zhōu， yī shí jìng yě xiāng xìn liǎo wǒ de huà。
“ láng zài nǎ 'ér？”
“ yòu rén hǎn…… gāng cái yòu rén hǎn ‘ láng lái liǎo ’……” wǒ dū dū nóng nóng shuō dào。
“ nǎ lǐ， nǎ lǐ， nǎ yòu shénme láng？ shì nǐ de huàn jué bā。 nǐ kàn， zhè nǎ 'ér yòu láng ní？” tā nán nán dì gǔ lì wǒ shuō。 dàn wǒ hún shēn dǎzhàn， sǐ sǐ dì zhuā zhe tā de shàng yī， wǒ de liǎn sè xiǎng bì yī dìng shuà bái。 tā huái zhe bù 'ān de wēi xiào kàn zhe wǒ， xiǎn rán zài wèiwǒ dān jīng shòu pà。
“ qiáo nǐ， xià chéng zhè yàng， āi yā yā！” tā yáo zhe tóu shuō。“ dé lā， qīn 'ài de。 qiáo nǐ zhè xiǎo guǐ， āi yā！”
tā shēn chū yī zhǐ shǒu tū rán zài wǒ de liǎn shàng mō liǎo mō。
“ wèi， dé lā， yuàn shàng dì bǎo yòu nǐ， huà shí zì bā。” dàn wǒ méi yòu huà shí zì， wǒ de zuǐ jiǎo chàn dòng zhe， zhè hǎo xiàng shǐ tā gé wài chī jīng。 tā qīng qīng dì shēn chū yī gè zhǐ jiá wū hēi、 zhān zhe ní tǔ de cū dà shǒu zhǐ， yòu qīng qīng dì pèng liǎo yī xià wǒ dǎzhàn de zuǐ chún。
“ qiáo nǐ， āi yā！” tā jiǔ jiǔ dì duì wǒ xiàn chū cí mǔ bān de wēi xiào，“ tiān nǎ， zhè shì zěn me de， āi yā yā！”
wǒ zhōng yú míng bái liǎo， méi yòu láng， wǒ tīng dào“ láng lái liǎo” de hǎn shēng shì wǒ de yī zhǒng huàn jué。 suī rán hǎn shēng shì nà me qīng xī， dàn zhè yàng de hǎn shēng（ bù zhǐ shì guān yú láng de） wǒ yǐ qián yě tīng dào guò yī liǎng huí， dōushì wǒ de huàn jué。 zhè zhǒng xiàn xiàng wǒ shì zhī dào de（ hòu lái zhè xiē huàn jué bàn suí zhe tóng nián yī qǐ mǐn miè liǎo）。
“ hǎo bā， nà wǒ zǒu liǎo。” wǒ chí yí dì、 xiū sè dì wàng zhe tā shuō。
“ hǎo de， nǐ zǒu bā， wǒ huì mù sòng nǐ， yī dìng bù huì ràng láng shāng hài nǐ de！” tā bǔ chōng shuō， yǐ jiù cí mǔ bān dì duì wǒ wēi xiào，“ ǹg， yuàn shàng dì bǎo yòu nǐ， zǒu bā。” tā gěi wǒ huà liǎo gè shí zì， yě gěi zì jǐ huà liǎo gè shí zì。 wǒ zǒu liǎo， chàbù duō měi zǒu shí bù jiù huí tóu wàng wàng。 wǒ zǒu de shí hòu， mǎ liè yī hé nà pǐ mǎ yī zhí zhàn zài nà lǐ mù sòng wǒ， wǒ měi cì huí tóu， tādōu duì wǒ diǎn tóu。 shuō shí zài de， wǒ pà chéng nà yàng， zài tā miàn qián gǎn dào yòu jǐ fēn cán kuì li。 rán 'ér， wǒ yī biān zǒu hái yī biān pà láng， zhí dào pá shàng gōu gǔ de xié pō dào dá dì yī gè wō péng shí， wǒ hài pà de xīn qíng cái wán quán xiāo chú。 wǒ jiā de hù yuàn gǒu wò 'ěr qiáo kè bù zhī cóng nǎ 'ér tū rán cuàn dào wǒ de gēn qián。 yòu wò 'ěr qiáo kè zài， wǒ jīng shén dà zhèn， zuì hòu yī cì zhuǎn guò shēn lái huí wàng mǎ liè yī， tā de liǎn páng yǐ mó hú mò biàn， dàn wǒ gǎn dào tā yǐ rán zài xiàng wǒ qīnqiè wēi xiào hé pín pín diǎn tóu。 wǒ xiàng tā huī liǎo huī shǒu， tā yě duì wǒ huī huī shǒu， jiù cè mǎ xiàng qián zǒu qù。
“ jià héng héng jià！” yòu tīng dào tā zài yuǎn chù de yāo hē shēng， mǎ 'ér lā zhe mù lí yòu kāi shǐ zǒu qǐ lái。
suǒ yòu zhè yī qiē wǒdōu yī xià zǐ huí xiǎng qǐ lái liǎo， bìng qiě bù zhī wèishénme hái nà me què qiē、 xiáng jìn。 mò dì， wǒ qīng xǐng guò lái， cóng bǎn chuáng shàng zuò qǐ lái， wǒ jì dé， liǎn jiá shàng hái liú yòu huí yì shí de qiǎn xiào。 wǒ yòu jì xù xiǎng liǎo yī huì 'ér。
dāng shí， cóng mǎ liè yī nà 'ér huí jiā hòu， wǒ méi yòu tóng rèn hé rén tán qǐ guò wǒ de zhè cì“ xiǎn yù”， kuàng qiě， zhè yòu suàn dé liǎo shénme xiǎn yù ní？ nà shí， wǒ hěn kuài jiù bǎ mǎ liè yī wàng liǎo。 hòu lái tóng tā 'ǒu 'ěr xiāng yù， wǒ yě cóng méi yòu tóng tā pān tán， bù lùn shì guān yú láng de hái shì bié de shénme。 ér jīn xiāng gé 'èr shí nián hòu， zài xī bó lì yà， wǒ què tū rán xiǎng qǐ liǎo nà cì xiāng yù， shì rú cǐ qīng xī， rú cǐ rù wēi。 jiù shì shuō， nà cì xiāng yù shì bù zhī bù jué dì míng kè zài wǒ xīn shàng， shì zì rán 'ér rán dì bù yǐ wǒ de yì yuàn wéi zhuǎn yí dì bèi jì yì xià lái liǎo， ér yī dàn xū yào， tā jiù huì mǎ shàng fú xiàn chū lái。 wǒ huí yì qǐ liǎo yī gè qióng kǔ nóng nú wēn róu de cí mǔ bān de wēi xiào yǐ jí tā huà shí zì、 diǎn tóu de qíng jǐng：“ qiáo nǐ， xiǎo guǐ， shòu jīng liǎo bā！” yóu qí shì tā nà zhān yòu ní tǔ de cū dà shǒu zhǐ， tā yòng tā qīng róu dì、 xiū qiè dì pèng liǎo pèng wǒ chàn dòng de zuǐ chún。 dāng rán， rèn hé réndōu néng gěi xiǎo hái gǔ lì， dàn shì， nà dān dú xiāng yù shí suǒ fā shēng de shì qíng què sì hū jiǒng rán bù tóng， jí shǐ wǒ shì tā de qīn shēng gǔ ròu， tā yě bù kě néng yòng gèng shèng jié de 'ài lián yǎn guāng dài wǒ liǎo。 shì shuí jiào tā zhè me zuò ní？ tā shì wǒ jiā de nóng nú， ér wǒ hái shì tā de shàoye， shuí yě bù zhī dào tā gěi guò wǒ 'ài fǔ， yě bù huì yīn cǐ 'ér shǎng cì tā shénme。 tā shì bù shì hěn 'ài hái zǐ ní？ zhè yàng de rén shì yòu de。 wǒ men shì zài huāng jiāo yě wài dān dú xiāng yù de， yě xǔ zhǐ yòu tiān shàng de shàng dì cái néng kàn dé jiàn。 yī gè cū yě、 bù shí zì， ér qiě wú suǒ qī dài、 duì zì shēn zì yóu yě wú suǒ shē wàng de nóng nú， tā de xīn dǐ què chōng mǎn zhe wén míng rén lèi duō me bó dà de gǎn qíng， chōng mǎn zhe duō me xì nì、 jìn hū nǚ xìng de wēn róu！ qǐng wèn， kāng sī tǎn dīng · ā kè sà kē fū① zài tán dào wǒ guó rén mín de gāo dù jiào yǎng shí， tā suǒ zhǐ de nán dào bù zhèng shì zhè gè má？
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① ā kè sà kē fū（ yī bā yī qī héng yī bā liù ）： lì shǐ xué jiā， shī rén。
wǒ jì dé， wǒ cóng chuáng shàng xià lái huán shì sì zhōu hòu， wǒ tū rán jué dé， duì zhè xiē bù xìng de rén wǒ shì yòng jué rán bù tóng de mù guāng kàn dài de。 wǒ xiōng zhōng de yī qiē zēng hèn hé fèn mèn xū yú jiān shén qí bān dì yān xiāo yún sàn liǎo。 wǒ wǎng qián zǒu qù， duān xiáng zhe yíng miàn 'ér lái de yī zhāng zhāng miàn kǒng。 zhè gè bèi tì guāng tóu fā、 liǎn shàng liú yòu yìn jì de nóng fū hē zuì liǎo jiǔ， zài dà shēng sī yǎ dì chàng zhe zuì gē。 tā yě xǔ jiù shì nà gè mǎ liè yī， yīn wéi wǒ hái wèi néng kàn qīng tā de nèi xīn shēn chù。 dāng tiān wǎn shàng， wǒ zài cì pèng dào mǐ héng héng sī jī， yī gè bù xìng de rén！ tā de nǎo zǐ lǐ yǐ jīng bù kě néng yòu guān yú mǎ liè yī yī lèi rén de rèn hé huí yì， chú liǎo“ jehaiscesbrigands！” nà yī jù huà wài， duì tā men zhè xiē rén yě bù kě néng yòu rèn hé bié de kàn fǎ。 bù， zhè xiē bō lán rén suǒ jīng shòu de kǔ nán bǐ wǒ men duō duō liǎo！
别人家的妻子和床底下的丈夫（ 1）
“ láo jià， xiān shēng， qǐng yǔn wǒ xiàng nín dǎ tīng……”
yī gè guò lù de xíng rén hún shēn yī dǒu， yòu diǎn chī jīng dì wàng liǎo chuān huàn xióng pí dà yī de xiān shēng yī yǎn。 zhè wèi xiān shēng kāi mén jiàn shān， xiàng tā tí wèn， shí jiān shì bàng wǎn qī diǎn duō， dì diǎn shì zài dà jiē de zhōng jiān。 dà jiādōu zhī dào， yào shì yī wèi bǐ dé bǎo de xiān shēng zài dà jiē zhī shàng， tóng lìng yī wèi wán quán mò shēng de xiān shēng tán diǎn shénme de huà， nà lìng yī wèi xiān shēng kěn dìng huì xià yī dà tiào de。
zhè wèi guò lù rén zhèng shì rú cǐ： tā hún shēn yī dǒu， yòu diǎn hài pà。
“ qǐng yuán liàng wǒ jīng dòng nín liǎo，” chuān huàn xióng pí dà yī de xiān shēng kāi kǒu shuō dào，“ bù guò， wǒ…… wǒ， què shí bù zhī dào…… nín yī dìng yào yuán liàng wǒ， nín kàn， wǒ de xīn xù yòu diǎn bù jiā……”
chuān yī jiàn yāo bù dài xí zǐ de jiù shì dà yī de qīng nián rén zhè cái fā xiàn， nà wèi chuān xióng pí dà yī de xiān shēng díquè qíng xù bù hǎo。 tā mǎn bù zhòu wén de liǎn páng， xiāng dāng huī bái， shēng yīn bù duàn dì chàn dǒu， xiǎn rán， sī xiǎng fēn luàn， qián yán bù dā hòu yǔ。 kàn dé chū lái， shuō chū zhè yī kěnqiè de yào qiú， tā shì zuò chū liǎo jù dà de nǔ lì de， yīn wéi duì fāng zài guān jiē hé dì wèi fāng miàn dū bǐ tā dī， ér duì fāng què yòu bù dé bù xiàng tā yòu suǒ yào qiú。 zài shuō， zhè zhǒng yào qiú， cóng yī wèi chuānzhuó zhè me 'áng guì de dà yī， zhè me shēn lǜ sè de kǎo jiū de yàn wěi fú， yī shàng hái dài zhe wǔ yán liù sè de zhuāng shì wù de xiān shēng fāng miàn lái shuō， zhè zhǒng yào qiú， zhì shǎo shì bù tǐ miàn de、 bù hé shēn fèn de、 shèn zhì shì fǎn cháng de。 hěn míng xiǎn， suǒ yòu zhè yī qiē shǐ dé chuān xióng pí dà yī de xiān shēng gǎn dào gān gà， zuì hòu， zhè wèi xīn xù bù jiā de xiān shēng zhōng yú kè zhì bù zhù liǎo， jué xīn yā zhù zì jǐ de jī dòng， tǐ miàn dì yǎn shì tā zì jǐ zào chéng de lìng rén bù kuài de chǎng miàn。
“ qǐng nín yī dìng yào yuán liàng wǒ， wǒ xīn jìng bù hǎo。 bù guò， nín què shí bù liǎo jiě wǒ…… dǎ rǎo nín liǎo， qǐng yuán liàng！ wǒ gǎi biàn zhù yì liǎo。”
zhè shí， tā chū yú lǐ mào， bǎ mào zǐ shāo shāo tái qǐ， rán hòu jiù cháo qián páo qù。
“ bù guò， qǐng yǔn xǔ wǒ…… nín qǐng biàn！”
dàn shì， nà gè 'ǎi gè zǐ zài hēi 'àn zhōng xiāo shī liǎo， ràng chuān yāo bù dài xí zǐ de dà yī de nà wèi xiān shēng zhàn zài nà lǐ mù dèng kǒu dāi。
“ zhè rén zhēn guài！” chuān yāo bù dài xí zǐ de dà yī de xiān shēng xiǎng dào。 hòu lái， tā zài zhuóshí dà chī yī jīng yǐ hòu， zhōng yú bǎi tuō liǎo má mù zhuàng tài， xiǎng qǐ liǎo zì jǐ de shì qíng， kāi shǐ lái huí pái huái， tóng shí liǎng yǎn mù bù zhuǎn jīng dì dīng zhe yī dòng lóu céng wú shù duō de lóu fáng dà mén。 yān wù kāi shǐ xiāo sàn， qīng nián rén yòu diǎn gāo xīng liǎo， fǒu zé， tā zài wù zhōng màn bù gèng jiā kàn bù qīng chǔ， jìn guǎn yòu yī wèi zhěng tiān zhàn zài nà lǐ shī wàng de mǎ chē fū kě néng kàn jiàn tā。
“ qǐng yuán liàng！”
guò lù rén yòu hún shēn yī dǒu： yuán lái yòu shì nà gè chuān huàn xióng pí dà yī de xiān shēng zhàn zài tā de miàn qián。
“ duì bù qǐ， wǒ yòu……” tā kāi kǒu shuō dào，“ bù guò， nín， nín kěn dìng shì yī wèi gāo shàng de rén！ qǐng nín bù yào bǎ wǒ dāng zuò yòu hěn gāo shè huì dì wèi de rén kàn， qí shí wǒ yǔ wú lún cì， bù guò， yī dìng yào qǐng nín cóng rén dào zhù yì de jiǎo dù……
xiān shēng， zhàn zài nín miàn qián de shì yī gè fēi cháng yòu qiú yú nín de rén……”
“ dào dǐ shì shénme shì？ rú guǒ wǒ néng bàn dào……”
“ nín huò xǔ yǐ wèiwǒ xiàng nín yào qián bā！” zhè wèi shén mì de xiān shēng wāi zhe zuǐ bā， xiē sī dǐ lǐ dì xiào zhe， dàn miàn sè cǎn bái。
“ nǎ néng ní， xiān shēng！”
“ bù， wǒ kàn dé chū lái， wǒ gěi nín tiān má fán liǎo！ qǐng yuán liàng， wǒ wú fǎ kè zhì zì jǐ。 jiù suàn nín rèn wéi wǒ shén jīng cuò luàn， jīhū fā fēng liǎo yě hǎo， dàn nín qiān wàn bù yào zuò chū shénme jié lùn……”
“ hái shì tán zhèng shì bā， tán zhèng shì bā！” qīng nián rén zuò liǎo huí dá， gǔ lì xìng dì dàn hěn bù nài fán dì diǎn liǎo yī xià tóu。
“ ā！ yuán lái shì zhè yàng！ nín， yī gè zhè me nián qīng de rén， jū rán tí xǐng wǒ tán zhèng jīng shì， hǎo xiàng wǒ shì yī gè duō me bù dǒng shì de xiǎo hái zǐ！ wǒ zhēn hú tú dào liǎo jí diǎn！ wǒ de zì jiàn， nín shì zěn me kàn de， qǐng nín tǎn shuài dì gào sù wǒ？”
qīng nián rén gǎn dào hěn bù zì zài， méi yòu shuō huà。
“ qǐng yǔn xǔ wǒ tǎn shuài dì wèn nín： nín shì fǒu jiàn dào guò yī wèi tài tài？ zhè jiù shì wǒ de quán bù yào qiú！” chuān huàn xióng pí dà yī de xiān shēng zhōng yú guǒ duàn dì shuō liǎo chū lái。
“ tài tài？”
“ shì de， xiān shēng， shì yī wèi tài tài。”
“ wǒ jiàn guò de…… bù guò， lǎo shí shuō， cóng wǒ shēn bàng zǒu guò qù de tài tài hěn duō……”
“ zhèng shì rú cǐ， xiān shēng，” shén mì rén dài zhe kǔ xiào huí dá dào。“ wǒ yán yǔ hùn luàn， wǒ yào wèn de bù shì zhè gè， qǐng nín yuán liàng wǒ。 wǒ xiǎng yào shuō de shì nín jiàn méi jiàn guò yī wèi chuān hú pí wài yī， pī zhe hēi sè tiān 'é róng dǒu péng、 dài zhe hēi miàn shā de tài tài？”
“ bù， zhè yàng de méi jiàn guò…… bù， hǎo xiàng méi yòu fā xiàn guò。”
“ ō！ jì rán rú cǐ， nà me qǐng nín yuán liàng， xiān shēng！”
nián qīng rén xiǎng yào wèn diǎn shénme， dàn chuān xióng pí dà yī de xiān shēng yòu yǐ jīng xiāo shī liǎo， yòu bǎ zì jǐ nài xīn de tīng zhě dāi dāi de rēng zài nà lǐ。
“ tā yī dìng shì jiàn liǎo guǐ liǎo！” chuān dài xí zǐ dà yī de nián qīng rén xiǎng dào。 tā xiǎn rán yǐ jīng bù nài fán liǎo。
tā 'ào sàng dì shù qǐ hǎi lóng pí yī lǐng， yòu kāi shǐ zǒu lái zǒu qù， tóng shí xiǎo xīn yì yì dì cóng lóu céng hěn duō de dà lóu mén qián zǒu guò qù。 tā shēng qì liǎo。
“ tā zěn me hái bù chū lái ní？” tā xiǎng dào，“ dū kuài dào bā diǎn zhōng liǎo！”
zhōng lóu shàng xiǎng liǎo bā xià。
“ ā yā！ nín dào dǐ jiàn guǐ lā！”
“ duì bù qǐ， xiān shēng！……”
“ qǐng nín yuán liàng wǒ zhè me bǎ nín…… bù guò， nín zhè me qiāoqiāo dì zǒu dào wǒ gēn qián， shǐ wǒ xià liǎo yī dà tiào。” guò lù rén yī biān shuō， yī biān zhòu méi tóu， tóng shí biǎo shì qiàn yì。
“ wǒ yòu zhǎo nín lái liǎo， xiān shēng！ dāng rán， wǒ yī dìng shǐ nín jué dé wǒ shì yī gè bù 'ān fèn de guài rén bā， xiān shēng！”
“ qǐng nín xíng xíng hǎo， bié rào juàn zǐ， kuài diǎn shuō qīng chǔ。 wǒ hái bù zhī dào， nín dào dǐ yào qiú shénme？……”
“ nín yòu shì bā？ kàn dé chū lái de， xiān shēng！ wǒ bǎ yī qiēdōu tǎn bái gào sù nín， bù shuō fèi huà！ yòu shénme bàn fǎ ní？！ huán jìng yòu shí huì bǎ xìng gé wán quán bù tóng de rén yìng lā zài yī qǐ…… bù guò， wǒ kàn dé chū lái， nín hěn bù nài fán， qīng nián rén…… nín kàn shì zhè yàng de…… bù guò， wǒ hái bù zhī dào zěn me shuō ní？ wǒ zài zhǎo yī wèi tài tài， xiān shēng！（ wǒ yǐ xià dìng jué xīn， bǎ yī qiēdōu shuō chū lái） wǒ yào zhī dào de jiù shì zhè wèi tài tài dào nǎ 'ér qù liǎo？ zhì yú tā shì shuí？ wǒ xiǎng nín bù bì zhī dào tā de míng zì， qīng nián rén！”
“ ǹg， ǹg， jì xù jiǎng xià qù。”
“ jiǎng xià qù！ zhè shì nín tóng wǒ jiǎng huà de kǒu qì！ duì bù qǐ， yě xǔ wǒ jiào nín nián qīng rén， shāng hài liǎo nín， bù guò， wǒ sī háo méi yòu…… zǒng 'ér yán zhī， rú guǒ nín lè yì bāng wǒ yī gè dà máng de huà， shì zhè me huí shì， xiān shēng， yī wèi tài tài， xiān shēng， yě jiù shì wǒ xiǎng shuō de shì yī wèi zhèng pài de nǚ rén， chū zì gāo guì rén jiā， shì wǒ de yī wèi shú rén…… wǒ shòu rén zhī tuō…… nín kàn jiàn liǎo bā， wǒ běn rén hái méi yòu chéng jiā……”
“ ǹg。”
“ nín shèshēnchǔdì， tì wǒ xiǎng xiǎng kàn， qīng nián rén，（ āi， wǒ yòu shuō cuò lā！ zhēn duì bù qǐ nín， xiān shēng， wǒ lǎo shì jiào nín qīng nián rén！） měi fēn měi miǎo dōuhěn zhēn guì…… nín xiǎng xiǎng bā， zhè wèi tài tài…… nín néng bù néng gào sù wǒ， shénme rén zhù zài zhè chuáng fáng zǐ lǐ？”
“ zhè…… zhè lǐ zhù de rén hěn duō。”
“ duì， jiù shì shuō， nín shuō de wán quán zhèng què，” zhe huàn xióng pí dà yī de xiān shēng huí dá dào， tā wèile wǎn huí miàn zǐ， dàn dàn dì xiào liǎo qǐ lái。“ wǒ jué dé wǒ shì yòu diǎn qián yán bù dā hòu yǔ…… bù guò， nín shuō huà gànmá yòng nà zhǒng kǒu qì ní？ nín kàn， wǒ shì chéng xīn chéng yì chéng rèn wǒ yán yǔ hùn luàn de， rú guǒ nín shì yī wèi gāo 'ào de rén， nín yī dìng kàn gòu liǎo wǒ de zì wǒ zuò jiàn…… wǒ shuō， yī wèi tài tài， xíng wéi gāo shàng， yě jiù shì jǔ zhǐ qīng fú， duì bù qǐ， wǒ de sī lù hùn luàn bù kān， hǎo xiàng zài shuō yī bù shénme wén xué zuò pǐn。 bǐ fāng shuō， nín yǐ wéi shì zài shuō bō 'ěr · dé① kē kè nèi róng qīng tiāo de zuò pǐn， ér zhè wèi zuò jiā de quán bù kě bēi zhī chù jiù zài…… zhè lǐ……”
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① bō 'ěr · dé · kē kè（ yī qī jiǔ sì héng héng yī bā qī yī） fǎ guó làng màn pài zuò jiā。
nián qīng rén huái zhe yí hàn de xīn qíng wàng liǎo wàng chuān xióng pí dà yī de xiān shēng。 zhè wèi xiān shēng kàn lái sī lù yǐ jīng chè dǐ hùn luàn， tā chén mò xià lái， zhí wàng zhe nián qīng rén， háo wú yì yì dì wēi xiào zhe， tóng shí wú yuán wú gù dì yòng chàn dǒu de yī zhǐ shǒu， qù zhuā qīng nián rén de dà yī fān lǐng。
“ nín wèn shénme rén zhù zài zhè lǐ má？” nián qīng rén shāo shāo hòu tuì liǎo yī bù， wèn dào。
“ duì， nín shuō guò， yòu xǔ duō rén zhù zài zhè lǐ。”
“ zhè lǐ má…… wǒ zhī dào， suǒ fěi yà · ào sī tǎ fěi yé fū nà yě zhù zài zhè lǐ。” nián qīng rén qiāoqiāo dì shuō dào， shèn zhì dài yòu yī diǎn tóng qíng de wèi dào。
“ wú， nín kàn， nín kàn！ nín yī dìng zhī dào diǎn shénme， nián qīng rén， shì má？”
“ wǒ xiàng nín bǎo zhèng， bù， wǒ yī wú suǒ zhī…… wǒ shì gēn jù nín xīn fán yì luàn de shén tài lái pàn duàn de。”
“ wǒ gāng cái cóng chú niàn kǒu lǐ dǎ tīng dào， tā cháng lái zhè lǐ。 bù guò， nín méi shuō duì， yě jiù shì shuō tā bù shì lái zhǎo suǒ fěi yà · ào sī tǎ fěi yé fū nà de…… tā men liǎ hù xiāng bìng bù rèn shí……”
“ bù rèn shí？ wú， nà jiù qǐng nín yuán liàng liǎo， xiān shēng……”
“ kàn lái， nín duì zhè yī qiēdōu bù gǎn xīng qù， nián qīng rén，” gǔ guài de xiān shēng dài zhe xīn là de cháo fěng kǒu qì shuō dào。
“ nín tīng wǒ shuō，” nián qīng rén jié jiēbā bā dì shuō dào，“ qí shí wǒ gēn běn bù zhī dào zào chéng nín xīn xù bù jiā de yuán yīn， dà gài shì yòu rén duì nín bèi xìn qì yì bā， qǐng nín zhí shuài dì shuō chū lái， xíng má？”
nián qīng rén zàn xǔ dì wēi wēi yī xiào。
“ wǒ men qǐ mǎ néng zuò dào xiāng hù lǐ jiě，” tā bǔ chōng liǎo zhè me yī jù， suí jí tā de shēn zǐ jiù fēi cháng kuān róng dì biǎo lù chū tā xiǎng wēi wēi jū gōng de yuàn wàng。
“ nín kě yào liǎo wǒ de mìng lā！ bù guò，（ wǒ xiàng nín tǎn bái chéng rèn） shì qíng zhèng shì zhè yàng…… dàn shuí bù chū shì ní…… nín de guān qiē shēn shēn dì gǎn dòng liǎo wǒ…… nín yī dìng huì tóng yì， zài qīng nián rén zhī jiān…… wǒ suī rán bù suàn nián qīng， dàn shì， nín zhī dào， xí guàn、 dān shēn hàn de shēng huó， dān shēn hàn zhī jiān， dà jiādōu zhī dào……”
“ hǎo， dōuzhī dào， dōuzhī dào！ wǒ dào dǐ gāi zěn me bāng nín ní？”
“ zhè yàng bā， xiān shēng！ nín shì tóng yì qù bài fǎng suǒ fěi yà · ào sī tǎ fěi yé fū nà de…… wǒ xiàn zài hái bù què qiē zhī dào zhè wèi tài tài dào nǎ lǐ qù liǎo， wǒ zhǐ zhī dào tā zài zhè dòng fáng zǐ lǐ。 kàn dào nín zài zhè 'ér duó bù（ wǒ zì jǐ yě zài nà biān sàn bù）， wǒ jiù xiǎng…… nín shì fǒu kàn chū wǒ zài děng zhè wèi tài tài ní？…… wǒ zhī dào tā zài zhè lǐ， wǒ hěn xī wàng pèng dào tā， xiàng tā jiě shì jiě shì， shénme shì bù tǐ miàn hé bēi liè…… zǒng 'ér yán zhī， nín shì lǐ jiě wǒ de……”
“ wú， ǹg！”
“ wǒ zhè yàng zuò， yě bù shì wèile zì jǐ， nín bù yào yǐ wéi…… zhè shì bàng rén de qī zǐ！ zhàng fū zhàn zài nà lǐ， zhàn zài wò cí niè shēn sī jī qiáo shàng。 tā xiǎng zhuō jiān， dàn tā hái xià bù liǎo zhè gè hěn xīn。 tā hái bù xiāng xìn， yě xiàng rèn hé yī gè zhàng fū yī yàng……（ zhè shí chuān huàn xióng pí dà yī de xiān shēng xiǎng xiào yī xiào） wǒ shì tā de péng yǒu。 nín yī dìng huì tóng yì， wǒ shì yī wèi pō wéi shòu rén zūn jìng de rén， wǒ bù kě néng shì nín suǒ xiǎng xiàng de nà zhǒng huài rén。”
“ nà dāng rán， xiān shēng！ ǹg！……”
“ jiù zhè yàng， wǒ lǎo shì zài zhuō tā， wǒ shòu rén zhī tuō má， xiān shēng（ yī gè dǎo méi de zhàng fū！）！ dàn shì wǒ zhī dào， zhè wèi nián qīng de tài tài hěn jiǎo huá（ zhěn tóu dǐ xià lǎo shì cáng zhe bō 'ěr · dé · kē kè de yán qíng xiǎo shuō）。 wǒ xiāng xìn tā huì rén bù zhī guǐ bù jué dì tōu tōu liù diào。 wǒ tǎn bái chéng rèn， shì chú niàn gào sù wǒ de： tā jīng cháng lái zhè lǐ。 wǒ yī tīng dào zhè gè xiāo xī， mǎ shàng jiù fā fēng shìde páo lái liǎo。 wǒ xiǎng zhuō zhù tā， wǒ zǎo jiù duì tā yòuhuái yí， suǒ yǐ wǒ cái wèn nín， nín zài zhè lǐ lái huí zǒu dòng…… nín héng héng nín héng héng wǒ bù zhī dào……”
“ shuō bā， shuō bā， nín dào dǐ yào shénme？”
“ duì， xiān shēng！…… wǒ bù céng yòu guò róng xìng rèn shí nín； xiàn zài yě bù gǎn dòng wèn nín zūn xìng、 dà míng…… zhì shǎo， ràng wǒ men rèn shí rèn shí bā， zhè shì yī cì lìng rén yú kuài de jī huì！……”
hún shēn chàn dǒu de xiān shēng rè liè dì yáo hàn zhe qīng nián rén de yī zhǐ shǒu。
“ zhè yīnggāi shì wǒ yī kāi shǐ jiù yào zuò de shì，” tā bǔ jiā liǎo zhè me yī jù，“ dàn shì wǒ wàng liǎo suǒ yòu de lǐ yí！”
shuō huà de shí hòu， chuān huàn xióng pí dà yī de xiān shēng wú fǎ zhàn lì zài yuán dì， lǎo shì xīn shén bù dìng dì xiàng liǎng bàng zhāng wàng， bù shí dǎo huàn zhe liǎng zhǐ jiǎo， xiàng yī gè jí jiāng sǐ qù de rén yī yàng， yī shǒu láo láo dì zhuā zhe nián qīng rén。
“ nín kàn jiàn liǎo bā， xiān shēng！” tā jì xù shuō dào，“ wǒ xiǎng hé nín jiāo gè péng yǒu…… qǐng yuán liàng wǒ de fàng sì…… wǒ xiǎng qiú nín zǒu dào nà yī biān qù， rán hòu cóng hòu mén de xiǎo xiàng nà biān zài zǒu huí lái， jiù zhè me lái lái huí huí dì， huà yī gè jiōng zì xíng。 wǒ ní， jiù dào dà mén kǒu fù jìn qù pái huái， zhè me yī lái， wǒ men jiù bù huì ràng rén liù guò qù liǎo。 wǒ lǎo shì dān xīn yī gè rén shì dǔ bù zhù de， ér wǒ shì bù fàng tā guò qù de。 nín yī jiàn dào tā， jiù bǎ tā lán zhù， rán hòu duì wǒ dà jiào…… bù guò， wǒ shì fēng zǐ！ zhí dào xiàn zài， wǒ cái fā xiàn wǒ de jiàn yì shì hé děng de huāng táng yǔ wú lǐ！”
“ bù， nín shuō dào nǎ lǐ qù liǎo！ qǐng biàn bā！”
“ qǐng nín bù bì yuán liàng wǒ， wǒ xīn qíng fán luàn， bù zhī suǒ cuò， zhè shì cóng lái méi yòu guò de！ hǎo xiàng wǒ yào shàng fǎ tíng shòu shěn pàn shìde！ wǒ shèn zhì yào xiàng nín tǎn bái chéng rèn， wǒ jiāng guāng míng lěi luò， hé nín kāi chéng xiāng jiàn， qīng nián rén， wǒ gāng cái shèn zhì bǎ nín dàngchéng liǎo qíng fū！”
“ jiǎn dān diǎn jiǎng， yě jiù shì shuō nín xiǎng zhī dào， wǒ zài zhè 'ér gànshénme？”
“ gāo shàng de rén， qīn 'ài de xiān shēng！ wǒ yuán lái xiǎng guò nín jiù shì tā。 wǒ bù xī wàng yòng zhè zhǒng xiǎng fǎ lái diàn wū nín， bù guò…… bù guò， nín yào xiàng wǒ bǎo zhèng， nín bù shì nà gè qíng fū， xíng má？”
“ hǎo！ wǒ lái fā shì， wǒ shì qíng fū， bù guò bù shì nín qī zǐ de qíng fū， fǒu zé wǒ jiù bù huì dāi zài dà jiē shàng， ér shì xiàn zài hé tā dāi zài yī qǐ liǎo！”
“ qī zǐ de qíng fū？ shuí gào sù guò nín wǒ yòu qī zǐ， qīng nián rén？ wǒ shì dān shēn hàn， yě jiù shì shuō， wǒ běn rén yě shì yī gè qíng fū……”
“ nín shuō guò， yòu yī gè zhàng fū zài…… wò cí niè shēn sī jī qiáo shàng……”
“ nà shì， nà dāng rán shì de， shì wǒ shuō zǒu liǎo zuǐ， shuō cuò liǎo。 bù guò， yě yòu bié de guān xì！ qīng nián rén， nín yī dìng huì tóng yì： xìng gé shàng de mǒu zhǒng qīng shuài， yě jiù shì shuō……”
“ ǹg， ǹg！ hǎo， hǎo！”
“ yě jiù shì shuō， wǒ yā gēn 'ér jiù bù shì zhàng fū……”
“ wǒ fēi cháng xiāng xìn， xiān shēng！ bù guò， wǒ duì nín tǎn bái dì shuō， xiàn zài wǒ zài quàn shuō nín de tóng shí， yě yào zì jǐ 'ān wèi zì jǐ， yīn cǐ wǒ cái duì nín kāi chéng xiāng jiàn， tán xīn lǐ huà， nín bù jǐn shǐ wǒ xīn fán， ér qiě zhèng zài fáng 'ài wǒ。 suǒ yǐ wǒ kěn qǐng nín gěi wǒ ràng chū wèi zǐ， qǐng nín zǒu kāi！ wǒ zì jǐ yě shì zài děng rén ní！”
“ zūn mìng， zūn mìng， xiān shēng！ wǒ jiù zǒu kāi， wǒ zūn zhòng nín rè liè de jiāo zào bù 'ān de xīn qíng。 zhè yī diǎn wǒ lǐ jiě， qīng nián rén。 ā， xiàn zài wǒ duō me lǐ jiě nín 'ā！”
“ hǎo， hǎo……”
“ zài jiàn…… bù guò， qǐng nín yuán liàng， qīng nián rén， wǒ yòu yào zhǎo nín…… wǒ bù zhī dào， zěn me shuō hǎo…… qǐng nín zài yī cì xiàng wǒ fā shì bǎo zhèng： nín bù shì qíng fū！”
“ āi yā， shàng dì， wǒ de zhù 'ā！”
“ hái yòu yī gè wèn tí， zuì hòu de yī gè wèn tí： nín zhī dào nà gè…… zhàng fū de xìng míng má？ jiù shì nín de nà gè duì xiàng de zhàng fū luó。”
“ dāng rán zhī dào。 fǎn zhèng bù shì nín de xìng míng jiù shì， wán liǎo bā！”
“ nín zěn me zhī dào wǒ de xìng míng ní？”
“ nín tīng wǒ shuō， nín kuài zǒu！ nín zài làng fèi shí jiān； zhè yàng tā yǐ jīng zǒu diào yī qiān huí lā…… wú， nín dào dǐ yào gànshénme ní？ nín de qī zǐ chuān hú pí dà yī， dài dǒu péng， wǒ de shì pī gé zǐ huā pī fēng， dài tiān lán sè tiān 'é róng mào zǐ…… wèi， nín hái yào shuō shénme ní？ dào dǐ nín hái yào gànshénme？”
“ dài tiān lán sè tiān 'é róng mào zǐ！ tā shì yòu yī jiàn gé zǐ huā pī fēng de， yě yòu yī dǐng tiān lán sè de mào zǐ，” jiū chán bù xiū de rén tū rán cóng yuán lù zǒu huí lái， dà shēng jiào liǎo qǐ lái。
“ ā yā， zhēn jiàn guǐ！ duì， zhè zhǒng shì shì wán quán kě néng de…… duì yā， zhè yǔ wǒ yòu shénme guān xì！ wǒ de rén bìng bù dào nà lǐ qù yā！”
“ tā， nín de nà gè tā zài nǎ 'ér？”
“ zhè yī diǎn nín hěn xiǎng zhī dào， nín dào dǐ yào gànshénme？”
“ wǒ chéng rèn， wǒ lǎo shì shuō de nà gè shì……”
“ pēi， wǒ de tiān lā！ nín zhēn shì hòu yán wú chǐ！ wú， wǒ de nà wèi zài zhè lǐ yòu shú rén， zhù zài sān lóu， lín jiē。 nín hái zěn me yàng？ yào wǒ bǎ tā men de míng zì dōushuō chū lái má？”
“ wǒ de shàng dì！ wǒ yě yòu shú rén zhù zài sān lóu， chuāng hù yě shì duì zhe dà jiē de！…… shì yī wèi jiāng jūn……
“ jiāng jūn？！”
“ shì yī wèi jiāng jūn。 wǒ gào sù nín shì nǎ wèi jiāng jūn bā， hǎo， shì bō luó wéi jīn jiāng jūn。”
“ zhè jiù qiǎo lā！ bù， zhè bù shì tā lǎo rén jiā！（ āi yā， zhēn shì huó jiàn guǐ lā， huó jiàn guǐ lā！）”
“ bù shì tā lǎo rén jiā？”
“ bù shì tā lǎo rén jiā。”
liǎng rén mò mò bù yǔ， mò míng qí miào dì miàn miàn xiāng qù。
“ wèi， nín gànmá zhè me wàng zhe wǒ？” qīng nián rén jiào liǎo qǐ lái， nǎo huǒ dì bǎi tuō zì jǐ shēn shàng de má mù yǔ chén sī。
xiān shēng kāi shǐ jiāo zào bù 'ān liǎo。
“ wǒ， wǒ， wǒ chéng rèn……”
“ bù， duì bù qǐ， duì bù qǐ， xiàn zài ràng wǒ men lǐ zhì yī diǎn shuō huà。 shì qíng shì wǒ men gòng tóng de。 qǐng nín xiàng wǒ jiě shì yī xià…… shuí zhù zài nà lǐ？……”
“ shì shú rén má？”
“ duì， shì shú rén……”
“ nín kàn， nín kàn jiàn liǎo bā！ wǒ píng nín de yī shuāng yǎn jīng， jiù kàn chū wǒ cāizháo liǎo！”
“ zhēn shì jiàn guǐ liǎo！ bù， bù， zhēn shì huó jiàn guǐ liǎo！ nín shì xiā zǐ bù shì？ wǒ bù shì zhàn zài nín miàn qián， wǒ bù shì méi tóng tā zài yī qǐ má？ ké， zhēn jiào rén sàng qì！ bù guò， nín shuō yě hǎo， bù shuō yě hǎo， wǒ fǎn zhèng wú suǒ wèi！”
qīng nián rén wú bǐ fèn nù， liǎng cì cǎi zhe xié hòu gēn zhuǎn guò shēn lái， bǎ shǒu yī huī。
“ wǒ dǎo méi yòu shénme， zuò wéi yī gè gāo shàng de rén， wǒ shénme dū huì gào sù nín， shǒu xiān tā shì yī gè rén dào zhè 'ér lái de， tā men shì qīn qī， suǒ yǐ wǒ jiù méi yòuhuái yí。 zuó tiān wǒ pèng jiàn nà wèi dà rén xiān shēng， tā shuō tā cóng zhè 'ér bān zǒu yǐ jīng yòu sān gè xīng qī liǎo， bān dào lìng yī tào fáng zǐ lǐ qù liǎo， kě shì…… yě jiù shì shuō， bù shì wǒ de 'ér shì bàng rén de qī zǐ（ tā zhàn zài wò cí niè shēn sī jī qiáo shàng）， zhè wèi tài tài shuō， qián tiān tā hái lái guò zhè lǐ， yě jiù shì qù guò nà tào zhù zhái。 kě chú niàn gào sù wǒ， nà wèi dà rén xiān shēng de zhù fáng yǐ jīng bèi yī gè jiào bào bèi ní jīn de qīng nián rén zū xià liǎo……”
“ āi yā， huó jiàn guǐ liǎo！ zhēn shì huó jiàn guǐ liǎo！……”
“ xiān shēng， wǒ dǎn zhàn xīn jīng， kuài xià sǐ lā！”
“ ké， jiàn guǐ qù bā！ nín dǎn zhàn xīn jīng、 kuài xià sǐ lā， yǔ wǒ yòu shénme xiāng gān？ āi yā， yī huì 'ér jiù huì hǎo de， nín qiáo……”
“ zài nǎ lǐ？ zài nǎ lǐ？ nín zhǐ yào jiào yī shēng： yī fán · ān dé liè yǐ qí， wǒ jiù huì páo lái de……”
“ hǎo， hǎo， āi yā， yòu jiàn guǐ lā， zhēn shì huó jiàn guǐ！ yī fán · ān dé liè yǐ qí！！”
“ wǒ zài zhè lǐ，” fǎn huí lái de yī fán · ān dé liè yǐ qí rǎng jiào qǐ lái， tā yǐ qì chuǎn xū xū liǎo。“ wú， shénme？ shénme？ zài nǎ lǐ？”
“ bù， wǒ bù guò zhè me…… wǒ xiǎng zhī dào， nà wèi tài tài jiào shénme míng zì？”
“ jiào gé lā fú……”
“ gé lā fěi lā má？”
“ bù， bù wán quán shì gé lā fěi lā…… duì bù qǐ， wǒ bù néng bǎ tā de míng zì gào sù nín。” shuō zhè huà de shí hòu， nà wèi kě jìng de xiān shēng de miàn sè， yǐ jīng cāng bái dé xiàng yī kuài bái shǒu pà。
“ duì， dāng rán bù shì gé lā fěi lā， wǒ zì jǐ zhī dào， bù shì gé lā fěi lā， bù guò tā tóng shuí zài yī qǐ ní？”
“ zài nǎ lǐ？”
“ zài nà lǐ！ āi yā， jiàn guǐ lā， zhēn shì huó jiàn guǐ lā！”（ qīng nián rén yǐ jīng qì dé zài yuán dì zhàn bù zhù liǎo。）
“ ā， nín kàn yā！ wèishénme nín zhī dào tā jiào gé lā fěi lā？”
“ wú， dào dǐ yìng shì jiàn guǐ lā！ nín yòu dǎo guǐ lā！ nín bù shì shuō guò tā bù jiào gé lā fěi lā má？……”
“ xiān shēng， nín zhè shì shénme kǒu qì！”
“ qù nín de， gù bù shàng kǒu qì lā！ zěn me， tā shì nín de qī zǐ má？”
“ bù， yě jiù shì shuō， wǒ méi yòu jié hūn， yào shì wǒ de huà， wǒ jiù bù huì duì yī gè shòu rén zūn jìng de rén sù shuō bù xìng， ér zhè gè rén wǒ bù shuō zhí dé rèn hé rén zūn jìng， zhì shǎo shì yī wèi yòu jiào yǎng de rén， bù huì dòng bù dòng jiù dào chù mà cū huà。 kě nín què lǎo shì kǒu kǒu shēng shēng shuō： huó jiàn guǐ！ huó jiàn guǐ！”
“ duì， shì huó jiàn guǐ！ hái shì duì nín shuō de ní， nín míng bái má？”
“ fèn nù nòng xiā liǎo nín de yǎn jīng， suǒ yǐ wǒ bù kāi kǒu shuō huà lā。 wǒ de tiān nǎ， nà shì shuí yā？”
“ zài nǎ 'ér？”
xiǎng qǐ yī zhèn xuān huá hé hā hā dà xiào shēng。 cháng dé hái suàn hǎo kàn de liǎng gè gū niàn， cóng tái jiē shàng zǒu xià lái， cháo tā men nà biān bēn qù。
“ āi yā duō piào liàng de rén nǎ！ nín men zěn me lā？”
“ nǐ men huāng lǐ huāng zhāng de， wǎng nǎ 'ér páo yā？”
“ bù shì tā men！”
“ zěn me， méi pèng shàng tā men！ shì mǎ chē fū！”
“ nín yào shàng nǎ 'ér qù， xiǎo jiě？”
“ qù bō kè luó fū jiā， ān nú shí kǎ， zuò shàng qù， wǒ sòng nín dào jiā。”
“ wèi， wǒ cóng nà biān shàng， zǒu lā！ nǐ yào zhù yì diǎn， kuài diǎn lā chē……”
mǎ chē fū gǎn zhe chē zǐ zǒu liǎo。
“ zhè shì cóng nǎ 'ér lái de？”
“ tiān lā， wǒ de tiān lā！ dàn shì， yào bù yào dào nà 'ér qù ní？”
“ qù nǎ 'ér？”
“ qù bào bèi ní jīn jiā yā。”
“ bù， xiān shēng， bù xíng……”
“ wèishénme？”
“ dāng rán， yào shì wǒ， jiù huì qù de。 bù guò， nà shí tā kěn dìng huì shuō chū lìng yī zhǒng huà lái。 tā…… huì biàn， wǒ liǎo jiě tā！ tā huì shuō tā shì gù yì lái zhuō wǒ hé shénme rén de jiān de， yú shì jià huò yú rén， bǎ dǎo méi de shì yìng zāi zài wǒ de shēn shàng！”
“ shuō bù dìng tā hái zhēn zài nà lǐ ní！ zhì yú nín má， wǒ bù zhī dào wèishénme， nín hái shì qù zhǎo jiāng jūn bā……”
“ tā bù shì zǎo bān zǒu liǎo má？”
“ fǎn zhèng yī yàng， nín míng bái má？ tā bù shì qù liǎo má？ nà hǎo， nín yě qù， míng bái má？ nín zhuāng zuò hǎo xiàng nín bù zhī dào jiāng jūn yǐ jīng bān zǒu， nín hǎo xiàng shì qù jiē nín qī zǐ de， hǎo， jiù zhè me gān。”
“ wǎng hòu ní？”
“ wǎng hòu， nín zài bào bèi ní jīn jiā yuàn yì zhuō shuí jiù zhuō shuí， pēi， nǐ zhè gè guǐ zěn me zhè me bèn yā！……”
“ wú， wǒ zhuō shuí bù zhuō shuí yǔ nín yòu shénme xiāng gān？ nín kàn， nín kàn nǎ！……”
“ shénme， shénme， lǎo xiōng？ shénme？ yòu shì wéi qián miàn de nà gè shì má？ āi yā， nǐ， wǒ de tiān nǎ！ nín zhēn diū liǎn， nín shì yī gè huāng táng kě xiào de rén， nín shì yī gè hú tú tòu dǐng de dà bèn dàn！”
“ ǹg， nín wèishénme zhè me gǎn xīng qù？ nín shì xiǎng dǎ tīng……”
“ dǎ tīng shénme？ shénme？ wú， zhēn shì huó jiàn guǐ！ xiàn zài wǒ kě gù bù shàng nín liǎo！ wǒ yī gè rén yě qù， nín gěi wǒ zǒu kāi， nín gǔn。 dào nà lǐ hǎohǎo shǒu hòu zhe， jiù zài nà lǐ lái huí páo， hǎo má？！”
“ xiān shēng， nín jīhū yǐ jīng wàng hū suǒ yǐ lā！” chuān huàn xióng pí dà yī de xiān shēng jué wàng dì jiào liǎo qǐ lái。
“ zěn me lā？ dào dǐ zěn me lā， wǒ wàng hū suǒ yǐ？” qīng nián rén yǎo jǐn yá gēn shuō wán， jiù fēng kuáng dì kào jìn chuān xióng pí dà yī de xiān shēng，“ wú， zěn me lā？ wǒ zài shuí de miàn qián wàng hū suǒ yǐ yā？！” tā wò jǐn quán tóu hǒu dào。
“ dàn shì， xiān shēng， qǐng nín……”
“ nín shì shénme rén？ wǒ zài shuí de miàn qián wàng hū suǒ yǐ？ nín xìng shénme？”
“ wǒ bù zhī dào nín zhè shì wèishénme， qīng nián rén？ nín gànmá yào dǎ tīng wǒ de xìng míng？…… wǒ bù néng shuō…… wǒ zuì hǎo shì yǔ nín yī qǐ zǒu。 wǒ men yī qǐ zǒu， wǒ jué bù luò hòu， wǒ zuò hǎo liǎo yī qiē zhǔn bèi…… dàn shì， qǐng nín xiāng xìn， wǒ yīnggāi dé dào gèng jiā yòu lǐ mào de yǔ yán！ zài rèn hé dì fāng dōubù yīnggāi sàng shī jīng shén， jí biàn nín xīn qíng fán luàn（ wǒ cāi dé dào nín xīn fán yì luàn de yuán yīn）， nà zhì shǎo yě bù bì wàng hū suǒ yǐ…… nín hái shì yī gè fēi cháng、 fēi cháng nián qīng de rén！……”
“ nín nián jì lǎo yǔ wǒ yòu shénme guān xì？ zhēn shì xī hǎn！ nín gěi wǒ gǔn kāi， nín zěn me zài zhè 'ér páo lái páo qù！……”
“ wèishénme wǒ lǎo？ wǒ suàn shénme lǎo rén？ dāng rán， lùn zī lì， wǒ shì lǎo rén， bù guò， wǒ méi yòu páo lái páo qù yā……”
“ zhè shì yī kàn jiù qīng chǔ de！ nín kuài gǔn kāi bā……”
“ bù， wǒ hé nín zài yī qǐ， nín bù néng jìn zhǐ wǒ， zhè yàng zuò wǒ yě shì yǔ cǐ shì yòu guān lián de rén， wǒ hé nín zài yī qǐ……”
“ hǎo， nà jiù qīng shēng yī diǎn má， shēng yīn fàng dī yī xiē， bì zuǐ！……”
tā men liǎ rén yī qǐ dēng shàng tái jiē， yán zhe lóu tī dēng shàng sān lóu。 lǐ miàn hēi qī qī de。
“ zhàn zhù！ nín yòu huǒ chái má？”
“ huǒ chái？ shénme huǒ chái？”
“ nín huì chōu yān má？”
“ shì de！ yòu， yòu， zài zhè lǐ， zhè jiù shì。 nín kàn， děng yī děng……”
chuān xióng pí dà yī de xiān shēng shǒu máng jiǎo luàn。
“ pēi， duō bèn de jiā huǒ…… jiàn guǐ lā！ hǎo xiàng， zhè gè mén……”
“ zhè…… zhè…… zhè……”
“ zhè…… zhè…… zhè…… nín rǎng shénme yā？ shēng yīn fàng dī yī diǎn！……”
“ xiān shēng， wǒ zài kè zhì zhe ní…… nín dǎn zǐ dà， zhèng shì zhè yàng！……”
huǒ guāng shǎn liǎo yī xià。
“ wú， zhèng shì zhè yàng， nín qiáo， tóng pái！ zhè jiù shì bào bèi ní jīn jiā。 nín kàn jiàn méi yòu： bào bèi ní jīn？……”
“ kàn jiàn lā， kàn jiàn lā！”
“ qīng héng héng diǎn！ zěn me， huǒ miè lā？”
“ miè lā。”
“ yào kòu mén má？”
“ duì， yào kòu mén。” chuān huàn xióng pí dà yī de rén huí dá dào。
“ nín qiāo bā！”
“ bù， wèishénme yào wǒ qiāo ní？ nín kāi shǐ， nín xiān qiāo bā……”
“ dǎn xiǎo guǐ！”
“ nín zì jǐ cái shì dǎn xiǎo guǐ ní！”
“ gěi wǒ…… gǔn…… kāi！”
“ wǒ zhēn hòu huǐ， bù gāi bǎ mì mì gào sù nín， nín shì……”
“ wǒ？ wǒ zěn me nǎ， ǹg？”
“ nín lì yòng liǎo wǒ de xīn qíng fán luàn！ nín kàn dào liǎo wǒ xīn qíng fán luàn……”
“ gòu lā！ wǒ bù guò shì jué dé kě xiào bà liǎo！”
“ nín wèishénme zài zhè lǐ？”
“ nín yòu wèishénme ní？”
“ nín de dào dé zhēn gāo！” chuān huàn xióng pí dà yī de xiān shēng huái zhe mǎn qiāng fèn nù shuō dào“ wú， nín zěn me shuō qǐ dào dé lái liǎo？ nín zhè huà shì shénme yì sī？”
“ zhè cái shì bù jiǎng dào dé ní！”
“ shénme？！”
“ shì de， zhào nín de yì sī， měi yī gè shòu qū rǔ de zhàng fū dōushì cǎo bāo luó！”
“ nán dào nín shì zhàng fū？ zhàng fū bù shì zài wò cí niè shēn sī jī qiáo shàng má？ nín dào dǐ yào gànshénme？ wèishénme chán zhù wǒ bù fàng？”
“ yīn wéi wǒ jué dé nín jiù shì qíng fū！……”
“ nín tīng zhe， rú guǒ nín jì xù zhè yàng duì wǒ shuō huà， nà wǒ jiù yào kěn dìng， nín jiù shì cǎo bāo， nín zhī dào wǒ shì shuō shénme rén má？”
“ nín xiǎng shuō wǒ jiù shì zhàng fū！” chuān huàn xióng pí dà yī de xiān shēng shuō wán， hǎo xiàng bèi kāi shuǐ tàng liǎo sì dì， bù duàn hòu tuì。
“ shī！ bì zuǐ！ nín tīng……”
“ zhè shì tā。”
“ bù！”
“ pēi！ duō hēi yā！”
yī qiēdōu jìng xià lái liǎo。 bào bèi ní jīn jiā lǐ chuán chū yī zhèn xuān huá shēng。
“ wǒ men gànmá yào chǎo jià ní， xiān shēng？” zhe huàn xióng pí dà yī de xiān shēng qiāoqiāo shuō dào。
“ zhēn shì huó jiàn guǐ， shì nín zì jǐ shēng qì de má！”
“ dàn shì， shì nín shǐ wǒ shòu bù liǎo cái shēng qì de。”
“ bì zuǐ！”
“ nín dé tóng yì， nín hái fēi cháng nián qīng……”
“ nín gěi wǒ bì zuǐ yā！”
“ dāng rán， wǒ tóng yì nín de xiǎng fǎ， chǔyú zhè zhǒng zhuàng tài xià de zhàng fū， shì cǎo bāo。”
“ nín néng bù shuō huà má？ ā！……”
“ dàn shì， wèishénme yào zhè me xiōng hěn dì zhuī chá dǎo méi de zhàng fū ní？……”
“ zhè shì tā！”
dàn xiǎng shēng zhè shí yòu méi yòu liǎo。
“ tā？”
“ shì tā！ shì tā！ tā！ kě nín wèishénme yào máng máng lù lù， sì chù zhāng luó ní？
yòu bù shì nín de bù xìng！”
“ xiān shēng， xiān shēng！” chuān huàn xióng pí dà yī de xiān shēng nán nán shuō dào， tā miàn sè cǎn bái， bù duàn gěngyè。“ dāng rán， wǒ xīn qíng fán luàn…… nín yǐ jīng kàn gòu liǎo wǒ de zì bēi zì jiàn， bù guò xiàn zài shì hēi yè， dāng rán， míng tiān…… míng tiān kěn dìng shì bù huì jiàn miàn de， suī rán wǒ bìng bù hài pà yǔ nín xiāng jiàn。 tā zhàng fū bù shì wǒ， ér shì wǒ de péng yǒu， tā zài wò cí niè shēn sī jī qiáo shàng， què shí shì tā！ nà shì tā de qī zǐ， bàng rén de qī zǐ！ tā shì yī gè dǎo méi de rén！ wǒ xiàng nín bǎo zhèng！ wǒ hé tā shú dé hěn， nín děng yī děng， wǒ bǎ quán bù qíng kuàng jiǎng gěi nín tīng。 wǒ hé tā， zhèng rú nín suǒ jiàn dào de， shì péng yǒu。 yào bù rán， wǒ xiàn zài jiù bù huì wèitā 'ér jiāo jí xīn suì liǎo。 zhè qíng xíng nín shì kàn jiàn de。 wǒ jǐ cì duì tā shuō guò： nǐ gànmá yào jié hūn ní？ wǒ de péng yǒu！ nǐ yòu dì wèi， nǐ yòu chī yòu chuān， nǐ shì yī wèi tǐ tǐ miàn miàn de rén wù， gànmá yào ná zhè yī qiē qù huàn qǔ yī gè nǚ rén de sǎ jiāo、 rèn xìng hé mài nòng fēng qíng ní！ nǐ yào tóng yì 'ā！ kě shì tā shuō， bù， wǒ yào jié hūn， yào jiā tíng de xìng fú…… hǎo lā， xiàn zài kàn nǐ de jiā tíng xìng fú bā！ qǐ chū， tā zì jǐ qī piàn bié rén de zhàng fū， xiàn zài lún dào tā hē kǔ jiǔ liǎo…… qǐng nín yuán liàng， wǒ zhè me jiě shì， shì chū yú bù dé yǐ！…… tā shì gè dǎo méi de rén， zhèng zài shòu kǔ， nín qiáo！……” zhè shí， chuān huàn xióng pí dà yī de xiān shēng hěn hěn dì chōu qì liǎo yī xià， fǎng fó yào tòng kū háo táo yī fān shìde。
“ ràng tā mendōu jiàn guǐ qù bā！ tiān dǐ xià shǎ guā hái shǎo má！？ nín dào dǐ shì shénme rén？”
qīng nián rén fēi cháng fèn nù bǎ yá chǐ yǎo dé gé gé fā xiǎng。
“ ǹg， cǐ hòu nín huì tóng yì de…… wǒ duì nín shì guāng míng lěi luò、 tǎn chéng xiāng jiàn de…… nín zhè shì shénme kǒu qì 'ā！”
“ bù， qǐng děng yī děng， nín yī dìng yào yuán liàng wǒ…… nín guì xìng？”
“ bù， gànmá yào nín zhī dào wǒ de xìng ní？！”
“ ā！！”
“ wǒ bù néng bǎ xìng míng gào sù nín……”
“ shā bù lín nín rèn shí má？” qīng nián rén xùn sù shuō dào。
“ shā bù lín！！！”
“ shì de， shā bù lín！！！ ā！！！（ chuān yāo bù dài xí zǐ dà yī de xiān shēng zài zhè lǐ yòu diǎn gù yì tiǎo dòu chuān huàn xióng pí dà yī de xiān shēng。） nín míng bái liǎo má？”
“ bù míng bái， xiān shēng， shì nǎ yī gè shā bù lín？” chuān xióng pí dà yī de xiān shēng mù rán huí dá，“ gēn běn bù shì shā bù lín！ tā shì yī wèi kě jìng de rén wù！ nín jí huǒ zhōng shāo， wǒ kě yǐ yuán liàng nín de wú lǐ。”
“ tā shì gè piàn zǐ， chū mài líng hún， tān wū shòu huì， dào qiè， shì gè dà huài dàn， hěn kuài jiù huì shàng fǎ tíng shòu shěn de！”
“ qǐng yuán liàng，” chuān huàn xióng pí dà yī de xiān shēng xià dé miàn sè cāng bái， shuō dào，“ nín bù liǎo jiě tā， wǒ kàn nín duì tā yī wú suǒ zhī！”
“ shì de， wǒ méi jiàn guò tā de miàn， ér shì cóng yǔ tā hěn jiē jìn de rén kǒu zhōng liǎo jiě dào de。”
“ shénme rén， xiān shēng？ nín kàn， wǒ xīn fán yì luàn， shén qíng bù 'ān， nín kàn jiàn……”
“ shǎ guā！ cù guàn zǐ！ yī gè lǎo pó dū kàn bù zhù！ jì rán nín gāo xīng zhī dào， nà tā jiù shì zhè yàng de rén！”
“ duì bù qǐ， nín dà cuò tè cuò liǎo， qīng nián rén……”
“ āi yā！”
“ āi yā！”
bào bèi ní jīn jiā de fáng lǐ yòu chuán chū xiǎng shēng。 yòu rén kāi liǎo mén， xiǎng qǐ liǎo shuō huà de shēng yīn。
“ āi yā， zhè bù shì tā， bù shì tā！ wǒ shú xī tā de shēng yīn。 xiàn zài wǒ quán zhī dào liǎo， zhè bù shì tā！” chuān huàn xióng pí dà yī de xiān shēng shuō wán， liǎn sè cǎn bái， xiàng yī kuài bái shǒu pà。
“ zhù zuǐ！”
qīng nián rén tiē zài qiáng shàng。
“ xiān shēng， wǒ páo lā， zhè bù shì tā， wǒ gǎn dào hěn gāo xīng。”
“ hǎo， nín zǒu bā， nín kuài zǒu！”
“ kě nín zěn me hái zhàn zhe？”
“ kě nín zěn me bàn ní？”
mén kāi liǎo， chuān huàn xióng pí dà yī de xiān shēng rěn bù zhù liǎo， xiàng jiàn shìde， cóng lóu tī shàng xùn sù gǔn liǎo xià qù。
yī nán yī nǚ cóng qīng nián rén de shēn bàng zǒu liǎo guò qù， tā de xīn jǐn zhāng dé tíng zhǐ liǎo tiào dòng…… chuán lái de shì yī gè shú xī de nǚ rén shēng yīn， suí hòu jiù shì yī gè wán quán bù shú xī de nán zǐ de yǎ sǎng zǐ。
“ méi guān xì， wǒ fēn fù pài xuě qiāo lái，” yǎ sǎng zǐ shuō dào。
“ ā yā！ hǎo， hǎo， wǒ tóng yì， nín jiù fēn fù bā……”
“ xuě qiāo zài nà lǐ， wǒ qù qù jiù lái。”
tài tài dān dú liú liǎo xià lái。
“ gé lā fěi lā， nǐ de shì yán nǎ lǐ qù liǎo？” chuān yāo bù dài xí zǐ dà yī de qīng nián rén zhuā zhù nà nǚ rén de shǒu， dà shēng jiào liǎo qǐ lái。
“ āi， zhè shì shuí yā？ zhè shì nín， tè wò luó gē fū？ wǒ de tiān nǎ， nín zài gànshénme？”
“ nín gāng cái hé shuí zài zhè lǐ？”
“ nà shì wǒ zhàng fū， kuài zǒu， kuài zǒu kāi， tā mǎ shàng jiù huì cóng nà lǐ chū lái…… cóng bào luó wéi jīn nà 'ér chū lái， nín kuài zǒu， kàn zài shàng dì de miàn shàng， nín kuài zǒu kāi。”
“ bào luó wéi jīn yī jiā bān zǒu yǐ jīng sān gè xīng qī liǎo！ wǒ quán zhī dào！”
“ āi yā！” nà wèi tài tài páo shàng tái jiē， qīng nián rén gǎn shàng liǎo tā。
“ shuí gào sù nín de？” tài tài wèn dào。
“ shì nín zhàng fū， fū rén， yī fán · ān dé liè yǐ qí。 tā zài zhè lǐ， jiù zài nín qián miàn， fū rén……”
yī fán · ān dé liè yǐ qí què shí zhàn zài tái jiē bàng。
“ āi yā， zhè shì nín？” shēn chuān huàn xióng pí dà chǎng de xiān shēng jiào liǎo qǐ lái。
“ ā， c ′ est vous？①” gé lā fěi lā · bǐ dé luó fū nà jiào liǎo qǐ lái， dài zhe háo bù zuò zuò de huān xǐ xīn qíng xiàng tā pū liǎo guò qù。“ tiān nǎ， wǒ chū liǎo shénme shì lā？ wǒ zài bào luó wéi jīn jiā lǐ， nǐ kě yǐ xiǎng xiàng dé dào de…… nǐ zhī dào， tā men jiā xiàn zài zài yī cí mài yǐ luò fū qiáo biān， wǒ tóng nín shuō guò de， nǐ jì dé má？ wǒ zài nà lǐ yào lái liǎo xuě qiāo。 lā xuě qiāo de mǎ fā liǎo fēng， pàn mìng kuài páo， bǎ xuě qiāo shuāi suì liǎo。 wǒ cóng nà lǐ bèi shuāi chū liǎo yī bǎi lái bù yuǎn。 chē fū bèi zhuā zhù liǎo。 wǒ shī qù liǎo zhī jué。 xìng hǎo， monsie － un ② tè wò luó gē fū……”
“ zěn me？”
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① fǎ yǔ，“ zhè shì nín？”
② fǎ yǔ，“ xiān shēng”。
tè wò luó gē fū xiān shēng zhè shí yǐ jīng bù xiàng tè wò luó gē fū xiān shēng， ér shì xiàng yī kuài shí tóu liǎo。
“ tè wò luó gē fū xiān shēng kàn jiàn wǒ zài zhè lǐ， jiù zì gào fèn yǒng hù sòng wǒ。 bù guò， jì rán xiàn zài nǐ men zài zhè lǐ， nà wǒ jiù zhǐ yòu xiàng nín， yī fán · yī lǐ qí biǎo shì wǒ zuì rè liè de gǎn xiè liǎo……”
tài tài cháo mù rán de yī fán · yī lǐ qí shēn qù yī zhǐ shǒu， tā méi yòu wò tā de shǒu， ér shì níng liǎo tā yī bǎ。
“ tè wò luó gē fū xiān shēng， wǒ de shú rén， zài sī kē 'ěr lǔ bō fū jiā de wǔ huì shàng， wǒ yòu xìng jié shí de。 wǒ hǎo xiàng duì nǐ shuō guò bā？ nán dào nǐ bù jì dé lā， kē kē？”
“ ā yā， dāng rán， dāng rán！ ā yā， wǒ jì qǐ lái lā！” nà gè bèi jiào zuò kē kē de、 chuān huàn xióng pí dà yī de xiān shēng shuō liǎo qǐ lái，“ hěn gāo xīng， hěn gāo xīng！”
suí jí tā jiù rè liè dì wò liǎo wò tè wò luó gē fū de shǒu。
“ zhè shì tóng shuí yā？ zhè shì shénme yì sī？ wǒ zài děng……” chuán lái liǎo yī gè sī yǎ de shēng yīn。
yī wèi gè zǐ hěn gāo de xiān shēng zhàn zài zhòng rén de miàn qián。 tā qǔ chū cháng bǐng yǎn jìng， zhù yì kàn liǎo kàn chuān huàn xióng pí dà yī de xiān shēng。
“ ā yā， monsiur bào bèi ní jīn！” nǚ rén jī jī zhā zhā shuō liǎo qǐ lái，“ dǎ nǎ 'ér lái？ zhēn shì qiǎo yù yā！ nín kàn wǒ gāng cái bèi mǎ shuāi dǎo…… zhè shì wǒ zhàng fū！ jean！① bào bèi ní jīn xiān shēng， zài kǎ 'ěr bō fū jiā de wǔ huì shàng……
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① fǎ yǔ， ràng。
“ āi yā， fēi cháng、 fēi cháng、 fēi cháng gāo xīng！…… wǒ mǎ shàng qù jiào mǎ chē， wǒ de péng yǒu。”
“ qù bā， jean， qù bā， wǒ xià sǐ lā， quán shēn fā dǒu， shèn zhì xià chū bìng lái liǎo…… jīn tiān zài jiǎ miàn wǔ huì shàng，” tā duì zhe tè wò luó gē fū 'ěr yǔ liǎo yī zhèn……“ zài jiàn， zài jiàn， bào bèi ní jīn xiān shēng！ míng tiān zài kǎ 'ěr bō fū jiā de wǔ huì shàng wǒ men yī dìng huì zài jiàn de……”
“ bù， duì bù qǐ， wǒ míng tiān bù huì qù。 jì rán xiàn zài bù qù…… míng tiān wǒ yě bù huì qù……” bào bèi ní jīn hái tòu guò yá féng hán hán hú hú dì shuō liǎo jù shénme huà， rán hòu pí xuē kǎ cā yī xiǎng， zuò shàng zì jǐ de xuě qiāo jiù zǒu liǎo。
yī liàng qīng biàn mǎ chē kāi guò lái， nà nǚ rén biàn zuò liǎo shàng qù。 chuān huàn xióng pí dà yī de xiān shēng tíng xià jiǎo bù， hǎo xiàng tā yǐ wú lì qù zuò rèn hé dòng zuò， háo wú yì yì dì wàng zhe chuān yāo bù dài xí zǐ de dà yī de xiān shēng， ér zhè wèi xiān shēng zé shǎ hū hū dì wēi xiào zhe。
“ wǒ bù zhī dào……”
“ qǐng yuán liàng， hěn gāo xīng rèn shí nín，” qīng nián rén zuò liǎo huí dá， tóng shí huái zhe hàoqí hé kuì jiù de xīn qíng， wān yāo jū gōng。
“ fēi cháng、 fēi cháng gāo xīng……”
“ hǎo xiàng nín diū liǎo yī zhǐ tào xié……”
“ wǒ？ duì liǎo！ xiè xiè， xiè xiè！ wǒ lǎo xiǎng nòng yī shuāng xiàng pí de……”
“ chuān xiàng pí de sì hū yòu diǎn chū hàn， xiān shēng。” qīng nián rén shuō wán， xiǎn rán dài zhe wú xiàn de tóng qíng。
“ jean！ nǐ kuài hǎo liǎo má？”
“ zhèng shì jiǎo chū hàn。 wǒ jiù lái， mǎ shàng jiù lái， wǒ de xīn gān bǎo bèi， wǒ men zhèng tán dé yòu qù ní！ zhèng rú nín suǒ zhǐ chū de， zhèng shì jiǎo chū hàn…… bù guò， qǐng yuán liàng， wǒ……”
“ nín qǐng biàn！”
“ fēi cháng、 fēi cháng、 fēi cháng gāo xīng hé nín rèn shí……”
chuān huàn xióng pí dà yī de xiān shēng zuò shàng liǎo chē， chē zǐ jiù kāi dòng liǎo。 nà nián qīng rén hái zhàn zài yuán dì， jīng yà dì mù sòng zhe mǎ chē kāi zǒu。
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dì 'èr tiān bàng wǎn， yì dà lì gē jù tuán zhèng zài shàng yǎn yī gè shénme gē jù。 yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí xiàng yī kē zhà dàn yī yàng， chōng jìn jù chǎng dà tīng。 cóng lái méi yòu rén fā xiàn tā duì yīnyuè jìng shì nà me furore①， nà me kuáng rè。 bù guò qǐ mǎ yòu bù shǎo rén zhī dào yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí zài yì dà lì gē jù tuán yǎn chū shí， tè bié xǐ huān dǎ hān， ér qiě yī dǎ jiù shì yī liǎng xiǎo shí。 tā shèn zhì jǐ cì shuō guò， dǎ hān hěn yú kuài， tián mì mì de。“ nǚ yǎn yuán xiàng yī zhǐ xiǎo bái māo， gěi nǐ mǐ mǐ de hēng yáo lán qū。” tā duō cì duì péng yǒu zhè me shuō dào。 bù guò， zhè shì hěn jiǔ yǐ qián shuō de， nà hái shì shàng yī gè yǎn chū jì jié。 kě xiàn zài wán quán gǎi biàn liǎo！ yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí jiù shì zài jiā lǐ yě yè yè shuì bù zhe。 rán 'ér tā hái shì chōng jìn guān zhòng zuò dé mǎn mǎn de yǎn chū dà tīng， xiàng rēng jìn yī kē zhà dàn yī yàng。 lián yàn piào yuán dū sì hū yòu diǎn huái yí dì wàng liǎo tā yī yǎn， rán hòu mǎ shàng yòng yī zhǐ yǎn jīng piǎo liǎo yī xià tā yī cè de kǒu dài， mǎn yǐ wéi kě yǐ fā xiàn cáng zài lǐ miàn yǐ fáng wàn yī de bǐ shǒu bǐng。 yīnggāi zhǐ chū de shì： dāng shí guān zhòng fēn wéi liǎng dà pài， měi pài dū wéi zì jǐ de nǚ yǎn yuán pěng chǎng。 yī pài jiào shénme fènzǐ， lìng yī pài zé zì chēng shì shénme zhù yì zhě②， liǎng pài dōuduì yīnyuè shí fēn kuáng rè， suǒ yǐ jiǎn piào yuán fēi cháng dān xīn： gē mí men duì zì jǐ de chóng bài duì xiàng， wǎng wǎng yòu suǒ piān 'ài， ér zhè zhǒng piān 'ài kě néng chǎn shēng yì wài de hòu guǒ。
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① yì dà lì yǔ： kuáng rè。
② yī bā sì qī nián shí yuè zhì yī bā sì bā nián 'èr yuè yī gè yì dà lì gē jù tuán zài bǐ dé bǎo yǎn chū， qí zhōng yòu liǎng wèi yǎn yuán hěn shòu huān yíng， yī gè jiào bō 'ěr jì， lìng yī gè jiào fú liè zhuó lǐ ní。
yīn cǐ， zài kàn dào yī wèi báifà cāng cāng de lǎo rén（ yě bù wán quán shì báifà cāng cāng， ér shì yī gè wǔ shí lái suì de tū dǐng zhě， wài biǎo xiāng dāng tǐ miàn） jū rán dài zhe qīng nián rén de gànjìn， chōng jìn jù chǎng shí， jiǎn piào yuán qíng bù zì jìn dì xiǎng qǐ dān mài wáng zǐ hā mǔ lāi tè chóng gāo de yán yǔ：
lǎo nián jì rán rú cǐ kě pà
qīng nián yòu dāng rú hé ní？……①
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① yǐn wén yǔ yuán wén yòu chū rù。
yú shì， zhèng rú qián miàn yǐ jīng shuō guò de， tā xié yǎn wàng liǎo yī xià yàn wěi fú de cè biān kǒu dài， xī wàng fā xiàn cáng zài lǐ miàn de bǐ shǒu， dàn nà lǐ miàn chú liǎo yī gè qián bāo zhī wài， yī wú suǒ yòu。
fēi kuài páo jìn jù yuàn yǐ hòu， yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí yī zhǎ yǎn gōng fū jiù bǎ dì 'èr céng de quán bù bāo xiāng dū kàn wán liǎo， ā yā， zhēn yào mìng！ lián xīn zàng dū kuài tíng zhǐ tiào dòng liǎo， yuán lái tā zài zhè lǐ！ tā zuò zài bāo xiāng lǐ！ zhè lǐ hái yòu bào luò wéi jīn jiāng jūn hé tā de fū rén yǔ xiǎo yí zǐ。 jiāng jūn de fù guān， yī gè jí qí líng huó de qīng nián rén yě zài zhè lǐ， hái yòu yī wèi wén zhí guān yuán…… yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí jí zhōng zhù yì lì hé ruì lì de mù guāng wàng zhe， ā yā， zhēn yào mìng！ nà gè wén zhí guān yuán piān piān cáng dào fù guān de shēn hòu， liú zài 'àn chù kàn bù jiàn liǎo。
tā fēn míng zài zhè lǐ， dàn tā què shuō tā jué duì bù huì lái zhè lǐ！
gé lā fěi lā · bǐ dé luó fū nà zhè zhǒng liǎng miàn shǒu fǎ， cóng mǒu gè shí qī yǐ lái， jiù chù chù biǎo xiàn chū lái， hài dé yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí hǎo kǔ。 xiàn zài zhè gè nián qīng dídí wén zhí guān yuán yòu shǐ tā gǎn dào wán quán jué wàng。 tā wán quán bèi xià huài liǎo， yī pì gǔ zuò dào liǎo wéi yǐ lǐ。 zhè shì wèishénme ní？ qí shí， zhè zhǒng qíng kuàng hěn yī bān， yǐ jīng xí yǐ wéi cháng liǎo。……
xū yào zhǐ chū de shì， yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí de wéi yǐ zhèng shì kào jìn lóu xià yī cè de xiāng zuò， ér qiě 'èr lóu nà gè gāi sǐ de bāo xiāng zhèng hǎo jiù zài wéi yǐ tóu dǐng shàng， shǐ tā gǎn dào hěn bù yú kuài de shì tā tóu dǐng shàng zài gànshénme， tā gēn běn kàn bù jiàn。 yīn cǐ tā shēng qì， fā shāo， jiù xiàng shāo kāi de chá chuī yī yàng。 zhěng gè de dì yī mù duì tā lái shuō， shì bù zhī bù jué dì guò qù liǎo， yě jiù shì shuō， tā yī gè yīn fú yě méi tīng。 rén men cháng shuō， yīnyuè de hǎo chù zài yú shǐ bù tóng gǎn jué de rén liú xià bù tóng de yìn xiàng。 gāo xīng de rén kě yǐ zài yīnyuè zhōng zhǎo dào huān xīn， bēi shāng de rén kě yǐ zhǎo dào bēi shāng。 yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí de liǎng 'ěr zhī zhōng zé shì bào fēng yǔ de hūháo、 páo xiào。 zuì zāo gāo de shì qián hòu zuǒ yòu dōushì yī xiē kě pà de shēng yīn zài hǎn jiào， nòng dé yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí de xīn zàng dū kuài zhà kāi liǎo。 zhè yī mù zhōng yú jié shù liǎo。 dàn jiù zài mù bù xú xú xià luò de zhè yī shí kè， wǒ men de yīng xióng fā shēng liǎo yī qǐ rèn hé bǐ mò yě nán yǐ miáo shù chū lái de jīng xiǎn shì jiàn。
yòu shí hòu， cóng dǐng céng bāo xiāng lǐ fēi xià yī zhāng hǎi bào。 zài yǎn chū kū zào fá wèi、 guān zhòng fēn fēn dǎhāqian de shí hòu， duì yú guān zhòng lái shuō， zhè shì zhēn zhèng de jīng xiǎn shì jiàn。 tā men tè bié guān qiē dì zhù shì zhe nà zhāng jí qí róu ruǎn de zhǐ piàn cóng zuì gāo céng màn màn dì piāo luò xià lái， wān wān qū qū dì luò dào wéi yǐ shàng， rán hòu nián zài mǒu gè duì cǐ háo wú zhǔn bèi de guān zhòng tóu shàng， cóng zhōng dé dào yī diǎn yú kuài。 què shí， kàn dào zhè rén nǎo dài de guài xiāng， zhēn shì yòu qù（ yīn wéi， zhè rén de nǎo dài yī dìng huì lù chū guài xiāng lái de）， wǒ yě cháng cháng wéi tài tài men de wàng yuǎn jìng tí xīn diào dǎn， yīn wéi zhè xiē wàng yuǎn jìng cháng cháng fàng zài bāo xiāng yī cè de biān yuán shàng， wǒ zǒng shì jué dé， yǎn kàn jiù yào diào xià lái， luò zài mǒu gè duì cǐ háo wú zhǔn bèi de guān zhòng tóu shàng。 bù guò， wǒ fā xiàn wǒ zuò zhè yàng de bēi cǎn shè xiǎng shì bù qiàdàng de， yīn cǐ jué dìng xiě chéng xiǎo pǐn wén jì gěi bào shè。 nà xiē bào zhǐ jīng cháng tí xǐng rén men bù yào shòu piàn shàngdàng， hái yào zhù yì zhāng láng， rú guǒ nín jiā yòu zhè zhǒng dòng wù de huà。 wèicǐ tā men hái xiàng nín tuī jiàn zhù míng de pǔ lín qì pǔ xiān shēng， tā shì shì jiè shàng suǒ yòu zhāng láng de sǐ dí， bù jǐn 'é luó sī de zhāng láng pà tā， shèn zhì wài guó de， bǐ rú pǔ lǔ shì jí qí tā děng děng guó jiā de， dōuduì tā pà dé yào sǐ。
bù guò， yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí hái shì chū liǎo yī jiàn qì jīn hái méi zài rèn hé dì fāng miáo shù guò de qí shì。 tā de nǎo dài（ qián miàn yǐ jīng shuō guò， xiāng dāng tū de） shàng fēi lái liǎo yī zhāng zhǐ piàn， dàn bù shì hǎi bào。 lǎo shí shuō， wǒ shèn zhì bù rěn xīn shuō chū fēi dào tā tóu shàng de shì shénme。 yīn wéi gōng kāi shuō luò dào jí huǒ zhōng shāo、 shí fēn jī nù de yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí nà kē lìng rén qǐ jìng de、 guāng tū tū de（ yě jiù shì bù fēn tū dǐng） tóu shàng de， shì yī gè bù dào dé de dōng xī， bǐ rú yī zhāng sǎ guò xiāng shuǐ de qíng shū， què shí yú xīn bù rěn。 zhì shǎo， kě lián de yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí duì zhè zhǒng wú fǎ yù jiàn de bù xiàng yàng de chǒu shì， háo wú zhǔn bèi， tā hún shēn dǒu dòng liǎo yī xià， hǎo xiàng zài zì jǐ de tóu shàng zhuō zhù liǎo yī zhǐ lǎo shǔ huò zhě bié de shénme dòng wù。
zhì yú shuō zhǐ tiáo de nèi róng shì tán qíng shuō 'ài de， nà shì wù yōng zhì yí de。 zì xiě zài yī zhāng jìn tòu guò xiāng shuǐ de xiǎo zhǐ piàn shàng， yǔ yán qíng xiǎo shuō lǐ xiě de zì tiáo yī mó yī yàng， ér qiě zhé dié chéng hěn xiǎo de yàng zǐ， kě yǐ cáng zài nǚ rén de shǒu tào xià miàn。 tā dà gài shì zài chuán dì de shí hòu， bǐ rú shuō xún wèn hǎi bào de shí hòu， xiǎo zhǐ tiáo bèi xùn sù juàn jìn hǎi bào lǐ， rán hòu jiāo dào mǒu rén de shǒu lǐ， dàn shì zhǎ yǎn zhī jiān， yě xǔ shì fù guān wú yì de yī tuī（ fù guān zhèng zài jí qí líng huó dì jiě shì zì jǐ de bèn zhuō）， yú shì zhǐ piàn biàn cóng chàn dǒu de xiǎo shǒu zhōng dǒu luò chū lái， ér nà gè nián qīng de wén zhí guān yuán yǐ jīng pò bù jí dài dì shēn chū shǒu lái， dàn tā jiē dào de què bù shì zì tiáo， ér shì yī zhāng hǎi bào， tā gēn běn bù zhī dào zěn me bàn。 zhè zhēn shì yī jiàn lìng rén bù kuài de qí guài shì jiàn！ shì shí dídí què què， nín yī dìng huì tóng yì， yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí gǎn dào gèng jiā bù kuài。
“ prédestine①” tā qiāoqiāo dì shuō dào， liǎng shǒu jǐn jǐn niē zhe zhǐ tiáo， hún shēn zhí mào lěng hàn。“ prédestine！ zǐ dàn yī dìng huì zhǎo dào yòu zuì de rén de！” tā de nǎo zǐ tū rán shǎn chū zhè yī xiǎng fǎ。“ bù， zhè bù duì！ wǒ yòu shénme zuì！ ò， duì liǎo， zhè 'ér hái yòu lìng yī tiáo yàn yǔ： zǐ dàn zhǎo dào liǎo dǎo méi de mǎ kǎ 'ěr”②， rú cǐ děng děng。
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① fǎ wén： mìng zhōng zhù dìng。
② zhè tiáo yàn yǔ de quán wén shì：“ dǎo méi de mǎ kǎ 'ěr lián sōng guǒ dū wǎng tā tóu shàng luò”， yì jí chù chù dǎo méi。
shòu dào rú cǐ tū rán shì jiàn de zhèn dòng， nǎo hǎi zhōng wēng wēng zuò xiǎng， kāi shǐ chū xiàn gè zhǒng gè yàng xiǎng fǎ de qíng kuàng， nán dào hái shǎo má！ yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí jiāng yìng dì dāi zuò zài yǐ zǐ shàng， zhèng suǒ wèi bàn sǐ bù huó。 tā xiāng xìn， tā yù dào de jīng xiǎn chǎng miàn yǐ jīng bèi sì miàn bā fāng de rén men fā xiàn， suī rán jiù zài zhè shí jù chǎng lǐ yī piàn wěn luàn， fēn fēn yòu rén yào nǚ gē xīng zài lái yī cì biǎo yǎn。 tā gān gà dì zuò zhe， mǎn liǎn tōng hóng， bù gǎn tái qǐ yǎn pí， hǎo xiàng tā chū liǎo yī jiàn yì wài de bù kuài shì jiàn， sì hū zài zhè měi hǎo de dà tíng guǎng zhòng zhī zhōng gān chū liǎo jiàn bù dé rén de chǒu shì。 tā zuì hòu zhōng yú hěn xià jué xīn， bǎ yǎn pí tái liǎo qǐ lái。
“ chàng dé zhēn hǎo 'ā， xiān shēng！” tā duì zuò zài tā zuǒ shǒu biān shàng de yī gè shuō dào。
nà wèi zhèng zài kuáng rè zhī zhōng， bù tíng dì pāi shǒu jiào hǎo， zhù yào de shì liǎng zhǐ jiǎo yě bù tíng dì zǒu dòng， tā xùn sù 'ér màn bù jīng xīn dì piǎo liǎo yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí yī yǎn， rán hòu liǎng shǒu fàng zài zuǐ qián， zuò liǎo yī gè shǐ shēng yīn jí zhōng de zī shì， dà shēng hǎn jiào yī gè nǚ gē xīng de míng zì。 yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí yǐ qián cóng wèi tīng dào guò zhè zhǒng gāo shēng de hǎn jiào， jìng rán xīn xǐ ruò kuáng。“ tā shénme yě méi fā xiàn！” tā zhè me yī xiǎng yǐ hòu， mǎ shàng zhuǎn shēn xiàng hòu。 dàn zuò zài tā hòu miàn de yī gè pàng zǐ xiān shēng cǐ shí zhèng bèi duì zhe tā， yòng cháng bǐng wàng yuǎn jìng chá kàn suǒ yòu de bāo xiāng。“ yě méi wèn tí！” yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí xiǎng dào。 qián miàn de dāng rán shénme yě méi kàn dào。 tā dǎn qiè dì， tóng shí yòu huái zhe gāo xīng de xī wàng xié yǎn piē liǎo yī xià tā zuò yǐ bàng biān de yī lóu chí zuò， yī zhǒng zuì lìng rén bù kuài de gǎn jué， dùn shí shǐ tā de shēn zǐ dǒu dòng liǎo yī xià。 yuán lái nà lǐ zuò zhe yī wèi piào liàng de nǚ rén， yòng shǒu pà wǔ zhe zuǐ bā， pā zài wéi yǐ bèi shàng， hā hā dà xiào， xiào dé qián yǎng hòu hé， rú tóng fā fēng shìde。
“ āi yā， wǒ jiù pà zhè xiē nǚ rén！” yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí qiāoqiāo shuō dào， suí jí jiù cóng guān zhòng de tuǐ jiǎo zhī jiān jǐ guò qù zǒu dào mén kǒu。
xiàn zài wǒ xiàng wǒ de dú zhě jiàn yì， qǐng tā men lái jué duàn yī xià， kàn wǒ hé yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí shuí duì shuí fēi。 nán dào tā cǐ kè de yán xíng shì duì de má？ dà jiā zhī dào， yī suǒ dà jù yuàn běn shēn jiù bāo kuò sì céng bāo xiāng， dì wǔ céng shì lóu zuò。 wèishénme yī dìng yào rèn dìng zhè zhǐ tiáo shì cóng yī gè bāo xiāng lǐ diào xià lái de， ér qiě zhèng shì zhè gè bāo xiāng， ér bù shì bié de bāo xiāng， bǐ fāng shuō wǔ lóu， nà lǐ bù shì yě yòu nǚ shì má？ dàn shì， wǎng wǎng shì yòu pái tā xìng de， ér jì dù zé shì shì jiè shàng zuì jù pái tā xìng de yī zhǒng。
yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí páo dào xiū xī shì， zhàn zài yī zhǎn dēng qián， chāi qù qiān fēng， dú dào：
“ jīn tiān sàn xì yǐ hòu， lì jí qù × jiē， ×× hú tóng guǎi jiǎo chù， k xiān shēng jiā， sān lóu， lóu tī de yòu biān。 cóng dà mén jìn。 nín jiù dāi zài nà lǐ， sans faute① kàn zài shàng dì de miàn shàng， qiān wàn bié nòng cuò liǎo。”
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① fǎ yǔ： háo wú chā cuò。
shuí de bǐ jì， yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí méi yòu rèn chū lái， dàn yòu yī diǎn què shì háo wú yí yì de： sī dìng yuē huì。“ yào zhuā， yào zhuō zhù， yī kāi shǐ jiù bǎ zuì 'è xiāo miè diào。” zhè shì yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí de dì yī gè xiǎng fǎ。 tā tóu nǎo lǐ xiǎng dào de shì xiàn zài jiù jiē lù， mǎ shàng jiù dì jiě jué。 dàn shì zěn me cái néng zuò dào zhè yī diǎn ní？ yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí shèn zhì páo jìn liǎo dì 'èr céng bāo xiāng， dàn jí shí tuì liǎo chū lái。 tā gēn běn bù zhī dào wǎng nǎ 'ér páo， yóu yú wú suǒ shì shì， tā cháo lìng yī gè fāng xiàng páo qù， tōng guò lìng yī gè bāo xiāng chǎng kāi de fáng mén， cháo duì miàn kàn liǎo kàn。 shì zhè yàng， yuán lái shì zhè yàng！ yán chuí zhí fāng xiàng suǒ yòu wǔ céng de bāo xiāng lǐ， zuò dedōu shì qīng nián nán nǚ。 zì tiáo kě néng cóng suǒ yòu zhè wǔ céng bāo xiāng zhōng fēi làxià lái， yīn wéi yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí huái yí suǒ yòu zhè xiē lóu céng dū cānyù liǎo fǎn duì tā de yīn móu。 shénme yě gǎi biàn bù liǎo tā de kàn fǎ， rèn hé biǎo miàn xiàn xiàng tā yě bù xìn。 zhěng gè dì 'èr mù yǎn chū qī jiān， tādōu zài gè tiáo zǒu láng shàng páo lái páo qù， nǎ 'ér yě zhǎo bù dào xīn líng de píng jìng。 tā běn xiǎng liù jìn shòu piào shì， xī wàng cóng shòu piào yuán de kǒu zhōng dǎ tīng dào suǒ yòu sì céng bāo xiāng lǐ kàn kè de xìng míng， dàn shòu piào shì de fáng mén yǐ jīng shàng suǒ。 zuì hòu， fēng kuáng de huān hū shēng hé zhǎng shēng xiǎng qǐ lái liǎo， yǎn chū yǐ jīng jié shù。 kāi shǐ hū huàn yǎn yuán xiè mù， yòu liǎng gè shēng yīn cóng zuì gāo céng chuán lái， jiào dé tè bié xiǎng liàng， nà shì liǎng pài de tóu tóu。 dàn shì yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí méi yòu shí jiān guǎn tā men liǎo。 tā de nǎo zǐ lǐ yǐ jīng shǎn chū xià yī bù xíng dòng de xiǎng fǎ。 tā chuān shàng dà yī jiù qù k jiē， yǐ biàn pèng shàng tā men、 dài zhù tā men， jiā yǐ jiē lù， zǒng zhī， yào cǎi qǔ bǐ zuó tiān gèng yòu lì de xíng dòng。 tā hěn kuài jiù zhǎo dào liǎo fáng zǐ， gāng yào jìn dà mén， hǎo xiàng zài tā de shǒu xià miàn， tū rán shǎn chū yī gè chuān dà yī dídí shēn yǐng， gǎn zài tā qián miàn yán zhe lóu tī dēng shàng liǎo sān lóu。 yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí jué dé， zhè jiù shì nà gè， jìn guǎn dāng shí tā méi néng kàn qīng tā de miàn kǒng。 yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí de xīn zàng jīhū tíng zhǐ liǎo tiào dòng。 yǐ jīng gǎn zài tā qián miàn liǎng jí lóu tī， jiē zhe jiù tīng dào sān lóu de fáng mén dǎ kāi liǎo， dàn méi yòu xiǎng shēng， hǎo xiàng yòu rén zài zhuān mén děng zhe lái rén shìde。 qīng nián rén yī shǎn shēn jiù jìn liǎo fáng nèi。 yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí zǒu dào sān lóu shí， zhè shàn fáng mén hái méi lái dé jí guān shàng。 tā běn xiǎng zài mén qián zhàn yī zhàn， hǎohǎo xiǎng yī xiǎng zì jǐ de xíng dòng， xiān shì yòu diǎn dǎn qiè， hòu lái jiù xià jué xīn cǎi qǔ mǒu zhǒng fēi cháng guǒ duàn de xíng dòng。 dàn shì， jiù zài zhè yī shí kè， yī liàng qīng biàn mǎ chē lín lín dì zài dà mén kǒu xiǎng qǐ， chē mén hōng dì yī kāi， yī gè rén mài zhe chén zhòng de jiǎo bù hé ké sòu shēng， tōng tōng tōng dì dēng shàng sān lóu。 yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí zhàn bù zhù liǎo。 tā dǎ kāi fáng mén， xùn sù chū xiàn zài fáng nèi， mǎn liǎn lù chū yī gè shòu dào wǔ rǔ de zhàng fū de zhuāng yán biǎo qíng。 yī gè mǎn huái jī dòng de xiǎo yā tóu yíng zhe tā páo lái， suí hòu yòu chū xiàn liǎo yī gè rén， dàn yào lán zhù yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí yǐ jīng méi yòu rèn hé kě néng liǎo。 tā xiàng zhà dàn yī yàng， fēi jìn nèi shì， zǒu guò liǎng gè qī hēi de fáng jiān， tū rán chū xiàn zài wò shì lǐ， zhàn zài yī wèi nián qīng、 měi lì de tài tài yǎn qián。 zhè wèi nián qīng de tài tài xià dé hún shēn fā dǒu， jí qí jīng kǒng dì wàng zhe tā， hǎo xiàng bù míng bái tā shēn bàng chū liǎo shénme shì。 jiù zài zhè shí， gé bì fáng lǐ chuán lái liǎo chén zhòng de jiǎo bù shēng， yuán lái yòu rén jìng zhí cháo wò shì zǒu lái， nà shì gāng cái shàng lóu nà yàng de jiǎo bù shēng。
“ tiān nǎ！ nà shì wǒ zhàng fū！” tài tài liǎng shǒu yī pāi， dà jiào yī shēng， liǎn sè bái dé bǐ shēn shàng chuānzhuó de bái zhào shān hái yào bái。
yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí jué dé tā zǒu cuò liǎo fáng jiān， zuò liǎo yī jiàn xiǎo hái zǐ zuò de chǔn shì， méi yòu hǎohǎo kǎo lǜ zì jǐ de xíng dòng， méi yòu zài lóu tī shàng hǎohǎo jìng xià xīn lái， dàn yǐ jīng wú fǎ kě xiǎng liǎo。 fáng mén yǐ jīng dǎ kāi， chén zhòng de zhàng fū（ rú guǒ zhǐ gēn jù tā chén zhòng de jiǎo bù lái pàn duàn de huà） yǐ jīng zǒu jìn fáng nèi…… wǒ bù zhī dào， cǐ shí cǐ kè yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí bǎ zì jǐ dàngchéng liǎo shénme rén！ yě bù zhī dào shì shénme kǎo lǜ shǐ tā bù zhí jiē yíng zhe zhàng fū zǒu qù， shuō qīng chǔ tā shì wù rù fáng mén， chéng rèn zì jǐ wú yì dì zuò chū liǎo bù lǐ mào de shì， qǐng qiú yuán liàng， rán hòu qiǎo rán tuì chū héng héng dāng rán zhè yàng zuò yě bù hěn guāng cǎi， dāng rán yě bù dà tǐ miàn， bù guò zhì shǎo kě yǐ guāng míng zhèng dà dì zǒu diào。 dàn shì bù， yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí yòu xiàng xiǎo hái zǐ yī yàng， cǎi qǔ liǎo yòu zhì de zuò fǎ， hǎo xiàng tā bǎ zì jǐ kàn chéng liǎo táng · huáng huò zhě luò wéi lā sī！① qǐ chū tā duǒ zài chuáng biān， yòng zhàng màn zhē zhe， hòu lái jué dé zì jǐ de jīng shén yǐ jīng wán quán bēng kuì， yú shì pā zài dì shàng， háo wú yì yì dì pá dào liǎo chuáng dǐ xià。 jīng kǒng duì tā de lǐ zhì， chǎn shēng liǎo yuè lái yuè dà de yǐng xiǎng， suǒ yǐ yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí， yī gè shòu dào sǔn hài de zhàng fū（ zhì shǎo tā zì rèn rú cǐ）， bù gǎn yǔ lìng yī gè zhàng fū jiàn miàn， yě xǔ tā hài pà zì jǐ de cún zài huì shāng hài nà gè zhàng fū bā。 bù guǎn shì fǒu rú cǐ， fǎn zhèng tā duǒ dào liǎo chuáng dǐ xià， gēn běn bù zhī dào zhè yàng gān shì wéi liǎo shénme。 dàn shì， gèng qí guài de shì nà wèi tài tài jū rán méi jiā rèn hé fǎn duì。 tā kàn dào yī gè jí qí gǔ guài de、 shàng liǎo nián jì de xiān shēng zài tā de wò shì lǐ xún zhǎo bì shēn zhī suǒ shí， méi yòu jiào hǎn。 tā de què shì xià yùn liǎo， dà gài shé tóu bù tīng shǐ huàn， shuō bù chū huà lái liǎo。
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① yīng guó xiǎo shuō jiā lǐ chá xùn（ yī liù héng héng yī qī liù yī） bǐ xià de sè guǐ。
zhàng fū zǒu jìn mén lái， yòu shì chuǎn qì， yòu shì ké sòu， yòng zuì cāng lǎo de shēng yīn hé qī zǐ dǎ liǎo gè zhāo hū， rán hòu yī pì gǔ diē zuò zài wéi yǐ lǐ， hǎo xiàng tā gāng gāng bèi huí jiā yī kǔn chái huǒ shìde， yī zhèn dī chén 'ér chí jiǔ de ké sòu shēng xiǎng qǐ liǎo。 yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí yóu yī zhǐ kuáng nù de lǎo guǐ biàn chéng liǎo yī tóu mián yáng， dǎn qiè 'ér gōng shùn， jiù xiàng yī zhǐ xiǎo lǎo shǔ jiàn liǎo māo， xià dé dà qì dōubù gǎn chū。 suī rán， gēn jù zì shēn de jīng yàn， tā yě zhī dào， bìng bù shì suǒ yòu shòu dào shāng hài de zhàng fū huì yǎo rén。 dàn cǐ shí， tā de nǎo dài què méi yòu xiǎng dào zhè yī diǎn， zhè huò zhě shì yóu yú sī kǎo bù gòu， huò zhě shì chū yú bié de shénme yuán yīn。 tā kāi shǐ xiǎo xīn yì yì dì、 qīng shǒu qīng jiǎo dì、 mō suǒ zhe cháo chuáng dǐ xià pá qù， hǎo ràng shēn zǐ shū fú yī diǎn。 dāng tā yòng shǒu mō dào yī gè dōng xī shí， tā de nà gè jīng yà shén qíng yō！ jiǎn zhí wú fǎ xíng róng。 shǐ tā zuì zuì jīng yà de shì： nà jiā huǒ dòng liǎo dòng bìng qiě tóng shí zhuā zhù liǎo tā de yī zhǐ shǒu！ yuán lái chuáng dǐ xià hái cáng zhe lìng yī gè rén！……
“ nín shì shénme rén？” yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí qiǎo shēng shuō dào。
“ wú， wǒ shì shénme rén， gāng cái duì nín shuō guò de！” qí guài de mò shēng nán zǐ qiǎo shēng huí dá。“ jì rán nín zǒu cuò liǎo mén， nín jiù kuài tǎng xià bié zuò shēng！”
“ rán 'ér……”
“ zhù zuǐ！”
yú shì， zhè gè bù xiāng gān de rén（ yīn wéi chuáng dǐ xià zhǐ gòu róng nà yī gè rén）， zhè gè bù xiāng gān de rén bǎ yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí de yī zhǐ shǒu shǐ jìn niē zài zì jǐ de quán tóu zhōng， tòng dé yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí chàdiǎn jiào liǎo qǐ lái。
“ xiān shēng……”
“ shī！”
“ nín bié zhè me yòng jìn niē wǒ， wǒ huì jiào hǎn de。”
“ hǎo yā， nín jiào 'ā！ shì shì kàn！”
yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí xiū dé mǎn liǎn tōng hóng。 nà gè mò shēng nán zǐ jì yán lì， yòu shì nù qì chōng chōng de。 yě xǔ cǐ rén bù zhǐ yī cì dì jīng shòu guò mìng yùn de kǎo yàn， bù zhǐ yī cì dì luò dào guò zhè me xiá zhǎi de jìng yù， dàn shì， yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí què shì shēng shǒu， xiá zhǎi de chǔjìng shǐ tā chuǎn bù guò qì lái。 xuè yè zhí wǎng tóu bù shàng yǒng。 rán 'ér yòu shí zài méi yòu bàn fǎ， xū yào fǔ wò zhe。 yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí zhǐ hǎo rěn zhe， bù zài zuò shēng liǎo。
“ wǒ， bǎo bèi， zài，” zhàng fū kāi shǐ shuō huà liǎo，“ bǎo bèi， wǒ zài pà wéi 'ěr · yī fán léi qí jiā lǐ。 wǒ men zuò xià lái wán zhǐ pái， jiù zhè me， ké， ké， ké！（ tā kāi shǐ ké qǐ lái liǎo） zhè me…… ké！ zhè me bèi…… ké！ qù tā de！…… ké！ ké！ ké！”
suí hòu， xiǎo lǎo tóu jiù yī zhí ké guò bù tíng。
“ bèi……” tā zhōng yú shuō chū huà lái liǎo， dàn yǎn lǐ quán shì lèi shuǐ，“ bèi tòng dé hěn lì hài…… gāi sǐ de zhì chuāng！ zhàn bù néng zhàn， zuò bù néng zuò…… zuò bù dé！ ké， ké， ké！……”
sì hū yòu kāi shǐ de ké sòu zhù dìng yào bǐ ké sòu de zhù rén， zhè gè xiǎo lǎo tóu huó de shí jiān gèng cháng。 lǎo tóu 'ér zài ké sòu de jiànxì zhī jiān hǎo xiàng zài zhuàndòng shé tóu， shuō diǎn shénme， dàn shì zěn me yě jiào rén tīng bù qīng chǔ tā shuō de yì sī。
“ xiān shēng， kàn zài shàng dì de miàn shàng， qǐng nín nuó yī nuó！” dǎo méi de yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí dī shēng shuō dào。
“ wǎng nǎ nuó？ méi yòu dì fāng yā！”
“ dàn shì， nín zì jǐ kěn dìng huì tóng yì， wǒ zhè yàng shí zài bù xíng。 wǒ hái shì dì yī cì chǔyú zhè zhǒng zāo gāo tòu dǐng de gān gà jìng dì ní。”
“ wǒ què shì dì yī cì tóng yī gè hěn bù lìng rén yú kuài de rén dāi zài yī qǐ。”
“ dàn shì， qīng nián rén……”
“ bì zuǐ！”
“ bì zuǐ？ nín de xíng wéi tài fàng sì， shì jí qí wú lǐ de， qīng nián rén…… rú guǒ wǒ méi nòng cuò de huà， nín hái fēi cháng nián qīng， wǒ nián jì bǐ nín dà。”
“ zhù zuǐ！”
“ xiān shēng， nín tài fàng sì liǎo！ nín bù zhī dào nín shì zài tóng shuí jiǎng huà！”
“ tóng yī gè tǎng zài chuáng dǐ xià de xiān shēng……”
“ dàn shì， wǒ shì bèi yī jiàn yì wài de shì 'ér nòng dào zhè lǐ lái de， shì yī gè cuò wù， ér nín， rú guǒ wǒ méi nòng cuò de huà， zé shì dào dé bài huài……”
“ nín de cuò wù qià qià yě zài zhè yī fāng miàn。”
“ xiān shēng， wǒ bǐ nín nián jì dà， wǒ duì nín shuō……”
“ xiān shēng， nín zhī dào má， wǒ men shì zuò zài yī kuài mù bǎn shàng。 wǒ qiú qiú nín bié zhuā wǒ de liǎn！”
“ xiān shēng， wǒ shénme yě bù míng bái。 nín yào yuán liàng wǒ， shí zài méi yòu dì fāng liǎo。”
“ nín wèishénme zhè me pàng ní？”
“ tiān nǎ！ wǒ cóng lái méi yòu chǔyú zhè me dī shēng xià qì de dì wèi。”
“ shì de， zài dī jiù méi fǎ zǐ tǎng xià liǎo。”
“ xiān shēng， xiān shēng！ wǒ bù zhī dào， nín dào dǐ shì shénme rén， wǒ bù míng bái， zhè shì shì zěn me fā shēng de。 bù guò， wǒ shì yī gè wù huì， wǒ bù shì xiàng nín xiǎng xiàng de nà zhǒng rén……”
“ rú guǒ nín bù jǐ wǒ， wǒ gēn běn jiù méi yòu xiǎng guò nín。 nín kuài bì zuǐ má！”
“ xiān shēng！ rú guǒ nín bù dòng， wǒ jiù huì zhòngfēng。 nín dé duì wǒ de sǐ wáng fù zé…… wǒ qǐng nín xiāng xìn…… wǒ shì shòu rén zūn jìng de rén， yī jiā zhī zhù。 wǒ bù néng chǔyú zhè zhǒng zhuàng tài zhī zhōng……”
“ zhè shì nín zì jǐ pá jìn lái de。 hǎo， nín dòng yī dòng bā， zhè kuài dì fāng gěi nín， zài duō jiù bù xíng lā！”
“ gāo shàng de qīng nián rén！ xiān shēng！ wǒ fā xiàn wǒ cuò kàn nín liǎo。” yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí gāo xīng dì shuō dào。 tā gǎn jī qīng nián rén gěi tā nuó chū liǎo yī diǎn dì fāng， fàng sōng liǎo tā má mù de sì zhī。“ wǒ lǐ jiě nín bèi jǐ de zāo yù， dàn shì， yòu shénme bàn fǎ ní？ wǒ kàn， nín bǎ wǒ xiǎng dé hěn huài。 qǐng yǔn xǔ wǒ tí gāo wǒ zài nín xīn mù zhōng de wēi wàng； qǐng yǔn xǔ wǒ gào sù nín， wǒ shì shénme rén； wǒ lái zhè lǐ shì wéi bèi wǒ zì jǐ de yì yuàn de。 zhè wǒ kě yǐ xiàng nín bǎo zhèng， wǒ lái de mùdì， bù shì nín suǒ xiǎng xiàng de…… wǒ shì jí duān dì， jí duān dì hài pà！”
“ nín hái bù zhù zuǐ má？ nín bù míng bái， yào shì bèi rén tīng jiàn， wǒ men jiù huì zāo gāo má？ shī…… tā zài shuō huà。” què shí， xiǎo lǎo tóu de ké sòu kàn lái kāi shǐ tíng zhǐ liǎo。
“ shì zhè me huí shì， bǎo bèi，” tā yǎ zhe sǎng zǐ shuō huà， hǎo xiàng shì kū shìde。
“ shì zhè me huí shì， bǎo bèi， ké！…… ké！ āi yā， zhēn bù xìng！ fěi duō xiè · yī fán nuò wéi qí shuō： nín gāi shì shì hē diǎn qiān yè cǎo 'áo de tānɡ， nín tīng jiàn méi yòu， bǎo bèi？”
“ wǒ tīng jiàn lā， wǒ de péng yǒu！”
“ wú， tā shì zhè me shuō de？ tā shuō nín zuì hǎo shì yī shì hē qiān yè cǎo jiān de tānɡ。 wǒ shuō wǒ tiē guò yī zhì。 kě tā duì wǒ shuō； bù， yà lì shān dà · jié míng yǎ nuò wéi qí， qiān yè cǎo tānɡ hǎo xiē。 wǒ yào gào sù nín zhè dōng xī kāi…… ké！ ké！ ā yā， wǒ de tiān nǎ！ nǐ kàn zěn me yàng， bǎo bèi？ ké， ké！ ā yā， wǒ de lǎo tiān yé yā！ ké， ké！…… zhè me shuō hái shì qiān yè cǎo tānɡ hǎo luó？…… ké， ké， ké！ ā yā！ ké！”
“ wǒ rèn wéi， shì yī shì zhè zhǒng tānɡ yào， bù huì huài shì。” fū rén huí dá dào。
“ duì， bù huì huài shì！ tā shuō， nín dé de dà gài shì fèi bìng， ké！ ké！ kě wǒ shuō shì wèi tòng， ké， ké！ tā yǐ rán duì wǒ shuō， kě néng shì fèi bìng， nǐ kàn， ké， ké！ nǐ kàn shì fèi bìng má， bǎo bèi？”
“ ā yā， wǒ de tiān nǎ， nín zài shuō shí me yā？”
“ shì de， shì fèi bìng！ nǐ xiàn zài gāi tuō qù yī fú、 tǎng xià shuì jué lā， ké！ ké！ wǒ jīn tiān， ké！ yòu diǎn shāng fēng liú bí tì lā。”
“ wèi！” yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí shuō dào，“ kàn zài shàng dì de miàn shàng， nín nuó guò qù yī diǎn bā！”
“ wǒ zhēn shì duì nín gǎn dào hěn qí guài， bù zhī dào nín chū liǎo shénme shì。 wèi， nín bù néng 'ān 'ān jìng jìng tǎng zhe má？……”
“ nín duì wǒ tài lěng kù wú qíng liǎo， qīng nián rén！ nín xiǎng shāng hài wǒ， zhè yī diǎn wǒ kàn dé chū lái。 nín dà gài shì zhè wèi tài tài de qíng fū bā？”
“ zhù kǒu！”
“ wǒ bù huì zhù kǒu！ wǒ bù yǔn xǔ nín duì wǒ fā hào shī lìng！ nín kěn dìng shì qíng fū， duì má？ rú guǒ nín bèi fā xiàn， wǒ yī diǎn zé rèn yě méi yòu， wǒ shénme dōubù zhī dào。”
“ rú guǒ nín bù bǎo chí chén mò，” qīng nián rén yá chǐ yǎo dé gé gé xiǎng， shuō dào，“ wǒ jiù shuō wǒ shì nín lā lái de， wǒ yào shuō nín shì wǒ shū shū， bǎ cái chǎn quán bù huī huò guāng liǎo。 dào nà shí， rén men zhì shǎo bù huì rèn wéi wǒ shì zhè wèi tài tài de qíng fū liǎo。”
“ xiān shēng！ nín zài cháo xiào wǒ， nín zài hào jìn wǒ de quán bù nài xìng。”
“ shī！ nán dào yào wǒ qiǎngpò nín zhù kǒu má？ nín jiǎn zhí shì wǒ de zāi xīng！ wèi， nín shuō shuō， nín zài zhè lǐ gànshénme？ méi yòu nín， wǒ hǎo dāi kě yǐ tǎng dào míng tiān zǎo chén， ér dào liǎo nà shí， wǒ kěn dìng shì kě yǐ chū qù de。”
“ dàn shì， wǒ bù néng zài zhè lǐ tǎng dào míng tiān zǎo chén。 wǒ shì yī gè hěn dǒng dào lǐ de rén； wǒ dāng rán lián xì guǎng fàn…… nín zěn me kàn ní？ nán dào tā huì zài zhè lǐ guò yè má？”
“ shuí yā？”
“ nà gè lǎo tóu。”
“ tā dāng rán huì de。 bìng bù shì suǒ yòu de zhàng fū dū xiàng nín。 yě yòu zài jiā lǐ guò yè de。”
“ xiān shēng， xiān shēng！” yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí xià dé quán shēn mào lěng hàn， dà shēng jiào liǎo qǐ lái。“ nín yào xiāng xìn wǒ yě shì zài jiā lǐ guò yè de， xiàn zài zhè zhǒng qíng kuàng shì dì yī cì， bù guò， wǒ de tiān nǎ， wǒ fā xiàn nín shì rèn shí wǒ de。 nín dào dǐ shì shénme rén， qīng nián rén？ qǐng nín mǎ shàng gào sù wǒ， nín shì shénme rén？ wǒ cóng wú sī de yǒu yì chū fā qiú qiú nín lā！”
“ nín tīng zhe！ wǒ yào shǐ yòng bào lì liǎo……”
“ dàn shì， nín děng yī děng， qǐng yǔn xǔ wǒ lái gào sù nín， xiān shēng， qǐng yǔn xǔ wǒ xiàng nín jiě shì zhè jiàn zāo gāo shì qíng de quán bù……”
“ shénme jiě shì wǒdōu bù tīng， shénme shì qíng wǒ yě bù xiǎng zhī dào。 nín shì zhù zuǐ hái shì bù……”
“ dàn shì， wǒ bù néng má……”
yú shì， chuáng dǐ xià zhǎn kāi liǎo yīcháng xiǎo xiǎo de jiào liàng， suí jí yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí jiù méi zài shuō huà liǎo。
“ bǎo bèi！ hǎo xiàng yòu jǐ zhǐ māo zài zhè 'ér shuō qiāoqiāo huà， shì má？”
“ shénme māo？ nín hú sī luàn xiǎng xiē shénme yā！”
xiǎn rán， tài tài bù zhī dào tóng zì jǐ de zhàng fū shuō shí me hǎo。 tā céng jīng xià dé yào sǐ， hái méi yòu hǎohǎo qīng xǐng guò lái。 xiàn zài tā shēn zǐ dǒu dòng liǎo yī xià， suí jí jiù shù qǐ 'ěr duǒ lái yòng xīn qīng tīng。
“ shénme māo？”
“ shì māo ní， bǎo bèi！ wǒ jìn lái yī huí jiā， wǎ xī kǎ jiù dūn zài wǒ shū fáng lǐ mǐ、 mǐ、 mǐ dì jiān jiào！ ér qiě hái qiāoqiāo dì shuō huà。 wǒ duì tā shuō： nǐ zěn me lā， wǎ xī kǎ？ kě shì tā yòu mǐ、 mǐ、 mǐ dì jiào liǎo qǐ lái！ suí hòu yòu hǎo xiàng zǒng zài qiāoqiāo dì shuō shí me。 wǒ jiù xiǎng： āi yā， wǒ de tiān lā！ mò fēi tā shì zài zǔ zhòu wǒ sǐ me？”
“ nín jīn tiān jìn shuō chǔn huà！ nín bù jué dé hài sào má？”
“ wú， méi guān xì， nǐ bié shēng qì， bǎo bèi。 wǒ fā xiàn wǒ sǐ liǎo nǐ huì gǎn dào bù gāo xīng de， nǐ bié shēng qì， wǒ bù guò zhè me shuō shuō 'ér yǐ。 nín gāi kuài diǎn tuō yī， bǎo bèi， kuài tǎng xià lái shuì jué， wǒ zài zhè 'ér zài zuò yī zuò， děng nǐ shuì xià zài shuì。”
“ kàn zài shàng dì de miàn shàng， gòu lā， yǐ hòu……”
“ hǎo， nǐ bié shēng qì， bié shēng qì！ zhǐ shì zhè lǐ hǎo xiàng què shí yòu lǎo shǔ。”
“ qiáo nín， yī huì 'ér māo， yī huì 'ér lǎo shǔ de！ wǒ zhēn bù zhī dào nín dào dǐ chū shénme máo bìng lā！”
“ wú， wǒ dǎo méi yòu shénme， wǒ yī diǎn…… ké！ wǒ shénme…… ké、 ké、 ké、 ké！ ā yā， wǒ de tiān lā！ ké！”
“ nín tīng zhe， nín zhè me dòng lái dòng qù， tā huì tīng jiàn de，” qīng nián rén qiāoqiāo dì shuō dào。
“ dàn shì， nín yào shì zhī dào wǒ de qíng kuàng jiù hǎo liǎo： wǒ de bí kǒng chū xuè lā！”
“ ràng tā liú chū lái， bié shuō huà。 nín děng yī děng， tā huì zǒu de。”
“ qīng nián rén， nín shèshēnchǔdì tì wǒ xiǎng xiǎng bā。 wǒ hái bù zhī dào wǒ shì tóng shénme rén tǎng zài yī qǐ ní！”
“ nán dào nín zhī dào jiù huì hǎo guò yī diǎn má？ wǒ jiù duì liǎo jiě nín de xìng míng bù gǎn xīng qù。 wèi， nín guì xìng yā？”
“ bù， wǒ de xìng gànmá yào gào sù nín…… wǒ guān xīn de zhǐ shì yòng shénme yàng de fāng shì jiě shì……”
“ shī…… tā yòu shuō huà liǎo。”
“ zhēn de， bǎo bèi， māo 'ér men yòu zài shuō qiāoqiāo huà lā。”
“ bù shì de， nà shì nín 'ěr duǒ lǐ de mián huā méi yòu sài hǎo。”
“ ā yā， zhēn shì mián huā méi sài hǎo de yuán gù！ nǐ zhī dào má， zhè lóu shàng…… ké…… ké！ lóu shàng ké…… ké， ké， ké！ děng děng。”
“ zài lóu shàng miàn！” qīng nián rén qiāoqiāo shuō dào，“ ā yā， jiàn guǐ！ wǒ hái yǐ wéi zhè shì zuì hòu yī céng ní， nán dào zhè shì 'èr lóu má？”
“ qīng nián rén，” yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí zhàn zhàn jīng jīng dì shuō dào，“ nín zài shuō shí me？ kàn zài shàng dì de miàn shàng， nín wèishénme duì zhè yòu xīng qù ní？ wǒ yě yǐ wéi zhè shì zuì hòu yī céng。 nán dào zhè 'ér hái yòu yī céng？……”
“ zhēn de shì yòu rén zài shuō huà，” lǎo tóu 'ér shuō wán， zhōng yú tíng zhǐ ké sòu liǎo。……”
“ shī！ nín tīng！” qīng nián rén qiāoqiāo dì shuō dào， shǐ jìn yā zhe yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí de liǎng shǒu。
“ xiān shēng， nín tài yòng lì yā zhe wǒ de liǎng shǒu liǎo， qǐng nín kuài diǎn sōng kāi！”
“ shī！……”
jiē xià qù jiù shì yīcháng xiǎo xiǎo de bó dǒu， hòu lái yòu chū xiàn liǎo chén mò。
“ wǒ jīn tiān pèng shàng liǎo yī gè piào liàng de……” lǎo tóu 'ér kāi shǐ shuō huà liǎo。
“ piào liàng de shénme？” qī zǐ dǎ duàn tā de huà。
“ shì zhè yàng de…… yǐ qián wǒ shuō guò wǒ zài lóu tī shàng pèng dào guò yī wèi piào liàng de tài tài， yě xǔ wǒ ràng tā guò qù liǎo？ nín zhī dào， wǒ de jì xìng huài dé hěn。 zhè gè jīn sī táo…… ké！”
“ shénme？”
“ yīnggāi hē jīn sī táo zhī， dōushuō hē liǎo hǎo…… ké， ké， ké！ huì hǎo xiē de！”
“ zhè shì nín dǎ duàn liǎo tā de huà，” qīng nián rén yòu bǎ yá chǐ yǎo dé gé gé fā xiǎng， shuō dào。
“ nǐ shuō guò jīn tiān nǐ pèng jiàn guò yī wèi shénme piào liàng de tài tài má？” qī zǐ wèn dào。
“ ā？”
“ nǐ pèng jiàn guò yī wèi piào liàng tài tài？”
“ shuí yā？”
“ shì nǐ má？”
“ wǒ？ shénme shí hòu！ duì liǎo！……”
“ dào dǐ xiǎng qǐ lái lā！ zhè gè mù nǎi yǐ！” qīng nián rén xīn zhōng 'àn 'àn dì cuī cù zhe jiàn wàng de lǎo tóu 'ér， qiāoqiāo dì shuō dào。
“ xiān shēng， wǒ xià dé fā dǒu lā！ wǒ de tiān nǎ！ wǒ tīng jiàn liǎo shénme yā？ zhè yǔ zuó tiān yī mó yī yàng， wán quán yǔ zuó tiān yī gè yàng！……”
“ shī。”
“ duì， duì， duì！ xiǎng qǐ lái liǎo， yī gè shí fēn jiǎo huá de nǚ piàn zǐ！ liǎng zhǐ zéi liù liù de yǎn jīng…… dài yī dǐng tiān lán sè de mào zǐ……”
“ tiān lán sè de mào zǐ！ āi yā yā！”
“ nà shì tā！ tā yòu yī dǐng tiān lán sè de mào zǐ， wǒ de tiān nǎ！” yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí jiào liǎo qǐ lái……
“ tā？ tā shì shénme rén？” qīng nián rén jǐn jǐn dì wò zhe yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí de liǎng shǒu， qiāoqiāo shuō dào。
“ shī！” zhè yī cì shì yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí shuō de， tā shuō：
“ āi yā， wǒ de tiān lā！ wǒ de tiān lā！”
“ wú， bù guò， shuí jiā méi yòu tiān lán sè de mào zǐ ní！…… wú！”
“ zhēn shì zhè me yī gè dà piàn zǐ！” lǎo tóu 'ér jì xù shuō xià qù，“ tā shì lái zhǎo shénme shú rén de， lǎo shì méi lái yǎn qù de。 ér nà gè shú rén yě yòu yī xiē shú rén lái zhǎo……”
“ pēi！ zhè yòu duō kū zào！” tài tài dǎ duàn tā de huà，“ nín shuō shuō， nín zěn me duì tā nà me gǎn xīng qù？”
“ wú， hǎo lā， suàn lā！ nǐ bié shēng qì！” xiǎo lǎo tóu lā cháng shēng yīn fǎn bó，“ hǎo， jì rán nǐ bù yuàn yì tīng， wǒ jiù bù jiǎng liǎo。 nǐ jīn tiān hǎo xiàng yòu diǎn xīn qíng bù jiā？……”
“ nín shì zěn me dào zhè lǐ lái de？” qīng nián rén kāi shǐ shuō huà liǎo。
“ nín kàn， nín kàn！ xiàn zài nín duì zhè gè gǎn xīng qù liǎo， kě gāng cái nín hái bù xiǎng tīng ní！”
“ wú， nín zhī dào， wǒ duì zhè gè fǎn zhèng shì wú suǒ wèi de。 nín bù shuō yě hǎo！ āi yā， zhēn jiàn guǐ， pèng shàng zhè yàng de dǎo méi shì！”
“ qīng nián rén， bié shēng qì！ wǒ bù zhī dào shuō shénme hǎo。 wǒ méi yòu shénme， wǒ zhǐ shì xiǎng shuō， nín cānyù zhè jiàn shì， dà gài bù wú dào lǐ…… dàn shì， nín dào dǐ shì shénme rén ní？ wǒ kàn nín shì gè mò shēng nán zǐ， dàn shì nín， yī gè mò shēng de nán zǐ， jiū jìng shì shénme rén ní？ tiān nǎ， wǒ zhēn bù zhī dào wǒ zài shuō shí me！”
“ wèi， qù nín de bā！” qīng nián rén dǎ duàn tā de huà， sì hū zài rèn zhēn sī kǎo shénme。
“ dàn shì， wǒ yào bǎ yī qiēdōu gào sù nín， shénme dū jiǎng gěi nín tīng。 nín yě xǔ huì xiǎng， wǒ bù huì gào sù nín， yīn wéi wǒ hèn nín。 bù！ zhè 'ér shì wǒ shēn chū de yī zhǐ shǒu！ wǒ zhǐ shì jīng shén jù sàng 'ér yǐ。 bù guò， kàn zài shàng dì de miàn shàng， qǐng nín cóng tóu zhì wěi bǎ yī qiēdōu shuō chū lái： nín zěn me lái dào zhè lǐ de？ wèile shénme？ zhì yú wǒ má， wǒ méi yòu shēng qì， zhēn de méi yòu shēng qì， zhè shì wǒ xiàng nín shēn chū de shǒu。 zhǐ shì zhè lǐ yòu huī， wǒ shǒu shàng zhān liǎo diǎn， bù guò， zhè duì biǎo dá chóng gāo de gǎn qíng， bìng wú fáng 'ài！”
“ āi， dài zhe nín de shǒu yī qǐ jiàn guǐ qù bā？ zhè 'ér fān shēn de dì fāng dōuméi yòu， nǐ hái shēn shénme shǒu ní！”
“ dàn shì， xiān shēng！ qǐng nín yǔn xǔ wǒ shuō yī jù， nín duì dài wǒ， hǎo xiàng duì dài yī gè jiù xié dǐ yī yàng，” yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí yòng jí qí kě lián de jué wàng shēng yīn shuō dào， nà shēng yīn jiǎn zhí jiù shì 'āi qiú。“ qǐng nín duì wǒ kè qì yī diǎn， nà pà shì shāo wēi kè qì yī diǎn yě hǎo。 wǒ huì bǎ quán bù qíng kuàng jiǎng gěi nín tīng de！ wǒ men yīnggāi xiāng hù yǒu hǎo， wǒ shèn zhì zhǔn bèi qǐng nín qù wǒ jiā chī fàn。 tǎn bái dì shuō， wǒ men zhè me yī qǐ tǎng zhe shí zài bù xíng。 nín huì mí shī fāng xiàng de， qīng nián rén！ nín bù zhī dào……”
“ tā dào dǐ shì shénme shí hòu pèng dào tā de ní？” qīng nián rén dū dū nóng nóng dì shuō dào， hěn míng xiǎn， tā jí dù jī dòng。“ tā yě xǔ xiàn zài hái zài děng wǒ！…… wǒ jiān jué yào cóng zhè lǐ zǒu chū qù！”
“ tā？ tā shì shuí？ wǒ de tiān nǎ！ nín zài shuō shuí yā， qīng nián rén？ nín yǐ wéi， lóu shàng nà lǐ…… wǒ de tiān nǎ！ wǒ de tiān nǎ！ wǒ wèishénme yào shòu dào zhè yàng de chéng fá ní？”
yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí shì zhe fān guò shēn lái， yǎng wò zhe， lù chū jué wàng de shén qíng。
“ nín gànmá yào zhī dào tā shì shuí ní？ ā， jiàn guǐ lā！ bù guǎn tā lái méi lái， fǎn zhèng wǒ yào pá chū qù！……”
“ xiān shēng！ nín zěn me lā？ nà wǒ ní， wǒ zěn me bàn？” yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí qiāoqiāo shuō dào。 tā yóu yú gǎn dào jué wàng 'ér pàn mìng zhuā zhù zì jǐ lín rén de yàn wěi fú。
“ wǒ zěn me bàn ní？ wú， nín yī gè rén liú xià lái má！ nín rú guǒ bù yuàn yì， nà wǒ jiù shuō nín shì wǒ shū shū， huī huò guāng liǎo zì jǐ de jiā chǎn， bù néng ràng lǎo tóu 'ér shuō wǒ shì tā qī zǐ de qíng fū。”
“ dàn shì， qīng nián rén， zhè shì bù kě néng de！ shuō wǒ shì nín shū shū， zhè hěn bù zì rán！ shuí yě bù huì xiāng xìn nín de huà！ lián sān suì xiǎo hái zǐ dōubù huì xiāng xìn！” yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí jué wàng dì qiāoqiāo shuō dào。
“ hǎo， nà nín jiù bié jī li wā lá luàn shuō huà， gěi wǒ 'ān 'ān jìng jìng dì tǎng zhe， yī dòng yě bù dòng。 jīn wǎn nín zài zhè lǐ guò yè， míng tiān zài xiǎng bàn fǎ pá chū qù。 shuí yě bù huì fā jué nín de。 jì rán wǒ yǐ jīng pá chū qù， kěn dìng bù huì yòu rén xiǎng dào zhè lǐ hái cáng zhe lìng yī gè rén de。 nán dào hái néng cáng yī dǎ rén bù chéng？！ bù guò， nín yī rén zú néng dǐ dé shàng yī dǎ。 nín bǎ shēn zǐ nuó yī nuó， wǒ hǎo chū qù！”
“ nín zài cháo xiào wǒ， qīng nián rén…… wàn yī wǒ yào ké sòu， zěn me bàn？ yī qiē dū dé yù jiàn dào cái xíng！”
“ shī！……”
“ zhè shì shénme？ hǎo xiàng wǒ yòu tīng dào lóu shàng yòu xiǎng dòng，” xiǎo lǎo tóu shuō dào， zhè shí tā hǎo xiàng yǐ jīng dǎ wán liǎo yī gè dǔn。
“ lóu shàng má？”
“ nín tīng， qīng nián rén， lóu shàng！”
“ wú， wǒ tīng zhe ní！”
“ wǒ de tiān nǎ！ qīng nián rén， wǒ yī dìng yào chū qù！”
“ wǒ kě bù chū qù！ wǒ fǎn zhèng wú suǒ wèi！ jì rán shì yǐ rú cǐ， yě jiù wú suǒ wèi liǎo！ nín zhī dào wǒ huái yí shénme má？ nín jiù shì yī gè shòu piàn de zhàng fū， jiù shì zhè me huí shì！……”
“ tiān nǎ， duō me hòu yán wú chǐ！…… nán dào shuō nín zhēn de huái yí zhè gè má？ wèishénme qià qià huái yí wǒ shì yī gè zhàng fū ní…… wǒ méi yòu jié guò hūn。”
“ zěn me méi jié hūn？ hú shuō！”
“ yě xǔ wǒ zì jǐ shì gè qíng fū ní！”
“ hǎo yī gè qíng fū！”
“ xiān shēng， xiān shēng！ wú， hǎo， wǒ bǎ yī qiē dū jiǎng gěi nín tīng。 qǐng nín lǐ jiě wǒ de jué wàng xīn qíng！ nà bù shì wǒ， wǒ méi yòu jié guò hūn。 wǒ xiàng nín yī yàng， shì gè dān shēn hàn。 nà shì wǒ de yī wèi péng yǒu， ér shí de huǒ bàn…… ér wǒ shì yī gè qíng fū…… tā cháng duì wǒ shuō：‘ wǒ shì yī gè dǎo méi de rén， wǒ zhèng zài shòu kǔ shòu nán， wǒ huái yí wǒ zì jǐ de qī zǐ。’ wǒ lǐ zhì dì duì tā shuō：‘ nǐ gànmá huái yí tā ní？’ nín méi yòu tīng wǒ jiǎng huà。 nín tīng tīng bā， qǐng nín hǎohǎo tīng zhe！‘ jì dù shì hěn kě xiào de，’ wǒ shuō，‘ jì dù shì zuì guò……’ tā shuō，‘ bù， wǒ shì gè bù xìng de rén， wǒ zhèng zài shòu kǔ…… yě jiù shì shuō wǒ zài huái yí tā。’ wǒ shuō，‘ nǐ shì wǒ de péng yī， shì wǒ 'ér shí de huǒ bàn， wǒ men yī qǐ cǎi zhāi guò huān kuài de huā duǒ， zài róng máo rù zǐ lǐ， gòng tóng xiǎng shòu guò huān lè。’ tiān lā， wǒ bù zhī dào wǒ zài shuō shí me。 nín lǎo shì xiào， qīng nián rén！ nín huì shǐ wǒ biàn chéng fēng zǐ de。”
“ nín xiàn zài jiù shì fēng zǐ！……”
“ shì zhè yàng！ duì， wǒ zǎo jiù liào dào nín huì zhè me shuō de…… liào dào nín huì shuō wǒ shì fēng zǐ de。 xiào bā， nín xiào bā， qīng nián rén！ wǒ dāng nián yě yòu guò zì jǐ de huī huáng shí dài， wǒ yě céng gòu yǐn guò nǚ rén。 ā yā！ wǒ de nǎo zǐ kuài fā shāo lā！”
“ bǎo bèi， zhè shì zěn me lā？ hǎo xiàng wǒ men zhè lǐ yòu rén zài dǎ pentì，” xiǎo lǎo tóu xiàng chàng gē shìde shuō dào，“ bǎo bèi， shì nín zài dǎ pentì， duì má？”
“ ā， wǒ de tiān lā！” tài tài shuō dào。
“ shī！” zhè shì chuáng dǐ xià chuán chū de shēng yīn。
“ dà gài shì lóu shàng yòu rén zài qiāo shénme dōng xī。” tài tài xià dé yào sǐ， jí máng shuō dào， yīn wéi chuáng dǐ xià què shí yǐ jīng xiǎng shēng hěn dà liǎo。
“ shì de， shì lóu shàng！” zhàng fū shuō dào，“ shì lóu shàng！ wǒ duì nǐ shuō guò， wǒ pèng jiàn guò yī gè， ké！ ké！ yī gè liú zhe xiǎo hú zǐ de， ké！ ké！ ā yā， wǒ de shàng dì！ wǒ de bèi！…… gāng cái wǒ pèng jiàn yī gè liú yòu xiǎo hú zǐ de！”
“ yòu hú zǐ！ wǒ de tiān lā， nà yī dìng shì nín！” yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí qiāoqiāo shuō dào。
“ wǒ de shàng dì！ nín zhè gè rén zhēn shì！ wǒ bù shì zài zhè lǐ， hé nín yī qǐ tǎng zài zhè 'ér má？！ tā zěn me néng pèng jiàn wǒ ní？ nín bié zhuā wǒ de liǎn！”
“ tiān nǎ， wǒ mǎ shàng jiù yào yùn guò qù liǎo。”
zhè shí lóu shàng què shí xiǎng qǐ liǎo cáo zá shēng。
“ nà lǐ yī dìng chū shénme shì liǎo！” qīng nián rén qiāoqiāo dì shuō dào。
“ xiān shēng， xiān shēng！ wǒ xià huài liǎo， wǒ xià dé yào mìng lā。 kuài bāng bāng wǒ yā！”
“ shī！”
“ bǎo bèi， què shí yòu xiǎng shēng， nào hōng hōng de， hái jiù zài nǐ de wò fáng shàng miàn ní。 yào bù yào pài rén qù kàn yī kàn ní……”
“ wú， bù！ nín xiā xiǎng xiē shénme yā！”
“ hǎo， wǒ bù shuō lā。 zhēn de， nǐ jīn tiān zěn me zhè me róng yì shēng qì！……”
“ ā， wǒ de tiān nǎ！ nín gāi huí fáng shuì jué lā！”
“ lì suō， nǐ gēn běn bù 'ài wǒ。”
“ ā yā， wǒ 'ài nǐ！ kàn zài shàng dì de miàn shàng， wǒ shí zài tài pí juàn lā。”
“ hǎo， hǎo！ wǒ jiù zǒu。”
“ āi yā， bù， bù！ nín bié zǒu！” qī zǐ hǎn liǎo qǐ lái，“ bù， nín hái shì zǒu bā， kuài zǒu bā！”
“ nǐ dào dǐ yào wǒ zǒu hái shì bù zǒu， yī huì 'ér shuō nín zǒu， yī huì 'ér yòu shuō nín bié zǒu！ ké！ ké！ wǒ zhēn de shuì jué qù lā…… ké， ké！ bā lā fěi dīng jiā de xiǎo gū niàn…… ké…… ké！ xiǎo gū niàn…… ké！ wǒ zài gū niàn nà lǐ jiàn guò yī gè niǔ lún bǎo de yáng wá wá， ké， ké……”
“ hǎo lā， xiàn zài yòu tán yáng wá wá liǎo！”
“ ké， ké！ yī zhǐ hěn hǎo de yáng wá wá， ké， ké！”
“ tā gào bié lā，” qīng nián rén shuō dào，“ tā yào shì zǒu liǎo， wǒ men mǎ shàng jiù zǒu。 nín tīng jiàn méi yòu？ nín gāo xīng bā！”
“ ò， yuàn shàng dì bǎo yòu！ shàng dì bǎo yòu！”
“ zhè shì gěi nín shàng de yī kè……”
“ qīng nián rén， gànmá shuō shàng kè ní？ wǒ duì cǐ yǐ jīng gǎn jué dào liǎo…… dàn shì nín hái hěn nián qīng， nín bù néng gěi wǒ shàng shí me kè。”
“ bù guò， wǒ hái shì yào shàng， nín tīng zhe……”
“ tiān lā！ wǒ yào dǎ pentì liǎo！……”
“ shī！ nín gǎn！”
“ dàn shì， wǒ zěn me bàn ní？ zhè lǐ yòu yī gǔ lǎo shǔ zǐ wèi， wǒ shòu bù liǎo lā， kàn zài shàng dì de miàn shàng， gěi wǒ cóng wǒ de kǒu dài lǐ tāo kuài shǒu pà lái， wǒ méi fǎ zǐ dòng dàn…… ā， tiān nǎ， tiān nǎ！ wèishénme zhè me chéng fá wǒ ní？”
“ gěi nín shǒu pà！ zhì yú nín wèishénme shòu chéng fá， wǒ mǎ shàng gào sù nín。 nín tài 'ài chī cù liǎo！ tiān zhī dào nín gēn jù shénme， xiàng fā fēng shìde， dào chù luàn páo， jū rán páo jìn bié rén jiā de zhù zhái， bǎ shì qíng gǎo dé luàn qī bā zāo……”
“ qīng nián rén， wǒ bìng méi yòu dǎo luàn yā。”
“ zhù zuǐ！
“ qīng nián rén， nín bù néng gěi wǒ shàng dào dé kè， wǒ bǐ nín gèng jiǎng dào dé。”
“ bì zuǐ！”
“ ā， wǒ de tiān nǎ！ wǒ de tiān nǎ！
“ nín zhì zào hùn luàn， nín xià hǔ yī wèi nián qīng de tài tài， yī wèi dǎn zǐ xiǎo de nǚ rén， tā xiàn zài xià dé bù zhī dào zěn me bàn hǎo。 hěn kě néng tā huì xià chū bìng lái。 nǐ rǎo dé yī wèi kě jìng de lǎo rén bù néng 'ān níng， ér tā zhèng wéi zhì chuāng suǒ kǔ， xū yào de shǒu xiān shì 'ān níng。 ér zhè yī qiēdōu shì yīn wèishénme ní？ yīn wéi nín hú sī luàn xiǎng， bìng qiě dài zhe zhè xiē háo wú gēn jù de xiǎng fǎ sì chù luàn zuàn， lián dà xiǎo hú tóng dū páo biàn liǎo！ nín míng bái má， nín míng bái má， nín xiàn zài de chǔjìng fēi cháng zāo gāo？ nín shì fǒu duì cǐ yòu suǒ gǎn jué ní？”
“ xiān shēng， hǎo！ wǒ gǎn jué dào liǎo， dàn shì， nín méi yòu quán lì……”
“ nín gěi wǒ bì zuǐ！ zhè lǐ hái tán shénme quán lì？ nín míng bái má， zhè shì de jié jú kě néng hěn bēi cǎn！ nín shì fǒu míng bái， yī gè hěn 'ài zì jǐ qī zǐ de lǎo tóu zǐ， kàn dào nín cóng tā de chuáng dǐ xià pá chū lái， shì kě néng fā fēng de ní！ bù guò， bù， nín méi yòu néng lì zhì zào zhè yàng de bēi jù！ wǒ dǎo shì rèn wéi， rú guǒ nín pá chū qù， rèn hé rén kàn dào dū huì hā hā dà xiào de。 wǒ dǎo shì xī wàng zài yíng huǒ chóng bān de dēng guāng xià jiàn dào nín， kěn dìng nín de múyàng shì huì shí fēn kě xiào de！”
“ nín ní？ zài zhè zhǒng qíng kuàng zhī xià， nín de múyàng yě huì shì hěn kě xiào de。 wǒ yě xī wàng kàn yī kàn nín de múyàng！”
“ nín gǎn！”
“ qīng nián rén， nín de shēn shàng yī dìng liú yòu dào dé bài huài de yìn jì！”
“ ā！ nín yào tán lùn dào dé！ nín zěn me zhī dào wǒ shì wèishénme dào zhè lǐ lái de？ wǒ zài zhè lǐ shì yī gè cuò wù， wǒ shàng cuò liǎo lóu céng。 guǐ zhī dào wèishénme fàng wǒ jìn lái liǎo！ kěn dìng tā zhēn de zài děng yī gè shénme rén（ dāng rán， bù shì děng nín）。 yī tīng dào nín chǔn bèn de jiǎo bù shēng， kàn dào tài tài xià dé yào sǐ de múyàng， wǒ jiù duǒ dào liǎo chuáng dǐ xià， jiā shàng dāng shí hēi qī qī de， wǒ zěn me xiàng nín biàn jiě ní？ xiān shēng， nín shì yī gè kě xiào de、 hàochī cù de lǎo tóu 'ér。 wǒ wèishénme bù chū qù ní？ yě xǔ nín yǐ wéi wǒ hài pà zǒu chū qù bā？ bù， xiān shēng， wǒ běn lái zǎo jiù yào chū qù de， zhǐ shì chū yú duì nín de tóng qíng cái zuò zài zhè lǐ。 wú， yào shì méi yòu wǒ， nín dāi zài zhè 'ér kào shuí ní？ nín huì xiàng mù dūn yī yàng zhàn lì zài tā men miàn qián， nín zhī dào nín bù huì lín jí yìng biàn……”
“ bù， wèishénme xiàng mù dūn ní？ wèishénme bǎ wǒ bǐ zuò zhè gè dōng xī？ nán dào nín bù néng ná bié de shénme dōng xī lái zuò bǐ má， qīng nián rén？ wèishénme wǒ bù huì lín jí yìng biàn？ bù， wǒ néng zhǎo dào duì fù de bàn fǎ de。”
“ ā， wǒ de tiān nǎ！ zhè tiáo xiǎo gǒu jiào dé duō lì hài yā！”
“ shī！ ā yā， zhēn de…… zhè shì yīn wéi nín lǎo zài xù xù dāo dāo， shuō guò bù tíng。 nín kàn jiàn liǎo bā， shì nín bǎ xiǎo gǒu jīng xǐng de。 wǒ men xiàn zài yào dǎo méi liǎo。”
què shí， nǚ zhù rén de yī tiáo xiǎo gǒu， běn lái yī zhí tǎng zài wū zǐ jiǎo luò lǐ de yī zhǐ zhěn tóu shàng shuì jué， tū rán bèi jīng xǐng liǎo。 tā xiù dào liǎo shēng rén de qì wèi， biàn wāng wāng dì jiào zhe páo dào liǎo chuáng dǐ xià。
“ ā， wǒ de tiān nǎ！ duō yú chǔn de xiǎo gǒu！” yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí qiāoqiāo dì shuō dào，“ tā yī dìng huì chū mài wǒ men de。 tā huì bǎ wǒ men bào lù chū lái de。 nín kàn， zhè yòu shì duì wǒ men de yī cì chéng fá！”
“ nín zhè me dǎn xiǎo， nà shì yī dìng huì shòu chéng fá de！”
“ ā mǐ， ā mǐ， dào zhè 'ér lái！” nǚ zhù rén jiào liǎo qǐ lái，“ ici， ici①！”
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① fǎ yǔ，“ dào zhè lǐ lái” de yì sī。
dàn shì， nà xiǎo gǒu bù tīng jiào huàn， duì zhe yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí wǎng chuáng dǐ xià pá。
“ bǎo bèi， wèishénme 'ā mǐ xī kǎ lǎo shì jiào gè bù tíng？” xiǎo lǎo tóu shuō huà liǎo，“ yī dìng shì nà lǐ yòu lǎo shǔ， yào bù jiù shì lǎo māo wǎ xī kǎ dūn zài nà lǐ。 suǒ yǐ wǒ tīng dào tā lǎo shì zài dǎ pentì…… wǎ xī kǎ jīn tiān bù shì gǎn mào liǎo má？”
“ lǎo lǎo shí shí tǎng zhe bié dòng！” qīng nián rén qiǎo shēng shuō dào，“ bié lǎo shì fān shēn！ tā huò xǔ jiù bù zài wǎng lǐ pá liǎo。”
“ xiān shēng， xiān shēng！ nín fàng kāi wǒ de liǎng shǒu！ wèishénme nín lǎo niē zhe bù fàng ní？”
“ shī！ bié chū shēng！”
“ nín kě lián kě lián wǒ bā， qīng nián rén！ tā yǎo wǒ de bí zǐ lā！ nín xī wàng wǒ diū diào bí zǐ má？”
jiē zhe jiù shì bó dǒu， hòu lái yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí chōu chū liǎo zì jǐ de shǒu。 xiǎo gǒu wāng wāng dì zhí jiào huàn。 tū rán， tā tíng zhǐ liǎo jiào shēng， jǐn jiē zhe fā chū yī shēng jiān háo。
“ āi yā！” tài tài hǎn jiào qǐ lái。
“ huài dōng xī！ nín zài gànshénme？” qīng nián rén qiāoqiāo dì shuō dào，“ nín xiǎng bǎ wǒ men liǎng gè rén yī qǐ hài sǐ má？ nín wèishénme qù zhuā tā？ wǒ de tiān nǎ， nǐ huì bǎ xiǎo gǒu qiā sǐ de！ bié qiā tā， fàng kāi tā！ húndàn！ nín bù zhī dào zuò liǎo zhè zhǒng shì yǐ hòu nà nǚ rén de xīn huì biàn chéng shénme yàng ní！ rú guǒ nín qiā sǐ liǎo tā de xiǎo gǒu， nà me tā yī dìng huì bǎ wǒ men liǎng gèdōu chū mài diào de。”
dàn shì， yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí yǐ jīng shénme yě tīng bù jiàn liǎo。 tā yǐ jīng zhuō zhù xiǎo gǒu， chū yú zì wèi， tā qiā zhù liǎo xiǎo gǒu de hóu lóng， xiǎo gǒu cǎn jiào yī shēng， jiù yān liǎo qì。
“ wǒ men zāo liǎo！” qīng nián rén qiāoqiāo shuō dào。
“ ā mǐ shí kǎ！ ā mǐ shí kǎ！” tài tài jiào qǐ lái liǎo。“ wǒ de tiān nǎ！ tā men bǎ wǒ de 'ā mǐ shí kǎ gǎo chéng shénme yàng zǐ lā！ ā mǐ shí kǎ！ ā mǐ shí kǎ！ ici（ kuài lái）！ qiáng dào！ yě mán de jiā huǒ！ tiān nǎ， wǒ yào sǐ lā！”
“ zěn me huí shì？ zěn me huí shì？” xiǎo lǎo tóu cóng wéi yǐ shàng tiào qǐ lái jiào dào，“ nín zěn me lā， wǒ de bǎo bèi！ ā mǐ shí kǎ zài zhè lǐ ní！ ā mǐ shí kǎ， ā mǐ shí kǎ， ā mǐ shí kǎ！” xiǎo lǎo tóu kuáng jiào zhe， tóng shí yòng shǒu zhǐ dǎzháo fěi zǐ， zā zhe zuǐ bā， xiǎng bǎ xiǎo gǒu cóng chuáng dǐ xià jiào chū lái。“ ā mǐ shí kǎ！ lái， zhè 'ér lái！ zǒng bù kě néng wǎ xī kǎ zài nà lǐ bǎ tā chī liǎo bā。 yīnggāi zòu wǎ xī kǎ yī xià， wǒ de péng yǒu！ tā zhè gè piàn zǐ yǐ jīng zhěng zhěng yī gè yuè méi 'áizòu liǎo。 nǐ kàn xíng me？ míng tiān wǒ qù hé pǔ lā sī kē wéi yà · zhā hā lǐ yé fū nà shāng liàng。 wǒ de tiān nǎ， wǒ de péng yǒu， nǐ chū shénme shì lā？ āi yā， nǐ de liǎn sè cǎn bái！ ā yā， lái rén nǎ！ lái rén nǎ！”
yú shì xiǎo lǎo tóu zài fáng lǐ páo liǎo qǐ lái。
“ huài dàn！ qiáng dào！” tài tài dà jiào zhe diē dào liǎo cháng shā fā shàng。
“ shuí？ shuí？ shì shénme rén？” lǎo tóu 'ér jiào hǎn zhe。
“ nà lǐ yòu rén， shì wài rén！…… zài nà lǐ， zài chuáng dǐ xià！ ā， wǒ de shàng dì！ ā mǐ shí kǎ， ā mǐ shí kǎ！ tā men bǎ nǐ zěn me yàng liǎo？……”
“ āi yā， wǒ de tiān lā， zhù yā！ zhè shì xiē shénme rén yā！ ā mǐ shí kǎ…… bù， lái rén nǎ， kuài lái rén nǎ！ shuí zài nà lǐ？” lǎo tóu 'ér jiào zhe， zhuā qǐ yī zhī zhú， wān zhe shēn zǐ cháo chuáng dǐ xià wàng qù。“ shì shénme rén？ lái rén nǎ， kuài lái rén nǎ！……”
yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí yào sǐ bù huó dì tǎng zài 'ā mǐ shí kǎ de shī tǐ bàng。 bù guò， qīng nián rén què zài bǔ zhuō xiǎo lǎo tóu de měi yī gè dòng zuò。 tū rán， lǎo tóu zǐ cóng lìng yī fāng， kào zhe qiáng wān lái liǎo。 jiù zài zhè yī zhǎ yǎn zhī jiān， qīng nián rén cóng chuáng dǐ xià pá chū lái， bá tuǐ jiù páo。 nà shí lǎo tóu zǐ zhèng zài shuāng rén chuáng de lìng yī biān xún zhǎo bù sù zhī kè。
“ tiān nǎ！” tài tài wàng zhe qīng nián rén qiāoqiāo shuō dào，“ nín dào dǐ shì shénme rén？ wǒ hái yǐ wéi……”
“ nà gè qiáng dào hái méi chū lái，” qīng nián rén qiāoqiāo shuō dào，“ tā shì nòng sǐ 'ā mǐ shí kǎ de zuì fàn！”
“ āi yā！” tài tài jīng jiào liǎo yī shēng。
dàn shì， qīng nián rén yǐ jīng cóng fáng lǐ xiāo shī liǎo。
“ āi yā！ zhè lǐ yòu rén。 zhè lǐ shì shuí de yī zhǐ xuē zǐ！” lǎo tóu zǐ zhuā zhù yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí de yī tiáo tuǐ dà shēng jiào liǎo qǐ lái。
“ xiōng shǒu！ xiōng shǒu！” tài tài lián lián jiào dào，“ ā， ā mǐ！ ā mǐ！”
“ kuài pá chū lái， kuài pá chū lái！” lǎo tóu 'ér yī biān jiào hǎn， yī biān yòng liǎng zhǐ jiǎo zài dì tǎn shàng luàn duǒ。“ kuài pá chū lái， nín dào dǐ shì shénme rén？ kuài shuō， nín shì shénme rén。 tiān lā！ yī gè duō me qí guài de rén nǎ！”
“ zhè shì yī pī qiáng dào！……”
“ kàn zài shàng dì de miàn shàng， kàn zài shàng dì de miàn shàng！” yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí yī biān wǎng wài pá， yī biān hǎn jiào。“ kàn zài shàng dì de miàn shàng， xiān shēng， bù yào hǎn rén！ xiān shēng， bù yào hǎn rén！ zhè wán quán shì duō yú de！ nín bù néng gǎn wǒ chū qù！…… wǒ bù shì nà zhǒng rén！ wǒ zì jǐ…… xiān shēng， zhè shì qíng shì yīcháng wù huì！ wǒ mǎ shàng xiàng nín jiě shì， xiān shēng，” yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí tòng kū liú tì dì shuō dào，“ zhè dū shì qī zǐ， jiù shì shuō bù shì wǒ de qī zǐ 'ér shì bié rén jiā de qī zǐ， wǒ méi yòu jié guò hūn， wǒ zhè me…… zhè shì wǒ de péng yǒu， ér shí de huǒ bàn……”
“ shénme 'ér shí de huǒ bàn！” lǎo tóu zǐ yī biān duǒ jiǎo yī biān jiào hǎn。“ nín shì xiǎo tōu， shì lái tōu dōng xī de…… bù shì 'ér shí de huǒ bàn……”
“ bù， bù shì xiǎo tōu， xiān shēng。 wǒ de què shì 'ér shí de huǒ bàn…… wǒ shì wú yì zhī jiān fàn xià de cuò wù， cóng lìng yī gè dà mén jìn lái de。”
“ duì， wǒ kàn jiàn liǎo， xiān shēng， wǒ kàn nín shì cóng nà gè dà mén pá chū lái de！”
“ xiān shēng， wǒ bù shì nà yàng de rén。 nín wù huì liǎo。 wǒ shuō nín shì wán quán wù huì liǎo， xiān shēng。 nín zǎi xì qiáo qiáo wǒ bā， hǎohǎo kàn yī kàn， nín huì cóng mǒu xiē tè zhēng hé biāo jì shàng kàn dào， wǒ bù kě néng shì xiǎo tōu。 xiān shēng！ dà rén xiān shēng！” yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí jiāo chā zhe liǎng shǒu jiào zhe， tóng shí zhuànxiàng nián qīng de tài tài。“ nín， tài tài， qǐng nín lǐ jiě wǒ…… ā mǐ shí kǎ shì wǒ qiā sǐ de…… bù guò， zuì zé bù zài wǒ shēn shàng， wǒ méi yòu zé rèn…… zé rèn dū dé yóu qī zǐ lái fù。 wǒ shì gè bù xìng de rén， wǒ zài hē kǔ jiǔ， huó shòu zuì！”
“ duì bù qǐ， nín chī kǔ shòu zuì， yǔ wǒ yòu shénme guān xì？ yě xǔ nín hái bù zhǐ chī yī cì kǔ tóu ní。 cóng nín de qíng kuàng lái kàn， zhè shì hěn xiǎn rán de。 dàn shì， nín dào dǐ shì zěn me jìn lái de， xiān shēng？” lǎo tóu zǐ dà shēng jiào dào， tā jī dòng dé hún shēn chàn dǒu， dàn cóng mǒu xiē tè zhēng hé biǎo xiàn lái kàn， tā yòu què shí xiāng xìn yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí bù kě néng shì xiǎo tōu。“ wǒ lái wèn nín， nín shì zěn me jìn dào zhè lǐ lái de？
nín xiàng qiáng dào yī yàng……”
“ wǒ bù shì qiáng dào， xiān shēng！ wǒ zhǐ shì cóng lìng yī gè dà mén jìn lái de， wǒ què què shí shí bù shì qiáng dào！ zhè yī qiēdōu shì wǒ 'ài chī cù zào chéng de。 wǒ bǎ shì qíng de quán gào sù nín， xiān shēng， tǎn tǎn bái bái dì jiǎng， xiàng jiǎng gěi zì jǐ de shēng shēn fù qīn yī yàng， yīn wéi nín nián jì zhè me dà， wǒ wán quán kě yǐ bǎ nín dàngchéng wǒ fù qīn。”
“ zěn me nián jì dà？”
“ xiān shēng！ wǒ mò fēi shāng hài liǎo nín？ què shí， zhè me nián qīng de tài tài…… hé nín de nián jì…… dà rén xiān shēng， kàn dào zhè yàng yī duì fū fù， zhēn jiào rén gāo xīng， zhēn jiào rén gǎn dào yú kuài…… zài zhè fēng huá zhèng mào， qīng chūn dǐng shèng de nián jì…… bù guò， qǐng nín bié jiào rén lái。…… kàn zài shàng dì de miàn shàng， bù yào jiào rén lái…… lái rén zhǐ huì fā xiào de…… wǒ liǎo jiě tā men…… yě jiù shì shuō。 wǒ bù yuàn yì gào sù tā men， wǒ hé yī xiē pú yì rèn shí， wǒ yě shì yòu pú cóng de， dà rén， ér qiě tā men lǎo shì cháo xiào…… chǔn lǘ！ dà rén…… wǒ dà gài méi yòu nòng cuò， wǒ shì zài yǔ yī wèi gōng jué tán huà bā……”
“ bù， wǒ bù shì gōng jué， xiān shēng， wǒ jiù shì wǒ。 qǐng nín bù bì yòng dà rén de chēng hū lái tǎo hǎo wǒ。 nín shì zěn me dào zhè lǐ lái de， xiān shēng？”
“ dà rén， xiān shēng…… qǐng yuán liàng， wǒ yǐ wéi nín shì dà rén， wǒ zǎi xì dǎ liàng guò…… wǒ rèn zhēn sī kǎo guò， zhè zhǒng shì shì lǚjiànbùxiǎn de。 nín hěn xiàng kē luó tè kē wū huò fū gōng jué， wǒ céng jīng zài wǒ de péng yǒu pǔ jí liè fū xiān shēng jiā yòu xìng jiàn guò de…… nín kàn， wǒ yě rèn shí yī xiē gōng jué， yě zài wǒ de shú rén jiā jiàn guò qí zhōng de yī wèi， nín bù néng bǎ wǒ kàn zuò shì nín suǒ xiǎng xiàng de nà zhǒng rén。 wǒ bù shì xiǎo tōu。 dà rén， nín qiān wàn bié jiào rén lái。 rú guǒ nín jiào rén lái， jiēguǒ huì zěn yàng ní？”
“ nín shì zěn me dào zhè lǐ lái de？” tài tài dà shēng shuō dào，“ nín dào dǐ shì shénme rén？”
“ duì， nín shì shénme rén？” lǎo tóu zǐ jiē zhe shuō dào，“ bǎo bèi， wǒ hái yǐ wèishì wǎ xī kǎ zài wǒ men chuáng dǐ xià dūn zhe dǎ pentì ní。 yuán lái què shì tā。 āi yā， nǐ zhè gè bù yào liǎn de jiā huǒ！…… nín dào dǐ shì shénme rén？ kuài shuō yā！”
yú shì xiǎo lǎo tóu yòu zài dì tǎn shàng kāi shǐ duǒ jiǎo liǎo。
“ wǒ bù néng shuō， dà rén！ wǒ zài děng nín bǎ huà shuō wán…… wǒ zài gōng tīng nín kāi qiào pí de wán xiào。 zhì yú shuō dào wǒ， nà kě shì yī duàn hǎo xiào de gù shì， dà rén！ wǒ quán jiǎng gěi nín tīng。 zhè kě néng bù yòng jiǎng， yě huì hěn qīng chǔ de。 yě jiù shì shuō， wǒ xiǎng gào sù nín， nín bù yòng jiào rén lái， dà rén！ nín duì wǒ de tài dù yào hǎo yī diǎn。 zhì yú wǒ dāi zài chuáng dǐ xià， nà dǎo méi yòu shénme…… wǒ bìng méi yòu yīn cǐ 'ér shī qù zì jǐ de zūn yán。 zhè shì yīcháng xǐ jù， dà rén！” yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí jiān jiào qǐ lái， tóng shí dài zhe 'āi qiú de shén qíng zhuànxiàng tài tài，“ tè bié shì nín， gé xià， yī dìng huì xiào huà de！ nǐ men jīng cháng jiàn guò wǔ tái shàng chī cù de zhàng fū。 nǐ men kàn， wǒ zài zì wǒ zuò jiàn， wǒ shì zì yuàn zuò jiàn zì jǐ de。 dāng rán， wǒ nòng sǐ liǎo 'ā mǐ shí kǎ， dàn shì…… wǒ de tiān nǎ， wǒ bù zhī dào wǒ zài shuō shí me liǎo！”
“ nín dào dǐ shì zěn me dào zhè lǐ lái de？”
“ lì yòng yè jiān de hēi 'àn， dà rén， lì yòng zhè zhǒng hēi 'àn…… wǒ cuò liǎo！ qǐng nǐ men yuán liàng wǒ， dà rén！ wǒ dī sān xià sì dì qǐng qiú kuān shù！ wǒ zhǐ shì yī gè shòu dào shāng hài de zhàng fū， jǐn cǐ 'ér yǐ！ nín bù yào yǐ wéi wǒ shì qíng rén、 jiān fū， dà rén！ wǒ bù shì qíng rén， bù shì jiān fū！ nín de fū rén shì fēi cháng cí shàn de， ràng wǒ dǒu dǎn shuō yī jù bā： tā shì qīng bái de、 wú gū de！”
“ shénme？ shénme？ nín gǎn shuō shénme yā？” lǎo tóu zǐ dà jiào qǐ lái， yòu kāi shǐ duǒ jiǎo liǎo。“ nín fā fēng liǎo hái shì zěn me de？ nín zěn me gǎn shuō wǒ qī zǐ？”
“ zhè gè huài dàn， shā sǐ 'ā mǐ shí kǎ de xiōng shǒu！” tài tài yǎn lèi wāng wāng dì jiào dào。“ tā hái dǎn gǎn shuō zhè yàng de huà！”
“ dà rén， dà rén！ wǒ zhǐ shì hú shuō bā dào，” gān gà de yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí dà shēng shuō dào，“ wǒ zhǐ shì hú shuō bā dào， bié wú tā yì！ nǐ men jiù dāng wǒ shén jīng bù zhèng cháng bā…… kàn zài shàng dì de miàn shàng， nǐ men jiù dāng wǒ shén jīng bù zhèng cháng bā…… wǒ yòng wǒ de míng yù xiàng nín fā shì： nǐ men gěi liǎo wǒ tè bié dà de miàn zǐ。 wǒ běn gāi xiàng nǐ men shēn shǒu， dàn shì wǒ bù gǎn bǎ tā shēn chū lái……， wǒ bù shì yī gè rén， wǒ shì shū shū…… yě jiù shì shuō， wǒ xiǎng shuō bù néng bǎ wǒ dàngchéng qíng fū…… tiān nǎ！ wǒ yòu hú shuō bā dào liǎo…… nín bié shēng qì， dà rén，” yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí duì zhe fū rén dà shēng jiào dào。“ nín shì nǚ rén， nín dǒng dé shénme shì 'ài qíng， nà shì yī zhǒng hěn xì nì de gǎn qíng！…… wǒ shuō shénme lā！ wǒ yòu hú shuō bā dào liǎo！ yě jiù shì wǒ xiǎng shuō， wǒ shì yī gè lǎo rén， ò， bù shì lǎo tóu zǐ 'ér shì yī gè shàng liǎo nián jì de rén， wǒ bù kě néng chéng wéi nín de qíng fū， qíng fū shì lǐ chá xùn①， yě jiù shì luò wéi lā sī nà yàng de sè guǐ…… wǒ hú shuō bā dào liǎo。 dàn shì， nín kě yǐ kàn dào， dà rén， wǒ shì yī wèi yòu xué wèn de rén， wǒ shú xī wén xué。 nín xiào bā， dà rén！ wǒ gāo xīng， wǒ gǎn dào gāo xīng de shì wǒ yǐn qǐ liǎo nín men de xiào shēng， dà rén！ ā， wǒ néng yǐn qǐ nǐ men fā xiào yòu duō gāo xīng 'ā！”
“ wǒ de tiān nǎ！ yī gè duō kě xiào de rén nǎ！” tài tài rǎng dào。 tā hā hā dà xiào， jīhū xiào pò liǎo dù pí。
“ duì， shì hěn kě xiào， ér qiě shēn shàng zhān liǎo duō shǎo huī chén 'ā，” lǎo tóu zǐ yě shuō qǐ lái liǎo， qī zǐ fā xiào， tā hěn gāo xīng。“ bǎo bèi， tā bù kě néng shì zéi。 dàn shì tā zěn me jìn lái de ní？”
“ què shí hěn qí guài， díquè hěn qí guài， dà rén！ jiǎn zhí xiàng yī bù chuán qí xiǎo shuō！ zěn me bù ní？ zài wàn lái jù jìng de sān gèng bàn yè lǐ， zài jīng chéng shǒu dū， yī gè rén jū rán cáng dào chuáng jiǎo dǐ xià！ shí zài kě xiào， díquè qí guài！ jiǎn zhí shì lǐ nà 'ěr duō · lǐ nà 'ěr dì ní② zài shì！ bù guò， zhè méi yòu shénme guān xì， zhè yī qiēdōu méi yòu shénme guān xì， dà rén！ wǒ bǎ yī qiē qíng kuàng dū jiǎng gěi nín tīng…… ér qiě， dà rén， wǒ huì hái nín yī tiáo xīn de hǎbā gǒu…… yī zhǐ liǎo bù qǐ de hǎbā gǒu！ nà gè máo 'ā， lǎo cháng lǎo cháng de， sì tiáo xiǎo tuǐ yòu tè bié de duǎn xiǎo， liǎng sān bù lù dōubù huì zǒu， yī páo qǐ lái， jiù huì bèi zì jǐ de máo chán zhù， mǎ shàng jiù huì bàn dǎo。 zhǐ yào gěi tā wèi diǎn táng jiù xíng。 wǒ yī dìng gěi nín sòng lái， dà rén， wǒ yī dìng bǎ tā sòng lái！”
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① lǐ chá xùn（ yī liù héng yī qī liù yī）， yīng guó zuò jiā。 tā zài xiǎo shuō《 kè lāi lì suō · hā lóu》 zhōng bǎ nán zhù rén gōng luò wéi lā sī kè huà chéng yī míng sè guǐ， shǐ luò wéi lā sī chéng liǎo sè guǐ de dài míng cí。
② lǐ nà 'ěr duō · lǐ nà 'ěr dì ní shì dé guó zuò jiā wǔ 'ěr bǐ wū sī（ yī qī liù 'èr héng héng yī bā 'èr qī） tóng míng xiǎo shuō de zhù rén gōng。 cǐ shū yī bā èr héng héng yī bā sì nián yì chéng 'é yǔ， liú chuán hěn guǎng。
“ hā、 hā、 hā、 hā、 hā！” tài tài zuò zài shā fā shàng xiàode zuǒ yáo yòu bǎi。
“ wǒ de tiān nǎ！ wǒ yào fā xiē sī dǐ lǐ lā！ ā yā， zhēn shì hǎo xiào！”
“ duì， duì！ hā、 hā、 hā！ ké、 ké、 ké！ kě xiào， hái nà me zàng， ké、 ké、 ké！”
“ dà rén， dà rén， wǒ xiàn zài fēi cháng xìng fú！ wǒ běn gāi xiàng nín shēn chū wǒ de shǒu lái， dàn shì， wǒ bù gǎn， dà rén！ wǒ jué dé wǒ mí shī liǎo fāng xiàng， dàn shì， xiàn zài wǒ zhēng kāi liǎo yǎn jīng。 wǒ xiāng xìn， wǒ de qī zǐ yě shì qīng bái wú gū de！ wǒ bù gāi duì tā huái yí……”
“ qī zǐ， tā de qī zǐ！” tài tài dà shēng rǎng dào， xiàode liú chū liǎo yǎn lèi。
“ tā yòu qī zǐ， zhēn de má？ wǒ kě zěn me yě xiǎng bù dào ní！” lǎo tóu 'ér jiē zhe shuō dào。
“ dà rén， shì wǒ qī zǐ， zhè shì qíng quán dé guài tā， yě kě yǐ shuō shì wǒ de zé rèn。 wǒ yí xīn tā yòu wài yù。 wǒ zhī dào tā men zài zhè lǐ yōu huì， jiù zài zhè lóu shàng。 wǒ céng jīng jié huò guò yī zhāng zì tiáo， dàn shì cuò jì liǎo yī gè lóu céng， yú shì jiù tǎng zài chuáng dǐ xià liǎo……”
“ hēi、 hēi、 hēi、 hēi！”
“ hā、 hā、 hā、 hā！”
“ hā、 hā、 hā、 hā！” yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí zuì hòu yě xiào qǐ lái liǎo。“ ā， wǒ duō me xìng fú 'ā！ kàn dào wǒ men dà jiā zhè me hé xié、 zhè me xìng fú jiào rén duō gāo xīng 'ā！ wǒ qī zǐ yě shì wán quán wú gū de！ duì cǐ wǒ jīhū yǐ jīng wán quán xiāng xìn liǎo。 bù shì yī dìng huì rú cǐ má， dà rén？”
“ hā、 hā、 hā！ ké、 ké！ bǎo bèi， nǐ zhī dào， zhè shì shuí má？” lǎo tóu 'ér zhōng yú tíng zhǐ dà xiào， kāi kǒu shuō liǎo qǐ lái。
“ shuí ní？ hā、 hā、 hā！ shì shuí？”
“ jiù shì nà gè cháng dé piào piào liàng liàng， tóng yī gè méi lái yǎn qù de nà yī wèi。 jiù shì tā！ wǒ gǎn dǎ dǔ， nà shì tā de qī zǐ！”
“ bù， dà rén， wǒ shēn xìn， nà gè nǚ rén bù shì tā！ wǒ wán quán xiāng xìn。”
“ wǒ de tiān nǎ！ nín yào zhuā jǐn shí jiān，” tài tài tíng zhǐ hā hā dà xiào， gāo shēng rǎng jiào。“ nín kuài páo， shàng lóu qù！ huò xǔ， nín zhèng hǎo kě yǐ zhuàng jiàn tā men ní……”
“ zhēn de， wǒ dé fēi zhe qù， dà rén。 bù guò， wǒ bù huì pèng shàng rèn hé rén， dà rén。 nà bù shì tā， wǒ zǎo yǐ shēn xìn bù yí liǎo。 tā xiàn zài zài jiā lǐ！ ér zài zhè lǐ de shì wǒ！ wǒ zhǐ shì 'ài chī cù 'ér yǐ， bié wú tā yì…… nín yǐ wéi wǒ dào nà lǐ yī dìng huì pèng shàng tā men má， dà rén？”
“ hā、 hā、 hā！”
“ xī、 xī、 xī！ ké、 ké！”
“ nín kuài qù bā， kuài qù bā， huí lái shí， zài lái jiǎng gěi wǒ men tīng bā，“ tài tài rǎng dào，“ yào bù bié lái liǎo， zuì hǎo míng tiān zǎo shàng lái， bǎ tā yě dài lái， wǒ xiǎng hé tā rèn shí rèn shí。”
“ zài jiàn bā， dà rén， zài jiàn！ wǒ yī dìng dài tā lái， wǒ hěn gāo xīng rèn shí nǐ men。 yī qiē jié shù dé zhè me chū rén yì wài， ér qiě jié jú zhè me hǎo， zhēn ràng wǒ gǎn dào xìng fú yǔ gāo xīng！”
“ hǎbā gǒu yě dài lái！ nín qiān wàn bié wàng liǎo， shǒu xiān yào bǎ hǎbā gǒu dài lái。”
“ wǒ huì dài lái de， dà rén， wǒ yī dìng huì dài lái de！” yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí jiē zhe shuō dào， tā yòu páo jìn fáng jiān， yīn wéi tā běn lái yǐ jīng gōng shēn dào bié， zǒu chū qù liǎo de。“ wǒ yī dìng dài lái。 nà tiáo gǒu cháng dé duō piào liàng 'ā！ hǎo xiàng shì táng guǒ diǎn xīn gāo diǎn shī yòng bái táng zhì chéng de。 nà múyàng shì zhè yàng de： yī zǒu lù jiù bèi zì jǐ de máo fā chán zhù、 bàn dǎo。 zhēn shì zhè yàng de！ wǒ hái duì qī zǐ shuō guò：‘ zěn me， bǎo bèi， tā lǎo shì diē dǎo má？’ tā shuō：‘ shì yā， duō kě 'ài yā！’ dà rén， tā shì yòng táng zuò chéng de， què shí shì yòng táng zuò de！ zài jiàn lā， dà rén， fēi cháng、 fēi cháng gāo xīng rèn shí nǐ men， fēi cháng、 fēi cháng gāo xīng！”
yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí lián lián jū gōng， rán hòu zǒu liǎo chū qù。
“ wèi， nín yā！ xiān shēng！ qǐng děng yī děng， zài huí lái yī cì bā！” xiǎo lǎo tóu wàng zhe lí qù de yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí de bèi yǐng jiào hǎn。
yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí dì sān cì zhuǎn shēn huí lái。
“ gōng māo wǎ xī kǎ wǒ lǎo shì zhǎo bù dào。 nín dāi zài chuáng dǐ xià shí yòu méi yòu jiàn guò tā ní？”
“ bù， wǒ méi pèng jiàn guò， dà rén！ bù guò， wǒ hěn gāo xīng rèn shí nín。 wǒ rèn wéi zhè shì wǒ mò dà de róng xìng……”
“ tā xiàn zài zhèng zài huàn gǎn mào， lǎo shì dǎ pentì， bù tíng dì dǎ pentì！ yīnggāi zòu tā yī dùn hěn de！”
“ duì， dà rén， zhè shì lǐ suǒ dāng rán de shì， duì yú jiā chù， gǎi zhèng cuò wù de chéng fá shì jué duì bù kě quē shǎo de。”
“ shénme？”
“ wǒ shuō， yǐ gǎi zhèng cuò wù wéi mùdì chéng fá， dà rén， duì yú xùn fú jiā chù lái shuō shì bì bù kě shǎo de。”
“ ā！…… hǎo， qù bā， qù bā， wǒ zhǐ tán zhè yī jiàn shì。”
zǒu dào wài miàn yǐ hòu， yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí zhàn liǎo hǎo jiǔ， hǎo xiàng tā zài děng dài tā mǎ shàng jiù huì zhòngfēng shìde。 tā qǔ xià mào zǐ， cā gān 'é tóu shàng de hàn shuǐ， mī féng qǐ yǎn jīng， xiǎng liǎo xiǎng shénme， rán hòu huí jiā qù liǎo。
yī dào jiā， tā dǎ tīng dào gé lā fěi lā · bǐ dé luó fū nà yǐ jīng cóng jù yuàn huí lái， ér qiě zǎo jiù yá chǐ tòng liǎo qǐ lái， yú shì pài rén qǐng yī shēng， mǎi zhì yá tòng de shuǐ zhì， tā xiàn zài zhèng tǎng zài chuáng shàng， děng dài yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí huí jiā。 dāng shí tā nà zhǒng jīng yà de shén tài， jiǎn zhí nán yǐ xíng róng！
yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí xiān shì pāi liǎo yī xià zì jǐ de qián 'é， rán hòu fēn fù xià rén gěi tā dàoshuǐ xǐ liǎn、 cā shēn， zuì hòu cái xià jué xīn jìn qī zǐ de wò shì。
“ nín zhè duàn shí jiān shì zài nǎ lǐ xiāo mó de？ nín kàn kàn， nín xiàng shénme rén lā！ nín de liǎn sè hǎo nán kàn！ nín dào dǐ dào nǎ lǐ qù liǎo？ xiān shēng， nín shuō shuō kàn， qī zǐ dū kuài sǐ liǎo， kě shì quán chéng dū zhǎo bù dào nín！ nín zài nǎ lǐ？ mò fēi yòu shì qù zhuō wǒ liǎo， xiǎng dǎ duàn wǒ gēn běn bù zhī dào gēn shuí dìng de yuē huì má？ zhēn jiào rén hài sào 'ā， xiān shēng！ nín shì shénme zhàng fū！ hěn kuài jiù huì yòu rén yòng shǒu zhǐ lù nín de jǐ liáng gǔ de！”
“ bǎo bèi！” yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí shuō liǎo zhè yī jù zuò wéi huí dá。
dàn shì zhè shí tā gǎn dào hěn bù hǎo yì sī， bù dé bù shēn shǒu qù kǒu dài lǐ zhǎo shǒu pà bìng bǎ gāng gāng kāi shǐ de tán huà dǎ duàn， yīn wéi tā jì zhǎo bù dào qiàdàng de yǔ yán， yě méi yòu zú gòu de yǒng qì hé sī xiǎng zhǔn bèi lái jì xù bǎ huà shuō wán…… dāng 'ā mǐ shí kǎ de shī tǐ hé shǒu pà yī qǐ cóng kǒu dài lǐ tuō chū lái de shí hòu， tā yòu duō me chī jīng、 dān xīn hé hài pà 'ā！ yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí méi yòu fā jué， zài gǎn dào jué wàng de chōng dòng xià， tā cóng chuáng jiǎo dǐ xià pá chū lái， zài mò míng qí miào de kǒng jù zhī zhōng， bǎ 'ā mǐ shí kǎ sài jìn liǎo kǒu dài nèi， xī wàng yīn cǐ 'ér xiāo miè zì jǐ de fàn zuì hén jì， yǐn cáng fàn zuì de zhèng jù， cóng 'ér táo bì yìng dé de chéng fá。
“ zhè shì shénme？” tài tài rǎng jiào qǐ lái，“ yī tiáo sǐ gǒu！ tiān nǎ！ cóng nǎ lǐ…… nín zhè shì gànshénme？…… nín dào nǎ lǐ qù liǎo？ kuài shuō， nín gāng cái dào nǎ lǐ qù liǎo？……”
“ bǎo bèi！” yī fán · ān dé liè yé wéi qí huí dá dào。 tā de yàng zǐ kàn qǐ lái bǐ 'ā mǐ shí kǎ gèng xiàng sǐ zhě。“ bǎo bèi yā……”
wǒ men jiāng bǎ wǒ men de zhù rén gōng liú xià， liú dào xià yī cì zài shuō， yīn wéi yī gè fēi cháng tè bié de、 xīn de jīng xiǎn gù shì jí jiāng zài zhè lǐ kāi shǐ。 zhū wèi xiān shēng， suǒ yòu zhè xiē zāinàn hé mìng zhōng zhù dìng de zhé mó gù shì， wǒ men jiāng lái shì yī dìng yào jiǎng wán de。 dàn shì， nǐ men dà jiā yī dìng huì tóng yì： jí dù shì yī zhǒng bù kě yuán liàng de， bù jǐn rú cǐ， tā shèn zhì jiù shì bù xìng！……
lǎo kǎ lā mǎ zuǒ fū tān lán hàosè， dú zhàn qī zǐ liú gěi 'ér zǐ men de yí chǎn， bìng yǔ zhǎngzǐ dé mǐ tè lǐ wéi yī gè fēng liú nǚ zǐ zhēng fēng chī cù。 yī tiān hēi yè， dé mǐ tè lǐ yí xīn zì jǐ de qíng rén qù gēn lǎo tóu 'ér yōu huì， biàn chuǎng rù jiā yuán， yī nù zhī xià， chàdiǎn bǎ lǎo tóu 'ér zá sǐ。 tā cāng huáng táo lí hòu， duǒ zài 'àn zhōng zhuāng bìng de lǎo kǎ lā mǎ zuǒ fū de sī shēng zǐ sī miē 'ěr jiā kē fū qiǎo rán shā sǐ lǎo yé， zào chéng liǎo yī zhuāng zhèn jīng quán 'é de pū shuò mí lí de xuè 'àn， cóng 'ér yǐn fā yī lián chuàn jīng xīn dòng bó de shì jiàn。 zuò pǐn zhǎn shì liǎo cuò zōng fù zá de shè huì、 jiā tíng máo dùn hé rén xìng bēi jù， tǐ xiàn liǎo zuò jiā yī shēng de zuì gāo yì shù chéng jiù。
The Brothers Karamazov is a passionate philosophical novel that explores deep into the ethical debates of God, free will, and morality. It is a spiritual drama of moral struggles concerning faith, doubt, reason, and modern Russia. Dostoyevsky composed much of the novel in Staraya Russa, which is also the main setting of the novel. Since its publication, it has been acclaimed all over the world by thinkers as diverse as Sigmund Freud, Albert Einstein,, Ludwig Wittgenstein, Martin Heidegger, and Pope Benedict XVI as one of the supreme achievements in literature.
Context and background
Dostoyevsky's notes for Chapter 5 of The Brothers Karamazov
Dostoyevsky began his first notes for The Brothers Karamazov in April 1878. Several influences can be gleaned from the very early stages of the novel's genesis. The first involved the profound effect the Russian philosopher and thinker Nikolai Fyodorovich Fyodorov had on Dostoevsky at this time of his life. Fyodorov advocated a Christianity in which human redemption and resurrection could occur on earth through sons redeeming the sins of their fathers to create human unity through a universal family. The tragedy of patricide in this novel becomes much more poignant as a result because it is a complete inversion of this ideology. The brothers in the story do not resurrect their father but instead are complicit in his murder, which in itself represents complete human disunity for Dostoyevsky.
Though religion and philosophy profoundly influenced Dostoyevsky in his life and in The Brothers Karamazov, a much more personal tragedy altered the course of this work. In May 1878, Dostoyevsky's novel was interrupted by the death of his three-year-old son Alyosha. As tragic as this would be under any circumstances, Alyosha's death was especially devastating for Dostoyevsky because the child died of epilepsy, a condition he inherited from his father. The novelist's grief for his young son is readily apparent throughout the book; Dostoyevsky made Alyosha the name of the stated hero of the novel, as well as imbuing him with all of the qualities he himself most admired and sought after. This heartbreak also appears in the novel as the story of Captain Snegiryov and his young son Ilyusha.
A very personal experience also influenced Dostoevsky's choice for a patricide to dominate the external action of the novel. In the 1850s, while serving his katorga (forced labor) sentence in Siberia for circulating politically subversive texts, Dostoevsky encountered the young man Ilyinsky who had been convicted of killing his father to acquire an inheritance. Nearly ten years after this encounter Dostoevsky learned that Ilyinsky had been falsely convicted and later exonerated when the actual murderer confessed to the crime. The effect of this encounter on the author is readily apparent in the novel, as it serves as much of the driving force for the plot. Many of the physical and emotional characteristics of the character Dmitri Karamazov are closely paralleled to those of Ilyinsky.
Structure
Although it was written in the 19th century, The Brothers Karamazov displays a number of modern elements. Dostoevsky composed the book with a variety of literary techniques that led many of his critics to characterize his work as "slipshod". The most pertinent example that comes across to the reader is the omniscient narrator. Though he is privy to many of the thoughts and feelings of the protagonists, he is a self-proclaimed writer, and characterizes his own mannerisms so often throughout the novel that he becomes a character himself. Through his descriptions the narrator's voice merges imperceptibly into the tone of the people he is describing. Thus, there is no voice of authority in the story (see Mikhail Bakhtin "Problems of Dostoyevsky’s Art: Polyphony and Unfinalizability" for more on the relationship between Dostoevsky and his characters). This technique enhances the theme of truth, making the tale itself completely subjective.
Speech is another technique that Dostoevsky employs uniquely in this work. Every character has a unique manner of speaking which expresses much of the inner personality of each person. For example, the attorney Fetyukovich is characterized by malapropisms (e.g. 'robbed' for 'stolen', and at one point declares five possible suspects in the murder 'irresponsible' rather than innocent). Several plot digressions provide insight into other, apparently minor characters. For example, the narrative in Book Six is almost entirely devoted to the story of Zosima's biography, which in itself contains a confession from a man Zosima met many years before who seems to have nothing at all to do with the events chronicled in the main plot.
Translation
Pevear & Volokhonsky translation of The Brothers Karamazov
The diverse array of literary techniques and distinct voices in the novel makes its translation particularly difficult. The Brothers Karamazov has been translated from the original Russian into a number of languages. In English, the translation by Constance Garnett probably continues to be the most widely read. However, some have criticized Garnett for taking too much liberty with Dostoevsky's text while translating the novel in a Victorian manner.[who?] A case in point is that in Garnett's translation the lower class characters speak in Cockney English. Another popular translation is the one made by Julius Katzer, published by Progress Publishers in 1981 and later re-printed by Raduga Publishers Moscow.
In 1958, Manuel Komroff released a translation of the novel, published by The New American Library of World Literature, Inc. In 1976, Ralph Matlaw made a thorough revision of Garnett's work the basis of his Norton Critical Edition volume, which became the basis for Victor Terras' influential A Karamazov Companion. In 1990 Richard Pevear and Larissa Volokhonsky released a new translation which won a PEN/Book-of-the-Month Club Translation Prize in 1991 and garnered positive reviews from The New York Times Book Review and the Dostoevsky scholar Joseph Frank, who praised it for being the most faithful to Dostoevsky's original Russian. The translation by Andrew R. MacAndrew is also highly regarded .
Major characters
Fyodor Pavlovich Karamazov
The father, Fyodor Pavlovich, is a 55-year-old "sponger" and buffoon who had sired three sons during the course of his two marriages. He is also rumored to have fathered an illegitimate son, Pavel Smerdyakov whom he employed as his servant. Fyodor took no interest in any of his sons. As a result, they were all raised apart from each other and their father. The murder of Fyodor and the ensuing implication of his oldest son provides much of the plot in the novel.
Dmitri Fyodorovich Karamazov
Dmitri (Mitya, Mitka, Mitenka, Mitri) is 28 years old, Fyodor's eldest son and the only offspring of his first marriage. Dmitri is a sensualist much like his father, and the two men's personalities often clash. Dmitri spends large amounts of money on debauchery-filled nights with plenty of champagne, women, and whatever entertainment and stimulation money can buy, soon exhausting any source of cash he comes across. This leads to further conflict with his father, who he believes is withholding his rightful inheritance, and his lack of money will cast suspicion upon him in the murder investigation. He finally comes to the brink of murdering his father when they begin fighting over the same woman, Grushenka. He is close to Alyosha, referring to him as his "cherub".
Ivan Fyodorovich Karamazov
Variously called Vanya, Vanka, and Vanechka, Ivan is the middle son and first by Fyodor's second marriage. He is a 24-year-old fervent rationalist, disturbed especially by the apparently senseless suffering in the world, depicted as intelligent to the point of giftedness. As he says to Alyosha in the chapter "Rebellion" (Bk. 5, Ch. 4), "It's not God that I don't accept, Alyosha, only I most respectfully return him the ticket."
From an early age, Ivan is sullen and isolated from everyone around him. He carries a hatred for his father that is not openly expressed but which leads to his own moral guilt over Fyodor's murder and contributes to his later mental illness. His father tells Alyosha that he feared Ivan more than Dmitri. Some of the most memorable and acclaimed passages of the novel involve Ivan, including the chapter "Rebellion," his "poem" "The Grand Inquisitor" immediately following, and his nightmare of the devil (Bk. 11, Ch. 9).
After the murder of Fyodor Pavlovich, Ivan becomes convinced, partly due to the influence of Smerdyakov, that he was responsible for his father's death. By the end of the book, Ivan has become mentally unstable. However, some passages in the book imply that he later recovers.
Aleksey Fyodorovich Karamazov
Main article: Alyosha Karamazov
Variously referred to as Alyosha, Alyoshka, Alyoshenka, Alyoshechka, Alexeichik, Lyosha, and Lyoshenka, Aleksey is the youngest of the Karamazov brothers at 20 years of age. He is proclaimed as the hero of the novel by the narrator in the opening chapter (as well as the author in his preface) and is described as immensely likable and ungrudged.
At the outset of the events chronicled in the story Alyosha is a novice in the local monastery. In this way Alyosha's beliefs act as a counterbalance to his brother Ivan's atheism. He is sent out into the world by his Elder and subsequently becomes embroiled in the sordid details of his family's dysfunction. Alyosha is also involved in a secondary plotline in which he befriends a group of school boys whose fate adds a hopeful message to the conclusion of an otherwise tragic novel. Alyosha's place in the novel is usually that of a messenger or witness to the actions of his brothers and others. He is very close to Dmitri.
Pavel Fyodorovich Smerdyakov
Smerdyakov was born of "Stinking Lizaveta", a mute woman of the street, from which his name came—"Son of the 'reeking one'". He is widely rumored to be the illegitimate son of Fyodor Karamazov. When the novel begins, Smerdyakov is Fyodor's lackey and cook. He is morose and sullen, and, like Dostoevsky himself, epileptic. As a child he would collect stray cats so he could hang and later bury them. Smerdyakov is aloof with most people but holds a special admiration for Ivan and shares his atheistic ideology. He later confesses to Ivan that he, and not Dmitri, was the murderer of Fyodor and claims to have acted with Ivan's blessing. However, Dmitri's defense attorney pointed out that in speaking with Smerdyakov, he found him to be "falsely naive" and able to tell people what they want to hear in order to subtly foist ideas on them.
Agrafena Alexandrovna Svetlova
Variously called Grushenka, Grusha, and Grushka, Agrafena Alexandrovna, a beautiful 22-year-old, is the local Jezebel and has an uncanny charm among men. She was jilted by a Polish officer in her youth and came under the protection of a tyrannical miser. Grushenka inspires complete admiration and lust in both Fyodor and Dmitri Karamazov. Their rivalry for her affection is one of the most damaging circumstances that leads to Dmitri's conviction for his father's murder. She seeks to torment and then deride both Dmitri and Fyodor as a wicked amusement, a way to inflict upon others the pain she has felt at the hands of her ‘former and indisputable one’. However, after she begins a friendship with Alyosha, and as the book progresses, she begins to tread a path of spiritual redemption through which emerges hidden qualities of gentleness and generosity, though her fiery temper and pride are still within her. As her jealous rejection of Katerina's request for forgiveness indicates, she is not yet fully redeemed, but she was still beginning to change spiritually.
Katerina Ivanovna Verkhovtseva
Called Katya, Katka, and Katenka, Katerina Ivanovna is Dmitri's beautiful fiancée, despite his very open forays with Grushenka. She became engaged to Dmitri after he bailed her father out of a debt. Katerina produces a further love triangle among the Karamazov brothers as Ivan falls in love with her. Katerina is extremely proud, and attempts to put herself into the position of a noble martyr suffering as a stark reminder of everyone's guilt. Because of this, she cannot bring herself to act on her love for Ivan, and constantly creates moral barriers between him and herself. At the trial of Mitya, at first she sacrifices her reputation for him and presents him in the light of a passionate, but noble man; however, when she thinks that Ivan is in danger, her feelings suddenly overpower her, and she hysterically abandons herself to the sweet taste of revenge, "betraying" Mitya by frantically attempting to prove his guilt. When the trial is over, she takes Ivan, who is very ill, to her own house to nurse him - a striking first step towards rational happiness. She, too, begins a real and sincere spiritual redemption, as seen in the epilogue, when she asks Mitya and Grushenka to forgive her. She cannot subdue her pride when Grushenka rejects her request for forgiveness, and her eyes flash with a wild hatred, but it is clear that her spiritual redemption, like Grushenka, has begun.
Father Zosima, the Elder
See also: Saint Ambrose of Optina
Father Zosìma is an Elder and more importantly starets in the town monastery and Alyosha's teacher. He is something of a celebrity among the townspeople for his reputed prophetic and healing abilities. His popularity inspires both admiration and jealousy amidst his fellow monks. Zosima provides a refutation to Ivan's atheistic arguments and helps to explain Alyosha’s character. Zosima’s teachings shape the way Alyosha deals with the young boys he meets in the Ilyusha storyline.
The character of Father Zosima was to some extent inspired by that of Saint Tikhon of Zadonsk.
Ilyusha
Ilyusha, Ilyushechka, or simply Ilusha in some translations, is one of the local schoolboys, and the central figure of a crucial subplot in the novel. His father, Captain Snegiryov, is an impoverished officer who is insulted by Dmitri after Fyodor hires him to threaten the latter over his debts, and the Snegiryov family is brought to shame as a result. The reader is led to believe that it is partly because of this that Ilyusha falls ill, and eventually dies (his funeral is the concluding chapter of the novel), possibly to illustrate the theme that even minor actions can touch heavily on the lives of others, and that we are "all responsible for one another".
Synopsis
Book One: A Nice Little Family
The opening of the novel introduces the Karamazov family and relates the story of their distant and recent past. The details of Fyodor's two marriages as well as his indifference to the upbringing of his three children is chronicled. The narrator also establishes the widely varying personalities of the three brothers and the circumstances that have led to their return to Fyodor's town. The first book concludes by describing the mysterious religious order of Elders to which Alyosha has become devoted.
Book Two: An Inappropriate Gathering
Book Two begins as the Karamazov family arrives at the local monastery so that the Elder Zosima can act as a mediator between Dmitri and his father Fyodor in their dispute over Dmitri's inheritance. It was the father's idea apparently as a joke to have the meeting take place in such a holy place in the presence of the famous Elder. Dmitri, in appropriate fashion for him, arrives late and the gathering soon degenerates and only exacerbates the feud between Dmitri and Fyodor. This book also contains a scene in which the Elder Zosima consoles a woman mourning the death of her three-year-old son. The poor woman's grief parallels Dostoevsky's own tragedy at the loss of his young son Alyosha.
An original page of book 3, chapter 3 of The Brothers Karamazov.
Book Three: Sensualists
The third book provides more details of the love triangle that has erupted between Fyodor, his son Dmitri, and Grushenka. Dmitri's personality is explored in the conversation between him and Alyosha as Dmitri hides near his father's home to see if Grushenka will arrive. Later that evening, Dmitri bursts into his father's house and assaults him while threatening to come back and kill him in the future. This book also introduces Smerdyakov and his origins, as well as the story of his mother, Stinking Lizaveta. At the conclusion of this book, Alyosha is witness to Grushenka's bitter humiliation of Dmitri's betrothed Katerina, resulting in terrible embarrassment and scandal for this proud woman.
Book Four: Lacerations
This section introduces a side story which resurfaces in more detail later in the novel. It begins with Alyosha observing a group of schoolboys throwing rocks at one of their sickly peers named Ilyusha. When Alyosha admonishes the boys and tries to help, Ilyusha bites Alyosha's finger. It is later learned that Ilyusha's father, a former staff-captain named Snegiryov, was assaulted by Dmitri, who dragged him by the beard out of a bar. Alyosha soon learns of the further hardships present in the Snegiryov household and offers the former staff captain money as an apology for his brother and to help Snegiryov's ailing wife and children. After initially accepting the money with joy, Snegiryov throws the money back at Alyosha out of pride and runs back into his home.
Stand-alone copy of the chapter "The Grand Inquisitor".
Book Five: Pro and Contra
Here, the rationalist and nihilistic ideology that permeated Russia at this time is defended and espoused passionately by Ivan Karamazov while meeting his brother Alyosha at a restaurant. In the chapter titled "Rebellion", Ivan proclaims that he rejects the world that God has created because it is built on a foundation of suffering. In perhaps the most famous chapter in the novel, "The Grand Inquisitor", Ivan narrates to Alyosha his imagined poem that describes a leader from the Spanish Inquisition and his encounter with Jesus, who has made his return to earth. Here, Jesus is rejected by the Inquisitor who puts him in jail and then says, "Why hast thou come now to hinder us? For Thou hast come to hinder us, and Thou knowest that.. We are working not with Thee but with him [Satan]... We took from him what thou didst reject with scorn, that last gift he offered Thee, showing Thee all the kingdoms of the earth. We took from him Rome and the sword of Caesar, and proclaimed ourselves sole rulers of the earth... We shall triumph and shall be Caesars, and then we shall plan the universal happiness of man". The Grand Inquisitor says that Jesus should not have given humans the "burden" of free will. At the end of all these arguments, Jesus silently steps forward and kisses the old man on his lips. The Grand Inquisitor, stunned and moved, tells him he must never come there again, and lets him out. Alyosha, after hearing this story, goes to Ivan and kisses him softly, with an unexplainable emotion perhaps deeper than all the logic and reasoning of Ivan and the Grand Inquisitor, on the lips. Ivan shouts with delight, because Alyosha's gesture is taken directly from his poem. The brothers then part.
Book Six: The Russian Monk
The sixth book relates the life and history of the Elder Zosima as he lies near death in his cell. Zosima explains he found his faith in his rebellious youth, in the middle of a duel, consequently deciding to become a monk. Zosima preaches people must forgive others by acknowledging their own sins and guilt before others. He explains that no sin is isolated, making everyone responsible for their neighbor's sins. Zosima represents a philosophy that responds to Ivan's, which had challenged God's creation in the previous book.
Book Seven: Alyosha
The book begins immediately following the death of Zosima. It is a commonly held perception in the town, and the monastery as well, that true holy men's bodies do not succumb to putrefaction. Thus, the expectation concerning the Elder Zosima is that his deceased body will not decompose. It comes as a great shock to the entire town that Zosima's body not only decays, but begins the process almost immediately following his death. Within the first day, the smell of Zosima's body is already unbearable. For many this calls into question their previous respect and admiration for Zosima. Alyosha is particularly devastated by the sullying of Zosima's name due to nothing more than the corruption of his dead body. One of Alyosha's companions in the monastery named Rakitin uses Alyosha's vulnerability to set up a meeting between him and Grushenka. However, instead of Alyosha becoming corrupted, he is able to earn fresh faith and hope from Grushenka, while Grushenka's troubled mind begins the path of spiritual redemption through his influence: they become close friends. The book ends with the spiritual regeneration of Alyosha as he embraces, kisses the earth outside the monastery (echoing, perhaps, Zosima's last earthly act before his death) and cries convulsively until finally going back out into the world, as Zosima instructed, renewed.
Book Eight: Mitya
This section deals primarily with Dmitri's wild and distraught pursuit of money so he can run away with Grushenka. Dmitri owes money to his fiancée Katerina and will believe himself to be a thief if he does not find the money to pay her back before embarking on his quest for Grushenka. This mad dash for money takes Dmitri from Grushenka's benefactor to a neighboring town on a fabricated promise of a business deal. All the while Dmitri is petrified that Grushenka may go to his father Fyodor and marry him because he already has the monetary means to satisfy her. When Dmitri returns from his failed dealing in the neighboring town, he escorts Grushenka to her benefactor's home, but quickly discovers she deceived him and left early. Furious, he runs to his father's home with a brass pestle in his hand, and spies on him from the window. He takes the pestle from his pocket. Then, there is a discontinuity in the action, and Dmitri is suddenly running away off his father's property, knocking the servant Gregory in the head with the pestle with apparently fatal results.
Dmitri is next seen in a daze on the street, covered in blood, with thousands of rubles in his hand. He soon learns that Grushenka's former betrothed has returned and taken her to a lodge near where Dmitri just was. Upon learning this, Dmitri loads a cart full of food and wine and pays for a huge orgy to finally confront Grushenka in the presence of her old flame, intending all the while to kill himself at dawn. The "first and rightful lover", however, is a boorish Pole who cheats the party at a game of cards. When his deception is revealed, he flees, and Grushenka soon reveals to Dmitri that she really is in love with him. The party rages on, and just as Dmitri and Grushenka are about to consummate their love, the police enter the lodge and inform Dmitri that he is under arrest for the murder of his father.
Book Nine: The Preliminary Investigation
Book Nine introduces the details of Fyodor's murder and describes the interrogation of Dmitri as he is questioned for the crime he maintains he did not commit. The alleged motive for the crime is robbery. Dmitri was known to have been completely destitute earlier that evening, but is suddenly seen on the street with thousands of rubles shortly after his father's murder. Meanwhile, the three thousand rubles that Fyodor Karamazov had set aside for Grushenka has disappeared. Dmitri explains that the money he spent that evening came from three thousand rubles Katerina gave him to send to her sister. He spent half that at his first meeting with Grushenka—another drunken orgy—and sewed up the rest in a cloth, intending to give it back to Katerina in the name of honor, he says. The lawyers are not convinced by this. All of the evidence points against Dmitri; the only other person in the house at the time of the murder was Smerdyakov, who was incapacitated due to an epileptic seizure he apparently suffered the day before. As a result of the overwhelming evidence against him, Dmitri is formally charged with the patricide and taken away to prison to await trial.
Book Ten: Boys
Boys continues the story of the schoolboys and Ilyusha last referred to in Book Four. The book begins with the introduction of the young boy Kolya Krasotkin. Kolya is a brilliant boy who proclaims his atheism, socialism, and beliefs in the ideas of Europe. He seems destined to follow in the spiritual footsteps of Ivan Karamazov; Dostoevsky uses Kolya's beliefs especially in a conversation with Alyosha to pick fun at his Westernizer critics by putting their beliefs in what appears to be a young boy who doesn't exactly know what he is talking about. Kolya is bored with life and constantly torments his mother by putting himself in danger. As part of a prank Kolya lies between railroad tracks as a train passes over and becomes something of a legend for the feat. All the other boys look up to Kolya, especially Ilyusha. Since the narrative left Ilyusha in Book Four, his illness has progressively worsened and the doctor states that he will not recover. Kolya and Ilyusha had a falling out over Ilyusha's maltreatment of a dog: Ilyusha had fed it bread in which there was a pin on Smerdyakov's suggestion. But thanks to Alyosha's intervention the other schoolboys have gradually reconciled with Ilyusha, and Kolya soon joins them at his bedside. It is here that Kolya first meets Alyosha and begins to reassess his nihilist beliefs.
Book Eleven: Brother Ivan Fyodorovich
Book Eleven chronicles Ivan Karamazov's destructive influence on those around him and his descent into madness. It is in this book that Ivan meets three times with Smerdyakov, the final meeting culminating in Smerdyakov's dramatic confession that he had faked the fit, murdered Fyodor Karamazov, and stolen the money, which he presents to Ivan. Smerdyakov expresses disbelief at Ivan's professed ignorance and surprise. Smerdyakov claims that Ivan was complicit in the murder by telling Smerdyakov when he would be leaving Fyodor's house, and more importantly by instilling in Smerdyakov the belief that in a world without God "everything is permitted." The book ends with Ivan having a hallucination in which he is visited by the devil, who torments Ivan by mocking his beliefs. Alyosha finds Ivan raving and informs him that Smerdyakov killed himself shortly after their final meeting.
Book Twelve: A Judicial Error
This book details the trial of Dmitri Karamazov for the murder of his father Fyodor. The courtroom drama is sharply satirized by Dostoevsky. The men in the crowd are presented as resentful and spiteful, and the women are irrationally drawn to the romanticism of Dmitri's love triangle between himself, Katerina, and Grushenka. Ivan's madness takes its final hold over him and he is carried away from the courtroom after recounting his final meeting with Smerdyakov and the aforementioned confession. The turning point in the trial is Katerina's damning testimony against Dmitri. Impassioned by Ivan's illness which she believes is a result of her assumed love for Dmitri, she produces a letter drunkenly written by Dmitri saying that he would kill Fyodor. The section concludes with the impassioned closing remarks of the prosecutor and the defense, and the verdict that Dmitri is guilty.
Epilogue
The final section opens with discussion of a plan developed for Dmitri's escape from his sentence of twenty years of hard labor in Siberia. The plan is never fully described, but it seems to involve Ivan and Katerina bribing some guards. Dmitri and Katerina meet while Dmitri is in the hospital, recovering from an illness before he is due to be taken away. They agree to love each other for that one moment, and say they will love each other forever, even though both now love other people. The novel concludes at Ilyusha's funeral, where Ilyusha's schoolboy friends listen to Alyosha's "Speech by the Stone." Alyosha promises to remember Kolya, Ilyusha, and all the boys and keep them close in his heart, even though he will have to leave them and may not see them again until many years have passed. He implores them to love each other and to always remember Ilyusha, and to keep his memory alive in their hearts, and to remember this moment at the stone when they were all together and they all loved each other. In tears, the twelve boys promise Alyosha that they will keep each other in their memories forever, join hands, and return to the Snegiryov household for the funeral dinner, chanting, "Hurrah for Karamazov!"
Influence
The Brothers Karamazov has had a deep influence on many writers and philosophers that followed it. Sigmund Freud called it "The most magnificent novel ever written" and was fascinated with the book for its Oedipal themes. In 1928 Freud published a paper titled "Dostoevsky and Parricide" in which he investigated Dostoevsky's own neuroses. Freud claimed that Dostoevsky's epilepsy was not a natural condition but instead a physical manifestation of the author's hidden guilt over his father's death. According to Freud, Dostoevsky (and all sons for that matter) wished for the death of his father because of latent desire for his mother; and as evidence Freud cites the fact that Dostoevsky's epileptic fits did not begin until he turned 18, the year his father died. The themes of patricide and guilt, especially in the form of moral guilt illustrated by Ivan Karamazov, would then obviously follow for Freud as literary evidence of this theory. However, scholars have since discredited Freud's connection because of evidence showing that Dostoevsky's children inherited his epileptic condition, making the cause biological, rather than psychological.Franz Kafka is another writer who felt immensely indebted to Dostoevsky and The Brothers Karamazov for influencing his own work. Kafka called himself and Dostoevsky "blood relatives," perhaps because of Dostoevsky's existential motifs. Another interesting parallel between the two authors was their strained relationships with their fathers. Kafka felt immensely drawn to the hatred Fyodor's sons demonstrate toward their father in The Brothers Karamazov and dealt with the theme of fathers and sons himself in many of his works, most explicitly in his short story "The Judgment".James Joyce noted that, "[Leo] Tolstoy admired him but he thought that he had little artistic accomplishment or mind. Yet, as he said, 'he admired his heart', a criticism which contains a great deal of truth, for though his characters do act extravagantly, madly, almost, still their basis is firm enough underneath... The Brothers Karamazov... made a deep impression on me... he created some unforgettable scenes [detail]... Madness you may call it, but therein may be the secret of his genius... I prefer the word exaltation, exaltation which can merge into madness, perhaps. In fact all great men have had that vein in them; it was the source of their greatness; the reasonable man achieves nothing."
In Kurt Vonnegut's novel Slaughterhouse-Five, the eccentric Eliot Rosewater, a science-fiction savant, says that "everything there was to know about life was in The Brothers Karamazov, by Feodor Dostoevsky". David James Duncan's 1992 novel, The Brothers K, takes many ideas from Dostoevsky's story, including the patriarch with four sons, the theme of religious and spiritual uncertainty, and even some character traits of the sons, as well as the eldest son's exile. Duncan was two years into the writing of The Brothers K when he reread Dostoevsky's novel. The "K" of Duncan's title refers to the box-score mark in baseball that indicates a strikeout. Dinaw Mengestu's 2007 novel, The Beautiful Things That Heaven Bears, uses The Brothers Karamazov as a tool to bond its central characters. One of the novel's themes is also the consideration of the existence of God.
The Brothers Karamazov is a passionate philosophical novel that explores deep into the ethical debates of God, free will, and morality. It is a spiritual drama of moral struggles concerning faith, doubt, reason, and modern Russia. Dostoyevsky composed much of the novel in Staraya Russa, which is also the main setting of the novel. Since its publication, it has been acclaimed all over the world by thinkers as diverse as Sigmund Freud, Albert Einstein,, Ludwig Wittgenstein, Martin Heidegger, and Pope Benedict XVI as one of the supreme achievements in literature.
Context and background
Dostoyevsky's notes for Chapter 5 of The Brothers Karamazov
Dostoyevsky began his first notes for The Brothers Karamazov in April 1878. Several influences can be gleaned from the very early stages of the novel's genesis. The first involved the profound effect the Russian philosopher and thinker Nikolai Fyodorovich Fyodorov had on Dostoevsky at this time of his life. Fyodorov advocated a Christianity in which human redemption and resurrection could occur on earth through sons redeeming the sins of their fathers to create human unity through a universal family. The tragedy of patricide in this novel becomes much more poignant as a result because it is a complete inversion of this ideology. The brothers in the story do not resurrect their father but instead are complicit in his murder, which in itself represents complete human disunity for Dostoyevsky.
Though religion and philosophy profoundly influenced Dostoyevsky in his life and in The Brothers Karamazov, a much more personal tragedy altered the course of this work. In May 1878, Dostoyevsky's novel was interrupted by the death of his three-year-old son Alyosha. As tragic as this would be under any circumstances, Alyosha's death was especially devastating for Dostoyevsky because the child died of epilepsy, a condition he inherited from his father. The novelist's grief for his young son is readily apparent throughout the book; Dostoyevsky made Alyosha the name of the stated hero of the novel, as well as imbuing him with all of the qualities he himself most admired and sought after. This heartbreak also appears in the novel as the story of Captain Snegiryov and his young son Ilyusha.
A very personal experience also influenced Dostoevsky's choice for a patricide to dominate the external action of the novel. In the 1850s, while serving his katorga (forced labor) sentence in Siberia for circulating politically subversive texts, Dostoevsky encountered the young man Ilyinsky who had been convicted of killing his father to acquire an inheritance. Nearly ten years after this encounter Dostoevsky learned that Ilyinsky had been falsely convicted and later exonerated when the actual murderer confessed to the crime. The effect of this encounter on the author is readily apparent in the novel, as it serves as much of the driving force for the plot. Many of the physical and emotional characteristics of the character Dmitri Karamazov are closely paralleled to those of Ilyinsky.
Structure
Although it was written in the 19th century, The Brothers Karamazov displays a number of modern elements. Dostoevsky composed the book with a variety of literary techniques that led many of his critics to characterize his work as "slipshod". The most pertinent example that comes across to the reader is the omniscient narrator. Though he is privy to many of the thoughts and feelings of the protagonists, he is a self-proclaimed writer, and characterizes his own mannerisms so often throughout the novel that he becomes a character himself. Through his descriptions the narrator's voice merges imperceptibly into the tone of the people he is describing. Thus, there is no voice of authority in the story (see Mikhail Bakhtin "Problems of Dostoyevsky’s Art: Polyphony and Unfinalizability" for more on the relationship between Dostoevsky and his characters). This technique enhances the theme of truth, making the tale itself completely subjective.
Speech is another technique that Dostoevsky employs uniquely in this work. Every character has a unique manner of speaking which expresses much of the inner personality of each person. For example, the attorney Fetyukovich is characterized by malapropisms (e.g. 'robbed' for 'stolen', and at one point declares five possible suspects in the murder 'irresponsible' rather than innocent). Several plot digressions provide insight into other, apparently minor characters. For example, the narrative in Book Six is almost entirely devoted to the story of Zosima's biography, which in itself contains a confession from a man Zosima met many years before who seems to have nothing at all to do with the events chronicled in the main plot.
Translation
Pevear & Volokhonsky translation of The Brothers Karamazov
The diverse array of literary techniques and distinct voices in the novel makes its translation particularly difficult. The Brothers Karamazov has been translated from the original Russian into a number of languages. In English, the translation by Constance Garnett probably continues to be the most widely read. However, some have criticized Garnett for taking too much liberty with Dostoevsky's text while translating the novel in a Victorian manner.[who?] A case in point is that in Garnett's translation the lower class characters speak in Cockney English. Another popular translation is the one made by Julius Katzer, published by Progress Publishers in 1981 and later re-printed by Raduga Publishers Moscow.
In 1958, Manuel Komroff released a translation of the novel, published by The New American Library of World Literature, Inc. In 1976, Ralph Matlaw made a thorough revision of Garnett's work the basis of his Norton Critical Edition volume, which became the basis for Victor Terras' influential A Karamazov Companion. In 1990 Richard Pevear and Larissa Volokhonsky released a new translation which won a PEN/Book-of-the-Month Club Translation Prize in 1991 and garnered positive reviews from The New York Times Book Review and the Dostoevsky scholar Joseph Frank, who praised it for being the most faithful to Dostoevsky's original Russian. The translation by Andrew R. MacAndrew is also highly regarded .
Major characters
Fyodor Pavlovich Karamazov
The father, Fyodor Pavlovich, is a 55-year-old "sponger" and buffoon who had sired three sons during the course of his two marriages. He is also rumored to have fathered an illegitimate son, Pavel Smerdyakov whom he employed as his servant. Fyodor took no interest in any of his sons. As a result, they were all raised apart from each other and their father. The murder of Fyodor and the ensuing implication of his oldest son provides much of the plot in the novel.
Dmitri Fyodorovich Karamazov
Dmitri (Mitya, Mitka, Mitenka, Mitri) is 28 years old, Fyodor's eldest son and the only offspring of his first marriage. Dmitri is a sensualist much like his father, and the two men's personalities often clash. Dmitri spends large amounts of money on debauchery-filled nights with plenty of champagne, women, and whatever entertainment and stimulation money can buy, soon exhausting any source of cash he comes across. This leads to further conflict with his father, who he believes is withholding his rightful inheritance, and his lack of money will cast suspicion upon him in the murder investigation. He finally comes to the brink of murdering his father when they begin fighting over the same woman, Grushenka. He is close to Alyosha, referring to him as his "cherub".
Ivan Fyodorovich Karamazov
Variously called Vanya, Vanka, and Vanechka, Ivan is the middle son and first by Fyodor's second marriage. He is a 24-year-old fervent rationalist, disturbed especially by the apparently senseless suffering in the world, depicted as intelligent to the point of giftedness. As he says to Alyosha in the chapter "Rebellion" (Bk. 5, Ch. 4), "It's not God that I don't accept, Alyosha, only I most respectfully return him the ticket."
From an early age, Ivan is sullen and isolated from everyone around him. He carries a hatred for his father that is not openly expressed but which leads to his own moral guilt over Fyodor's murder and contributes to his later mental illness. His father tells Alyosha that he feared Ivan more than Dmitri. Some of the most memorable and acclaimed passages of the novel involve Ivan, including the chapter "Rebellion," his "poem" "The Grand Inquisitor" immediately following, and his nightmare of the devil (Bk. 11, Ch. 9).
After the murder of Fyodor Pavlovich, Ivan becomes convinced, partly due to the influence of Smerdyakov, that he was responsible for his father's death. By the end of the book, Ivan has become mentally unstable. However, some passages in the book imply that he later recovers.
Aleksey Fyodorovich Karamazov
Main article: Alyosha Karamazov
Variously referred to as Alyosha, Alyoshka, Alyoshenka, Alyoshechka, Alexeichik, Lyosha, and Lyoshenka, Aleksey is the youngest of the Karamazov brothers at 20 years of age. He is proclaimed as the hero of the novel by the narrator in the opening chapter (as well as the author in his preface) and is described as immensely likable and ungrudged.
At the outset of the events chronicled in the story Alyosha is a novice in the local monastery. In this way Alyosha's beliefs act as a counterbalance to his brother Ivan's atheism. He is sent out into the world by his Elder and subsequently becomes embroiled in the sordid details of his family's dysfunction. Alyosha is also involved in a secondary plotline in which he befriends a group of school boys whose fate adds a hopeful message to the conclusion of an otherwise tragic novel. Alyosha's place in the novel is usually that of a messenger or witness to the actions of his brothers and others. He is very close to Dmitri.
Pavel Fyodorovich Smerdyakov
Smerdyakov was born of "Stinking Lizaveta", a mute woman of the street, from which his name came—"Son of the 'reeking one'". He is widely rumored to be the illegitimate son of Fyodor Karamazov. When the novel begins, Smerdyakov is Fyodor's lackey and cook. He is morose and sullen, and, like Dostoevsky himself, epileptic. As a child he would collect stray cats so he could hang and later bury them. Smerdyakov is aloof with most people but holds a special admiration for Ivan and shares his atheistic ideology. He later confesses to Ivan that he, and not Dmitri, was the murderer of Fyodor and claims to have acted with Ivan's blessing. However, Dmitri's defense attorney pointed out that in speaking with Smerdyakov, he found him to be "falsely naive" and able to tell people what they want to hear in order to subtly foist ideas on them.
Agrafena Alexandrovna Svetlova
Variously called Grushenka, Grusha, and Grushka, Agrafena Alexandrovna, a beautiful 22-year-old, is the local Jezebel and has an uncanny charm among men. She was jilted by a Polish officer in her youth and came under the protection of a tyrannical miser. Grushenka inspires complete admiration and lust in both Fyodor and Dmitri Karamazov. Their rivalry for her affection is one of the most damaging circumstances that leads to Dmitri's conviction for his father's murder. She seeks to torment and then deride both Dmitri and Fyodor as a wicked amusement, a way to inflict upon others the pain she has felt at the hands of her ‘former and indisputable one’. However, after she begins a friendship with Alyosha, and as the book progresses, she begins to tread a path of spiritual redemption through which emerges hidden qualities of gentleness and generosity, though her fiery temper and pride are still within her. As her jealous rejection of Katerina's request for forgiveness indicates, she is not yet fully redeemed, but she was still beginning to change spiritually.
Katerina Ivanovna Verkhovtseva
Called Katya, Katka, and Katenka, Katerina Ivanovna is Dmitri's beautiful fiancée, despite his very open forays with Grushenka. She became engaged to Dmitri after he bailed her father out of a debt. Katerina produces a further love triangle among the Karamazov brothers as Ivan falls in love with her. Katerina is extremely proud, and attempts to put herself into the position of a noble martyr suffering as a stark reminder of everyone's guilt. Because of this, she cannot bring herself to act on her love for Ivan, and constantly creates moral barriers between him and herself. At the trial of Mitya, at first she sacrifices her reputation for him and presents him in the light of a passionate, but noble man; however, when she thinks that Ivan is in danger, her feelings suddenly overpower her, and she hysterically abandons herself to the sweet taste of revenge, "betraying" Mitya by frantically attempting to prove his guilt. When the trial is over, she takes Ivan, who is very ill, to her own house to nurse him - a striking first step towards rational happiness. She, too, begins a real and sincere spiritual redemption, as seen in the epilogue, when she asks Mitya and Grushenka to forgive her. She cannot subdue her pride when Grushenka rejects her request for forgiveness, and her eyes flash with a wild hatred, but it is clear that her spiritual redemption, like Grushenka, has begun.
Father Zosima, the Elder
See also: Saint Ambrose of Optina
Father Zosìma is an Elder and more importantly starets in the town monastery and Alyosha's teacher. He is something of a celebrity among the townspeople for his reputed prophetic and healing abilities. His popularity inspires both admiration and jealousy amidst his fellow monks. Zosima provides a refutation to Ivan's atheistic arguments and helps to explain Alyosha’s character. Zosima’s teachings shape the way Alyosha deals with the young boys he meets in the Ilyusha storyline.
The character of Father Zosima was to some extent inspired by that of Saint Tikhon of Zadonsk.
Ilyusha
Ilyusha, Ilyushechka, or simply Ilusha in some translations, is one of the local schoolboys, and the central figure of a crucial subplot in the novel. His father, Captain Snegiryov, is an impoverished officer who is insulted by Dmitri after Fyodor hires him to threaten the latter over his debts, and the Snegiryov family is brought to shame as a result. The reader is led to believe that it is partly because of this that Ilyusha falls ill, and eventually dies (his funeral is the concluding chapter of the novel), possibly to illustrate the theme that even minor actions can touch heavily on the lives of others, and that we are "all responsible for one another".
Synopsis
Book One: A Nice Little Family
The opening of the novel introduces the Karamazov family and relates the story of their distant and recent past. The details of Fyodor's two marriages as well as his indifference to the upbringing of his three children is chronicled. The narrator also establishes the widely varying personalities of the three brothers and the circumstances that have led to their return to Fyodor's town. The first book concludes by describing the mysterious religious order of Elders to which Alyosha has become devoted.
Book Two: An Inappropriate Gathering
Book Two begins as the Karamazov family arrives at the local monastery so that the Elder Zosima can act as a mediator between Dmitri and his father Fyodor in their dispute over Dmitri's inheritance. It was the father's idea apparently as a joke to have the meeting take place in such a holy place in the presence of the famous Elder. Dmitri, in appropriate fashion for him, arrives late and the gathering soon degenerates and only exacerbates the feud between Dmitri and Fyodor. This book also contains a scene in which the Elder Zosima consoles a woman mourning the death of her three-year-old son. The poor woman's grief parallels Dostoevsky's own tragedy at the loss of his young son Alyosha.
An original page of book 3, chapter 3 of The Brothers Karamazov.
Book Three: Sensualists
The third book provides more details of the love triangle that has erupted between Fyodor, his son Dmitri, and Grushenka. Dmitri's personality is explored in the conversation between him and Alyosha as Dmitri hides near his father's home to see if Grushenka will arrive. Later that evening, Dmitri bursts into his father's house and assaults him while threatening to come back and kill him in the future. This book also introduces Smerdyakov and his origins, as well as the story of his mother, Stinking Lizaveta. At the conclusion of this book, Alyosha is witness to Grushenka's bitter humiliation of Dmitri's betrothed Katerina, resulting in terrible embarrassment and scandal for this proud woman.
Book Four: Lacerations
This section introduces a side story which resurfaces in more detail later in the novel. It begins with Alyosha observing a group of schoolboys throwing rocks at one of their sickly peers named Ilyusha. When Alyosha admonishes the boys and tries to help, Ilyusha bites Alyosha's finger. It is later learned that Ilyusha's father, a former staff-captain named Snegiryov, was assaulted by Dmitri, who dragged him by the beard out of a bar. Alyosha soon learns of the further hardships present in the Snegiryov household and offers the former staff captain money as an apology for his brother and to help Snegiryov's ailing wife and children. After initially accepting the money with joy, Snegiryov throws the money back at Alyosha out of pride and runs back into his home.
Stand-alone copy of the chapter "The Grand Inquisitor".
Book Five: Pro and Contra
Here, the rationalist and nihilistic ideology that permeated Russia at this time is defended and espoused passionately by Ivan Karamazov while meeting his brother Alyosha at a restaurant. In the chapter titled "Rebellion", Ivan proclaims that he rejects the world that God has created because it is built on a foundation of suffering. In perhaps the most famous chapter in the novel, "The Grand Inquisitor", Ivan narrates to Alyosha his imagined poem that describes a leader from the Spanish Inquisition and his encounter with Jesus, who has made his return to earth. Here, Jesus is rejected by the Inquisitor who puts him in jail and then says, "Why hast thou come now to hinder us? For Thou hast come to hinder us, and Thou knowest that.. We are working not with Thee but with him [Satan]... We took from him what thou didst reject with scorn, that last gift he offered Thee, showing Thee all the kingdoms of the earth. We took from him Rome and the sword of Caesar, and proclaimed ourselves sole rulers of the earth... We shall triumph and shall be Caesars, and then we shall plan the universal happiness of man". The Grand Inquisitor says that Jesus should not have given humans the "burden" of free will. At the end of all these arguments, Jesus silently steps forward and kisses the old man on his lips. The Grand Inquisitor, stunned and moved, tells him he must never come there again, and lets him out. Alyosha, after hearing this story, goes to Ivan and kisses him softly, with an unexplainable emotion perhaps deeper than all the logic and reasoning of Ivan and the Grand Inquisitor, on the lips. Ivan shouts with delight, because Alyosha's gesture is taken directly from his poem. The brothers then part.
Book Six: The Russian Monk
The sixth book relates the life and history of the Elder Zosima as he lies near death in his cell. Zosima explains he found his faith in his rebellious youth, in the middle of a duel, consequently deciding to become a monk. Zosima preaches people must forgive others by acknowledging their own sins and guilt before others. He explains that no sin is isolated, making everyone responsible for their neighbor's sins. Zosima represents a philosophy that responds to Ivan's, which had challenged God's creation in the previous book.
Book Seven: Alyosha
The book begins immediately following the death of Zosima. It is a commonly held perception in the town, and the monastery as well, that true holy men's bodies do not succumb to putrefaction. Thus, the expectation concerning the Elder Zosima is that his deceased body will not decompose. It comes as a great shock to the entire town that Zosima's body not only decays, but begins the process almost immediately following his death. Within the first day, the smell of Zosima's body is already unbearable. For many this calls into question their previous respect and admiration for Zosima. Alyosha is particularly devastated by the sullying of Zosima's name due to nothing more than the corruption of his dead body. One of Alyosha's companions in the monastery named Rakitin uses Alyosha's vulnerability to set up a meeting between him and Grushenka. However, instead of Alyosha becoming corrupted, he is able to earn fresh faith and hope from Grushenka, while Grushenka's troubled mind begins the path of spiritual redemption through his influence: they become close friends. The book ends with the spiritual regeneration of Alyosha as he embraces, kisses the earth outside the monastery (echoing, perhaps, Zosima's last earthly act before his death) and cries convulsively until finally going back out into the world, as Zosima instructed, renewed.
Book Eight: Mitya
This section deals primarily with Dmitri's wild and distraught pursuit of money so he can run away with Grushenka. Dmitri owes money to his fiancée Katerina and will believe himself to be a thief if he does not find the money to pay her back before embarking on his quest for Grushenka. This mad dash for money takes Dmitri from Grushenka's benefactor to a neighboring town on a fabricated promise of a business deal. All the while Dmitri is petrified that Grushenka may go to his father Fyodor and marry him because he already has the monetary means to satisfy her. When Dmitri returns from his failed dealing in the neighboring town, he escorts Grushenka to her benefactor's home, but quickly discovers she deceived him and left early. Furious, he runs to his father's home with a brass pestle in his hand, and spies on him from the window. He takes the pestle from his pocket. Then, there is a discontinuity in the action, and Dmitri is suddenly running away off his father's property, knocking the servant Gregory in the head with the pestle with apparently fatal results.
Dmitri is next seen in a daze on the street, covered in blood, with thousands of rubles in his hand. He soon learns that Grushenka's former betrothed has returned and taken her to a lodge near where Dmitri just was. Upon learning this, Dmitri loads a cart full of food and wine and pays for a huge orgy to finally confront Grushenka in the presence of her old flame, intending all the while to kill himself at dawn. The "first and rightful lover", however, is a boorish Pole who cheats the party at a game of cards. When his deception is revealed, he flees, and Grushenka soon reveals to Dmitri that she really is in love with him. The party rages on, and just as Dmitri and Grushenka are about to consummate their love, the police enter the lodge and inform Dmitri that he is under arrest for the murder of his father.
Book Nine: The Preliminary Investigation
Book Nine introduces the details of Fyodor's murder and describes the interrogation of Dmitri as he is questioned for the crime he maintains he did not commit. The alleged motive for the crime is robbery. Dmitri was known to have been completely destitute earlier that evening, but is suddenly seen on the street with thousands of rubles shortly after his father's murder. Meanwhile, the three thousand rubles that Fyodor Karamazov had set aside for Grushenka has disappeared. Dmitri explains that the money he spent that evening came from three thousand rubles Katerina gave him to send to her sister. He spent half that at his first meeting with Grushenka—another drunken orgy—and sewed up the rest in a cloth, intending to give it back to Katerina in the name of honor, he says. The lawyers are not convinced by this. All of the evidence points against Dmitri; the only other person in the house at the time of the murder was Smerdyakov, who was incapacitated due to an epileptic seizure he apparently suffered the day before. As a result of the overwhelming evidence against him, Dmitri is formally charged with the patricide and taken away to prison to await trial.
Book Ten: Boys
Boys continues the story of the schoolboys and Ilyusha last referred to in Book Four. The book begins with the introduction of the young boy Kolya Krasotkin. Kolya is a brilliant boy who proclaims his atheism, socialism, and beliefs in the ideas of Europe. He seems destined to follow in the spiritual footsteps of Ivan Karamazov; Dostoevsky uses Kolya's beliefs especially in a conversation with Alyosha to pick fun at his Westernizer critics by putting their beliefs in what appears to be a young boy who doesn't exactly know what he is talking about. Kolya is bored with life and constantly torments his mother by putting himself in danger. As part of a prank Kolya lies between railroad tracks as a train passes over and becomes something of a legend for the feat. All the other boys look up to Kolya, especially Ilyusha. Since the narrative left Ilyusha in Book Four, his illness has progressively worsened and the doctor states that he will not recover. Kolya and Ilyusha had a falling out over Ilyusha's maltreatment of a dog: Ilyusha had fed it bread in which there was a pin on Smerdyakov's suggestion. But thanks to Alyosha's intervention the other schoolboys have gradually reconciled with Ilyusha, and Kolya soon joins them at his bedside. It is here that Kolya first meets Alyosha and begins to reassess his nihilist beliefs.
Book Eleven: Brother Ivan Fyodorovich
Book Eleven chronicles Ivan Karamazov's destructive influence on those around him and his descent into madness. It is in this book that Ivan meets three times with Smerdyakov, the final meeting culminating in Smerdyakov's dramatic confession that he had faked the fit, murdered Fyodor Karamazov, and stolen the money, which he presents to Ivan. Smerdyakov expresses disbelief at Ivan's professed ignorance and surprise. Smerdyakov claims that Ivan was complicit in the murder by telling Smerdyakov when he would be leaving Fyodor's house, and more importantly by instilling in Smerdyakov the belief that in a world without God "everything is permitted." The book ends with Ivan having a hallucination in which he is visited by the devil, who torments Ivan by mocking his beliefs. Alyosha finds Ivan raving and informs him that Smerdyakov killed himself shortly after their final meeting.
Book Twelve: A Judicial Error
This book details the trial of Dmitri Karamazov for the murder of his father Fyodor. The courtroom drama is sharply satirized by Dostoevsky. The men in the crowd are presented as resentful and spiteful, and the women are irrationally drawn to the romanticism of Dmitri's love triangle between himself, Katerina, and Grushenka. Ivan's madness takes its final hold over him and he is carried away from the courtroom after recounting his final meeting with Smerdyakov and the aforementioned confession. The turning point in the trial is Katerina's damning testimony against Dmitri. Impassioned by Ivan's illness which she believes is a result of her assumed love for Dmitri, she produces a letter drunkenly written by Dmitri saying that he would kill Fyodor. The section concludes with the impassioned closing remarks of the prosecutor and the defense, and the verdict that Dmitri is guilty.
Epilogue
The final section opens with discussion of a plan developed for Dmitri's escape from his sentence of twenty years of hard labor in Siberia. The plan is never fully described, but it seems to involve Ivan and Katerina bribing some guards. Dmitri and Katerina meet while Dmitri is in the hospital, recovering from an illness before he is due to be taken away. They agree to love each other for that one moment, and say they will love each other forever, even though both now love other people. The novel concludes at Ilyusha's funeral, where Ilyusha's schoolboy friends listen to Alyosha's "Speech by the Stone." Alyosha promises to remember Kolya, Ilyusha, and all the boys and keep them close in his heart, even though he will have to leave them and may not see them again until many years have passed. He implores them to love each other and to always remember Ilyusha, and to keep his memory alive in their hearts, and to remember this moment at the stone when they were all together and they all loved each other. In tears, the twelve boys promise Alyosha that they will keep each other in their memories forever, join hands, and return to the Snegiryov household for the funeral dinner, chanting, "Hurrah for Karamazov!"
Influence
The Brothers Karamazov has had a deep influence on many writers and philosophers that followed it. Sigmund Freud called it "The most magnificent novel ever written" and was fascinated with the book for its Oedipal themes. In 1928 Freud published a paper titled "Dostoevsky and Parricide" in which he investigated Dostoevsky's own neuroses. Freud claimed that Dostoevsky's epilepsy was not a natural condition but instead a physical manifestation of the author's hidden guilt over his father's death. According to Freud, Dostoevsky (and all sons for that matter) wished for the death of his father because of latent desire for his mother; and as evidence Freud cites the fact that Dostoevsky's epileptic fits did not begin until he turned 18, the year his father died. The themes of patricide and guilt, especially in the form of moral guilt illustrated by Ivan Karamazov, would then obviously follow for Freud as literary evidence of this theory. However, scholars have since discredited Freud's connection because of evidence showing that Dostoevsky's children inherited his epileptic condition, making the cause biological, rather than psychological.Franz Kafka is another writer who felt immensely indebted to Dostoevsky and The Brothers Karamazov for influencing his own work. Kafka called himself and Dostoevsky "blood relatives," perhaps because of Dostoevsky's existential motifs. Another interesting parallel between the two authors was their strained relationships with their fathers. Kafka felt immensely drawn to the hatred Fyodor's sons demonstrate toward their father in The Brothers Karamazov and dealt with the theme of fathers and sons himself in many of his works, most explicitly in his short story "The Judgment".James Joyce noted that, "[Leo] Tolstoy admired him but he thought that he had little artistic accomplishment or mind. Yet, as he said, 'he admired his heart', a criticism which contains a great deal of truth, for though his characters do act extravagantly, madly, almost, still their basis is firm enough underneath... The Brothers Karamazov... made a deep impression on me... he created some unforgettable scenes [detail]... Madness you may call it, but therein may be the secret of his genius... I prefer the word exaltation, exaltation which can merge into madness, perhaps. In fact all great men have had that vein in them; it was the source of their greatness; the reasonable man achieves nothing."
In Kurt Vonnegut's novel Slaughterhouse-Five, the eccentric Eliot Rosewater, a science-fiction savant, says that "everything there was to know about life was in The Brothers Karamazov, by Feodor Dostoevsky". David James Duncan's 1992 novel, The Brothers K, takes many ideas from Dostoevsky's story, including the patriarch with four sons, the theme of religious and spiritual uncertainty, and even some character traits of the sons, as well as the eldest son's exile. Duncan was two years into the writing of The Brothers K when he reread Dostoevsky's novel. The "K" of Duncan's title refers to the box-score mark in baseball that indicates a strikeout. Dinaw Mengestu's 2007 novel, The Beautiful Things That Heaven Bears, uses The Brothers Karamazov as a tool to bond its central characters. One of the novel's themes is also the consideration of the existence of God.
1 “ dài zhe yī zhǐ xiǎo bǎ shǒu” de nán hái
xiǎo hái zǐ shì yī pī qí guài de rén。 rén men jīng cháng zài mèng zhōng yǐn yǐn yuē yuē dì jiàn dào tā men。 shèng dàn jié qián， shèng dàn wǎn huì qián hé shèng dàn wǎn huì zhōng， wǒ zǒng shì zài dà jiē shàng de mǒu gè jiǎo luò lǐ， jiàn dào yī gè xiǎo nán hái， zuì duō bù guò qī bā suì bā。 zài kě pà de yán hán zhōng， tā jīhū chuānzhuó xià tiān de yī fú， bù guò tā bó zǐ shàng chán zhe yī kuài jiù bù。 zhè jiù shì shuō tā hái shì bèi rén zhǔn bèi hǎo sòng chū lái de。 tā“ dài zhe yī zhǐ xiǎo bǎ shǒu” zǒu lái zǒu qù。 zhè shì yī gè zhuān mén shù yǔ， yì sī shì xíng qǐ。 zhè gè shù yǔ shì hái zǐ men zì jǐ xiǎng chū lái de。 xiàng tā zhè yàng de nán hái zǐ hěn duō hěn duō， tā men zài dào lù shàng zhuǎn lái zhuǎn qù， ér qiě guài shēng guài qì dì hǎn zhe tā men xué dào de yī xiē shénme huà。 bù guò， zhè gè nán hái zǐ bìng bù guài shēng guài qì dì hǎn jiào， shuō huà sì hū xiāng dāng tiān zhēn 'ér qiě bù hěn xí guàn hé xìn rèn dì wàng zhe wǒ de yǎn jīng héng héng zhè shuō míng tā kě néng shì cái kāi shǐ gān zhè gè hángdāng de。 jīng guò wǒ de zǎi xì pán wèn， tā shuō tā yòu gè shēng bìng de jiě jiě， shī yè zài jiā。 yě xǔ， tā shuō de shì shí huà。 bù guò wǒ hòu lái dǎ tīng dào， zhè yàng de nán hái duō dé bù zhī qí shù。 jìn guǎn tiān qì lěngde yào mìng， tā men hái shì“ dài zhe xiǎo bǎ shǒu” bèi pài chū lái， ér qiě rú guǒ shénme yě yào bù dào de huà， nà jiù yī dìng dé 'áidǎ。 qǐ tǎo dào jǐ gè gē bǐ yǐ hòu， xiǎo nán hái jiù dài zhe yī shuāng dòng dé hóng hóng de、 jiāng yìng de xiǎo shǒu huí dào mǒu gè dì xià shì lǐ。 yī qún lǎn hàn wǎng wǎng zài nà lǐ xù jiǔ。 zhè xiē lǎn hàn“ cóng xīng qī liù dào xīng qī tiān zài gōng chǎng lǐ bà gōng， zuì zǎo yào dào xīng qī sān wǎn shàng cái huí chǎng gànhuó”。 tā men jī 'è、 áidǎ de qī zǐ hé tā men yī qǐ zài dì xià shì lǐ hē jiǔ， tā men chī nǎi de hái zǐ zài zhè lǐ 'è dé 'áo 'áo jiān jiào。 tā men xù jiǔ、、 gànhuàishì， zuì zhù yào de shì xù jiǔ。 tā men pài nà gè nán hái dài zhe tǎo lái de qián， mǎ shàng qù jiǔ guǎn， yú shì tā yòu nòng lái liǎo jiǔ。 yòu shí hòu， wèile dòu lè， tā men wǎng tā kǒu lǐ dǎo jìn bàn píng jiǔ。 dāng tā hū xī zhōng duàn， dǎo dào dì bǎn shàng chàdiǎn shī qù zhī jué shí， tā men hā hā dà xiào。
…… nǐ wú qíng dì wǎng wǒ kǒu nèi
dǎo jìn liè jiǔ yī bēi……
tā yī zhǎngdà， jiù bèi sòng dào mǒu gè gōng chǎng lǐ， dàn tā bì xū bǎ tā zhèng dé de gōng qián， quán bù sòng gěi nà xiē lǎn hàn， lǎn hàn men yī ná dào qián yòu qù bǎ tā hē guāng。 zhè xiē hái zǐ zài jìn gōng chǎng qián jiù chéng liǎo bǎi fēn zhī bǎi de zuì fàn。 tā men zài chéng lǐ liú làng， ér qiě zhī dào nǎ xiē dì fāng kě yǐ róng shēn， nǎ xiē dì xià shì kě yǐ rén bù zhī guǐ bù jué dì guò yè。 qí zhōng de yī gè jū rán zài yī gè dǎ sǎo yuàn zǐ de gōng rén de lán kuāng lǐ， yī lián guò liǎo jǐ yè， nà gōng rén què méi yòu fā jué。 dāng rán， tā men chéng liǎo yī pī xiǎo tōu。 lián bā suì de hái zǐ dū xíng qiè chéng pǐ， yòu shí shèn zhì gēn běn bù zhī tā men de xíng wéi shì fàn zuì。 zuì hòu tā men jǐn jǐn wèile zì yóu 'ér chéng shòu yī qiē héng héng jī 'è、 hán lěng、 ōu dǎ， rán hòu táo lí nà xiē lǎn hàn， dào chù liú làng， zhè xiē yě mán de hái zǐ yòu shí shénme yě bù dǒng， jì bù zhī dào tā men zhù zài hé chù， yě bù zhī dào tā men shǔ yú shénme mín zú， gèng bù zhī dào yòu méi yòu shàng dì， yòu méi yòu huáng dì； shèn zhì yòu yī xiē rén bǎ tā men gān de shì qíng zhuǎn shù chū lái， jiào rén tīng liǎo wú fǎ xiāng xìn， rán 'ér nà yòu dōushì shì shí。
2 shèng dàn wǎn huì shàng shēn bàng de xiǎo nán hái
dàn shì， wǒ shì xiǎo shuō jiā， hǎo xiàng wǒ qīn shǒu biān zào guò yī zé“ gù shì”。 wèishénme wǒ xiě“ hǎo xiàng” ní？ yīn wéi wǒ zì jǐ què qiē zhī dào shì wǒ biān zào de， dàn yòu yǐn yǐn yuē yuē dì jué dé zhè shì shì zài mǒu shí mǒu dì fā shēng guò de， qià hǎo fā shēng zài shèng dàn jié de qián yè， fā shēng zài yī gè dà chéng shì lǐ， dāng shí tiān qì lěngde yào mìng。
wǒ yǐ xī jì dé， dì xià shì lǐ yòu yī gè nán hái， nián jì hái hěn xiǎo， liù qī suì bā， shèn zhì kě néng hái bù dào。 zhè gè xiǎo nán hái zǎo chén zài hán lěng、 cháo shī de dì xià shì lǐ xǐng lái liǎo。 tā chuān yī jiàn cháng zhào shān， lěngde sè sè fā dǒu。 tā hū chū de qì xiàng yī tuán bái wù。 tā zuò zài jiǎo luò lǐ de yī kǒu xiāng zǐ shàng， yóu yú xián dé wú liáo， gù yì cóng kǒu zhōng hū chū yī tuán tuán de qì tǐ， zì yú zì lè， kàn zhe qì tǐ fēi chū qù jué dé hǎo xiào。 bù guò， tā hěn xiǎng chī diǎn dōng xī。 dǎ cóng qīng zǎo qǐ jǐ cì zǒu dào tā yòu bìng de mǔ qīn tǎng zhe de jǐ kuài mù bǎn qián， tā mā mā tǎng zài yī zhāng xiàng xiàn bǐng yī yàng de báobáo de diàn zǐ shàng， yī gè bāo fú fàng zài nǎo dài dǐ xià dāng zhěn tóu。 tā zěn me chū xiàn zài zhè lǐ de ní？ yī dìng shì tā dài zhe xiǎo nán hái cóng lìng yī gè chéng shì lái dào zhè lǐ， tū rán rǎn shàng liǎo jí bìng。 zhè lǐ de nǚ zhù rén liǎng tiān qián bèi zhuā jìn liǎo jú； kuài guò jié liǎo， yuán yòu de zhù hù dōuyǐ zǒu sàn， ér shèng xià de yī gè lǎn hàn， méi děng dào guò jié jiù zhěng tiān zhěng yè zuì dé sǐ sǐ de。 zài fáng jiān de lìng yī gè jiǎo luò lǐ， yī gè céng jīng gěi rén jiā dāng guò bǎo mǔ de bā shí suì de lǎo tài pó， shēn huàn fēng shī zhèng， zhèng tòng dé bù zhǐ， xiàn zài tā yǐ qì xī yǎn yǎn， xíng jiāng gū dān dān dì sǐ qù。 tā bù duàn tàn xī， duì zhe xiǎo nán hái kǒu zhōng nán nán zì yǔ， xià dé xiǎo nán hái bù gǎn zǒu dào tā suǒ zài de jiǎo luò lǐ qù。 tā zài guò tīng lǐ de shénme dì fāng suī rán nòng dào liǎo shuǐ， dàn nǎ lǐ yě zhǎo bù dào miàn bāo， zhǐ hǎo dì shí cì qù jiào xǐng zì jǐ de mā mā。 tā zhōng yú zài hēi 'àn zhōng gǎn dào hài pà qǐ lái liǎo： bàng wǎn zǎo yǐ jiàng lín， dàn dēng guāng hái méi diǎn rán。 tā mō dào mǔ qīn de liǎn páng shí， dà chī yī jīng， yuán lái tā wán quán méi yòu dòng dàn， ér qiě zhōu shēn bīng lěng， xiàng yī dǔ qiáng bì。“ zhè lǐ shí zài tài lěng”， tā xiǎng liǎo yī xiǎng， zhàn liǎo yī huì 'ér， xià yì shí dì wàng liǎo zì jǐ de shǒu fàng zài sǐ zhě de jiān shàng， rán hòu tā duì zhuóshǒu chuī liǎo chuī qì， xiǎng shǐ shǒu zhǐ nuǎnhuo nuǎnhuo。 tā hū rán zài chuáng bǎn shàng mō dào liǎo zì jǐ de pò mào zǐ， yú shì qiāoqiāo dì mō zhe zǒu chū liǎo dì xià shì。 tā běn gāi zǎo yī diǎn chū qù de， dàn tā lǎo shì hài pà lóu tī shàng de yī tiáo dà gǒu， yīn wéi zhè tiáo gǒu zhěng tiān zhàn zài gé bì rén jiā de fáng mén bàng wāng wāng dì jiào gè bù tíng。 dàn shì xiàn zài gǒu yǐ jīng bù zài liǎo， suǒ yǐ tā tū rán zǒu dào liǎo wài miàn。
tiān nǎ， duō dà de yī zuò chéng shì 'ā！ tā hái cóng lái méi yòu jiàn guò zhè yàng de dì fāng。 tā de nà zuò chéng shì， měi dào yè lǐ dōushì hēi qī qī de， zhěng gè dà jiē shàng zhǐ liàng zhe yī zhǎn dēng。 dī 'ǎi de mù tóu fáng zǐ， fáng mén yòng hù bǎn jǐn guān zhe。 jiē shàng tiān yī hēi jiù yī gè rén yě méi yòu liǎo， dà jiā quándōu guān zài jiā lǐ， zhǐ yòu yī zhěng qún yī zhěng qún de gǒu（ shù yǐ bǎi jì） zài tōng xiāo dá dàn dì kuáng fèi。 bù guò nà lǐ tiān qì nuǎnhuo， ér qiě yòu rén gěi chī de。 kě zhè lǐ， tiān nǎ， què méi yòu chī de！ zhè lǐ dào chù shì qiāo qiāo dǎ dǎ、 hōng hōng lóng lóng de xiǎng shēng。 dēng guāng duō liàng， xíng rén duō duō， mǎ lā jiào chē duō duō， tiān qì yòu duō me lěng 'ā！ cóng bèi gǎn zhe bēn páo de mǎ pǐ shēn shàng mào chū de rè qì， qì chuǎn xū xū de mǎ zuǐ lǐ hū chū de rè qì， yǐ jīng bīng jié； mǎ tí cǎi zhe xī sōng de jī xuě， luò zài shí bǎn lù shàng， fā chū dé dé de xiǎng shēng， chē mǎ yōng jǐ bù kān。 tiān nǎ， zhēn xiǎng chī diǎn dōng xī， nà pà shì yī xiǎo piàn miàn bāo yě hǎo！ ér qiě tū rán shǒu zhǐ tòng dé yào mìng！ yī gè jǐng guān cóng bàng biān zǒu liǎo guò qù， tā bǎ tóu yī niǔ， miǎn dé fā xiàn nà gè xiǎo nán hái。
xiàn zài yòu shì yī tiáo jiē dào héng héng 'ā， duō kuān guǎng 'ā！ yī bù liú shén zài zhè lǐ jiù kěn dìng huì bèi rén cǎi sǐ de， rén men lǎo shì hǎn hǎn jiào jiào， xī lái rǎng wǎng， páo páo diān diān， kě nà dēng guāng 'ā， zhēn liàng！ zhè shì shénme dōng xī？ ā yā， yī kuài dà bō lí， bō lí hòu miàn shì yī gè fáng jiān， fáng lǐ yòu yī zhū shù， zhí dǐng tiān huā bǎn。 nà shì yī kē cōng shù， shù shàng guà zhe xǔ duō dēng、 xǔ duō jīn zhǐ yín zhǐ hé píng guǒ， zhōu wéi bǎi fàng zhe yī xiē yáng wá wá hé xiǎo mǎ。 hái zǐ men chuānzhuó piào piào liàng liàng de yī fú， yī shēn gān gān jìng jìng， dōuzài xiào yā、 wán yā， chī zhe、 hē zhe shénme dōng xī。 nǐ kàn zhè gè xiǎo gū niàn hé yī gè nán hái zǐ zài piān piān qǐ wǔ， duō piào liàng de xiǎo gū niàn 'ā！ zhè lǐ lè shēng yōu yáng， tòu guò chuāng hù， kě yǐ tīng dào。 xiǎo nán hái wàng zhe zhè yī qiē， dà chī yī jīng， dàn yě gēn zhe xiào liǎo， kě tā de shǒu zhǐ、 jiǎo zhǐ yǐ jīng fā tòng， shǒu zhǐ yǐ jīng hóng zhǒng， bù néng wān qū， yī dòng jiù tòng。 zhè nán hái yī xiǎng qǐ zì jǐ de shǒu zhǐ tòng， jiù bù jìn kū zhe wǎng qián páo qù， yú shì tòu guò lìng yī kuài bō lí， tā yòu jiàn dào liǎo lìng yī gè fáng jiān， nà lǐ yòu shì yòu shù， dàn zhuō shàng bǎi zhe gè zhǒng gè yàng de bǐng gān： táo hóng sè de、 fēi hóng sè de、 huáng sè de。 bàng biān zuò zhe sì gè kuò xiǎo jiě， shuí yī jìn lái， tā men jiù gěi tā sòng diǎn xīn， ér fáng mén gé yī huì 'ér jiù dǎ kāi， cóng wài miàn zǒu jìn qù xǔ duō lǎo yé。 xiǎo nán hái qiāoqiāo dì zǒu dào mén biān， tū rán bǎ fáng mén dǎ kāi， zǒu liǎo jìn qù。 āi yā， mǎ shàng yòu rén duì zhe tā hǎn jiào， zhāo shǒu！ yī wèi xiǎo jiě hěn kuài zǒu dào tā shēn biān， bǎ yī gè gē bǐ sài jìn tā de shǒu zhōng， rán hòu qīn zì kāi mén， ràng tā chū qù。 tā xià dé yào sǐ！ gē bǐ mǎ shàng gǔn liǎo chū lái， diào zài jiē tī shàng dīng dāng zuò xiǎng： tā tōng hóng de shǒu zhǐ， wān qū bù dé， ná bù zhù nà gè gē bǐ。 xiǎo nán hái páo chū lái yǐ hòu， yuè páo yuè kuài， dàn wǎng nǎ lǐ páo， tā bìng bù zhī dào。 tā yòu xiǎng kū， dàn tā gǎn dào hài pà， yú shì pàn mìng páo yā， yī biān páo yī biān duì zhe shǒu zhǐ chuī qì。 tā kāi shǐ fán nǎo qǐ lái， yīn wéi tā tū rán biàn dé nà me gū dān， nà me nán shòu， ér qiě shì hū rán zhī jiān 'ā， zhù yā！ zhè yòu shì zěn me huí shì yā？ rén men yī qún qún dì zhàn zhe， liǎn shàng lù zhe jīng yà de biǎo qíng： yuán lái shì bō lí lǐ miàn de chuāng kǒu shàng， bǎi zhe sān gè yáng wá wá， xiǎo xiǎo de gè zǐ， chuānzhuó dà hóng dà lǜ de lián yī qún， yǔ huó rén yī mó yī yàng， zhēn shì xǔ xǔ rú shēng！ yī gè xiǎo lǎo tóu zuò zhe， hǎo xiàng shì zài lā dà tí qín； lìng wài liǎng gè rén yě zhàn zài nà lǐ lā xiǎo tí qín， hé zhe jié pāi， yáo tóu huàng nǎo， xiāng hù duì wàng zhe。 tā men de zuǐ chún hái zài yī xī yī xī dì dòng dàn， shì zài shuō huà bā！ wán quán shì zài shuō huà， zhǐ shì gé zhe bō lí， tīng bù jiàn jiù shì liǎo。 xiǎo nán hái qǐ chū yǐ wéi tā men shì huó rén， kě hòu lái yī xiǎng， tā men yě shì yáng wá wá， yú shì tū rán fàng shēng dà xiào。 tā cóng méi jiàn guò zhè yàng de yáng wá wá， yě bù zhī dào shì jiè shàng jìng yòu zhè yàng bī zhēn de yáng wá wá！ yú shì tā xiǎng kū， dàn wàng zhe yáng wá wá yòu jué dé kě xiào， tài kě xiào liǎo。 hū rán jiān， tā jué dé shēn hòu yòu rén zài zhuā tā de yī shān： yī gè xiōng 'è de dà nán hái zhàn zài tā shēn bàng， tū rán yáng qǐ shǒu lái， dǎ tā de nǎo dài， ér qiě yòng jiǎo tī tā de。 xiǎo nán hái bèi zài dì， tā mǎ shàng dà shēng hǎn jiào qǐ lái， suí jí shī qù liǎo zhī jué。 hòu lái tā tū rán pá qǐ lái jiù páo， zì jǐ yě bù zhī dào wǎng nǎ lǐ páo hǎo。 jiēguǒ tā páo dào liǎo yī gè mén dòng lǐ， páo jìn liǎo yī jiā mò shēng de yuàn zǐ， rán hòu zuò zài yī duī mù chái hòu miàn：“ zhè lǐ méi rén zhǎo dé dào， ér qiě hěn hēi。”
tā zuò xià lái， qū juàn zhe shēn zǐ， xià dé lián dà qì dōubù gǎn chuǎn。 hū rán jiān， zhēn de shì hū rán jiān， tā jué dé hěn shū fú liǎo！ shǒu jiǎo tū rán bù zài téng tòng， ér qiě quán shēn fā rè， xiàng shuì zài rè kàng shàng yī yàng。 tā quán shēn yī dǒu， ā yā， yuán lái tā shuì zhe liǎo！ shuì zài zhè lǐ yòu duō hǎo 'ā！“ wǒ zài zhè 'ér zuò yī zuò， rán hòu yòu qù kàn yáng wá wá。” xiǎo nán hái yī xiǎng qǐ yáng wá wá jiù jìn bù zhù fā xiào，“ wán quán xiàng huó rén yī yàng！……” jiē zhe tā hū rán tīng dào tā mā mā zài tā shēn biān chàng gē。“ mā mā， wǒ shuì jué lā， āi yā， zhè lǐ shuì jué yòu duō shū fú 'ā！”
“ hái zǐ， wǒ men cān jiā shèng dàn wǎn huì qù bā！” tū rán yī gè píng jìng de shēng yīn zài tā 'ěr biān xiǎng qǐ。
tā běn lái yǐ wéi shì tā mā mā shuō de， dàn shì bù， bù shì tā。 dào dǐ shì shuí zài jiào tā ní？ tā méi kàn jiàn， dàn què shí yòu rén zài duì zhe tā wān zǐ， zài hēi 'àn zhōng bǎ tā bào zhù， tā bǎ shǒu xiàng nà rén shēn qù…… tū rán jiān， ā， duō guāng liàng 'ā！ ā， duō hǎo de yī kē cōng shù 'ā！ zhè yě bù shì cōng shù， tā hái cóng lái méi yòu jiàn guò zhè yàng de shù！ tā xiàn zài zài shénme dì fāng？ yī qiēdōu jīn guāng shǎn shǎn， guāng máng sì shè， ér qiě dōushì nán nǚ xiǎo hái， zhǐ shì tā mendōu shì nà me liàng， tā mendōu zài tā shēn bàng xuánzhuàn、 fēi xiáng， tā mendōu wěn tā、 lā tā、 hé tā yī qǐ fēi， tā zì jǐ yě zài fēi。 yú shì tā kàn dào： tā mǔ qīn zài wàng tā， duì zhe tā gāo xīng dì xiào。
“ mā mā， mā mā！ āi yā， zhè lǐ yòu duō hǎo 'ā， mā mā！” xiǎo nán hái duì zhe tā hǎn jiào， yòu tóng hái zǐ men qīn wěn。 tā hěn xiǎng bǎ bō lí hòu miàn nà xiē yáng wá wá， jìn kuài jiǎng gěi tā men tīng。“ nǐ men shì shénme rén， nán hái zǐ men？ nǐ men shì shuí， nǚ hái zǐ men？” tā xiào zhe wèn tā men， xīn lǐ chōng mǎn liǎo duì tā men de 'ài。
“ zhè shì‘ de shèng dàn shù’，” tā men huí dá tā shuō，“ zài zhè yī tiān， nà lǐ zǒng yào wéi méi yòu shèng dàn shù de hái zǐ， ān pái yī kē shèng dàn shù……” yú shì tā zhī dào liǎo， zhè xiē nán nán nǚ nǚ dū xiàng tā yī yàng， hái shì hái zǐ。 bù guò， tā men yòu de bèi rén men pāo qì zài bǐ dé bǎo dá guān guì rén fáng mén de lóu tī shàng， dòng sǐ zài liǔ tiáo lán lǐ； yòu de sǐ zài gū 'ér lǐ； yòu de zài sà mǎ lā dà jī huāng shí 'è sǐ zài zì jǐ mǔ qīn gān biě de huái lǐ； yòu de rǎn shàng wēn yì， bìng sǐ zài sān děng chē xiāng lǐ。 tā men xiàn zài dōulái dào liǎo zhè lǐ， dōuzài zhè lǐ， zuò wéi tiān shǐ。 tā běn rén yě zài qí zhōng， tā xiàng tā men shēn chū shǒu qù， zhù fú tā men hé tā men yòu zuì de mǔ qīn…… kě zhè xiē hái zǐ de mǔ qīn men réng rán zhàn zài zhè lǐ de yī bàng kū qì； měi yī wèi dū rèn dé zì jǐ de 'ér zǐ huò zhě nǚ 'ér。 ér nǚ men fēi dào mǔ qīn de shēn biān， wěn tā men， yòng zì jǐ de shǒu gěi tā men cā yǎn lèi， qiú tā men bù yào kū， yīn wéi tā men zài zhè lǐ hěn kuài huó……
dì 'èr tiān zǎo chén， dǎ sǎo yuàn zǐ de gōng rén zài lóu xià fā xiàn yī jù xiǎo xiǎo de shī tǐ， nà shì yī gè páo lái dòng sǐ zài chái duī hòu miàn de nán hái de shī tǐ； tā men yě zhǎo dào liǎo tā de mā mā…… mā mā hái bǐ tā xiān sǐ； tā men liǎng gè zài tiān shàng， zài shàng dì de shēn bàng xiāng huì liǎo。
wèishénme wǒ biān zào liǎo zhè me yī zé gù shì， ér qiě bù xiě jìn yī bān de、 hé qíng hé lǐ de rì jì lǐ， ér qiě wǒ hái shì gè zuò jiā ní？ yīn wéi wǒ zǎo jiù dāyìng guò， yào xiě jǐ piān zhuān mén fǎn yìng xiàn shí shēng huó shì jiàn de xiǎo shuō。 dàn shì wèn tí shì wǒ zǒng shì jué dé， yǐn yǐn yuē yuē dì kàn dào， zhè yī qiēdōu shì kě néng shí jì fā shēng de， yě jiù shì shuō， fā shēng zài dì xià shì hé chái duī hòu miàn de shì shì zhēn shí de， zhì yú de shèng dàn shù， zěn me duì nín shuō ní， tā dào dǐ yòu méi yòu， wǒ jiù bù zhī dào liǎo。 wǒ zuò wéi xiǎo shuō zuò jiā， dāng rán shì yào yòu suǒ xū gòu de。
xiǎo hái zǐ shì yī pī qí guài de rén。 rén men jīng cháng zài mèng zhōng yǐn yǐn yuē yuē dì jiàn dào tā men。 shèng dàn jié qián， shèng dàn wǎn huì qián hé shèng dàn wǎn huì zhōng， wǒ zǒng shì zài dà jiē shàng de mǒu gè jiǎo luò lǐ， jiàn dào yī gè xiǎo nán hái， zuì duō bù guò qī bā suì bā。 zài kě pà de yán hán zhōng， tā jīhū chuānzhuó xià tiān de yī fú， bù guò tā bó zǐ shàng chán zhe yī kuài jiù bù。 zhè jiù shì shuō tā hái shì bèi rén zhǔn bèi hǎo sòng chū lái de。 tā“ dài zhe yī zhǐ xiǎo bǎ shǒu” zǒu lái zǒu qù。 zhè shì yī gè zhuān mén shù yǔ， yì sī shì xíng qǐ。 zhè gè shù yǔ shì hái zǐ men zì jǐ xiǎng chū lái de。 xiàng tā zhè yàng de nán hái zǐ hěn duō hěn duō， tā men zài dào lù shàng zhuǎn lái zhuǎn qù， ér qiě guài shēng guài qì dì hǎn zhe tā men xué dào de yī xiē shénme huà。 bù guò， zhè gè nán hái zǐ bìng bù guài shēng guài qì dì hǎn jiào， shuō huà sì hū xiāng dāng tiān zhēn 'ér qiě bù hěn xí guàn hé xìn rèn dì wàng zhe wǒ de yǎn jīng héng héng zhè shuō míng tā kě néng shì cái kāi shǐ gān zhè gè hángdāng de。 jīng guò wǒ de zǎi xì pán wèn， tā shuō tā yòu gè shēng bìng de jiě jiě， shī yè zài jiā。 yě xǔ， tā shuō de shì shí huà。 bù guò wǒ hòu lái dǎ tīng dào， zhè yàng de nán hái duō dé bù zhī qí shù。 jìn guǎn tiān qì lěngde yào mìng， tā men hái shì“ dài zhe xiǎo bǎ shǒu” bèi pài chū lái， ér qiě rú guǒ shénme yě yào bù dào de huà， nà jiù yī dìng dé 'áidǎ。 qǐ tǎo dào jǐ gè gē bǐ yǐ hòu， xiǎo nán hái jiù dài zhe yī shuāng dòng dé hóng hóng de、 jiāng yìng de xiǎo shǒu huí dào mǒu gè dì xià shì lǐ。 yī qún lǎn hàn wǎng wǎng zài nà lǐ xù jiǔ。 zhè xiē lǎn hàn“ cóng xīng qī liù dào xīng qī tiān zài gōng chǎng lǐ bà gōng， zuì zǎo yào dào xīng qī sān wǎn shàng cái huí chǎng gànhuó”。 tā men jī 'è、 áidǎ de qī zǐ hé tā men yī qǐ zài dì xià shì lǐ hē jiǔ， tā men chī nǎi de hái zǐ zài zhè lǐ 'è dé 'áo 'áo jiān jiào。 tā men xù jiǔ、、 gànhuàishì， zuì zhù yào de shì xù jiǔ。 tā men pài nà gè nán hái dài zhe tǎo lái de qián， mǎ shàng qù jiǔ guǎn， yú shì tā yòu nòng lái liǎo jiǔ。 yòu shí hòu， wèile dòu lè， tā men wǎng tā kǒu lǐ dǎo jìn bàn píng jiǔ。 dāng tā hū xī zhōng duàn， dǎo dào dì bǎn shàng chàdiǎn shī qù zhī jué shí， tā men hā hā dà xiào。
…… nǐ wú qíng dì wǎng wǒ kǒu nèi
dǎo jìn liè jiǔ yī bēi……
tā yī zhǎngdà， jiù bèi sòng dào mǒu gè gōng chǎng lǐ， dàn tā bì xū bǎ tā zhèng dé de gōng qián， quán bù sòng gěi nà xiē lǎn hàn， lǎn hàn men yī ná dào qián yòu qù bǎ tā hē guāng。 zhè xiē hái zǐ zài jìn gōng chǎng qián jiù chéng liǎo bǎi fēn zhī bǎi de zuì fàn。 tā men zài chéng lǐ liú làng， ér qiě zhī dào nǎ xiē dì fāng kě yǐ róng shēn， nǎ xiē dì xià shì kě yǐ rén bù zhī guǐ bù jué dì guò yè。 qí zhōng de yī gè jū rán zài yī gè dǎ sǎo yuàn zǐ de gōng rén de lán kuāng lǐ， yī lián guò liǎo jǐ yè， nà gōng rén què méi yòu fā jué。 dāng rán， tā men chéng liǎo yī pī xiǎo tōu。 lián bā suì de hái zǐ dū xíng qiè chéng pǐ， yòu shí shèn zhì gēn běn bù zhī tā men de xíng wéi shì fàn zuì。 zuì hòu tā men jǐn jǐn wèile zì yóu 'ér chéng shòu yī qiē héng héng jī 'è、 hán lěng、 ōu dǎ， rán hòu táo lí nà xiē lǎn hàn， dào chù liú làng， zhè xiē yě mán de hái zǐ yòu shí shénme yě bù dǒng， jì bù zhī dào tā men zhù zài hé chù， yě bù zhī dào tā men shǔ yú shénme mín zú， gèng bù zhī dào yòu méi yòu shàng dì， yòu méi yòu huáng dì； shèn zhì yòu yī xiē rén bǎ tā men gān de shì qíng zhuǎn shù chū lái， jiào rén tīng liǎo wú fǎ xiāng xìn， rán 'ér nà yòu dōushì shì shí。
2 shèng dàn wǎn huì shàng shēn bàng de xiǎo nán hái
dàn shì， wǒ shì xiǎo shuō jiā， hǎo xiàng wǒ qīn shǒu biān zào guò yī zé“ gù shì”。 wèishénme wǒ xiě“ hǎo xiàng” ní？ yīn wéi wǒ zì jǐ què qiē zhī dào shì wǒ biān zào de， dàn yòu yǐn yǐn yuē yuē dì jué dé zhè shì shì zài mǒu shí mǒu dì fā shēng guò de， qià hǎo fā shēng zài shèng dàn jié de qián yè， fā shēng zài yī gè dà chéng shì lǐ， dāng shí tiān qì lěngde yào mìng。
wǒ yǐ xī jì dé， dì xià shì lǐ yòu yī gè nán hái， nián jì hái hěn xiǎo， liù qī suì bā， shèn zhì kě néng hái bù dào。 zhè gè xiǎo nán hái zǎo chén zài hán lěng、 cháo shī de dì xià shì lǐ xǐng lái liǎo。 tā chuān yī jiàn cháng zhào shān， lěngde sè sè fā dǒu。 tā hū chū de qì xiàng yī tuán bái wù。 tā zuò zài jiǎo luò lǐ de yī kǒu xiāng zǐ shàng， yóu yú xián dé wú liáo， gù yì cóng kǒu zhōng hū chū yī tuán tuán de qì tǐ， zì yú zì lè， kàn zhe qì tǐ fēi chū qù jué dé hǎo xiào。 bù guò， tā hěn xiǎng chī diǎn dōng xī。 dǎ cóng qīng zǎo qǐ jǐ cì zǒu dào tā yòu bìng de mǔ qīn tǎng zhe de jǐ kuài mù bǎn qián， tā mā mā tǎng zài yī zhāng xiàng xiàn bǐng yī yàng de báobáo de diàn zǐ shàng， yī gè bāo fú fàng zài nǎo dài dǐ xià dāng zhěn tóu。 tā zěn me chū xiàn zài zhè lǐ de ní？ yī dìng shì tā dài zhe xiǎo nán hái cóng lìng yī gè chéng shì lái dào zhè lǐ， tū rán rǎn shàng liǎo jí bìng。 zhè lǐ de nǚ zhù rén liǎng tiān qián bèi zhuā jìn liǎo jú； kuài guò jié liǎo， yuán yòu de zhù hù dōuyǐ zǒu sàn， ér shèng xià de yī gè lǎn hàn， méi děng dào guò jié jiù zhěng tiān zhěng yè zuì dé sǐ sǐ de。 zài fáng jiān de lìng yī gè jiǎo luò lǐ， yī gè céng jīng gěi rén jiā dāng guò bǎo mǔ de bā shí suì de lǎo tài pó， shēn huàn fēng shī zhèng， zhèng tòng dé bù zhǐ， xiàn zài tā yǐ qì xī yǎn yǎn， xíng jiāng gū dān dān dì sǐ qù。 tā bù duàn tàn xī， duì zhe xiǎo nán hái kǒu zhōng nán nán zì yǔ， xià dé xiǎo nán hái bù gǎn zǒu dào tā suǒ zài de jiǎo luò lǐ qù。 tā zài guò tīng lǐ de shénme dì fāng suī rán nòng dào liǎo shuǐ， dàn nǎ lǐ yě zhǎo bù dào miàn bāo， zhǐ hǎo dì shí cì qù jiào xǐng zì jǐ de mā mā。 tā zhōng yú zài hēi 'àn zhōng gǎn dào hài pà qǐ lái liǎo： bàng wǎn zǎo yǐ jiàng lín， dàn dēng guāng hái méi diǎn rán。 tā mō dào mǔ qīn de liǎn páng shí， dà chī yī jīng， yuán lái tā wán quán méi yòu dòng dàn， ér qiě zhōu shēn bīng lěng， xiàng yī dǔ qiáng bì。“ zhè lǐ shí zài tài lěng”， tā xiǎng liǎo yī xiǎng， zhàn liǎo yī huì 'ér， xià yì shí dì wàng liǎo zì jǐ de shǒu fàng zài sǐ zhě de jiān shàng， rán hòu tā duì zhuóshǒu chuī liǎo chuī qì， xiǎng shǐ shǒu zhǐ nuǎnhuo nuǎnhuo。 tā hū rán zài chuáng bǎn shàng mō dào liǎo zì jǐ de pò mào zǐ， yú shì qiāoqiāo dì mō zhe zǒu chū liǎo dì xià shì。 tā běn gāi zǎo yī diǎn chū qù de， dàn tā lǎo shì hài pà lóu tī shàng de yī tiáo dà gǒu， yīn wéi zhè tiáo gǒu zhěng tiān zhàn zài gé bì rén jiā de fáng mén bàng wāng wāng dì jiào gè bù tíng。 dàn shì xiàn zài gǒu yǐ jīng bù zài liǎo， suǒ yǐ tā tū rán zǒu dào liǎo wài miàn。
tiān nǎ， duō dà de yī zuò chéng shì 'ā！ tā hái cóng lái méi yòu jiàn guò zhè yàng de dì fāng。 tā de nà zuò chéng shì， měi dào yè lǐ dōushì hēi qī qī de， zhěng gè dà jiē shàng zhǐ liàng zhe yī zhǎn dēng。 dī 'ǎi de mù tóu fáng zǐ， fáng mén yòng hù bǎn jǐn guān zhe。 jiē shàng tiān yī hēi jiù yī gè rén yě méi yòu liǎo， dà jiā quándōu guān zài jiā lǐ， zhǐ yòu yī zhěng qún yī zhěng qún de gǒu（ shù yǐ bǎi jì） zài tōng xiāo dá dàn dì kuáng fèi。 bù guò nà lǐ tiān qì nuǎnhuo， ér qiě yòu rén gěi chī de。 kě zhè lǐ， tiān nǎ， què méi yòu chī de！ zhè lǐ dào chù shì qiāo qiāo dǎ dǎ、 hōng hōng lóng lóng de xiǎng shēng。 dēng guāng duō liàng， xíng rén duō duō， mǎ lā jiào chē duō duō， tiān qì yòu duō me lěng 'ā！ cóng bèi gǎn zhe bēn páo de mǎ pǐ shēn shàng mào chū de rè qì， qì chuǎn xū xū de mǎ zuǐ lǐ hū chū de rè qì， yǐ jīng bīng jié； mǎ tí cǎi zhe xī sōng de jī xuě， luò zài shí bǎn lù shàng， fā chū dé dé de xiǎng shēng， chē mǎ yōng jǐ bù kān。 tiān nǎ， zhēn xiǎng chī diǎn dōng xī， nà pà shì yī xiǎo piàn miàn bāo yě hǎo！ ér qiě tū rán shǒu zhǐ tòng dé yào mìng！ yī gè jǐng guān cóng bàng biān zǒu liǎo guò qù， tā bǎ tóu yī niǔ， miǎn dé fā xiàn nà gè xiǎo nán hái。
xiàn zài yòu shì yī tiáo jiē dào héng héng 'ā， duō kuān guǎng 'ā！ yī bù liú shén zài zhè lǐ jiù kěn dìng huì bèi rén cǎi sǐ de， rén men lǎo shì hǎn hǎn jiào jiào， xī lái rǎng wǎng， páo páo diān diān， kě nà dēng guāng 'ā， zhēn liàng！ zhè shì shénme dōng xī？ ā yā， yī kuài dà bō lí， bō lí hòu miàn shì yī gè fáng jiān， fáng lǐ yòu yī zhū shù， zhí dǐng tiān huā bǎn。 nà shì yī kē cōng shù， shù shàng guà zhe xǔ duō dēng、 xǔ duō jīn zhǐ yín zhǐ hé píng guǒ， zhōu wéi bǎi fàng zhe yī xiē yáng wá wá hé xiǎo mǎ。 hái zǐ men chuānzhuó piào piào liàng liàng de yī fú， yī shēn gān gān jìng jìng， dōuzài xiào yā、 wán yā， chī zhe、 hē zhe shénme dōng xī。 nǐ kàn zhè gè xiǎo gū niàn hé yī gè nán hái zǐ zài piān piān qǐ wǔ， duō piào liàng de xiǎo gū niàn 'ā！ zhè lǐ lè shēng yōu yáng， tòu guò chuāng hù， kě yǐ tīng dào。 xiǎo nán hái wàng zhe zhè yī qiē， dà chī yī jīng， dàn yě gēn zhe xiào liǎo， kě tā de shǒu zhǐ、 jiǎo zhǐ yǐ jīng fā tòng， shǒu zhǐ yǐ jīng hóng zhǒng， bù néng wān qū， yī dòng jiù tòng。 zhè nán hái yī xiǎng qǐ zì jǐ de shǒu zhǐ tòng， jiù bù jìn kū zhe wǎng qián páo qù， yú shì tòu guò lìng yī kuài bō lí， tā yòu jiàn dào liǎo lìng yī gè fáng jiān， nà lǐ yòu shì yòu shù， dàn zhuō shàng bǎi zhe gè zhǒng gè yàng de bǐng gān： táo hóng sè de、 fēi hóng sè de、 huáng sè de。 bàng biān zuò zhe sì gè kuò xiǎo jiě， shuí yī jìn lái， tā men jiù gěi tā sòng diǎn xīn， ér fáng mén gé yī huì 'ér jiù dǎ kāi， cóng wài miàn zǒu jìn qù xǔ duō lǎo yé。 xiǎo nán hái qiāoqiāo dì zǒu dào mén biān， tū rán bǎ fáng mén dǎ kāi， zǒu liǎo jìn qù。 āi yā， mǎ shàng yòu rén duì zhe tā hǎn jiào， zhāo shǒu！ yī wèi xiǎo jiě hěn kuài zǒu dào tā shēn biān， bǎ yī gè gē bǐ sài jìn tā de shǒu zhōng， rán hòu qīn zì kāi mén， ràng tā chū qù。 tā xià dé yào sǐ！ gē bǐ mǎ shàng gǔn liǎo chū lái， diào zài jiē tī shàng dīng dāng zuò xiǎng： tā tōng hóng de shǒu zhǐ， wān qū bù dé， ná bù zhù nà gè gē bǐ。 xiǎo nán hái páo chū lái yǐ hòu， yuè páo yuè kuài， dàn wǎng nǎ lǐ páo， tā bìng bù zhī dào。 tā yòu xiǎng kū， dàn tā gǎn dào hài pà， yú shì pàn mìng páo yā， yī biān páo yī biān duì zhe shǒu zhǐ chuī qì。 tā kāi shǐ fán nǎo qǐ lái， yīn wéi tā tū rán biàn dé nà me gū dān， nà me nán shòu， ér qiě shì hū rán zhī jiān 'ā， zhù yā！ zhè yòu shì zěn me huí shì yā？ rén men yī qún qún dì zhàn zhe， liǎn shàng lù zhe jīng yà de biǎo qíng： yuán lái shì bō lí lǐ miàn de chuāng kǒu shàng， bǎi zhe sān gè yáng wá wá， xiǎo xiǎo de gè zǐ， chuānzhuó dà hóng dà lǜ de lián yī qún， yǔ huó rén yī mó yī yàng， zhēn shì xǔ xǔ rú shēng！ yī gè xiǎo lǎo tóu zuò zhe， hǎo xiàng shì zài lā dà tí qín； lìng wài liǎng gè rén yě zhàn zài nà lǐ lā xiǎo tí qín， hé zhe jié pāi， yáo tóu huàng nǎo， xiāng hù duì wàng zhe。 tā men de zuǐ chún hái zài yī xī yī xī dì dòng dàn， shì zài shuō huà bā！ wán quán shì zài shuō huà， zhǐ shì gé zhe bō lí， tīng bù jiàn jiù shì liǎo。 xiǎo nán hái qǐ chū yǐ wéi tā men shì huó rén， kě hòu lái yī xiǎng， tā men yě shì yáng wá wá， yú shì tū rán fàng shēng dà xiào。 tā cóng méi jiàn guò zhè yàng de yáng wá wá， yě bù zhī dào shì jiè shàng jìng yòu zhè yàng bī zhēn de yáng wá wá！ yú shì tā xiǎng kū， dàn wàng zhe yáng wá wá yòu jué dé kě xiào， tài kě xiào liǎo。 hū rán jiān， tā jué dé shēn hòu yòu rén zài zhuā tā de yī shān： yī gè xiōng 'è de dà nán hái zhàn zài tā shēn bàng， tū rán yáng qǐ shǒu lái， dǎ tā de nǎo dài， ér qiě yòng jiǎo tī tā de。 xiǎo nán hái bèi zài dì， tā mǎ shàng dà shēng hǎn jiào qǐ lái， suí jí shī qù liǎo zhī jué。 hòu lái tā tū rán pá qǐ lái jiù páo， zì jǐ yě bù zhī dào wǎng nǎ lǐ páo hǎo。 jiēguǒ tā páo dào liǎo yī gè mén dòng lǐ， páo jìn liǎo yī jiā mò shēng de yuàn zǐ， rán hòu zuò zài yī duī mù chái hòu miàn：“ zhè lǐ méi rén zhǎo dé dào， ér qiě hěn hēi。”
tā zuò xià lái， qū juàn zhe shēn zǐ， xià dé lián dà qì dōubù gǎn chuǎn。 hū rán jiān， zhēn de shì hū rán jiān， tā jué dé hěn shū fú liǎo！ shǒu jiǎo tū rán bù zài téng tòng， ér qiě quán shēn fā rè， xiàng shuì zài rè kàng shàng yī yàng。 tā quán shēn yī dǒu， ā yā， yuán lái tā shuì zhe liǎo！ shuì zài zhè lǐ yòu duō hǎo 'ā！“ wǒ zài zhè 'ér zuò yī zuò， rán hòu yòu qù kàn yáng wá wá。” xiǎo nán hái yī xiǎng qǐ yáng wá wá jiù jìn bù zhù fā xiào，“ wán quán xiàng huó rén yī yàng！……” jiē zhe tā hū rán tīng dào tā mā mā zài tā shēn biān chàng gē。“ mā mā， wǒ shuì jué lā， āi yā， zhè lǐ shuì jué yòu duō shū fú 'ā！”
“ hái zǐ， wǒ men cān jiā shèng dàn wǎn huì qù bā！” tū rán yī gè píng jìng de shēng yīn zài tā 'ěr biān xiǎng qǐ。
tā běn lái yǐ wéi shì tā mā mā shuō de， dàn shì bù， bù shì tā。 dào dǐ shì shuí zài jiào tā ní？ tā méi kàn jiàn， dàn què shí yòu rén zài duì zhe tā wān zǐ， zài hēi 'àn zhōng bǎ tā bào zhù， tā bǎ shǒu xiàng nà rén shēn qù…… tū rán jiān， ā， duō guāng liàng 'ā！ ā， duō hǎo de yī kē cōng shù 'ā！ zhè yě bù shì cōng shù， tā hái cóng lái méi yòu jiàn guò zhè yàng de shù！ tā xiàn zài zài shénme dì fāng？ yī qiēdōu jīn guāng shǎn shǎn， guāng máng sì shè， ér qiě dōushì nán nǚ xiǎo hái， zhǐ shì tā mendōu shì nà me liàng， tā mendōu zài tā shēn bàng xuánzhuàn、 fēi xiáng， tā mendōu wěn tā、 lā tā、 hé tā yī qǐ fēi， tā zì jǐ yě zài fēi。 yú shì tā kàn dào： tā mǔ qīn zài wàng tā， duì zhe tā gāo xīng dì xiào。
“ mā mā， mā mā！ āi yā， zhè lǐ yòu duō hǎo 'ā， mā mā！” xiǎo nán hái duì zhe tā hǎn jiào， yòu tóng hái zǐ men qīn wěn。 tā hěn xiǎng bǎ bō lí hòu miàn nà xiē yáng wá wá， jìn kuài jiǎng gěi tā men tīng。“ nǐ men shì shénme rén， nán hái zǐ men？ nǐ men shì shuí， nǚ hái zǐ men？” tā xiào zhe wèn tā men， xīn lǐ chōng mǎn liǎo duì tā men de 'ài。
“ zhè shì‘ de shèng dàn shù’，” tā men huí dá tā shuō，“ zài zhè yī tiān， nà lǐ zǒng yào wéi méi yòu shèng dàn shù de hái zǐ， ān pái yī kē shèng dàn shù……” yú shì tā zhī dào liǎo， zhè xiē nán nán nǚ nǚ dū xiàng tā yī yàng， hái shì hái zǐ。 bù guò， tā men yòu de bèi rén men pāo qì zài bǐ dé bǎo dá guān guì rén fáng mén de lóu tī shàng， dòng sǐ zài liǔ tiáo lán lǐ； yòu de sǐ zài gū 'ér lǐ； yòu de zài sà mǎ lā dà jī huāng shí 'è sǐ zài zì jǐ mǔ qīn gān biě de huái lǐ； yòu de rǎn shàng wēn yì， bìng sǐ zài sān děng chē xiāng lǐ。 tā men xiàn zài dōulái dào liǎo zhè lǐ， dōuzài zhè lǐ， zuò wéi tiān shǐ。 tā běn rén yě zài qí zhōng， tā xiàng tā men shēn chū shǒu qù， zhù fú tā men hé tā men yòu zuì de mǔ qīn…… kě zhè xiē hái zǐ de mǔ qīn men réng rán zhàn zài zhè lǐ de yī bàng kū qì； měi yī wèi dū rèn dé zì jǐ de 'ér zǐ huò zhě nǚ 'ér。 ér nǚ men fēi dào mǔ qīn de shēn biān， wěn tā men， yòng zì jǐ de shǒu gěi tā men cā yǎn lèi， qiú tā men bù yào kū， yīn wéi tā men zài zhè lǐ hěn kuài huó……
dì 'èr tiān zǎo chén， dǎ sǎo yuàn zǐ de gōng rén zài lóu xià fā xiàn yī jù xiǎo xiǎo de shī tǐ， nà shì yī gè páo lái dòng sǐ zài chái duī hòu miàn de nán hái de shī tǐ； tā men yě zhǎo dào liǎo tā de mā mā…… mā mā hái bǐ tā xiān sǐ； tā men liǎng gè zài tiān shàng， zài shàng dì de shēn bàng xiāng huì liǎo。
wèishénme wǒ biān zào liǎo zhè me yī zé gù shì， ér qiě bù xiě jìn yī bān de、 hé qíng hé lǐ de rì jì lǐ， ér qiě wǒ hái shì gè zuò jiā ní？ yīn wéi wǒ zǎo jiù dāyìng guò， yào xiě jǐ piān zhuān mén fǎn yìng xiàn shí shēng huó shì jiàn de xiǎo shuō。 dàn shì wèn tí shì wǒ zǒng shì jué dé， yǐn yǐn yuē yuē dì kàn dào， zhè yī qiēdōu shì kě néng shí jì fā shēng de， yě jiù shì shuō， fā shēng zài dì xià shì hé chái duī hòu miàn de shì shì zhēn shí de， zhì yú de shèng dàn shù， zěn me duì nín shuō ní， tā dào dǐ yòu méi yòu， wǒ jiù bù zhī dào liǎo。 wǒ zuò wéi xiǎo shuō zuò jiā， dāng rán shì yào yòu suǒ xū gòu de。
héng héng zhāi zì yī wèi bù zhī míng zhě de bǐ jì
qián xiē rì zǐ wǒ jiàn guò yī cì hūn lǐ…… dàn shì， bù！ wǒ zuì hǎo gěi nín jiǎng jiǎng shèng dàn wǎn huì bā， hūn lǐ bàn dé bù cuò， wǒ hěn xǐ huān， dàn shì nà cì wǎn huì què gèng hǎo。 bù zhī dào wèishénme， wǒ wàng zhe zhè chǎng hūn lǐ， jiù xiǎng qǐ nà cì shèng dàn wǎn huì。 shì qíng shì zhè yàng fā shēng de。 zhèng hǎo shì wǔ nián qián de chú xī， wǒ yìng yāo qù cān jiā yī cì 'ér tóng wǔ huì。 yāo qǐng wǒ de rén shì yī wèi zhù míng de shí yè jiā， tā jiāo yóu guǎng、 shú rén duō、 shǒu wàn gāo míng， suǒ yǐ kě yǐ shuō， zhè gè 'ér tóng wǔ huì bù guò shì gè jiè kǒu， mù de shì ràng nà xiē fù mǔ qīn men jù jí qǐ lái， wú jū wú shù dì shùn biàn tán tán tā men gǎn xīng qù de wèn tí。 wǒ shì yī gè jú wài rén， méi yòu shénme jù tǐ de wèn tí kě tán， yīn cǐ wǒ xiāng dāng qīng sōng dì dù guò liǎo yī gè wǎn shàng。 zhè 'ér hái yòu yī wèi xiān shēng， hǎo xiàng yě bù shì chū shēn míng mén wàng zú， dàn què xiàng wǒ yī yàng， ǒu rán pèng shàng liǎo zhè yī jiā tíng jù huì…… tā bǐ suǒ yòu de rén gèng zǎo zhù yì dào wǒ。 zhè shì yī wèi gè zǐ gāo、 shēn cái shòu de nán zǐ， tā shén qíng shí fēn yán sù， chuānzhuó fēi cháng jiǎng jiū。 dàn shì kàn dé chū lái， tā duì jiā tíng xìng fú hǎo xiàng gēn běn méi yòu xīng qù。 chú liǎo zhù rén zhī wài， cān jiā wǔ huì de lái kè zhōng， tā méi yòu yī gè shú rén。 kàn dé chū lái， tā fēi cháng jì mò， dàn tā què hěn yǒng gǎn， yī zhí jiān chí dào wǎn huì jié shù， shǐ zhōng zhuāng zuò yī gè fēi cháng kuài huó 'ér xìng fú de rén。 hòu lái wǒ cái zhī dào， zhè wèi xiān shēng lái zì wài shěng， tā zài shǒu dū yòu yī jiàn shāng nǎo jīn de shì qíng yào bàn。 tā gěi wǒ men de zhù rén dài lái yī fēng jiè shào xìn， zhù rén duì cǐ háo wú con amore①， dàn chū yú lǐ mào， hái shì qǐng tā cān jiā liǎo 'ér tóng wǔ huì。 méi rén qǐng tā wán pái， méi rén gěi tā jìng yān， shèn zhì méi yòu rèn hé rén tóng tā jiāo tán。 yě xǔ rén men lǎo yuǎn jiù gēn jù yǔ máo rèn chū zhè shì yī zhǐ shénme niǎo liǎo， nòng dé wǒ de zhè wèi xiān shēng shǒu zú wú cuò， jiǎn zhí bù zhī dào shǒu wǎng nǎ 'ér gē hǎo， zhǐ hǎo zhěng gè wǎn shàng bǎi nòng zì jǐ de luò sāi hú zǐ。 tā de luò sāi hú zǐ què shí cháng dé fēi cháng piào liàng。 dàn shì， tā mō hú zǐ de yòng xīn chéng dù， jiǎn zhí ràng rén wàng zhe tā jué dé shì xiān cháng chū zhè xiē hú zǐ， hòu lái cái chū xiàn mō hú zǐ de zhè wèi xiān shēng de。
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① yì dà lì yǔ！ rè qíng。
jī jí jǔ bàn wǎn huì de zhù rén yòu wǔ gè cháng dé hěn hǎo de nán hái。 chú liǎo zhù rén hé shàng miàn tí dào de nà wèi xiān shēng zhī wài， wǒ hái xǐ huān yī wèi xiān shēng。 dàn zhè wèi xiān shēng yǔ qián miàn de nà yī wèi wán quán bù tóng。 zhè shì yī wèi yòu tóu yòu liǎn de rén wù。 tā jiào yóu lì 'ān · mǎ sī tǎ kē wéi qí。 yī yǎn jiù kě yǐ kàn chū： tā shì yī wèi guì kè。 tā duì dài zhù rén de tài dù， yǔ zhù rén duì dài nà wèi lǎo mō zì jǐ de luò sāi hú zǐ de xiān shēng de tài dù， yī mó yī yàng。 nán nǚ zhù rén duì tā shuō liǎo wú shù de kè qì huà， gěi tā dàochá jìng yān， zhào liào dé wú wēi bù zhì。 tā men bǎ qí tā de kè rén yǐn dào tā zhè lǐ， xiàng tā zuò jiè shào， dàn què bù yǐn tā qù jiàn rèn hé bié de kè rén。 dāng yóu lì 'ān · mǎ sī tǎ kē wéi qí tán dào zhè cì wǎn huì， shuō tā hěn shǎo yòu jī huì zhè me yú kuài dì dù guò shí guāng de shí hòu， wǒ fā xiàn nán zhù rén de yǎn jīng lǐ qín zhe lèi shuǐ。 yòu zhè wèi dà rén wù zài chǎng， wǒ bù zhī wèishénme yòu diǎn gǎn dào hài pà， yīn cǐ， zài duì hái zǐ men zuò liǎo yī fān xīn shǎng zhī hòu， wǒ biàn zǒu jìn nà gè kōng wú yī rén de xiǎo kè tīng， zuò zài jīhū zhàn qù zhěng zhěng bàn gè fáng jiān de nǚ zhù rén de huā tíng lǐ。
suǒ yòu de hái zǐ dōukě 'ài dé chū qí， dá dào liǎo lìng rén nán yǐ zhì xìn de chéng dù。 jìn guǎn zuò mā mā de hé jiā tíng nǚ lǎo shī yī zài xùn jiè， tā men què jiān jué bù yuàn yì xué nà xiē dà rén de yàng。 yī zhǎ yǎn gōng fū， tā men jiù qiǎng guāng liǎo shèng dàn shù shàng de táng guǒ， yī kē yě bù shèng xià。 tā men zài méi yòu nòng qīng nǎ jiàn wán jù guī shuí zhī qián， jiù bǎ yī bàn de wán jù nòng huài liǎo。 yī gè hēi yǎn jīng de nán hái， shēng zhe yī tóu juǎnfà， lǎo xiǎng yòng zì jǐ de mù zhì shǒu qiāng duì zhe wǒ shè jī。 tā de cháng xiāng tè bié piào liàng。 dàn zuì yǐn rén zhù mùdì， shì tā de jiě jiě， yī gè shí yī 'èr suì de xiǎo gū niàn。 tā fēi cháng měi lì， huó xiàng yī zūn xiǎo 'ài shén； tā fēi cháng wén jìng， shàn yú chén sī， liǎn sè cāng bái， gǔ zhe yī duì chén sī de dà yǎn jīng。 hǎo xiàng tā shòu dào liǎo hái zǐ men de qī wǔ， yīn cǐ tā lái dào liǎo wǒ zuò de nà gè kè tīng， duǒ zài jiǎo luò lǐ， wán tā de yáng wá wá。 kè rén men huái zhe jìng yì fēn fēn zhǐ zhe tā de fù qīn， yī gè hěn yòu qián de chéng bāo shāng， bù zhī shì shuí zài qiǎo shēng zhǐ chū， tā yǐ jīng gěi xiǎo gū niàn cún liǎo sān shí wàn lú bù dāng péi jià。 wǒ zhuǎn guò shēn lái， cháo nà xiē duì zhè shì hěn gǎn xīng qù de rén men， kàn liǎo yī yǎn。 wǒ de mù guāng luò dào liǎo yóu lì 'ān · mǎ sī tǎ kē wéi qí de shēn shàng。 tā bǎ yī shuāng shǒu chāo zài bèi hòu， tóu xiàng yī cè shāo shāo piān zhe， hǎo xiàng zài jí qí zhù yì dì qīng tīng zhè xiē xiān shēng men de jié rì zhù fú。 hòu lái， wǒ duì nán nǚ zhù rén zài fēn zèng hái zǐ men de lǐ wù shí suǒ biǎo xiàn chū lái de xīn jì， bù néng bù gǎn dào jīng yà。 nà gè yǐ jīng yòu liǎo sān shí wàn lú bù péi jià de xiǎo gū niàn dé dào de shì yī gè dǎ bàn dé zuì piào liàng， chuānzhuó zuì huá guì de yáng wá wá。 suǒ yòu xìng fú de 'ér tóng dū dé dào liǎo lǐ wù， dàn suí zhe hái zǐ men fù mǔ qīn dì wèi de jiàng dī， lǐ wù de fèn liàng yě xiāng yìng xià jiàng。 zuì hòu dé dào lǐ wù de， shì yī gè shí suì zuǒ yòu de nán hái， tā gè zǐ yòu xiǎo yòu shòu， liǎn shàng yòu jǐ lì qiāobān， cháng zhe yī tóu hóng fā。 tā dé dào de zhǐ shì yī běn jiǎng zì rán jiè de wěi dà， jiǎng gǎn dòng de yǎn lèi de gù shì shū， méi yòu chā tú， lián juàn shǒu、 zhāng piān shǒu wěi de xiǎo huā shì yě méi yòu。 tā shì zhù rén jiā wéi hái zǐ men qǐng lái de jiā tíng nǚ lǎo shī、 yī gè kě lián de guǎ fù de 'ér zǐ。 zhè hái zǐ shòu jìn zhé mó， biàn dé fēi cháng dǎn xiǎo。 tā chuān yī jiàn jiù tǔ bù zuò chéng de xiǎo jiā kè shān。 lǐng dào nà běn xiǎo shū yǐ hòu， tā zài qí tā de wán jù zhōu wéi pái huái liǎo hǎo jiǔ。 tā hěn xiǎng tóng qí tā de hái zǐ men wán， dàn tā yòu bù gǎn。 kàn dé chū lái： tā yǐ jīng gǎn jué chū bìng qiě míng bái zì jǐ de chǔjìng。 wǒ fēi cháng xǐ huān guān chá hái zǐ。 duì tā men zài shēng huó zhōng zuì chū de dú lì biǎo xiàn， jué dé fēi cháng yòu qù。 wǒ fā xiàn bié de hái zǐ dé dào de jià zhí 'áng guì de wán jù， duì zhè gè hóng tóu fā hái zǐ， jù yòu hěn dà de lì， tè bié shì yǎn xì， tā hěn xī wàng yǎn shàng yī jiǎo， suǒ yǐ tā jué jì dī shēng xià qì dì qù jiē jìn bié de hái zǐ。 tā liǎn shàng duī qǐ wēi xiào， hé qí tā de hái zǐ wán liǎo qǐ lái。 tā bǎ zì jǐ de yī gè píng guǒ， gěi liǎo yī gè liǎn páng fú zhǒng de nán hái。 nà nán hái de shǒu pà lǐ bāo dé mǎn mǎn de， jìn shì hǎochīde táng guǒ diǎn xīn。 hóng tóu fā nán hái shèn zhì jué xīn bǎ yī gè nán hái bèi qǐ lái， wéi de shì bù bèi cóng yǎn xì de rén yuán zhōng gǎn chū lái。 dàn shì yī fēn zhōng yǐ hòu， yī gè wán pí de hái zǐ hěn hěn dì zòu liǎo tā yī dùn。 zhè hóng tóu fā hái zǐ bù gǎn kū。 zhè shí hòu， tā de mā mā、 jiā tíng nǚ jiào shī lái liǎo， tā zhǔ fù hái zǐ bù yào fáng 'ài bié de hái zǐ men wán shuǎ。 yú shì zhè hái zǐ zǒu jìn liǎo xiǎo gū niàn suǒ zài de nà gè kè tīng。 xiǎo gū niàn ràng tā zǒu dào zì jǐ shēn biān。 yú shì liǎng rén yī qǐ fēi cháng rè qíng dì zhuóshǒu wéi nà zhǐ guì zhòng de yáng wá wá jìn xíng dǎ bàn。
wǒ zài nà zuò pá mǎn cháng chūn téng de liáng tíng lǐ， yǐ jīng zuò liǎo bàn gè lái xiǎo shí， yī biān zǎi xì qīng tīng hóng tóu fā hái zǐ hé yòu zhe sān shí wàn péi jià de xiǎo měi rén de xì shēng jiāo tán， yī biān dǎ qǐ kē shuì lái liǎo。 tā men zhèng zài wéi yáng wá wá máng dé bù yì lè hū de shí hòu， yóu lì 'ān · mǎ sī tǎ kē wéi qí tū rán zǒu jìn liǎo wū lǐ。 tā shì lì yòng hái zǐ men chǎo jià de shí jī， qiāoqiāo dì cóng dà tīng lǐ zǒu chū lái de。 wǒ fā xiàn， yī fēn lái zhōng yǐ qián， tā hái zài yǔ wèi lái de yòu qián xí fù de bà bà、 rè liè dì tán huà。 tā men suī rán gāng gāng rèn shí， què zài zhēng lùn nǎ yī zhǒng chāishi bǐ nǎ yī zhǒng chāishi yōu yuè。 xiàn zài tā zhèng zhàn zhe chén sī， hǎo xiàng zài bān zhe zhǐ tóu jì suàn zhe shénme。
“ sān shí wàn…… sān shí wàn，” tā qiāoqiāo shuō dào，“ shí yī suì…… shí 'èr suì…… shí sān suì…… zài guò wǔ nián， jiù shì yī shí liù suì lā！ wǒ men jiǎ dìng nián lìlǜ bǎi fēn zhī sì， yī nián jiù shì yī wàn 'èr qiān， wǔ nián jiù shì liù wàn， zài ná zhè liù wàn…… hǎo bā， wǒ men jiù jiǎ dìng wǔ nián yǐ hòu zǒng gòng shì sì shí wàn， duì liǎo！ zhè…… zǒng bù néng zhǐ gěi nián lì bǎi fēn zhī sì bā， piàn zǐ！ yě xǔ yào lì xī bǎi fēn zhī bā huò zhě bǎi fēn zhī shí ní。 hǎo， wǔ shí wàn， jiù suàn shì wǔ shí wàn bā， zhè zhì shǎo shì mǎn yòu bǎ wò kě yǐ dé dào de。 ǹg， cǐ wài hái huì yòu xǔ duō yī fú zhī lèi de jià zhuāng de……”
tā pán suàn wán bì， xǐng liǎo xǐng bí zǐ， běn xiǎng cóng wū lǐ tuì chū qù， què tū rán cháo xiǎo gū niàn wàng liǎo yī yǎn， rán hòu jiù tíng zhù bù dòng liǎo。 wǒ zhàn zài jǐ pén huā de hòu miàn， tā méi kàn jiàn。 wǒ jué dé tā jí qí jī dòng。 bù shì zhè yī fān pán suàn， jiù shì bié de shénme， duì tā chǎn shēng liǎo hěn dà de yǐng xiǎng。 tā cuō cuō liǎng shǒu， zài yuán dì zhàn bù zhù liǎo。 dāng tā tíng xià jiǎo bù， xiàng wèi lái de wèi hūn qī yòu jiān jué tóu guò qù yī piē shí， zhè zhǒng jī dòng yǐ jīng dá dào liǎo jí xiàn。 tā běn gāi wǎng qián zǒu qù， dàn tā xiān huán gù sì zhōu， rán hòu diǎn zhe jiǎo jiān， cháo xiǎo nǚ hái de shēn bàng zǒu qù， hǎo xiàng jué dé zì jǐ yòu diǎn bào kuì shìde。 tā dài zhe wēi xiào zǒu jìn lái， wān zǐ， wěn liǎo yī xià xiǎo gū niàn de nǎo dài。 xiǎo gū niàn méi liào dào tā zhè yīzhāo， xià dé jīng jiào yī shēng。
“ nín zài zhè 'ér gànshénme ní， kě 'ài de xiǎo nǚ hái？” tā qiǎo shēng wèn dào， tóng shí yī biān dōng zhāng xī wàng， yī biān níng xiǎo gū niàn de miàn jiá。
“ wǒ men zài wán……”
“ ā？ hé tā wán má？” yóu lì 'ān · mǎ sī tǎ kē wéi qí xié zhe yǎn jīng wàng liǎo yī xià xiǎo nán hái。
“ bǎo bèi， nǐ gāi dào kè tīng lǐ qù！” yóu lì 'ān · mǎ sī tǎ kē wéi qí duì nà xiǎo nán hái shuō dào。
xiǎo nán hái méi yòu kēng qì， yī shuāng yǎn jīng dīng zhe tā wàng。 yóu lì 'ān · mǎ sī tǎ kē wéi qí yòu wàng liǎo wàng sì zhōu， yú shì yòu duì zhe xiǎo gū niàn fǔ zǐ。
“ kě 'ài de hái zǐ， nín zhè shì shénme， shì yáng wá wá má？” tā wèn dào。
“ shì yáng wá wá，” xiǎo gū niàn zhòu zhe méi tóu huí dá。 tā yòu diǎn hài pà。
“ yáng wá wá…… kě 'ài de hái zǐ， nín zhī bù zhī dào， nín de yáng wá wá shì yòng shénme dōng xī zuò de？”
“ bù zhī dào……” xiǎo gū niàn qiāoqiāo dì huí dá， wán quán bǎ nǎo dài chuí xià qù liǎo。
“ bǎo bèi， shì yòng pò bù zuò chéng de。 xiǎo nán hái， nǐ gāi dào dà tīng lǐ qù， zhǎo nǐ zì jǐ de huǒ bàn qù，” yóu lì 'ān · mǎ sī tǎ kē wéi qí shuō wán， yán lì dì dèng liǎo xiǎo nán hái yī yǎn。 xiǎo gū niàn hé xiǎo nán hái zhòu qǐ méi tóu， hù xiāng bào zài yī qǐ。 tā men bù xiǎng fēn kāi。
“ nín zhī dào bù zhī dào， wèishénme bǎ zhè gè yáng wá wá sòng gěi nín ní？！” yóu lì 'ān · mǎ sī tǎ kē wéi qí bǎ shēng yīn jiàng dé yuè lái yuè dī， wèn dào。
“ wǒ bù zhī dào。”
“ yīn wéi nín zài zhè yī xīng qī nèi biǎo xiàn hěn hǎo， lìng rén kě 'ài。”
zhè shí， yóu lì 'ān · mǎ sī tǎ kē wéi qí yǐ jīng jī dòng dé bù néng zài jī dòng， tā sì xià zhāng wàng， bǎ shēng yīn jiàng dé yuè lái yuè dī， zuì hòu yòng jīhū ràng jī dòng hé jiāo jí de xīn qíng nòng dé jiào rén tīng bù jiàn de shēng yīn wèn dào：
“ rú guǒ wǒ jiāng lái qù nín fù mǔ jiā zuò kè， nín huì xǐ huān wǒ má， kě 'ài de xiǎo gū niàn？”
shuō wán zhè jù huà yǐ hòu， yóu lì 'ān · mǎ sī tǎ kē wéi qí xiǎng zài yī cì wěn wěn kě 'ài de xiǎo gū niàn， dàn shì hóng tóu fā xiǎo nán hái kàn dào xiǎo gū niàn mǎ shàng jiù yào kū qǐ lái de shí hòu， mǎ shàng lā zhe tā de liǎng shǒu， yóu yú duì xiǎo gū niàn chōng mǎn tóng qíng， tā zì jǐ yě wū wū dì kū qì qǐ lái liǎo。 yóu lì 'ān · mǎ sī tǎ kē wéi qí wèicǐ dà fā léi tíng。
“ qù， lí kāi zhè lǐ， zǒu kāi！” tā duì xiǎo nán hái shuō dào，“ dào dà tīng lǐ qù， dào nǐ de huǒ bàn men nà lǐ qù！”
“ bù， bù yào zǒu， bù yào zǒu！ nín kuài zǒu kāi bā，” xiǎo gū niàn shuō dào，“ liú xià tā， ràng tā liú xià！” tā shuō zhe， jīhū fàng shēng kū liǎo qǐ lái。
bù zhī shì shuí zài mén lǐ fā chū xiǎng shēng， yóu lì 'ān · mǎ sī tǎ kē wéi qí gǎn jǐn tái qǐ tā kuí wú de shēn zǐ， xià liǎo yī tiào。 dàn hóng tóu fā de xiǎo nán hái bǐ yóu lì 'ān · mǎ sī tǎ kē wéi qí xià dé gèng lì hài。 tā pāo xià xiǎo gū niàn， qiāoqiāo dì kào zhe qiáng gēn， cóng kè tīng liù jìn fàn tīng。 wèile bù zhì yǐn qǐ huái yí， yóu lì 'ān · mǎ sī tǎ kē wéi qí yě zǒu jìn liǎo fàn tīng。 tā mǎn liǎn tōng hóng， xiàng zhǐ zuì xiā， cháo jìng zǐ lǐ yī qiáo， sì hū yòu diǎn gǎn dào gān gà。 tā yě xǔ shì zài wéi zì jǐ de jí zào、 quē fá nài xīn 'ér gǎn dào bù kuài。 yě xǔ， bān zhuóshǒu zhǐ jì suàn de jiēguǒ shǐ tā xiān shì gǎn dào chī jīng， hòu lái yòu shǐ tā shòu dào yǔ gǔ wǔ， yǐ zhì yú tā bù gù zì jǐ de tǐ miàn hé zhuāng zhòng， jué xīn xiàng xiǎo hái zǐ yī yàng， zhí jiē xiàng zì jǐ de duì xiàng， fā qǐ jìn gōng， suī rán zhè gè duì xiàng zhì shǎo yào wǔ nián yǐ hòu cái néng chéng wéi zhēn zhèng de duì xiàng。 wǒ gēn zài zhè wèi kě jìng de xiān shēng hòu miàn， zǒu jìn fàn tīng， kàn dào liǎo qí guài de yī mù。 yóu lì 'ān · mǎ 'ěr kē wéi qí yòu nǎo yòu hèn， mǎn liǎn zhàng dé tōng hóng， pàn mìng xià hǔ hóng tóu fā xiǎo nán hái。 nà hái zǐ lí kāi tā yuè lái yuè yuǎn， xià dé bù zhī dào wǎng nǎ lǐ páo hǎo。
“ qù， nǐ zài zhè lǐ gànshénme？ kuài qù， bù zhōng yòng de jiā huǒ， kuài qù！ nǐ zài zhè 'ér tōu shuǐ guǒ chī， shì má？ nǐ zài zhè 'ér tōu shuǐ guǒ chī？ qù， bù zhōng yòng de jiā huǒ， bí tì chóng， kuài zǒu， dào nǐ de huǒ bàn nà lǐ qù！”
xià huài liǎo de xiǎo nán hái， cǎi qǔ zuì hòu de yīzhāo， shì zhe pá dào liǎo zhuō zǐ dǐ xià。 dāng shí yào gǎn tā zǒu de rén， yǐ jīng qì dào liǎo jí diǎn， tāo chū tā de yī kuài cháng cháng de má shā shǒu juàn， kāi shǐ chōu dǎ pā zài zhuō zǐ dǐ xià yī shēng bù kēng de hái zǐ。 yīngdāng zhǐ chū： yóu lì 'ān · mǎ sī tǎ kē wéi qí shēn zǐ yòu diǎn pàng。 zhè shì yī gè bǎo yǎng dé bù cuò de rén， miàn sè hóng rùn， xiāng dāng jiēshí， tǐng zhe gè dà dù zǐ， hái yòu liǎng tiáo cū zhuàng de dà tuǐ， yī jù huà， shì gè zhuàng shí de xiǎo zǐ， yuán dé xiàng kē hé táo。 tā mǎn tóu dàhán、 qì chuǎn xū xū、 liǎn hóng dé kě pà。 zuì hòu tā de fèn nù， yě xǔ hái yòu jì dù（ shuí zhī dào ní？） dá dào liǎo jí diǎn， tā jiǎn zhí shì nù huǒ zhōng shāo liǎo。 wǒ fàng shēng hā hā dà xiào。 yóu lì 'ān · mǎ sī tǎ kē wéi qí huí zhuǎn shēn lái， suī rán tā míng shēng xiǎn hè， zhè shí què yǐ wàn fēn gān gà liǎo。 zhè shí hòu， nán zhù rén cóng duì miàn mén lǐ zǒu liǎo chū lái。 xiǎo nán hái yě cóng zhuō dǐ xià pá chū lái， cā cā zì jǐ de xī gài hé shǒu zhǒu。 yóu lì 'ān · mǎ sī tǎ kē wéi qí jí máng jiāng shǒu zhōng wò zhe yī jiǎo de shǒu pà sòng dào bí zǐ biān shàng。
zhù rén wàng wàng wǒ men sān gè， gǎn dào yòu diǎn mò míng qí miào， dàn tā zuò wéi yī gè jīng tōng shì gù 'ér yòu bàn shì yán sù rèn zhēn de rén， mǎ shàng zhuā zhù liǎo zhè gè yǔ kè rén dān dú jiàn miàn de jī huì。
“ zhè hái zǐ jiù shì，” tā zhǐ zhe hóng tóu fā nán hái shuō dào，“ jiù shì wǒ róng xìng dì xiàng nín kěn qiú……”。
“ ā？” yóu lì 'ān · mǎ sī tǎ kē wéi qí huí dá zhe， tā hái méi yòu wán quán huī fù cháng tài。
“ shì jiào wǒ hái zǐ de jiā tíng nǚ lǎo shī de 'ér zǐ，” nán zhù rén jì xù yòng kěn qiú de yǔ qì jì xù shuō dào，“ yī gè kě lián de nǚ rén， yī gè guǎ fù， zhàng fū yuán shì yī míng zhōng shí de gōng wù yuán， yīn cǐ…… yóu lì 'ān · mǎ sī tǎ kē wéi qí， rú guǒ kě néng de huà……”
“ ā yā， bù， bù，” yóu lì 'ān · mǎ sī tǎ kē wéi qí jí jí máng máng jiào liǎo qǐ lái，“ bù， qǐng nín yuán liàng， fěi lǐ pǔ · ā liè kè sài yè wéi qí， zěn me yě bù xíng。 wǒ wèn guò liǎo， méi yòu kòngquē， jí shǐ yòu yī gè， nà yě huì zǎo yòu shí gè rén qù bǔ quē liǎo， ér qiě tā men bǐ tā gèng yòu quán…… fēi cháng yí hàn， fēi cháng yí hàn。……”
“ què shí yí hàn，” nán zhù rén chóngfù shuō dào，“ bù guò， zhè hái zǐ hěn qiān xū， wén wén jìng jìng……”
“ wǒ fā xiàn tā shì gè wán pí guǐ，” yóu lì 'ān · mǎ sī tǎ kē wéi qí xiē sī dǐ lǐ dì wāi zhe zuǐ bā。 huí dá dào：“ qù， xiǎo guǐ， nǐ zhàn zhe gànmá？ kuài qù zhǎo nǐ de huǒ bàn！” tā zhuǎn shēn duì zhe hái zǐ shuō dào。
hǎo xiàng tā zhè shí zài yě rěn bù zhù liǎo， yòng yī zhǐ yǎn jīng piǎo liǎo wǒ yī yǎn。 wǒ yě rěn bù zhù liǎo， zhí duì zhe tā hā hā dà xiào qǐ lái。 yóu lì 'ān · mǎ sī tǎ kē wéi qí mǎ shàng zhuǎn guò shēn qù， xiàng zhù rén wèn zhè gè qí guài de qīng nián rén shì shénme rén？ xiǎn rán shì zhǐ wǒ shuō de。 tā men kāi shǐ qiāoqiāo 'ěr yǔ， cóng fáng lǐ zǒu liǎo chū qù。 wǒ suí hòu kàn dào yóu lì 'ān · mǎ sī tǎ kē wéi qí yī biān tīng nán zhù rén shuō huà， yī biān lù chū bù xiāng xìn de shén qíng， lián lián yáo tóu。
wǒ xiào gòu yǐ hòu， huí dào liǎo dà tīng lǐ。 nà wèi dà rén wù zài nà lǐ shòu dào hái zǐ men de fù mǔ hé nán nǚ zhù rén de bāo wéi， zhèng zài tóng gāng gāng xiàng tā yǐn jiàn de yī wèi fù nǚ， rè liè dì jiāo tán。 nà wèi fù nǚ qiān zhe yī gè xiǎo gū niàn de shǒu。 shí fēn zhōng yǐ qián yóu lì 'ān · mǎ sī tǎ kē wéi qí tóng tā zài kè tīng lǐ yòu guò yī cì bù yú kuài de tán huà。 xiàn zài tā mǎn kǒu chēng zàn zhè wèi kě 'ài de xiǎo gū niàn cháng xiāng piào liàng， cái huá héng yì、 zī tài yōu měi、 fù yòu jiào yǎng。 tā xiǎn rán shì zài xiǎo gū niàn de mā mā miàn qián xiàn yīn qín。 mǔ qīn tīng zhe tā de fèng chéng huà， gāo xīng dé chàdiǎn diào xià lèi lái。 xiǎo gū niàn fù qīn de zuǐ biān yě lù chū liǎo xiào róng。 nán zhù rén duì zhè jiē dà huān xǐ de chǎng miàn， yě gǎn dào gāo xīng。 suǒ yòu de kè réndōu shēn biǎo tóng qíng， lián hái zǐ men de yóu xì yě tíng liǎo xià lái， miǎn dé fáng 'ài dà jiā tán huà。 zhěng gè kōng qì dū chōng mǎn yǎng mù zhī qíng。 cháng xiāng piào liàng de xiǎo gū niàn de mǔ qīn， nèi xīn shēn chù dū shòu dào gǎn dòng， wǒ hòu lái tīng dào tā yòng jīng xīn tiǎo xuǎn de cí huì， yāo qǐng yóu lì 'ān · mǎ sī tǎ kē wéi qí dà jià guāng lín tā men jiā， chéng wéi tā men gāo guì de kè rén。 tā rèn wéi zhè jiāng shì jǐyǔ tā men jiā de tè shū róng yào。 yóu lì 'ān · mǎ sī tǎ kē wéi qí huái zhe zhēn chéng de xǐ yuè xīn qíng jiē shòu liǎo zhè yī yāo qǐng。 hòu lái， kè rén men 'àn zhào lǐ jié de yào qiú， fēn fēn sàn kāi， wǒ tīng dào tā men bǐ cǐ yòng shí fēn dòng rén de yǔ yán， zàn yáng chéng bāo shāng fū fù hé tā men de xiǎo gū niàn， tè bié shì yóu lì 'ān · mǎ sī tǎ kē wéi qí。
“ zhè wèi xiān shēng jié hūn liǎo má？” wǒ jīhū shì dà shēng dì wèn wǒ de yī wèi shú rén， tā zhàn de dì fāng lí yóu lì 'ān · mǎ sī tǎ kē wéi qí bǐ shuídōu jìn。
yóu lì 'ān · mǎ sī tǎ kē wéi qí 'è hěn hěn dì xiàng wǒ tóu guò lái shěn shì de yī piē。
“ méi yòu！” wǒ de shú rén zuò liǎo huí dá。 tā duì wǒ gù yì zhè yàng bù zhī qù dì tí wèn， dǎ xīn dǐ lǐ gǎn dào bù kuài……
qián bù jiǔ， wǒ cóng mǒu mǒu jiào táng zǒu guò。 nà lǐ rén shān rén hǎi、 chē shuǐ mǎ lóng， shǐ wǒ dà chī yī jīng。 zhōu wéi de rén mendōu zài tán lùn zhè shèng dà de hūn lǐ。 nà shì yī gè yīn tiān， ér qiě kāi shǐ xià qǐ méng méng xì yǔ lái liǎo。 wǒ gēn zhe rén liú， zǒu jìn jiào táng， yú shì wǒ kàn jiàn liǎo xīn láng。 nà shì yī gè gè zǐ 'ǎi xiǎo、 yī zhe jí qí jiǎng jiū de yuán liǎn xiǎo zǐ， dà fù piánpián， shēn tǐ bǎo yǎng dé hěn hǎo。 tā páo lái páo qù， máng máng lù lù， bù tíng dì fā hào shī lìng。 zuì hòu， yòu rén shuō xīn niàn zuò chē lái liǎo。 wǒ pàn mìng jǐ jìn rén qún， kàn dào liǎo yī wèi jué miào jiā rén， tā dà gài cái jìn rù miào líng de dì yī gè chūn tiān。 dàn shì zhè wèi měi rén de miàn sè què shì cāng bái de， xīn qíng shì yōu yù de。 tā xīn bù zài yān dì wàng zhe。 wǒ shèn zhì jué dé， tā de yǎn jīng yīn wéi qián bù jiǔ liú guò lèi， ér xiǎn dé hóng zhǒng。 tā liǎn bù měi yī gēn xiàn tiáo de gǔ diǎn shì de yán jǐn， dū shǐ tā de měi jù yòu mǒu zhǒng zhuāng yán sù mù de shén tài。 tòu guò zhè zhǒng zhuāng yán sù mù de shén tài， tòu guò zhè zhǒng yōu yù de xīn qíng， réng rán kě yǐ kàn chū tā zuì chū de、 zhì qì wèi tuì de tiān zhēn wú xié de róng yán。 mǒu zhǒng tiān zhēn dào bù néng zài tiān zhēn de、 shàng wèi dìng xíng de、 nián qīng de dōng xī， bù duàn biǎo xiàn chū lái， sì hū zài mò mò wú yán dì wéi zì jǐ 'āi qiú lián xī。
yòu rén shuō， tā gāng mǎn shí liù suì。 wǒ zhù yì kàn kàn xīn láng， tū rán fā xiàn tā zhèng shì wǒ zhěng zhěng sān nián bù jiàn de yóu lì 'ān · mǎ sī tǎ kē wéi qí。 wǒ yòu wàng liǎo wàng xīn niàn…… wǒ de tiān nǎ！ wǒ gǎn kuài jǐ chū jiào táng。 rén qún zhōng yòu rén shuō xīn niàn hěn yòu qián， yòu péi jià wǔ shí wàn， hái yòu xǔ duō yī shān……
“ tā zhè suàn pán zhēn dǎ dé jīng míng！” wǒ zhè me yī xiǎng， jiù jǐ dào wài miàn qù liǎo……
qián xiē rì zǐ wǒ jiàn guò yī cì hūn lǐ…… dàn shì， bù！ wǒ zuì hǎo gěi nín jiǎng jiǎng shèng dàn wǎn huì bā， hūn lǐ bàn dé bù cuò， wǒ hěn xǐ huān， dàn shì nà cì wǎn huì què gèng hǎo。 bù zhī dào wèishénme， wǒ wàng zhe zhè chǎng hūn lǐ， jiù xiǎng qǐ nà cì shèng dàn wǎn huì。 shì qíng shì zhè yàng fā shēng de。 zhèng hǎo shì wǔ nián qián de chú xī， wǒ yìng yāo qù cān jiā yī cì 'ér tóng wǔ huì。 yāo qǐng wǒ de rén shì yī wèi zhù míng de shí yè jiā， tā jiāo yóu guǎng、 shú rén duō、 shǒu wàn gāo míng， suǒ yǐ kě yǐ shuō， zhè gè 'ér tóng wǔ huì bù guò shì gè jiè kǒu， mù de shì ràng nà xiē fù mǔ qīn men jù jí qǐ lái， wú jū wú shù dì shùn biàn tán tán tā men gǎn xīng qù de wèn tí。 wǒ shì yī gè jú wài rén， méi yòu shénme jù tǐ de wèn tí kě tán， yīn cǐ wǒ xiāng dāng qīng sōng dì dù guò liǎo yī gè wǎn shàng。 zhè 'ér hái yòu yī wèi xiān shēng， hǎo xiàng yě bù shì chū shēn míng mén wàng zú， dàn què xiàng wǒ yī yàng， ǒu rán pèng shàng liǎo zhè yī jiā tíng jù huì…… tā bǐ suǒ yòu de rén gèng zǎo zhù yì dào wǒ。 zhè shì yī wèi gè zǐ gāo、 shēn cái shòu de nán zǐ， tā shén qíng shí fēn yán sù， chuānzhuó fēi cháng jiǎng jiū。 dàn shì kàn dé chū lái， tā duì jiā tíng xìng fú hǎo xiàng gēn běn méi yòu xīng qù。 chú liǎo zhù rén zhī wài， cān jiā wǔ huì de lái kè zhōng， tā méi yòu yī gè shú rén。 kàn dé chū lái， tā fēi cháng jì mò， dàn tā què hěn yǒng gǎn， yī zhí jiān chí dào wǎn huì jié shù， shǐ zhōng zhuāng zuò yī gè fēi cháng kuài huó 'ér xìng fú de rén。 hòu lái wǒ cái zhī dào， zhè wèi xiān shēng lái zì wài shěng， tā zài shǒu dū yòu yī jiàn shāng nǎo jīn de shì qíng yào bàn。 tā gěi wǒ men de zhù rén dài lái yī fēng jiè shào xìn， zhù rén duì cǐ háo wú con amore①， dàn chū yú lǐ mào， hái shì qǐng tā cān jiā liǎo 'ér tóng wǔ huì。 méi rén qǐng tā wán pái， méi rén gěi tā jìng yān， shèn zhì méi yòu rèn hé rén tóng tā jiāo tán。 yě xǔ rén men lǎo yuǎn jiù gēn jù yǔ máo rèn chū zhè shì yī zhǐ shénme niǎo liǎo， nòng dé wǒ de zhè wèi xiān shēng shǒu zú wú cuò， jiǎn zhí bù zhī dào shǒu wǎng nǎ 'ér gē hǎo， zhǐ hǎo zhěng gè wǎn shàng bǎi nòng zì jǐ de luò sāi hú zǐ。 tā de luò sāi hú zǐ què shí cháng dé fēi cháng piào liàng。 dàn shì， tā mō hú zǐ de yòng xīn chéng dù， jiǎn zhí ràng rén wàng zhe tā jué dé shì xiān cháng chū zhè xiē hú zǐ， hòu lái cái chū xiàn mō hú zǐ de zhè wèi xiān shēng de。
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① yì dà lì yǔ！ rè qíng。
jī jí jǔ bàn wǎn huì de zhù rén yòu wǔ gè cháng dé hěn hǎo de nán hái。 chú liǎo zhù rén hé shàng miàn tí dào de nà wèi xiān shēng zhī wài， wǒ hái xǐ huān yī wèi xiān shēng。 dàn zhè wèi xiān shēng yǔ qián miàn de nà yī wèi wán quán bù tóng。 zhè shì yī wèi yòu tóu yòu liǎn de rén wù。 tā jiào yóu lì 'ān · mǎ sī tǎ kē wéi qí。 yī yǎn jiù kě yǐ kàn chū： tā shì yī wèi guì kè。 tā duì dài zhù rén de tài dù， yǔ zhù rén duì dài nà wèi lǎo mō zì jǐ de luò sāi hú zǐ de xiān shēng de tài dù， yī mó yī yàng。 nán nǚ zhù rén duì tā shuō liǎo wú shù de kè qì huà， gěi tā dàochá jìng yān， zhào liào dé wú wēi bù zhì。 tā men bǎ qí tā de kè rén yǐn dào tā zhè lǐ， xiàng tā zuò jiè shào， dàn què bù yǐn tā qù jiàn rèn hé bié de kè rén。 dāng yóu lì 'ān · mǎ sī tǎ kē wéi qí tán dào zhè cì wǎn huì， shuō tā hěn shǎo yòu jī huì zhè me yú kuài dì dù guò shí guāng de shí hòu， wǒ fā xiàn nán zhù rén de yǎn jīng lǐ qín zhe lèi shuǐ。 yòu zhè wèi dà rén wù zài chǎng， wǒ bù zhī wèishénme yòu diǎn gǎn dào hài pà， yīn cǐ， zài duì hái zǐ men zuò liǎo yī fān xīn shǎng zhī hòu， wǒ biàn zǒu jìn nà gè kōng wú yī rén de xiǎo kè tīng， zuò zài jīhū zhàn qù zhěng zhěng bàn gè fáng jiān de nǚ zhù rén de huā tíng lǐ。
suǒ yòu de hái zǐ dōukě 'ài dé chū qí， dá dào liǎo lìng rén nán yǐ zhì xìn de chéng dù。 jìn guǎn zuò mā mā de hé jiā tíng nǚ lǎo shī yī zài xùn jiè， tā men què jiān jué bù yuàn yì xué nà xiē dà rén de yàng。 yī zhǎ yǎn gōng fū， tā men jiù qiǎng guāng liǎo shèng dàn shù shàng de táng guǒ， yī kē yě bù shèng xià。 tā men zài méi yòu nòng qīng nǎ jiàn wán jù guī shuí zhī qián， jiù bǎ yī bàn de wán jù nòng huài liǎo。 yī gè hēi yǎn jīng de nán hái， shēng zhe yī tóu juǎnfà， lǎo xiǎng yòng zì jǐ de mù zhì shǒu qiāng duì zhe wǒ shè jī。 tā de cháng xiāng tè bié piào liàng。 dàn zuì yǐn rén zhù mùdì， shì tā de jiě jiě， yī gè shí yī 'èr suì de xiǎo gū niàn。 tā fēi cháng měi lì， huó xiàng yī zūn xiǎo 'ài shén； tā fēi cháng wén jìng， shàn yú chén sī， liǎn sè cāng bái， gǔ zhe yī duì chén sī de dà yǎn jīng。 hǎo xiàng tā shòu dào liǎo hái zǐ men de qī wǔ， yīn cǐ tā lái dào liǎo wǒ zuò de nà gè kè tīng， duǒ zài jiǎo luò lǐ， wán tā de yáng wá wá。 kè rén men huái zhe jìng yì fēn fēn zhǐ zhe tā de fù qīn， yī gè hěn yòu qián de chéng bāo shāng， bù zhī shì shuí zài qiǎo shēng zhǐ chū， tā yǐ jīng gěi xiǎo gū niàn cún liǎo sān shí wàn lú bù dāng péi jià。 wǒ zhuǎn guò shēn lái， cháo nà xiē duì zhè shì hěn gǎn xīng qù de rén men， kàn liǎo yī yǎn。 wǒ de mù guāng luò dào liǎo yóu lì 'ān · mǎ sī tǎ kē wéi qí de shēn shàng。 tā bǎ yī shuāng shǒu chāo zài bèi hòu， tóu xiàng yī cè shāo shāo piān zhe， hǎo xiàng zài jí qí zhù yì dì qīng tīng zhè xiē xiān shēng men de jié rì zhù fú。 hòu lái， wǒ duì nán nǚ zhù rén zài fēn zèng hái zǐ men de lǐ wù shí suǒ biǎo xiàn chū lái de xīn jì， bù néng bù gǎn dào jīng yà。 nà gè yǐ jīng yòu liǎo sān shí wàn lú bù péi jià de xiǎo gū niàn dé dào de shì yī gè dǎ bàn dé zuì piào liàng， chuānzhuó zuì huá guì de yáng wá wá。 suǒ yòu xìng fú de 'ér tóng dū dé dào liǎo lǐ wù， dàn suí zhe hái zǐ men fù mǔ qīn dì wèi de jiàng dī， lǐ wù de fèn liàng yě xiāng yìng xià jiàng。 zuì hòu dé dào lǐ wù de， shì yī gè shí suì zuǒ yòu de nán hái， tā gè zǐ yòu xiǎo yòu shòu， liǎn shàng yòu jǐ lì qiāobān， cháng zhe yī tóu hóng fā。 tā dé dào de zhǐ shì yī běn jiǎng zì rán jiè de wěi dà， jiǎng gǎn dòng de yǎn lèi de gù shì shū， méi yòu chā tú， lián juàn shǒu、 zhāng piān shǒu wěi de xiǎo huā shì yě méi yòu。 tā shì zhù rén jiā wéi hái zǐ men qǐng lái de jiā tíng nǚ lǎo shī、 yī gè kě lián de guǎ fù de 'ér zǐ。 zhè hái zǐ shòu jìn zhé mó， biàn dé fēi cháng dǎn xiǎo。 tā chuān yī jiàn jiù tǔ bù zuò chéng de xiǎo jiā kè shān。 lǐng dào nà běn xiǎo shū yǐ hòu， tā zài qí tā de wán jù zhōu wéi pái huái liǎo hǎo jiǔ。 tā hěn xiǎng tóng qí tā de hái zǐ men wán， dàn tā yòu bù gǎn。 kàn dé chū lái： tā yǐ jīng gǎn jué chū bìng qiě míng bái zì jǐ de chǔjìng。 wǒ fēi cháng xǐ huān guān chá hái zǐ。 duì tā men zài shēng huó zhōng zuì chū de dú lì biǎo xiàn， jué dé fēi cháng yòu qù。 wǒ fā xiàn bié de hái zǐ dé dào de jià zhí 'áng guì de wán jù， duì zhè gè hóng tóu fā hái zǐ， jù yòu hěn dà de lì， tè bié shì yǎn xì， tā hěn xī wàng yǎn shàng yī jiǎo， suǒ yǐ tā jué jì dī shēng xià qì dì qù jiē jìn bié de hái zǐ。 tā liǎn shàng duī qǐ wēi xiào， hé qí tā de hái zǐ wán liǎo qǐ lái。 tā bǎ zì jǐ de yī gè píng guǒ， gěi liǎo yī gè liǎn páng fú zhǒng de nán hái。 nà nán hái de shǒu pà lǐ bāo dé mǎn mǎn de， jìn shì hǎochīde táng guǒ diǎn xīn。 hóng tóu fā nán hái shèn zhì jué xīn bǎ yī gè nán hái bèi qǐ lái， wéi de shì bù bèi cóng yǎn xì de rén yuán zhōng gǎn chū lái。 dàn shì yī fēn zhōng yǐ hòu， yī gè wán pí de hái zǐ hěn hěn dì zòu liǎo tā yī dùn。 zhè hóng tóu fā hái zǐ bù gǎn kū。 zhè shí hòu， tā de mā mā、 jiā tíng nǚ jiào shī lái liǎo， tā zhǔ fù hái zǐ bù yào fáng 'ài bié de hái zǐ men wán shuǎ。 yú shì zhè hái zǐ zǒu jìn liǎo xiǎo gū niàn suǒ zài de nà gè kè tīng。 xiǎo gū niàn ràng tā zǒu dào zì jǐ shēn biān。 yú shì liǎng rén yī qǐ fēi cháng rè qíng dì zhuóshǒu wéi nà zhǐ guì zhòng de yáng wá wá jìn xíng dǎ bàn。
wǒ zài nà zuò pá mǎn cháng chūn téng de liáng tíng lǐ， yǐ jīng zuò liǎo bàn gè lái xiǎo shí， yī biān zǎi xì qīng tīng hóng tóu fā hái zǐ hé yòu zhe sān shí wàn péi jià de xiǎo měi rén de xì shēng jiāo tán， yī biān dǎ qǐ kē shuì lái liǎo。 tā men zhèng zài wéi yáng wá wá máng dé bù yì lè hū de shí hòu， yóu lì 'ān · mǎ sī tǎ kē wéi qí tū rán zǒu jìn liǎo wū lǐ。 tā shì lì yòng hái zǐ men chǎo jià de shí jī， qiāoqiāo dì cóng dà tīng lǐ zǒu chū lái de。 wǒ fā xiàn， yī fēn lái zhōng yǐ qián， tā hái zài yǔ wèi lái de yòu qián xí fù de bà bà、 rè liè dì tán huà。 tā men suī rán gāng gāng rèn shí， què zài zhēng lùn nǎ yī zhǒng chāishi bǐ nǎ yī zhǒng chāishi yōu yuè。 xiàn zài tā zhèng zhàn zhe chén sī， hǎo xiàng zài bān zhe zhǐ tóu jì suàn zhe shénme。
“ sān shí wàn…… sān shí wàn，” tā qiāoqiāo shuō dào，“ shí yī suì…… shí 'èr suì…… shí sān suì…… zài guò wǔ nián， jiù shì yī shí liù suì lā！ wǒ men jiǎ dìng nián lìlǜ bǎi fēn zhī sì， yī nián jiù shì yī wàn 'èr qiān， wǔ nián jiù shì liù wàn， zài ná zhè liù wàn…… hǎo bā， wǒ men jiù jiǎ dìng wǔ nián yǐ hòu zǒng gòng shì sì shí wàn， duì liǎo！ zhè…… zǒng bù néng zhǐ gěi nián lì bǎi fēn zhī sì bā， piàn zǐ！ yě xǔ yào lì xī bǎi fēn zhī bā huò zhě bǎi fēn zhī shí ní。 hǎo， wǔ shí wàn， jiù suàn shì wǔ shí wàn bā， zhè zhì shǎo shì mǎn yòu bǎ wò kě yǐ dé dào de。 ǹg， cǐ wài hái huì yòu xǔ duō yī fú zhī lèi de jià zhuāng de……”
tā pán suàn wán bì， xǐng liǎo xǐng bí zǐ， běn xiǎng cóng wū lǐ tuì chū qù， què tū rán cháo xiǎo gū niàn wàng liǎo yī yǎn， rán hòu jiù tíng zhù bù dòng liǎo。 wǒ zhàn zài jǐ pén huā de hòu miàn， tā méi kàn jiàn。 wǒ jué dé tā jí qí jī dòng。 bù shì zhè yī fān pán suàn， jiù shì bié de shénme， duì tā chǎn shēng liǎo hěn dà de yǐng xiǎng。 tā cuō cuō liǎng shǒu， zài yuán dì zhàn bù zhù liǎo。 dāng tā tíng xià jiǎo bù， xiàng wèi lái de wèi hūn qī yòu jiān jué tóu guò qù yī piē shí， zhè zhǒng jī dòng yǐ jīng dá dào liǎo jí xiàn。 tā běn gāi wǎng qián zǒu qù， dàn tā xiān huán gù sì zhōu， rán hòu diǎn zhe jiǎo jiān， cháo xiǎo nǚ hái de shēn bàng zǒu qù， hǎo xiàng jué dé zì jǐ yòu diǎn bào kuì shìde。 tā dài zhe wēi xiào zǒu jìn lái， wān zǐ， wěn liǎo yī xià xiǎo gū niàn de nǎo dài。 xiǎo gū niàn méi liào dào tā zhè yīzhāo， xià dé jīng jiào yī shēng。
“ nín zài zhè 'ér gànshénme ní， kě 'ài de xiǎo nǚ hái？” tā qiǎo shēng wèn dào， tóng shí yī biān dōng zhāng xī wàng， yī biān níng xiǎo gū niàn de miàn jiá。
“ wǒ men zài wán……”
“ ā？ hé tā wán má？” yóu lì 'ān · mǎ sī tǎ kē wéi qí xié zhe yǎn jīng wàng liǎo yī xià xiǎo nán hái。
“ bǎo bèi， nǐ gāi dào kè tīng lǐ qù！” yóu lì 'ān · mǎ sī tǎ kē wéi qí duì nà xiǎo nán hái shuō dào。
xiǎo nán hái méi yòu kēng qì， yī shuāng yǎn jīng dīng zhe tā wàng。 yóu lì 'ān · mǎ sī tǎ kē wéi qí yòu wàng liǎo wàng sì zhōu， yú shì yòu duì zhe xiǎo gū niàn fǔ zǐ。
“ kě 'ài de hái zǐ， nín zhè shì shénme， shì yáng wá wá má？” tā wèn dào。
“ shì yáng wá wá，” xiǎo gū niàn zhòu zhe méi tóu huí dá。 tā yòu diǎn hài pà。
“ yáng wá wá…… kě 'ài de hái zǐ， nín zhī bù zhī dào， nín de yáng wá wá shì yòng shénme dōng xī zuò de？”
“ bù zhī dào……” xiǎo gū niàn qiāoqiāo dì huí dá， wán quán bǎ nǎo dài chuí xià qù liǎo。
“ bǎo bèi， shì yòng pò bù zuò chéng de。 xiǎo nán hái， nǐ gāi dào dà tīng lǐ qù， zhǎo nǐ zì jǐ de huǒ bàn qù，” yóu lì 'ān · mǎ sī tǎ kē wéi qí shuō wán， yán lì dì dèng liǎo xiǎo nán hái yī yǎn。 xiǎo gū niàn hé xiǎo nán hái zhòu qǐ méi tóu， hù xiāng bào zài yī qǐ。 tā men bù xiǎng fēn kāi。
“ nín zhī dào bù zhī dào， wèishénme bǎ zhè gè yáng wá wá sòng gěi nín ní？！” yóu lì 'ān · mǎ sī tǎ kē wéi qí bǎ shēng yīn jiàng dé yuè lái yuè dī， wèn dào。
“ wǒ bù zhī dào。”
“ yīn wéi nín zài zhè yī xīng qī nèi biǎo xiàn hěn hǎo， lìng rén kě 'ài。”
zhè shí， yóu lì 'ān · mǎ sī tǎ kē wéi qí yǐ jīng jī dòng dé bù néng zài jī dòng， tā sì xià zhāng wàng， bǎ shēng yīn jiàng dé yuè lái yuè dī， zuì hòu yòng jīhū ràng jī dòng hé jiāo jí de xīn qíng nòng dé jiào rén tīng bù jiàn de shēng yīn wèn dào：
“ rú guǒ wǒ jiāng lái qù nín fù mǔ jiā zuò kè， nín huì xǐ huān wǒ má， kě 'ài de xiǎo gū niàn？”
shuō wán zhè jù huà yǐ hòu， yóu lì 'ān · mǎ sī tǎ kē wéi qí xiǎng zài yī cì wěn wěn kě 'ài de xiǎo gū niàn， dàn shì hóng tóu fā xiǎo nán hái kàn dào xiǎo gū niàn mǎ shàng jiù yào kū qǐ lái de shí hòu， mǎ shàng lā zhe tā de liǎng shǒu， yóu yú duì xiǎo gū niàn chōng mǎn tóng qíng， tā zì jǐ yě wū wū dì kū qì qǐ lái liǎo。 yóu lì 'ān · mǎ sī tǎ kē wéi qí wèicǐ dà fā léi tíng。
“ qù， lí kāi zhè lǐ， zǒu kāi！” tā duì xiǎo nán hái shuō dào，“ dào dà tīng lǐ qù， dào nǐ de huǒ bàn men nà lǐ qù！”
“ bù， bù yào zǒu， bù yào zǒu！ nín kuài zǒu kāi bā，” xiǎo gū niàn shuō dào，“ liú xià tā， ràng tā liú xià！” tā shuō zhe， jīhū fàng shēng kū liǎo qǐ lái。
bù zhī shì shuí zài mén lǐ fā chū xiǎng shēng， yóu lì 'ān · mǎ sī tǎ kē wéi qí gǎn jǐn tái qǐ tā kuí wú de shēn zǐ， xià liǎo yī tiào。 dàn hóng tóu fā de xiǎo nán hái bǐ yóu lì 'ān · mǎ sī tǎ kē wéi qí xià dé gèng lì hài。 tā pāo xià xiǎo gū niàn， qiāoqiāo dì kào zhe qiáng gēn， cóng kè tīng liù jìn fàn tīng。 wèile bù zhì yǐn qǐ huái yí， yóu lì 'ān · mǎ sī tǎ kē wéi qí yě zǒu jìn liǎo fàn tīng。 tā mǎn liǎn tōng hóng， xiàng zhǐ zuì xiā， cháo jìng zǐ lǐ yī qiáo， sì hū yòu diǎn gǎn dào gān gà。 tā yě xǔ shì zài wéi zì jǐ de jí zào、 quē fá nài xīn 'ér gǎn dào bù kuài。 yě xǔ， bān zhuóshǒu zhǐ jì suàn de jiēguǒ shǐ tā xiān shì gǎn dào chī jīng， hòu lái yòu shǐ tā shòu dào yǔ gǔ wǔ， yǐ zhì yú tā bù gù zì jǐ de tǐ miàn hé zhuāng zhòng， jué xīn xiàng xiǎo hái zǐ yī yàng， zhí jiē xiàng zì jǐ de duì xiàng， fā qǐ jìn gōng， suī rán zhè gè duì xiàng zhì shǎo yào wǔ nián yǐ hòu cái néng chéng wéi zhēn zhèng de duì xiàng。 wǒ gēn zài zhè wèi kě jìng de xiān shēng hòu miàn， zǒu jìn fàn tīng， kàn dào liǎo qí guài de yī mù。 yóu lì 'ān · mǎ 'ěr kē wéi qí yòu nǎo yòu hèn， mǎn liǎn zhàng dé tōng hóng， pàn mìng xià hǔ hóng tóu fā xiǎo nán hái。 nà hái zǐ lí kāi tā yuè lái yuè yuǎn， xià dé bù zhī dào wǎng nǎ lǐ páo hǎo。
“ qù， nǐ zài zhè lǐ gànshénme？ kuài qù， bù zhōng yòng de jiā huǒ， kuài qù！ nǐ zài zhè 'ér tōu shuǐ guǒ chī， shì má？ nǐ zài zhè 'ér tōu shuǐ guǒ chī？ qù， bù zhōng yòng de jiā huǒ， bí tì chóng， kuài zǒu， dào nǐ de huǒ bàn nà lǐ qù！”
xià huài liǎo de xiǎo nán hái， cǎi qǔ zuì hòu de yīzhāo， shì zhe pá dào liǎo zhuō zǐ dǐ xià。 dāng shí yào gǎn tā zǒu de rén， yǐ jīng qì dào liǎo jí diǎn， tāo chū tā de yī kuài cháng cháng de má shā shǒu juàn， kāi shǐ chōu dǎ pā zài zhuō zǐ dǐ xià yī shēng bù kēng de hái zǐ。 yīngdāng zhǐ chū： yóu lì 'ān · mǎ sī tǎ kē wéi qí shēn zǐ yòu diǎn pàng。 zhè shì yī gè bǎo yǎng dé bù cuò de rén， miàn sè hóng rùn， xiāng dāng jiēshí， tǐng zhe gè dà dù zǐ， hái yòu liǎng tiáo cū zhuàng de dà tuǐ， yī jù huà， shì gè zhuàng shí de xiǎo zǐ， yuán dé xiàng kē hé táo。 tā mǎn tóu dàhán、 qì chuǎn xū xū、 liǎn hóng dé kě pà。 zuì hòu tā de fèn nù， yě xǔ hái yòu jì dù（ shuí zhī dào ní？） dá dào liǎo jí diǎn， tā jiǎn zhí shì nù huǒ zhōng shāo liǎo。 wǒ fàng shēng hā hā dà xiào。 yóu lì 'ān · mǎ sī tǎ kē wéi qí huí zhuǎn shēn lái， suī rán tā míng shēng xiǎn hè， zhè shí què yǐ wàn fēn gān gà liǎo。 zhè shí hòu， nán zhù rén cóng duì miàn mén lǐ zǒu liǎo chū lái。 xiǎo nán hái yě cóng zhuō dǐ xià pá chū lái， cā cā zì jǐ de xī gài hé shǒu zhǒu。 yóu lì 'ān · mǎ sī tǎ kē wéi qí jí máng jiāng shǒu zhōng wò zhe yī jiǎo de shǒu pà sòng dào bí zǐ biān shàng。
zhù rén wàng wàng wǒ men sān gè， gǎn dào yòu diǎn mò míng qí miào， dàn tā zuò wéi yī gè jīng tōng shì gù 'ér yòu bàn shì yán sù rèn zhēn de rén， mǎ shàng zhuā zhù liǎo zhè gè yǔ kè rén dān dú jiàn miàn de jī huì。
“ zhè hái zǐ jiù shì，” tā zhǐ zhe hóng tóu fā nán hái shuō dào，“ jiù shì wǒ róng xìng dì xiàng nín kěn qiú……”。
“ ā？” yóu lì 'ān · mǎ sī tǎ kē wéi qí huí dá zhe， tā hái méi yòu wán quán huī fù cháng tài。
“ shì jiào wǒ hái zǐ de jiā tíng nǚ lǎo shī de 'ér zǐ，” nán zhù rén jì xù yòng kěn qiú de yǔ qì jì xù shuō dào，“ yī gè kě lián de nǚ rén， yī gè guǎ fù， zhàng fū yuán shì yī míng zhōng shí de gōng wù yuán， yīn cǐ…… yóu lì 'ān · mǎ sī tǎ kē wéi qí， rú guǒ kě néng de huà……”
“ ā yā， bù， bù，” yóu lì 'ān · mǎ sī tǎ kē wéi qí jí jí máng máng jiào liǎo qǐ lái，“ bù， qǐng nín yuán liàng， fěi lǐ pǔ · ā liè kè sài yè wéi qí， zěn me yě bù xíng。 wǒ wèn guò liǎo， méi yòu kòngquē， jí shǐ yòu yī gè， nà yě huì zǎo yòu shí gè rén qù bǔ quē liǎo， ér qiě tā men bǐ tā gèng yòu quán…… fēi cháng yí hàn， fēi cháng yí hàn。……”
“ què shí yí hàn，” nán zhù rén chóngfù shuō dào，“ bù guò， zhè hái zǐ hěn qiān xū， wén wén jìng jìng……”
“ wǒ fā xiàn tā shì gè wán pí guǐ，” yóu lì 'ān · mǎ sī tǎ kē wéi qí xiē sī dǐ lǐ dì wāi zhe zuǐ bā。 huí dá dào：“ qù， xiǎo guǐ， nǐ zhàn zhe gànmá？ kuài qù zhǎo nǐ de huǒ bàn！” tā zhuǎn shēn duì zhe hái zǐ shuō dào。
hǎo xiàng tā zhè shí zài yě rěn bù zhù liǎo， yòng yī zhǐ yǎn jīng piǎo liǎo wǒ yī yǎn。 wǒ yě rěn bù zhù liǎo， zhí duì zhe tā hā hā dà xiào qǐ lái。 yóu lì 'ān · mǎ sī tǎ kē wéi qí mǎ shàng zhuǎn guò shēn qù， xiàng zhù rén wèn zhè gè qí guài de qīng nián rén shì shénme rén？ xiǎn rán shì zhǐ wǒ shuō de。 tā men kāi shǐ qiāoqiāo 'ěr yǔ， cóng fáng lǐ zǒu liǎo chū qù。 wǒ suí hòu kàn dào yóu lì 'ān · mǎ sī tǎ kē wéi qí yī biān tīng nán zhù rén shuō huà， yī biān lù chū bù xiāng xìn de shén qíng， lián lián yáo tóu。
wǒ xiào gòu yǐ hòu， huí dào liǎo dà tīng lǐ。 nà wèi dà rén wù zài nà lǐ shòu dào hái zǐ men de fù mǔ hé nán nǚ zhù rén de bāo wéi， zhèng zài tóng gāng gāng xiàng tā yǐn jiàn de yī wèi fù nǚ， rè liè dì jiāo tán。 nà wèi fù nǚ qiān zhe yī gè xiǎo gū niàn de shǒu。 shí fēn zhōng yǐ qián yóu lì 'ān · mǎ sī tǎ kē wéi qí tóng tā zài kè tīng lǐ yòu guò yī cì bù yú kuài de tán huà。 xiàn zài tā mǎn kǒu chēng zàn zhè wèi kě 'ài de xiǎo gū niàn cháng xiāng piào liàng， cái huá héng yì、 zī tài yōu měi、 fù yòu jiào yǎng。 tā xiǎn rán shì zài xiǎo gū niàn de mā mā miàn qián xiàn yīn qín。 mǔ qīn tīng zhe tā de fèng chéng huà， gāo xīng dé chàdiǎn diào xià lèi lái。 xiǎo gū niàn fù qīn de zuǐ biān yě lù chū liǎo xiào róng。 nán zhù rén duì zhè jiē dà huān xǐ de chǎng miàn， yě gǎn dào gāo xīng。 suǒ yòu de kè réndōu shēn biǎo tóng qíng， lián hái zǐ men de yóu xì yě tíng liǎo xià lái， miǎn dé fáng 'ài dà jiā tán huà。 zhěng gè kōng qì dū chōng mǎn yǎng mù zhī qíng。 cháng xiāng piào liàng de xiǎo gū niàn de mǔ qīn， nèi xīn shēn chù dū shòu dào gǎn dòng， wǒ hòu lái tīng dào tā yòng jīng xīn tiǎo xuǎn de cí huì， yāo qǐng yóu lì 'ān · mǎ sī tǎ kē wéi qí dà jià guāng lín tā men jiā， chéng wéi tā men gāo guì de kè rén。 tā rèn wéi zhè jiāng shì jǐyǔ tā men jiā de tè shū róng yào。 yóu lì 'ān · mǎ sī tǎ kē wéi qí huái zhe zhēn chéng de xǐ yuè xīn qíng jiē shòu liǎo zhè yī yāo qǐng。 hòu lái， kè rén men 'àn zhào lǐ jié de yào qiú， fēn fēn sàn kāi， wǒ tīng dào tā men bǐ cǐ yòng shí fēn dòng rén de yǔ yán， zàn yáng chéng bāo shāng fū fù hé tā men de xiǎo gū niàn， tè bié shì yóu lì 'ān · mǎ sī tǎ kē wéi qí。
“ zhè wèi xiān shēng jié hūn liǎo má？” wǒ jīhū shì dà shēng dì wèn wǒ de yī wèi shú rén， tā zhàn de dì fāng lí yóu lì 'ān · mǎ sī tǎ kē wéi qí bǐ shuídōu jìn。
yóu lì 'ān · mǎ sī tǎ kē wéi qí 'è hěn hěn dì xiàng wǒ tóu guò lái shěn shì de yī piē。
“ méi yòu！” wǒ de shú rén zuò liǎo huí dá。 tā duì wǒ gù yì zhè yàng bù zhī qù dì tí wèn， dǎ xīn dǐ lǐ gǎn dào bù kuài……
qián bù jiǔ， wǒ cóng mǒu mǒu jiào táng zǒu guò。 nà lǐ rén shān rén hǎi、 chē shuǐ mǎ lóng， shǐ wǒ dà chī yī jīng。 zhōu wéi de rén mendōu zài tán lùn zhè shèng dà de hūn lǐ。 nà shì yī gè yīn tiān， ér qiě kāi shǐ xià qǐ méng méng xì yǔ lái liǎo。 wǒ gēn zhe rén liú， zǒu jìn jiào táng， yú shì wǒ kàn jiàn liǎo xīn láng。 nà shì yī gè gè zǐ 'ǎi xiǎo、 yī zhe jí qí jiǎng jiū de yuán liǎn xiǎo zǐ， dà fù piánpián， shēn tǐ bǎo yǎng dé hěn hǎo。 tā páo lái páo qù， máng máng lù lù， bù tíng dì fā hào shī lìng。 zuì hòu， yòu rén shuō xīn niàn zuò chē lái liǎo。 wǒ pàn mìng jǐ jìn rén qún， kàn dào liǎo yī wèi jué miào jiā rén， tā dà gài cái jìn rù miào líng de dì yī gè chūn tiān。 dàn shì zhè wèi měi rén de miàn sè què shì cāng bái de， xīn qíng shì yōu yù de。 tā xīn bù zài yān dì wàng zhe。 wǒ shèn zhì jué dé， tā de yǎn jīng yīn wéi qián bù jiǔ liú guò lèi， ér xiǎn dé hóng zhǒng。 tā liǎn bù měi yī gēn xiàn tiáo de gǔ diǎn shì de yán jǐn， dū shǐ tā de měi jù yòu mǒu zhǒng zhuāng yán sù mù de shén tài。 tòu guò zhè zhǒng zhuāng yán sù mù de shén tài， tòu guò zhè zhǒng yōu yù de xīn qíng， réng rán kě yǐ kàn chū tā zuì chū de、 zhì qì wèi tuì de tiān zhēn wú xié de róng yán。 mǒu zhǒng tiān zhēn dào bù néng zài tiān zhēn de、 shàng wèi dìng xíng de、 nián qīng de dōng xī， bù duàn biǎo xiàn chū lái， sì hū zài mò mò wú yán dì wéi zì jǐ 'āi qiú lián xī。
yòu rén shuō， tā gāng mǎn shí liù suì。 wǒ zhù yì kàn kàn xīn láng， tū rán fā xiàn tā zhèng shì wǒ zhěng zhěng sān nián bù jiàn de yóu lì 'ān · mǎ sī tǎ kē wéi qí。 wǒ yòu wàng liǎo wàng xīn niàn…… wǒ de tiān nǎ！ wǒ gǎn kuài jǐ chū jiào táng。 rén qún zhōng yòu rén shuō xīn niàn hěn yòu qián， yòu péi jià wǔ shí wàn， hái yòu xǔ duō yī shān……
“ tā zhè suàn pán zhēn dǎ dé jīng míng！” wǒ zhè me yī xiǎng， jiù jǐ dào wài miàn qù liǎo……
nà lǐ miàn de zhù rén gōng“ xiǎo yīng xióng”， shì yī gè hǎn jiàn de míng lǎng yǔ hé xié de xíng xiàng， yě zhǐ yòu zhè yī piān zuò pǐn chōng mǎn liǎo yì hū xún cháng de lè guān zhù yì。
zuò zhě shì xīn lǐ miáo xiě de zhuān jiā， zuì xīn yú bìng tài de xīn lǐ miáo xiě， bù jǐn xiě xíng wéi de jiēguǒ， ér qiě zhuózhòng miáo shù xíng wéi fā shēng de xīn lǐ huó dòng guò chéng， tè bié shì nà xiē zì jué bù zì jué de fǎn cháng xíng wéi、 jìn hū hūn mí yǔ fēng kuáng de fǎn cháng zhuàng tài。 ér rén wù de sī xiǎng xíng wéi fǎn cháng， qià qià yòu shì tā zuò pǐn de tè diǎn。《 pǔ luó hā 'ěr qīn xiān shēng》 zhōng de pǔ luó hā 'ěr qīn，《 cuì ruò de xīn》 zhōng de shū mǔ kē fū，《 huāng táng rén de mèng》、《 zhuō liè de xiào huà》、《 xìng gé wēn hé de nǚ rén》 yǐ jí《 bái yè》 zhōng de zhù rén gōng， dōushì“ fǎn cháng” de guài rén。 zuò zhě sì hū xiǎng tōng guò rén wù de guāi zhāng xíng wéi、 huàn xiǎng、 zuò mèng、 hūn mí、 fā fēng děng děng lái fǎn yìng xiàn shí， zào chéng bié jù yī gé de zhēn shí， yīn wéi tā rèn wéi“ àn zhào xiàn shí de běn lái miàn mù lái biǎo xiàn xiàn shí shì bù kě néng de”。 yě xǔ， zhè yī diǎn zhèng shì zuò zhě yì shù de dú tè chù。
zuò zhě bǐ xià de rén wù， suī rán dì wèi dī wēi， xíng wéi fǎn cháng， huāng táng kě xiào， dàn nèi xīn lǐ què huò duō huò shǎo dì bǎo liú zhe mǒu xiē gāo shàng de pǐn zhì， bǐ rú《 bō 'ěr tǎn kē fū》 zhōng de zhù rén gōng bō 'ěr tǎn kē fū suī rán shì yī gè“ huò zhēn jià shí de shòu kǔ shòu nán zhě”， dàn què“ xīn dì shàn liáng”， shì“ shì jiè shàng zuì zuì chéng shí、 zuì zuì gāo shàng de yī gè，”“ shèn zhì gǎn yú shějǐ jiù rén”，“ yòu shí tā hái gān mào fēng xiǎn， bù xī xī shēng zì jǐ de yī qiē， jīhū yòu diǎn yīng xióng qì gài”。 jiù shì“ ài cái rú mìng” de pǔ luó hā 'ěr qīn xiān shēng“ suī rán bù shì chū shēn míng mén wàng zú， wéi rén què zhōng shí kě kào”， ér qiě hái shì yī gè“ xìng gé wēn hé de hǎo rén”。 zuò zhě suī rán xiě liǎo tā men bù shǎo huāng táng kě xiào de xíng wéi， dàn què méi yòu jiāng tā men chǒu huà， suǒ yǐ zhè xiē kǔ mìng rén de xíng xiàng zài dú zhě xīn zhōng jī qǐ de bù shì duì tā men de miè shì， ér shì shēn shēn de tóng qíng。 duì tā men huāng táng kě xiào de xíng wéi， wǒ men kě néng jìn bù zhù fā xiào， dàn xiào hòu yī xiǎng， yòu wǎng wǎng jué dé xiǎng kū， shèn zhì qíng bù zì jìn dì sǎ xià tóng qíng zhī lèi。 wǒ yǐ wéi zhè shì zuò zhě yì shù biǎo xiàn lì de gāo míng chù。
zuò zhě bǐ xià de rén wù， suī rán dì wèi dī wēi， xíng wéi fǎn cháng， huāng táng kě xiào， dàn nèi xīn lǐ què huò duō huò shǎo dì bǎo liú zhe mǒu xiē gāo shàng de pǐn zhì， bǐ rú《 bō 'ěr tǎn kē fū》 zhōng de zhù rén gōng bō 'ěr tǎn kē fū suī rán shì yī gè“ huò zhēn jià shí de shòu kǔ shòu nán zhě”， dàn què“ xīn dì shàn liáng”， shì“ shì jiè shàng zuì zuì chéng shí、 zuì zuì gāo shàng de yī gè，”“ shèn zhì gǎn yú shějǐ jiù rén”，“ yòu shí tā hái gān mào fēng xiǎn， bù xī xī shēng zì jǐ de yī qiē， jīhū yòu diǎn yīng xióng qì gài”。 jiù shì“ ài cái rú mìng” de pǔ luó hā 'ěr qīn xiān shēng“ suī rán bù shì chū shēn míng mén wàng zú， wéi rén què zhōng shí kě kào”， ér qiě hái shì yī gè“ xìng gé wēn hé de hǎo rén”。 zuò zhě suī rán xiě liǎo tā men bù shǎo huāng táng kě xiào de xíng wéi， dàn què méi yòu jiāng tā men chǒu huà， suǒ yǐ zhè xiē kǔ mìng rén de xíng xiàng zài dú zhě xīn zhōng jī qǐ de bù shì duì tā men de miè shì， ér shì shēn shēn de tóng qíng。 duì tā men huāng táng kě xiào de xíng wéi， wǒ men kě néng jìn bù zhù fā xiào， dàn xiào hòu yī xiǎng， yòu wǎng wǎng jué dé xiǎng kū， shèn zhì qíng bù zì jìn dì sǎ xià tóng qíng zhī lèi。 wǒ yǐ wéi zhè shì zuò zhě yì shù biǎo xiàn lì de gāo míng chù。
yán jiū de shì jiè ―― shí jiǔ shì jì 'é guó dà chéng shì lǐ de pín mín kū， yǐn jìn liǎo wén xué。 tā shì dì yī gè zhǎn shì zhè gè qí guài jiǎo luò de zuò jiā。 zhè shì yī gè yīn 'àn de jiǎo luò，“ pǔ zhào bǐ dé bǎo suǒ yòu de rén de nà gè tài yáng， sì hū bù kěn guāng gù zhè xiē dì fāng， ér zhào yào zhè xiē dì fāng de， hǎo xiàng shì zhuān mén wéi zhè xiē dì fāng dìng zuò de lìng yī gè tài yáng”（《 bái yè》）。 ér zài zhè xiē yáng guāng zhào shè bù dào de jiǎo luò lǐ， shēng huó zhe yī qún qún de liú làng hàn、 qǐ gài、 xiǎo tōu、 jì nǚ…… zhè shì yī qún bèi shè huì pāo jìn dǐ céng de rén men， tā men shòu jìn kǔ nán， zhé mó， fǎng huáng kǔ mèn、 dé bù dào rén jiān de wēn nuǎn， zhǐ néng kào huàn xiǎng guò rì zǐ！
dàn shì， tuó sī tuǒ yé fū sī jī fā xiàn liǎo tā men， lǐ jiě tā men de kǔ nán chǔjìng， tóng qíng tā men de bù xìng zāo yù， bǎ tā men de wèn tí zuò wéi jiān ruì de shè huì wèn tí tí liǎo chū lái， yǐn qǐ rén men de zhù yì。 tā bù shì guì zú shēng huó de gē shǒu， yě bù shì“ duō yú rén” de chuàng zào zhě， ér shì tóng qíng ruò xiǎo， jiē lù shè huì hēi 'àn、 yú mèi、 wú quán、 yā pò、 bō xuē de zuò jiā。
zài zuò zhě suǒ yòu de zhè xiē duǎn xiǎo de zuò pǐn zhōng， qíng jié dōubù tài fù zá， dàn qì fēn jǐn zhāng， chōng tū jiān ruì， chōng mǎn liǎo yì xiǎng bù dào de zāi huò， jié jú wǎng wǎng jiào rén sī xīn liè fèi， cǎn bù rěn dǔ。 jīhū suǒ yòu de zuò pǐn， dū chōng mǎn liǎo xiē sī dǐ lǐ de qì fēn。 tā de zhù rén gōng zǒng shì chù zài jīng huāng bù 'ān zhī zhōng， huáng huáng bù kě zhōng rì。 jīhū suǒ yòu de zhù rén gōng dōuduì zhōu wéi de yī qiē gǎn dào bù mǎn。 tā men jí duān gū dú、 kǔ mèn， kàn bù dào xī wàng， zǒu tóu wú lù， qí zhōng bù shǎo rén chǔyú fēng kuáng de biān yuán， huò zhě chéng wéi fēng zǐ， huò zhě zì shā。 tā zuò pǐn lǐ rén yǔ rén zhī jiān de guān xì wǎng wǎng shì bìng tài de， bèi niǔ qū liǎo de， fǎn cháng de。 tā de zuò pǐn jīhū dōuyòu yī zhǒng bēi guān jué wàng de yīn 'àn qíng diào。 dú tā de zuò pǐn， wǒ men cháng cháng yòu yī zhǒng yā yì gǎn， yòu shí shèn zhì gǎn dào jiǎn zhí tòu bù guò qì lái。 zài wǒ men suǒ yì de zhè xiē zuò pǐn zhōng， dà gài zhǐ yòu《 xiǎo yīng xióng》 suàn shì yī gè lì wài。 nà lǐ miàn de zhù rén gōng“ xiǎo yīng xióng”， shì yī gè hǎn jiàn de míng lǎng yǔ hé xié de xíng xiàng， yě zhǐ yòu zhè yī piān zuò pǐn chōng mǎn liǎo yì hū xún cháng de lè guān zhù yì。
shì de， zuò zhě de bǐ xià， méi yòu nù bù kě 'è de fǎn kàng rén wù， tā de rén wù dōushì wēn shùn de， fā fēng de fā fēng， è sǐ de 'è sǐ， zì shā de zì shā， dàn hěn shǎo yòu fǎn kàng de， zuì duō zhǐ yòu yī diǎn diǎn kǒu tóu shàng de kàng yì， xiàng bō 'ěr tǎn kē fū nà yàng，“ tā de měi yī cì kàng yì， dōushì jí qí kuān róng de”（《 bō 'ěr tǎn kē fū》）。 zhè zì rán shì zuò jiā sī xiǎng de fǎn yìng， tā fú kǔ yì guī lái hòu， jiù shì bào de zhè zhǒng sī xiǎng。 tā shì fǎn duì zhǎn kāi dǒu zhēng de。
zuò zhě shì xīn lǐ miáo xiě de zhuān jiā， zuì xīn yú bìng tài de xīn lǐ miáo xiě， bù jǐn xiě xíng wéi de jiēguǒ， ér qiě zhuózhòng miáo shù xíng wéi fā shēng de xīn lǐ huó dòng guò chéng， tè bié shì nà xiē zì jué bù zì jué de fǎn cháng xíng wéi、 jìn hū hūn mí yǔ fēng kuáng de fǎn cháng zhuàng tài。 ér rén wù de sī xiǎng xíng wéi fǎn cháng， qià qià yòu shì tā zuò pǐn de tè diǎn。《 pǔ luó hā 'ěr qīn xiān shēng》 zhōng de pǔ luó hā 'ěr qīn，《 cuì ruò de xīn》 zhōng de shū mǔ kē fū，《 huāng táng rén de mèng》、《 zhuō liè de xiào huà》、《 xìng gé wēn hé de nǚ rén》 yǐ jí《 bái yè》 zhōng de zhù rén gōng， dōushì“ fǎn cháng” de guài rén。 zuò zhě sì hū xiǎng tōng guò rén wù de guāi zhāng xíng wéi、 huàn xiǎng、 zuò mèng、 hūn mí、 fā fēng děng děng lái fǎn yìng xiàn shí， zào chéng bié jù yī gé de zhēn shí， yīn wéi tā rèn wéi“ àn zhào xiàn shí de běn lái miàn mù lái biǎo xiàn xiàn shí shì bù kě néng de”。 yě xǔ， zhè yī diǎn zhèng shì zuò zhě yì shù de dú tè chù。
zuò zhě bǐ xià de rén wù， suī rán dì wèi dī wēi， xíng wéi fǎn cháng， huāng táng kě xiào， dàn nèi xīn lǐ què huò duō huò shǎo dì bǎo liú zhe mǒu xiē gāo shàng de pǐn zhì， bǐ rú《 bō 'ěr tǎn kē fū》 zhōng de zhù rén gōng bō 'ěr tǎn kē fū suī rán shì yī gè“ huò zhēn jià shí de shòu kǔ shòu nán zhě”， dàn què“ xīn dì shàn liáng”， shì“ shì jiè shàng zuì zuì chéng shí、 zuì zuì gāo shàng de yī gè，”“ shèn zhì gǎn yú shějǐ jiù rén”，“ yòu shí tā hái gān mào fēng xiǎn， bù xī xī shēng zì jǐ de yī qiē， jīhū yòu diǎn yīng xióng qì gài”。 jiù shì“ ài cái rú mìng” de pǔ luó hā 'ěr qīn xiān shēng“ suī rán bù shì chū shēn míng mén wàng zú， wéi rén què zhōng shí kě kào”， ér qiě hái shì yī gè“ xìng gé wēn hé de hǎo rén”。 zuò zhě suī rán xiě liǎo tā men bù shǎo huāng táng kě xiào de xíng wéi， dàn què méi yòu jiāng tā men chǒu huà， suǒ yǐ zhè xiē kǔ mìng rén de xíng xiàng zài dú zhě xīn zhōng jī qǐ de bù shì duì tā men de miè shì， ér shì shēn shēn de tóng qíng。 duì tā men huāng táng kě xiào de xíng wéi， wǒ men kě néng jìn bù zhù fā xiào， dàn xiào hòu yī xiǎng， yòu wǎng wǎng jué dé xiǎng kū， shèn zhì qíng bù zì jìn dì sǎ xià tóng qíng zhī lèi。 wǒ yǐ wéi zhè shì zuò zhě yì shù biǎo xiàn lì de gāo míng chù。
dāng rán， zuò zhě suǒ xiě de duǎn piān， yǔ tā de cháng piān yī yàng， bìng bù shì piān piān dōushì zhēn zhū， xiàng《 bái yè》 nà yàng shī yì 'àng rán de jiā zuò， bì jìng shì shǎo shù。 zhè yǔ tā de chuàng zuò tiáo jiàn bù wú guān xì。 tā jí bìng chán shēn qiě bù shuō， dān shì shēng huó de pín kùn jiù duì tā de chuàng zuò fā shēng guò hěn dà de xiāo jí yǐng xiǎng。 yīn wéi qióng， tā wú fǎ zuò dào duì zì jǐ de zuò pǐn fǎn fù xiū gǎi、 xì xīn rùn sè、 jīng diāo xì kè。 zhè zhǒng xiāo jí yǐng xiǎng， zài tā de cháng piān chuàng zuò zhōng， tè bié tū chū。 yīn cǐ yòu rén zé bèi tā de xiǎo shuō guò yú páng zá， yì shù xíng shì bù chéng gōng， mài luò bù qīng， yòu shí bǎ jǐ piān xiǎo shuō yìng lā chéng yī bù cháng piān， jiēguǒ nòng dé jǐ tiáo xiàn suǒ chóngchóng dié dié， xǔ duō qíng jié yòu tóu wú wěi…… děng děng。 zǒng zhī， tā de zuò pǐn bù rú tú gé niè fū děng rén de jīng zhì、 yōu měi。 dàn shì， rú guǒ kǎo lǜ dào tā de qióng hé bìng， wǒ men sì hū dà kě bù bì duì tā qiú quán zé bèi， hé kuàng jí biàn shì tā de duǎn piān， yě shì xiá bù yǎn yù ní？
lǐ hè líng
xiě yú cháng shā yuè lù shān
yī jiǔ jiǔ wǔ nián wǔ yuè
dàn shì， tuó sī tuǒ yé fū sī jī fā xiàn liǎo tā men， lǐ jiě tā men de kǔ nán chǔjìng， tóng qíng tā men de bù xìng zāo yù， bǎ tā men de wèn tí zuò wéi jiān ruì de shè huì wèn tí tí liǎo chū lái， yǐn qǐ rén men de zhù yì。 tā bù shì guì zú shēng huó de gē shǒu， yě bù shì“ duō yú rén” de chuàng zào zhě， ér shì tóng qíng ruò xiǎo， jiē lù shè huì hēi 'àn、 yú mèi、 wú quán、 yā pò、 bō xuē de zuò jiā。
zài zuò zhě suǒ yòu de zhè xiē duǎn xiǎo de zuò pǐn zhōng， qíng jié dōubù tài fù zá， dàn qì fēn jǐn zhāng， chōng tū jiān ruì， chōng mǎn liǎo yì xiǎng bù dào de zāi huò， jié jú wǎng wǎng jiào rén sī xīn liè fèi， cǎn bù rěn dǔ。 jīhū suǒ yòu de zuò pǐn， dū chōng mǎn liǎo xiē sī dǐ lǐ de qì fēn。 tā de zhù rén gōng zǒng shì chù zài jīng huāng bù 'ān zhī zhōng， huáng huáng bù kě zhōng rì。 jīhū suǒ yòu de zhù rén gōng dōuduì zhōu wéi de yī qiē gǎn dào bù mǎn。 tā men jí duān gū dú、 kǔ mèn， kàn bù dào xī wàng， zǒu tóu wú lù， qí zhōng bù shǎo rén chǔyú fēng kuáng de biān yuán， huò zhě chéng wéi fēng zǐ， huò zhě zì shā。 tā zuò pǐn lǐ rén yǔ rén zhī jiān de guān xì wǎng wǎng shì bìng tài de， bèi niǔ qū liǎo de， fǎn cháng de。 tā de zuò pǐn jīhū dōuyòu yī zhǒng bēi guān jué wàng de yīn 'àn qíng diào。 dú tā de zuò pǐn， wǒ men cháng cháng yòu yī zhǒng yā yì gǎn， yòu shí shèn zhì gǎn dào jiǎn zhí tòu bù guò qì lái。 zài wǒ men suǒ yì de zhè xiē zuò pǐn zhōng， dà gài zhǐ yòu《 xiǎo yīng xióng》 suàn shì yī gè lì wài。 nà lǐ miàn de zhù rén gōng“ xiǎo yīng xióng”， shì yī gè hǎn jiàn de míng lǎng yǔ hé xié de xíng xiàng， yě zhǐ yòu zhè yī piān zuò pǐn chōng mǎn liǎo yì hū xún cháng de lè guān zhù yì。
shì de， zuò zhě de bǐ xià， méi yòu nù bù kě 'è de fǎn kàng rén wù， tā de rén wù dōushì wēn shùn de， fā fēng de fā fēng， è sǐ de 'è sǐ， zì shā de zì shā， dàn hěn shǎo yòu fǎn kàng de， zuì duō zhǐ yòu yī diǎn diǎn kǒu tóu shàng de kàng yì， xiàng bō 'ěr tǎn kē fū nà yàng，“ tā de měi yī cì kàng yì， dōushì jí qí kuān róng de”（《 bō 'ěr tǎn kē fū》）。 zhè zì rán shì zuò jiā sī xiǎng de fǎn yìng， tā fú kǔ yì guī lái hòu， jiù shì bào de zhè zhǒng sī xiǎng。 tā shì fǎn duì zhǎn kāi dǒu zhēng de。
zuò zhě shì xīn lǐ miáo xiě de zhuān jiā， zuì xīn yú bìng tài de xīn lǐ miáo xiě， bù jǐn xiě xíng wéi de jiēguǒ， ér qiě zhuózhòng miáo shù xíng wéi fā shēng de xīn lǐ huó dòng guò chéng， tè bié shì nà xiē zì jué bù zì jué de fǎn cháng xíng wéi、 jìn hū hūn mí yǔ fēng kuáng de fǎn cháng zhuàng tài。 ér rén wù de sī xiǎng xíng wéi fǎn cháng， qià qià yòu shì tā zuò pǐn de tè diǎn。《 pǔ luó hā 'ěr qīn xiān shēng》 zhōng de pǔ luó hā 'ěr qīn，《 cuì ruò de xīn》 zhōng de shū mǔ kē fū，《 huāng táng rén de mèng》、《 zhuō liè de xiào huà》、《 xìng gé wēn hé de nǚ rén》 yǐ jí《 bái yè》 zhōng de zhù rén gōng， dōushì“ fǎn cháng” de guài rén。 zuò zhě sì hū xiǎng tōng guò rén wù de guāi zhāng xíng wéi、 huàn xiǎng、 zuò mèng、 hūn mí、 fā fēng děng děng lái fǎn yìng xiàn shí， zào chéng bié jù yī gé de zhēn shí， yīn wéi tā rèn wéi“ àn zhào xiàn shí de běn lái miàn mù lái biǎo xiàn xiàn shí shì bù kě néng de”。 yě xǔ， zhè yī diǎn zhèng shì zuò zhě yì shù de dú tè chù。
zuò zhě bǐ xià de rén wù， suī rán dì wèi dī wēi， xíng wéi fǎn cháng， huāng táng kě xiào， dàn nèi xīn lǐ què huò duō huò shǎo dì bǎo liú zhe mǒu xiē gāo shàng de pǐn zhì， bǐ rú《 bō 'ěr tǎn kē fū》 zhōng de zhù rén gōng bō 'ěr tǎn kē fū suī rán shì yī gè“ huò zhēn jià shí de shòu kǔ shòu nán zhě”， dàn què“ xīn dì shàn liáng”， shì“ shì jiè shàng zuì zuì chéng shí、 zuì zuì gāo shàng de yī gè，”“ shèn zhì gǎn yú shějǐ jiù rén”，“ yòu shí tā hái gān mào fēng xiǎn， bù xī xī shēng zì jǐ de yī qiē， jīhū yòu diǎn yīng xióng qì gài”。 jiù shì“ ài cái rú mìng” de pǔ luó hā 'ěr qīn xiān shēng“ suī rán bù shì chū shēn míng mén wàng zú， wéi rén què zhōng shí kě kào”， ér qiě hái shì yī gè“ xìng gé wēn hé de hǎo rén”。 zuò zhě suī rán xiě liǎo tā men bù shǎo huāng táng kě xiào de xíng wéi， dàn què méi yòu jiāng tā men chǒu huà， suǒ yǐ zhè xiē kǔ mìng rén de xíng xiàng zài dú zhě xīn zhōng jī qǐ de bù shì duì tā men de miè shì， ér shì shēn shēn de tóng qíng。 duì tā men huāng táng kě xiào de xíng wéi， wǒ men kě néng jìn bù zhù fā xiào， dàn xiào hòu yī xiǎng， yòu wǎng wǎng jué dé xiǎng kū， shèn zhì qíng bù zì jìn dì sǎ xià tóng qíng zhī lèi。 wǒ yǐ wéi zhè shì zuò zhě yì shù biǎo xiàn lì de gāo míng chù。
dāng rán， zuò zhě suǒ xiě de duǎn piān， yǔ tā de cháng piān yī yàng， bìng bù shì piān piān dōushì zhēn zhū， xiàng《 bái yè》 nà yàng shī yì 'àng rán de jiā zuò， bì jìng shì shǎo shù。 zhè yǔ tā de chuàng zuò tiáo jiàn bù wú guān xì。 tā jí bìng chán shēn qiě bù shuō， dān shì shēng huó de pín kùn jiù duì tā de chuàng zuò fā shēng guò hěn dà de xiāo jí yǐng xiǎng。 yīn wéi qióng， tā wú fǎ zuò dào duì zì jǐ de zuò pǐn fǎn fù xiū gǎi、 xì xīn rùn sè、 jīng diāo xì kè。 zhè zhǒng xiāo jí yǐng xiǎng， zài tā de cháng piān chuàng zuò zhōng， tè bié tū chū。 yīn cǐ yòu rén zé bèi tā de xiǎo shuō guò yú páng zá， yì shù xíng shì bù chéng gōng， mài luò bù qīng， yòu shí bǎ jǐ piān xiǎo shuō yìng lā chéng yī bù cháng piān， jiēguǒ nòng dé jǐ tiáo xiàn suǒ chóngchóng dié dié， xǔ duō qíng jié yòu tóu wú wěi…… děng děng。 zǒng zhī， tā de zuò pǐn bù rú tú gé niè fū děng rén de jīng zhì、 yōu měi。 dàn shì， rú guǒ kǎo lǜ dào tā de qióng hé bìng， wǒ men sì hū dà kě bù bì duì tā qiú quán zé bèi， hé kuàng jí biàn shì tā de duǎn piān， yě shì xiá bù yǎn yù ní？
lǐ hè líng
xiě yú cháng shā yuè lù shān
yī jiǔ jiǔ wǔ nián wǔ yuè
wǒ men zhī dào， tuó sī tuǒ yé fū sī jī shì gè píng mín zhī shí fènzǐ chū shēn de zuò jiā。 tā yī shēng shòu qióng， duì qióng rén yòu zhe tè shū de gǎn qíng。 tā xiě chū de dì yī bù zuò pǐn， jiù qǔ míng《 qióng rén》。 zài wǒ men yì chū de zhè xiē duǎn piān zuò pǐn zhōng， zhù rén gōng wú yī lì wài de， dōushì qióng rén， dōushì shòu jìn qī líng yǔ wǔ rǔ de“ xiǎo rén wù”， jiù shì tā xiě de 'ér tóng， yě shì yī xiē wán quán sàng shī tóng nián shēng huó de shòu kǔ shòu nán zhě， zhè lǐ yòu cǎn sǐ de xiǎo zhí yuán pǔ luó hā 'ěr qīn xiān shēng（《 pǔ luó hā 'ěr qīn xiān shēng》）、 fā fēng de wén shū shū mǔ kē fū（《 cuì ruò de xīn》）、 huó huó dì 'è sǐ de xiǎo tōu yè mài lǐ yà（《 chéng shí de xiǎo tōu》）、 dòng sǐ zài chái duī bàng de xiǎo nán hái（《 jī dū shèng dàn shù bàng de xiǎo nán hái》）、“ wèile hú kǒu 'ér bù dé bù ràng rén qǔ xiào dòu lè de xiǎo chǒu” bō 'ěr tǎn kē fū（《 bō 'ěr tǎn kē fū》）、 yī pín rú xǐ de huàn xiǎng jiā（《 bái yè》 de nán zhù rén gōng）……
wǒ kāi shǐ zǎi xì guān chá zhè gè rén。 shèn zhì tā de wài mào dōuyòu diǎn tè shū。 bù lùn nín duō me xīn bù zài yān， dū huì qíng bù zì jìn dì dīng zhe tā kàn。 ér qiě hái huì yì zhǐ bù zhù dì fàng shēng dà xiào。 wǒ de qíng kuàng jiù shì rú cǐ。 yīngdāng zhǐ chū de shì， zhè wèi 'ǎi gè zǐ xiān shēng de yī duì xì xiǎo yǎn jīng zǒng zài bù tíng dì zhuàndòng， huò zhě shuō， tā zhè gè rén de zhěng gè shēn zǐ， duì yú tóu xiàng tā de mù guāng， tè bié mǐn gǎn。 tā jīhū zǒng néng běn néng dì gǎn jué chū yòu rén zài duì tā jìn xíng guān chá， yú shì tā mǎ shàng zhuǎn guò shēn lái， miàn duì zì jǐ de guān chá zhě， rán hòu bào zhe tè tǎn bù 'ān de xīn qíng， fēn xī tóu shè guò lái de mù guāng。 liǎng zhǐ yǎn jīng lǎo shì bù tíng dì suō lái suō qù， shēn zǐ bù duàn dì zuǒ yòu zhuàndòng， shǐ tā kàn qǐ lái hěn xiàng shì yī gè huó dòng de fēng biāo。 shuō lái zhēn qí guài！ tā sì hū hài pà bié rén cháo xiào。 qí shí tā jīhū jiù shì yī gè wèile hú kǒu 'ér bù dé bù ràng rén qǔ xiào dòu lè de xiǎo chǒu。 tā cháng cháng guāi guāi dì shēn chū zì jǐ de nǎo dài， ràng dà jiā xì nòng， bù jǐn jǐn zài jīng shén shàng， ér qiě zài ròu tǐ shàng gān yuàn rěn shòu bié rén de xì nòng。 dāng rán zhè yào kàn tā shì yǔ shénme rén zài yī qǐ luó。 xīn gān qíng yuàn zì dòng dāng chǒujué de rén， shì bù zhí dé kě lián de。 dàn shì， wǒ fā xiàn zhè rén shì yī gè guài wù， zhè gè kě xiào de rén gēn běn bù shì zhí yè xiǎo chǒu。 tā shēn shàng hái cán cún zhe mǒu xiē gāo guì de pǐn zhì。 tā tǎn tè bù 'ān de xīn qíng、 tā zǒng shì wéi zì jǐ 'ér gǎn dào dān jīng shòu pà de bìng tài biǎo xiàn， jiù shì zuì hǎo de zhèng míng。 wǒ jué dé tā zǒng xiǎng wéi bié rén xiào láo de yuàn wàng yǔ qí shuō shì wèile lāo dào wù zhì shàng de hǎo chù， bù rú shuō shì chū yú tā de yī kē shàn liáng de xīn。 tā hěn gāo xīng bié rén dāng zhe tā de miàn、 yǐ jí qí cū bào de fāng shì duì tā jìn xíng cháo xiào。 dàn yǔ cǐ tóng shí， yī xiǎng dào tā de tīng zhòng lěng kù wú qíng、 yǐ yuàn bào dé（ zhè yī diǎn wǒ kě yǐ fā shì）， tā xīn lǐ jiù gǎn dào fēi cháng tòng kǔ。 yīn wéi zhè xiē tīng zhòng bù shì cháo xiào tā de jǔ dòng， ér shì tā zhè gè rén běn shēn， bāo kuò tā de xīn、 tā de tóu nǎo、 tā de wài mào、 tā de quán bù xuè ròu zhī qū。 wǒ xiāng xìn cǐ shí cǐ kè tā huì gǎn jué chū zì shēn de chǔjìng shì hé děng de láng bèi， dàn shì tā de què yòu hěn kuài dì zài tā de xīn zhōng xiāo shī， qí shí tā měi cì dedōu shì jí qí kuān róng de。 wǒ shēn xìn zhè yī qiē de yī qiē zhī suǒ yǐ fā shēng， bù shì yīn wéi bié de shénme， wán quán shì chū yú tā de xīn dì shàn liáng， gēn běn bù shì yīn wéi tā méi yòu jiè dào qián 'ér bèi rén gǎn liǎo chū lái de yuán gù。 zhè wèi xiān shēng shì jīng cháng yào jiè qián de， yě jiù shì shuō tā yòng zhè zhǒng jiè de fāng shì xiàng rén qǐ tǎo。 měi dāng tā zuò wán gè zhǒng gè yàng de guǐ liǎn、 ràng rén xiào gòu liǎo de shí hòu， tā jiù jué dé tā duō shǎo zhēng dé liǎo yī diǎn diǎn quán lì， kě yǐ xiàng rén kāi kǒu jiè qián liǎo。 dàn shì， wǒ de tiān nǎ！ nà lǐ shì shénme jiè qián 'ā！ tā kāi kǒu jiè qián shí yòu shì yī fù shénme yàng de múyàng 'ā！ wǒ shí zài wú fǎ xiǎng xiàng， zài nà me xiǎo de kōng jiān， yě jiù shì shuō zài zhè wèi 'ǎi xiǎo gè zǐ de bù mǎn zhòu wén、 quán gǔ gāo sǒng de liǎn shàng， néng gòu tóng shí róng nà nà me duō gè zhǒng gè yàng de guǐ xiāng， nà me duō gè zhǒng bù tóng xìng zhì de gǎn shòu， nà me duō jí qí shēn kè de yìn xiàng！ nà lǐ miàn shénme méi yòu 'ā！ zhēn shì bǎi gǎn jiāo jí： yòu nán yán de xiū kuì， yòu jiǎ zhuāng de hòu yán wú chǐ， yòu 'ào sàng， yòu fèn mèn， yòu tū rán de liǎn hóng， yòu duì shī bài de dān xīn， yòu yīn dǎn gǎn dǎ rǎo bié rén 'ér yào qiú kuān shù de biǎo qíng、 yòu gè rén de zūn yán gǎn， yě yòu chōng fēn yì shí dào zì jǐ miǎo xiǎo wú yòng de zì bēi héng héng suǒ yòu zhè yī qiē de yī qiē， quándōu xiàng shǎn diàn yī yàng， zài tā de liǎn shàng yī shǎn 'ér guò。 tā yǐ zhè yàng de fāng shì， yǐ jīng zài rén shì jiān chuǎng dàng liǎo zhěng zhěng liù nián， kě zhì jīn hái méi yòu nòng qīng chǔ， zài jiè zhài de wēi miào shí kè， jiū jìng yīnggāi cǎi qǔ hé zhǒng biǎo qíng！ dāng rán， yào zuò dào wán quán lěng kù wú qíng、 bēi bǐ wú chǐ， tā zhè gè rén shì yǒng yuǎn yě bàn bù dào de。 tā de xīn tài shàn liáng、 tài rè qíng liǎo！ wǒ shèn zhì yào gèng jìn yī bù shuō， zài wǒ kàn lái， zhè shì shì jiè shàng zuì zuì chéng shí、 zuì zuì gāo shàng de yī gè， bù guò tā yòu yī gè xiǎo xiǎo de ruò diǎn： zhǐ yào néng gòu tǎo hǎo bié rén， nǐ yī shēng lìng xià， tā shénme bēi bǐ de shì qíng dōukě yǐ qù gān， ér qiě xīn gān qíng yuàn， háo bù kǎo lǜ zì jǐ。 zǒng 'ér yán zhī， zhè shì yī gè rén men tōng cháng suǒ shuō de wō náng fèi。 zuì zuì lìng rén kě xiào de shì tā de yī zhe。 tā jīhū chuān dé yǔ dà jiā yī mó yī yàng， jì bù bǐ rén jiā hǎo， yě bù bǐ rén jiā huài， yī shēn gān gān jìng jìng， shèn zhì yòu diǎn guòfèn jiǎng jiū， ér qiě xiǎng tōng guò yī zhe， àn 'àn dì xiǎn shì chū tā zì jǐ de tǐ miàn hé zūn yán。 zhè zhǒng wài biǎo shàng de píng děng yǔ nèi xīn lǐ de bù píng děng， tā jīng cháng wéi zì jǐ de dān xīn， tóng shí yòu bù tíng dì zì wǒ zuò jiàn héng héng suǒ yòu zhè yī qiē de yī qiē， biàn gòu chéng liǎo qiáng liè de duì bǐ， shǐ rén jué dé tā jì kě xiào yòu kě lián！ rú guǒ tā zhēn zhèng cóng xīn líng shēn chù xiāng xìn， tā de tīng zhòng shì shì jiè shàng zuì zuì shàn liáng de rén（ jìn guǎn tā de qīn shēn jīng yàn gào sù tā bìng fēi rú cǐ， dàn tā réng rán chí zhè zhǒng kàn fǎ）， tā men cháo xiào de zhǐ shì tā de nà xiē kě xiào de jǔ dòng， ér bù shì tā zhè gè kǔ mìng de rén， nà me， tā jiù huì gāo gāo xīng xīng dì tuō xià yàn wěi fú， fǎn chuānzhuó zǒu dào dà jiē shàng， qù yíng hé bié rén kāi xīn de yuàn wàng， zì jǐ yě cóng zhōng dé dào lè qù， fǎn zhèng zhǐ yào néng shǐ zì jǐ de yī shí fù mǔ fā xiào， zhǐ yào néng gěi tā men dài lái yú kuài jiù xíng。 dàn shì， bù lùn tā shǐ yòng hé zhǒng bàn fǎ， hái shì yǒng yuǎn yě wú fǎ dé dào píng děng。 tā hái yòu yī gè tè diǎn： zhè gè guài rén de zì zūn xīn hěn qiáng。 zhǐ yào méi yòu shénme wēi xiǎn， tā chōng dòng qǐ lái， shèn zhì gǎn yú shějǐ jiù rén。 duì yú nà xiē nòng dé tā fèn nù yǐ jí、 rěn wú kě rěn de bì hù zhě， tā shàn yú qiǎo miào duì fù。 yòu shí tā gān mào fēng xiǎn， bù xī xī shēng zì jǐ de yī qiē， jīhū yòu diǎn yīng xióng de qì kǎi ní！ dàn shì， zhè zhǒng qíng kuàng chí xù de shí jiān bù cháng， wǎng wǎng zhǐ shì jǐ fēn zhōng de xíng wéi…… zǒng 'ér yán zhī， tā shì yī gè huò zhēn jià shí de shòu kǔ shòu nán zhě， ér qiě shì yī gè zuì zuì méi yòu yòng de、 yīn 'ér yě shì zuì zuì huá jī kě xiào de shòu kǔ shòu nán zhě。
kè rén men xiān qǐ liǎo yīcháng rén rén cānyù de zhēng chǎo。 wǒ tū rán fā xiàn， wǒ men de zhè wèi guài rén yī xià zǐ tiào dào yī bǎ yǐ zǐ shàng。 tā chě qǐ sǎng zǐ pàn mìng hǎn jiào， yào qiú bié rén ràng tā yī gè rén dān dú fā yán。
“ nín qù tīng tīng bā，” zhù rén qiāoqiāo dì duì wǒ shuō dào，“ tā wǎng wǎng néng jiǎng chū yī xiē fēi cháng yòu qù de shì lái…… nín jué dé tā hěn yòu qù má？”
wǒ diǎn liǎo diǎn tóu， jiù jǐ jìn liǎo rén qún zhī zhōng。
què shí， nà wèi chuānzhuó xiāng dāng tǐ miàn de xiān shēng tiào dào liǎo yī zhāng yǐ zǐ shàng， pīn mìng dà hǎn dà jiào， yǐn qǐ liǎo dà jiā pǔ biàn de zhù yì。 xǔ duō bù rèn shí zhè wèi guài rén de rén， xiāng hù yí huò bù jiě dì shǐ shǐ yǎn sè， lìng wài yī xiē rén zé fàng kāi hóu lóng， hā hā dà xiào。
“ wǒ rèn shí fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí！ wǒ yīnggāi bǐ suǒ yòu de réndōu gèng liǎo jiě fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí！” guài rén cóng zì jǐ zhàn zhe de gāo tái shàng jiào dào，” xiān shēng men， qǐng nǐ men ràng wǒ lái jiǎng bā。 yòu guān fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí de shì， wǒ yī dìng huì jiǎng dé hǎo de！ wǒ zhī dào tā de yī jiàn shì， nà jiǎn zhí shì yī jiàn tiān xià qí wén， miào jí liǎo！……”
“ nà nín jiù kuài jiǎng bā， ào xī pǔ · mǐ hā yǐ nèi qí， nín kuài jiǎng bā！”
“ nín kuài diǎn jiǎng bā！”
“ nǐ men hǎohǎo tīng má！”
“ dà jiā hǎohǎo tīng zhe， hǎohǎo tīng zhe！！！”
“ hǎo， wǒ jiù kāi shǐ jiǎng qǐ lái， bù guò， xiān shēng men， zhè jiàn shì yòu diǎn tè shū……”
“ hǎo 'ā， hǎo 'ā！”
“ zhè jiàn shì tǐng hǎo xiào de。”
“ hěn hǎo， tài miào liǎo， zhēn shì miào bù kě yán！ héng héng nín dǎo shì kuài diǎn yán guī zhèng chuán yā！”
“ zhè jiàn shì shì wǒ、 nǐ men zuì zuì bēi jiàn de pú rén， gè rén shēng huó zhōng de yī duàn xiǎo chāqǔ……”
“ nà nín wèishénme yī zài xuān chēng nín yào jiǎng de nà jiàn shì fēi cháng kě xiào ní？”
“ shèn zhì hái yòu diǎn kě bēi ní！”
“ ā！！！”
“ zǒng 'ér yán zhī， xiān shēng men， nǐ men xiàn zài jiāng yào tīng dào wǒ jiǎng de nà jiàn shì shì zhè yàng de， tā shǐ wǒ jié shí liǎo yī huǒ fēi cháng yòu qù de rén wù。”
“ bié rào wān zǐ， kuài xiē jiǎng bā！”
“ nà shì jiàn má……”
“ nín zěn me lǎo shì shuō nà jiàn shì nà jiàn shì de， nín dǎo shì kuài diǎn bǎ nà gè zhí dé yī jiǎng de yù yán gù shì jiǎng chū lái má！” yī wèi cháng zhe yī tóu dàn huáng sè tóu fā、 liú yòu yī kǒu hú zǐ de nián qīng xiān shēng， yòng sī yǎ de sǎng yīn shuō dào。 tā yī shǒu chā jìn zì jǐ de kù kǒu dài lǐ， běn xiǎng tāo chū shǒu pà， jiēguǒ què wú yì zhī zhōng bǎ qián bāo tāo liǎo chū lái。
“ nà jiàn shì má， wǒ de xiān shēng men nǎ， wǒ xī wàng zài wǒ jiǎng wán yǐ hòu， néng gòu kàn dào nǐ men zhōng de xǔ duō rén shèshēnchǔdì dì tì wǒ xiǎng yī xiǎng。 zuì hòu hái yòu yī diǎn xū yào jiāo dài， jiù shì yīn wéi chū liǎo zhè jiàn shì， wǒ cái méi yòu jié chéng hūn。”
“ nín jié guò hūn！…… yòu lǎo pó！…… bō 'ěr zǔ kē fū xiǎng guò jié hūn！！”
“ lǎo shí shuō bā， wǒ dǎo zhēn xiǎng xiàn zài jiù néng kàn dào yī wèi bō 'ěr zǔ kē fū madame①！”
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① fǎ yǔ： fū rén。
“ qǐng wèn nín yǐ qián de nà wèi bō 'ěr zǔ kē fū tài tài de fāng míng jiào shénme？” yī gè nián qīng rén jǐ dào gù shì jiǎng shù zhě de shēn biān， jiān zhe sǎng zǐ wèn tí。
“ xiān shēng men， gù shì de tóu yī zhāng shì zhè yàng de：
“ nà shì zhěng zhěng liù nián qián de chūn tiān， jù tǐ diǎn shuō， jiù shì sān yuè sān shí yī rì。 xiān shēng men， qǐng zhù yì zhè gè shù zì， tā shì sì yuè de qián yī tiān……”
“ shì sì yuè yī hào de qián yī tiān！” cháng zhe yī liǔ quán fā de nián qīng rén dà shēng jiào hǎn qǐ lái。
“ xiān shēng， nín zhēn huì cāi！ nà shì yī gè bàng wǎn。 n xiàn chéng de shàng kōng， mù sè yuè lái yuè nóng， yuè liàng zhèng xiǎng cóng cāng máng de mù sè zhōng pá chū lái…… zǒng 'ér yán zhī， nà lǐ de yī qiēdōu fēi cháng hǎo。 jiù zài zhè gè shí hòu， jiù zài zhè mù sè méng lóng de shí hòu， wǒ yǔ wǒ nà yǐ gù de、 yǔ shì gé jué de zǔ mǔ gào bié yǐ hòu， biàn tōu tōu dì cóng wǒ de hán shè zhī zhōng liù liǎo chū lái。 qǐng yuán liàng， xiān shēng men， wǒ shǐ yòng liǎo yī gè hěn shí máo de yòng yǔ yǔ shì gé jué？ zhè shì wǒ zuì hòu yī cì zài ní gǔ lā。 ní gǔ lā yǐ qí nà lǐ tīng lái de。 bù guò， wǒ zǔ mǔ díquè shì yǔ shì jiān gé jué de： tā yòu xiā、 yòu lóng、 yòu yǎ、 yòu chǔn， fǎn zhèng nǐ zěn me shuō tā zāo dū xíng！…… wǒ tǎn bái chéng rèn， wǒ dāng shí dǎn zhàn xīn jīng， zhèng dǎ suàn qù gān yī jiàn dà shì， wǒ de xīn zài pēng pēng dì tiào gè bù tíng， jiù xiàng xiǎo māo de bó zǐ ràng yī zhǐ shòu gǔ lēng lēng de zhuǎzǐ jǐn jǐn dì zhuā zhù liǎo shìde。”
“ qǐng nín děng yī děng， bō 'ěr zǔ kē fū monsieur①！”
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① fǎ yǔ： xiān shēng。
“ nín yòu shénme fēn fù？”
“ qǐng nín jiǎng jiǎn dān yī diǎn， qǐng nín bié fèi nà me dà de jìn dōu juàn zǐ！”
“ wǒ zūn mìng， xiān shēng！” ào xī pǔ · mǐ hā yǐ nèi qí yòu diǎn gān gà dì shuō dào。
“ wǒ zǒu jìn liǎo fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí de nà chuáng xiǎo fáng zǐ（ zhè shì tā guāng míng zhèng dà huà qián mǎi xià de）。 dà jiādōu zhī dào， fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí bù shì wǒ yī bān de tóng shì， ér shì wǒ de dǐng tóu shàng sī。 pú rén xiàng tā bǐng bào yǐ hòu， biàn mǎ shàng jiāng wǒ yǐn jìn tā de shū fáng。 wǒ xiàn zài hái qīng chǔ jì dé： nà jiān wū zǐ lǐ yī tuán qī hēi， lián yī zhī là zhú yě méi diǎn。 wǒ tái tóu yī kàn， fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí zhèng zǒu jìn lái。 suí hòu wǒ men liǎng rén biàn dū liú zài hēi 'àn zhī zhōng……”
“ nǐ men liǎng rén zhī jiān jiū jìng fā shēng liǎo shénme shì ní？” yī wèi jūn guān wèn dào。
“ nín kàn ní， xiān shēng？” bō 'ěr zǔ kē fū wèn wán yǐ hòu， gǎn jǐn bǎ wēi wēi jìng luán zhe de liǎn páng， zhuànxiàng cháng zhe yī tóu quán fā de nián qīng rén。
“ shì zhè yàng de， xiān shēng men！ zhè shí fā shēng liǎo yī jiàn hěn qí guài de shì。 qí shí ní， yě suàn bù shàng shénme qí guài， zhǐ bù guò fā shēng liǎo yī jiàn suǒ wèi cháng jiàn de shēng huó xiǎo shì 'ér yǐ。 wǒ hěn suí biàn dì cóng kǒu dài lǐ tāo chū yī juàn zhǐ， tā yě cóng zì jǐ de kǒu dài lǐ tāo chū yī juàn zhǐ， bù guò shì guó jiā fā xíng de……”
“ chāo piào má？”
“ shì chāo piào， xiān shēng！ jiē zhe wǒ men jiù jìn xíng liǎo jiāo huàn。”
“ wǒ gǎn dǎ dǔ， zhè lǐ sàn fā zhe yī gǔ xíng huì de wèi dào，” yī wèi yī zhe tǐ miàn、 tóu fā lǐ dé duǎn duǎn de qīng nián xiān shēng shuō dào。
“ shì yòu yī diǎn xíng huì de wèi dào， xiān shēng！” bō 'ěr zǔ kē fū jǐn jiē zhe tā de huà shuō xià qù，“ āi，
jiù suàn wǒ shì zì yóu zhù yì zhě
zhè yàng de rén wǒ yě jiàn guò bù shǎo！
rú guǒ shuō nǐ men jīn hòu huì yòu jī huì qù wài shěng dāngchāi， nà jiù qǐng nǐ men qiān wàn bù yào…… zài zì jǐ de jiā mén kǒu shēn shǒu…… miǎn dé bèi tàng shāng liǎo…… yīn wéi yòu gè wén xué jiā shuō guò：
jiù shì zǔ guó de chuī yān，
wǒ men yě jué dé yú kuài hé xiāng tián！①
héng héng wǒ men de zǔ guó 'ā， shì wǒ men de mǔ qīn， xiān shēng men， shì shēng wǒ yǎng wǒ de qīn niàn！ wǒ mendōu shì tā de 'ér zǐ， shì kào chī tā de rǔ zhī zhǎngdà de！……”
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① zhè shì wén xué jiā gé lǐ bào yé duō fū de 'ài guó zhù yì míng jù， jiàn zhī yú tā de dài biǎo zuò《 zhì huì de tòng kǔ》
quán chǎng mǎ shàng xiǎng qǐ yī piàn xiào shēng。
“ bù guò， xìn bù xìn yóu nǐ men， xiān shēng men， wǒ kě cóng lái méi yòu shōu shòu guò huì lù。” tā shuō wán yǐ hòu， jiāng xìn jiāng yí dì bǎ quán chǎng sǎo shì liǎo yī biàn。
yīcháng jīng jiǔ bù xī de hōng táng dà xiào。 xiàng yī zhèn pái pào de hōng míng， bǎ bō 'ěr zǔ kē fū shuō huà de shēng yīn， wán quán yān méi liǎo。
“ duì， díquè shì zhè yàng de， xiān shēng men！……”
tā mǎ shàng bǎ huà tóu tíng zhù， jì xù huán shì dà jiā， liǎn shàng lù chū yī zhǒng qí guài de biǎo qíng。 yě xǔ héng héng shuí zhī dào ní？ héng héng yě xǔ tā cǐ kè tū rán xiǎng qǐ， tā bǐ zhè yī huǒ lǎo shí rén zhōng de dà duō shù dū lǎo shí ní…… suǒ yǐ， zhí dào dà jiā de xiào shēng jié shù， tā liǎn páng shàng de yán sù biǎo qíng hái méi yòu xiāo shī。
“ shì zhè yàng de，” děng dào dà jiādōu 'ān jìng xià lái yǐ hòu， bō 'ěr zǔ kē fū kāi shǐ shuō dào：“ suī rán wǒ cóng lái méi yòu shōu shòu guò huì lù， dàn zhè yī cì wǒ què shì yòu zuì de： wǒ cóng yī míng tān guān shǒu lǐ…… jiē guò huì lù…… bǎ tā sài jìn liǎo kǒu dài lǐ…… yě jiù shì shuō， wǒ dāng shí shǒu zhōng zhǎng wò zhe yī xiē wén jiàn， rú guǒ wǒ bǎ zhè xiē wén jiàn jiāo gěi mǒu yī gè rén， nà me， fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí jiù yào dǎo dà méi。”
“ zhè me shuō lái， tā jiù shì zhè yàng bǎ nà xiē wén jiàn shōu mǎi liǎo？”
“ shì shōu mǎi xià lái liǎo。 xiān shēng！”
“ gěi liǎo nín hěn duō qián bā？”
“ gěi wǒ de qián má， jiù shì yǎn xià yī gè rén chū mài zì jǐ de liáng xīn suǒ dé de nà me duō…… rú guǒ yòu rén yuàn yì gěi de huà。 bù guò， dāng wǒ bǎ qián sài jìn kǒu dài lǐ de shí hòu， wǒ de nǎo dài shàng hǎo xiàng jiāo liǎo yī piáo kāi shuǐ， fēi cháng nán rěn。 wǒ què shí bù zhī dào wǒ shì zěn me gǎo de， lǎo shì nà me yī fù múyàng， xiān shēng men， nǐ men kàn dào liǎo bā。 wǒ dāng shí bàn sǐ bàn huó de， shàng xià liǎng piàn zuǐ chún， bù tíng dì xī dòng， tuǐ jiǎo sè sè fā dǒu。 shì de， wǒ yòu cuò， wǒ yòu zuì， wǒ gǎn dào xiū kuì wàn fēn， wú dì zì róng。 wǒ jiǎn zhí zuì gāi wàn sǐ！ wǒ dǎ suàn xiàng fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí qǐng qiú kuān shù……”
“ zěn me yàng， tā kuān shù nín liǎo má？”
“ wǒ hái méi qù qǐng qiú ní， xiān shēng！…… wǒ bù guò shì shuō shuō 'ér yǐ， qí shí dāng shí shì yīnggāi zhè me zuò de。 yīn wéi wǒ yòu yī kē huǒ rè de xīn。 wǒ kàn dào tā zhí gòu gòu dì wàng zhe wǒ de yǎn jīng， yú shì biàn shuō dào：
“ nín shì lián shàng dì yě bù pà de liǎo， ào xī pǔ · mǐ hā yǐ léi qí！”
“ nǐ men kàn， wǒ gāi zěn me bàn ní？ chū yú lǐ mào wǒ zhǐ hǎo liǎng shǒu yī tān， bǎ nǎo dài niǔ dào yī biān qù。 wǒ shuō，‘ wǒ dào dǐ wèishénme yào hài pà shàng dì ní！ fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí？’…… qí shí wǒ zhè me shuō， yě shì chū yú lǐ mào…… wǒ zì jǐ jiǎn zhí hèn bù dé zuàn jìn dì lǐ qù ní。
“‘ hěn jiǔ yǐ lái nǐ jiù shì wǒ men jiā de péng yǒu， shèn zhì kě yǐ shuō， nǐ yǐ jīng chéng liǎo wǒ men jiā de 'ér zǐ。 héng héng shuí zhī dào zhè shì bù shì shàng tiān de 'ān pái ní， ào xī pǔ · mǐ hā yǐ léi qí！ kě bù zhī dào wèishénme nǐ tū rán xiǎng qǐ lái yào gào mì， ér qiě shì xiàn zài jiù dǎ suàn qù gào mì！…… nǐ zhè yàng zuò， jiào wǒ jīn hòu hái yào bù yào xiāng xìn rén ní， ào xī pǔ · mǐ hā yǐ léi qí？’
“ xiān shēng men， nǐ men kàn bā， tā jiù shì zhè yàng duì wǒ fā biǎo liǎo yī dà tōng xùn jiè de huà！ tā hái shuō：‘ bù， qǐng nín gào sù wǒ， jīn hòu wǒ hái yào bù yào xiāng xìn rén， ào xī pǔ · mǐ hā yǐ léi qí？’ wǒ xīn xiǎng， nín xiāng xìn bù xiāng xìn rén yǔ wǒ hé gān！ nín zhī dào， wǒ dāng shí hóu lóng guài yǎng yǎng de， shēng yīn yě fā qǐ dǒu lái liǎo， ér qiě yǐ jīng yù gǎn dào wǒ de huài pí qì mǎ shàng jiù yào fā zuò， yú shì wǒ gǎn jǐn zhuā qǐ mào zǐ jiù zǒu……
“‘ nín dào nǎ lǐ qù yā， ào xī pǔ · mǐ hā yǐ léi qí？ nán dào zài jié rì qián xī…… nán dào nín xiàn zài hái zài jì wǒ de chóu， dào dǐ wǒ zuò cuò liǎo shénme shì dé zuì liǎo nín？……’
“ wǒ jí dé lián lián zhí jiào：‘ fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí， fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí！’
“ wú， zhè jiù shì shuō， wǒ bèi tā de huà ruǎn huà liǎo， jiù xiàng bái shā táng yù dào liǎo shuǐ， yī xià zǐ jiù róng huà liǎo， xiān shēng men！ zhè hái bù suàn ní！ lián zhuāng zài kǒu dài lǐ de nà yī dà bāo chāo piào yě hǎo xiàng zài dà shēng hǎn jiào：‘ nǐ zhè gè wàng 'ēn fù yì de jiā huǒ， gāi sǐ de qiáng dào！’ héng héng 'ér qiě nà bāo chāo piào hǎo xiàng jìng yòu wǔ pǔ tè① nà me zhòng……（ yào shì zhēn yòu wǔ pǔ tè zhòng nà jiù tài hǎo liǎo！……）
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① jìliáng dān wèi。 yī pǔ tè děng yú 16 ． 38 gōng jīn。
“‘ wǒ fā xiàn，’ fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí shuō dào，‘ wǒ fā xiàn nín zài hòu huǐ…… nín zhī dào， míng tiān jiù shì……’
“‘ jiù shì 'āi jí mǎ lì yà jié（ jí yú rén jié）， xiān shēng……’
“‘ hǎo lā， bù yào nán guò，’ fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí shuō dào，‘ gòu lā， fàn liǎo cuò wù， huǐ gǎi liǎo jiù hǎo má！ wǒ men zǒu bā！ yě xǔ，’ fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí jì xù shuō dào，‘ yě xǔ wǒ hái néng bǎ nǐ lā huí dào zhēn zhèng de dào lù shàng lái…… yě xǔ wǒ nà xiē bù dà qǐ yǎn de jiā shén（ wǒ qīng qīng chǔ chǔ jì dé nà gè qiáng dào zhèng shì yòng de‘ jiā shén’ zhè gè cí） huì bǎ nín de nà kē yǐ jīng biàn dé jiāng yìng liǎo de（ wǒ bù xiǎng shǐ yòng“ tiě shí de’ zhè gè zì yǎn）、 shēn shēn dì wù rù mí tú de xīn wēn nuǎn guò lái……’
“ tā suí jí lā qǐ wǒ de shǒu， xiān shēng men， bǎ wǒ dài dào tā de jiā rén nà lǐ。 wǒ jué dé bèi bù tòu guò yī gǔ lěng qì， yú shì hún shēn sè sè fā dǒu！ wǒ dāng shí xīn xiǎng， wǒ hái yòu shénme liǎn miàn qù jiàn rén ní？…… nǐ men xū yào zhī dào de shì…… wǒ bù zhī dào zěn me shuō hǎo， fǎn zhèng hòu lái chū xiàn liǎo yī gè fēi cháng wēi miào de qíng kuàng！
“ mò fēi shì bō 'ěr zǔ kē fū tài tài lái liǎo má？”
“ zhèng shì mǎ lì yà · fěi duō xiè yé fū nà， xiān shēng！ bù guò， nǐ men zhī dào， tā mìng zhōng zhù dìng bù néng chéng wéi nǐ men suǒ shuō de bō 'ěr zǔ kē fū tài tài。 tā méi yòu dé dào zhè fèn róng yù de fú qì！ nǐ men kàn， fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí shuō tā men jiā jīhū bǎ wǒ dāng 'ér zǐ duì dài， zhè huà dǎo shì bù jiǎ。 bàn nián yǐ qián， yī gè míng jiào mǐ hā yǐ luò · mǎ kè xī méi qí · dé wéi jiā yǐ luò fū de tuì zhí shì guān shēng dāng shí hái méi sǐ， nà qíng kuàng què shí rú cǐ。 bù guò hòu lái， tā tīng cóng liǎo shàng dì de zhào huàn， shàng xī tiān qù liǎo。 jù shuō tā liú xià guò yī fèn shénme yí zhǔ， kě zhǎo lái zhǎo qù， nǎ 'ér yě méi yòu。 hòu lái chá míng， tā gēn běn jiù méi yòu lì xià shénme yí zhǔ……
“‘ hēi！！！’”
“ wú， zhè shì má， yě méi yòu shénme guān xì。 zhēn méi bàn fǎ， xiān shēng men， wǒ shuō lòu liǎo zuǐ， chě dé tài yuǎn liǎo， qǐng yuán liàng！ běn lái má， ài shuō jǐ jù yǔ yì shuāng guān de qiào pí huà。 gù rán bù hǎo， bù guò shuō shuō yě méi yòu shénme liǎo bù qǐ。 gèng zāo gāo de shì wǒ de qián chéng cóng cǐ yě jiù wán dàn liǎo。 yīn wéi nà wèi shì guān shēng yǐ jīng tuì zhí， tā lián tā de jiā mén dōubù ràng wǒ jìn（ tā de shēng huó kě kuò qì lā， yīn wéi tā shǒu cháng， huì lāo qián）。 rú guǒ wǒ shuō tā bèi tā men jiā dāng qīn 'ér zǐ duì dài， yě xǔ shì bù cuò de。
“‘ ā hā！！！’”
“ shì de， zhèng shì zhè yàng， xiān shēng！ yú shì cóng cǐ yǐ hòu， wǒ jiù jīng cháng zài fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí jiā lǐ lòumiàn。 wǒ yī zài fā xiàn wèn tí， dàn shì wǒdōu rěn zhe méi shuō。 yě shì huó gāi wǒ dǎo méi（ yě xǔ shì wǒ zǒu yùn！）， yī míng mǎ pǐ cǎi gòu yuán tū rán lái dào wǒ men zhè zuò xiǎo chéng。 zhè jiǎn zhí jiù shì yī gè qíng tiān pī lì！ tā de gōng zuò liú dòng xìng hěn qiáng， yě hěn qīng sōng， quán shì yǔ qí bīng yòu guān de。 tā yī lái jiù láo láo dì zhā zài fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí shēn biān， jiù xiàng yī zūn dà pào 'ān fàng zài nà lǐ yī dòng bù dòng yī yàng！ wǒ de huài pí qì yī fā zuò， jiù bàng qiāo cè jī dì shuō：‘ fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí， nín wèishénme yào qī wǔ wǒ ní？ cóng mǒu zhǒng yì yì shàng jiǎng， wǒ yǐ jīng chéng liǎo nín de 'ér zǐ。 wǒ yī zhí děng zhe nín xiàng fù qīn nà yàng duì dài wǒ……’ tā kāi shǐ duì wǒ zuò chū huí dá， kě tā nà shì shénme yàng de huí dá 'ā， wǒ de guāi guāi！ hǎo bā， zhè jiù shì shuō， tā zǒng suàn kāi kǒu shuō huà liǎo。 tā xiàng lǎng sòng yī zhěng shǒu cháng piān xù shì shī shìde， bù gù yī qiē dì niàn xià qù。 nǐ zhǐ néng guāi guāi dì tīng zhe。 tā de tián yán mì yǔ jiào nǐ tīng dé zhí yān kǒu shuǐ， tān kāi liǎng shǒu！ kě shì tā shuō de yì sī， nǐ què zěn me yě tīng bù míng bái， wú fǎ lǐ jiě， yú shì nǐ zhǐ hǎo xiàng shǎ guā yī yàng， dāi dāi dì zhàn zhe。 tā bǎ wǒ de nǎo zǐ gǎo dé mí mí hú hú de， jiù xiàng yī tiáo huá liù liù de ní qiū， niǔ lái niǔ qù， jiào nǐ zěn me yě zhuō mō bù zhù。 wú， tiān cái， tā jiǎn zhí jiù shì tiān cái。 tā nà zhāng zuǐ zhēn jiào rén tīng liǎo dǎn zhàn xīn jīng！ wǒ jiù xià dé hún bù fù tǐ、 zuò lì bù 'ān， zhè yě bù shì， nà yě bù shì！ wǒ chě qǐ sǎng zǐ chàng qíng gē， yòu shì sòng táng guǒ、 yòu shì shuō yǔ yì shuāng guān de qiào pí huà， hái shí bù shí dì 'āi shēng tàn qì！ wǒ shuō wǒ tòng kǔ jí liǎo， wǒ shì wéi 'ài qíng 'ér gǎn dào tòng kǔ de。 wǒ yī bǎ yǎn lèi， yī bǎ bí tì， qiāoqiāo dì zuò jiě shì， biǎo xīn jì！ kě wǒ zhè rén zhēn chǔn！ wǒ jìng rán méi yòu qù zhǎo jiào táng zhí shì dǎ tīng dǎ tīng， wǒ yǐ jīng nián jìn sān shí…… zhè zěn me xíng ní？ wǒ què yì xiǎng tiān kāi， jìng rán xiǎng yào shuǎ huā zhāo！ bù！ wǒ de shì qíng jìn xíng dé hěn bù shùn lì， zhōu wéi quán shì yī piàn duì wǒ de cháo xiào shēng， héng héng ǹg， wǒ yě huǒ qǐ lái liǎo， qì dé jīhū shuō bù chū yī jù huà lái。 héng héng wǒ yú shì yī zǒu liǎo zhī， cóng cǐ bù zài kuà jìn tā de jiā mén。 wǒ zuǒ sī yòu xiǎng， zuì hòu jué dìng mǎ shàng qù gào mì！ shì de， wǒ shì xiǎng qù gān bēi bǐ de shì， wǒ xiǎng chū mài péng yǒu。 lǎo shí shuō bā， gào mì de cái liào duō de shì， ér qiě dōushì hěn yòu fèn liàng de cái liào， ná chū qù kě yǐ mài gè dà jià qián de。 zhè kě shì yī zhuāng dà mǎi mài 'ā！ wǒ bǎ zhè xiē cái liào hé gào mì xìn ná chū qù， zhǔn kě yǐ huàn huí yī qiān wǔ bǎi yín lú bù！”
“‘ ā！ zhè kě shì huì lù yā！”
“ duì， xiān shēng， zhè zhèng shì huì lù， shì yī míng tān zāng wǎng fǎ de guān yuán fù gěi wǒ de！（ qí shí zhè yě suàn bù dé shì shénme zuì guò， zhēn de suàn bù shàng！） hǎo lā， xiàn zài jiù ràng wǒ lái jì xù jiǎng xià qù bā。 rú guǒ nǐ men hái jì dé de huà， tā shì bǎ wǒ tuō jìn kè tīng de， dāng shí wǒ yǐ bàn sǐ bù huó。 tā men jiā de réndōu zài nà lǐ yíng jiē wǒ： sì hū tā mendōu shòu dào liǎo wěi qū， huò zhě shuō bù dàn shì shòu liǎo wěi qū， ér qiě shì shāng tòu liǎo xīn， jiǎn zhí shì…… wú， zhè me shuō bā， tā men yī gè gè miàn rú sǐ huī， jīhū jiù xiàng sǐ rén yī yàng。 dàn yǔ cǐ tóng shí tā men de liǎn shàng dū xiàn chū yī zhǒng jū gāo lín xià de biǎo qíng， mù guāng zhōng liú lù chū zhuāng zhòng de shén sè， lèi sì yī zhǒng qīnqiè de， cí fù bān de biǎo qíng…… hǎo xiàng wǒ shì huí tóu làng zǐ， huí dào liǎo tā men shēn biān。 nǐ kàn， shì qíng jìng rán nòng dào liǎo zhè zhǒng dì bù！ tā men ràng wǒ zuò xià lái hē chá， kě wǒ nǎ yòu xīn sī hē chá ní！ wǒ zì jǐ de xiōng táng lǐ hǎo xiàng shāo kāi liǎo yī hú shuǐ， quán shēn dōuzài fèi téng， kě liǎng tiáo tuǐ què yuè lái yuè lěng， lěngde xiàng kuài bīng。 wǒ quán shēn suō chéng yī tuán， hài pà qǐ lái liǎo！ tā de fū rén、 qī děng wén guān tài tài（ xiàn zài yǐ jīng shì liù děng wén guān tài tài liǎo） mǎ lì yà · fú míng ní shí nà， yī kāi kǒu jiù duì wǒ yǐ nǐ xiāngchèn， tā shuō dào：‘ dà shǎo yé yā， nǐ zěn me shòu chéng zhè gè yàng zǐ lā？！’ wǒ huí dá tā shuō：‘ méi shí me， wǒ yòu diǎn bìng， mǎ lì yà · fú míng ní shí nà……’ kě shì wǒ shuō huà de shēng yīn què zài fā dǒu！ tā zhè gè yīn xiǎn dú là de nǚ rén biàn bù guǎn sān qī 'èr shí yī wú yuán wú gù dì fàng sì shǔluò qǐ wǒ lái liǎo。 tā shuō：‘ kàn dé chū lái， shì liáng xīn jiào nǐ xīn lǐ gǎn dào guò yì bù qù liǎo bā， ào xī pǔ · mǐ hā yǐ léi qí， wǒ de qīn yé lǎo zǐ！ zài wǒ men jiā chī de miàn bāo hé yán bǎ nǐ de liáng xīn jiào xǐng liǎo bā！ wǒ men dài xuè de yǎn lèi ràng nǐ huí xīn zhuǎn yì liǎo bā！ wǒ de tiān nǎ， tā jiù shì zhè me mèi zhe liáng xīn shuō huà， zhēn shì yī gè kě pà de pó niàn！ tā jiù zhè me zuò zhe， bù duàn dì gěi wǒ qī chá。 wǒ xīn xiǎng： nǐ dào shì chǎng shàng qù kàn kàn bā， wǒ de hǎo guān tài tài， nǎ yī gè nǚ rén bǐ dé shàng nǐ lì hài！ wǒ men de guān tài tài jiù shì zhè me yī gè lì hài de pó niàn！ zhè shí， huó gāi wǒ yào dǎo méi liǎo： tā nǚ 'ér mǎ lì yà · fěi duō xiè yé fū nà zǒu chū lái liǎo， yī fù tiān zhēn wú xié de yàng zǐ， liǎn sè yòu diǎn cāng bái， yī duì xiǎo yǎn jīng hóng tōng tōng de， hǎo xiàng gāng cái kū guò。 wǒ yī jiàn tā jiù shǎ liǎo， dāi dāi dì zhàn zài yuán dì， yī dòng yě bù dòng， jiù xiàng sǐ rén yī yàng。 hòu lái cái zhī dào， yuán lái tā shì zài wéi mǎ pǐ cǎi gòu yuán de lí qù 'ér shāng xīn luò lèi de。 nà xiǎo zǐ jiǎo dǐ tú yóu， liù liǎo。 tā hěn zhī qù， chèn zhe hái méi chū shì jiù zǒu liǎo。 shí jì shàng tā yě gāi zǒu liǎo（ xiàn zài shùn biàn shuō shuō bà liǎo）， tā chū chā de qī xiàn yǐ jīng guò qù， qí shí tā yě suàn bù shàng shì chū gōngchāi！ tā zhè yī zǒu…… zhè yī duì 'ēn 'ài de fù mǔ qīn cái huǎng rán dà wù， rú mèng chū xǐng！ suī rán zhī dào liǎo quán bù qíng kuàng， dàn yòu yòu shénme bàn fǎ ní！ zhǐ hǎo tōu tōu dì yǎn gài qǐ lái suàn liǎo héng héng jiā chǒu bù kě wài yáng má！…… ké， zhēn méi bàn fǎ， wǒ wàng liǎo tā yī yǎn， jué dé yī qiēdōu wán liǎo， jiǎn zhí bù néng zài dāi xià qù liǎo！ wǒ xié yǎn wàng liàowàng wǒ de mào zǐ， xiǎng zhuā qǐ jiù zǒu， ér qiě yuè kuài yuè hǎo！ kě shì bù xíng liǎo： wǒ de mào zǐ bèi tā men jiào rén ná zǒu liǎo…… shuō lǎo shí huà， méi yòu mào zǐ wǒ yě xiǎng zǒu héng héng wú， wǒ dāng shí què shí shì zhè me xiǎng de。 héng héng kě shì wǒ yǐ jīng zǒu bù chéng liǎo， tā men bǎ mén shuān shàng liǎo。 tā men kāi shǐ tóng wǒ yǒu hǎo dì shuō shuō xiào xiào， yòu shì diū mèi yǎn， yòu shì dòu wǒ xī xiào， nòng dé wǒ guài bù hǎo yì sī， jiēguǒ hú shuō liǎo yī dà tōng qiú 'ài de huà。 tā ní， wǒ de nà gè xīn shàng rén， mǎ shàng zuò dào gāng qín biān shàng， yòng mǎn huái wěi qū de shēng diào， chàng liǎo yī shǒu guān yú yǐ zhe mǎ dāo zhàn lì de piàoqí bīng de gē héng héng jiǎn zhí bǎ wǒ de hún dū chàng chū qiào liǎo。‘ hǎo lā，’ fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí shuō dào，‘ xiàn zài yī qiēdōu yǐ guò qù， wàng liǎo tā bā！ lái， kuài guò lái…… ràng wǒ lái yōng bào nǐ！’ wǒ dāng shí mǎ shàng jiù guì zài dì shàng， bǎ liǎn páng jǐn jǐn dì tiē zài tā de kǎn jiān shàng。‘ wǒ de 'ēn rén nǎ， nǐ zhēn shì wǒ de shēng shēn fù qīn！’ wǒ biān shuō biān liú lèi， jiǎn zhí kū dé xiàng gè lèi rén 'ér shìde！ wǒ de zhù 'ā， dāng shí chū xiàn de shì shénme chǎng miàn 'ā！ tā kū liǎo， tā lǎo pó kū， mǎ shēn kǎ① yě kū， dà jiā quán dū kū zuò yī tuán…… dāng shí zài chǎng de hái yòu yī gè dàn huáng tóu fā de nǚ rén， jiù lián tā yě kū liǎo…… gèng yòu shèn zhě， hái zǐ men cóng gè gè jiǎo luò lǐ pá liǎo chū lái（ shàng dì cì gěi tā yī dà qún hái zǐ）， tā men yě wā li wā lā dì dà shēng kū liǎo qǐ lái…… bù zhī dào dào dǐ liú liǎo duō shǎo lèi， bù guò nà shì gǎn jī de lèi， nà shì gāo xīng de lèi， yīn wéi làng zǐ zhōng yú huí lái liǎo， jiù xiàng shì bīng kǎi xuán hái xiāng yī yàng！ yú shì yòu shì shàng diǎn xīn， yòu shì zuò yóu xì， máng dé bù yì lè hū！ āi yō， wǒ hǎo tòng 'ā！ shénme dì fāng tòng！ xīn tòng！ xiǎng shuí ní？ wǒ qīn 'ài de rén 'ér yā， tā zhàng hóng liǎo liǎn！ wǒ hé lǎo tóu zǐ yī qǐ gān liǎo yī bēi tián jiǔ。 zǒng 'ér yán zhī， tā men bǎ wǒ fú shì dé hǎohǎo de， shǐ wǒ gǎn dào wú bǐ de gāo xīng！……
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① mǎ lì yà de 'ài chēng。
“ hòu lái wǒ huí dào liǎo zǔ mǔ shēn biān。 dào huí jiā lǐ yǐ hòu， wǒ zài wǒ de xiǎo fáng jiān lǐ lái huí zǒu liǎo zhěng zhěng liǎng gè xiǎo shí。 wǒ bǎ zǔ mǔ jiào xǐng lái， bǎ wǒ de xǐ shì yī wǔ yī shí quán gào sù liǎo tā。‘ qián dū gěi nǐ liǎo má！ zhè gè qiáng dào？’‘ gěi liǎo， nǎi nǎi， gěi liǎo， quán gěi liǎo， wǒ de qīn nǎi nǎi！ wǒ men jiā zǒu hóng yùn lā， kuài kāi mén yā！’‘ hǎo 'ā， xiàn zài nǐ jiù jié hūn bā， zhèng shì shí hòu， nǐ kuài jié hūn bā！’ lǎo tài tài duì wǒ shuō dào，‘ nǐ zhī dào má， shàng dì tīng dào liǎo wǒ de dǎo gào！’ suí hòu wǒ bǎ suǒ fū lóng jiào liǎo xǐng lái。 wǒ shuō：‘ suǒ fū lóng， kuài diǎn bāng wǒ bǎ xuē zǐ tuō xià！’ suǒ fū lóng gěi wǒ tuō xià liǎo xuē zǐ。‘ hǎo lā， suǒ fū lóng， nǐ xiàn zài gěi wǒ dào xǐ bā， wěn wěn wǒ bā， wǒ jiù yào jié hūn lā！ lǎo dì， wǒ zhēn de yào jié hūn lā。 nǐ míng tiān lái gè yī zuì fāng xiū， rán hòu jiù qù sǎnsǎn xīn， wǒ gào sù nǐ bā， nǐ lǎo yé wǒ jiù yào jié hūn lā！’ wǒ xīn lǐ zhēn shì lè kāi liǎo huā！…… běn gāi kāi shǐ shuì jué de， kě shì bù xíng， shuì bù zhe！ wǒ yòu pá qǐ lái， zuò zhe xiǎng yā xiǎng yā， hū rán jiān nǎo zǐ lǐ shǎn chū yī gè niàn tóu： míng tiān bù shì sì yuè yī rì má？ nà kě shì gè kāi lǎng、 kuài huó de rì zǐ yā！ zěn me yòu zhè me qiǎo 'ā？ nǐ qiáo wǒ xiǎng dé duō miào！ hái yòu shénme hǎo shuō de ní， xiān shēng men！ wǒ gǎn jǐn cóng chuáng shàng pá qǐ lái， diǎn shàng là zhú， jiù zhè yàng chuānzhuó shuì yī zuò zài xiě zì tái qián。 yě jiù shì shuō wǒ wán quán wàng hū suǒ yǐ liǎo。 xiān shēng men nǎ， nǐ men zhī dào， yī gè rén yī dàn zhe liǎo mí， tā jiù yī dìng huì wàng hū suǒ yǐ de！ tā shèn zhì huì yī tóu zhā jìn wū ní lǐ！ yě jiù shì shuō， yòu de rén jìng rán yòu zhè yàng de guài pí qì： rén jiā yào tā de zhè gè， tā mǎ shàng jiù gěi liǎo tā men， hái shuō， gěi， nǐ bǎ nà gè yě ná shàng bā！ rén jiā yào dǎ tā de 'ěr guāng， tā bù jǐn sòng shàng miàn jiá， ér qiě hái gāo gāo xīng xīng dì bǎ zhěng gè bèi jǐ dū sòng shàng qù。 guò hòu tā men yòu ná bái miàn bāo lái yǐn yòu nǐ， bǎ nǐ dāng gǒu shuǎ。 ér nǐ ní， què yī xīn yī yì dì yòng nǐ de bèn zhuǎzǐ qù yōng bào tā men， hái tóng tā men qīn zuǐ！ xiān shēng men， xiàn zài de qíng kuàng bù jiù shì zhè yàng má？ nǐ men zài xiào， nǐ men zài jiāo tóu jiē 'ěr shuō qiāoqiāo huà， wǒ quándōu kàn jiàn lā！ děng wǒ bǎ quán bù zhēn shí qíng kuàng yī wǔ yī shí dū jiǎng chū lái yǐ hòu， nǐ men jiù huì yī qǐ lái xiào huà wǒ， jiù huì lái zhuō nòng wǒ， kě shì wǒ xiàn zài què yī zhí zài duì nǐ men shuō yā， shuō yā， shuō gè bù tíng。 shì yā， shuí zài jiào wǒ shuō ní？ yòu shì shénme rén zài zhuō nòng wǒ ní？ shuí zhàn wǒ bèi hòu lǎo shì dí dí gū gū cuī wǒ：‘ shuō yā， shuō yā， nǐ kuài jiǎng má！’ kě shì， wǒ bù shì yī zhí zài shuō má， jiǎng má， gěi nǐ men tāo xīn lǐ huà má？ dǎ gè bǐ fāng shuō bā， wǒ bǎ nǐ mendōu dàngchéng liǎo zì jiā de qīn xiōng dì， wǒ de zhì qīn mì yǒu lā…… hēi！！！’”
cóng sì miàn bā fāng fā chū lái de hā hā xiào shēng， zhú jiàn huì jí qǐ lái， zhōng yú wán quán yān méi liǎo gù shì jiǎng shù zhě de shēng yīn。 dàn jiǎng shù zhě què gǎn dào yóu zhōng de gāo xīng。 tā bǎ huà tóu tíng zhù， liǎng zhǐ yǎn jīng dī liù liù dì sǎo shì zhěng gè huì chǎng， zú zú yòu hǎo jǐ fēn zhōng zhī jiǔ。 tā hǎo xiàng shòu dào mǒu zhǒng de chōng dòng， bǎ shǒu yī huī， zì jǐ yě hā hā dà xiào qǐ lái liǎo， sì hū tā zhēn de fā xiàn liǎo zì jǐ chǔjìng de kě xiào。 suí hòu tā yòu jì xù wǎng xià jiǎng qù：
“ nà tiān yè lǐ， xiān shēng men， wǒ jīhū méi yòu shuì jué。 wǒ zhěng yè dōuzài zhǐ shàng huàhuà xiě xiě。 bù zhī dào nǐ men kàn jiàn méi yòu， wǒ jìng rán xiǎng chū liǎo yī gè xīn huā yàng！ āi， xiān shēng men nǎ！ zhè shì yī xiǎng qǐ lái jiù jué dé liáng xīn shàng guò bù qù！ zhè zhǒng shì yào shì yè lǐ gān de， yě hái kě yǐ shuō dé guò qù： dāng shí shuì yǎn méng lóng， tóu nǎo yī shí hú tú， xìn kǒu kāi hé， shuō yī dà tōng hú huà， yě bù zěn me yào jǐn。 kě shì bù！ dì 'èr tiān zǎo chén tiān bù liàng wǒ jiù xǐng lái liǎo， zǒng gòng cái shuì yī liǎng xiǎo shí， mǎ shàng yòu jiē zhe wǎng xià xiě！ wǒ chuān hǎo yī fú、 xǐ wán liǎn、 juàn hǎo fā， hái mǒ liǎo diǎn fā là， rán hòu tào shàng yī jiàn xīn yàn wěi fú， jiù jìng zhí zǒu dào fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí jiā lǐ qù hè jié。 xiě hǎo de zhǐ tiáo zé fàng zài mào zǐ lǐ miàn。 yíng jiē wǒ de shì fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí， tā zhāng kāi shuāng bì， yòu yào wǒ tóu jìn tā fù qīn bān de huái bào zhōng， tiē zài tā de kǎn jiān shàng！ zhè shí wǒ què lā qǐ jià zǐ lái liǎo。 zuó tiān xiǎng hǎo de yī tào hái zài nǎo zǐ lǐ pán huán！ wǒ wǎng hòu tuì liǎo yī bù。 wǒ shuō：‘ bù， fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí， rú guǒ nín lè yì de huà， qǐng nín mǎ shàng kàn kàn wǒ xiě de zì tiáo！’ shuō wán wǒ jiù bǎ zhǐ tiáo dì gěi liǎo tā。 nǐ men zhī dào nà shàng miàn xiě de shì shénme má？ shàng miàn xiě de nèi róng shì zhè yàng de： jiàn yú zhè yàng huò nà yàng de yuán yīn， ào xī pǔ · mǐ hā yǐ léi qí bì xū shēn qǐng cí zhí， ér qiě zài cí zhí qǐng qiú shū shàng， quán tǐ guān yuán dū cōng cōng máng máng qiān guò míng de！ zhè jiù shì wǒ xiǎng chū de xīn huā zhāo。 zhù 'ā！ wǒ shí zài xiǎng bù chū gèng hǎo de bàn fǎ liǎo！ jīn tiān shì sì yuè yī rì yú rén jié， suǒ yǐ wǒ jiù zuò chū yī fù hái zài shēng tā men de qì de yàng zǐ， gěi tā men kāi gè xiǎo xiǎo de wán xiào。 wǒ shuō jīng guò yī yè de kǎo lǜ， wǒ de xiǎng fǎ gǎi biàn liǎo。 bù dàn gǎi biàn liǎo xiǎng fǎ， ér qiě jué dé huī xīn sàng qì liǎo， bǐ yǐ qián jué dé gèng jiā wěi qū liǎo。 wǒ hái shuō， nǐ men kàn bā， wǒ de jiù mìng 'ēn rén nǎ， wǒ gēn běn méi yòu bǎ nín hé nín de nǚ 'ér fàng zài yǎn lǐ， zhì yú qián má， zuó tiān wǒ yǐ bǎ tā zhuāng jìn kǒu dài lǐ， jīn hòu shēng huó yòu liǎo bǎo zhàng， suǒ yǐ wǒ jiù gěi nín dì shàng cí zhí bào gào。 wǒ bù xiǎng zài fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí zhè zhǒng rén lǐng dǎo xià gōng zuò！ wǒ xī wàng dào bié de bù mén qù gān huó， dào nà shí nǐ jiù děng zhe qiáo hǎo kàn de bā！ wǒ yào qù gào nín！ wǒ zhuāng chéng zhè yàng yī gè bēi bǐ de jiā huǒ， xiǎng xià hǔ xià hǔ tā men yī xià！ hái xiǎng hǎo liǎo xià hǔ tā men de bàn fǎ ní！ ā？ xiān shēng men， nǐ men jué dé bàn fǎ xiǎng dé hǎo bù hǎo？ zhè dū shì yīn wéi zuó tiān wǒ zài tā men jiā lǐ shòu dào liǎo qīn rè de jiē dài， yīn cǐ wǒ xiǎng kāi gè xiǎo xiǎo de wán xiào， qǔ xiào yī xià fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí nà kē cí fù bān de xīn……
“ tā gāng yī ná qǐ wǒ de bào gào， jiāng tā zhǎn kāi lái， wǒ jiù fā xiàn tā de zhěng gè miàn bù dōuzài chàn dòng。 tā shuō：‘ zhè dào dǐ shì shénme yì sī ní！ ào xī pǔ · mǐ hā yǐ léi qí？’ wǒ què xiàng shǎ zǐ yī yàng， shuō：‘ jīn tiān shì sì yuè yī rì， wǒ gěi nín hè jié lái liǎo， fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí！’ zhè jiù shì shuō， wǒ wán quán xiàng gè wán pí de hái zǐ， qiāoqiāo dì duǒ zài nǎi nǎi de wéi yǐ hòu miàn， tū rán fàng kāi hóu lóng， duì zhe tā de 'ěr duǒ dà shēng hǎn jiào， xiǎng xià tā yī dà tiào！ shì yā…… jiǎn zhí jiǎng qǐ láidōu bù hǎo yì sī， xiān shēng men！ bù， wǒ bù néng zài jiǎng xià qù liǎo！”
“ bù xíng， nín jiǎng xià qù， yǐ hòu zěn me yàng ní？”
“‘ bù， bù， nín dé jiǎng xià qù！ bù xíng， nín yī dìng yào jiǎng xià qù！” sì miàn bā fāng dōuzài qí shēng jiào rǎng。
“ wǒ de xiān shēng men nǎ， suí hòu jiù shì xián liáo， tiān nán hǎi běi dì rèn yì yì lùn， hái jiā shàng 'āi shēng tàn qì！ tā men shuō wǒ shì gè tiào pí guǐ， yòu hǎo kāi wán xiào， jiǎn zhí bǎ tā men xià dé yào sǐ！ hái shuō liǎo yī dà duī tián yán mì yǔ， bǎ wǒ shuō dé dū hài qǐ xiū lái liǎo。 wǒ zhàn zhàn jīng jīng dì zhàn zài nà lǐ， xīn xiǎng： zěn me kě yǐ ràng wǒ zhè yàng yòu zuì de rén zhàn jù zhè yàng shén shèng de wèi zhì ní？ zhè shí， nà wèi guān tài tài jiān zhe sǎng zǐ shuō huà liǎo：‘ wú， nǐ shì wǒ de qīn rén， gāng cái kě bǎ wǒ xià huài liǎo， dào xiàn zài wǒ de liǎng tiáo tuǐ hái zài dǎzhàn， lián zhàn dū zhàn bù zhù ní！ xià dé wǒ xiàng fēng zǐ yī yàng， páo qù zhǎo mǎ suō。 wǒ shuō：‘ mǎ shēn kǎ， wǒ men chū shì lā！ nǐ qù kàn kàn bā， nǐ de nà yī wèi shì gè shénme yàng de rén 'ā！ wǒ zì jǐ zào de niè， qīn 'ài de， nǐ jiù yuán liàng wǒ zhè gè lǎo tài pó bā， shì wǒ cū xīn dà yì， gěi nǐ zhǎo cuò liǎo rén！ wú， wǒ xiǎng shì zhè yàng de： tā zuó tiān hěn wǎn cái lí kāi wǒ men huí jiā， tā kě néng yǐ wéi， yě xǔ tā jué dé wǒ men zuó tiān shì gù yì tǎo tā de hǎo， gěi tā shàng juàn tào ní！ wǒ zhè me yī xiǎng， jiù xià měng liǎo！ dé liǎo bā， mǎ shēn kǎ， nǐ bù yòng gěi wǒ shǐ yǎn sè lā。 ào xī pǔ · mǐ hā yǐ léi qí duì wǒ men lái shuō， yòu bù shì wài rén， wǒ shì nǐ de qīn mā， jué bù huì shuō nǐ de huài huà de！ xiè tiān xiè dì， wǒ huó zài shì shàng kě bù shì 'èr shí nián， ér shì zhěng zhěng sì shí wǔ nián yā！……”
“ wú， zhè hái yòu shénme huà hǎo shuō ní！ xiān shēng men！ wǒ dāng shí chàdiǎn bǔ tōng yī shēng guì zài tā de jiǎo qián！ yú shì yòu shì tòng kū liú lèi， yòu shì yōng bào qīn wěn， jiē xià lái yòu kāi shǐ kāi wán xiào！ yīn wéi sì yuè yī rì shì yú rén jié， suǒ yǐ fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí yě kāi qǐ wán xiào lái liǎo。 tā shuō fēi lái liǎo yī zhǐ huǒ niǎo， tā de zuǐ shì jīn gāng shí zuò chéng de， zuǐ lǐ hái xián zhe yī fēng xìn ní！ tā yě xiǎng yú nòng bié rén， yú shì xiān qǐ liǎo yīcháng hōng táng dà xiào！ nà chǎng miàn zhēn shì gǎn rén！ pēi！ lián jiǎng qǐ láidōu jué dé diū rén ní！
“ hǎo liǎo， wǒ de xiān shēng men， xiàn zài zhěng gè gù shì jiù kuài yào wán liǎo。 wǒ men zài tā men jiā zhù liǎo yī tiān、 liǎng tiān、 sān tiān， yī lián zhù liǎo yī gè xīng qī。 wǒ yǐ jīng wán quán chéng liǎo tā men jiā de wèi hūn nǚ xù！ zhè hái yòng shuō má？ jié hūn de jiè zhǐ yǐ jīng dìng hǎo， jié hūn de rì zǐ yě què dìng liǎo。 zhǐ shì tā men zài qīnchāi dà chén dào lái zhī qián， bù yuàn xuān bù bà liǎo。 tā men zhèng zài děng dài qīnchāi dà chén dào lái。 wǒ děng qīnchāi dà chén gèng shì xīn jí huǒ liáo， yīn wéi tā bù lái， wǒ de xǐ shì jiù bàn bù chéng。 wǒ xīn xiǎng yīnggāi zǎo diǎn bǎ tā dǎ fā zǒu diào cái hǎo。 kě shì fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí què zài gāo gāo xīng xīng de xuān 'áo shēng zhōng， bǎ suǒ yòu de gōng zuò dū tuī dào liǎo wǒ de tóu shàng： jié zhàng lā， xiě bào gào lā， hé duì zhàng mù lā， zuò zǒng jié lā héng héng wǒ yī kàn， zhēn shì luàn dé yào mìng， shénme dōushì luàn zāo zāo de， dào chù dōuyòu wèn tí！ xīn xiǎng wǒ zǒng gāi wéi lǎo zhàng rén chū bǎ lì bā！ kě tā lǎo shì shēng bìng， ér qiě bìng qíng yī tiān bǐ yī tiān jiā zhòng。 zěn me bàn？ wǒ zì jǐ yī lián jǐ tiān jǐ yè méi shuì jué， shēn zǐ shòu dé xiàng gēn huǒ chái。 wǒ dān xīn wǒ yě huì bìng dǎo！ bù guò， hòu lái zǒng suàn bǎ yī qièshì qíng dū bàn hǎo liǎo， ér qiě shì zài xiàn qī yǐ qián wán chéng de！ tū rán， tā men jiā pài rén lái zhǎo wǒ， lái rén shuō：‘ kuài， fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí de qíng kuàng hěn bù miào！’ wǒ mǎ shàng pàn mìng páo qù， kàn kàn dào dǐ chū liǎo shénme shì？ wǒ dào nà lǐ yī kàn， kàn dào wǒ de fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí zuò zài nà lǐ， shēn shàng guǒ zhe bèi zǐ， é tóu shàng fū zhe cù， zhòu zhe méi tóu， kǒu lǐ 'āi yō、 āi yō dì jiào gè bù tíng！ tā yī jiàn wǒ jiù shuō：‘ nǐ shì wǒ de qīn rén， nǐ shì wǒ xǐ 'ài de hái zǐ！ wǒ kuài yào sǐ lā！ wǒ de nà xiē xiǎo niǎo men nǎ， wǒ bǎ nǐ men tuō fù gěi shuí lái fǔ yǎng ní？’ tā de qī zǐ hé hái zǐ men bào chéng yī tuán， kū dé gè sǐ qù huó lái， mǎ shēn kǎ yě lèi liú mǎn miàn。 āi， wǒ yě gēn zhe kū liǎo qǐ lái！ tā jiē zhe shuō：‘ bù， shàng dì shì fēi cháng rén cí de， tā bù huì yīn wèiwǒ yòu zuì 'ér chéng fá nǐ men de！’ shuō wán tā jiù bǎ suǒ yòu de réndōu zhī shǐ kāi。 děng dào tā men yī zǒu， tā jiù fēn fù bǎ fáng mén suǒ shàng， yú shì wū lǐ zhǐ shèng xià wǒ men liǎng rén， miàn duì miàn dì zuò zhe。‘ wǒ yòu yī jiàn shì qiú nǐ？’‘ shénme shì？’‘ shì zhè yàng de， xiǎo lǎo dì， wǒ lín sǐ dōubù dé 'ān níng， wǒ hěn xū yào qián！’‘ zěn me huì zhè yàng ní？’ wǒ mǎn liǎn zhàng dé tōng hóng， huà dū jí dé shuō bù chū lái liǎo。‘ shì qíng shì zhè yàng de， xiǎo xiōng dì， wǒ dé tāo zì jǐ de qián qù hái。 wèile dà jiā de lì yì， wǒ shì bù xī yī qiē de， jiù shì dā chū zì jǐ de xìng mìng， yě zài suǒ bù xī！ nǐ qiān wàn bù yào hú sī luàn xiǎng！ shǐ wǒ gǎn dào tòng xīn de shì： yī xiē zào yáo shēng shì de jiā huǒ zài nǐ miàn qián wǎng wǒ shēn shàng pō wū shuǐ…… shǐ nǐ wù rù liǎo qí tú， hài dé wǒ cóng nà shí hòu qǐ jiù bái liǎo tóu！ yǎn kàn qīnchāi dà chén jiù yào dào lái， kě mǎ tè wéi yé fū hái chā qī qiān lú bù bù duì shù！ kě shì wǒ dé fù zé yā…… wǒ bù fù zé shuí lái fù zé ní？！ lǎo dì， shàng miàn kěn dìng huì yào chéng fá wǒ de， nǐ kàn zěn me bàn ní？ cóng mǎ tè wéi yé fū nà lǐ nǐ shì yī gè zǐ 'ér dū ná bù dào de！ xiàn zài tā yǐ jīng gòu shòu de liǎo， wǒ zěn me hǎo rěn xīn ràng tā zhè gè kǔ mìng rén qù dān fēng xiǎn ní？’ wǒ xīn xiǎng： shèng rén nǎ， tā kě zhēn shì yī wèi dào dé gāo shàng de jūn zǐ 'ā！ zhè cái zhēn shì yī kē shàn liáng de xīn 'ā！ tā hái jì xù wǎng xià shuō dào：‘ wǒ nǚ 'ér de péi jià qián， wǒ shì jué bù dòng yòng de， nà shì shén shèng bù kě qīn fàn de！ wǒ zì jǐ yě què shí yòu yī diǎn qián， bù guò dū jiè gěi rén jiā liǎo。 xiàn zài nǎ néng yī xià zǐ shōu dé huí lái ní？’ wǒ mǎ shàng jiù bǔ tōng yī shēng guì zài tā miàn qián dà jiào：‘ nǐ shì wǒ de 'ēn rén， wǒ wǔ rǔ liǎo nǐ， shǐ nǐ shòu liǎo wěi qū， nà xiē zào yáo shēng shì zhī tú xiě liǎo gào nǐ de zhuàng zǐ， nǐ bù yòng nán guò， bǎ nǐ gěi wǒ de qián ná huí qù jiù shì liǎo！’ tā wàng zhe wǒ yǎn lèi shuāng liú， shuō：‘ zhè zhèng shì wǒ xī wàng nǐ zuò de！ wǒ de 'ér yā， kuài kuài qǐ lái！ yǐ qián wǒ wéi nǚ 'ér de yǎn lèi yuán liàng guò nǐ， xiàn zài wǒ shì dǎ xīn yǎn lǐ yuán liàng nǐ liǎo！ nǐ zhì hǎo liǎo wǒ de chuāngshāng！ wǒ yào shì shì dài dài wéi nǐ zhù fú！’ jiù zhè yàng， tā gāng gāng zhù fú wán， wǒ jiù yī kǒu qì páo dào jiā， bǎ qián quán bù ná lái jiāo hái gěi liǎo tā。 wǒ duì tā shuō？‘ lǎo yé zǐ， ná qù bā， quán zài zhè lǐ， wǒ zhǐ yòng qù liǎo wǔ shí gè lú bù！’ tā shuō：‘ méi guān xì。 bù guò xiàn zài hái yòu gè xiǎo wèn tí， jiù shì shí jiān hěn jǐn。 nǐ zhuā jǐn shí jiān xiě gè bào gào， bào gào de rì qī wǎng qián tián xiě， jiù shuō nǐ jí zhe yào qián yòng， suǒ yǐ yào tí qián zhī qǔ xīn shuǐ wǔ shí lú bù。 wǒ bǎ bào gào ná qù jiāo gěi shàng sī， shuō tí qián gěi nǐ fā liǎo xīn shuǐ……’ hǎo lā， zhè hái yòu shénme huà kě shuō ní， xiān shēng men！ nǐ men zěn me kàn ní？
wǒ kě shì lián bào gào dū xiě hǎo liǎo 'ā！”
“ wèi， yǐ hòu dào dǐ zěn me yàng ní？ zhè shì dào dǐ zěn me jié shù ní？”
“ wǒ de bào gào gāng gāng xiě wán， wǒ de xiān shēng men nǎ， shì qíng jiù jié shù liǎo。 dì 'èr tiān， yě jiù shì guò liǎo yī tiān yǐ hòu， yī dà zǎo wǒ jiù shōu dào yī fēng gài yòu gōng zhāng de xìn。 wǒ chāi kāi yī kàn， nǐ shuō shì shénme？ yī fèn tuì zhí shū！ hái shuō shénme jiào wǒ gǎn jǐn bàn lǐ yí jiāo shǒu xù、 jié qīng gè xiàng zhàng mù， lìng móu gāo jiù yún yún！
“‘ zěn me néng zhè yàng ní？’”
“ wǒ dāng shí pàn mìng jiào hǎn： zěn me néng zhè yàng ní？！ xiān shēng men nǎ！ wǒ de 'ěr duǒ lǐ wēng wēng zuò xiǎng！ wǒ yuán yǐ wéi shì wú yì zào chéng de chā cuò， kě shì bù， qīnchāi dà chén yǐ jīng jìn chéng lái liǎo。 wǒ de xīn bù jìn wéi zhī yī dǒu！ wú， wǒ zhuǎn niàn yī xiǎng， gēn běn bù shì wú yì zào chéng de chā cuò！ wǒ biàn xiàng wǎng cháng yī yàng， jìng zhí qù zhǎo fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí。 wǒ wèn tā：‘ zhè dào dǐ shì zěn me yī huí shì？’ tā shuō：‘ shénme shì yā？‘ jiù shì zhè fèn tuì zhí shū yā！’‘ shénme tuì zhí shū？’‘ nǐ kàn zhè shì shénme？’‘ ò， zhè gè me？ shì tuì zhí shū！’‘ nán dào wǒ yào qiú guò tuì zhí má？’‘ nín zì jǐ bù shì dǎ guò cí zhí bào gào má？ nín sì yuè yī rì jiāo de yā！’（ wǒ dāng shí méi bǎ nà zhāng zhǐ tiáo yào huí lái！）‘ fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí！ wǒ 'ěr duǒ lǐ tīng dào de shì nín shuō de huà má？ wǒ yǎn jīng lǐ kàn dào de shì nín zhè gè rén má？’‘ dāng rán shì wǒ， nán dào hái yòu bié rén má？’‘ zhù yā！ wǒ de shàng dì！’‘ xiān shēng， wǒ gǎn dào yí hàn， hěn yí hàn！ nín zhè me zǎo jiù xiǎng tuì zhí。 xiān shēng， nín nǎo zǐ lǐ hǎo xiàng yòu wèn tí！ zhì yú tuì zhí zhèng míng， nín jìn kě yǐ fàng xīn， wǒ yī dìng gěi nín bàn hǎo。 nín yī xiàng biǎo xiàn hái shì hěn hǎo de má！’‘ nín zhī dào wǒ dāng shí bù guò shì kāi gè xiǎo wán xiào má， fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí！ qí shí wǒ bìng bù xiǎng cí zhí， wǒ zhī suǒ yǐ bǎ nà zhāng zhǐ tiáo jiāo gěi nín， zhǐ shì wèile ràng nǐ men， wǒ de fù mǔ qīn， kāi kāi xīn 'ér yǐ……’‘ nǐ zhè jiù bù duì liǎo！ xiān shēng， zhè zhǒng shì zěn me kě yǐ kāi wán xiào ní？ nán dào kě yǐ ná bào gào kāi wán xiào má？ kāi zhè zhǒng wán xiào， shì kě yǐ bǎ nǐ liú fàng dào xī bó lì yà qù de。 xiàn zài zài jiàn bā！ wǒ méi yòu shí jiān， qīnchāi dà chén hái zài wǒ men zhè lǐ， wǒ shǒu xiān dé gōng zuò。 nín wú shì kě zuò， kě yǐ yóu shǒu hǎo xián， wǒ men kě dé gōng zuò。 zhì yú nín de tuì zhí zhèng míng， wǒ huì gěi nín bàn hǎo de。 hái yòu yī diǎn yīnggāi gào sù nín： wǒ yǐ jīng mǎi xià mǎ tè wéi yé fū de fáng zǐ， jìn rì jiù yào bān jiā， xī wàng wǒ zài qiáo qiān zhī xǐ de shí hòu bù yào jiàn dào nín。 zhù nín yī lù píng 'ān！’ wǒ pàn mìng páo huí jiā qù， gào sù nǎi nǎi：‘ nǎi nǎi， wǒ men wán lā！’ kě lián de nǎi nǎi yě gēn zhe tòng kū háo táo qǐ lái。 jiù zài zhè shí， wǒ kàn jiàn yī gè xiǎo sī cóng fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí jiā lǐ páo lái， shǒu lǐ ná zhe yī zhāng zì tiáo hé yī zhǐ niǎo lóng。 lóng zǐ lǐ miàn guān zhe yī zhǐ liáng niǎo。 nà zhǐ huì shuō rén huà de xiǎo niǎo shì wǒ zài rè liàn zhōng sòng gěi tā de lǐ wù。 kě zhǐ tiáo shàng zhǐ xiě zhe sì yuè yī rì jǐ gè zì， bié de shénme yě méi yòu。 xiān shēng men， jiù shì zhè me yī huí shì， nǐ men xiǎng dào liǎo méi yòu？！
“ wú， nà me yǐ hòu zěn me yàng liǎo ní？！”
“ hòu lái zěn me yàng！ wǒ yòu yī cì yū dào fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí， xiǎng dāng zhe zhè gè bēi bǐ jiā huǒ de miàn shuō tā jǐ jù……”
“ hǎo 'ā！”
“ kě bù zhī zěn de， xiān shēng men， wǒ jìng méi yòu shuō chū kǒu lái！”
kè rén men xiān qǐ liǎo yīcháng rén rén cānyù de zhēng chǎo。 wǒ tū rán fā xiàn， wǒ men de zhè wèi guài rén yī xià zǐ tiào dào yī bǎ yǐ zǐ shàng。 tā chě qǐ sǎng zǐ pàn mìng hǎn jiào， yào qiú bié rén ràng tā yī gè rén dān dú fā yán。
“ nín qù tīng tīng bā，” zhù rén qiāoqiāo dì duì wǒ shuō dào，“ tā wǎng wǎng néng jiǎng chū yī xiē fēi cháng yòu qù de shì lái…… nín jué dé tā hěn yòu qù má？”
wǒ diǎn liǎo diǎn tóu， jiù jǐ jìn liǎo rén qún zhī zhōng。
què shí， nà wèi chuānzhuó xiāng dāng tǐ miàn de xiān shēng tiào dào liǎo yī zhāng yǐ zǐ shàng， pīn mìng dà hǎn dà jiào， yǐn qǐ liǎo dà jiā pǔ biàn de zhù yì。 xǔ duō bù rèn shí zhè wèi guài rén de rén， xiāng hù yí huò bù jiě dì shǐ shǐ yǎn sè， lìng wài yī xiē rén zé fàng kāi hóu lóng， hā hā dà xiào。
“ wǒ rèn shí fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí！ wǒ yīnggāi bǐ suǒ yòu de réndōu gèng liǎo jiě fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí！” guài rén cóng zì jǐ zhàn zhe de gāo tái shàng jiào dào，” xiān shēng men， qǐng nǐ men ràng wǒ lái jiǎng bā。 yòu guān fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí de shì， wǒ yī dìng huì jiǎng dé hǎo de！ wǒ zhī dào tā de yī jiàn shì， nà jiǎn zhí shì yī jiàn tiān xià qí wén， miào jí liǎo！……”
“ nà nín jiù kuài jiǎng bā， ào xī pǔ · mǐ hā yǐ nèi qí， nín kuài jiǎng bā！”
“ nín kuài diǎn jiǎng bā！”
“ nǐ men hǎohǎo tīng má！”
“ dà jiā hǎohǎo tīng zhe， hǎohǎo tīng zhe！！！”
“ hǎo， wǒ jiù kāi shǐ jiǎng qǐ lái， bù guò， xiān shēng men， zhè jiàn shì yòu diǎn tè shū……”
“ hǎo 'ā， hǎo 'ā！”
“ zhè jiàn shì tǐng hǎo xiào de。”
“ hěn hǎo， tài miào liǎo， zhēn shì miào bù kě yán！ héng héng nín dǎo shì kuài diǎn yán guī zhèng chuán yā！”
“ zhè jiàn shì shì wǒ、 nǐ men zuì zuì bēi jiàn de pú rén， gè rén shēng huó zhōng de yī duàn xiǎo chāqǔ……”
“ nà nín wèishénme yī zài xuān chēng nín yào jiǎng de nà jiàn shì fēi cháng kě xiào ní？”
“ shèn zhì hái yòu diǎn kě bēi ní！”
“ ā！！！”
“ zǒng 'ér yán zhī， xiān shēng men， nǐ men xiàn zài jiāng yào tīng dào wǒ jiǎng de nà jiàn shì shì zhè yàng de， tā shǐ wǒ jié shí liǎo yī huǒ fēi cháng yòu qù de rén wù。”
“ bié rào wān zǐ， kuài xiē jiǎng bā！”
“ nà shì jiàn má……”
“ nín zěn me lǎo shì shuō nà jiàn shì nà jiàn shì de， nín dǎo shì kuài diǎn bǎ nà gè zhí dé yī jiǎng de yù yán gù shì jiǎng chū lái má！” yī wèi cháng zhe yī tóu dàn huáng sè tóu fā、 liú yòu yī kǒu hú zǐ de nián qīng xiān shēng， yòng sī yǎ de sǎng yīn shuō dào。 tā yī shǒu chā jìn zì jǐ de kù kǒu dài lǐ， běn xiǎng tāo chū shǒu pà， jiēguǒ què wú yì zhī zhōng bǎ qián bāo tāo liǎo chū lái。
“ nà jiàn shì má， wǒ de xiān shēng men nǎ， wǒ xī wàng zài wǒ jiǎng wán yǐ hòu， néng gòu kàn dào nǐ men zhōng de xǔ duō rén shèshēnchǔdì dì tì wǒ xiǎng yī xiǎng。 zuì hòu hái yòu yī diǎn xū yào jiāo dài， jiù shì yīn wéi chū liǎo zhè jiàn shì， wǒ cái méi yòu jié chéng hūn。”
“ nín jié guò hūn！…… yòu lǎo pó！…… bō 'ěr zǔ kē fū xiǎng guò jié hūn！！”
“ lǎo shí shuō bā， wǒ dǎo zhēn xiǎng xiàn zài jiù néng kàn dào yī wèi bō 'ěr zǔ kē fū madame①！”
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① fǎ yǔ： fū rén。
“ qǐng wèn nín yǐ qián de nà wèi bō 'ěr zǔ kē fū tài tài de fāng míng jiào shénme？” yī gè nián qīng rén jǐ dào gù shì jiǎng shù zhě de shēn biān， jiān zhe sǎng zǐ wèn tí。
“ xiān shēng men， gù shì de tóu yī zhāng shì zhè yàng de：
“ nà shì zhěng zhěng liù nián qián de chūn tiān， jù tǐ diǎn shuō， jiù shì sān yuè sān shí yī rì。 xiān shēng men， qǐng zhù yì zhè gè shù zì， tā shì sì yuè de qián yī tiān……”
“ shì sì yuè yī hào de qián yī tiān！” cháng zhe yī liǔ quán fā de nián qīng rén dà shēng jiào hǎn qǐ lái。
“ xiān shēng， nín zhēn huì cāi！ nà shì yī gè bàng wǎn。 n xiàn chéng de shàng kōng， mù sè yuè lái yuè nóng， yuè liàng zhèng xiǎng cóng cāng máng de mù sè zhōng pá chū lái…… zǒng 'ér yán zhī， nà lǐ de yī qiēdōu fēi cháng hǎo。 jiù zài zhè gè shí hòu， jiù zài zhè mù sè méng lóng de shí hòu， wǒ yǔ wǒ nà yǐ gù de、 yǔ shì gé jué de zǔ mǔ gào bié yǐ hòu， biàn tōu tōu dì cóng wǒ de hán shè zhī zhōng liù liǎo chū lái。 qǐng yuán liàng， xiān shēng men， wǒ shǐ yòng liǎo yī gè hěn shí máo de yòng yǔ yǔ shì gé jué？ zhè shì wǒ zuì hòu yī cì zài ní gǔ lā。 ní gǔ lā yǐ qí nà lǐ tīng lái de。 bù guò， wǒ zǔ mǔ díquè shì yǔ shì jiān gé jué de： tā yòu xiā、 yòu lóng、 yòu yǎ、 yòu chǔn， fǎn zhèng nǐ zěn me shuō tā zāo dū xíng！…… wǒ tǎn bái chéng rèn， wǒ dāng shí dǎn zhàn xīn jīng， zhèng dǎ suàn qù gān yī jiàn dà shì， wǒ de xīn zài pēng pēng dì tiào gè bù tíng， jiù xiàng xiǎo māo de bó zǐ ràng yī zhǐ shòu gǔ lēng lēng de zhuǎzǐ jǐn jǐn dì zhuā zhù liǎo shìde。”
“ qǐng nín děng yī děng， bō 'ěr zǔ kē fū monsieur①！”
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① fǎ yǔ： xiān shēng。
“ nín yòu shénme fēn fù？”
“ qǐng nín jiǎng jiǎn dān yī diǎn， qǐng nín bié fèi nà me dà de jìn dōu juàn zǐ！”
“ wǒ zūn mìng， xiān shēng！” ào xī pǔ · mǐ hā yǐ nèi qí yòu diǎn gān gà dì shuō dào。
“ wǒ zǒu jìn liǎo fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí de nà chuáng xiǎo fáng zǐ（ zhè shì tā guāng míng zhèng dà huà qián mǎi xià de）。 dà jiādōu zhī dào， fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí bù shì wǒ yī bān de tóng shì， ér shì wǒ de dǐng tóu shàng sī。 pú rén xiàng tā bǐng bào yǐ hòu， biàn mǎ shàng jiāng wǒ yǐn jìn tā de shū fáng。 wǒ xiàn zài hái qīng chǔ jì dé： nà jiān wū zǐ lǐ yī tuán qī hēi， lián yī zhī là zhú yě méi diǎn。 wǒ tái tóu yī kàn， fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí zhèng zǒu jìn lái。 suí hòu wǒ men liǎng rén biàn dū liú zài hēi 'àn zhī zhōng……”
“ nǐ men liǎng rén zhī jiān jiū jìng fā shēng liǎo shénme shì ní？” yī wèi jūn guān wèn dào。
“ nín kàn ní， xiān shēng？” bō 'ěr zǔ kē fū wèn wán yǐ hòu， gǎn jǐn bǎ wēi wēi jìng luán zhe de liǎn páng， zhuànxiàng cháng zhe yī tóu quán fā de nián qīng rén。
“ shì zhè yàng de， xiān shēng men！ zhè shí fā shēng liǎo yī jiàn hěn qí guài de shì。 qí shí ní， yě suàn bù shàng shénme qí guài， zhǐ bù guò fā shēng liǎo yī jiàn suǒ wèi cháng jiàn de shēng huó xiǎo shì 'ér yǐ。 wǒ hěn suí biàn dì cóng kǒu dài lǐ tāo chū yī juàn zhǐ， tā yě cóng zì jǐ de kǒu dài lǐ tāo chū yī juàn zhǐ， bù guò shì guó jiā fā xíng de……”
“ chāo piào má？”
“ shì chāo piào， xiān shēng！ jiē zhe wǒ men jiù jìn xíng liǎo jiāo huàn。”
“ wǒ gǎn dǎ dǔ， zhè lǐ sàn fā zhe yī gǔ xíng huì de wèi dào，” yī wèi yī zhe tǐ miàn、 tóu fā lǐ dé duǎn duǎn de qīng nián xiān shēng shuō dào。
“ shì yòu yī diǎn xíng huì de wèi dào， xiān shēng！” bō 'ěr zǔ kē fū jǐn jiē zhe tā de huà shuō xià qù，“ āi，
jiù suàn wǒ shì zì yóu zhù yì zhě
zhè yàng de rén wǒ yě jiàn guò bù shǎo！
rú guǒ shuō nǐ men jīn hòu huì yòu jī huì qù wài shěng dāngchāi， nà jiù qǐng nǐ men qiān wàn bù yào…… zài zì jǐ de jiā mén kǒu shēn shǒu…… miǎn dé bèi tàng shāng liǎo…… yīn wéi yòu gè wén xué jiā shuō guò：
jiù shì zǔ guó de chuī yān，
wǒ men yě jué dé yú kuài hé xiāng tián！①
héng héng wǒ men de zǔ guó 'ā， shì wǒ men de mǔ qīn， xiān shēng men， shì shēng wǒ yǎng wǒ de qīn niàn！ wǒ mendōu shì tā de 'ér zǐ， shì kào chī tā de rǔ zhī zhǎngdà de！……”
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① zhè shì wén xué jiā gé lǐ bào yé duō fū de 'ài guó zhù yì míng jù， jiàn zhī yú tā de dài biǎo zuò《 zhì huì de tòng kǔ》
quán chǎng mǎ shàng xiǎng qǐ yī piàn xiào shēng。
“ bù guò， xìn bù xìn yóu nǐ men， xiān shēng men， wǒ kě cóng lái méi yòu shōu shòu guò huì lù。” tā shuō wán yǐ hòu， jiāng xìn jiāng yí dì bǎ quán chǎng sǎo shì liǎo yī biàn。
yīcháng jīng jiǔ bù xī de hōng táng dà xiào。 xiàng yī zhèn pái pào de hōng míng， bǎ bō 'ěr zǔ kē fū shuō huà de shēng yīn， wán quán yān méi liǎo。
“ duì， díquè shì zhè yàng de， xiān shēng men！……”
tā mǎ shàng bǎ huà tóu tíng zhù， jì xù huán shì dà jiā， liǎn shàng lù chū yī zhǒng qí guài de biǎo qíng。 yě xǔ héng héng shuí zhī dào ní？ héng héng yě xǔ tā cǐ kè tū rán xiǎng qǐ， tā bǐ zhè yī huǒ lǎo shí rén zhōng de dà duō shù dū lǎo shí ní…… suǒ yǐ， zhí dào dà jiā de xiào shēng jié shù， tā liǎn páng shàng de yán sù biǎo qíng hái méi yòu xiāo shī。
“ shì zhè yàng de，” děng dào dà jiādōu 'ān jìng xià lái yǐ hòu， bō 'ěr zǔ kē fū kāi shǐ shuō dào：“ suī rán wǒ cóng lái méi yòu shōu shòu guò huì lù， dàn zhè yī cì wǒ què shì yòu zuì de： wǒ cóng yī míng tān guān shǒu lǐ…… jiē guò huì lù…… bǎ tā sài jìn liǎo kǒu dài lǐ…… yě jiù shì shuō， wǒ dāng shí shǒu zhōng zhǎng wò zhe yī xiē wén jiàn， rú guǒ wǒ bǎ zhè xiē wén jiàn jiāo gěi mǒu yī gè rén， nà me， fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí jiù yào dǎo dà méi。”
“ zhè me shuō lái， tā jiù shì zhè yàng bǎ nà xiē wén jiàn shōu mǎi liǎo？”
“ shì shōu mǎi xià lái liǎo。 xiān shēng！”
“ gěi liǎo nín hěn duō qián bā？”
“ gěi wǒ de qián má， jiù shì yǎn xià yī gè rén chū mài zì jǐ de liáng xīn suǒ dé de nà me duō…… rú guǒ yòu rén yuàn yì gěi de huà。 bù guò， dāng wǒ bǎ qián sài jìn kǒu dài lǐ de shí hòu， wǒ de nǎo dài shàng hǎo xiàng jiāo liǎo yī piáo kāi shuǐ， fēi cháng nán rěn。 wǒ què shí bù zhī dào wǒ shì zěn me gǎo de， lǎo shì nà me yī fù múyàng， xiān shēng men， nǐ men kàn dào liǎo bā。 wǒ dāng shí bàn sǐ bàn huó de， shàng xià liǎng piàn zuǐ chún， bù tíng dì xī dòng， tuǐ jiǎo sè sè fā dǒu。 shì de， wǒ yòu cuò， wǒ yòu zuì， wǒ gǎn dào xiū kuì wàn fēn， wú dì zì róng。 wǒ jiǎn zhí zuì gāi wàn sǐ！ wǒ dǎ suàn xiàng fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí qǐng qiú kuān shù……”
“ zěn me yàng， tā kuān shù nín liǎo má？”
“ wǒ hái méi qù qǐng qiú ní， xiān shēng！…… wǒ bù guò shì shuō shuō 'ér yǐ， qí shí dāng shí shì yīnggāi zhè me zuò de。 yīn wéi wǒ yòu yī kē huǒ rè de xīn。 wǒ kàn dào tā zhí gòu gòu dì wàng zhe wǒ de yǎn jīng， yú shì biàn shuō dào：
“ nín shì lián shàng dì yě bù pà de liǎo， ào xī pǔ · mǐ hā yǐ léi qí！”
“ nǐ men kàn， wǒ gāi zěn me bàn ní？ chū yú lǐ mào wǒ zhǐ hǎo liǎng shǒu yī tān， bǎ nǎo dài niǔ dào yī biān qù。 wǒ shuō，‘ wǒ dào dǐ wèishénme yào hài pà shàng dì ní！ fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí？’…… qí shí wǒ zhè me shuō， yě shì chū yú lǐ mào…… wǒ zì jǐ jiǎn zhí hèn bù dé zuàn jìn dì lǐ qù ní。
“‘ hěn jiǔ yǐ lái nǐ jiù shì wǒ men jiā de péng yǒu， shèn zhì kě yǐ shuō， nǐ yǐ jīng chéng liǎo wǒ men jiā de 'ér zǐ。 héng héng shuí zhī dào zhè shì bù shì shàng tiān de 'ān pái ní， ào xī pǔ · mǐ hā yǐ léi qí！ kě bù zhī dào wèishénme nǐ tū rán xiǎng qǐ lái yào gào mì， ér qiě shì xiàn zài jiù dǎ suàn qù gào mì！…… nǐ zhè yàng zuò， jiào wǒ jīn hòu hái yào bù yào xiāng xìn rén ní， ào xī pǔ · mǐ hā yǐ léi qí？’
“ xiān shēng men， nǐ men kàn bā， tā jiù shì zhè yàng duì wǒ fā biǎo liǎo yī dà tōng xùn jiè de huà！ tā hái shuō：‘ bù， qǐng nín gào sù wǒ， jīn hòu wǒ hái yào bù yào xiāng xìn rén， ào xī pǔ · mǐ hā yǐ léi qí？’ wǒ xīn xiǎng， nín xiāng xìn bù xiāng xìn rén yǔ wǒ hé gān！ nín zhī dào， wǒ dāng shí hóu lóng guài yǎng yǎng de， shēng yīn yě fā qǐ dǒu lái liǎo， ér qiě yǐ jīng yù gǎn dào wǒ de huài pí qì mǎ shàng jiù yào fā zuò， yú shì wǒ gǎn jǐn zhuā qǐ mào zǐ jiù zǒu……
“‘ nín dào nǎ lǐ qù yā， ào xī pǔ · mǐ hā yǐ léi qí？ nán dào zài jié rì qián xī…… nán dào nín xiàn zài hái zài jì wǒ de chóu， dào dǐ wǒ zuò cuò liǎo shénme shì dé zuì liǎo nín？……’
“ wǒ jí dé lián lián zhí jiào：‘ fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí， fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí！’
“ wú， zhè jiù shì shuō， wǒ bèi tā de huà ruǎn huà liǎo， jiù xiàng bái shā táng yù dào liǎo shuǐ， yī xià zǐ jiù róng huà liǎo， xiān shēng men！ zhè hái bù suàn ní！ lián zhuāng zài kǒu dài lǐ de nà yī dà bāo chāo piào yě hǎo xiàng zài dà shēng hǎn jiào：‘ nǐ zhè gè wàng 'ēn fù yì de jiā huǒ， gāi sǐ de qiáng dào！’ héng héng 'ér qiě nà bāo chāo piào hǎo xiàng jìng yòu wǔ pǔ tè① nà me zhòng……（ yào shì zhēn yòu wǔ pǔ tè zhòng nà jiù tài hǎo liǎo！……）
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① jìliáng dān wèi。 yī pǔ tè děng yú 16 ． 38 gōng jīn。
“‘ wǒ fā xiàn，’ fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí shuō dào，‘ wǒ fā xiàn nín zài hòu huǐ…… nín zhī dào， míng tiān jiù shì……’
“‘ jiù shì 'āi jí mǎ lì yà jié（ jí yú rén jié）， xiān shēng……’
“‘ hǎo lā， bù yào nán guò，’ fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí shuō dào，‘ gòu lā， fàn liǎo cuò wù， huǐ gǎi liǎo jiù hǎo má！ wǒ men zǒu bā！ yě xǔ，’ fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí jì xù shuō dào，‘ yě xǔ wǒ hái néng bǎ nǐ lā huí dào zhēn zhèng de dào lù shàng lái…… yě xǔ wǒ nà xiē bù dà qǐ yǎn de jiā shén（ wǒ qīng qīng chǔ chǔ jì dé nà gè qiáng dào zhèng shì yòng de‘ jiā shén’ zhè gè cí） huì bǎ nín de nà kē yǐ jīng biàn dé jiāng yìng liǎo de（ wǒ bù xiǎng shǐ yòng“ tiě shí de’ zhè gè zì yǎn）、 shēn shēn dì wù rù mí tú de xīn wēn nuǎn guò lái……’
“ tā suí jí lā qǐ wǒ de shǒu， xiān shēng men， bǎ wǒ dài dào tā de jiā rén nà lǐ。 wǒ jué dé bèi bù tòu guò yī gǔ lěng qì， yú shì hún shēn sè sè fā dǒu！ wǒ dāng shí xīn xiǎng， wǒ hái yòu shénme liǎn miàn qù jiàn rén ní？…… nǐ men xū yào zhī dào de shì…… wǒ bù zhī dào zěn me shuō hǎo， fǎn zhèng hòu lái chū xiàn liǎo yī gè fēi cháng wēi miào de qíng kuàng！
“ mò fēi shì bō 'ěr zǔ kē fū tài tài lái liǎo má？”
“ zhèng shì mǎ lì yà · fěi duō xiè yé fū nà， xiān shēng！ bù guò， nǐ men zhī dào， tā mìng zhōng zhù dìng bù néng chéng wéi nǐ men suǒ shuō de bō 'ěr zǔ kē fū tài tài。 tā méi yòu dé dào zhè fèn róng yù de fú qì！ nǐ men kàn， fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí shuō tā men jiā jīhū bǎ wǒ dāng 'ér zǐ duì dài， zhè huà dǎo shì bù jiǎ。 bàn nián yǐ qián， yī gè míng jiào mǐ hā yǐ luò · mǎ kè xī méi qí · dé wéi jiā yǐ luò fū de tuì zhí shì guān shēng dāng shí hái méi sǐ， nà qíng kuàng què shí rú cǐ。 bù guò hòu lái， tā tīng cóng liǎo shàng dì de zhào huàn， shàng xī tiān qù liǎo。 jù shuō tā liú xià guò yī fèn shénme yí zhǔ， kě zhǎo lái zhǎo qù， nǎ 'ér yě méi yòu。 hòu lái chá míng， tā gēn běn jiù méi yòu lì xià shénme yí zhǔ……
“‘ hēi！！！’”
“ wú， zhè shì má， yě méi yòu shénme guān xì。 zhēn méi bàn fǎ， xiān shēng men， wǒ shuō lòu liǎo zuǐ， chě dé tài yuǎn liǎo， qǐng yuán liàng！ běn lái má， ài shuō jǐ jù yǔ yì shuāng guān de qiào pí huà。 gù rán bù hǎo， bù guò shuō shuō yě méi yòu shénme liǎo bù qǐ。 gèng zāo gāo de shì wǒ de qián chéng cóng cǐ yě jiù wán dàn liǎo。 yīn wéi nà wèi shì guān shēng yǐ jīng tuì zhí， tā lián tā de jiā mén dōubù ràng wǒ jìn（ tā de shēng huó kě kuò qì lā， yīn wéi tā shǒu cháng， huì lāo qián）。 rú guǒ wǒ shuō tā bèi tā men jiā dāng qīn 'ér zǐ duì dài， yě xǔ shì bù cuò de。
“‘ ā hā！！！’”
“ shì de， zhèng shì zhè yàng， xiān shēng！ yú shì cóng cǐ yǐ hòu， wǒ jiù jīng cháng zài fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí jiā lǐ lòumiàn。 wǒ yī zài fā xiàn wèn tí， dàn shì wǒdōu rěn zhe méi shuō。 yě shì huó gāi wǒ dǎo méi（ yě xǔ shì wǒ zǒu yùn！）， yī míng mǎ pǐ cǎi gòu yuán tū rán lái dào wǒ men zhè zuò xiǎo chéng。 zhè jiǎn zhí jiù shì yī gè qíng tiān pī lì！ tā de gōng zuò liú dòng xìng hěn qiáng， yě hěn qīng sōng， quán shì yǔ qí bīng yòu guān de。 tā yī lái jiù láo láo dì zhā zài fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí shēn biān， jiù xiàng yī zūn dà pào 'ān fàng zài nà lǐ yī dòng bù dòng yī yàng！ wǒ de huài pí qì yī fā zuò， jiù bàng qiāo cè jī dì shuō：‘ fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí， nín wèishénme yào qī wǔ wǒ ní？ cóng mǒu zhǒng yì yì shàng jiǎng， wǒ yǐ jīng chéng liǎo nín de 'ér zǐ。 wǒ yī zhí děng zhe nín xiàng fù qīn nà yàng duì dài wǒ……’ tā kāi shǐ duì wǒ zuò chū huí dá， kě tā nà shì shénme yàng de huí dá 'ā， wǒ de guāi guāi！ hǎo bā， zhè jiù shì shuō， tā zǒng suàn kāi kǒu shuō huà liǎo。 tā xiàng lǎng sòng yī zhěng shǒu cháng piān xù shì shī shìde， bù gù yī qiē dì niàn xià qù。 nǐ zhǐ néng guāi guāi dì tīng zhe。 tā de tián yán mì yǔ jiào nǐ tīng dé zhí yān kǒu shuǐ， tān kāi liǎng shǒu！ kě shì tā shuō de yì sī， nǐ què zěn me yě tīng bù míng bái， wú fǎ lǐ jiě， yú shì nǐ zhǐ hǎo xiàng shǎ guā yī yàng， dāi dāi dì zhàn zhe。 tā bǎ wǒ de nǎo zǐ gǎo dé mí mí hú hú de， jiù xiàng yī tiáo huá liù liù de ní qiū， niǔ lái niǔ qù， jiào nǐ zěn me yě zhuō mō bù zhù。 wú， tiān cái， tā jiǎn zhí jiù shì tiān cái。 tā nà zhāng zuǐ zhēn jiào rén tīng liǎo dǎn zhàn xīn jīng！ wǒ jiù xià dé hún bù fù tǐ、 zuò lì bù 'ān， zhè yě bù shì， nà yě bù shì！ wǒ chě qǐ sǎng zǐ chàng qíng gē， yòu shì sòng táng guǒ、 yòu shì shuō yǔ yì shuāng guān de qiào pí huà， hái shí bù shí dì 'āi shēng tàn qì！ wǒ shuō wǒ tòng kǔ jí liǎo， wǒ shì wéi 'ài qíng 'ér gǎn dào tòng kǔ de。 wǒ yī bǎ yǎn lèi， yī bǎ bí tì， qiāoqiāo dì zuò jiě shì， biǎo xīn jì！ kě wǒ zhè rén zhēn chǔn！ wǒ jìng rán méi yòu qù zhǎo jiào táng zhí shì dǎ tīng dǎ tīng， wǒ yǐ jīng nián jìn sān shí…… zhè zěn me xíng ní？ wǒ què yì xiǎng tiān kāi， jìng rán xiǎng yào shuǎ huā zhāo！ bù！ wǒ de shì qíng jìn xíng dé hěn bù shùn lì， zhōu wéi quán shì yī piàn duì wǒ de cháo xiào shēng， héng héng ǹg， wǒ yě huǒ qǐ lái liǎo， qì dé jīhū shuō bù chū yī jù huà lái。 héng héng wǒ yú shì yī zǒu liǎo zhī， cóng cǐ bù zài kuà jìn tā de jiā mén。 wǒ zuǒ sī yòu xiǎng， zuì hòu jué dìng mǎ shàng qù gào mì！ shì de， wǒ shì xiǎng qù gān bēi bǐ de shì， wǒ xiǎng chū mài péng yǒu。 lǎo shí shuō bā， gào mì de cái liào duō de shì， ér qiě dōushì hěn yòu fèn liàng de cái liào， ná chū qù kě yǐ mài gè dà jià qián de。 zhè kě shì yī zhuāng dà mǎi mài 'ā！ wǒ bǎ zhè xiē cái liào hé gào mì xìn ná chū qù， zhǔn kě yǐ huàn huí yī qiān wǔ bǎi yín lú bù！”
“‘ ā！ zhè kě shì huì lù yā！”
“ duì， xiān shēng， zhè zhèng shì huì lù， shì yī míng tān zāng wǎng fǎ de guān yuán fù gěi wǒ de！（ qí shí zhè yě suàn bù dé shì shénme zuì guò， zhēn de suàn bù shàng！） hǎo lā， xiàn zài jiù ràng wǒ lái jì xù jiǎng xià qù bā。 rú guǒ nǐ men hái jì dé de huà， tā shì bǎ wǒ tuō jìn kè tīng de， dāng shí wǒ yǐ bàn sǐ bù huó。 tā men jiā de réndōu zài nà lǐ yíng jiē wǒ： sì hū tā mendōu shòu dào liǎo wěi qū， huò zhě shuō bù dàn shì shòu liǎo wěi qū， ér qiě shì shāng tòu liǎo xīn， jiǎn zhí shì…… wú， zhè me shuō bā， tā men yī gè gè miàn rú sǐ huī， jīhū jiù xiàng sǐ rén yī yàng。 dàn yǔ cǐ tóng shí tā men de liǎn shàng dū xiàn chū yī zhǒng jū gāo lín xià de biǎo qíng， mù guāng zhōng liú lù chū zhuāng zhòng de shén sè， lèi sì yī zhǒng qīnqiè de， cí fù bān de biǎo qíng…… hǎo xiàng wǒ shì huí tóu làng zǐ， huí dào liǎo tā men shēn biān。 nǐ kàn， shì qíng jìng rán nòng dào liǎo zhè zhǒng dì bù！ tā men ràng wǒ zuò xià lái hē chá， kě wǒ nǎ yòu xīn sī hē chá ní！ wǒ zì jǐ de xiōng táng lǐ hǎo xiàng shāo kāi liǎo yī hú shuǐ， quán shēn dōuzài fèi téng， kě liǎng tiáo tuǐ què yuè lái yuè lěng， lěngde xiàng kuài bīng。 wǒ quán shēn suō chéng yī tuán， hài pà qǐ lái liǎo！ tā de fū rén、 qī děng wén guān tài tài（ xiàn zài yǐ jīng shì liù děng wén guān tài tài liǎo） mǎ lì yà · fú míng ní shí nà， yī kāi kǒu jiù duì wǒ yǐ nǐ xiāngchèn， tā shuō dào：‘ dà shǎo yé yā， nǐ zěn me shòu chéng zhè gè yàng zǐ lā？！’ wǒ huí dá tā shuō：‘ méi shí me， wǒ yòu diǎn bìng， mǎ lì yà · fú míng ní shí nà……’ kě shì wǒ shuō huà de shēng yīn què zài fā dǒu！ tā zhè gè yīn xiǎn dú là de nǚ rén biàn bù guǎn sān qī 'èr shí yī wú yuán wú gù dì fàng sì shǔluò qǐ wǒ lái liǎo。 tā shuō：‘ kàn dé chū lái， shì liáng xīn jiào nǐ xīn lǐ gǎn dào guò yì bù qù liǎo bā， ào xī pǔ · mǐ hā yǐ léi qí， wǒ de qīn yé lǎo zǐ！ zài wǒ men jiā chī de miàn bāo hé yán bǎ nǐ de liáng xīn jiào xǐng liǎo bā！ wǒ men dài xuè de yǎn lèi ràng nǐ huí xīn zhuǎn yì liǎo bā！ wǒ de tiān nǎ， tā jiù shì zhè me mèi zhe liáng xīn shuō huà， zhēn shì yī gè kě pà de pó niàn！ tā jiù zhè me zuò zhe， bù duàn dì gěi wǒ qī chá。 wǒ xīn xiǎng： nǐ dào shì chǎng shàng qù kàn kàn bā， wǒ de hǎo guān tài tài， nǎ yī gè nǚ rén bǐ dé shàng nǐ lì hài！ wǒ men de guān tài tài jiù shì zhè me yī gè lì hài de pó niàn！ zhè shí， huó gāi wǒ yào dǎo méi liǎo： tā nǚ 'ér mǎ lì yà · fěi duō xiè yé fū nà zǒu chū lái liǎo， yī fù tiān zhēn wú xié de yàng zǐ， liǎn sè yòu diǎn cāng bái， yī duì xiǎo yǎn jīng hóng tōng tōng de， hǎo xiàng gāng cái kū guò。 wǒ yī jiàn tā jiù shǎ liǎo， dāi dāi dì zhàn zài yuán dì， yī dòng yě bù dòng， jiù xiàng sǐ rén yī yàng。 hòu lái cái zhī dào， yuán lái tā shì zài wéi mǎ pǐ cǎi gòu yuán de lí qù 'ér shāng xīn luò lèi de。 nà xiǎo zǐ jiǎo dǐ tú yóu， liù liǎo。 tā hěn zhī qù， chèn zhe hái méi chū shì jiù zǒu liǎo。 shí jì shàng tā yě gāi zǒu liǎo（ xiàn zài shùn biàn shuō shuō bà liǎo）， tā chū chā de qī xiàn yǐ jīng guò qù， qí shí tā yě suàn bù shàng shì chū gōngchāi！ tā zhè yī zǒu…… zhè yī duì 'ēn 'ài de fù mǔ qīn cái huǎng rán dà wù， rú mèng chū xǐng！ suī rán zhī dào liǎo quán bù qíng kuàng， dàn yòu yòu shénme bàn fǎ ní！ zhǐ hǎo tōu tōu dì yǎn gài qǐ lái suàn liǎo héng héng jiā chǒu bù kě wài yáng má！…… ké， zhēn méi bàn fǎ， wǒ wàng liǎo tā yī yǎn， jué dé yī qiēdōu wán liǎo， jiǎn zhí bù néng zài dāi xià qù liǎo！ wǒ xié yǎn wàng liàowàng wǒ de mào zǐ， xiǎng zhuā qǐ jiù zǒu， ér qiě yuè kuài yuè hǎo！ kě shì bù xíng liǎo： wǒ de mào zǐ bèi tā men jiào rén ná zǒu liǎo…… shuō lǎo shí huà， méi yòu mào zǐ wǒ yě xiǎng zǒu héng héng wú， wǒ dāng shí què shí shì zhè me xiǎng de。 héng héng kě shì wǒ yǐ jīng zǒu bù chéng liǎo， tā men bǎ mén shuān shàng liǎo。 tā men kāi shǐ tóng wǒ yǒu hǎo dì shuō shuō xiào xiào， yòu shì diū mèi yǎn， yòu shì dòu wǒ xī xiào， nòng dé wǒ guài bù hǎo yì sī， jiēguǒ hú shuō liǎo yī dà tōng qiú 'ài de huà。 tā ní， wǒ de nà gè xīn shàng rén， mǎ shàng zuò dào gāng qín biān shàng， yòng mǎn huái wěi qū de shēng diào， chàng liǎo yī shǒu guān yú yǐ zhe mǎ dāo zhàn lì de piàoqí bīng de gē héng héng jiǎn zhí bǎ wǒ de hún dū chàng chū qiào liǎo。‘ hǎo lā，’ fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí shuō dào，‘ xiàn zài yī qiēdōu yǐ guò qù， wàng liǎo tā bā！ lái， kuài guò lái…… ràng wǒ lái yōng bào nǐ！’ wǒ dāng shí mǎ shàng jiù guì zài dì shàng， bǎ liǎn páng jǐn jǐn dì tiē zài tā de kǎn jiān shàng。‘ wǒ de 'ēn rén nǎ， nǐ zhēn shì wǒ de shēng shēn fù qīn！’ wǒ biān shuō biān liú lèi， jiǎn zhí kū dé xiàng gè lèi rén 'ér shìde！ wǒ de zhù 'ā， dāng shí chū xiàn de shì shénme chǎng miàn 'ā！ tā kū liǎo， tā lǎo pó kū， mǎ shēn kǎ① yě kū， dà jiā quán dū kū zuò yī tuán…… dāng shí zài chǎng de hái yòu yī gè dàn huáng tóu fā de nǚ rén， jiù lián tā yě kū liǎo…… gèng yòu shèn zhě， hái zǐ men cóng gè gè jiǎo luò lǐ pá liǎo chū lái（ shàng dì cì gěi tā yī dà qún hái zǐ）， tā men yě wā li wā lā dì dà shēng kū liǎo qǐ lái…… bù zhī dào dào dǐ liú liǎo duō shǎo lèi， bù guò nà shì gǎn jī de lèi， nà shì gāo xīng de lèi， yīn wéi làng zǐ zhōng yú huí lái liǎo， jiù xiàng shì bīng kǎi xuán hái xiāng yī yàng！ yú shì yòu shì shàng diǎn xīn， yòu shì zuò yóu xì， máng dé bù yì lè hū！ āi yō， wǒ hǎo tòng 'ā！ shénme dì fāng tòng！ xīn tòng！ xiǎng shuí ní？ wǒ qīn 'ài de rén 'ér yā， tā zhàng hóng liǎo liǎn！ wǒ hé lǎo tóu zǐ yī qǐ gān liǎo yī bēi tián jiǔ。 zǒng 'ér yán zhī， tā men bǎ wǒ fú shì dé hǎohǎo de， shǐ wǒ gǎn dào wú bǐ de gāo xīng！……
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① mǎ lì yà de 'ài chēng。
“ hòu lái wǒ huí dào liǎo zǔ mǔ shēn biān。 dào huí jiā lǐ yǐ hòu， wǒ zài wǒ de xiǎo fáng jiān lǐ lái huí zǒu liǎo zhěng zhěng liǎng gè xiǎo shí。 wǒ bǎ zǔ mǔ jiào xǐng lái， bǎ wǒ de xǐ shì yī wǔ yī shí quán gào sù liǎo tā。‘ qián dū gěi nǐ liǎo má！ zhè gè qiáng dào？’‘ gěi liǎo， nǎi nǎi， gěi liǎo， quán gěi liǎo， wǒ de qīn nǎi nǎi！ wǒ men jiā zǒu hóng yùn lā， kuài kāi mén yā！’‘ hǎo 'ā， xiàn zài nǐ jiù jié hūn bā， zhèng shì shí hòu， nǐ kuài jié hūn bā！’ lǎo tài tài duì wǒ shuō dào，‘ nǐ zhī dào má， shàng dì tīng dào liǎo wǒ de dǎo gào！’ suí hòu wǒ bǎ suǒ fū lóng jiào liǎo xǐng lái。 wǒ shuō：‘ suǒ fū lóng， kuài diǎn bāng wǒ bǎ xuē zǐ tuō xià！’ suǒ fū lóng gěi wǒ tuō xià liǎo xuē zǐ。‘ hǎo lā， suǒ fū lóng， nǐ xiàn zài gěi wǒ dào xǐ bā， wěn wěn wǒ bā， wǒ jiù yào jié hūn lā！ lǎo dì， wǒ zhēn de yào jié hūn lā。 nǐ míng tiān lái gè yī zuì fāng xiū， rán hòu jiù qù sǎnsǎn xīn， wǒ gào sù nǐ bā， nǐ lǎo yé wǒ jiù yào jié hūn lā！’ wǒ xīn lǐ zhēn shì lè kāi liǎo huā！…… běn gāi kāi shǐ shuì jué de， kě shì bù xíng， shuì bù zhe！ wǒ yòu pá qǐ lái， zuò zhe xiǎng yā xiǎng yā， hū rán jiān nǎo zǐ lǐ shǎn chū yī gè niàn tóu： míng tiān bù shì sì yuè yī rì má？ nà kě shì gè kāi lǎng、 kuài huó de rì zǐ yā！ zěn me yòu zhè me qiǎo 'ā？ nǐ qiáo wǒ xiǎng dé duō miào！ hái yòu shénme hǎo shuō de ní， xiān shēng men！ wǒ gǎn jǐn cóng chuáng shàng pá qǐ lái， diǎn shàng là zhú， jiù zhè yàng chuānzhuó shuì yī zuò zài xiě zì tái qián。 yě jiù shì shuō wǒ wán quán wàng hū suǒ yǐ liǎo。 xiān shēng men nǎ， nǐ men zhī dào， yī gè rén yī dàn zhe liǎo mí， tā jiù yī dìng huì wàng hū suǒ yǐ de！ tā shèn zhì huì yī tóu zhā jìn wū ní lǐ！ yě jiù shì shuō， yòu de rén jìng rán yòu zhè yàng de guài pí qì： rén jiā yào tā de zhè gè， tā mǎ shàng jiù gěi liǎo tā men， hái shuō， gěi， nǐ bǎ nà gè yě ná shàng bā！ rén jiā yào dǎ tā de 'ěr guāng， tā bù jǐn sòng shàng miàn jiá， ér qiě hái gāo gāo xīng xīng dì bǎ zhěng gè bèi jǐ dū sòng shàng qù。 guò hòu tā men yòu ná bái miàn bāo lái yǐn yòu nǐ， bǎ nǐ dāng gǒu shuǎ。 ér nǐ ní， què yī xīn yī yì dì yòng nǐ de bèn zhuǎzǐ qù yōng bào tā men， hái tóng tā men qīn zuǐ！ xiān shēng men， xiàn zài de qíng kuàng bù jiù shì zhè yàng má？ nǐ men zài xiào， nǐ men zài jiāo tóu jiē 'ěr shuō qiāoqiāo huà， wǒ quándōu kàn jiàn lā！ děng wǒ bǎ quán bù zhēn shí qíng kuàng yī wǔ yī shí dū jiǎng chū lái yǐ hòu， nǐ men jiù huì yī qǐ lái xiào huà wǒ， jiù huì lái zhuō nòng wǒ， kě shì wǒ xiàn zài què yī zhí zài duì nǐ men shuō yā， shuō yā， shuō gè bù tíng。 shì yā， shuí zài jiào wǒ shuō ní？ yòu shì shénme rén zài zhuō nòng wǒ ní？ shuí zhàn wǒ bèi hòu lǎo shì dí dí gū gū cuī wǒ：‘ shuō yā， shuō yā， nǐ kuài jiǎng má！’ kě shì， wǒ bù shì yī zhí zài shuō má， jiǎng má， gěi nǐ men tāo xīn lǐ huà má？ dǎ gè bǐ fāng shuō bā， wǒ bǎ nǐ mendōu dàngchéng liǎo zì jiā de qīn xiōng dì， wǒ de zhì qīn mì yǒu lā…… hēi！！！’”
cóng sì miàn bā fāng fā chū lái de hā hā xiào shēng， zhú jiàn huì jí qǐ lái， zhōng yú wán quán yān méi liǎo gù shì jiǎng shù zhě de shēng yīn。 dàn jiǎng shù zhě què gǎn dào yóu zhōng de gāo xīng。 tā bǎ huà tóu tíng zhù， liǎng zhǐ yǎn jīng dī liù liù dì sǎo shì zhěng gè huì chǎng， zú zú yòu hǎo jǐ fēn zhōng zhī jiǔ。 tā hǎo xiàng shòu dào mǒu zhǒng de chōng dòng， bǎ shǒu yī huī， zì jǐ yě hā hā dà xiào qǐ lái liǎo， sì hū tā zhēn de fā xiàn liǎo zì jǐ chǔjìng de kě xiào。 suí hòu tā yòu jì xù wǎng xià jiǎng qù：
“ nà tiān yè lǐ， xiān shēng men， wǒ jīhū méi yòu shuì jué。 wǒ zhěng yè dōuzài zhǐ shàng huàhuà xiě xiě。 bù zhī dào nǐ men kàn jiàn méi yòu， wǒ jìng rán xiǎng chū liǎo yī gè xīn huā yàng！ āi， xiān shēng men nǎ！ zhè shì yī xiǎng qǐ lái jiù jué dé liáng xīn shàng guò bù qù！ zhè zhǒng shì yào shì yè lǐ gān de， yě hái kě yǐ shuō dé guò qù： dāng shí shuì yǎn méng lóng， tóu nǎo yī shí hú tú， xìn kǒu kāi hé， shuō yī dà tōng hú huà， yě bù zěn me yào jǐn。 kě shì bù！ dì 'èr tiān zǎo chén tiān bù liàng wǒ jiù xǐng lái liǎo， zǒng gòng cái shuì yī liǎng xiǎo shí， mǎ shàng yòu jiē zhe wǎng xià xiě！ wǒ chuān hǎo yī fú、 xǐ wán liǎn、 juàn hǎo fā， hái mǒ liǎo diǎn fā là， rán hòu tào shàng yī jiàn xīn yàn wěi fú， jiù jìng zhí zǒu dào fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí jiā lǐ qù hè jié。 xiě hǎo de zhǐ tiáo zé fàng zài mào zǐ lǐ miàn。 yíng jiē wǒ de shì fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí， tā zhāng kāi shuāng bì， yòu yào wǒ tóu jìn tā fù qīn bān de huái bào zhōng， tiē zài tā de kǎn jiān shàng！ zhè shí wǒ què lā qǐ jià zǐ lái liǎo。 zuó tiān xiǎng hǎo de yī tào hái zài nǎo zǐ lǐ pán huán！ wǒ wǎng hòu tuì liǎo yī bù。 wǒ shuō：‘ bù， fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí， rú guǒ nín lè yì de huà， qǐng nín mǎ shàng kàn kàn wǒ xiě de zì tiáo！’ shuō wán wǒ jiù bǎ zhǐ tiáo dì gěi liǎo tā。 nǐ men zhī dào nà shàng miàn xiě de shì shénme má？ shàng miàn xiě de nèi róng shì zhè yàng de： jiàn yú zhè yàng huò nà yàng de yuán yīn， ào xī pǔ · mǐ hā yǐ léi qí bì xū shēn qǐng cí zhí， ér qiě zài cí zhí qǐng qiú shū shàng， quán tǐ guān yuán dū cōng cōng máng máng qiān guò míng de！ zhè jiù shì wǒ xiǎng chū de xīn huā zhāo。 zhù 'ā！ wǒ shí zài xiǎng bù chū gèng hǎo de bàn fǎ liǎo！ jīn tiān shì sì yuè yī rì yú rén jié， suǒ yǐ wǒ jiù zuò chū yī fù hái zài shēng tā men de qì de yàng zǐ， gěi tā men kāi gè xiǎo xiǎo de wán xiào。 wǒ shuō jīng guò yī yè de kǎo lǜ， wǒ de xiǎng fǎ gǎi biàn liǎo。 bù dàn gǎi biàn liǎo xiǎng fǎ， ér qiě jué dé huī xīn sàng qì liǎo， bǐ yǐ qián jué dé gèng jiā wěi qū liǎo。 wǒ hái shuō， nǐ men kàn bā， wǒ de jiù mìng 'ēn rén nǎ， wǒ gēn běn méi yòu bǎ nín hé nín de nǚ 'ér fàng zài yǎn lǐ， zhì yú qián má， zuó tiān wǒ yǐ bǎ tā zhuāng jìn kǒu dài lǐ， jīn hòu shēng huó yòu liǎo bǎo zhàng， suǒ yǐ wǒ jiù gěi nín dì shàng cí zhí bào gào。 wǒ bù xiǎng zài fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí zhè zhǒng rén lǐng dǎo xià gōng zuò！ wǒ xī wàng dào bié de bù mén qù gān huó， dào nà shí nǐ jiù děng zhe qiáo hǎo kàn de bā！ wǒ yào qù gào nín！ wǒ zhuāng chéng zhè yàng yī gè bēi bǐ de jiā huǒ， xiǎng xià hǔ xià hǔ tā men yī xià！ hái xiǎng hǎo liǎo xià hǔ tā men de bàn fǎ ní！ ā？ xiān shēng men， nǐ men jué dé bàn fǎ xiǎng dé hǎo bù hǎo？ zhè dū shì yīn wéi zuó tiān wǒ zài tā men jiā lǐ shòu dào liǎo qīn rè de jiē dài， yīn cǐ wǒ xiǎng kāi gè xiǎo xiǎo de wán xiào， qǔ xiào yī xià fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí nà kē cí fù bān de xīn……
“ tā gāng yī ná qǐ wǒ de bào gào， jiāng tā zhǎn kāi lái， wǒ jiù fā xiàn tā de zhěng gè miàn bù dōuzài chàn dòng。 tā shuō：‘ zhè dào dǐ shì shénme yì sī ní！ ào xī pǔ · mǐ hā yǐ léi qí？’ wǒ què xiàng shǎ zǐ yī yàng， shuō：‘ jīn tiān shì sì yuè yī rì， wǒ gěi nín hè jié lái liǎo， fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí！’ zhè jiù shì shuō， wǒ wán quán xiàng gè wán pí de hái zǐ， qiāoqiāo dì duǒ zài nǎi nǎi de wéi yǐ hòu miàn， tū rán fàng kāi hóu lóng， duì zhe tā de 'ěr duǒ dà shēng hǎn jiào， xiǎng xià tā yī dà tiào！ shì yā…… jiǎn zhí jiǎng qǐ láidōu bù hǎo yì sī， xiān shēng men！ bù， wǒ bù néng zài jiǎng xià qù liǎo！”
“ bù xíng， nín jiǎng xià qù， yǐ hòu zěn me yàng ní？”
“‘ bù， bù， nín dé jiǎng xià qù！ bù xíng， nín yī dìng yào jiǎng xià qù！” sì miàn bā fāng dōuzài qí shēng jiào rǎng。
“ wǒ de xiān shēng men nǎ， suí hòu jiù shì xián liáo， tiān nán hǎi běi dì rèn yì yì lùn， hái jiā shàng 'āi shēng tàn qì！ tā men shuō wǒ shì gè tiào pí guǐ， yòu hǎo kāi wán xiào， jiǎn zhí bǎ tā men xià dé yào sǐ！ hái shuō liǎo yī dà duī tián yán mì yǔ， bǎ wǒ shuō dé dū hài qǐ xiū lái liǎo。 wǒ zhàn zhàn jīng jīng dì zhàn zài nà lǐ， xīn xiǎng： zěn me kě yǐ ràng wǒ zhè yàng yòu zuì de rén zhàn jù zhè yàng shén shèng de wèi zhì ní？ zhè shí， nà wèi guān tài tài jiān zhe sǎng zǐ shuō huà liǎo：‘ wú， nǐ shì wǒ de qīn rén， gāng cái kě bǎ wǒ xià huài liǎo， dào xiàn zài wǒ de liǎng tiáo tuǐ hái zài dǎzhàn， lián zhàn dū zhàn bù zhù ní！ xià dé wǒ xiàng fēng zǐ yī yàng， páo qù zhǎo mǎ suō。 wǒ shuō：‘ mǎ shēn kǎ， wǒ men chū shì lā！ nǐ qù kàn kàn bā， nǐ de nà yī wèi shì gè shénme yàng de rén 'ā！ wǒ zì jǐ zào de niè， qīn 'ài de， nǐ jiù yuán liàng wǒ zhè gè lǎo tài pó bā， shì wǒ cū xīn dà yì， gěi nǐ zhǎo cuò liǎo rén！ wú， wǒ xiǎng shì zhè yàng de： tā zuó tiān hěn wǎn cái lí kāi wǒ men huí jiā， tā kě néng yǐ wéi， yě xǔ tā jué dé wǒ men zuó tiān shì gù yì tǎo tā de hǎo， gěi tā shàng juàn tào ní！ wǒ zhè me yī xiǎng， jiù xià měng liǎo！ dé liǎo bā， mǎ shēn kǎ， nǐ bù yòng gěi wǒ shǐ yǎn sè lā。 ào xī pǔ · mǐ hā yǐ léi qí duì wǒ men lái shuō， yòu bù shì wài rén， wǒ shì nǐ de qīn mā， jué bù huì shuō nǐ de huài huà de！ xiè tiān xiè dì， wǒ huó zài shì shàng kě bù shì 'èr shí nián， ér shì zhěng zhěng sì shí wǔ nián yā！……”
“ wú， zhè hái yòu shénme huà hǎo shuō ní！ xiān shēng men！ wǒ dāng shí chàdiǎn bǔ tōng yī shēng guì zài tā de jiǎo qián！ yú shì yòu shì tòng kū liú lèi， yòu shì yōng bào qīn wěn， jiē xià lái yòu kāi shǐ kāi wán xiào！ yīn wéi sì yuè yī rì shì yú rén jié， suǒ yǐ fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí yě kāi qǐ wán xiào lái liǎo。 tā shuō fēi lái liǎo yī zhǐ huǒ niǎo， tā de zuǐ shì jīn gāng shí zuò chéng de， zuǐ lǐ hái xián zhe yī fēng xìn ní！ tā yě xiǎng yú nòng bié rén， yú shì xiān qǐ liǎo yīcháng hōng táng dà xiào！ nà chǎng miàn zhēn shì gǎn rén！ pēi！ lián jiǎng qǐ láidōu jué dé diū rén ní！
“ hǎo liǎo， wǒ de xiān shēng men， xiàn zài zhěng gè gù shì jiù kuài yào wán liǎo。 wǒ men zài tā men jiā zhù liǎo yī tiān、 liǎng tiān、 sān tiān， yī lián zhù liǎo yī gè xīng qī。 wǒ yǐ jīng wán quán chéng liǎo tā men jiā de wèi hūn nǚ xù！ zhè hái yòng shuō má？ jié hūn de jiè zhǐ yǐ jīng dìng hǎo， jié hūn de rì zǐ yě què dìng liǎo。 zhǐ shì tā men zài qīnchāi dà chén dào lái zhī qián， bù yuàn xuān bù bà liǎo。 tā men zhèng zài děng dài qīnchāi dà chén dào lái。 wǒ děng qīnchāi dà chén gèng shì xīn jí huǒ liáo， yīn wéi tā bù lái， wǒ de xǐ shì jiù bàn bù chéng。 wǒ xīn xiǎng yīnggāi zǎo diǎn bǎ tā dǎ fā zǒu diào cái hǎo。 kě shì fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí què zài gāo gāo xīng xīng de xuān 'áo shēng zhōng， bǎ suǒ yòu de gōng zuò dū tuī dào liǎo wǒ de tóu shàng： jié zhàng lā， xiě bào gào lā， hé duì zhàng mù lā， zuò zǒng jié lā héng héng wǒ yī kàn， zhēn shì luàn dé yào mìng， shénme dōushì luàn zāo zāo de， dào chù dōuyòu wèn tí！ xīn xiǎng wǒ zǒng gāi wéi lǎo zhàng rén chū bǎ lì bā！ kě tā lǎo shì shēng bìng， ér qiě bìng qíng yī tiān bǐ yī tiān jiā zhòng。 zěn me bàn？ wǒ zì jǐ yī lián jǐ tiān jǐ yè méi shuì jué， shēn zǐ shòu dé xiàng gēn huǒ chái。 wǒ dān xīn wǒ yě huì bìng dǎo！ bù guò， hòu lái zǒng suàn bǎ yī qièshì qíng dū bàn hǎo liǎo， ér qiě shì zài xiàn qī yǐ qián wán chéng de！ tū rán， tā men jiā pài rén lái zhǎo wǒ， lái rén shuō：‘ kuài， fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí de qíng kuàng hěn bù miào！’ wǒ mǎ shàng pàn mìng páo qù， kàn kàn dào dǐ chū liǎo shénme shì？ wǒ dào nà lǐ yī kàn， kàn dào wǒ de fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí zuò zài nà lǐ， shēn shàng guǒ zhe bèi zǐ， é tóu shàng fū zhe cù， zhòu zhe méi tóu， kǒu lǐ 'āi yō、 āi yō dì jiào gè bù tíng！ tā yī jiàn wǒ jiù shuō：‘ nǐ shì wǒ de qīn rén， nǐ shì wǒ xǐ 'ài de hái zǐ！ wǒ kuài yào sǐ lā！ wǒ de nà xiē xiǎo niǎo men nǎ， wǒ bǎ nǐ men tuō fù gěi shuí lái fǔ yǎng ní？’ tā de qī zǐ hé hái zǐ men bào chéng yī tuán， kū dé gè sǐ qù huó lái， mǎ shēn kǎ yě lèi liú mǎn miàn。 āi， wǒ yě gēn zhe kū liǎo qǐ lái！ tā jiē zhe shuō：‘ bù， shàng dì shì fēi cháng rén cí de， tā bù huì yīn wèiwǒ yòu zuì 'ér chéng fá nǐ men de！’ shuō wán tā jiù bǎ suǒ yòu de réndōu zhī shǐ kāi。 děng dào tā men yī zǒu， tā jiù fēn fù bǎ fáng mén suǒ shàng， yú shì wū lǐ zhǐ shèng xià wǒ men liǎng rén， miàn duì miàn dì zuò zhe。‘ wǒ yòu yī jiàn shì qiú nǐ？’‘ shénme shì？’‘ shì zhè yàng de， xiǎo lǎo dì， wǒ lín sǐ dōubù dé 'ān níng， wǒ hěn xū yào qián！’‘ zěn me huì zhè yàng ní？’ wǒ mǎn liǎn zhàng dé tōng hóng， huà dū jí dé shuō bù chū lái liǎo。‘ shì qíng shì zhè yàng de， xiǎo xiōng dì， wǒ dé tāo zì jǐ de qián qù hái。 wèile dà jiā de lì yì， wǒ shì bù xī yī qiē de， jiù shì dā chū zì jǐ de xìng mìng， yě zài suǒ bù xī！ nǐ qiān wàn bù yào hú sī luàn xiǎng！ shǐ wǒ gǎn dào tòng xīn de shì： yī xiē zào yáo shēng shì de jiā huǒ zài nǐ miàn qián wǎng wǒ shēn shàng pō wū shuǐ…… shǐ nǐ wù rù liǎo qí tú， hài dé wǒ cóng nà shí hòu qǐ jiù bái liǎo tóu！ yǎn kàn qīnchāi dà chén jiù yào dào lái， kě mǎ tè wéi yé fū hái chā qī qiān lú bù bù duì shù！ kě shì wǒ dé fù zé yā…… wǒ bù fù zé shuí lái fù zé ní？！ lǎo dì， shàng miàn kěn dìng huì yào chéng fá wǒ de， nǐ kàn zěn me bàn ní？ cóng mǎ tè wéi yé fū nà lǐ nǐ shì yī gè zǐ 'ér dū ná bù dào de！ xiàn zài tā yǐ jīng gòu shòu de liǎo， wǒ zěn me hǎo rěn xīn ràng tā zhè gè kǔ mìng rén qù dān fēng xiǎn ní？’ wǒ xīn xiǎng： shèng rén nǎ， tā kě zhēn shì yī wèi dào dé gāo shàng de jūn zǐ 'ā！ zhè cái zhēn shì yī kē shàn liáng de xīn 'ā！ tā hái jì xù wǎng xià shuō dào：‘ wǒ nǚ 'ér de péi jià qián， wǒ shì jué bù dòng yòng de， nà shì shén shèng bù kě qīn fàn de！ wǒ zì jǐ yě què shí yòu yī diǎn qián， bù guò dū jiè gěi rén jiā liǎo。 xiàn zài nǎ néng yī xià zǐ shōu dé huí lái ní？’ wǒ mǎ shàng jiù bǔ tōng yī shēng guì zài tā miàn qián dà jiào：‘ nǐ shì wǒ de 'ēn rén， wǒ wǔ rǔ liǎo nǐ， shǐ nǐ shòu liǎo wěi qū， nà xiē zào yáo shēng shì zhī tú xiě liǎo gào nǐ de zhuàng zǐ， nǐ bù yòng nán guò， bǎ nǐ gěi wǒ de qián ná huí qù jiù shì liǎo！’ tā wàng zhe wǒ yǎn lèi shuāng liú， shuō：‘ zhè zhèng shì wǒ xī wàng nǐ zuò de！ wǒ de 'ér yā， kuài kuài qǐ lái！ yǐ qián wǒ wéi nǚ 'ér de yǎn lèi yuán liàng guò nǐ， xiàn zài wǒ shì dǎ xīn yǎn lǐ yuán liàng nǐ liǎo！ nǐ zhì hǎo liǎo wǒ de chuāngshāng！ wǒ yào shì shì dài dài wéi nǐ zhù fú！’ jiù zhè yàng， tā gāng gāng zhù fú wán， wǒ jiù yī kǒu qì páo dào jiā， bǎ qián quán bù ná lái jiāo hái gěi liǎo tā。 wǒ duì tā shuō？‘ lǎo yé zǐ， ná qù bā， quán zài zhè lǐ， wǒ zhǐ yòng qù liǎo wǔ shí gè lú bù！’ tā shuō：‘ méi guān xì。 bù guò xiàn zài hái yòu gè xiǎo wèn tí， jiù shì shí jiān hěn jǐn。 nǐ zhuā jǐn shí jiān xiě gè bào gào， bào gào de rì qī wǎng qián tián xiě， jiù shuō nǐ jí zhe yào qián yòng， suǒ yǐ yào tí qián zhī qǔ xīn shuǐ wǔ shí lú bù。 wǒ bǎ bào gào ná qù jiāo gěi shàng sī， shuō tí qián gěi nǐ fā liǎo xīn shuǐ……’ hǎo lā， zhè hái yòu shénme huà kě shuō ní， xiān shēng men！ nǐ men zěn me kàn ní？
wǒ kě shì lián bào gào dū xiě hǎo liǎo 'ā！”
“ wèi， yǐ hòu dào dǐ zěn me yàng ní？ zhè shì dào dǐ zěn me jié shù ní？”
“ wǒ de bào gào gāng gāng xiě wán， wǒ de xiān shēng men nǎ， shì qíng jiù jié shù liǎo。 dì 'èr tiān， yě jiù shì guò liǎo yī tiān yǐ hòu， yī dà zǎo wǒ jiù shōu dào yī fēng gài yòu gōng zhāng de xìn。 wǒ chāi kāi yī kàn， nǐ shuō shì shénme？ yī fèn tuì zhí shū！ hái shuō shénme jiào wǒ gǎn jǐn bàn lǐ yí jiāo shǒu xù、 jié qīng gè xiàng zhàng mù， lìng móu gāo jiù yún yún！
“‘ zěn me néng zhè yàng ní？’”
“ wǒ dāng shí pàn mìng jiào hǎn： zěn me néng zhè yàng ní？！ xiān shēng men nǎ！ wǒ de 'ěr duǒ lǐ wēng wēng zuò xiǎng！ wǒ yuán yǐ wéi shì wú yì zào chéng de chā cuò， kě shì bù， qīnchāi dà chén yǐ jīng jìn chéng lái liǎo。 wǒ de xīn bù jìn wéi zhī yī dǒu！ wú， wǒ zhuǎn niàn yī xiǎng， gēn běn bù shì wú yì zào chéng de chā cuò！ wǒ biàn xiàng wǎng cháng yī yàng， jìng zhí qù zhǎo fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí。 wǒ wèn tā：‘ zhè dào dǐ shì zěn me yī huí shì？’ tā shuō：‘ shénme shì yā？‘ jiù shì zhè fèn tuì zhí shū yā！’‘ shénme tuì zhí shū？’‘ nǐ kàn zhè shì shénme？’‘ ò， zhè gè me？ shì tuì zhí shū！’‘ nán dào wǒ yào qiú guò tuì zhí má？’‘ nín zì jǐ bù shì dǎ guò cí zhí bào gào má？ nín sì yuè yī rì jiāo de yā！’（ wǒ dāng shí méi bǎ nà zhāng zhǐ tiáo yào huí lái！）‘ fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí！ wǒ 'ěr duǒ lǐ tīng dào de shì nín shuō de huà má？ wǒ yǎn jīng lǐ kàn dào de shì nín zhè gè rén má？’‘ dāng rán shì wǒ， nán dào hái yòu bié rén má？’‘ zhù yā！ wǒ de shàng dì！’‘ xiān shēng， wǒ gǎn dào yí hàn， hěn yí hàn！ nín zhè me zǎo jiù xiǎng tuì zhí。 xiān shēng， nín nǎo zǐ lǐ hǎo xiàng yòu wèn tí！ zhì yú tuì zhí zhèng míng， nín jìn kě yǐ fàng xīn， wǒ yī dìng gěi nín bàn hǎo。 nín yī xiàng biǎo xiàn hái shì hěn hǎo de má！’‘ nín zhī dào wǒ dāng shí bù guò shì kāi gè xiǎo wán xiào má， fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí！ qí shí wǒ bìng bù xiǎng cí zhí， wǒ zhī suǒ yǐ bǎ nà zhāng zhǐ tiáo jiāo gěi nín， zhǐ shì wèile ràng nǐ men， wǒ de fù mǔ qīn， kāi kāi xīn 'ér yǐ……’‘ nǐ zhè jiù bù duì liǎo！ xiān shēng， zhè zhǒng shì zěn me kě yǐ kāi wán xiào ní？ nán dào kě yǐ ná bào gào kāi wán xiào má？ kāi zhè zhǒng wán xiào， shì kě yǐ bǎ nǐ liú fàng dào xī bó lì yà qù de。 xiàn zài zài jiàn bā！ wǒ méi yòu shí jiān， qīnchāi dà chén hái zài wǒ men zhè lǐ， wǒ shǒu xiān dé gōng zuò。 nín wú shì kě zuò， kě yǐ yóu shǒu hǎo xián， wǒ men kě dé gōng zuò。 zhì yú nín de tuì zhí zhèng míng， wǒ huì gěi nín bàn hǎo de。 hái yòu yī diǎn yīnggāi gào sù nín： wǒ yǐ jīng mǎi xià mǎ tè wéi yé fū de fáng zǐ， jìn rì jiù yào bān jiā， xī wàng wǒ zài qiáo qiān zhī xǐ de shí hòu bù yào jiàn dào nín。 zhù nín yī lù píng 'ān！’ wǒ pàn mìng páo huí jiā qù， gào sù nǎi nǎi：‘ nǎi nǎi， wǒ men wán lā！’ kě lián de nǎi nǎi yě gēn zhe tòng kū háo táo qǐ lái。 jiù zài zhè shí， wǒ kàn jiàn yī gè xiǎo sī cóng fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí jiā lǐ páo lái， shǒu lǐ ná zhe yī zhāng zì tiáo hé yī zhǐ niǎo lóng。 lóng zǐ lǐ miàn guān zhe yī zhǐ liáng niǎo。 nà zhǐ huì shuō rén huà de xiǎo niǎo shì wǒ zài rè liàn zhōng sòng gěi tā de lǐ wù。 kě zhǐ tiáo shàng zhǐ xiě zhe sì yuè yī rì jǐ gè zì， bié de shénme yě méi yòu。 xiān shēng men， jiù shì zhè me yī huí shì， nǐ men xiǎng dào liǎo méi yòu？！
“ wú， nà me yǐ hòu zěn me yàng liǎo ní？！”
“ hòu lái zěn me yàng！ wǒ yòu yī cì yū dào fěi duō xiè · ní gǔ lā yǐ qí， xiǎng dāng zhe zhè gè bēi bǐ jiā huǒ de miàn shuō tā jǐ jù……”
“ hǎo 'ā！”
“ kě bù zhī zěn de， xiān shēng men， wǒ jìng méi yòu shuō chū kǒu lái！”
xiě xiǎo rén wù， zài 'é guó wén xué shǐ shàng， bìng bù shì shǐ yú tuó sī tuǒ yé fū sī jī。 pǔ xī jīn de《 yì zhàn cháng》、 guǒ gē lǐ de《 wài tào》， dōushì zhè fāng miàn de kāi chuàng zhī zuò。 dàn tuó sī tuǒ yé fū sī jī jì chéng hé fā zhǎn liǎo zhè yī chuán tǒng， shēn huà hé kuò dà liǎo zhè yī zhù tí。 tā bǎ yī gè bù céng shòu dào rén men zhù yì hé yán jiū de shì jiè héng héng shí jiǔ shì jì 'é guó dà chéng shì lǐ de pín mín kū， yǐn jìn liǎo wén xué。 tā shì dì yī gè zhǎn shì zhè gè qí guài jiǎo luò de zuò jiā。 zhè shì yī gè yīn 'àn de jiǎo luò，“ pǔ zhào bǐ dé bǎo suǒ yòu de rén de nà gè tài yáng， sì hū bù kěn guāng gù zhè xiē dì fāng， ér zhào yào zhè xiē dì fāng de， hǎo xiàng shì zhuān mén wéi zhè xiē dì fāng dìng zuò de lìng yī gè tài yáng”（《 bái yè》）。 ér zài zhè xiē yáng guāng zhào shè bù dào de jiǎo luò lǐ， shēng huó zhe yī qún qún de liú làng hàn、 qǐ gài、 xiǎo tōu、 jì nǚ…… zhè shì yī qún bèi shè huì pāo jìn dǐ céng de rén men， tā men shòu jìn kǔ nán， zhé mó， fǎng huáng kǔ mèn、 dé bù dào rén jiān de wēn nuǎn， zhǐ néng kào huàn xiǎng guò rì zǐ！
běn shū xì 19 shì jì 'é guó dà wén háo tuó sī tuǒ yé fū sī jī de zhòng yào zuò pǐn zhī yī。 xiǎo shuō miáo xiě 19 shì jì 60 nián dài chū shēn guì zú jiā tíng de jué sè nǚ zǐ nà sī tǎ xiá cháng nián shòu dì zhù tuō cí jī róu lìn， hòu tuō cí jī yuàn chū yī dà bǐ qián yào bǎ tā jià gěi bēi bǐ wú chǐ de jiā ní yà。 jiù zài nǚ zhù rén gōng de shēng rì wǎn huì shàng， bèi rén men shì wéi bái chī de nián qīng gōng jué méi shī jīn tū rán chū xiàn， yuàn wú tiáo jiàn qǔ nà sī tǎ xiá wéi qī， zhè shǐ tā shēn shòu gǎn dòng。 zài yǔ gōng jué jí jiāng jǔ xíng hūn lǐ de nà tiān， tā jìn guǎn shēn 'ài zhe gōng jué， dàn hái shì gēn huā huā gōng zǐ luó guǒ rén páo liǎo。 zuì hòu zāo luó guǒ rén shā hài。 xiǎo shuō duì nóng nú zhì gǎi gé hòu 'é guó shàng céng shè huì zuò liǎo guǎng fàn de miáo huì， shè jí fù zá de xīn lǐ hé dào dé wèn tí。 shàn liáng、 kuān róng de méi shí jīn gōng jué wú lì duì zhōu wéi de rén shī jiā yǐng xiǎng， yě bù néng wèitā men zào fú， zhè gè táng jí hē dé shì de rén wù de nǔ lì shì tú láo de， biǎo míng zuò zhě qǐ tú yǐ xìn yǎng hé 'ài lái zhěng jiù shì jiè de huàn xiǎng de pò miè。
Plot
27-year-old Prince Lev Nikolayevich Myshkin returns to Russia after spending several years at a Swiss sanatorium. Scorned by the society of St. Petersburgh for his Idiocy as being too generous and innocent, he finds himself at the center of a struggle between a rich, kept woman and a gorgeous, virtuous girl who both wish to win his affection. Unfortunately, Myshkin's very goodness seems to bring disaster to all he meets, leading to a climax that tragically reveals how, in a world obsessed with money, power, and sexual conquest, a sanatorium is the only place for a saint.
Major themes
An imperfectly perfect man, for although physically flawed and as gullible as a babe, Dostoevsky's Myshkin possesses all of the qualities which affirm Man's greatness, and the ultimate assurance of doom when placed in a frivolous, and unjust environment; a transcending Christ.
—T. Reid
Dostoyevsky's motives for writing The Idiot stem from his desire to depict the "positively good man". This man is naturally likened to Christ in many ways. Dostoyevsky uses Myshkin's introduction to the Petersburg society as a way to contrast the nature of Russian society at the time and the isolation and innocence of this good man. This is highlighted by his conflicts and relationship with Rogozhin. Indeed, Myshkin and Rogozhin are contrasted from the outset. Myshkin is associated with light, Rogozhin with dark. For example, in their initial descriptions on the train, Myshkin is described as having light hair and blue eyes, while Rogozhin has "dark features". Rogozhin's house is submerged in darkness, with iron bars on the windows. He is not only an embodiment of darkness, but surrounded by it. The two characters are clearly antithetical. If Myshkin should be seen as Christ, Rogozhin could easily be seen as the Devil. "Rog", in Russian, means horn, adding credence to such an assertion, although the primary association of his name is with rogozha ("bast"), possibly hinting at his humble origins.
Despite their difference, they are both after Nastasya Filippovna—good and bad (and mediocre, in the image of Ganya) strive for the same thing. Love itself is shown in various manifestations, spurred by various motives. While vain Ganya wishes to marry Nastasya in order that he might, through acquisition of a large dowry, spark some of the individuality which he senses he lacks, Rogozhin loves Nastasya with a deep passion. Myshkin, however, loves her out of pity, out of Christian love. This love for her supersedes even the romantic love he has for Aglaia. It is important to note that Aglaia developed a great appreciation for Myshkin's purity of heart and capacity for empathic love, even that he felt for Nastasya. Aglaia and her sisters came to identify Myshkin with the protagonist of a famous Russian poem by Pushkin, "The Poor Knight", because of the Prince's quixotic, tragic quest to defend the honor of Nastasya in the face of the ridicule, and at times contempt, he faced from all his acquaintances. And she grew to love him not in spite of this, but even more so because of it. At a gathering at the Prince's home that included her family and several of the Prince's friends, Aglaia flushes hotly when Kolya enigmatically and ironically declares "There's nothing better than the Poor Knight!" Though the comment is partially mocking him, in the depths of Aglaia's heart she agrees with this fully. In the end, though, Aglaia cannot completely eradicate her jealousy of Nastasya, and cannot measure up to the heights of the Prince's sympathetic love when he apparently scorns her in a final effort to save Nastasya.
There is a parallel between Rogozhin and the Russian upper-class society. The materialistic society which praises the values Myshkin represents and professes itself to be "good", cannot accommodate Prince Myshkin; Rogozhin, though he truly loves Nastasya, commits murder in the end. Nastasya herself has been corrupted by a depraved society. Her beauty and initial innocence have led Totsky (perhaps the most repugnant of characters in the novel) to keep her as a concubine and she falls into a quasi-madness.
Adaptations and tributes
* Several filmmakers have produced adaptations of the novel, among them L'idiot (Georges Lampin 1946), a 1951 version by Akira Kurosawa, a 1958 version by Russian director Ivan Pyryev, and Mani Kaul's 1992 Hindi version
* In 2001, Down House, a tongue-in-cheek modern adaptation/parody of the novel, was filmed by Russian director Roman Kachanov, using the late 1990s Moscow underworld of mafia and drug addicts as the setting; it featured Fyodor Bondarchuk as the Prince and the co-writer of the script, Ivan Okhlobystin as Rogozhin.
* Christian Bale's character in The Machinist is seen reading The Idiot in the opening minutes of the film
* In 2003 Russian State Television produced an 10-part, 8-hour mini-series of the work, which is available with English subtitles.
* In 1999 Czech director Saša Gedeon produced a modern cinematic reinterpretation of The Idiot entitled The Return of the Idiot (Návrat idiota).
* The Polish director Andrzej Wajda adapted the last chapter of The Idiot as the feature film Nastasja in 1994.
* The Russian composer Nikolai Myaskovsky planned an opera on The Idiot during World War I, but did not complete it.
* The Harlan Ellison short story Prince Myshkin and Hold the Relish features a friendly debate on Dostoevsky and The Idiot between the narrator and a vendor at Pink's Hot Dogs in Los Angeles.
* In 2008, the theatre director Katie Mitchell premiered "...some trace of her", a multimedia exploration of the novel's central themes.
* The famous Russian director Andrei Tarkovsky planned an adaptation after The Idiot, but had died before it was realized.
* The German novelist Hermann Hesse wrote in 1919 a short piece about the book called Thoughts on The Idiot of Dostoevsky, later released in a compilation of essays called My Belief: Essays on Life and Art.
* In Act 1, Scene 2 of Mel Brooks' musical The Producers, Max Bialystock jokingly addresses Leo Bloom as "Prince Miskin." This also occurs in the original film.
* In the 1998 pilot episode of T.V. show "Seven Days," Frank Parker (played by Jonathan LaPaglia) has a copy of The Idiot on his desk inside the insane asylum.
* In 2009 Lithuanian theatre director Eimuntas Nekrošius directed "Idiotas", performance in 4 parts.
* In 1985, Polish director Andrzej Zulawski directed the feature film "L'Amour Braque" (Limpet Love), as an homage to Dostoevsky's "The Idiot". Its end credits state that "The film is inspired by Dostoyevsky's "The Idiot" and intended as a homage to the great writer". It stars Sophie Marceau as what most likely is the part of Nastasja Philipovna.
* BBC Radio 7 broadcast a 4-episode adaptation of "The Idiot" entitled "Fyodor Dostoevsky's The Idiot," in June 2010. It starred Paul Rhys as Prince Myshkin.
Translations to English
Since The Idiot was first published in Russian, there have been a number of translations to English over the years, including those by:
* Frederick Whishaw (1887)
* Constance Garnett (1913)
o Revised by Anna Brailovsky (2003)
* Eva Martin (1915)
* David Magarshack (1955)
* Henry and Olga Carlisle (1980)
* Alan Myers (1992)
* Richard Pevear and Larissa Volokhonsky (2002)
* David McDuff (2004)
* John W. Strahan (1965)
The Constance Garnett translation has for many years been accepted as the definitive English translation, but more recently it has come under criticism for being dated. The Garnett translation, however, still remains widely available because it is now in the public domain. Some writers, such as Anna Brailouvsky, have based their translations on Garnett's. Since the 1990s new English translations have appeared that have made the novel more accessible to English readers. The Oxford Guide to Literature in English Translation (2000) states that the Alan Myers version is the best currently available, though since then, new translations by David McDuff and Pevear & Volokhonsky have also been well received.
Plot
27-year-old Prince Lev Nikolayevich Myshkin returns to Russia after spending several years at a Swiss sanatorium. Scorned by the society of St. Petersburgh for his Idiocy as being too generous and innocent, he finds himself at the center of a struggle between a rich, kept woman and a gorgeous, virtuous girl who both wish to win his affection. Unfortunately, Myshkin's very goodness seems to bring disaster to all he meets, leading to a climax that tragically reveals how, in a world obsessed with money, power, and sexual conquest, a sanatorium is the only place for a saint.
Major themes
An imperfectly perfect man, for although physically flawed and as gullible as a babe, Dostoevsky's Myshkin possesses all of the qualities which affirm Man's greatness, and the ultimate assurance of doom when placed in a frivolous, and unjust environment; a transcending Christ.
—T. Reid
Dostoyevsky's motives for writing The Idiot stem from his desire to depict the "positively good man". This man is naturally likened to Christ in many ways. Dostoyevsky uses Myshkin's introduction to the Petersburg society as a way to contrast the nature of Russian society at the time and the isolation and innocence of this good man. This is highlighted by his conflicts and relationship with Rogozhin. Indeed, Myshkin and Rogozhin are contrasted from the outset. Myshkin is associated with light, Rogozhin with dark. For example, in their initial descriptions on the train, Myshkin is described as having light hair and blue eyes, while Rogozhin has "dark features". Rogozhin's house is submerged in darkness, with iron bars on the windows. He is not only an embodiment of darkness, but surrounded by it. The two characters are clearly antithetical. If Myshkin should be seen as Christ, Rogozhin could easily be seen as the Devil. "Rog", in Russian, means horn, adding credence to such an assertion, although the primary association of his name is with rogozha ("bast"), possibly hinting at his humble origins.
Despite their difference, they are both after Nastasya Filippovna—good and bad (and mediocre, in the image of Ganya) strive for the same thing. Love itself is shown in various manifestations, spurred by various motives. While vain Ganya wishes to marry Nastasya in order that he might, through acquisition of a large dowry, spark some of the individuality which he senses he lacks, Rogozhin loves Nastasya with a deep passion. Myshkin, however, loves her out of pity, out of Christian love. This love for her supersedes even the romantic love he has for Aglaia. It is important to note that Aglaia developed a great appreciation for Myshkin's purity of heart and capacity for empathic love, even that he felt for Nastasya. Aglaia and her sisters came to identify Myshkin with the protagonist of a famous Russian poem by Pushkin, "The Poor Knight", because of the Prince's quixotic, tragic quest to defend the honor of Nastasya in the face of the ridicule, and at times contempt, he faced from all his acquaintances. And she grew to love him not in spite of this, but even more so because of it. At a gathering at the Prince's home that included her family and several of the Prince's friends, Aglaia flushes hotly when Kolya enigmatically and ironically declares "There's nothing better than the Poor Knight!" Though the comment is partially mocking him, in the depths of Aglaia's heart she agrees with this fully. In the end, though, Aglaia cannot completely eradicate her jealousy of Nastasya, and cannot measure up to the heights of the Prince's sympathetic love when he apparently scorns her in a final effort to save Nastasya.
There is a parallel between Rogozhin and the Russian upper-class society. The materialistic society which praises the values Myshkin represents and professes itself to be "good", cannot accommodate Prince Myshkin; Rogozhin, though he truly loves Nastasya, commits murder in the end. Nastasya herself has been corrupted by a depraved society. Her beauty and initial innocence have led Totsky (perhaps the most repugnant of characters in the novel) to keep her as a concubine and she falls into a quasi-madness.
Adaptations and tributes
* Several filmmakers have produced adaptations of the novel, among them L'idiot (Georges Lampin 1946), a 1951 version by Akira Kurosawa, a 1958 version by Russian director Ivan Pyryev, and Mani Kaul's 1992 Hindi version
* In 2001, Down House, a tongue-in-cheek modern adaptation/parody of the novel, was filmed by Russian director Roman Kachanov, using the late 1990s Moscow underworld of mafia and drug addicts as the setting; it featured Fyodor Bondarchuk as the Prince and the co-writer of the script, Ivan Okhlobystin as Rogozhin.
* Christian Bale's character in The Machinist is seen reading The Idiot in the opening minutes of the film
* In 2003 Russian State Television produced an 10-part, 8-hour mini-series of the work, which is available with English subtitles.
* In 1999 Czech director Saša Gedeon produced a modern cinematic reinterpretation of The Idiot entitled The Return of the Idiot (Návrat idiota).
* The Polish director Andrzej Wajda adapted the last chapter of The Idiot as the feature film Nastasja in 1994.
* The Russian composer Nikolai Myaskovsky planned an opera on The Idiot during World War I, but did not complete it.
* The Harlan Ellison short story Prince Myshkin and Hold the Relish features a friendly debate on Dostoevsky and The Idiot between the narrator and a vendor at Pink's Hot Dogs in Los Angeles.
* In 2008, the theatre director Katie Mitchell premiered "...some trace of her", a multimedia exploration of the novel's central themes.
* The famous Russian director Andrei Tarkovsky planned an adaptation after The Idiot, but had died before it was realized.
* The German novelist Hermann Hesse wrote in 1919 a short piece about the book called Thoughts on The Idiot of Dostoevsky, later released in a compilation of essays called My Belief: Essays on Life and Art.
* In Act 1, Scene 2 of Mel Brooks' musical The Producers, Max Bialystock jokingly addresses Leo Bloom as "Prince Miskin." This also occurs in the original film.
* In the 1998 pilot episode of T.V. show "Seven Days," Frank Parker (played by Jonathan LaPaglia) has a copy of The Idiot on his desk inside the insane asylum.
* In 2009 Lithuanian theatre director Eimuntas Nekrošius directed "Idiotas", performance in 4 parts.
* In 1985, Polish director Andrzej Zulawski directed the feature film "L'Amour Braque" (Limpet Love), as an homage to Dostoevsky's "The Idiot". Its end credits state that "The film is inspired by Dostoyevsky's "The Idiot" and intended as a homage to the great writer". It stars Sophie Marceau as what most likely is the part of Nastasja Philipovna.
* BBC Radio 7 broadcast a 4-episode adaptation of "The Idiot" entitled "Fyodor Dostoevsky's The Idiot," in June 2010. It starred Paul Rhys as Prince Myshkin.
Translations to English
Since The Idiot was first published in Russian, there have been a number of translations to English over the years, including those by:
* Frederick Whishaw (1887)
* Constance Garnett (1913)
o Revised by Anna Brailovsky (2003)
* Eva Martin (1915)
* David Magarshack (1955)
* Henry and Olga Carlisle (1980)
* Alan Myers (1992)
* Richard Pevear and Larissa Volokhonsky (2002)
* David McDuff (2004)
* John W. Strahan (1965)
The Constance Garnett translation has for many years been accepted as the definitive English translation, but more recently it has come under criticism for being dated. The Garnett translation, however, still remains widely available because it is now in the public domain. Some writers, such as Anna Brailouvsky, have based their translations on Garnett's. Since the 1990s new English translations have appeared that have made the novel more accessible to English readers. The Oxford Guide to Literature in English Translation (2000) states that the Alan Myers version is the best currently available, though since then, new translations by David McDuff and Pevear & Volokhonsky have also been well received.
qián jǐ tiān yòu wèi tài tài duì wǒ shuō：“ nà tiān zǎo shàng， wǒ chí chí cái dòng shēn， zǒu chū jiā mén shí chā bù duō shì zhōng wǔ shí fēn liǎo。 wǒ shì gù yì nòng dé zhū shì chán shēn shìde， zhèng hǎo dào ní gǔ lā yé fū sī jī dà jiē liǎng gè xiāng gé bù yuǎn de dì fāng qù。 xiān shàng shì wù suǒ qù， zài nà dà mén biān kě yǐ jiàn dào nà wèi lǎo dà niàn。 tā gěi wǒ de yìn xiàng shì nà yàng lǎo tài lóng zhōng， wān yāo tuó bèi， zhǔ gēn guǎi zhàng， zhǐ shì wǒ hái shì cāi bù chū tā de nián suì duō dà。 tā lái dào dà mén biān， jiù zài mén bàng de yī gè jiǎo luò lǐ zuò zài dǎ sǎo yuàn zǐ rén de cháng dèng shàng xiū xī。 qí shí， wǒ cóng tā shēn bàng zǒu guò， tā zài wǒ yǎn qián zhǐ shì shǎn liǎo yī xià bà liǎo。
“ yuē mò shí fēn zhōng hòu， wǒ cóng shì wù suǒ lǐ chū lái， zǒu guò liǎng zuò fáng zǐ jiù shì yī jiā shāng diàn， shàng xīng qī wǒ zài nà lǐ gěi suǒ ní yà dìng gòu liǎo yī shuāng pí xié， yú shì jiù biàn qù bǎ tā qǔ huí qù。 wǒ yī yǎn wàng qù， fā xiàn nà lǎo dà niàn xiàn zài yǐ jīng lái dào liǎo shāng diàn bàng biān， yě shì zuò zài dà mén biān de cháng dèng shàng。 tā zuò zài nà lǐ 'ér qiě cháo wǒ kàn， wǒ bào yǐ wēi wēi yī xiào。 wǒ jìn shāng diàn qù qǔ pí xié。 yō， sān、 sì fēn zhōng hòu， dāng wǒ jì xù xiàng niè fū sī jī dà jiē zǒu qù shí， què kàn jiàn lǎo dà niàn yǐ jīng lái dào liǎo dì sān zuò fáng zǐ bàng， yě zài dà mén biān， zhǐ shì méi yòu zuò zài cháng dēng shàng， ér shì kào zài qiáng bì de tū chū bù wèi shàng。 zhè dà mén biān méi yòu cháng dèng zǐ。 wǒ bù yóu zì zhù dì hū rán zài tā miàn qián tíng liǎo xià lái， xīn xiǎng： tā wèishénme yào zài měi gè fáng zǐ qián zuò xià lái ní？
“‘ lǎo tài niàn， nǐ lěi lā？’ wǒ wèn。
“‘ lěi liǎo， qīn 'ài de， wǒ lǎo shì jué dé hěn lěi。 wǒ kàn jīn tiān tiān qì hěn nuǎnhuo， tài yáng yòu hěn hǎo， suǒ yǐ wǒ jiù shàng sūn nǚ men jiā chī fàn qù。’
“‘ lǎo dà niàn， nǐ zhè shì qù chī fàn？’
‘ qīn 'ài de， shì qù chī fàn， shì qù chī fàn。’
‘ nǐ zhè yàng huì zǒu bù dào bā？’
‘ bù， zǒude dào de。 qiáo， wǒ jiù zhè yàng zǒu yī zhèn， xiū xī yī huì， rán hòu yòu qǐ shēn zǒu。’
wǒ dǎliang lǎo dà niàn， xīn lǐ gǎn dào shí fēn jīng yì。 lǎo dà niàn shēn cái 'ǎi xiǎo， yī shēn gān gān jìng jìng， yī zhe pò jiù， xiǎng bì shì xiǎo shì mín chū shēn。 tā zhǔ gēn guǎi zhàng， liǎn sè cāng bái， pí fū là huáng， shuāng chún háo wú xuè sè， huó xiàng yī jù gān shī。 tā zuò zhe， wēi xiào zhe， yáng guāng yù mǎn tā quán shēn。
‘ lǎo dà niàn， nǐ nián jì dà gài hěn dà liǎo bā？’ wǒ suí kǒu wèn。
‘ yī bǎi líng sì， qīn 'ài de， wǒ yī bǎi líng sì suì， zhǐ bù guò shì（ tā zhè shì kāi yī kāi wán xiào）…… nǐ shàng nǎ 'ér qù yā？’
tā wàng zhe wǒ， gāo gāo xīng xīng dì xiào zhe。 nán dào tā shì xiǎng hé shuí shuō shuō huà？ bǎi suì lǎo rén hái rú cǐ guān xīn wǒ shàng nǎ 'ér qù， shǐ wǒ gǎn dào fēi cháng jīng yà， sì hū tā zhēn de xiǎng zhī dào li。
‘ shì zhè yàng de， lǎo dà niàn，’ wǒ yě xiào qǐ lái shuō，‘ wǒ gěi nǚ 'ér zài shāng diàn mǎi liǎo shuāng pí xié， xiàn zài dài huí jiā qù。’
‘ yí， xiǎo xiǎo de pí xié， nǐ yòu xiǎo nǚ 'ér？ nǐ zhēn yòu fú qì， hái yòu qí tā hái zǐ má？’
tā yòu wàng zhe wǒ xiào。 tā liǎng yǎn shī shén， jīhū bù jiàn shēng qì， dàn nà lǐ miàn què fǎng fó fàng shè zhe qīnqiè de guāng yàn。
‘ lǎo dà niàn， nǐ yuàn yì de huà， cóng wǒ zhè 'ér ná wǔ gè gē bǐ qù gěi zì jǐ mǎi gè bái miàn bāo bā，’ shuō zhe wǒ jiù gěi liǎo tā wǔ gē bǐ。
‘ nǐ gànmá gěi wǒ ní？ yě hǎo， nà wǒ jiù ná zhe nǐ de liǎo， xiè xiè。’
‘ ná qù bā， lǎo dà niàn， qǐng bié jiè yì，’ tā shōu xià liǎo。 xiǎn rán， tā bù shì qǐ tǎo， tā hái méi dào nà zhòngdì bù。 tā shì màn bù jīng xīn dì ná qù de， gēn běn méi yòu bǎ tā dàngchéng shīshě wù， fǎng fó tā zhè me zuò shì chū yú lǐ mào huò zhě chū yú yī piàn hǎo yì。 bù guò， yě xǔ tā yě hěn xǐ huān， yīn wéi yòu shuí hé tā zhè gè lǎo tài pó jiāo tán ní？ bù zhǐ shì jiāo tán， ér qiě hái huái zhe yī piàn 'ài xīn qù guān huái tā ní？
‘ hǎo bā， zài jiàn， lǎo dà niàn。’ wǒ shuō‘ zhù nǐ yī lù píng 'ān。’
‘ huì zǒude dào de， qīn 'ài de， dào dé liǎo de， wǒ huì dào dé liǎo de。 nǐ shàng nǐ sūn nǚ nà 'ér qù bā。’ lǎo dà niàn nòng cuò liǎo。 tā wàng liǎo wǒ de shì nǚ 'ér， ér bù shì sūn nǚ， dà gài tā yǐ wéi wǒ hé tā dōuyòu liǎo sūn nǚ。 wǒ xiàng qián zǒu qù， zuì hòu yī cì huí guò tóu lái， wàng jiàn tā huǎn màn 'ér jiān nán dì zhàn qǐ shēn， yòng guǎi zhàng chuō yī xià dì， tuō zhe bù zǐ yán zhe jiē dào pán shān zǒu qù。 yě xǔ tā zài lù shàng hái yào xiū xī shàng shí cì， cái néng dào dá‘ chī fàn’ de dì fāng。 tā jīng cháng shàng nǎ 'ér qù chī fàn ní？ zhè me yī gè guài guài de lǎo dà niàn。”
zhè gè gù shì wǒ shì nà tiān zǎo shàng tīng dào de。 qí shí， nà bù suàn shénme gù shì， ér shì yǔ yī gè bǎi suì lǎo rén xiāng yù liú xià de yī gè yìn xiàng 'ér yǐ（ shí jì shàng， nǐ shénme shí hòu néng yù shàng bǎi suì lǎo rén， ér qiě shì yī gè jīng shén shàng chōng mǎn huó lì de bǎi suì lǎo rén ní？）， yīn cǐ， wǒ bǎ tā quán wàng liǎo。 yè shēn liǎo， wǒ kàn wán zá zhì shàng de yī piān wén zhāng hòu jiù bǎ zá zhì fàng zài yī bàng， tū rán xiǎng qǐ liǎo nà wèi lǎo dà niàn， ér qiě bù zhī wèishénme wǒ yòu qū shǐ zì jǐ jì xù qù xiǎng xiàng： tā shì zěn yàng zǒu dào sūn nǚ jiā chī fàn de ní？ wǒ de yǎn qián fú xiàn chū lìng yī fú， kě néng shì shí fēn bī zhēn de xiǎo huà miàn。
tā de sūn nǚ men， yě xǔ bāo kuò tā de wài céng sūn nǚ men， tā yǐ jīng bǎ tā men yī bìng jiào zuò sūn nǚ liǎo， dà gài shì mǒu gè tóng yīháng yè de rén， zì rán yě jiù shì tóng yī jiā de rén liǎo， yào bù tā zěn me huì shàng tā men jiā chī fàn ní。 tā men zhù dì xià shì， dà gài chéng zū liǎo yī jiān lǐfà pū。 tā men dāng rán shì qióng kǔ rén， dàn shì tā men yǐ rán yào hú kǒu， ér qiě hái dé xún guī dǎo jǔ。 lǎo dà niàn dào dá sūn nǚ jiā shí dà yuē shì xià wǔ yī diǎn duō liǎo。 tā men méi yòu xiǎng dào tā huì lái， dàn kě néng shí fēn qīnqiè dì yíng jiē tā。
“ shì nǐ 'ā， mǎ lì yà · mǎ kè xī mò fú nà， qǐng jìn， qǐng jìn， huān yíng nǐ， shàng dì de nú lì！”
lǎo dà niàn xǐ xiào yán kāi dì wǎng lǐ zǒu， mén líng hái zài jiǔ jiǔ dì fā chū cì 'ěr de jiān xì xiǎng shēng。 tā de yī gè sūn nǚ， xiǎng bì jiù shì nà gè lǐfà jiàng de qī zǐ bā。 lǐfà jiàng běn rén nián líng hái bù dà， yuē mò sān shí wǔ suì de yàng zǐ， kě shì 'àn zhí yè lái shuō yě suàn dé shàng shì yī wèi lǎo liǎo。 suī rán zhè zhǒng shǒu yì bìng bù fù zá， dàn gōng zuò fú què xiàng jiān bǐng nà yàng yóu zì bān bān。 shì bù shì yóu yú shǐ yòng huà zhuāng xiāng gāo de yuán gù， wǒ jiù bù zhī dào liǎo。 bù guò， wǒ kě cóng lái méi yòu jiàn guò zhè yàng de“ lǐfà jiàng”， fǎng fó tā men gōng zuò fú de yī lǐng zǒng shì zhān mǎn zhe huī fěn。 sān gè hái zǐ héng héng yī gè nán hái hé liǎng gè nǚ hái héng héng lì jí páo dào liǎo wài céng zǔ mǔ de gēn qián。 tōng cháng， zhè me yī dà bǎ nián jì de lǎo dà niàn bù zhī wèishénme zǒng shì hé xiǎo hái zǐ men xiāng chù dé fēi cháng hǎo： tā men zì jǐ zài xīn lǐ shàng yǐ jīng biàn dé shí fēn xiàng hái zǐ liǎo， yòu shí shèn zhì tóng tā men háo lí bùchà。 lǎo dà niàn zuò xià lái； nán zhù rén bù zhī dào shì zài jiē dài kè rén hái shì máng yú bié de shénme shì。 tā de yī gè nián yuē sì shí suì de shú rén zhèng zhǔn bèi lí kāi。 tā de wài shēng， tā jiě jiě de 'ér zǐ， yī gè shí liù、 qī suì de xiǎo huǒ zǐ yě lái zuò kè， tā xiǎng jìn yī jiā yìn shuà chǎng gōng zuò。 lǎo dà niàn huà liǎo gè shí zì zuò zhe， wàng zhe kè rén。
“ āi yō， hǎo lěi！ nǐ men zhè 'ér lái de shì shuí yā？”
“ shì wǒ yā！” kè rén xiào zhe huí dá shuō，“ mǎ lì yà · mǎ kè xī mò fú nà， nín nán dào rèn bù chū lái lā？ qián nián， dà jiā hé nín yī kuài 'ér dào shù lín lǐ qù cǎi guò mó gū li。”
“ ā， shì nǐ yā， wǒ rèn dé， yī gè hǎo kāi wán xiào de rén。 wǒ jì dé nǐ， zhǐ shì xiǎng bù qǐ nǐ jiào shénme míng zì liǎo， nǐ shì nǎ yī gè ní？ ò， jì qǐ lái liǎo。
āi yō， wǒ yòu diǎn 'ér lěi liǎo。”
“ mǎ lì yà · mǎ kè xī mò fú nà， nín shì yī wèi nián gāo wàng zhòng de lǎo rén， wèishénme yī diǎn 'ér yě bù jiàn lǎo， nà wǒ xiǎng wèn wèn nǐ，” kè rén kāi wán xiào shuō。
“ nà nǐ jiù shuō bā！” kàn qǐ lái lǎo dà niàn xiàng zài kāi wán xiào， bù guò， tā xīn lǐ què shí hěn gāo xīng。
“ mǎ lì yà · mǎ kè xī mò fú nà， wǒ kě shì gè hǎo xīn rén ní。”
“ hé nǐ zhè gè hǎo xīn rén liáo liáo hěn yòu qù li。 āi yō， wǒdōu yào biē sǐ lā， mā yā。 xiè liào rèn kǎ de dà yī kàn yàng zǐ zuò hǎo liǎo bā？”
tā zhǐ zhe nà gè wài shēng shuō。
nà gè wài shēng shì gè zhuàng jiàn de pàng xiǎo zǐ， zhè shí zhèng mǎn liǎn duī xiào dì bǎ shēn zǐ nuó guò lái； tā shàng shēn chuānzhuó cù xīn de huī dà yī。 xīn dà yī chuān zài shēn shàng shǐ tā xǐ bù zì jìn， dà gài yào yī gè xīng qī hòu xīn lǐ cái néng píng jìng xià lái。 xiàn zài tā zài bù tíng dì kàn kàn fān xiù kǒu， qiáo qiáo fān yī lǐng， zài jìng zǐ lǐ miàn quán shēn shàng xià kàn gè biàn， zì jué gé wài mǎn yì。
“ wèi， zǒu guò lái， zhuǎn gè shēn，” lǐfà jiàng de qī zǐ lián zhū pào sì dì shuō qǐ lái，“ mǎ kè xī mò fú nà， nǐ qiáo qiáo， zhè dà yī zuòde yòu duō piào liàng， huā liǎo zhěng zhěng liù gè lú bù， suàn piányí de li。 pǔ duō huò léi qí nà 'ér shuō， xiàn zài bù zhǐ zhè gè shù ní。 hái shuō zhè jià qián yǐ hòu shì mǎi bù dào liǎo， ér qiě zhè yī fú jīng jiǔ nài chuān。 nǐ qiáo zhè liào zǐ bā！ wèi， zhuǎn guò shēn lái！ zhè chèn lǐ yòu duō hǎo， zhēn jiēshí， zhēn jiēshí。 wèi， nǐ zài zhuǎn gè shēn lái kàn kàn！ qián jiù shì zhè me huā de， mǎ kè xī mò fú nà， wǒ men de qián quán yòng guāng lā。”
“ āi， mā yā， rú jīn wù jià zhè me gāo， yòu shénme bàn fǎ ní， nǐ zuì hǎo bié gēn wǒ shuō zhè xiē， miǎn dé wǒ xīn lǐ bù hǎo guò。” mǎ kè xī mò fú nà dòng qíng dì shuō， xīn qíng réng rán bù néng píng jìng。
“ hǎo liǎo， bié zài shuō lā，” nán zhù rén shuō dào，“ gāi chī diǎn dōng xī liǎo bā， zěn me yàng 'ā？ wǒ kàn nǐ dà gài tài lěi liǎo， mǎ kè xī mò fú nà。”
“ āi yō， cōng míng rén， wǒ shì lěi liǎo。 jīn tiān tiān qì nuǎnhuo， tài yáng yòu hǎo， xīn lǐ yī xiǎng， wǒ jiù lái kàn nǐ men liǎo…… zhēn xiǎng tǎng xià lái。 ā， wǒ zài lù shàng pèng dào yī wèi kě 'ài de tài tài， tā hěn nián qīng， gěi hái zǐ mǎi pí xié， tā duì wǒ shuō：‘ wèi， lǎo dà niàn， nǐ zěn me， lěi liǎo bā？ náo， gěi nǐ wǔ gē bǐ， gěi zì jǐ mǎi gè bái miàn bāo……’ nǐ zhī dào má， wǒ jiē xià liǎo nà wǔ gē bǐ……”
“ nǎi nǎi， nǐ hái shì xiān xiū xī xiū xī yī huì， nǐ jīn tiān zěn me zhè yàng chuǎn bù shàng qì lái ní？” nán zhù rén hū rán tè bié guān qiē dì shuō。
dà jiā quándōu wàng zhe lǎo dà niàn， jiàn tā shà shí liǎn sè dà biàn， shuāng chún fā bái。 tā yě wàng zhe dà jiā， dàn liǎng yǎn yòu diǎn shī shén。
“ náo， wǒ xiǎng…… gěi hái zǐ men mǎi diǎn mì táng bǐng gān…… wǔ gè gē bǐ……”
tā yòu tíng liǎo shuō huà， yòu chuǎn liǎo yī kǒu qì。 dà jiā hū rán dū chén mò qǐ lái， zhè yàng chàbù duō guò liǎo wǔ miǎo zhōng。
“ zěn me lā， nǎi nǎi？” nán zhù rén duì tā wān zǐ shuō。
dàn shì lǎo dà niàn méi yòu huí dá； yòu shì yī zhèn chén mò， yòu yòu wǔ miǎo zhōng jiǔ。 lǎo dà niàn de liǎn sè sì hū biàn dé gèng bái， liǎn páng sì hū yě xiǎn dé gèng jiā xiāo shòu liǎo。 liǎng yǎn dāi dāi dì bù dòng， zuǐ jiǎo shàng níng gù zhe yī sī sī wēi xiào； tā zhí lèng lèng dì chǒu zhe， sì hū méi yòu liǎo shì jué。
“ kuài qù qǐng mù shī lái！……” nà gè kè rén hū rán cóng hòu miàn jí jí dì xiǎo shēng shuō。
“ duì…… bù…… shì bù shì lái bù jí liǎo……” nán zhù rén dū nóng shuō。
“ nǎi nǎi yā， nǎi nǎi？” lǐfà jiàng de qī zǐ hū hǎn zhe lǎo dà niàn， dùn shí jīng huāng qǐ lái； dàn shì nǎi nǎi yī dòng yě bù dòng， zhǐ shì nǎo dài wāi xié zhe， gē zài zhuō zǐ shàng de nà zhǐ yòu shǒu lǐ wò zhe nà wǔ gē bǐ， ér zuǒ shǒu hái tíng fàng zài yuē liù suì de zuì dà de wài céng sūn mǐ shā de jiān bǎng shàng。 mǐ shā yī dòng bù dòng dì zhàn zhe， zhēng zhe yī shuāng jīng kǒng de dà yǎn níng wàng zhe wài céng zǔ mǔ。
“ tā zǒu liǎo！” nán zhù rén tàn xī yī shēng， yī zì yī dùn dì zhèng zhòng dì shuō， bìng zài zì jǐ shēn shàng qīng qīng dì huà zhe shí zì。
“ qiáo！ wǒ kàn tā zhēn de bù xíng liǎo，” kè rén duàn duàn xù xù wú xiàn gǎn kǎi dì shuō；
tā wàn fēn jīng yà dì huán shì suǒ yòu zài chǎng de rén。
“ āi， tiān nǎ！ nǐ kàn xiàn zài zěn me bàn ní？ mǎ kǎ léi qí。 shì bù shì bǎ tā sòng dào nà lǐ qù？” nǚ zhù rén xīn jí rú huǒ、 bù zhī suǒ cuò dì jī jī zhā zhā dì shuō。
“ nà lǐ shì shénme dì fāng 'ā？” nán zhù rén bù jí bù màn dì shuō，“ sāngshì wǒ men jiù zài zhè 'ér bàn bā， nán dào nǐ bù shì tā de qīn shǔ？ yīngdāng qù bào gè sàng。”
“ ā， yī bǎi líng sì suì！” kè rén méi yòu zǒu， tā yù lái yù shòu gǎn dòng， shèn zhì cán kuì dé liǎn hóng qǐ lái。
“ shì 'ā， zuì jìn jǐ nián tā lián xìng mìng dōubù gù liǎo，” nán zhù rén zhuāng zhòng dì shuō。
tā gǎn dào fēi cháng zì háo， yú shì yī biān xún zhǎo mào zǐ， yī biān qǔ xià dà yī lái。
“ kě bù shì， gāng cái tā hái xǐ xiào yán kāi、 hěn kāi xīn má！ nǐ qiáo， tā shǒu lǐ hái ná zhe nà wǔ gē bǐ！ hái shuō yào mǎi mì táng bǐng gān， ā yā yā， zán men de lǎo dà niàn！”
“ náo， wǒ men shì bù shì zǒu bā？ bǐ dé · sī jié pān nèi qí，” nán zhù rén dǎ duàn kè rén de huà shuō。 yú shì liǎ rén wǎng wài zǒu qù。 duì zhè wèi lǎo rén de qù shì， rén men zì rán méi yòu kū qì。 yī bǎi líng sì suì liǎo，“ wú jí 'ér zhōng bìng qiě wú suǒ xiū kuì”。 nǚ zhù rén shàng lín jū jiā qù qiú zhù， tā men jīhū shì gāo xīng dì tīng liǎo zhè xiāo xī jiù mǎ shàng páo liǎo lái， tàn xī zhe， hǎn jiào zhe。 bù yòng shuō， dì yī jiàn shì shì bǎ chá chuī shēng hǎo。 hái zǐ men jīng yì dì duǒ dào jiǎo luò lǐ， yuǎn yuǎn dì wàng zhe qù shì de wài céng zǔ mǔ。 bù lùn huó duō jiǔ， mǐ shā dū huì jì dé tā de wài céng zǔ mǔ， jì dé tā sǐ shí bǎ yī zhǐ shǒu wàng zài liǎo tā de jiān shàng。 ér dài tā qù shì shí， shì shàng jiù bù huì yòu rén jì qǐ hé zhī dào， céng jīng yòu guò zhè me yī wèi lǎo dà niàn huó liǎo yī bǎi líng sì suì。 tā wèishénme huó zhe， zěn yàng huó zhe， héng héng yě méi yòu rén zhī dào liǎo。 wèishénme yào jì zhù ní， yào zhī dào， fǎn zhèng dōushì yī yàng de má。 qiān bǎi wàn de rén yědōu shì zhè me lí kāi de： wú shēng wú xī dì huó zhe， wú shēng wú xī dì sǐ qù。 zhè xiē bǎi suì lǎo rén yě xǔ zhǐ yòu zài lín zhōng shí， fǎng fó cái yòu diǎn dòng rén 'ér píng cháng de dōng xī， shèn zhì zhòng dà 'ér wú qí de dōng xī， yīn wéi qì jīn wéi zhǐ， yī bǎi suì cái gěi rén yī diǎn diǎn jīng qí de dōng xī。 yuàn shàng dì bǎo yòu shàn liáng bǎi xìng de shēng yǔ sǐ bā！
rán 'ér， zhè bù guò shì chuí shǒu kě dé méi yòu yī dìng qíng jié de miáo shù bà liǎo。 shuō shí zài de， nǐ jìn kě yǐ cóng yī gè yuè qián tīng dào de gù shì zhōng， shuō diǎn gèng yǐn rén rù shèng de dōng xī。 zěn yàng zhuóshǒu ní？ shuō de huò zhě qià hǎo bù shì nà jiàn shì， huò zhě yǔ nà jiàn shì běn shēn wú guān de， huò zhě“ bù quán shì nǐ suǒ zhī dào de nà jiàn shì，” rán 'ér， zuì zhōng yǐ rán huì liú xià yī xiē zhǐ shì zuì méi yòu qíng jié de dōng xī……
“ yuē mò shí fēn zhōng hòu， wǒ cóng shì wù suǒ lǐ chū lái， zǒu guò liǎng zuò fáng zǐ jiù shì yī jiā shāng diàn， shàng xīng qī wǒ zài nà lǐ gěi suǒ ní yà dìng gòu liǎo yī shuāng pí xié， yú shì jiù biàn qù bǎ tā qǔ huí qù。 wǒ yī yǎn wàng qù， fā xiàn nà lǎo dà niàn xiàn zài yǐ jīng lái dào liǎo shāng diàn bàng biān， yě shì zuò zài dà mén biān de cháng dèng shàng。 tā zuò zài nà lǐ 'ér qiě cháo wǒ kàn， wǒ bào yǐ wēi wēi yī xiào。 wǒ jìn shāng diàn qù qǔ pí xié。 yō， sān、 sì fēn zhōng hòu， dāng wǒ jì xù xiàng niè fū sī jī dà jiē zǒu qù shí， què kàn jiàn lǎo dà niàn yǐ jīng lái dào liǎo dì sān zuò fáng zǐ bàng， yě zài dà mén biān， zhǐ shì méi yòu zuò zài cháng dēng shàng， ér shì kào zài qiáng bì de tū chū bù wèi shàng。 zhè dà mén biān méi yòu cháng dèng zǐ。 wǒ bù yóu zì zhù dì hū rán zài tā miàn qián tíng liǎo xià lái， xīn xiǎng： tā wèishénme yào zài měi gè fáng zǐ qián zuò xià lái ní？
“‘ lǎo tài niàn， nǐ lěi lā？’ wǒ wèn。
“‘ lěi liǎo， qīn 'ài de， wǒ lǎo shì jué dé hěn lěi。 wǒ kàn jīn tiān tiān qì hěn nuǎnhuo， tài yáng yòu hěn hǎo， suǒ yǐ wǒ jiù shàng sūn nǚ men jiā chī fàn qù。’
“‘ lǎo dà niàn， nǐ zhè shì qù chī fàn？’
‘ qīn 'ài de， shì qù chī fàn， shì qù chī fàn。’
‘ nǐ zhè yàng huì zǒu bù dào bā？’
‘ bù， zǒude dào de。 qiáo， wǒ jiù zhè yàng zǒu yī zhèn， xiū xī yī huì， rán hòu yòu qǐ shēn zǒu。’
wǒ dǎliang lǎo dà niàn， xīn lǐ gǎn dào shí fēn jīng yì。 lǎo dà niàn shēn cái 'ǎi xiǎo， yī shēn gān gān jìng jìng， yī zhe pò jiù， xiǎng bì shì xiǎo shì mín chū shēn。 tā zhǔ gēn guǎi zhàng， liǎn sè cāng bái， pí fū là huáng， shuāng chún háo wú xuè sè， huó xiàng yī jù gān shī。 tā zuò zhe， wēi xiào zhe， yáng guāng yù mǎn tā quán shēn。
‘ lǎo dà niàn， nǐ nián jì dà gài hěn dà liǎo bā？’ wǒ suí kǒu wèn。
‘ yī bǎi líng sì， qīn 'ài de， wǒ yī bǎi líng sì suì， zhǐ bù guò shì（ tā zhè shì kāi yī kāi wán xiào）…… nǐ shàng nǎ 'ér qù yā？’
tā wàng zhe wǒ， gāo gāo xīng xīng dì xiào zhe。 nán dào tā shì xiǎng hé shuí shuō shuō huà？ bǎi suì lǎo rén hái rú cǐ guān xīn wǒ shàng nǎ 'ér qù， shǐ wǒ gǎn dào fēi cháng jīng yà， sì hū tā zhēn de xiǎng zhī dào li。
‘ shì zhè yàng de， lǎo dà niàn，’ wǒ yě xiào qǐ lái shuō，‘ wǒ gěi nǚ 'ér zài shāng diàn mǎi liǎo shuāng pí xié， xiàn zài dài huí jiā qù。’
‘ yí， xiǎo xiǎo de pí xié， nǐ yòu xiǎo nǚ 'ér？ nǐ zhēn yòu fú qì， hái yòu qí tā hái zǐ má？’
tā yòu wàng zhe wǒ xiào。 tā liǎng yǎn shī shén， jīhū bù jiàn shēng qì， dàn nà lǐ miàn què fǎng fó fàng shè zhe qīnqiè de guāng yàn。
‘ lǎo dà niàn， nǐ yuàn yì de huà， cóng wǒ zhè 'ér ná wǔ gè gē bǐ qù gěi zì jǐ mǎi gè bái miàn bāo bā，’ shuō zhe wǒ jiù gěi liǎo tā wǔ gē bǐ。
‘ nǐ gànmá gěi wǒ ní？ yě hǎo， nà wǒ jiù ná zhe nǐ de liǎo， xiè xiè。’
‘ ná qù bā， lǎo dà niàn， qǐng bié jiè yì，’ tā shōu xià liǎo。 xiǎn rán， tā bù shì qǐ tǎo， tā hái méi dào nà zhòngdì bù。 tā shì màn bù jīng xīn dì ná qù de， gēn běn méi yòu bǎ tā dàngchéng shīshě wù， fǎng fó tā zhè me zuò shì chū yú lǐ mào huò zhě chū yú yī piàn hǎo yì。 bù guò， yě xǔ tā yě hěn xǐ huān， yīn wéi yòu shuí hé tā zhè gè lǎo tài pó jiāo tán ní？ bù zhǐ shì jiāo tán， ér qiě hái huái zhe yī piàn 'ài xīn qù guān huái tā ní？
‘ hǎo bā， zài jiàn， lǎo dà niàn。’ wǒ shuō‘ zhù nǐ yī lù píng 'ān。’
‘ huì zǒude dào de， qīn 'ài de， dào dé liǎo de， wǒ huì dào dé liǎo de。 nǐ shàng nǐ sūn nǚ nà 'ér qù bā。’ lǎo dà niàn nòng cuò liǎo。 tā wàng liǎo wǒ de shì nǚ 'ér， ér bù shì sūn nǚ， dà gài tā yǐ wéi wǒ hé tā dōuyòu liǎo sūn nǚ。 wǒ xiàng qián zǒu qù， zuì hòu yī cì huí guò tóu lái， wàng jiàn tā huǎn màn 'ér jiān nán dì zhàn qǐ shēn， yòng guǎi zhàng chuō yī xià dì， tuō zhe bù zǐ yán zhe jiē dào pán shān zǒu qù。 yě xǔ tā zài lù shàng hái yào xiū xī shàng shí cì， cái néng dào dá‘ chī fàn’ de dì fāng。 tā jīng cháng shàng nǎ 'ér qù chī fàn ní？ zhè me yī gè guài guài de lǎo dà niàn。”
zhè gè gù shì wǒ shì nà tiān zǎo shàng tīng dào de。 qí shí， nà bù suàn shénme gù shì， ér shì yǔ yī gè bǎi suì lǎo rén xiāng yù liú xià de yī gè yìn xiàng 'ér yǐ（ shí jì shàng， nǐ shénme shí hòu néng yù shàng bǎi suì lǎo rén， ér qiě shì yī gè jīng shén shàng chōng mǎn huó lì de bǎi suì lǎo rén ní？）， yīn cǐ， wǒ bǎ tā quán wàng liǎo。 yè shēn liǎo， wǒ kàn wán zá zhì shàng de yī piān wén zhāng hòu jiù bǎ zá zhì fàng zài yī bàng， tū rán xiǎng qǐ liǎo nà wèi lǎo dà niàn， ér qiě bù zhī wèishénme wǒ yòu qū shǐ zì jǐ jì xù qù xiǎng xiàng： tā shì zěn yàng zǒu dào sūn nǚ jiā chī fàn de ní？ wǒ de yǎn qián fú xiàn chū lìng yī fú， kě néng shì shí fēn bī zhēn de xiǎo huà miàn。
tā de sūn nǚ men， yě xǔ bāo kuò tā de wài céng sūn nǚ men， tā yǐ jīng bǎ tā men yī bìng jiào zuò sūn nǚ liǎo， dà gài shì mǒu gè tóng yīháng yè de rén， zì rán yě jiù shì tóng yī jiā de rén liǎo， yào bù tā zěn me huì shàng tā men jiā chī fàn ní。 tā men zhù dì xià shì， dà gài chéng zū liǎo yī jiān lǐfà pū。 tā men dāng rán shì qióng kǔ rén， dàn shì tā men yǐ rán yào hú kǒu， ér qiě hái dé xún guī dǎo jǔ。 lǎo dà niàn dào dá sūn nǚ jiā shí dà yuē shì xià wǔ yī diǎn duō liǎo。 tā men méi yòu xiǎng dào tā huì lái， dàn kě néng shí fēn qīnqiè dì yíng jiē tā。
“ shì nǐ 'ā， mǎ lì yà · mǎ kè xī mò fú nà， qǐng jìn， qǐng jìn， huān yíng nǐ， shàng dì de nú lì！”
lǎo dà niàn xǐ xiào yán kāi dì wǎng lǐ zǒu， mén líng hái zài jiǔ jiǔ dì fā chū cì 'ěr de jiān xì xiǎng shēng。 tā de yī gè sūn nǚ， xiǎng bì jiù shì nà gè lǐfà jiàng de qī zǐ bā。 lǐfà jiàng běn rén nián líng hái bù dà， yuē mò sān shí wǔ suì de yàng zǐ， kě shì 'àn zhí yè lái shuō yě suàn dé shàng shì yī wèi lǎo liǎo。 suī rán zhè zhǒng shǒu yì bìng bù fù zá， dàn gōng zuò fú què xiàng jiān bǐng nà yàng yóu zì bān bān。 shì bù shì yóu yú shǐ yòng huà zhuāng xiāng gāo de yuán gù， wǒ jiù bù zhī dào liǎo。 bù guò， wǒ kě cóng lái méi yòu jiàn guò zhè yàng de“ lǐfà jiàng”， fǎng fó tā men gōng zuò fú de yī lǐng zǒng shì zhān mǎn zhe huī fěn。 sān gè hái zǐ héng héng yī gè nán hái hé liǎng gè nǚ hái héng héng lì jí páo dào liǎo wài céng zǔ mǔ de gēn qián。 tōng cháng， zhè me yī dà bǎ nián jì de lǎo dà niàn bù zhī wèishénme zǒng shì hé xiǎo hái zǐ men xiāng chù dé fēi cháng hǎo： tā men zì jǐ zài xīn lǐ shàng yǐ jīng biàn dé shí fēn xiàng hái zǐ liǎo， yòu shí shèn zhì tóng tā men háo lí bùchà。 lǎo dà niàn zuò xià lái； nán zhù rén bù zhī dào shì zài jiē dài kè rén hái shì máng yú bié de shénme shì。 tā de yī gè nián yuē sì shí suì de shú rén zhèng zhǔn bèi lí kāi。 tā de wài shēng， tā jiě jiě de 'ér zǐ， yī gè shí liù、 qī suì de xiǎo huǒ zǐ yě lái zuò kè， tā xiǎng jìn yī jiā yìn shuà chǎng gōng zuò。 lǎo dà niàn huà liǎo gè shí zì zuò zhe， wàng zhe kè rén。
“ āi yō， hǎo lěi！ nǐ men zhè 'ér lái de shì shuí yā？”
“ shì wǒ yā！” kè rén xiào zhe huí dá shuō，“ mǎ lì yà · mǎ kè xī mò fú nà， nín nán dào rèn bù chū lái lā？ qián nián， dà jiā hé nín yī kuài 'ér dào shù lín lǐ qù cǎi guò mó gū li。”
“ ā， shì nǐ yā， wǒ rèn dé， yī gè hǎo kāi wán xiào de rén。 wǒ jì dé nǐ， zhǐ shì xiǎng bù qǐ nǐ jiào shénme míng zì liǎo， nǐ shì nǎ yī gè ní？ ò， jì qǐ lái liǎo。
āi yō， wǒ yòu diǎn 'ér lěi liǎo。”
“ mǎ lì yà · mǎ kè xī mò fú nà， nín shì yī wèi nián gāo wàng zhòng de lǎo rén， wèishénme yī diǎn 'ér yě bù jiàn lǎo， nà wǒ xiǎng wèn wèn nǐ，” kè rén kāi wán xiào shuō。
“ nà nǐ jiù shuō bā！” kàn qǐ lái lǎo dà niàn xiàng zài kāi wán xiào， bù guò， tā xīn lǐ què shí hěn gāo xīng。
“ mǎ lì yà · mǎ kè xī mò fú nà， wǒ kě shì gè hǎo xīn rén ní。”
“ hé nǐ zhè gè hǎo xīn rén liáo liáo hěn yòu qù li。 āi yō， wǒdōu yào biē sǐ lā， mā yā。 xiè liào rèn kǎ de dà yī kàn yàng zǐ zuò hǎo liǎo bā？”
tā zhǐ zhe nà gè wài shēng shuō。
nà gè wài shēng shì gè zhuàng jiàn de pàng xiǎo zǐ， zhè shí zhèng mǎn liǎn duī xiào dì bǎ shēn zǐ nuó guò lái； tā shàng shēn chuānzhuó cù xīn de huī dà yī。 xīn dà yī chuān zài shēn shàng shǐ tā xǐ bù zì jìn， dà gài yào yī gè xīng qī hòu xīn lǐ cái néng píng jìng xià lái。 xiàn zài tā zài bù tíng dì kàn kàn fān xiù kǒu， qiáo qiáo fān yī lǐng， zài jìng zǐ lǐ miàn quán shēn shàng xià kàn gè biàn， zì jué gé wài mǎn yì。
“ wèi， zǒu guò lái， zhuǎn gè shēn，” lǐfà jiàng de qī zǐ lián zhū pào sì dì shuō qǐ lái，“ mǎ kè xī mò fú nà， nǐ qiáo qiáo， zhè dà yī zuòde yòu duō piào liàng， huā liǎo zhěng zhěng liù gè lú bù， suàn piányí de li。 pǔ duō huò léi qí nà 'ér shuō， xiàn zài bù zhǐ zhè gè shù ní。 hái shuō zhè jià qián yǐ hòu shì mǎi bù dào liǎo， ér qiě zhè yī fú jīng jiǔ nài chuān。 nǐ qiáo zhè liào zǐ bā！ wèi， zhuǎn guò shēn lái！ zhè chèn lǐ yòu duō hǎo， zhēn jiēshí， zhēn jiēshí。 wèi， nǐ zài zhuǎn gè shēn lái kàn kàn！ qián jiù shì zhè me huā de， mǎ kè xī mò fú nà， wǒ men de qián quán yòng guāng lā。”
“ āi， mā yā， rú jīn wù jià zhè me gāo， yòu shénme bàn fǎ ní， nǐ zuì hǎo bié gēn wǒ shuō zhè xiē， miǎn dé wǒ xīn lǐ bù hǎo guò。” mǎ kè xī mò fú nà dòng qíng dì shuō， xīn qíng réng rán bù néng píng jìng。
“ hǎo liǎo， bié zài shuō lā，” nán zhù rén shuō dào，“ gāi chī diǎn dōng xī liǎo bā， zěn me yàng 'ā？ wǒ kàn nǐ dà gài tài lěi liǎo， mǎ kè xī mò fú nà。”
“ āi yō， cōng míng rén， wǒ shì lěi liǎo。 jīn tiān tiān qì nuǎnhuo， tài yáng yòu hǎo， xīn lǐ yī xiǎng， wǒ jiù lái kàn nǐ men liǎo…… zhēn xiǎng tǎng xià lái。 ā， wǒ zài lù shàng pèng dào yī wèi kě 'ài de tài tài， tā hěn nián qīng， gěi hái zǐ mǎi pí xié， tā duì wǒ shuō：‘ wèi， lǎo dà niàn， nǐ zěn me， lěi liǎo bā？ náo， gěi nǐ wǔ gē bǐ， gěi zì jǐ mǎi gè bái miàn bāo……’ nǐ zhī dào má， wǒ jiē xià liǎo nà wǔ gē bǐ……”
“ nǎi nǎi， nǐ hái shì xiān xiū xī xiū xī yī huì， nǐ jīn tiān zěn me zhè yàng chuǎn bù shàng qì lái ní？” nán zhù rén hū rán tè bié guān qiē dì shuō。
dà jiā quándōu wàng zhe lǎo dà niàn， jiàn tā shà shí liǎn sè dà biàn， shuāng chún fā bái。 tā yě wàng zhe dà jiā， dàn liǎng yǎn yòu diǎn shī shén。
“ náo， wǒ xiǎng…… gěi hái zǐ men mǎi diǎn mì táng bǐng gān…… wǔ gè gē bǐ……”
tā yòu tíng liǎo shuō huà， yòu chuǎn liǎo yī kǒu qì。 dà jiā hū rán dū chén mò qǐ lái， zhè yàng chàbù duō guò liǎo wǔ miǎo zhōng。
“ zěn me lā， nǎi nǎi？” nán zhù rén duì tā wān zǐ shuō。
dàn shì lǎo dà niàn méi yòu huí dá； yòu shì yī zhèn chén mò， yòu yòu wǔ miǎo zhōng jiǔ。 lǎo dà niàn de liǎn sè sì hū biàn dé gèng bái， liǎn páng sì hū yě xiǎn dé gèng jiā xiāo shòu liǎo。 liǎng yǎn dāi dāi dì bù dòng， zuǐ jiǎo shàng níng gù zhe yī sī sī wēi xiào； tā zhí lèng lèng dì chǒu zhe， sì hū méi yòu liǎo shì jué。
“ kuài qù qǐng mù shī lái！……” nà gè kè rén hū rán cóng hòu miàn jí jí dì xiǎo shēng shuō。
“ duì…… bù…… shì bù shì lái bù jí liǎo……” nán zhù rén dū nóng shuō。
“ nǎi nǎi yā， nǎi nǎi？” lǐfà jiàng de qī zǐ hū hǎn zhe lǎo dà niàn， dùn shí jīng huāng qǐ lái； dàn shì nǎi nǎi yī dòng yě bù dòng， zhǐ shì nǎo dài wāi xié zhe， gē zài zhuō zǐ shàng de nà zhǐ yòu shǒu lǐ wò zhe nà wǔ gē bǐ， ér zuǒ shǒu hái tíng fàng zài yuē liù suì de zuì dà de wài céng sūn mǐ shā de jiān bǎng shàng。 mǐ shā yī dòng bù dòng dì zhàn zhe， zhēng zhe yī shuāng jīng kǒng de dà yǎn níng wàng zhe wài céng zǔ mǔ。
“ tā zǒu liǎo！” nán zhù rén tàn xī yī shēng， yī zì yī dùn dì zhèng zhòng dì shuō， bìng zài zì jǐ shēn shàng qīng qīng dì huà zhe shí zì。
“ qiáo！ wǒ kàn tā zhēn de bù xíng liǎo，” kè rén duàn duàn xù xù wú xiàn gǎn kǎi dì shuō；
tā wàn fēn jīng yà dì huán shì suǒ yòu zài chǎng de rén。
“ āi， tiān nǎ！ nǐ kàn xiàn zài zěn me bàn ní？ mǎ kǎ léi qí。 shì bù shì bǎ tā sòng dào nà lǐ qù？” nǚ zhù rén xīn jí rú huǒ、 bù zhī suǒ cuò dì jī jī zhā zhā dì shuō。
“ nà lǐ shì shénme dì fāng 'ā？” nán zhù rén bù jí bù màn dì shuō，“ sāngshì wǒ men jiù zài zhè 'ér bàn bā， nán dào nǐ bù shì tā de qīn shǔ？ yīngdāng qù bào gè sàng。”
“ ā， yī bǎi líng sì suì！” kè rén méi yòu zǒu， tā yù lái yù shòu gǎn dòng， shèn zhì cán kuì dé liǎn hóng qǐ lái。
“ shì 'ā， zuì jìn jǐ nián tā lián xìng mìng dōubù gù liǎo，” nán zhù rén zhuāng zhòng dì shuō。
tā gǎn dào fēi cháng zì háo， yú shì yī biān xún zhǎo mào zǐ， yī biān qǔ xià dà yī lái。
“ kě bù shì， gāng cái tā hái xǐ xiào yán kāi、 hěn kāi xīn má！ nǐ qiáo， tā shǒu lǐ hái ná zhe nà wǔ gē bǐ！ hái shuō yào mǎi mì táng bǐng gān， ā yā yā， zán men de lǎo dà niàn！”
“ náo， wǒ men shì bù shì zǒu bā？ bǐ dé · sī jié pān nèi qí，” nán zhù rén dǎ duàn kè rén de huà shuō。 yú shì liǎ rén wǎng wài zǒu qù。 duì zhè wèi lǎo rén de qù shì， rén men zì rán méi yòu kū qì。 yī bǎi líng sì suì liǎo，“ wú jí 'ér zhōng bìng qiě wú suǒ xiū kuì”。 nǚ zhù rén shàng lín jū jiā qù qiú zhù， tā men jīhū shì gāo xīng dì tīng liǎo zhè xiāo xī jiù mǎ shàng páo liǎo lái， tàn xī zhe， hǎn jiào zhe。 bù yòng shuō， dì yī jiàn shì shì bǎ chá chuī shēng hǎo。 hái zǐ men jīng yì dì duǒ dào jiǎo luò lǐ， yuǎn yuǎn dì wàng zhe qù shì de wài céng zǔ mǔ。 bù lùn huó duō jiǔ， mǐ shā dū huì jì dé tā de wài céng zǔ mǔ， jì dé tā sǐ shí bǎ yī zhǐ shǒu wàng zài liǎo tā de jiān shàng。 ér dài tā qù shì shí， shì shàng jiù bù huì yòu rén jì qǐ hé zhī dào， céng jīng yòu guò zhè me yī wèi lǎo dà niàn huó liǎo yī bǎi líng sì suì。 tā wèishénme huó zhe， zěn yàng huó zhe， héng héng yě méi yòu rén zhī dào liǎo。 wèishénme yào jì zhù ní， yào zhī dào， fǎn zhèng dōushì yī yàng de má。 qiān bǎi wàn de rén yědōu shì zhè me lí kāi de： wú shēng wú xī dì huó zhe， wú shēng wú xī dì sǐ qù。 zhè xiē bǎi suì lǎo rén yě xǔ zhǐ yòu zài lín zhōng shí， fǎng fó cái yòu diǎn dòng rén 'ér píng cháng de dōng xī， shèn zhì zhòng dà 'ér wú qí de dōng xī， yīn wéi qì jīn wéi zhǐ， yī bǎi suì cái gěi rén yī diǎn diǎn jīng qí de dōng xī。 yuàn shàng dì bǎo yòu shàn liáng bǎi xìng de shēng yǔ sǐ bā！
rán 'ér， zhè bù guò shì chuí shǒu kě dé méi yòu yī dìng qíng jié de miáo shù bà liǎo。 shuō shí zài de， nǐ jìn kě yǐ cóng yī gè yuè qián tīng dào de gù shì zhōng， shuō diǎn gèng yǐn rén rù shèng de dōng xī。 zěn yàng zhuóshǒu ní？ shuō de huò zhě qià hǎo bù shì nà jiàn shì， huò zhě yǔ nà jiàn shì běn shēn wú guān de， huò zhě“ bù quán shì nǐ suǒ zhī dào de nà jiàn shì，” rán 'ér， zuì zhōng yǐ rán huì liú xià yī xiē zhǐ shì zuì méi yòu qíng jié de dōng xī……
zài bǐ dé bǎo pín mín qū yī jiā gōng yù de wǔ céng lóu dǒu shì lǐ， zhù zhe yī gè qióng dà xué shēng lā sī kē 'ěr ní kē fū。 tā zhèng zài jīng lì zhe yīcháng tòng kǔ 'ér jī liè de sī xiǎng dǒu zhēng héng héng tā yào què dìng zì jǐ shì shǔ yú kě yǐ wéi suǒ yù wéi de bù píng fán de rén， hái shì zhǐ pèi zuò bù píng fán de rén de gōng jù de pǔ tōng rén。 tā yuán zài fǎ lǜ xì jiù xué， yīn jiāo bù qǐ xué fèi 'ér bèi pò chuò xué， xiàn zài kào mǔ qīn hé mèi mèi cóng jié jù de shēng huó fèi zhōng jié shěng xià lái de qián wéi chí shēng huó。 tā yǐ jīng hěn jiǔ méi yòu jiāo fáng zū liǎo。 jìn lái， fáng dōng tài tài bù jǐn tíng zhǐ gōng gěi tā huǒ shí， ér qiě cuī zū shèn jǐn。 zhè shí tā yù jiàn liǎo xiǎo gōng wù yuán mǎ 'ěr měi lā tuó fū。 mǎ 'ěr měi lā tuó fū yīn shī yè 'ér xiàn rù jué jìng， cháng nǚ suǒ ní yà bèi pò dāng liǎo jiē tóu jì nǚ。 lā sī kē 'ěr ní kē fū bù yuàn xiàng mǎ 'ěr měi lā tuó fū nà yàng rénrén zǎi gē， tā dǎ suàn yòng“ shí yàn” lái zhèng míng zì jǐ shì yī gè“ bù píng fán de rén”。
lí tā zhù chù bù yuǎn yòu jiā dàngpù， lǎo bǎn niàn shì gè gāo lì dài zhě， xīn hěn shǒu là。 yī tiān wǎn shàng， lā sī kē 'ěr ní kē fū chéng tā yī rén zài jiā， chuǎng rù shì nèi， bǎ tā shā sǐ。 cǐ shí lǎo bǎn niàn de yì mǔ mèi mèi wài chū fǎn huí， lā sī kē 'ěr ní kē fū zài huāng luàn zhōng yòu shā sǐ liǎo tā。 cì rì qīng chén， tā shōu dào jǐng chá jú de chuán piào， jīng kǒng wàn fēn， hòu zhī shì wéi zhuī jiāo qiàn kuǎn shí cái sōng liǎo kǒu qì。 tā zài lí kāi shí wú yì zhōng tīng dào jǐng guān tán lùn zuó wǎn xiōng shā 'àn， jǐn zhāng dé hūn jué guò qù， yǐn qǐ yī jǐng guān zhù yì。 tā qīng xǐng hòu huí dào jiā lǐ jiù wò chuáng bù qǐ， jǐ tiān bùxǐng rén shì， hòu lái bìng qíng yòu suǒ hǎo zhuǎn， dàn nèi xīn què chǔyú gèng tòng kǔ de máo dùn chōng tū zhōng。
jǐ tiān hòu， lā sī kē 'ěr ní kē fū 'ǒu rán jiàn dào yīn chē huò 'ér shēng mìng chuí wēi de mǎ 'ěr měi lā tuó fū。 tā yào qiú jǐng chá jiāng shāng zhě sòng huí jiā zhōng， mǎ 'ěr měi lā tuó fū dào jiā hòu jiù sǐ qù。 lā sī kē 'ěr ní kē fū tóng qíng gū 'ér guǎ mǔ de bù xìng， ná chū mǔ qīn gāng jì lái de 25 lú bù jiē jì tā men。 lǜ shī lú rén xiǎng yòng qī piàn shǒu duàn qǔ lā sī kē 'ěr ní kē fū de mèi mèi dù ní yà， yóu yú zāo dào lā sī kē 'ěr ní kē fū de jí lì fǎn duì 'ér gào chuī。 lú rén huái hèn zài xīn， qǐ tú yǐ wū xiàn suǒ ní yà tōu tā de qián lái zhèng míng lā sī kē 'ěr ní kē fū xíng wéi bù duān héng héng jiāng mǔ qīn de xuè hàn qián sòng gěi huài nǚ rén。 lā sī kē 'ěr ní kē fū dāng zhòng jiē chuān liǎo lú rén de wú chǐ xíng wéi， suǒ ní jī shí fēn gǎn jī tā。
lā sī kē 'ěr ní kē fū shā rén hòu， jìn guǎn méi lù hén jì， dàn shì què wú fǎ bǎi tuō nèi xīn de kǒng jù， tā gǎn dào zì jǐ yuán xiān de yī qiē měi hǎo de gǎn qíng dū suí zhī mǐn miè liǎo， zhè shì bǐ fǎ lǜ chéng fá gèng yán lì de liáng xīn chéng fá。 tā yì shí dào zì jǐ de“ shí yàn” shī bài liǎo。 tā huái zhe tòng kǔ de xīn qíng lái dào suǒ ní yà chù， shòu dào suǒ ní yà zōng jiào sī xiǎng de gǎn zhào， xiàng tā shuō chū liǎo fàn zuì de zhēn xiāng yǔ dòng jī。 zài suǒ ní yà de quàn shuō xià， tā xiàng jǐng fāng tóu 'àn zì shǒu。
lā sī kē 'ěr ní kē fū bèi pàn chù 8 nián kǔ yì， lái dào liǎo xī bó lì yà。 bù jiǔ， suǒ ní yà yě lái dào liǎo nà lǐ。 yī tiān qīng chén， liǎng rén zài hé biān xiāng yù。 tā men jué xīn qián xìn shàng dì， yǐ chàn huǐ de xīn qíng chéng shòu yī qiē kǔ nán， huò qǔ jīng shén shàng de xīn shēng。
《 zuì yǔ fá》 shì yī bù zhuó yuè de shè huì xīn lǐ xiǎo shuō， tā de fā biǎo biāo zhì zhe tuó sī tuǒ yé fū sī jī yì shù fēng gé de chéng shú。
xiǎo shuō yǐ zhù rén gōng lā sī kē 'ěr ní kē fū fàn zuì jí fàn zuì hòu shòu dào liáng xīn hé dào dé chéng fá wéi zhù xiàn， guǎng fàn dì miáo xiě liǎo 'é guó chéng shì pín mín zǒu tóu wú lù de bēi cǎn jìng yù hé rì qū jiān ruì de shè huì máo dùn。 zuò zhě bǐ xià de jīng chéng bǐ dé bǎo shì yī pài 'àn wú tiān rì de jǐng xiàng： cǎo shì chǎng shàng jù jí zhuóyǎn jīng bèi dǎ dé fā qīng de jì nǚ， wū zhuó de hé shuǐ zhōng zhēngzhá zhe tóu hé zì jìn de nǚ gōng， qióng kùn liáo dǎo de xiǎo gōng wù yuán bèi mǎ chē zhuàng dǎo zài jiē tóu， fā fēng de nǚ rén dài zhe hái zǐ yán jiē qǐ tǎo…… yǔ cǐ tóng shí， gāo lì dài lǎo tài pó dèng dà zhe xiōng hěn de yǎn jīng， yào zhà gān qióng rén de zuì hòu yī dī xuè hàn， mǎn shēn tóng chòu de shì kuài bù xī yòng yòu piàn、 wū xiàn de shǒu duàn cán hài“ xiǎo rén wù”， yǐ dá dào lì jǐ de mùdì， ér huāng yín wú dù de guì zú dì zhù wéi mǎn zú zì jǐ de shòu yù， bù duàn gān chū lìng rén fàzhǐ de gòu dāng…… zuò zhě huái zhe zhēn qiē de tóng qíng hé mǎn qiāng de jī fèn， jiāng 19 shì jì 60 nián dài shā 'é jīng chéng de hēi 'àn、 chì pín、 jué wàng hé wū zhuó yī qǐ wú qíng dì zhǎn xiàn zài dú zhě miàn qián。
lā sī kē 'ěr ní kē fū shì xiǎo shuō zhōng de zhōng xīn rén wù， zhè shì yī gè diǎn xíng de jù yòu shuāngchóng rén gé de xíng xiàng： tā shì yī gè xīn dì shàn liáng、 lè yú zhù rén de qióng dà xué shēng， yī gè yòu tiān fù、 yòu zhèng yì gǎn de qīng nián， dàn tóng shí tā de xìng gé yīn yù、 gū pì，“ yòu shí shèn zhì lěng mò wú qíng、 má mù bù rén dào liǎo háo wú rén xìng de dì bù”， wèile zhèng míng zì jǐ shì gè“ xià píng fán de rén”， jìng rán qù xíng xiōng shā rén，“ zài tā shēn shàng sì hū yòu liǎng zhǒng jié rán bù tóng de xìng gé zài jiāo tì biàn huà”。 zhèng shì zhè shuāngchóng rén gé zhī jiān de jī liè chōng tū， shǐ zhù rén gōng bù duàn dì dòng yáo zài duì zì jǐ de“ lǐ lùn”（ jí guān yú“ píng fán de rén” yǔ“ bù píng fán de rén” de guān diǎn） de kěn dìng yǔ fǒu dìng zhī jiān。 duì yú lā sī kē 'ěr ní kē fū lái shuō， rú guǒ gān yuàn zuò nì lái shùn shòu de“ píng fán de rén”， nà me děng dài tā de shì mǎ 'ěr měi lā tuó fū de bēi cǎn jié jú， rú guǒ qù zuò yī gè bù gù yī qiē dào dé zhǔn zé de“ rén lèi zhù zǎi zhě”， nà jiù huì yǔ wéi fēi zuò dǎi de bēi bǐ zhī tú lú rén hé sī wéi dé lǐ jiā yī luò fū tóng liú hé wū。 tā de rén gé zhōng de zhù dǎo miàn zhōng yú zài bái rè huà de bó dǒu zhōng zhàn liǎo yōu shì， bìng tuī dòng tā zuì hòu fǒu dìng zì jǐ de“ lǐ lùn”， xiàng suǒ ní yà kào lǒng。 xiǎo shuō tōng guò zhè yī xíng xiàng， shēn kè dì jiē lù liǎo zī chǎn jiē jí de“ ruò ròu qiáng shí” yuán zé duì xiǎo zī chǎn jiē jí zhī shí fènzǐ de dú hài， yòu lì dì pī pàn liǎo zhè yī yuán zé de fǎn rén dào zhù yì de shí zhì， bìng qiě cóng kè guān shàng fǒu dìng liǎo jiàn lì zài“ chāo rén” zhé xué jī chǔ shàng de wú zhèng fǔ zhù yì shì de fǎn kàng， yīn wéi zhè zhǒng fǎn kàng jué bù kě néng gěi bèi yā pò zhě dài lái xīn shēng huó de zhuǎn jī。
rán 'ér， zuò zhě zuò chū de shàng shù jiē lù hé pī pàn jǐn jǐn shì cóng lún lǐ dào dé guān niàn hé zōng jiào sī xiǎng chū fā de。 zuò zhě rèn wéi yī qiē yǐ bào lì kàng 'è de zuò fǎ dōubù zú qǔ， yīn wéi rén wú fǎ táo bì nèi xīn de chéng fá， zài huǐ miè tā rén de tóng shí yě huǐ miè liǎo zì shēn。 zuò zhě hái lì tú bǎ lā sī kē 'ěr ní kē fū de fàn zuì xíng wéi guī jié wéi pāo qì liǎo duì shàng dì de xìn yǎng suǒ zhì。 yòng suǒ ní yà de huà lái shuō， shì yīn wéi“ nín lí kāi liǎo shàng dì， shàng dì chéng fá liǎo nín， bǎ nín jiāo gěi liǎo mó guǐ！” zuò zhě wéi lā sī kē 'ěr ní kē fū 'ān pái de yī tiáo“ xīn shēng” zhī lù， shí jì shàng jiù shì yī tiáo yǔ hēi 'àn xiàn shí tuǒ xié de dào lù， yě jiù shì suǒ wèi“ suǒ ní yà de dào lù”。 zuò zhě bǎ suǒ ní yà kàn zuò rén lèi kǔ nán de xiàng zhēng， bìng zài tā shēn shàng tǐ xiàn liǎo qián xìn shàng dì， chéng shòu bù xìng， tōng guò tòng kǔ jìng huà líng hún de sī xiǎng， zuò wéi yī gè hēi 'àn shè huì de xī shēng pǐn， yī gè shòu yā pò zuì shēn de nǚ xìng， suǒ ní yà de xíng xiàng yòu zhe bù kě dī gū de diǎn xíng yì yì， dàn shì zuò wéi yī gè lǐ xiǎng rén wù， zhè yī xíng xiàng què xiǎn dé shí fēn cāng bái。 xiǎn rán， tuó sī tuǒ yé fū sī jī zài xiǎo shuō zhōng xuān yáng de zhè xiē zōng jiào sī xiǎng， yǔ zhěng bù zuò pǐn suǒ xiǎn shì de qiáng dà pī pàn lì liàng shì bù xiāng xié diào de： zhè lǐ chōng fēn biǎo xiàn chū zuò zhě shì jiè guān de jiān ruì máo dùn。
《 zuì yǔ fá》 jù yòu hěn gāo de yì shù chéng jiù。 xiǎo shuō bǐ jiào quán miàn dì xiǎn shì liǎo tuó sī tuǒ yé fū sī jī guān yú“ kè huà rén de xīn líng shēn chù de 'ào mì” de tè diǎn。 zuò zhě shǐ zhōng ràng rén wù chù zài wú fǎ jiě tuō de máo dùn zhī zhōng， tōng guò rén wù bēi jù xìng de nèi xīn chōng tū jiē shì rén wù xìng gé， tóng shí zuò zhě duì huàn jué、 mèng yǎn hé biàn tài xīn lǐ de kè huà yě jí wéi chū sè。 xiǎo shuō zhōng， yóu yú zuò zhě zhuólì tuò kuān rén wù de xīn lǐ jié gòu， qíng jié jié gòu xiāng duì dì chǔyú cóng shǔ dì wèi。 jìn guǎn zuò pǐn zhōng mǎ 'ěr měi lā tuó fū yī jiā de zāo yù lìng rén tóng qíng， xiōng shā shì jiàn kòu rén xīn xián， dàn tā mendōu zhǐ shì“ yī fèn fàn zuì de xīn lǐ bào gào” de zǔ chéng bù fēn。 zhèng yīn wéi zhè yàng， zhù rén gōng de nèi xīn shì jiè cái yǐ qián suǒ wèi yòu de fú dù hé shēn dù zhǎn xiàn zài dú zhě miàn qián。 cǐ wài， zhè bù xiǎo shuō chǎng miàn zhuǎn huàn kuài， chǎng jǐng tuī yí xùn sù， zhù yào qíng jié guò chéng zhǐ yòng liǎo jǐ tiān shí jiān， zài nóng suō de shí kōng zhōng róng nà liǎo fēng fù de sī xiǎng nèi róng， xiǎo shuō de shí dài sè cǎi hé zhèng lùn sè cǎi shí fēn xiān míng。
Crime and Punishment focuses on the mental anguish and moral dilemmas of Rodion Romanovich Raskolnikov, an impoverished ex-student from St. Petersburg who formulates and executes a plan to kill an unscrupulous pawnbroker for her money. Raskolnikov argues that with the pawnbroker's money he can perform good deeds to counterbalance the crime, while ridding the world of a worthless parasite. This murder he also commits to test Raskolnikov's hypothesis that some people are naturally able to and also have the right to murder. Several times throughout the novel, Raskolnikov also justifies his actions by connecting himself mentally with Napoleon Bonaparte, believing that murder is permissible in pursuit of a higher purpose.
Creation
Dostoevsky conceived the idea of Crime and Punishment in the summer of 1865, having gambled away much of his fortune, unable to pay his bill or afford proper meals. At the time the author owed large sums of money to creditors, and was trying to help the family of his brother Mikhail, who had died in early 1864. Projected under the title The Drunkards, it was to deal "with the present question of drunkness ... [in] all its ramifications, especially the picture of a family and the bringing up of children in these circumstance, etc., etc." Once Dostoevsky conceived Raskolnikov and his crime, now inspired by the case of Pierre François Lacenaire, this theme became ancillary, centering on the story of the Marmeladov family.
Dostoevsky offered his story or novella (at the time Dostoevsky was not thinking of a novel) to the publisher Mikhail Katkov. His monthly journal, The Russian Messenger, was a prestigious publication of its kind, and the outlet for both Ivan Turgenev and Leo Tolstoy, but Dostoevsky, having carried on quite bruising polemics with Katkov in early 1860s, had never published anything in its pages. Dostoevsky turned as a last resort to Katkov, and asked for an advance on a proposed contribution after all other appeals elsewhere failed. In a letter to Katkov written in September 1865, Dostoevsky explained to him that the work was to be about a young man who yields to "certain strange, 'unfinished' ideas, yes floating in the air"; he had thus embarked on his plan to explore the moral and psychological dangers of the "radical" ideology. In letters written in November 1865 an important conceptual change occurred: the "story" has become a "novel", and from here on all references to Crime and Punishment are to a novel.
Dostoevsky had to race against time, in order to finish on time both The Gambler and Crime and Punishment. Anna Snitkina, a stenographer who would soon become his second wife, was a great help for Dostoevsky during this difficult task. The first part of Crime and Punishment appeared in the January 1866 issue of The Russian Messenger, and the last one was published in December 1866.
“ At the end of November much had been written and was ready; I burned it all; I can confess that now. I didn't like it myself. A new form, a new plan excited me, and I started all over again. ”
— Dostoevsky's letter to his friend Alexander Wrangel in February 1886
In the complete edition of Dostoevsky's writings published in the Soviet Union, the editors reassembled and printed the notebooks that the writer kept while working on Crime and Punishment, in a sequence roughly corresponding to the various stages of composition. Because of these labors, there is now a fragmentary working draft of the story, or novella, as initially conceived, as well as two other versions of the text. These have been distinguished as the Wiesbaden edition, the Petersburg edition, and the final plan, involving the shift from a first-person narrator to the indigenous variety of third-person form invented by Dostoevsky. The Wiesbaden edition concentrates entirely on the moral/physic reactions of the narrator after the murder. It coincides roughly with the story that Dostoevsky described in his letter to Katkov, and written in a form of a diary or journal, corresponds to what eventually became part II.
“ I wrote [this chapter] with genuine inspiration, but perhaps it is no good; but for them the question is not its literary worth, they are worried about its morality. Here I was in the right—nothing was against morality, and even quite the contrary, but they saw otherwise and, what's more, saw traces of nihilism ... I took it back, and this revision of a large chapter cost me at least three new chapters of work, judging by the effort and the weariness; but I corrected it and gave it back. ”
— Dostoevsky's letter to A.P. Milyukov
Why Dostoevsky abandoned his initial version remains a matter of speculation. According to Joseph Frank, "one possibility is that his protagonist began to develop beyond the boundaries in which he had first been conceived". The notebooks indicate that Dostoevsky was aware of the emergence of new aspects of Raskolnikov's character as the plot action proceeded, and he structured the novel in conformity with this "metamorphosis," Frank says. Dostoevsky thus decided to fuse the story with his previous idea for a novel called The Drunkards. The final version of Crime and Punishment came to birth only when, in November 1865, Dostoevsky decided to recast his novel in the third person. This shift was the culmination of a long struggle, present through all the early stages of composition. Once having decided, Dostoevsky began to rewrite from scratch, and was able to easily integrate sections of the early manuscript into the final text—Frank says that he did not, as he told Wrangel, burn everything he had written earlier.
The final draft went smoothly, except for a clash with the editors of The Russian Messenger, about which very little is known. Since the manuscript Dostoevsky turned in to Katkov was lost, it is unclear what the editors had objected to in the original. In 1889, the editors of the journal commented that "it was not easy for him [Dostoevsky] to give up his intentionally exaggerated idealization of Sonya as a woman who carried self-sacrifice to the point of sacrificing her body". It seems that Dostoevsky had initially given Sonya a much more affirmative role in the scene, in which she reads the Gospel story of the raising of Lazarus to Raskolnikov.
Plot
Raskolnikov, a mentally unstable drop-out student, lives in a tiny, rented room in Saint Petersburg. He refuses all help, even from his friend Razumikhin, and devises a plan to murder and to rob an unpleasant elderly pawn-broker and money-lender, Alyona Ivanovna. His motivation, whether personal or ideological, remains at this point unclear. While still considering the plan, Raskolnikov makes the acquaintance of Semyon Zakharovich Marmeladov, a drunkard who recently squandered his family's little wealth. He also receives a letter from his sister and mother, speaking of their coming visit to St. Petersberg, and his sister's sudden marriage plans which they plan on discussing upon their arrival.
After much deliberation, Raskolnikov sneaks into Alyona Ivanovna's apartment where he murders her with an ax. He also kills her half-sister, Lizaveta, who happens to stumble upon the scene of the crime. Shaken by his actions, Raskolnikov manages to only steal a handful of items and a small purse, leaving much of the pawn-broker's wealth untouched. Raskolnikov then flees and manages to leave miraculously unseen and undetected.
After the bungled murder, Raskolnikov falls into a feverish state and begins to worry obsessively over the murder. He hides the stolen items and purse under a rock, and tries desperately to clean his clothing of any blood or evidence. He falls into a fever later that day, though not before calling briefly on his old friend Razumikhin. As the fever comes and goes in the following days, Raskolnikov behaves as though he wishes to betray himself. He shows strange reactions to whosoever mentions the murder of the pawn-broker, which is now known about and talked of in the city. In his delirium, Raskolnikov wanders Petersberg, drawing more and more attention to himself and his relation to the crime. In one of walks through the city, he sees Marmeladov being struck mortally by a carriage in the streets. Rushing to help him, Raskolnikov gives the remainder of his money to the man's family, which includes his teenage daughter, Sonia, who has been forced to become a prostitute to support her family.
In the meantime, Raskolnikov's mother, Pulkheria Alexandrovna, and his sister, Avdotya Romanovna (or Dunya) have arrived in town. Avdotya had been working as a governess for the Svidrigailov family until this point, but was forced out of the position by the head of the family, Arkady Ivanovich Svidrigaïlov. Svidrigailov, a married man, was attracted to Avdotya's physical beauty and her stunning spiritual qualities, and offered her riches and elopement. Avdotya, having none of this, fled the family and lost her source of income, only to meet Pyotr Petrovich Luzhin, a man of modest income and rank. Luzhin proposes to marry Avdotya, thereby securing her and her mother's financial safety, provided she accept him quickly and without question. It is for these very reasons that the two of them come to St. Petersberg, both to meet Luzhin there and to attain Raskolnikov's approval. Luzhin, however, calls on Raskolnikov while he is in a delirious state and presents himself as a foolish, self-righteous and presuming man. Raskolnikov dismisses him immediately as a potential husband for his sister, and realizes that she only accepted him to help her family.
As the novel progresses, Raskolnikov is introduced to the detective Porfiry, who begins to suspect him for the murder purely on psychological grounds. At the same time, a chaste relationship develops between Raskolnikov and Sonya. Sonya, though a prostitute, is full of Christian virtue and is only driven into the profession by her family's poverty. Meanwhile, Razumikhin and Raskolnikov manage to keep Avdotya from continuing her relationship with Luzhin, whose true character is exposed to be conniving and base. At this point, Svidrigailov appears on the scene, having come from the province to Petersberg, almost solely to seek out Avdotya. He reveals that his wife is dead, and that he is willing to pay Avdotya a vast sum of money in exchange for nothing. She, upon hearing the news, refuses flat out, suspecting him of treachery.
As Raskolnikov and Porfiry continue to meet, Raskolnikov's motives for the crime become exposed. Porfiry becomes increasingly certain of the man's guilt, but has no concrete evidence or witnesses with which to back this suspicion up. Raskolnikov's nerves begin to wear thin, and he is constantly struggling with the the idea of confessing, though he knows that he can never be truly convicted. He turns to Sonya for support, and confesses his crime to her. By coincidence, Svidrigailov has taken up residence in a room next to Sonya's and overhears the entire confession. When the two men meet face to face, Svidrigailov acknowledges this fact, and suggests that he may use it against him, should he need to. Svidrigailov also speaks of his own past, in which he reveals that he has committed murder and most recently killed his wife.
Raskolnikov is at this point completely torn; he is urged by Sonya to confess, and Svidrigailov's testimony could potentially convict him. Meantime, Svidrigailov attempts to seduce and then rape Avdotya, who convinces him not to. He then spends a night in confusion, and in the morning shoots himself. This same morning, Raskolnikov goes again to Sonya, who again urges him to confess and to clear his conscience. He makes his way to the police station, where he is met by the news of Svidrigailov's suicide. He hesitates a moment, thinking again that he might get away with a perfect crime, but is persuaded by Sonya to confess.
The epilogue tells of how Raskolnikov is sentenced to penal servitude in Siberia, where Sonya follows him. Avdotya and Razumikhin marry and are left in a happy position by the end of the novel. Raskolnikov, however, struggles in Siberia. It is only after some time serving that his redemption and moral regeneration begin under Sonya's loving influence.
Characters
In Crime and Punishment Dostoevsky succeeds in fusing the personality of his main character, Rodion Romanovich Raskolnikov (Russian: Родион Романович Раскольников), with his new anti-radical ideological themes. The main plot involves a murder as the result of "ideological intoxication," and depicts all the disastrous moral and psychical consequences that result from the murderer. Raskolnikov's psychology is placed at the center, and carefully interwoven with the ideas behind his transgression; every other feature of the novel illuminates the agonizing dilemma in which Raskolnikov is caught. From another point of view, the novel's plot is another variation of a conventional nineteenth-century theme: an innocent young provincial comes to seek his fortune in the capital, where he succumbs to corruption, and loses all traces of his former freshness and purity. However, as Gary Rosenshield points out, "Raskolnikov succumbs not to the temptations of high society as Honoré de Balzac's Rastignac or Stendhal's Julien Sorel, but to those of rationalistic Petersburg".
Raskolnikov is the protagonist, and the action is focalized primarily from his perspective. Despite its name, the novel does not so much deal with the crime and its formal punishment, as with Raskolnikov's internal struggle (the English translation does not do justice to the plot, however, in Russia, the title means 'transgression' over a border, which is what Raskolnikov emotionally does).[citation needed] The book shows that his punishment results more from his conscience than from the law. He committed murder with the belief that he possessed enough intellectual and emotional fortitude to deal with the ramifications, [based on his paper/thesis, "On Crime", that he is a Napoleon], but his sense of guilt soon overwhelms him. It is only in the epilogue that he realizes his formal punishment, having decided to confess and end his alienation.
Sofia Semyonovna Marmeladova (Russian: Софья Семёновна Мармеладова), variously called Sonia and Sonechka, is the daughter of a drunk, Semyon Zakharovich Marmeladov, whom Raskolnikov meets in a tavern at the beginning of the novel, and who, Raskolnikov discerns, shares the same feelings of shame and alienation as he does. She becomes the first person to whom Raskolnikov confesses his crime, and she supports him even though she was friends with one of the victims (Lizaveta). For most of the novel, Sonya serves as the spiritual guide for Raskolnikov. After his confession she follows him to Siberia where she lives in the same town as the prison.
Other characters of the novel are:
* Porfiry Petrovich (Порфирий Петрович) – The detective in charge of solving the murders of Lizaveta and Alyona Ivanovna, who, along with Sonya, guides Raskolnikov towards confession. Unlike Sonya, however, Porfiry does this through psychological games. Despite the lack of evidence, he becomes certain Raskolnikov is the murderer following several conversations with him, but gives him the chance to confess voluntarily. He attempts to confuse and to provoke the unstable Raskolnikov in an attempt to coerce him to confess.
* Avdotya Romanovna Raskolnikova (Авдотья Романовна Раскольникова) – Raskolnikov's strong willed and self-sacrificial sister, called Dunya, Dounia or Dunechka for short. She initially plans to marry the wealthy, yet smug and self-possessed, Luzhin, to save the family from financial destitution. She has a habit of pacing across the room while thinking. She is followed to Saint Petersburg by the disturbed Svidrigailov, who seeks to win her back through blackmail. She rejects both men in favour of Raskolnikov's loyal friend, Razumikhin.
* Arkady Ivanovich Svidrigaïlov (Аркадий Иванович Свидригайлов) – Sensual, depraved, and wealthy former employer and current pursuer of Dunya, Svidrigaïlov is suspected of multiple acts of murder, and overhears Raskolnikov's confessions to Sonya. With this knowledge he torments both Dunya and Raskolnikov but does not inform the police. When Dunya tells him she could never love him (after attempting to shoot him) he lets her go and commits suicide. Whereas Sonya represents the path to salvation, Svidrigaïlov represents the other path towards suicide. Despite his apparent malevolence, Svidrigaïlov is similar to Raskolnikov in regard to his random acts of charity. He fronts the money for the Marmeladov children to enter an orphanage (after both their parents die), gives Sonya five percent bank notes totalling three thousand rubles, and leaves the rest of his money to his juvenile fiancée.
* Marfa Petrovna Svidrigailova (Марфа Петровна Свидригайлова) – Arkady Svidrigaïlov's deceased wife, whom he is suspected of having murdered, and who he claims has visited him as a ghost. Her bequest of 3,000 rubles to Dunya allows Dunya to reject Luzhin as a suitor.
* Dmitri Prokofich Razumikhin (Дмитрий Прокофьич Разумихин) – Raskolnikov's loyal friend. In terms of Razumikhin's contribution to Dostoevsky's anti-radical thematics, he is intended to represent something of a reconciliation of the pervasive thematic conflict between faith and reason. The fact that his name means reason shows Dostoevsky's desire to employ this faculty as a foundational basis for his Christian faith in God.
* Katerina Ivanovna Marmeladova (Катерина Ивановна Мармеладова) – Semyon Marmeladov's consumptive and ill-tempered second wife, stepmother to Sonya. She drives Sonya into prostitution in a fit of rage, but later regrets it, and beats her children mercilessly, but works ferociously to improve their standard of living. She is obsessed with demonstrating that slum life is far below her station. Following Marmeladov's death, she uses Raskolnikov's money to hold a funeral.
* Semyon Zakharovich Marmeladov (Семён Захарович Мармеладов) – Hopeless drunk who indulges in his own suffering, and father of Sonya. Marmeladov could be seen as a Russian equivalent of the character of Micawber in Charles Dickens' novel, David Copperfield.[citation needed]
* Pulkheria Alexandrovna Raskolnikova (Пульхерия Александровна Раскольникова) – Raskolnikov's relatively clueless, hopeful and loving mother. Following Raskolnikov's sentence, she falls ill (mentally and physically) and eventually dies. She hints in her dying stages that she is slightly more aware of her son's fate, which was hidden from her by Dunya and Razumikhin.
* Pyotr Petrovich Luzhin (Пётр Петрович Лужин) – A well-off lawyer who is engaged to Raskolnikov's sister Dunya in the beginning of the novel. His motives for the marriage is rather despicable, as he states more or less that he chose her since she will be completely beholden to him financially.
* Andrey Semyenovich Lebezyatnikov (Андрей Семёнович Лебезятников) – Luzhin's utopian socialist roommate who witnesses his attempt to frame Sonya and subsequently exposes him.
* Alyona Ivanovna (Алёна Ивановна) – Suspicious old pawnbroker who hoards money and is merciless to her patrons. She is Raskolnikov's intended target.
* Lizaveta Ivanovna (Лизавета Ивановна) – Alyona's simple and innocent sister. Raskolnikov murders her when she walks in immediately after Raskolnikov had killed Alyona. Lizaveta was a friend of Sonya's.
* Zosimov (Зосимов) – A friend of Razumikhin and a doctor who cared for Raskolnikov.
* Nastasya Petrovna (Настасья Петровна) – Raskolnikov's landlady's servant and a friend of Raskolnikov.
* Nikodim Fomich (Никодим Фомич)– The amiable Chief of Police.
* Ilya "Gunpowder" Petrovich (Илья Петрович) – A police official and Fomich's assistant.
* Alexander Grigorievich Zamyotov (Александр Григорьевич Заметов) – Head clerk at the police station and friend to Razumikhin. Raskolnikov arouses Zamyotov's suspicions by explaining how he, Raskolnikov, would have committed various crimes, although Zamyotov later apologizes, believing, much to Raskolnikov's amusement, that it was all a farce to expose how ridiculous the suspicions were. This scene illustrates the argument of Raskolnikov's belief in his own superiority as Übermensch.[citation needed]
* Nikolai Dementiev (Николай Дементьев) – A painter and sectarian who admits to the murder, since his sect holds it to be supremely virtuous to suffer for another person's crime.
* Polina Mikhailovna Marmeladova (Полина Михайловна Мармеладова) – Ten-year-old adopted daughter of Semyon Zakharovich Marmeladov and younger stepsister to Sonya, sometimes known as Polechka.
Name Word Meaning (in Russian)
Rodion Romanovich Raskolnikov raskol a schism, or split; "raskolnik" is "one who splits" or "dissenter"; the verb raskalyvat' means "to cleave", "to chop","to crack","to split" or "to break"
Pyotr Petrovich Luzhin luzha a puddle
Dmitri Prokofich Razumikhin razum reason, intelligence
Alexander Grigorievich Zamyotov zametit to notice, to realize
Andrey Semyenovich Lebezyatnikov lebezit to fawn on somebody, to cringe
Semyon Zakharovich Marmeladov marmelad marmalade/jam
Arkady Ivanovich Svidrigailov Svidrigailo a Lithuanian duke of the fifteenth century
Structure
Crime and Punishment has a distinct beginning, middle and end. The novel is divided into six parts, with an epilogue. The notion of "intrinsic duality" in Crime and Punishment has been commented upon, with the suggestion that there is a degree of symmetry to the book. Edward Wasiolek who has argued that Dostoevsky was a skilled craftsman, highly conscious of the formal pattern in his art, has likened the structure of Crime & Punishment to a "flattened X", saying:
Parts I-III [of Crime and Punishment] present the predominantly rational and proud Raskolnikov: Parts IV-VI, the emerging "irrational" and humble Raskolnikov. The first half of the novel shows the progressive death of the first ruling principle of his character; the last half, the progressive birth of the new ruling principle. The point of change comes in the very middle of the novel.
This compositional balance is achieved by means of the symmetrical distribution of certain key episodes throughout the novel's six parts. The recurrence of these episodes in the two halves of the novel, as David Bethea has argued, is organized according to a mirror-like principle, whereby the "left" half of the novel reflects the "right" half. For her part, Margaret Church discerns a contrapuntal structuring: parts I, III and V deal largely with the main hero's relationship to his family (mother, sister and mother surrogates), while parts II, IV and VI deal with his relationship to the authorities of the state "and to various father figures".
The seventh part of the novel, the Epilogue, has attracted much attention and controversy. Some of Dostoevsky's critics have criticized the novel's final pages as superfluous, anti-climactic, unworthy of the rest of the work, while others have rushed to the defense of the Epilogue, offering various ingenious schemes which conclusively prove its inevitability and necessity. Steven Cassedy argues that Crime and Punishment "is formally two distinct but closely related, things, namely a particular type of tragedy in the classical Greek mold and a Christian resurrection tale". Cassedy concludes that "the logical demands of the tragic model as such are satisfied without the Epilogue in Crime and Punishment ... At the same time, this tragedy contains a Christian component, and the logical demands of this element are met only by the resurrection promised in the Epilogue".
Crime and Punishment is written from a third-person omniscient perspective. It is focalized primarily from the point of view of Raskolnikov; however, it does at times switch to the perspective of Svidrigailov, Razumikhin, Peter Petrovich, or Dunya. This narrative technique, which fuses the narrator very closely with the consciousness and point of view of the central characters of the plot, was original for its period. Franks notes that his identification, through Dostoevsky's use of the time shifts of memory and his manipulation of temporal sequence, begins to approach the later experiments of Henry James, Joseph Conrad, Virginia Woolf, and James Joyce. A late nineteenth-century reader was, however, accustomed to more orderly and linear types of expository narration. This led to the persistence of the legend that Dostoevsky was an untidy and negligent craftsman, and to critical observations like the following by Melchior de Vogüé:
"A word ... one does not even notice, a small fact that takes up only a line, have their reverberations fifty pages later ... [so that] the continuity becomes unintelligible if one skips a couple of pages."
Dostoevsky uses different speech mannerisms and sentences of different length for different characters. Those who use artificial language—Luzhin, for example—are identified as unattractive people. Mrs. Marmeladov's disintegrating mind is reflected in her language, too. In the original Russian text, the names of the major characters have something of a double meaning, but in translation the subtlety of the language is sometimes lost. There is even a play with the Russian word for crime ("prestuplenie"), which is literally translated as a stepping across or a transgression. The physical image of crime as a crossing over a barrier or a boundary is lost in translation. So is the religious implication of transgression, which in English refers to a sin rather than a crime.
Symbolism
The Dreams
Raskolnikov's dreams always have a symbolic meaning, which suggests a psychological view. In the dream about the horse, the mare has to sacrifice itself for the men who are too much in a rush to wait. This could be symbolic of women sacrificing themselves for men, just like Raskolnikov's belief that Dunya is sacrificing herself for Rodya by marrying Luzhin. Some critics have suggested this dream is the fullest single expression of the whole novel, containing the nihilistic destruction of an innocent creature and Rodion's suppressed sympathy for it (although the young Rodion in the dream runs to the horse, he still murders the pawnbroker soon after waking). The dream is also mentioned when Raskolnikov talks to Marmeladov. He states that his daughter, Sonya, has to sell her body to earn a living for their family. The dream is also a blatant warning for the impending murder.
In the final pages, Raskolnikov, who at this point is in the prison infirmary, has a feverish dream about a plague of nihilism, that enters Russia and Europe from the east and which spreads senseless dissent (Raskolnikov's name alludes to "raskol", dissent) and fanatic dedication to "new ideas": it finally engulfs all of mankind. Though we don't learn anything about the content of these ideas they clearly disrupt society forever and are seen as exclusively critical assaults on ordinary thinking: it is clear that Dostoevsky was envisaging the new, politically and culturally nihilist ideas which were entering Russian literature and society in this watershed decade, and with which Dostoevsky would be in debate for the rest of his life (cp. Chernyshevsky's What Is to Be Done?, Dobrolyubov's abrasive journalism, Turgenev's Fathers and Sons and Dostoevsky's own The Possessed). Just like the novel demonstrates and argues Dostoevsky's conviction that "if God doesn't exist (or is not recognized) then anything is permissible" the dream sums up his fear that if men won't check their thinking against the realities of life and nature, and if they are unwilling to listen to reason or authority, then no ideas or cultural institutions will last and only brute barbarism can be the result. Janko Lavrin, who took part in the revolutions of the WWI era, knew Lenin and Trotsky and many others, and later would spend years writing and researching on Dostoevsky and other Russian classics, called this final dream "prophetic in its symbolism".
The Cross
Sonya gives Rodya a cross when he goes to turn himself in. He takes his pain upon him by carrying the cross through town, like Jesus; he falls to his knees in the town square on the way to his confession. Sonya carried the cross up until then, which indicates that, as literally mentioned in the book, she suffers for him, in a semi-Christ-like manner. Sonya and Lizaveta had exchanged crosses and become spiritual sisters, originally the cross was Lizaveta's — so Sonya carries Lizaveta's cross, the cross of Rodya's innocent victim, whom he didn't intend to kill.
Saint Petersburg
“ On an exceptionally hot evening early in July a young man came out of the garret in which he lodged in S. Place and walked slowly, as though in hesitation, towards K. bridge. ”
— Fyodor Dostoevsky, Crime and Punishment, I, I
The above opening sentence of the novel has a symbolic function: Russian critic Vadim K. Kozhinov argues that the reference to the "exceptionally hot evening" establishes not only the suffocating atmosphere of Saint Petersburg in midsummer but also "the infernal ambience of the crime itself". Dostoevsky was among the first to recognize the symbolic possibilities of city life and imagery drawn from the city. I. F. I. Evnin regards Crime and Punishment as the first great Russian novel "in which the climactic moments of the action are played out in dirty taverns, on the street, in the sordid black rooms of the poor".
Dostoevsky's Petersburg is the city of unrelieved poverty; "magnificence has no place in it, because magnificence is external, formal abstract, cold". Dostoevsky connects the city's problems to Raskolnikov's thoughts and subsequent actions. The crowded streets and squares, the shabby houses and taverns, the noise and stench, all are transformed by Dostoevsky into a rich store of metaphors for states of mind. Donald Fanger asserts that "the real city [...] rendered with a striking concreteness, is also a city of the mind in the way that its atmosphere answers Raskolnikov's spiritual condition and almost symbolizes it. It is crowded, stifling, and parched."
Themes
Dostoevsky's letter to Katkov reveals his immediate inspiration, to which he remained faithful even after his original plan evolved into a much more ambitious creation: a desire to counteract what he regarded as nefarious consequences arising from the doctrines of Russian nihilism. In the novel, Dostoevsky pinpointed the dangers of both utilitarianism and rationalism, the main ideas of which inspired the radicals, continuing a fierce criticism he had already started with his Notes from Underground. A Slavophile religious believer, Dostoevsky utilized the characters, dialogue and narrative in Crime and Punishment to articulate an argument against westernizing ideas in general. He thus attacked a peculiar Russian blend of French utopian socialism and Benthamite utilitarianism, which had led to what revolutionaries, such as Nikolai Chernyshevsky, called "rational egoism".
The radicals refused, however, to recognize themselves in the novel's pages (Dimitri Pisarev ridiculed the notion that Raskolnikov's ideas could be identified with those of the radicals of his time), since Dostoevsky portrayed nihilistic ideas to their most extreme consequences. The aim of these ideas was altruistic and humanitarian, but these aims were to be achieved by relying on reason and suppressing entirely the spontaneous outflow of Christian pity and compassion. Chernyshevsky's utilitarian ethic proposed that thought and will in man were subject to the laws of physical science. Dostoevsky believed that such ideas limited man to a product of physics, chemistry and biology, negating spontaneous emotional responses. In its latest variety of Bazarovism, Russian nihilism encouraged the creation of an élite of superior individuals to whom the hopes of the future were to be entrusted.
Raskolnikov exemplifies all the potentially disastrous hazards contained in such an ideal. Frank notes that "the moral-psychological traits of his character incorporate this antinomy between instinctive kindness, sympathy, and pity on the one hand and, on the other, a proud and idealistic egoism that has become perverted into a contemptuous disdain for the submissive herd". Raskolnikov's inner conflict in the opening section of the novel results in a utilitarian-altruistic justification for the proposed crime: why not kill a wretched and "useless" old moneylender to alleviate the human misery? Dostoevsky wants to show that this utilitarian type of reasoning and its conclusions had become widespread and commonplace; they were by no means the solitary invention of Raskolnikov's tormented and disordered mind. Such radical and utilitarian ideas act to reinforce the innate egoism of Raskolnikov's character, and to turn him into a hater rather than a lover of his fellow humans. He even becomes fascinated with the majestic image of a Napoleonic personality who, in the interests of a higher social good, believes that he possesses a moral right to kill. Indeed, his "Napoleon-like" plan drags him to a well-calculated murder, the ultimate conclusion of his self-deception with utilitarianism.
In his depiction of the Petersburg background, Dostoevsky accentuates the squalor and human wretchedness that pass before Raskolnikov's eyes. He also uses Raskolnikov's encounter with Marmeladov to present both the heartlessness of Raskolnikov's convictions and the alternative set of values to be set against them. Dostoevsky believes that the "freedom" propounded by the aforementioned ideas is a dreadful freedom "that is contained by no values, because it is before values". The product of this "freedom", Raskolnikov, is in perpetual revolt against society, himself, and God. He thinks that he is self-sufficient and self-contained, but at the end "his boundless self-confidence must disappear in the face of what is greater than himself, and his self-fabricated justification must humble itself before the higher justice of God". Dostoevsky calls for the regeneration and renewal of the "sick" Russian society through the re-discovering of their country, their religion, and their roots.
Reception
The first part of Crime and Punishment published in the January and February issues of The Russian Messenger met with public success. Although the remaining parts of the novel had still to be written, an anonymous reviewer wrote that "the novel promises to be one of the most important works of the author of The House of the Dead". In his memoirs, the conservative belletrist Nikolay Strakhov recalled that in Russia Crime and Punishment was the literary sensation of 1866.
The novel soon attracted the criticism of the liberal and radical critics. G.Z. Yeliseyev sprang to the defense of the Russian student corporations, and wondered, "Has there ever been a case of a student committing murder for the sake of robbery?" Pisarev, aware of the novel's artistic value attempted in 1867 another approach: he argued that Raskolnikov was a product of his environment, and explained that the main theme of the work was poverty and its results. He measured the novel's excellence by the accuracy and understanding with which Dostoevsky portrayed the contemporary social reality, and focused on what he regarded as inconsistencies in the novel's plot. Strakhov rejected Pisarev's contention that the theme of environmental determinism was essential to the novel, and pointed out that Dostoevsky's attitude towards his hero was sympathetic: "This is not mockery of the younger generation, neither a reproach nor an accusation—it is a lament over it."
English translations
* Frederick Whishaw (1885)
* Constance Garnett (1914)
* David Magarshack (1951)
* Princess Alexandra Kropotkin (1953)
* Jessie Coulson (1953)
* Sidney Monas (1968)
* David McDuff (1991)
* Richard Pevear & Larissa Volokhonsky (1992)
* Julius Katzer
* Michael Scammell
Film adaptations
Main article: Film adaptations of Crime and Punishment
There have been over 25 film adaptations of Crime and Punishment. They include:
* Raskolnikow (aka Crime and Punishment) (1923, directed by Robert Wiene)
* Crime and Punishment (1935, starring Peter Lorre, Edward Arnold and Marian Marsh)
* Eigoban Tsumi to Batsu (1953, manga by Tezuka Osamu, under his interpretation)
* Crime and Punishment (1970 film) (Soviet film, 1970, starring Georgi Taratorkin, Tatyana Bedova, Vladimir Basov, Victoria Fyodorova) dir. Lev Kulidzhanov
* Rikos ja Rangaistus (1983; Crime and Punishment), the first movie by the Finnish director Aki Kaurismäki, with Markku Toikka in the lead role. The story has been transplanted to modern-day Helsinki, Finland.
* Crime and Punishment in Suburbia (2000, an adaptation set in modern America and "loosely based" on the novel)
* Columbo (1971 - 78, and intermittently otherwise, starring the American actor Peter Falk) According to the creator of "Columbo", William Link, the American detective "Columbo", is based in part upon Porfiry Petrovich.
lí tā zhù chù bù yuǎn yòu jiā dàngpù， lǎo bǎn niàn shì gè gāo lì dài zhě， xīn hěn shǒu là。 yī tiān wǎn shàng， lā sī kē 'ěr ní kē fū chéng tā yī rén zài jiā， chuǎng rù shì nèi， bǎ tā shā sǐ。 cǐ shí lǎo bǎn niàn de yì mǔ mèi mèi wài chū fǎn huí， lā sī kē 'ěr ní kē fū zài huāng luàn zhōng yòu shā sǐ liǎo tā。 cì rì qīng chén， tā shōu dào jǐng chá jú de chuán piào， jīng kǒng wàn fēn， hòu zhī shì wéi zhuī jiāo qiàn kuǎn shí cái sōng liǎo kǒu qì。 tā zài lí kāi shí wú yì zhōng tīng dào jǐng guān tán lùn zuó wǎn xiōng shā 'àn， jǐn zhāng dé hūn jué guò qù， yǐn qǐ yī jǐng guān zhù yì。 tā qīng xǐng hòu huí dào jiā lǐ jiù wò chuáng bù qǐ， jǐ tiān bùxǐng rén shì， hòu lái bìng qíng yòu suǒ hǎo zhuǎn， dàn nèi xīn què chǔyú gèng tòng kǔ de máo dùn chōng tū zhōng。
jǐ tiān hòu， lā sī kē 'ěr ní kē fū 'ǒu rán jiàn dào yīn chē huò 'ér shēng mìng chuí wēi de mǎ 'ěr měi lā tuó fū。 tā yào qiú jǐng chá jiāng shāng zhě sòng huí jiā zhōng， mǎ 'ěr měi lā tuó fū dào jiā hòu jiù sǐ qù。 lā sī kē 'ěr ní kē fū tóng qíng gū 'ér guǎ mǔ de bù xìng， ná chū mǔ qīn gāng jì lái de 25 lú bù jiē jì tā men。 lǜ shī lú rén xiǎng yòng qī piàn shǒu duàn qǔ lā sī kē 'ěr ní kē fū de mèi mèi dù ní yà， yóu yú zāo dào lā sī kē 'ěr ní kē fū de jí lì fǎn duì 'ér gào chuī。 lú rén huái hèn zài xīn， qǐ tú yǐ wū xiàn suǒ ní yà tōu tā de qián lái zhèng míng lā sī kē 'ěr ní kē fū xíng wéi bù duān héng héng jiāng mǔ qīn de xuè hàn qián sòng gěi huài nǚ rén。 lā sī kē 'ěr ní kē fū dāng zhòng jiē chuān liǎo lú rén de wú chǐ xíng wéi， suǒ ní jī shí fēn gǎn jī tā。
lā sī kē 'ěr ní kē fū shā rén hòu， jìn guǎn méi lù hén jì， dàn shì què wú fǎ bǎi tuō nèi xīn de kǒng jù， tā gǎn dào zì jǐ yuán xiān de yī qiē měi hǎo de gǎn qíng dū suí zhī mǐn miè liǎo， zhè shì bǐ fǎ lǜ chéng fá gèng yán lì de liáng xīn chéng fá。 tā yì shí dào zì jǐ de“ shí yàn” shī bài liǎo。 tā huái zhe tòng kǔ de xīn qíng lái dào suǒ ní yà chù， shòu dào suǒ ní yà zōng jiào sī xiǎng de gǎn zhào， xiàng tā shuō chū liǎo fàn zuì de zhēn xiāng yǔ dòng jī。 zài suǒ ní yà de quàn shuō xià， tā xiàng jǐng fāng tóu 'àn zì shǒu。
lā sī kē 'ěr ní kē fū bèi pàn chù 8 nián kǔ yì， lái dào liǎo xī bó lì yà。 bù jiǔ， suǒ ní yà yě lái dào liǎo nà lǐ。 yī tiān qīng chén， liǎng rén zài hé biān xiāng yù。 tā men jué xīn qián xìn shàng dì， yǐ chàn huǐ de xīn qíng chéng shòu yī qiē kǔ nán， huò qǔ jīng shén shàng de xīn shēng。
《 zuì yǔ fá》 shì yī bù zhuó yuè de shè huì xīn lǐ xiǎo shuō， tā de fā biǎo biāo zhì zhe tuó sī tuǒ yé fū sī jī yì shù fēng gé de chéng shú。
xiǎo shuō yǐ zhù rén gōng lā sī kē 'ěr ní kē fū fàn zuì jí fàn zuì hòu shòu dào liáng xīn hé dào dé chéng fá wéi zhù xiàn， guǎng fàn dì miáo xiě liǎo 'é guó chéng shì pín mín zǒu tóu wú lù de bēi cǎn jìng yù hé rì qū jiān ruì de shè huì máo dùn。 zuò zhě bǐ xià de jīng chéng bǐ dé bǎo shì yī pài 'àn wú tiān rì de jǐng xiàng： cǎo shì chǎng shàng jù jí zhuóyǎn jīng bèi dǎ dé fā qīng de jì nǚ， wū zhuó de hé shuǐ zhōng zhēngzhá zhe tóu hé zì jìn de nǚ gōng， qióng kùn liáo dǎo de xiǎo gōng wù yuán bèi mǎ chē zhuàng dǎo zài jiē tóu， fā fēng de nǚ rén dài zhe hái zǐ yán jiē qǐ tǎo…… yǔ cǐ tóng shí， gāo lì dài lǎo tài pó dèng dà zhe xiōng hěn de yǎn jīng， yào zhà gān qióng rén de zuì hòu yī dī xuè hàn， mǎn shēn tóng chòu de shì kuài bù xī yòng yòu piàn、 wū xiàn de shǒu duàn cán hài“ xiǎo rén wù”， yǐ dá dào lì jǐ de mùdì， ér huāng yín wú dù de guì zú dì zhù wéi mǎn zú zì jǐ de shòu yù， bù duàn gān chū lìng rén fàzhǐ de gòu dāng…… zuò zhě huái zhe zhēn qiē de tóng qíng hé mǎn qiāng de jī fèn， jiāng 19 shì jì 60 nián dài shā 'é jīng chéng de hēi 'àn、 chì pín、 jué wàng hé wū zhuó yī qǐ wú qíng dì zhǎn xiàn zài dú zhě miàn qián。
lā sī kē 'ěr ní kē fū shì xiǎo shuō zhōng de zhōng xīn rén wù， zhè shì yī gè diǎn xíng de jù yòu shuāngchóng rén gé de xíng xiàng： tā shì yī gè xīn dì shàn liáng、 lè yú zhù rén de qióng dà xué shēng， yī gè yòu tiān fù、 yòu zhèng yì gǎn de qīng nián， dàn tóng shí tā de xìng gé yīn yù、 gū pì，“ yòu shí shèn zhì lěng mò wú qíng、 má mù bù rén dào liǎo háo wú rén xìng de dì bù”， wèile zhèng míng zì jǐ shì gè“ xià píng fán de rén”， jìng rán qù xíng xiōng shā rén，“ zài tā shēn shàng sì hū yòu liǎng zhǒng jié rán bù tóng de xìng gé zài jiāo tì biàn huà”。 zhèng shì zhè shuāngchóng rén gé zhī jiān de jī liè chōng tū， shǐ zhù rén gōng bù duàn dì dòng yáo zài duì zì jǐ de“ lǐ lùn”（ jí guān yú“ píng fán de rén” yǔ“ bù píng fán de rén” de guān diǎn） de kěn dìng yǔ fǒu dìng zhī jiān。 duì yú lā sī kē 'ěr ní kē fū lái shuō， rú guǒ gān yuàn zuò nì lái shùn shòu de“ píng fán de rén”， nà me děng dài tā de shì mǎ 'ěr měi lā tuó fū de bēi cǎn jié jú， rú guǒ qù zuò yī gè bù gù yī qiē dào dé zhǔn zé de“ rén lèi zhù zǎi zhě”， nà jiù huì yǔ wéi fēi zuò dǎi de bēi bǐ zhī tú lú rén hé sī wéi dé lǐ jiā yī luò fū tóng liú hé wū。 tā de rén gé zhōng de zhù dǎo miàn zhōng yú zài bái rè huà de bó dǒu zhōng zhàn liǎo yōu shì， bìng tuī dòng tā zuì hòu fǒu dìng zì jǐ de“ lǐ lùn”， xiàng suǒ ní yà kào lǒng。 xiǎo shuō tōng guò zhè yī xíng xiàng， shēn kè dì jiē lù liǎo zī chǎn jiē jí de“ ruò ròu qiáng shí” yuán zé duì xiǎo zī chǎn jiē jí zhī shí fènzǐ de dú hài， yòu lì dì pī pàn liǎo zhè yī yuán zé de fǎn rén dào zhù yì de shí zhì， bìng qiě cóng kè guān shàng fǒu dìng liǎo jiàn lì zài“ chāo rén” zhé xué jī chǔ shàng de wú zhèng fǔ zhù yì shì de fǎn kàng， yīn wéi zhè zhǒng fǎn kàng jué bù kě néng gěi bèi yā pò zhě dài lái xīn shēng huó de zhuǎn jī。
rán 'ér， zuò zhě zuò chū de shàng shù jiē lù hé pī pàn jǐn jǐn shì cóng lún lǐ dào dé guān niàn hé zōng jiào sī xiǎng chū fā de。 zuò zhě rèn wéi yī qiē yǐ bào lì kàng 'è de zuò fǎ dōubù zú qǔ， yīn wéi rén wú fǎ táo bì nèi xīn de chéng fá， zài huǐ miè tā rén de tóng shí yě huǐ miè liǎo zì shēn。 zuò zhě hái lì tú bǎ lā sī kē 'ěr ní kē fū de fàn zuì xíng wéi guī jié wéi pāo qì liǎo duì shàng dì de xìn yǎng suǒ zhì。 yòng suǒ ní yà de huà lái shuō， shì yīn wéi“ nín lí kāi liǎo shàng dì， shàng dì chéng fá liǎo nín， bǎ nín jiāo gěi liǎo mó guǐ！” zuò zhě wéi lā sī kē 'ěr ní kē fū 'ān pái de yī tiáo“ xīn shēng” zhī lù， shí jì shàng jiù shì yī tiáo yǔ hēi 'àn xiàn shí tuǒ xié de dào lù， yě jiù shì suǒ wèi“ suǒ ní yà de dào lù”。 zuò zhě bǎ suǒ ní yà kàn zuò rén lèi kǔ nán de xiàng zhēng， bìng zài tā shēn shàng tǐ xiàn liǎo qián xìn shàng dì， chéng shòu bù xìng， tōng guò tòng kǔ jìng huà líng hún de sī xiǎng， zuò wéi yī gè hēi 'àn shè huì de xī shēng pǐn， yī gè shòu yā pò zuì shēn de nǚ xìng， suǒ ní yà de xíng xiàng yòu zhe bù kě dī gū de diǎn xíng yì yì， dàn shì zuò wéi yī gè lǐ xiǎng rén wù， zhè yī xíng xiàng què xiǎn dé shí fēn cāng bái。 xiǎn rán， tuó sī tuǒ yé fū sī jī zài xiǎo shuō zhōng xuān yáng de zhè xiē zōng jiào sī xiǎng， yǔ zhěng bù zuò pǐn suǒ xiǎn shì de qiáng dà pī pàn lì liàng shì bù xiāng xié diào de： zhè lǐ chōng fēn biǎo xiàn chū zuò zhě shì jiè guān de jiān ruì máo dùn。
《 zuì yǔ fá》 jù yòu hěn gāo de yì shù chéng jiù。 xiǎo shuō bǐ jiào quán miàn dì xiǎn shì liǎo tuó sī tuǒ yé fū sī jī guān yú“ kè huà rén de xīn líng shēn chù de 'ào mì” de tè diǎn。 zuò zhě shǐ zhōng ràng rén wù chù zài wú fǎ jiě tuō de máo dùn zhī zhōng， tōng guò rén wù bēi jù xìng de nèi xīn chōng tū jiē shì rén wù xìng gé， tóng shí zuò zhě duì huàn jué、 mèng yǎn hé biàn tài xīn lǐ de kè huà yě jí wéi chū sè。 xiǎo shuō zhōng， yóu yú zuò zhě zhuólì tuò kuān rén wù de xīn lǐ jié gòu， qíng jié jié gòu xiāng duì dì chǔyú cóng shǔ dì wèi。 jìn guǎn zuò pǐn zhōng mǎ 'ěr měi lā tuó fū yī jiā de zāo yù lìng rén tóng qíng， xiōng shā shì jiàn kòu rén xīn xián， dàn tā mendōu zhǐ shì“ yī fèn fàn zuì de xīn lǐ bào gào” de zǔ chéng bù fēn。 zhèng yīn wéi zhè yàng， zhù rén gōng de nèi xīn shì jiè cái yǐ qián suǒ wèi yòu de fú dù hé shēn dù zhǎn xiàn zài dú zhě miàn qián。 cǐ wài， zhè bù xiǎo shuō chǎng miàn zhuǎn huàn kuài， chǎng jǐng tuī yí xùn sù， zhù yào qíng jié guò chéng zhǐ yòng liǎo jǐ tiān shí jiān， zài nóng suō de shí kōng zhōng róng nà liǎo fēng fù de sī xiǎng nèi róng， xiǎo shuō de shí dài sè cǎi hé zhèng lùn sè cǎi shí fēn xiān míng。
Crime and Punishment focuses on the mental anguish and moral dilemmas of Rodion Romanovich Raskolnikov, an impoverished ex-student from St. Petersburg who formulates and executes a plan to kill an unscrupulous pawnbroker for her money. Raskolnikov argues that with the pawnbroker's money he can perform good deeds to counterbalance the crime, while ridding the world of a worthless parasite. This murder he also commits to test Raskolnikov's hypothesis that some people are naturally able to and also have the right to murder. Several times throughout the novel, Raskolnikov also justifies his actions by connecting himself mentally with Napoleon Bonaparte, believing that murder is permissible in pursuit of a higher purpose.
Creation
Dostoevsky conceived the idea of Crime and Punishment in the summer of 1865, having gambled away much of his fortune, unable to pay his bill or afford proper meals. At the time the author owed large sums of money to creditors, and was trying to help the family of his brother Mikhail, who had died in early 1864. Projected under the title The Drunkards, it was to deal "with the present question of drunkness ... [in] all its ramifications, especially the picture of a family and the bringing up of children in these circumstance, etc., etc." Once Dostoevsky conceived Raskolnikov and his crime, now inspired by the case of Pierre François Lacenaire, this theme became ancillary, centering on the story of the Marmeladov family.
Dostoevsky offered his story or novella (at the time Dostoevsky was not thinking of a novel) to the publisher Mikhail Katkov. His monthly journal, The Russian Messenger, was a prestigious publication of its kind, and the outlet for both Ivan Turgenev and Leo Tolstoy, but Dostoevsky, having carried on quite bruising polemics with Katkov in early 1860s, had never published anything in its pages. Dostoevsky turned as a last resort to Katkov, and asked for an advance on a proposed contribution after all other appeals elsewhere failed. In a letter to Katkov written in September 1865, Dostoevsky explained to him that the work was to be about a young man who yields to "certain strange, 'unfinished' ideas, yes floating in the air"; he had thus embarked on his plan to explore the moral and psychological dangers of the "radical" ideology. In letters written in November 1865 an important conceptual change occurred: the "story" has become a "novel", and from here on all references to Crime and Punishment are to a novel.
Dostoevsky had to race against time, in order to finish on time both The Gambler and Crime and Punishment. Anna Snitkina, a stenographer who would soon become his second wife, was a great help for Dostoevsky during this difficult task. The first part of Crime and Punishment appeared in the January 1866 issue of The Russian Messenger, and the last one was published in December 1866.
“ At the end of November much had been written and was ready; I burned it all; I can confess that now. I didn't like it myself. A new form, a new plan excited me, and I started all over again. ”
— Dostoevsky's letter to his friend Alexander Wrangel in February 1886
In the complete edition of Dostoevsky's writings published in the Soviet Union, the editors reassembled and printed the notebooks that the writer kept while working on Crime and Punishment, in a sequence roughly corresponding to the various stages of composition. Because of these labors, there is now a fragmentary working draft of the story, or novella, as initially conceived, as well as two other versions of the text. These have been distinguished as the Wiesbaden edition, the Petersburg edition, and the final plan, involving the shift from a first-person narrator to the indigenous variety of third-person form invented by Dostoevsky. The Wiesbaden edition concentrates entirely on the moral/physic reactions of the narrator after the murder. It coincides roughly with the story that Dostoevsky described in his letter to Katkov, and written in a form of a diary or journal, corresponds to what eventually became part II.
“ I wrote [this chapter] with genuine inspiration, but perhaps it is no good; but for them the question is not its literary worth, they are worried about its morality. Here I was in the right—nothing was against morality, and even quite the contrary, but they saw otherwise and, what's more, saw traces of nihilism ... I took it back, and this revision of a large chapter cost me at least three new chapters of work, judging by the effort and the weariness; but I corrected it and gave it back. ”
— Dostoevsky's letter to A.P. Milyukov
Why Dostoevsky abandoned his initial version remains a matter of speculation. According to Joseph Frank, "one possibility is that his protagonist began to develop beyond the boundaries in which he had first been conceived". The notebooks indicate that Dostoevsky was aware of the emergence of new aspects of Raskolnikov's character as the plot action proceeded, and he structured the novel in conformity with this "metamorphosis," Frank says. Dostoevsky thus decided to fuse the story with his previous idea for a novel called The Drunkards. The final version of Crime and Punishment came to birth only when, in November 1865, Dostoevsky decided to recast his novel in the third person. This shift was the culmination of a long struggle, present through all the early stages of composition. Once having decided, Dostoevsky began to rewrite from scratch, and was able to easily integrate sections of the early manuscript into the final text—Frank says that he did not, as he told Wrangel, burn everything he had written earlier.
The final draft went smoothly, except for a clash with the editors of The Russian Messenger, about which very little is known. Since the manuscript Dostoevsky turned in to Katkov was lost, it is unclear what the editors had objected to in the original. In 1889, the editors of the journal commented that "it was not easy for him [Dostoevsky] to give up his intentionally exaggerated idealization of Sonya as a woman who carried self-sacrifice to the point of sacrificing her body". It seems that Dostoevsky had initially given Sonya a much more affirmative role in the scene, in which she reads the Gospel story of the raising of Lazarus to Raskolnikov.
Plot
Raskolnikov, a mentally unstable drop-out student, lives in a tiny, rented room in Saint Petersburg. He refuses all help, even from his friend Razumikhin, and devises a plan to murder and to rob an unpleasant elderly pawn-broker and money-lender, Alyona Ivanovna. His motivation, whether personal or ideological, remains at this point unclear. While still considering the plan, Raskolnikov makes the acquaintance of Semyon Zakharovich Marmeladov, a drunkard who recently squandered his family's little wealth. He also receives a letter from his sister and mother, speaking of their coming visit to St. Petersberg, and his sister's sudden marriage plans which they plan on discussing upon their arrival.
After much deliberation, Raskolnikov sneaks into Alyona Ivanovna's apartment where he murders her with an ax. He also kills her half-sister, Lizaveta, who happens to stumble upon the scene of the crime. Shaken by his actions, Raskolnikov manages to only steal a handful of items and a small purse, leaving much of the pawn-broker's wealth untouched. Raskolnikov then flees and manages to leave miraculously unseen and undetected.
After the bungled murder, Raskolnikov falls into a feverish state and begins to worry obsessively over the murder. He hides the stolen items and purse under a rock, and tries desperately to clean his clothing of any blood or evidence. He falls into a fever later that day, though not before calling briefly on his old friend Razumikhin. As the fever comes and goes in the following days, Raskolnikov behaves as though he wishes to betray himself. He shows strange reactions to whosoever mentions the murder of the pawn-broker, which is now known about and talked of in the city. In his delirium, Raskolnikov wanders Petersberg, drawing more and more attention to himself and his relation to the crime. In one of walks through the city, he sees Marmeladov being struck mortally by a carriage in the streets. Rushing to help him, Raskolnikov gives the remainder of his money to the man's family, which includes his teenage daughter, Sonia, who has been forced to become a prostitute to support her family.
In the meantime, Raskolnikov's mother, Pulkheria Alexandrovna, and his sister, Avdotya Romanovna (or Dunya) have arrived in town. Avdotya had been working as a governess for the Svidrigailov family until this point, but was forced out of the position by the head of the family, Arkady Ivanovich Svidrigaïlov. Svidrigailov, a married man, was attracted to Avdotya's physical beauty and her stunning spiritual qualities, and offered her riches and elopement. Avdotya, having none of this, fled the family and lost her source of income, only to meet Pyotr Petrovich Luzhin, a man of modest income and rank. Luzhin proposes to marry Avdotya, thereby securing her and her mother's financial safety, provided she accept him quickly and without question. It is for these very reasons that the two of them come to St. Petersberg, both to meet Luzhin there and to attain Raskolnikov's approval. Luzhin, however, calls on Raskolnikov while he is in a delirious state and presents himself as a foolish, self-righteous and presuming man. Raskolnikov dismisses him immediately as a potential husband for his sister, and realizes that she only accepted him to help her family.
As the novel progresses, Raskolnikov is introduced to the detective Porfiry, who begins to suspect him for the murder purely on psychological grounds. At the same time, a chaste relationship develops between Raskolnikov and Sonya. Sonya, though a prostitute, is full of Christian virtue and is only driven into the profession by her family's poverty. Meanwhile, Razumikhin and Raskolnikov manage to keep Avdotya from continuing her relationship with Luzhin, whose true character is exposed to be conniving and base. At this point, Svidrigailov appears on the scene, having come from the province to Petersberg, almost solely to seek out Avdotya. He reveals that his wife is dead, and that he is willing to pay Avdotya a vast sum of money in exchange for nothing. She, upon hearing the news, refuses flat out, suspecting him of treachery.
As Raskolnikov and Porfiry continue to meet, Raskolnikov's motives for the crime become exposed. Porfiry becomes increasingly certain of the man's guilt, but has no concrete evidence or witnesses with which to back this suspicion up. Raskolnikov's nerves begin to wear thin, and he is constantly struggling with the the idea of confessing, though he knows that he can never be truly convicted. He turns to Sonya for support, and confesses his crime to her. By coincidence, Svidrigailov has taken up residence in a room next to Sonya's and overhears the entire confession. When the two men meet face to face, Svidrigailov acknowledges this fact, and suggests that he may use it against him, should he need to. Svidrigailov also speaks of his own past, in which he reveals that he has committed murder and most recently killed his wife.
Raskolnikov is at this point completely torn; he is urged by Sonya to confess, and Svidrigailov's testimony could potentially convict him. Meantime, Svidrigailov attempts to seduce and then rape Avdotya, who convinces him not to. He then spends a night in confusion, and in the morning shoots himself. This same morning, Raskolnikov goes again to Sonya, who again urges him to confess and to clear his conscience. He makes his way to the police station, where he is met by the news of Svidrigailov's suicide. He hesitates a moment, thinking again that he might get away with a perfect crime, but is persuaded by Sonya to confess.
The epilogue tells of how Raskolnikov is sentenced to penal servitude in Siberia, where Sonya follows him. Avdotya and Razumikhin marry and are left in a happy position by the end of the novel. Raskolnikov, however, struggles in Siberia. It is only after some time serving that his redemption and moral regeneration begin under Sonya's loving influence.
Characters
In Crime and Punishment Dostoevsky succeeds in fusing the personality of his main character, Rodion Romanovich Raskolnikov (Russian: Родион Романович Раскольников), with his new anti-radical ideological themes. The main plot involves a murder as the result of "ideological intoxication," and depicts all the disastrous moral and psychical consequences that result from the murderer. Raskolnikov's psychology is placed at the center, and carefully interwoven with the ideas behind his transgression; every other feature of the novel illuminates the agonizing dilemma in which Raskolnikov is caught. From another point of view, the novel's plot is another variation of a conventional nineteenth-century theme: an innocent young provincial comes to seek his fortune in the capital, where he succumbs to corruption, and loses all traces of his former freshness and purity. However, as Gary Rosenshield points out, "Raskolnikov succumbs not to the temptations of high society as Honoré de Balzac's Rastignac or Stendhal's Julien Sorel, but to those of rationalistic Petersburg".
Raskolnikov is the protagonist, and the action is focalized primarily from his perspective. Despite its name, the novel does not so much deal with the crime and its formal punishment, as with Raskolnikov's internal struggle (the English translation does not do justice to the plot, however, in Russia, the title means 'transgression' over a border, which is what Raskolnikov emotionally does).[citation needed] The book shows that his punishment results more from his conscience than from the law. He committed murder with the belief that he possessed enough intellectual and emotional fortitude to deal with the ramifications, [based on his paper/thesis, "On Crime", that he is a Napoleon], but his sense of guilt soon overwhelms him. It is only in the epilogue that he realizes his formal punishment, having decided to confess and end his alienation.
Sofia Semyonovna Marmeladova (Russian: Софья Семёновна Мармеладова), variously called Sonia and Sonechka, is the daughter of a drunk, Semyon Zakharovich Marmeladov, whom Raskolnikov meets in a tavern at the beginning of the novel, and who, Raskolnikov discerns, shares the same feelings of shame and alienation as he does. She becomes the first person to whom Raskolnikov confesses his crime, and she supports him even though she was friends with one of the victims (Lizaveta). For most of the novel, Sonya serves as the spiritual guide for Raskolnikov. After his confession she follows him to Siberia where she lives in the same town as the prison.
Other characters of the novel are:
* Porfiry Petrovich (Порфирий Петрович) – The detective in charge of solving the murders of Lizaveta and Alyona Ivanovna, who, along with Sonya, guides Raskolnikov towards confession. Unlike Sonya, however, Porfiry does this through psychological games. Despite the lack of evidence, he becomes certain Raskolnikov is the murderer following several conversations with him, but gives him the chance to confess voluntarily. He attempts to confuse and to provoke the unstable Raskolnikov in an attempt to coerce him to confess.
* Avdotya Romanovna Raskolnikova (Авдотья Романовна Раскольникова) – Raskolnikov's strong willed and self-sacrificial sister, called Dunya, Dounia or Dunechka for short. She initially plans to marry the wealthy, yet smug and self-possessed, Luzhin, to save the family from financial destitution. She has a habit of pacing across the room while thinking. She is followed to Saint Petersburg by the disturbed Svidrigailov, who seeks to win her back through blackmail. She rejects both men in favour of Raskolnikov's loyal friend, Razumikhin.
* Arkady Ivanovich Svidrigaïlov (Аркадий Иванович Свидригайлов) – Sensual, depraved, and wealthy former employer and current pursuer of Dunya, Svidrigaïlov is suspected of multiple acts of murder, and overhears Raskolnikov's confessions to Sonya. With this knowledge he torments both Dunya and Raskolnikov but does not inform the police. When Dunya tells him she could never love him (after attempting to shoot him) he lets her go and commits suicide. Whereas Sonya represents the path to salvation, Svidrigaïlov represents the other path towards suicide. Despite his apparent malevolence, Svidrigaïlov is similar to Raskolnikov in regard to his random acts of charity. He fronts the money for the Marmeladov children to enter an orphanage (after both their parents die), gives Sonya five percent bank notes totalling three thousand rubles, and leaves the rest of his money to his juvenile fiancée.
* Marfa Petrovna Svidrigailova (Марфа Петровна Свидригайлова) – Arkady Svidrigaïlov's deceased wife, whom he is suspected of having murdered, and who he claims has visited him as a ghost. Her bequest of 3,000 rubles to Dunya allows Dunya to reject Luzhin as a suitor.
* Dmitri Prokofich Razumikhin (Дмитрий Прокофьич Разумихин) – Raskolnikov's loyal friend. In terms of Razumikhin's contribution to Dostoevsky's anti-radical thematics, he is intended to represent something of a reconciliation of the pervasive thematic conflict between faith and reason. The fact that his name means reason shows Dostoevsky's desire to employ this faculty as a foundational basis for his Christian faith in God.
* Katerina Ivanovna Marmeladova (Катерина Ивановна Мармеладова) – Semyon Marmeladov's consumptive and ill-tempered second wife, stepmother to Sonya. She drives Sonya into prostitution in a fit of rage, but later regrets it, and beats her children mercilessly, but works ferociously to improve their standard of living. She is obsessed with demonstrating that slum life is far below her station. Following Marmeladov's death, she uses Raskolnikov's money to hold a funeral.
* Semyon Zakharovich Marmeladov (Семён Захарович Мармеладов) – Hopeless drunk who indulges in his own suffering, and father of Sonya. Marmeladov could be seen as a Russian equivalent of the character of Micawber in Charles Dickens' novel, David Copperfield.[citation needed]
* Pulkheria Alexandrovna Raskolnikova (Пульхерия Александровна Раскольникова) – Raskolnikov's relatively clueless, hopeful and loving mother. Following Raskolnikov's sentence, she falls ill (mentally and physically) and eventually dies. She hints in her dying stages that she is slightly more aware of her son's fate, which was hidden from her by Dunya and Razumikhin.
* Pyotr Petrovich Luzhin (Пётр Петрович Лужин) – A well-off lawyer who is engaged to Raskolnikov's sister Dunya in the beginning of the novel. His motives for the marriage is rather despicable, as he states more or less that he chose her since she will be completely beholden to him financially.
* Andrey Semyenovich Lebezyatnikov (Андрей Семёнович Лебезятников) – Luzhin's utopian socialist roommate who witnesses his attempt to frame Sonya and subsequently exposes him.
* Alyona Ivanovna (Алёна Ивановна) – Suspicious old pawnbroker who hoards money and is merciless to her patrons. She is Raskolnikov's intended target.
* Lizaveta Ivanovna (Лизавета Ивановна) – Alyona's simple and innocent sister. Raskolnikov murders her when she walks in immediately after Raskolnikov had killed Alyona. Lizaveta was a friend of Sonya's.
* Zosimov (Зосимов) – A friend of Razumikhin and a doctor who cared for Raskolnikov.
* Nastasya Petrovna (Настасья Петровна) – Raskolnikov's landlady's servant and a friend of Raskolnikov.
* Nikodim Fomich (Никодим Фомич)– The amiable Chief of Police.
* Ilya "Gunpowder" Petrovich (Илья Петрович) – A police official and Fomich's assistant.
* Alexander Grigorievich Zamyotov (Александр Григорьевич Заметов) – Head clerk at the police station and friend to Razumikhin. Raskolnikov arouses Zamyotov's suspicions by explaining how he, Raskolnikov, would have committed various crimes, although Zamyotov later apologizes, believing, much to Raskolnikov's amusement, that it was all a farce to expose how ridiculous the suspicions were. This scene illustrates the argument of Raskolnikov's belief in his own superiority as Übermensch.[citation needed]
* Nikolai Dementiev (Николай Дементьев) – A painter and sectarian who admits to the murder, since his sect holds it to be supremely virtuous to suffer for another person's crime.
* Polina Mikhailovna Marmeladova (Полина Михайловна Мармеладова) – Ten-year-old adopted daughter of Semyon Zakharovich Marmeladov and younger stepsister to Sonya, sometimes known as Polechka.
Name Word Meaning (in Russian)
Rodion Romanovich Raskolnikov raskol a schism, or split; "raskolnik" is "one who splits" or "dissenter"; the verb raskalyvat' means "to cleave", "to chop","to crack","to split" or "to break"
Pyotr Petrovich Luzhin luzha a puddle
Dmitri Prokofich Razumikhin razum reason, intelligence
Alexander Grigorievich Zamyotov zametit to notice, to realize
Andrey Semyenovich Lebezyatnikov lebezit to fawn on somebody, to cringe
Semyon Zakharovich Marmeladov marmelad marmalade/jam
Arkady Ivanovich Svidrigailov Svidrigailo a Lithuanian duke of the fifteenth century
Structure
Crime and Punishment has a distinct beginning, middle and end. The novel is divided into six parts, with an epilogue. The notion of "intrinsic duality" in Crime and Punishment has been commented upon, with the suggestion that there is a degree of symmetry to the book. Edward Wasiolek who has argued that Dostoevsky was a skilled craftsman, highly conscious of the formal pattern in his art, has likened the structure of Crime & Punishment to a "flattened X", saying:
Parts I-III [of Crime and Punishment] present the predominantly rational and proud Raskolnikov: Parts IV-VI, the emerging "irrational" and humble Raskolnikov. The first half of the novel shows the progressive death of the first ruling principle of his character; the last half, the progressive birth of the new ruling principle. The point of change comes in the very middle of the novel.
This compositional balance is achieved by means of the symmetrical distribution of certain key episodes throughout the novel's six parts. The recurrence of these episodes in the two halves of the novel, as David Bethea has argued, is organized according to a mirror-like principle, whereby the "left" half of the novel reflects the "right" half. For her part, Margaret Church discerns a contrapuntal structuring: parts I, III and V deal largely with the main hero's relationship to his family (mother, sister and mother surrogates), while parts II, IV and VI deal with his relationship to the authorities of the state "and to various father figures".
The seventh part of the novel, the Epilogue, has attracted much attention and controversy. Some of Dostoevsky's critics have criticized the novel's final pages as superfluous, anti-climactic, unworthy of the rest of the work, while others have rushed to the defense of the Epilogue, offering various ingenious schemes which conclusively prove its inevitability and necessity. Steven Cassedy argues that Crime and Punishment "is formally two distinct but closely related, things, namely a particular type of tragedy in the classical Greek mold and a Christian resurrection tale". Cassedy concludes that "the logical demands of the tragic model as such are satisfied without the Epilogue in Crime and Punishment ... At the same time, this tragedy contains a Christian component, and the logical demands of this element are met only by the resurrection promised in the Epilogue".
Crime and Punishment is written from a third-person omniscient perspective. It is focalized primarily from the point of view of Raskolnikov; however, it does at times switch to the perspective of Svidrigailov, Razumikhin, Peter Petrovich, or Dunya. This narrative technique, which fuses the narrator very closely with the consciousness and point of view of the central characters of the plot, was original for its period. Franks notes that his identification, through Dostoevsky's use of the time shifts of memory and his manipulation of temporal sequence, begins to approach the later experiments of Henry James, Joseph Conrad, Virginia Woolf, and James Joyce. A late nineteenth-century reader was, however, accustomed to more orderly and linear types of expository narration. This led to the persistence of the legend that Dostoevsky was an untidy and negligent craftsman, and to critical observations like the following by Melchior de Vogüé:
"A word ... one does not even notice, a small fact that takes up only a line, have their reverberations fifty pages later ... [so that] the continuity becomes unintelligible if one skips a couple of pages."
Dostoevsky uses different speech mannerisms and sentences of different length for different characters. Those who use artificial language—Luzhin, for example—are identified as unattractive people. Mrs. Marmeladov's disintegrating mind is reflected in her language, too. In the original Russian text, the names of the major characters have something of a double meaning, but in translation the subtlety of the language is sometimes lost. There is even a play with the Russian word for crime ("prestuplenie"), which is literally translated as a stepping across or a transgression. The physical image of crime as a crossing over a barrier or a boundary is lost in translation. So is the religious implication of transgression, which in English refers to a sin rather than a crime.
Symbolism
The Dreams
Raskolnikov's dreams always have a symbolic meaning, which suggests a psychological view. In the dream about the horse, the mare has to sacrifice itself for the men who are too much in a rush to wait. This could be symbolic of women sacrificing themselves for men, just like Raskolnikov's belief that Dunya is sacrificing herself for Rodya by marrying Luzhin. Some critics have suggested this dream is the fullest single expression of the whole novel, containing the nihilistic destruction of an innocent creature and Rodion's suppressed sympathy for it (although the young Rodion in the dream runs to the horse, he still murders the pawnbroker soon after waking). The dream is also mentioned when Raskolnikov talks to Marmeladov. He states that his daughter, Sonya, has to sell her body to earn a living for their family. The dream is also a blatant warning for the impending murder.
In the final pages, Raskolnikov, who at this point is in the prison infirmary, has a feverish dream about a plague of nihilism, that enters Russia and Europe from the east and which spreads senseless dissent (Raskolnikov's name alludes to "raskol", dissent) and fanatic dedication to "new ideas": it finally engulfs all of mankind. Though we don't learn anything about the content of these ideas they clearly disrupt society forever and are seen as exclusively critical assaults on ordinary thinking: it is clear that Dostoevsky was envisaging the new, politically and culturally nihilist ideas which were entering Russian literature and society in this watershed decade, and with which Dostoevsky would be in debate for the rest of his life (cp. Chernyshevsky's What Is to Be Done?, Dobrolyubov's abrasive journalism, Turgenev's Fathers and Sons and Dostoevsky's own The Possessed). Just like the novel demonstrates and argues Dostoevsky's conviction that "if God doesn't exist (or is not recognized) then anything is permissible" the dream sums up his fear that if men won't check their thinking against the realities of life and nature, and if they are unwilling to listen to reason or authority, then no ideas or cultural institutions will last and only brute barbarism can be the result. Janko Lavrin, who took part in the revolutions of the WWI era, knew Lenin and Trotsky and many others, and later would spend years writing and researching on Dostoevsky and other Russian classics, called this final dream "prophetic in its symbolism".
The Cross
Sonya gives Rodya a cross when he goes to turn himself in. He takes his pain upon him by carrying the cross through town, like Jesus; he falls to his knees in the town square on the way to his confession. Sonya carried the cross up until then, which indicates that, as literally mentioned in the book, she suffers for him, in a semi-Christ-like manner. Sonya and Lizaveta had exchanged crosses and become spiritual sisters, originally the cross was Lizaveta's — so Sonya carries Lizaveta's cross, the cross of Rodya's innocent victim, whom he didn't intend to kill.
Saint Petersburg
“ On an exceptionally hot evening early in July a young man came out of the garret in which he lodged in S. Place and walked slowly, as though in hesitation, towards K. bridge. ”
— Fyodor Dostoevsky, Crime and Punishment, I, I
The above opening sentence of the novel has a symbolic function: Russian critic Vadim K. Kozhinov argues that the reference to the "exceptionally hot evening" establishes not only the suffocating atmosphere of Saint Petersburg in midsummer but also "the infernal ambience of the crime itself". Dostoevsky was among the first to recognize the symbolic possibilities of city life and imagery drawn from the city. I. F. I. Evnin regards Crime and Punishment as the first great Russian novel "in which the climactic moments of the action are played out in dirty taverns, on the street, in the sordid black rooms of the poor".
Dostoevsky's Petersburg is the city of unrelieved poverty; "magnificence has no place in it, because magnificence is external, formal abstract, cold". Dostoevsky connects the city's problems to Raskolnikov's thoughts and subsequent actions. The crowded streets and squares, the shabby houses and taverns, the noise and stench, all are transformed by Dostoevsky into a rich store of metaphors for states of mind. Donald Fanger asserts that "the real city [...] rendered with a striking concreteness, is also a city of the mind in the way that its atmosphere answers Raskolnikov's spiritual condition and almost symbolizes it. It is crowded, stifling, and parched."
Themes
Dostoevsky's letter to Katkov reveals his immediate inspiration, to which he remained faithful even after his original plan evolved into a much more ambitious creation: a desire to counteract what he regarded as nefarious consequences arising from the doctrines of Russian nihilism. In the novel, Dostoevsky pinpointed the dangers of both utilitarianism and rationalism, the main ideas of which inspired the radicals, continuing a fierce criticism he had already started with his Notes from Underground. A Slavophile religious believer, Dostoevsky utilized the characters, dialogue and narrative in Crime and Punishment to articulate an argument against westernizing ideas in general. He thus attacked a peculiar Russian blend of French utopian socialism and Benthamite utilitarianism, which had led to what revolutionaries, such as Nikolai Chernyshevsky, called "rational egoism".
The radicals refused, however, to recognize themselves in the novel's pages (Dimitri Pisarev ridiculed the notion that Raskolnikov's ideas could be identified with those of the radicals of his time), since Dostoevsky portrayed nihilistic ideas to their most extreme consequences. The aim of these ideas was altruistic and humanitarian, but these aims were to be achieved by relying on reason and suppressing entirely the spontaneous outflow of Christian pity and compassion. Chernyshevsky's utilitarian ethic proposed that thought and will in man were subject to the laws of physical science. Dostoevsky believed that such ideas limited man to a product of physics, chemistry and biology, negating spontaneous emotional responses. In its latest variety of Bazarovism, Russian nihilism encouraged the creation of an élite of superior individuals to whom the hopes of the future were to be entrusted.
Raskolnikov exemplifies all the potentially disastrous hazards contained in such an ideal. Frank notes that "the moral-psychological traits of his character incorporate this antinomy between instinctive kindness, sympathy, and pity on the one hand and, on the other, a proud and idealistic egoism that has become perverted into a contemptuous disdain for the submissive herd". Raskolnikov's inner conflict in the opening section of the novel results in a utilitarian-altruistic justification for the proposed crime: why not kill a wretched and "useless" old moneylender to alleviate the human misery? Dostoevsky wants to show that this utilitarian type of reasoning and its conclusions had become widespread and commonplace; they were by no means the solitary invention of Raskolnikov's tormented and disordered mind. Such radical and utilitarian ideas act to reinforce the innate egoism of Raskolnikov's character, and to turn him into a hater rather than a lover of his fellow humans. He even becomes fascinated with the majestic image of a Napoleonic personality who, in the interests of a higher social good, believes that he possesses a moral right to kill. Indeed, his "Napoleon-like" plan drags him to a well-calculated murder, the ultimate conclusion of his self-deception with utilitarianism.
In his depiction of the Petersburg background, Dostoevsky accentuates the squalor and human wretchedness that pass before Raskolnikov's eyes. He also uses Raskolnikov's encounter with Marmeladov to present both the heartlessness of Raskolnikov's convictions and the alternative set of values to be set against them. Dostoevsky believes that the "freedom" propounded by the aforementioned ideas is a dreadful freedom "that is contained by no values, because it is before values". The product of this "freedom", Raskolnikov, is in perpetual revolt against society, himself, and God. He thinks that he is self-sufficient and self-contained, but at the end "his boundless self-confidence must disappear in the face of what is greater than himself, and his self-fabricated justification must humble itself before the higher justice of God". Dostoevsky calls for the regeneration and renewal of the "sick" Russian society through the re-discovering of their country, their religion, and their roots.
Reception
The first part of Crime and Punishment published in the January and February issues of The Russian Messenger met with public success. Although the remaining parts of the novel had still to be written, an anonymous reviewer wrote that "the novel promises to be one of the most important works of the author of The House of the Dead". In his memoirs, the conservative belletrist Nikolay Strakhov recalled that in Russia Crime and Punishment was the literary sensation of 1866.
The novel soon attracted the criticism of the liberal and radical critics. G.Z. Yeliseyev sprang to the defense of the Russian student corporations, and wondered, "Has there ever been a case of a student committing murder for the sake of robbery?" Pisarev, aware of the novel's artistic value attempted in 1867 another approach: he argued that Raskolnikov was a product of his environment, and explained that the main theme of the work was poverty and its results. He measured the novel's excellence by the accuracy and understanding with which Dostoevsky portrayed the contemporary social reality, and focused on what he regarded as inconsistencies in the novel's plot. Strakhov rejected Pisarev's contention that the theme of environmental determinism was essential to the novel, and pointed out that Dostoevsky's attitude towards his hero was sympathetic: "This is not mockery of the younger generation, neither a reproach nor an accusation—it is a lament over it."
English translations
* Frederick Whishaw (1885)
* Constance Garnett (1914)
* David Magarshack (1951)
* Princess Alexandra Kropotkin (1953)
* Jessie Coulson (1953)
* Sidney Monas (1968)
* David McDuff (1991)
* Richard Pevear & Larissa Volokhonsky (1992)
* Julius Katzer
* Michael Scammell
Film adaptations
Main article: Film adaptations of Crime and Punishment
There have been over 25 film adaptations of Crime and Punishment. They include:
* Raskolnikow (aka Crime and Punishment) (1923, directed by Robert Wiene)
* Crime and Punishment (1935, starring Peter Lorre, Edward Arnold and Marian Marsh)
* Eigoban Tsumi to Batsu (1953, manga by Tezuka Osamu, under his interpretation)
* Crime and Punishment (1970 film) (Soviet film, 1970, starring Georgi Taratorkin, Tatyana Bedova, Vladimir Basov, Victoria Fyodorova) dir. Lev Kulidzhanov
* Rikos ja Rangaistus (1983; Crime and Punishment), the first movie by the Finnish director Aki Kaurismäki, with Markku Toikka in the lead role. The story has been transplanted to modern-day Helsinki, Finland.
* Crime and Punishment in Suburbia (2000, an adaptation set in modern America and "loosely based" on the novel)
* Columbo (1971 - 78, and intermittently otherwise, starring the American actor Peter Falk) According to the creator of "Columbo", William Link, the American detective "Columbo", is based in part upon Porfiry Petrovich.
zài tóng yī gè wū dǐng zhī xià， tóng yī tào zhù fáng zhī zhōng， tóng yī gè sì wū lóu shàng， zhù zhe liǎng gè nián qīng de tóng shì： yī gè jiào 'ā 'ěr kǎ jì · yī fán nuò wéi qí · niè fěi jié wéi qí， lìng yī gè jiào wǎ xià · shū mǔ kē fū…… dāng rán， zuò zhě jué dé yòu bì yào xiàng dú zhě jiāo dài qīng chǔ， wèishénme yī gè zhù rén gōng yòng quán chēng， xìng、 míng hé fù chēng yī diǎn bù quē， ér lìng yī gè què yǐ xiǎo míng chēng hū， mùdì wú fēi shì bù ràng rén yǐ wéi zhè zhǒng xiě fǎ bù yán sù， guò fèn qīn rè、 suí biàn。 dàn shì， yào dá dào zhè yī mùdì zé xū yào shì xiān jiāo dài rén wù de shēn fèn、 nián líng、 guān xián hé zhí wù， shèn zhì yào miáo shù tā men de xìng gé。 xǔ duō zuò jiādōu shì zhè me zuò de。 dàn běn xiǎo shuō zuò zhě wèile bì miǎn léi tóng（ kě néng， mǒu xiē rén huì rèn wéi zhè shì chū yú kuáng wàng）， jué dìng zhí jiē cóng rén wù de xíng dòng xiě qǐ， shuō wán zhè diǎn kāi chǎng bái， zuò zhě jiù kāi shǐ jiǎng qǐ lái liǎo。
（ huàn xiǎng xiǎo shuō）
yī
wǒ shì yī gè huāng táng kě xiào de rén。 xiàn zài tā men jiào wǒ fēng zǐ。 zài tā men kàn lái， rú guǒ wǒ yǐ rán bù xiàng xiān qián nà yàng huāng táng de huà， nà me zhè yī chēng hū dǎo shì shēng liǎo yī jí。 bù guò， wǒ xiàn zài yǐ jīng bù shēng qì liǎo， xiàn zài wǒ jué dé tā men quándōu hěn kě 'ài， shèn zhì dāng tā men cháo xiào wǒ de shí hòu héng héng wǒ fǎn 'ér jué dé tā men tè bié kě 'ài。 jiǎ ruò wàng zhe tā men wǒ xīn lǐ bù shì nà me yōu shāng de huà， wǒ huì tóng tā men yī dào xiào de， héng héng bù shì xiào wǒ zì jǐ， ér shì yóu yú xǐ huān tā men。 wǒ zhī suǒ yǐ gǎn dào yōu shāng， shì yīn wéi tā men bù dǒng dé zhēn lǐ， ér wǒ què dǒng。 āi， yī gè rén dǒng dé zhēn lǐ yòu duō me nán 'ā！ dàn shì zhè yī diǎn tā men shì lǐ jiě bù dào de。
bù， tā men shì bù huì lǐ jiě de。
guò qù wǒ gǎn dào fēi cháng shāng xīn de， shì yīn wéi wǒ hǎo xiàng hěn huāng táng kě xiào。 bù shì hǎo xiàng， ér shì què shí huāng táng。 wǒ yī xiàng shì fēi cháng huāng táng kě xiào de， zhè yī diǎn yě xǔ wǒ yī shēng xià lái jiù shì rú cǐ。 yě xǔ shì qī suì de shí hòu， wǒ jiù yǐ jīng zhī dào zì jǐ shì gè huāng táng de rén liǎo。 hòu lái wǒ shàng zhōng xué， jìn dà xué， jiēguǒ ní héng héng xué dé yuè duō， yuè jué dé zì jǐ huāng táng。 yīn cǐ， duì yú wǒ lái shuō， dà xué lǐ xué dào de quán bù zhī shí fǎng fó zhǐ shì zuì zhōng xiàng wǒ zhèng shí hé shuō míng： wǒ xué xí yuè shēn rù yuè huāng táng。 xué xí rú cǐ， shēng huó yě shì rú cǐ。 shí jiān yī nián nián guò qù， wǒ rèn shí dào wǒ zài gè fāng miàn dōuhěn huāng táng， zhè gè rèn shí zài wǒ shēn shàng yě yǔ nián jù zēng。 suǒ yòu de rén zǒng shì cháo xiào wǒ， dàn shì， tā men shuí yě bù zhī dào， shuí yě cāi bù chū， rú guǒ shuō rén shì jiān yòu gè shénme rén zuì liǎo jiě wǒ shì huāng táng rén de huà， nà me zhè gè rén jiù shì wǒ zì jǐ。 shǐ wǒ yí hàn bù guò de zhèng shì tā men bù míng liǎo zhè yī diǎn。 bù guò， zài zhè jiàn shì qíng shàng wǒ zì gè 'ér yòu cuò： wǒ lǎo shì nà me gāo 'ào， cóng bù yuàn yì xiàng rèn hé rén chéng rèn zì jǐ huāng táng。 wǒ shēn shàng de zhè zhǒng 'ào màn zài yǔ nián jù zēng， cháng ruò wǒ ràng zì jǐ xiàng rèn hé rén chéng rèn zì jǐ huāng táng， nà me dāng wǎn wǒ jiù huì yòng shǒu qiāng dǎ suì zì jǐ de nǎo dài。 ā， wǒ xiǎo shí hòu yòu duō tòng kǔ， shēng pà rěn nài bù zhù 'ér tū rán xiàng huǒ bàn men tǎn bái chéng rèn。 rán 'ér， dāng wǒ chéngzhǎng wéi qīng nián hòu， suī rán duì zì jǐ hěn huài de pǐn xìng yī nián bǐ yī nián yòu gēngshēn de rèn shí， dàn bù zhī wèishénme xīn qíng què fǎn 'ér biàn dé píng jìng duō liǎo。 díquè shì bù zhī dào wèishénme， yīn wéi wǒ zhì jīn hái bù néng duàn dìng qí yuán yīn。 zhè yuán yīn yě xǔ shì yóu yú mǒu zhǒng jí dà dì yǐng xiǎng wǒ de qíng kuàng， shǐ wǒ xīn tóu jī jù zhe jí dù de kǔ mèn， zhè jiù shǐ wǒ méng fā liǎo yī zhǒng xìn niàn： shì jiè shàng dào chù dōushì · wú · suǒ · wèi。 wǒ zǎo jiù yù gǎn dào liǎo zhè yī diǎn， dàn shì， wán zhěng de xìn niàn sì hū shì zuì jìn yī nián tū rán chū xiàn de。 wǒ hū rán gǎn dào， shì jiè de yòu wú， duì yú wǒ lái shuō dū · wú · suǒ · wèi。 wǒ kāi shǐ gǎn dào bìng qiě zhēn zhèng dì gǎn dào， · wǒ · shēn · biān · kōng · wú · yī · wù。 qǐ chū， wǒ zǒng yǐ wéi， xǔ duō dōng xī guò qù shì yòu de， dàn shì hòu lái wǒ cái wù chū lái， guò qù yě shì yī wú suǒ yòu， zhǐ shì bù zhī yīn wèishénme cái fǎng fó nà yàng。 wǒ zhú jiàn què xìn， jiāng lái yě yǒng yuǎn shì yī wú suǒ yòu。 yú shì， wǒ mǎ shàng jiù bù zài duì bié rén shēng qì， yě jīhū bù zài duì bié rén liú yì。 shuō shí zài de， zhè zhǒng biàn huà shèn zhì zài yī xiē wēi bù zú dào de shì qíng shàng yě huì biǎo xiàn chū lái。 bǐ rú， yòu shí hòu wǒ zài jiē shàng zǒu zhe zǒu zhe jiù zhuàng zhe liǎo rén jiā。 zhè bù shì yóu yú chén sī de yuán gù， wǒ yòu shénme yào chén sī de ní， wǒ dāng shí jiù gēn běn méi yòu xiǎng shénme， yīn wéi wǒ duì shénme dōuwú suǒ wèi。 wǒ yào shì jiě jué liǎo yī xiē wèn tí yòu duō hǎo， āi， yī gè wèn tí yě méi yòu jiě jué， ér yòu duō shǎo wèn tí yào jiě jué 'ā？ kě shì， wǒ yī xiǎng dào · quán · wú · suǒ · wèi， yī qiē wèn tí biàn bù fù cún zài liǎo。
jiù zài nà zhī hòu wǒ nòng qīng liǎo。 wǒ shì qù nián shí yī yuè， què qiē dì shuō shì qù nián shí yī yuè sān rì nòng qīng de。 dǎ nà yǐ hòu wǒ de měi yī shùn jiān wǒdōu jì dé qīng qīng chǔ chǔ。 zhè shì fā shēng zài yī gè qī hēi qī hēi de yè wǎn， kǒng pà zhǐ yòu zhè gè yè wǎn cái zhè me hēi。 dāng shí shì shí diǎn duō zhōng， wǒ zhèng huí jiā qù。 jì dé， wǒ zhèng zài xiǎng zhe méi yòu bǐ zhè gèng yīn 'àn de shí hòu， shèn zhì zài ròu tǐ shàng yě gǎn jué dé dào。 qīng pén dà yǔ xià liǎo yī zhěng tiān， nà shì yīcháng zuì hán lěng、 zuì yīn yù shèn zhì jiào rén kě pà de dà yǔ。 wǒ jì dé， zhè yǔ shèn zhì hái duì rén huái zhe yī zhǒng gōng rán de dí yì。 ér zài shí diǎn duō zhōng tā què zhòu rán tíng liǎo， sàn fā chū yī gǔ lìng rén jué dé kě pà de cháo qì， bǐ xià yǔ shí hái yào cháo shī， hái yào hán lěng。 jiē dào lù miàn shàng de měi yī kuài shí bǎn， měi yī tiáo hú tóng， chù chù dōuzài sàn fā zhe wù qì。 rú guǒ cóng jiē shàng wǎng hú tóng lǐ wàng qù， nà lǐ miàn yě shì wù qì téng téng de。 wǒ tū fā qí xiǎng， rú guǒ jiē dēng quán bù xī miè， huì shǐ rén yú kuài xiē， yīn wéi tā bǎ shí me dū zhào dé tōng míng tòu liàng， fǎn 'ér lìng rén gǎn dào yōu shāng。 zhè yī tiān wǒ jīhū méi yòu chī dōng xī， wǎn shàng zǎo zǎo dì dào liǎo yī wèi gōng chéng shī jiā， dāng shí zài zuò de hái yòu tā de liǎng wèi péng yǒu。 wǒ yī zhí mò bù zuò shēng， sì hū hěn jiào tā men shēng yàn。 tā men tán kàn xī yǐn rén de shénme shì qíng， shèn zhì tū rán fā qǐ huǒ lái。 dàn shì zài wǒ kàn lái， tā men quán wú suǒ wèi， tā men jī dòng zhǐ bù guò shì zuò zuò yàng zǐ 'ér yǐ。 wǒ hū rán bǎ wǒ de zhè yī xiǎng fǎ duì tā men shuō liǎo chū lái：“ xiān shēng men， wǒ shuō nǐ men běn lái shì wú suǒ wèi de má。” tā men tīng liǎo méi yòu shēng qì， fǎn 'ér xiào qǐ wǒ lái。 zhè shì yīn wǒ de huà bìng wú zé bèi yì wèi， ér zhǐ shì wǒ jué dé quándōu wú suǒ wèi 'ér yǐ。 tā men kàn chū wǒ zhè quán wú suǒ wèi zhī hòu yě jiù kuài huó qǐ lái liǎo。
dāng wǒ zǒu zài dà jiē shàng xiǎng zhe jiē dēng de shí hòu， wǒ bù shí wàng wàng tiān kōng。 tiān kōng hēi dé kě pà， bù guò hái néng qīng xī dì fēn biàn chū bèi sī suì de yún kuài， yún kuài zhī jiān shì yī gè gè wú dǐ de hēi bān。 zài yī gè hēi bān shàng， wǒ tū rán fā xiàn yī kē xiǎo xīng xīng， yú shì jiù zǎi xì dì guān chá qǐ lái。 zhè shì yīn wéi nà kē xiǎo xīng xīng tí shì wǒ： wǒ jué dìng zài jīn yè zì shā。 zǎo zài liǎng gè yuè qián wǒ jiù guǒ duàn dì xià liǎo zhè yī jué xīn， jìn guǎn wǒ hěn qióng， hái shì mǎi liǎo yī zhī piào liàng de shǒu qiāng， bìng qiě zài dāng tiān jiù zhuāng shàng liǎo zǐ dàn。 dàn shì， liǎng gè yuè yǐ jīng guò qù， shǒu qiāng yǐ jiù fàng zài chōu tì lǐ。 kě wǒ wú suǒ wèi dì xiǎng zuì hòu zhǎo yī gè bù nà me wú suǒ wèi de shí jī， wèishénme yào zhè yàng， wǒ zì jǐ yě bù zhī dào。 yīn cǐ， zhè liǎng gè yuè lái， wǒ měi wǎn huí jiā dū xiǎng zì shā。 wǒ yī zhí zài děng dài nà gè jī huì。 ér xiàn zài zhè kē xiǎo xīng xīng tí shì liǎo wǒ， wǒ jué dìng jīn wǎn · yī · dìng zì shā。 nà kē xiǎo xīng xīng wèishénme yào tí shì wǒ ní， wǒ yě bù míng bái。
wǒ zhèng zài yǎng wàng yè kōng， tū rán yòu gè xiǎo nǚ hái yī bǎ zhuā zhù wǒ de yī xiù。 jiē dào shàng yǐ shì kōng luò luò de， jīhū bù jiàn rén yǐng。 yuǎn chù yòu gè chē fū zài qīng biàn mǎ chē lǐ shuì jué。 xiǎo nǚ hái yuē mò bā suì， guǒ zhe tóu jīn， chuān jiàn duǎn wài yī， hún shēn shī lín lín de。 dàn wǒ tè bié jì dé de shì tā nà shuāng shī lù lù de pò pí xié， ér qiě xiàn zài yě hái jì dé。 tā nà shuāng xié zǐ gé wài yǐn wǒ zhù mù。 tā zhòu rán chě zhù wǒ de yī xiù jiào hǎn。 tā méi yòu kū， dàn sì hū zài duàn duàn xù xù dì hǎn zhe shénme， yóu yú lěngde quán shēn dǎ zhàn， wèi néng bǎ huà shuō qīng chǔ。 tā bèi shénme shì 'ér xià huài liǎo， jué wàng dì jiào zhe：“ hǎo mā mā！ hǎo mā mā！” wǒ xiàng tā niǔ guò tóu qù， bù guò shénme yě méi yòu shuō yòu jì xù zǒu lù， dàn tā páo shàng lái bǎ wǒ lā zhù。 tā de shēng yīn lǐ liú lù chū yī zhǒng xiǎo hái shòu liǎo jí dù jīng xià de jué wàng xīn qíng。 wǒ shú xī zhè zhǒng shēng yīn。 jìn guǎn tā méi yòu bǎ huà shuō wán， dàn wǒ míng bái， huò zhě shì tā mǔ qīn zài shénme dì fāng kuài yào sǐ qù， huò zhě shì tā men zài nà lǐ chū liǎo shénme shì， suǒ yǐ tā páo chū lái jiào rén， xiǎng zhǎo diǎn shénme， qù bāng zhù tā mǔ qīn。 kě shì， wǒ méi yòu gēn zhe tā qù， xiāng fǎn， què dǒu rán qǐ liǎo gǎn zǒu tā de niàn tóu。 qǐ xiān， wǒ yào tā qù zhǎo， tā què sōng kāi shǒu， wū wūyè yān， qì chuǎn xū xū， lǎo gēn zài wǒ shēn biān páo， bù kěn lí kāi。 yú shì， wǒ chōng tā duǒ jiǎo， hǒu yī shēng。 tā zhǐ shì hǎn zhe：“ lǎo yé！ lǎo yé！……” tā tū rán lí kāi liǎo wǒ， fēi kuài dì héng guò jiē qù： jiē nà biān lái liǎo yī gè xíng rén。 kàn lái， tā bù zài gēn zhe wǒ， ér qù zhǎo nà gè xíng rén liǎo。
wǒ dēng shàng wǔ lóu wǒ de zhù chù。 wǒ méi yòu hé dōng jiā zhù zài yī qǐ， wǒ yòu zì jǐ de fáng jiān。 wǒ de fáng jiān xiǎo 'ér jiǎn lòu， yòu yī gè gé lóu shàng cháng yòu de nà zhǒng bàn yuán xíng chuāng hù。 wū lǐ yòu yī gè qī pí miàn shā fā， yī zhāng zhuō zǐ， zhuō shàng fàng zhe shū， liǎng bǎ yǐ zǐ， hái yòu yī bǎ shū shì de 'ān lè yǐ， suī rán shí fēn chén jiù， dàn què shì yī bǎ fú 'ěr tài shì de gāo bèi shēn zuò yǐ。 wǒ zuò xià lái， diǎn rán là zhú， kāi shǐ sī kǎo。 gé bì fáng lǐ yī piàn cáo zá chǎo nào shēng， jìn sān tiān láidōu shì rú cǐ。 nà lǐ zhù zhe yī gè tuì wǔ dà wèi jūn guān， tā yāo lái yī dà qún kè rén héng héng wǔ、 liù gè jiǔ ròu péng yǒu， zhèng zài hē jiǔ、 wán pái dǔ bó。 zuó wǎn shàng tā men jìng rán dǎ qǐ lái liǎo， wǒ zhī dào， tā men yòu liǎng rén hù xiāng jiū zhù duì fāng de tóu fā jiǔ jiǔ bù fàng。 nǚ fáng dōng xiǎng shǔshuō tā men， dàn jù pà nà dà wèi。 zhù zài wǒ men zhè 'ér de hái yòu lìng yī jiā fáng kè： yī wèi shēn cái shòu xiǎo de tuán cháng tài tài， dài zhe sān gè yòu xiǎo de hái zǐ。 tā men zhù jìn lái hòu xiǎo hái dū bìng dǎo liǎo。 tài tài hé hái zǐ mendōu hài pà dà wèi， pà dé hūn jué guò qù， zhěng yè dǎ duō suo， huà shí zì， tā de yòu zǐ bèi xià dé huàn liǎo diān xián bìng。 wǒ què qiē zhī dào， dà wèi yòu shí hòu zài niè wǎ dà jiē shàng lán lù qǐ tǎo。 tā méi yòu zhǎo dào zhí yè， dàn qí guài de shì（ wǒ zhèng yào shuō cǐ shì）， tā zhù jìn lái zhěng zhěng yī gè yuè dōuméi yòu gěi wǒ zhì zào guò má fán。 zì rán luó， cóng yī kāi shǐ wǒ jiù huí bì tóng tā jié shí， ér tā duì wǒ cóng yī kāi tóu yě bù gǎn xīng qù。 bù guò， tā men zài yī qiáng zhī gé de nà biān， bù lùn zěn me hǎn jiào， yě bù lùn tā men shì jǐ gè rén héng héng wǒ yī zhí dōubù zài hū。 wǒ zhěng yè zuò zhe， què shí méi yòu tīng dào tā men zhēng chǎo、 dǎ jià héng héng shèn zhì bǎ tā men wàng liǎo。 wǒ měi wǎn chè yè bù mián， zhè yàng yǐ jīng yòu yī nián liǎo。 wǒ tōng yè zuò zài zhuō bàng 'ān lè yǐ lǐ shénme shì yě bù zuò， zhǐ zài bái tiān dú dú shū。 wǒ zhè yàng zuò zhe shénme yě bù qù sī kǎo， ruò shì yòu shénme niàn tóu zài nǎo zǐ lǐ shǎn xiàn， wǒ yě tīng qí zì rán。 měi wǎn yào diǎn wán yī zhī là zhú。 wǒ jìng jìng dì zài zhuō bàng zuò xià， bǎ shǒu qiāng ná chū lái fàng zài miàn qián。 dāng wǒ fàng xià shǒu qiāng shí， wǒ jì dé wèn guò zì jǐ：“ shì zhè yàng má？” jiē zhe jiù zhǎn dīng jié tiě dì huí dá zì jǐ：“ shì zhè yàng de。” yě jiù shì zì shā。 wǒ zhī dào， wǒ jīn wǎn yī dìng huì zì shā， ér zài zhè zhuō bàng hái yào zuò duō jiǔ héng héng wǒ yě shuō bù shàng。 yào bù shì nà gè xiǎo nǚ hái chū xiàn， wǒ kěn dìng zǎo yǐ zì shā liǎo。
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nín yào zhī dào： wǒ suī rán quán wú suǒ wèi， dàn yào shì ná téng tòng lái shuō wǒ hái shì gǎn jué dé chū lái de。 rú guǒ yòu rén dǎ liǎo wǒ， wǒ jiù huì gǎn jué dé tòng de。 jīng shén shàng yě shì zhè yàng： rú guǒ fā shēng liǎo shénme kě lián de shì， wǒ jiù huì jué dé kě lián de， jiù xiàng guò qù shēng huó shàng wǒ hái méi yòu duì rèn hé shìdōu jué dé wú suǒ wèi shí nà yàng。 duì nà gè xiǎo nǚ hái wǒ yě yòu guò lián mǐn xīn： wǒ yī dìng yào qù bāng zhù tā。 kě shì wǒ wèishénme méi yòu qù bāng ní？ shì yīn wéi dāng shí chǎn shēng liǎo yī gè niàn tóu： dāng tā lā zhù wǒ， hū hǎn wǒ de shí hòu， wǒ miàn qián tū rán chū xiàn yī gè yí wèn， ér qiě wú fǎ jiā yǐ jiě jué。 wèn tí hěn wú liáo， dàn wǒ hěn shēng qì。 wǒ shēng qì shì yóu yú yòu liǎo zhè me yī gè jié lùn： wǒ jì rán yǐ jīng jué dìng jīn yè zì shā， nà me， wǒ xiàn zài duì shì jiān de yī qiē bǐ guò qù rèn hé shí hòu dū gèng jiā wú suǒ wèi liǎo。 wǒ wèishénme tū rán gǎn dào wǒ bù shì quán wú suǒ wèi， ér qù kě lián yī gè xiǎo nǚ hái ní？ wǒ jì dé， wǒ shí fēn tóng qíng tā， shèn zhì yú yòu guò yī zhǒng qí guài de xīn téng gǎn， zài wǒ zhè zhǒng chǔjìng xià， zhè zhǒng gǎn jué shèn zhì lìng rén nán yǐ xiāng xìn。 díquè， wǒ wú fǎ gèng hǎo dì bǎ wǒ dāng shí nà zhǒng zhuǎn shùn jí shì de gǎn jué zhuǎn shù chū lái， bù guò， zhè gè gǎn jué zhí zhì wǒ huí dào jiā zài zhuō bàng zuò xià lái réng wèi xiāo shì， yǐ zhì wǒ fēi cháng shēng qì， zhè shì hěn jiǔ yǐ lái bù céng yòu guò de。 tuī lùn yī gè gè fēn zhì tà lái。 hěn xiǎn rán， jì rán wǒ shì rén， ér bù shì zǐ xū， zàn shí yě méi yòu huà wéi wū yòu， nà me wǒ jiù hái huó zhe， yīn cǐ jiù huì yòu kǔ nǎo， yòu fèn nù， yòu wéi zì jǐ de jǔ zhǐ 'ér gǎn dào xiū chǐ de xīn。 jiù suàn shì zhè yàng bā。 dàn shì， jì rán wǒ jiāng zì shā， bǐ fāng shuō， zài yòu liǎng gè xiǎo shí wǒ jiù yào sǐ qù liǎo， nà me xiǎo nǚ hái yú wǒ yòu shénme xiāng gān ní？ xiū chǐ xīn、 shì jiān de yī qiē yǔ wǒ yòu yòu shénme xiāng gān ní？ wǒ xíng jiāng huà wéi wū yòu， chè dǐ xiāo wáng。 wǒ zhī dào， wǒ jí jiāng · wán · quán xiāo shī， yīn 'ér yī qiē yě jiāng bù fù cún zài， nà me， zhè zhǒng rèn shí duì yú wǒ duì xiǎo nǚ hái de 'ài lián zhī xīn， duì yú zuò liǎo bēi bǐ shì yǐ hòu de xiū chǐ xīn， bù néng méi yòu sī háo yǐng xiǎng bā？ xū zhī， zhèng yīn wéi rú cǐ， wǒ cái huì duì bù xìng de xiǎo nǚ hái duǒ jiǎo， xiàng tā cū yě dì hǒu jiào， hǎo xiàng zài shuō，“ wǒ bù jǐn méi yòu tóng qíng xīn， ér qiě rú guǒ yào wǒ qù gān háo wú rén xìng de chǒu xíng， xiàn zài wǒdōu kě yǐ qù gān de， yīn wéi liǎng gè xiǎo shí zhī hòu yī qiē dū jiāng shì qù liǎo。” nín néng xiāng xìn má？ zhè jiù shì wǒ duì tā hǒu jiào de yuán yīn。 duì zhè yī diǎn wǒ xiàn zài jīhū shēn xìn bù yí。 shí fēn xiǎn rán， shēng mìng hé shì jiè xiàn zài fǎng fó dōuyào qǔ jué yú wǒ， shèn zhì kě yǐ zhè me shuō， xiàn zài zhè shì jiè fǎng fó yě shì wèiwǒ yī gè rén 'ér chuàng zào de： wǒ zì shā liǎo， shì jiè yě jiù bù zài yòu liǎo， zhì shǎo duì yú wǒ lái shuō shì rú cǐ。 wǒ de zhī jué yī dàn xiāo shī， zhěng gè shì jiè yě jiù suí jí xiāo wáng， jiù xiàng yōu líng yī yàng， jiù xiàng yǐ fù yú wǒ de zhī jué yī yàng， yīn wéi zhè zhěng gè shì jiè hé quán rén lèi yě xǔ jiù shì wǒ zì jǐ yī gè rén。 zhì yú wǒ sǐ hòu， duì rèn hé rén lái shuō yě xǔ zhēn de shénme dōubù zài cún zài liǎo， zhè yī diǎn yǐ bù bì qù tán liǎo。 wǒ jì dé， wǒ zuò zài nà 'ér fǎn fǎn fù fù dì sī kǎo zhe suǒ yòu zhè xiē jiē zhǒng 'ér lái de xīn wèn tí， shèn zhì shēng chū yì niàn， yì xiǎng tiān kāi qǐ lái。 bǐ fāng， wǒ tū fā qí xiǎng， jiǎ rú wǒ yǐ qián shēng huó zài yuè qiú shàng huò huǒ xīng shàng， zài nà lǐ zuò liǎo zuì wú chǐ de shì qíng bìng qiě zāo dào chì zé hé xiū rǔ， zhè chú fēi yòu shí zài mèng jìng zhōng huò zài 'è mèng zhōng cái néng gǎn jué hé xiǎng xiàng dé dào； yòu jiǎ rú， wǒ hòu lái lái dào liǎo dì qiú shàng， ér yòu jì dé zì jǐ zài bié de xīng qiú shàng de suǒ zuò suǒ wéi， cǐ wài， hái zhī dào wǒ zài yě bù huì huí dào yuè qiú shàng， nà me， dāng wǒ cóng dì qiú shàng yǎng wàng yuè qiú shí， héng héng shì fǒu huì jué dé · wú · suǒ · wèi ní？ shì fǒu huì wéi zì jǐ de chǒu xíng 'ér gǎn dào xiū kuì ní？ sī kǎo zhè xiē wèn tí shì wú yì de、 duō yú de， yīn wéi shǒu qiāng yǐ bǎi zài wǒ de miàn qián， wǒ de zhěng gè shēn xīn yě gǎn jué dào liǎo · zhè · shì bì jiāng fā shēng。 dàn shì， zhè xiē wèn tí cì jī zhe wǒ， shǐ wǒ fèn nù。 bù xiān bǎ wèn tí nòng míng bái， wǒ sì hū zàn shí hái bù néng sǐ qù。 zǒng zhī， zhè gè xiǎo nǚ hái jiù liǎo wǒ， yóu yú zhè xiē wèn tí wǒ chí yán liǎo zì shā。 zhè shí， dà wèi fáng lǐ de cáo zá shēng kāi shǐ píng xī xià lái： tā men wán guò pái hòu zài zhǔn bèi shuì jué， bù guò zàn shí hái yòu rén zài dū dū nāng nāng shuō hú huà， lǎn yáng yáng dì qīng shēng jiào mà。 jiù zài zhè shí， wǒ zuò zài zhuō bàng 'ān lè yǐ lǐ hū rán shuì zhe liǎo， zhè shì cóng lái méi yòu guò de。 wǒ wán quán shì zài bù zhī bù jué zhōng shuì zhe de。 dà jiā zhī dào， mèng shì yī zhǒng xī qí gǔ guài de dōng xī： yòu de shí fēn qīng xī， xì jié dū sì zhū bǎo shì wù nà yàng jīng měi； yòu de nǐ huì jué dé yīhuǎng 'ér guò， fǎng fó chāo yuè liǎo shí kōng quán wú gǎn jué。 yǐn qǐ mèng jìng de sì hū bù shì lǐ zhì， ér shì yuàn wàng， bù shì dà nǎo， ér shì xīn líng； rán 'ér， wǒ de lǐ zhì zài mèng zhōng yòu shí yòu duō qiǎo miào， ér qiě huì shēng chū yī xiē wán quán bù kě sī yì de shì qíng lái。 lì rú， wǒ gē gē qù shì yǐ jīng wǔ nián， wǒ yòu shí hái mèng jiàn tā： tā bāng wǒ zuò shì， wǒ men hù xiāng guān xīn， ér wǒ zài mèng zhōng yī zhí shí fēn qīng chǔ hé jì dé， wǒ gē gē yǐ jīng sǐ liǎo， mái liǎo。 tā suī rán shì sǐ rén， réng zài wǒ shēn biān wèiwǒ máng lù， wèishénme wǒ de lǐ zhì huì wán quán róng rěn fā shēng zhè yī qiē ní？ hǎo， bù tán zhè gè， shuō shuō wǒ de nà gè mèng bā。 shì de， wǒ dāng shí zuò liǎo yī gè mèng， jiù shì shí yī yuè sān rì de nà gè mèng！ tā men xiàn zài hái zài shuǎ xiào wǒ， shuō nà zhǐ bù guò shì yīcháng mèng 'ér yǐ。 bù guò， jì rán nà gè mèng néng gào sù wǒ zhēn lǐ， shì mèng bù shì mèng nán dào bù shì dōuwú suǒ wèi má？ nǐ yào shì fā xiàn hé rèn qīng liǎo zhēn lǐ， nà me， bù lùn nǐ shì shuì zhe hái shì xǐng zhe de shí hòu dōuzhī dào， zhè jiù shì zhēn lǐ， méi yòu yě bù kě néng yòu bié de zhēn lǐ liǎo。 hǎo bā， jiù suàn zhè shì zuò mèng， jiù suàn zhè yàng， dàn shì， bèi nǐ men shuō dé tiān huā luàn zhuì de nà zhǒng shēng huó， wǒ què yào yòng zì shā lái jié shù tā liǎo， ér wǒ de mèng， wǒ de mèng héng héng 'ā， zé gěi wǒ zhǎn shì liǎo yī zhǒng zhǎn xīn de guāng huī càn làn、 huàn rán yī xīn、 chōng mǎn huó lì de shēng huó！
qǐng tīng wǒ jì xù shuō bā。
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wǒ shuō guò， wǒ zài bù zhī bù jué zhōng shuì zhe liǎo， fǎng fó hái zài sī kǎo zhe nà xiē wèn tí。 wǒ hū rán mèng jiàn， wǒ zuò zài nà lǐ ná qǐ shǒu qiāng lái zhí duì zhe xīn zàng héng héng shì xīn zàng， bù shì nǎo dài； yǐ qián wǒ shì dǎ suàn yī dìng duì zhǔn nǎo dài， zhèng duì yòu tài yáng xué kāi qiāng de。 wǒ duì zhǔn xiōng táng děng liǎo yī、 èr miǎo zhōng， hū rán fáng lǐ de là zhú、 zhuō zǐ hé qiáng bì quándōu zài wǒ yǎn qián huàng dòng、 xuánzhuàn qǐ lái。 wǒ lián máng kāi liǎo yī qiāng。
nín yòu shí huì mèng jiàn cóng gāo chù diào xià lái， huò shì bèi rén kǎn shā， dàn shì nín cóng bù huì gǎn dào téng tòng， chú fēi nín zì jǐ zhēn de zhuàng zài liǎo chuáng shàng， cái huì gǎn dào tòng， bìng qiě wǎng wǎng huì tòng dé xǐng guò lái。 wǒ zhè cì zuò mèng shí yě shì zhè yàng： wǒ bù gǎn dào tòng， dàn jué dé yī qiāng bǎ quán shēn dū zhèn hàn liǎo， yī qiēdōu dùn shí xiāo shī， sì zhōu yī tuán qī hēi。 wǒ fǎng fó yòu xiā yòu lóng， jiāng zhí dì yǎng wò zài yī jiàn yìng bāng bāng de dōng xī shàng， shénme yě kàn bù jiàn， yī dòng yě bù néng dòng。 rén men zài wǒ bàng biān zǒu lái zǒu qù， jiào zhe hǎn zhe， dà wèi zài dī shēng shuō huà， nǚ fáng dōng zài jiān shēng jiào rǎng， héng héng tū rán jiān xuān 'áo shēng tíng xī xià lái， yuán lái tā men zài yòng yī kǒu jǐn bì de guān cái tái zhe wǒ zǒu。 wǒ gǎn dào guān cái zài huàng dòng， xún sī zhe yuán yīn， dùn shí shǐ wǒ dà chī yī jīng： yuán lái wǒ yǐ jīng sǐ liǎo， zhēn de sǐ liǎo。 wǒ míng bái liǎo， háo bù huái yí， wǒ kàn bù jiàn， yě dòng bù liǎo， rán 'ér hái yòu gǎn jué， yě néng sī wéi。 bù guò， wǒ mǎ shàng jiù tīng qí zì rán， xiàng wǎng cháng zuò mèng nà yàng， píng xīn jìng qì dì jiē shòu zhè gè xiàn shí。
yú shì， tā men bǎ wǒ mái rù tǔ zhōng。 tā mendōu zǒu liǎo， shèng xià wǒ yī gè rén， gū líng líng de yī gè rén。 wǒ bù néng huó dòng。 guò qù bù shì zài mèng zhōng shí， wǒ cháng xiǎng wǒ huì zěn yàng bèi mái rù fén mù， yóu fén mù lián xiǎng dào de bù guò shì cháo shī hé hán lěng 'ér yǐ， yǎn xià wǒ kě zhēn de gǎn dào liǎo hán lěng， yóu qí shì jiǎo zhǐ jiān， bù guò zài méi yòu bié de shénme gǎn jué liǎo。 wǒ tǎng zhe， qí guài de shì wú suǒ qī dài， xīn píng qì hé dì chéng rèn sǐ rén shì méi yòu shénme kě pàn wàng de liǎo。 kě jiù shì gǎn dào cháo shī。 wǒ bù zhī tǎng liǎo duō jiǔ， héng héng yī gè xiǎo shí， huò zhě jǐ tiān， yě xǔ yòu hǎo duō tiān liǎo。 dàn hū rán jiān， cóng guān gài shàng shèn jìn lái yī dī shuǐ luò dào wǒ bì zhe de zuǒ yǎn shàng， yī fēn zhōng hòu yòu yī dī， yòu yī fēn zhōng hòu dì sān dī， jiù zhè yàng lián lián bù duàn， měi fēn zhōng làxià lái yī dī。 yī gǔ wú bǐ de fèn mèn cóng wǒ xīn dǐ shēng qǐ， wǒ gǎn dào xīn dǐ yī zhèn téng tòng。“ zhè shì shāng kǒu”， wǒ xiǎng liǎo xiǎng。“ shì qiāng shāng， lǐ miàn hái yòu yī lì zǐ dàn……” shuǐ hái zài dī luò， měi fēn zhōng yī dī， jìng zhí diào dào wǒ nà zhǐ bì zhe de yǎn jīng shàng。 wǒ tū rán qí qiú qǐ lái， dàn bù shì yòng shēng yīn， yīn wéi wǒ shì bù néng dòng dàn de， ér shì yòng wǒ de zhěng gè shēn xīn， xiàng zhe shǐ wǒ biàn chéng zhè yàng de zhù zǎi zhě qí qiú：
“ bù guǎn nǐ shì shénme rén， dàn rú guǒ yòu nǐ zài， rú guǒ yòu bǐ yǎn xià fā shēng de gèng hé hū qíng lǐ de shì， nà me nǐ jiù ràng tā yě zài zhè 'ér chū xiàn bā。 ér rú guǒ yīn wéi wǒ quē fá lǐ zhì 'ér zì shā， nǐ yào bào fù wǒ， ràng wǒ wǎng hòu de rì zǐ guò dé nán kān、 huāng táng， nà me jiù qǐng zhù yì， wǒ zài rèn hé shí hòu suǒ zāo shòu de rèn hé kǔ nán dū jiāng wú fǎ yǔ wǒ yào mò mò dì chéng shòu de nà zhǒng xiū kuì xiāng bǐ， nǎ pà nà kǔ nán yào mián yán qiān bǎi wàn nián！……”
wǒ qí qiú zhī hòu bù zài shuō huà， shēn shēn de chén mò jīhū chí xù liǎo zhěng zhěng yī fēn zhōng。 yòu diào xià yī dī shuǐ， dàn wǒ zhī dào， ér qiě shēn zhī hé què xìn， yī qiē dū jiāng mǎ shàng fā shēng biàn huà。 zhè bù， wǒ de fén mù zhēn de tū rán liè kāi liǎo。 yě jiù shì shuō wǒ bù zhī dào fén mù dào dǐ shì bèi dǎ kāi de hái shì bèi jué kāi de， bù guò， wǒ bèi yī gè méi yòu jiàn guò de hēi guài wù zhuā zhù， yú shì wǒ men bù zhī bù jué dì lái dào liǎo tiān kōng zhōng。 wǒ mò dì fā xiàn： zhè shì yī gè shēn yè， yī gè qián suǒ wèi yòu de qī hēi qī hēi de yè wǎn！ wǒ men zài yuǎn lí dì qiú de tài kōng zhōng jí fēi。 wǒ duì zhuā wǒ de guài wù shénme yě bù wèn， wǒ zài děng dài zhe， wǒ fēi cháng gāo 'ào。 wǒ shēn xìn zì jǐ bù huì hài pà， ér qiě yī xiǎng dào bù huì hài pà shí， wǒ biàn xīng fèn bù yǐ。 wǒ jì bù qǐ fēi xíng liǎo duō cháng shí jiān， ér qiě yě xiǎng xiàng bù chū lái， yīn wéi yī qiēdōu xiàng píng cháng zuò mèng shí yī yàng， dāng nǐ kuà yuè shí kōng， chāo yuè cún zài hé lǐ zhì de guī lǜ shí， nǐ jiù zhǐ huì zài xīn líng de chōng jǐng diǎn shàng tíng xià lái。 wǒ jì dé， wǒ zài qī hēi zhōng hū rán kàn jiàn yī kē xiǎo xīng xīng。“ zhè shì tiān láng xīng bā？” wǒ zhòu rán rěn bù zhù wèn dào， yīn wéi wǒ běn lái shì shénme yě bù xiǎng dǎ tīng de。“ bù， zhè jiù shì nǐ huí jiā shí cóng yún céng jiān kàn dào de nà kē xīng xīng。” nà gè zhuā wǒ de guài wù dá dào。 zhè shí wǒ cái kàn dào， zhè guài wù yòu yī zhāng fǎng fó yǔ rén yī yàng de miàn kǒng。 qí guài de shì， wǒ què bù xǐ huān zhè guài wù， shèn zhì duì tā gǎn dào shí fēn yàn 'è。 wǒ suǒ qī dài de shì chè dǐ de xū wú， zhèng yīn wéi rú cǐ， wǒ cái duì zhe zì jǐ de xīn zàng kāi qiāng。 ér jīn wǒ luò zài liǎo guài wù de shǒu zhōng， tā dāng rán bù shì rén， dàn tā shì · cún · zài · zhe · de， shì huó zhe de：“ ā， yuán lái fén mù de wài miàn yě hái yòu shēng mìng li！” wǒ xiàng zuò mèng shìde hú sī luàn xiǎng， bù guò wǒ de xīn dǐ yǐ rán rú gù。“ rú guǒ · fù · shēng，” wǒ xiǎng，“ zhòng yòu shēng huó zài mǒu rén de zhǐ yì xià， nà me， wǒ shì bù huì qù jiē shòu bié rén de kòng zhì yǔ de！”“ nǐ zhī dào wǒ hài pà nǐ， suǒ yǐ nǐ kàn bù qǐ wǒ。” wǒ hū rán bù gù tǐ miàn dì duì wǒ de lǚ bàn tí chū wèn tí shuō， zhè wèn tí hán yòu zì wǒ biǎo bái de yì wèi， yīn 'ér wǒ de xīn dǐ xiàng bèi zhēn cì yī yàng gǎn dào qū rǔ。 tā méi yòu huí dá wǒ， dàn wǒ mǎ shàng jué dé， bìng méi yòu rén bǐ shì wǒ， chǐ xiào wǒ， yě méi yòu rén kě lián wǒ， tóng shí yě fā jué， wǒ men lǚ xíng de mùdì bù qīng chǔ 'ér qiě shén mì mò cè， bù guò zhǐ yǔ wǒ yī rén yòu guān。 yī zhǒng kǒng jù gǎn zài wǒ xīn zhōng màn màn shēng qǐ。 mò bù zuò shēng de lǚ bàn shēn shàng de yī zhǒng dōng xī zài wú shēng dì dàn què tòng kǔ dì gǎn rǎn zhe wǒ， fǎng fó zài wǒ shēn shàng yǒng dòng。 wǒ men zài hūn 'àn 'ér shén mì de tài kōng zhōng jí fēi。 wǒ yǐ jīng hěn jiǔ méi yòu jiàn dào nà xiē shú xī de xīng xīng liǎo。 wǒ zhī dào， tài kōng zhōng yòu xiē xīng xīng de guāng yào shù qiān nián shèn zhì shù bǎi wàn nián cái néng dào dá dì qiú shàng， wǒ men yě xǔ yǐ jīng fēi guò liǎo zhè yī gè jù lí。 zài jí dù jiū xīn de kǔ mèn zhōng wǒ sì hū zài qī dài zhe mǒu zhǒng dōng xī。 chà nà jiān， yī zhǒng shú xī de kòu rén xīn xián de gǎn jué shǐ wǒ zhèn dàng： wǒ hū rán kàn jiàn liǎo wǒ men de tài yáng。 wǒ zhī dào， zhè bù kě néng shì nà gè yǎng yù guò wǒ men dì qiú de tài yáng， wǒ men jù lí wǒ men de tài yáng wú xiàn de yuǎn， dàn bù zhī wèishénme， wǒ de zhěng gè shēn xīn què gǎn dào， zhè gè tài yáng hé wǒ men de nà gè tài yáng yī mó yī yàng， shì wǒ men tài yáng de fù zhì pǐn， shì wǒ men tài yáng de luán shēng xiōng dì。 dòng rén xīn xián de tián měi gǎn zài wǒ xīn dǐ jī qǐ yī zhèn xīn wèi： gěi wǒ shēng mìng de qīnqiè de yáng guāng de wēi lì zài wǒ xīn zhōng huí dàng， shǐ wǒ xīn líng fù sū， wǒ bèi mái jìn fén mù hòu， dì yī cì gǎn dào yòu liǎo shēng jī， yuán xiān de nà zhǒng shēng jī。
“ ér rú guǒ zhè jiù shì tài yáng， rú guǒ zhè què shí jiù shì wǒ men de nà gè tài yáng，” wǒ gāo hū qǐ lái，“ nà me， dì qiú yòu zài nǎ 'ér ní？” lǚ bàn jiù bǎ yī kē xiǎo xīng xīng zhǐ gěi wǒ kàn， nà xiǎo xīng xīng zài hēi 'àn zhōng shǎn shuò zhe lǜ guāng。 wǒ men jìng zhí cháo tā fēi qù。
“ yǔ zhòu zhōng mò fēi zhēn yòu yī mó yī yàng de dōng xī？ dà zì rán de guī lǜ guǒ zhēn shì zhè yàng？…… rú guǒ zhè shì lìng yī gè dì qiú， nà me tā nán dào hé wǒ men de dì qiú wán quán yī yàng…… hé wǒ men nà gè bù xìng de、 kě lián de， dàn yòu bǎo guì、 yǒng yuǎn kě 'ài de dì qiú， hé wǒ men nà gè jí shǐ zài zuì wàng 'ēn fù yì de 'ér nǚ xīn zhōng yě néng huàn qǐ duì tā kǔ 'ài de dì qiú wán quán yī yàng má？……” wǒ wú bǐ jī dòng dì hū hǎn qǐ lái， duì bèi wǒ lí kāi de yuán xiān de nà gè dì qiú yòu zhe nán yǐ yì zhì de juàn liàn。 nà gè bèi wǒ jù jué de kě lián de xiǎo nǚ hái de shēn yǐng zài wǒ miàn qián yī shǎn 'ér guò。
“ yī qiē nǐ dū huì kàn dào de，” wǒ de lǚ bàn huí dá shuō。 tīng dé chū lái， tā de huà zhōng jiā dài zhe yōu shāng。 wǒ men zài xùn sù dì kào jìn nà kē xíng xīng， xíng xīng zài wǒ yǎn zhōng yuè biàn yuè dà， wǒ yǐ jīng fēn biàn chū liǎo hǎi yáng hé 'ōu zhōu de lún kuò， yī zhǒng qí tè de wěi dà 'ér chún jié de dù yì tū rán zài wǒ xīn jiān yǒng qǐ：“ zěn me kě néng yòu yī mó yī yàng de dōng xī ní？ ér qiě yòu wèile shénme ní？ wǒ 'ài， zhǐ néng 'ài wǒ lí kāi de nà gè dì qiú， wǒ zhè gè wàng 'ēn fù yì de rén xiàng xīn fáng kāi qiāng jié shù shēng mìng shí， wǒ de xuè jiù sǎ zài liǎo nà shàng miàn。 dàn shì rèn hé shí hòu， rèn hé shí hòu wǒdōu méi yòu zhōng duàn guò wǒ duì nà gè dì qiú de 'ài， jiù shì zài lí kāi tā de nà gè wǎn shàng， wǒ yě xǔ bǐ rèn hé shí hòu dū 'ài dé gèng kǔ。 zài zhè xīn de dì qiú shàng yě yòu tòng kǔ má？ zài wǒ men nà gè dì qiú shàng， wǒ men díquè zhǐ néng huái zhe tòng kǔ qù 'ài， bìng qiě yě bù zhī dào hái yòu bié de shénme fāng shì qù 'ài tā。 wèile 'ài， wǒ gān yuàn shòu kǔ。 wǒ yuàn yì， wǒ kě wàng jiù zài cǐ kè hán zhe rè lèi qù qīn wěn wǒ lí qù de nà yī gè dì qiú， wǒ bù yuàn yì， yě bù jiē shòu zài rèn hé bié de dì qiú shàng fù shēng！……”
kě shì， wǒ de lǚ bàn yǐ jīng bǎ wǒ rēng xià。 wǒ hǎo xiàng háo wú gǎn jué dì shà shí jiān jiù lái dào liǎo lìng yī gè dì qiú shàng héng héng yī gè qíng tiān lì rì xià de rén jiān tiān táng。 wǒ hǎo xiàng zhàn zài wǒ men dì qiú shàng xī là qún dǎo zhōng de yī gè xiǎo dǎo shàng， yòu hǎo xiàng shì yǔ zhè xiē dǎo yǔ pí lián de dà lù yán hǎi de mǒu gè dì fāng。 ā， yī qiē de yī qiēdōu wán quán xiàng wǒ men dì qiú shàng yī yàng， kě jiù shì zhè 'ér sì hū dào chù shì yī pài jié rì de qì fēn， yáng yì zhe wěi dà、 shèng jié、 zuì hòu shèng lì de huān lè。 wēn róu、 bì lǜ de dà hǎi qīng qīng dì pāi dǎzháo dī 'àn， huán bào zhe háo bù yǎn shì de jīhū shì zhǔyì zhuān yī de 'ài liàn qīn wěn zhe hǎi 'àn。 shù mù cān tiān， juān xiù cōng lóng， piàn piàn lǜ yè qīng róu、 qīn nì dì shā shā xiǎng， wǒ gǎn jué tā men xiàng shì zài sù shuō qíng huà yíng jiē wǒ de dào lái。 mào mì de yě cǎo kāi mǎn xiān huā， xīn xiāng sì yì。 yī qún qún de niǎo 'ér zài tiān kōng zhōng fēi guò， háo bù wèi jù dì luò zài wǒ de jiān shàng、 shǒu shàng， dǒu dòng zhe kě 'ài de xiǎo chì bǎng， xǐ zī zī dì pāi dǎ wǒ。 wǒ zhōng yú jiàn dào hé rèn shí liǎo zhè piàn lè tǔ shàng de rén men。 tā men zhù dòng dì zǒu guò lái， yōng zhe wǒ， qīn wěn wǒ。 tā men shì tài yáng de 'ér nǚ， zì jǐ nà gè tài yáng de 'ér nǚ， héng héng 'ā， tā men cháng dé duō me jùn měi！ zài wǒ men dì qiú shàng， wǒ cóng lái méi yòu jiàn guò rén yòu zhè me měi。 yě xǔ zhǐ yòu zài wǒ men de hái zǐ shēn shàng， zài tā men de hái tí shí dài， cái néng zhǎo dào zhè zhǒng měi de jiǔ yuǎn de suī rán shì mó hú de hén jì。 zhè xiē xìng fú de rén men yǎn jīng fàng shè zhe míng liàng de guāng máng， tā men de liǎn shàng shǎn xiàn zhe zhì huì de guāng cǎi hé tài rán zì ruò de shén sè， ér rén réndōu mǎn miàn chūn fēng； tā men de huà yǔ hé shēng yīn chōng yì zhe tiān zhēn làn màn de yú yuè。 ā， sǎo shì tā men yī yǎn， yī qiē yī qiē wǒ mǎ shàng jiù yī mù liǎo rán！ zhè shì méi yòu bèi 'è xíng diàn wū de yī fāng jìng tǔ， shēng xī zài tā shàng miàn de shì yī xiē qīng qīng bái bái de rén， tā men shēng huó zài zhè tiān táng lǐ， jù zǔ bèi xiāng chuán， zhè yě shì wǒ men huò zuì de xiān rén céng jīng jū zhù guò de dì fāng， suǒ bù tóng de zhǐ shì zhè 'ér chù chù shì tiān táng。 rén men huān xiào zhe， yǒng xiàng wǒ， duì wǒ qīn qīn rè rè， bǎ wǒ lǐng dào jiā qù， gè gèdōu jǐyǔ wǒ 'ān fǔ。 ā， tā men shénme yě bù wèn wǒ， dàn tā men sì hū shénme dōuzhī dào， wǒ jué dé tā men xiǎng de shì jìn kuài qū zǒu wǒ liǎn shàng de tòng kǔ。
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rán 'ér， nín yào zhī dào， āi， zhè zhǐ shì yīcháng mèng！ dàn shì， zhè xiē chún jié、 měi lì de rén men de shèng qíng gěi wǒ de gǎn shòu， yǐ yǒng yuǎn liú zài wǒ de xīn jiān， ér qiě wǒ jué dé， tā men de zhè zhǒng shèng qíng zhì jīn réng zài bù duàn dì gǎn rǎn zhe wǒ。 wǒ qīn shēn jiàn dào tā men， liǎo jiě tā men bìng qiě xiāng xìn tā men。 wǒ xǐ huān tā men， hòu lái hái wèitā men méng shòu guò kǔ nán。 ā， shèn zhì zài dāng shí wǒ mǎ shàng jiù míng bái guò lái， zài hěn duō fāng miàn wǒ bìng bù wán quán liǎo jiě tā men； wǒ zuò wéi dāng dài jìn bù rén shì jí bēi wēi de bǐ dé bǎo rén sì hū méi yòu jiě jué zhè gè wèn tí， jí tā men méi yòu shòu guò wǒ men nà yàng de jiào yù què dǒng dé nà me duō de shì qíng。 bù guò， wǒ hěn kuài jiù míng bái liǎo， tā men zhī shí de chōng shí yǔ xī shōu， yòng de shì lìng yī zhǒng yǔ wǒ men dì qiú shàng bù tóng de fāng fǎ， ér qiě tā men de zhuī qiú yě wán quán bù tóng。 tā men yǔ shì wú zhēng， dàn bó míng lì， tā men bù xiàng wǒ men nà yàng jié lì qù xún qiú shēng huó， yīn wéi tā men shēng huó dé hěn chōng shí。 kě shì， tā men de zhī shí yào bǐ wǒ men de gāo shēn dé duō， yīn wéi wǒ men de zhī shí lì tú shuō míng shēng huó shì shénme， lì tú qù rèn shí shēng huó， yǐ biàn qù jiào huì bié rén shēng huó； tā men ní， tā men bù xué kē xué jiù dǒng dé gāi rú hé shēng huó。 zhè yī diǎn wǒ míng bái， dàn wǒ bù dǒng dé tā men de zhī shí。 tā men zhǐ diǎn wǒ guān shǎng tā men de shù mù， wǒ què bù néng tǐ huì tā men xīn shǎng shù mù shí de nà fèn qíng sù： tā men fǎng fó tóng lèi xiāng tōng， xīn xīn xiāng yìn。 nín kě zhī dào， rú guǒ wǒ shuō tā men néng tóng shù mù jiāo tán， dà gài wǒ méi yòu shuō cuò bā！ shì de， tā men zhǎo dào liǎo shù mù de yǔ yán， wǒ yě què xìn， shù mù yě dǒng tā men de huà yǔ。 tā men jiù shì zhè yàng kàn dài zhěng gè dà zì rán bāo kuò dòng wù de。 dòng wù tóng tā men hé píng xiāng chù， bù xiàng tā men fā qǐ jìn gōng， ér qiě xǐ huān tā men， wèitā men de 'ài xīn suǒ xùn fú。 tā men zhǐ yǐn wǒ guān kàn xīng xīng， bìng tóng wǒ tán xīng xīng de shì 'ér， wǒ tīng bù míng bái， dàn wǒ xiāng xìn， tā men xiàng shì yòu mǒu zhǒng fāng fǎ tóng tiān shàng de xīng chén jìn xíng jiāo wǎng， bù zhǐ shì sī xiǎng shàng de， ér shì yòu yī zhǒng shēng dòng huó pō de tú jìng。 ā， zhè xiē rén méi yòu qiǎngqiú wǒ liǎo jiě tā men， wǒ bù liǎo jiě， tā men yě hái shì 'ài wǒ， dàn shì wǒ zhī dào， tā men yǒng yuǎn yě wú fǎ lǐ jiě wǒ de， yīn cǐ， wǒ jīhū bù gēn tā men tán wǒ men dì qiú shàng de shì。 zài tā men miàn qián wǒ zhǐ shì pín pín qīn wěn tā men shēng xī de tǔ dì， yǐ biǎo dá duì tā men wú yán de chóng jìng。 tā men jiàn liǎo， rèn píng wǒ qù biǎo shì， bù yīn wǒ de chóng jìng 'ér xiū kuì， yīn wéi tā men zì jǐ yě hěn zūn chóng。 wǒ yòu shí mǎn liǎn lèi hén dì qù wěn tā men de jiǎo， tā men méi yòu yīn wèiwǒ 'ér nán guò， dāng wǒ zhī dào tā men jiāng yòng duō me chì rè de 'ài lái huí bào wǒ shí， wǒ xīn tóu yòu duō xīng fèn！ wǒ yòu shí jīng qí dì zì wèn： tā men zěn me shǐ zhōng bù qù qī líng wǒ zhè yàng de rén， yī cì yě méi yòu jī qǐ xiàng wǒ zhè yàng de rén de cù yì hé jí dù ní？ wǒ duō cì zì wèn： wǒ zhè gè 'ài chuī niú shuō huǎng de rén， zěn me néng bù duì tā men shuō shuō zì jǐ suǒ zhī dào de shì qíng， héng héng zhè xiē shì qíng tā men dāng rán shì yī wú suǒ zhī de， zěn me néng bù xiǎng yǐ cǐ shǐ tā men zhèn jīng， huò zhě nǎ pà zhǐ shì chū yú duì tā men de 'ài mù ní？ tā mendōu xiàng hái zǐ men nà yàng huān bèng luàn tiào、 xīng gāo cǎi liè。 tā men zài zì jǐ měi lì de yuán lín zhōng hé shù lín lǐ màn yóu， chàng zhe zì jǐ yōu měi de gē 'ér， shí yòng róng yì xiāo huà de shí wù、 zì jǐ shù shàng de guǒ shí、 zì jǐ sēn lín lǐ de fēng mì， yǐ jí nà xiē xǐ huān tā men de dòng wù de rǔ zhī。 tā men zhǐ xū cóng shì qīng wēi de láo dòng jiù néng qīng 'ér yì jǔ dì jiě jué zì shēn de yī shí wèn tí。 tā men nán huān nǚ 'ài， shēng 'ér yù nǚ， dàn wǒ cóng wèi fā xiàn tā men · tān · yín · hǎo · sè。 zài wǒ men dì qiú shàng jīhū suǒ yòu de réndōu nán táo de jié shù， yín yù shì rén lèi wàn 'è zhī yuán。 tā men wéi xīn shēng mìng de jiàng lín 'ér huān tiān xǐ dì， zhè shì tā men xìng fú lè yuán de xīn rén。 tā men xiāng hù jiān méi yòu zhēng chǎo， méi yòu dù jì， shèn zhì bù zhī dào zhēng chǎo yǔ jí dù wèihé wù。 tā men de hái zǐ shì dà jiā de， yīn wéi dà jiā zǔ chéng yī gè jiā tíng。 tā men chàbù duō wán quán méi yòu jí bìng， suī rán yě yòu sǐ wáng； tā men de lǎo rén sǐde 'ān xiáng， hǎo xiàng shuì zhe liǎo shìde， rén men wéi zài shēn bàng wèitā sòng zhōng， tā hán xiào dì xiàng rén men zhù fú， rén men yě bào yǐ yú yuè de wēi xiào sòng bié。 cǐ shí， wǒ méi yòu kàn jiàn rén men bēi shāng、 liú lèi， yòu de zhǐ shì jiā bèi de huǎng ruò kuáng xǐ de 'ài， dàn què shì yī zhǒng tài rán、 chōng shí、 chén jìng de kuáng xǐ。 kě yǐ rèn wéi， tā men hé shì zhě zhī jiān， shèn zhì zài tā sǐ hòu réng rán hù xiāng jiāo wǎng， sǐ wáng yě gē bù duàn bǐ cǐ de chén shì lián xì。 dāng wǒ wèn jí tā men yòu wú yǒng héng de shēng mìng shí， tā men jìn hū bù dǒng wǒ de yì sī， dàn hěn xiǎn rán， tā men jiān xìn bù yí， duì tā men 'ér yán zhè bù chéng wéi wèn tí。 tā men zhè lǐ méi yòu sì miào， dàn tā men yǔ zhěng gè yǔ zhòu yòu zhe xiū qī xiāng guān、 shēng qì bó bó、 fēn gē bù kāi de lián xì； tā men bù xìn zōng jiào， dàn tā men què xìn， dāng rén jiān de huān lè dá dào chén shì de jí xiàn shí， nà me， duì tā men héng héng shēng zhě hé sǐ zhě lái shuō， tóng zhěng gè yǔ zhòu gèng wéi guǎng fàn de jiāo wǎng jiù huì dào lái。 tā men xīng wèi 'àng rán dì pàn wàng zhe zhè yī shí kè， bù huāng bù máng， wú yōu wú lǜ， sì hū zǎo yǐ xiōng yòu chéng zhú， hù tōng xìn xī。 měi wǎn shuì jué yǐ qián， tā mendōu 'ài tóng shēng hé chàng hé xié yuè 'ěr de gēqǔ。 tā men yòng zhè xiē gēqǔ biǎo dá yī tiān de zhǒng zhǒng gǎn shòu， ōu gē hé gào bié jí jiāng shì qù de yī tiān。 tā men zàn měi dà zì rán， zàn měi dà dì， zàn měi hǎi yáng， zàn měi sēn lín。 tā men xǐ hǎo chuàng zuò miáo xiě duì fāng de gēqǔ， xiàng xiǎo hái nà yàng hù xiāng kuā zàn； zhè shì yī xiē zhì pǔ wú huá de gē， dàn tā men fā zì nèi xīn， gǎn rén fèi fǔ。 bù zhǐ zài gē qū zhōng， kàn lái yě zài dù guò zhěng gè yī shēng zhōng， tā mendōu shì hù xiāng zàn shǎng de。 zhè shì wú suǒ bù bāo、 pǔ pǔ tōng tōng de yī zhǒng 'ài mù。 lìng yòu yī xiē gēqǔ zhuāng yán bēn fàng， wǒ chàbù duō quán tīng bù dǒng。 wǒ rèn shí gē cí， dàn lǎo shì pǐn wèi bù chū qí zhōng de quán bù hán yì。 wǒ de nǎo zǐ sì hū nán yú lǐ jiě， dàn wǒ de xīn líng què sì hū zài bù zhī bù jué zhōng yù lái yù lǐng wù dé dào。 wǒ cháng cháng duì tā men shuō， zhè yī qiē wǒ guò qù zǎo yòu yù gǎn， suǒ yòu zhè xiē huān lè hé zàn gē zài wǒ men dì qiú shàng duì wǒ lái shuō què shì wú biān de yōu fán， yòu shí jìng shì nán yǐ rěn shòu de tòng kǔ； dāng wǒ de xīn líng jìn rù mèng huàn， nǎo hǎi zhōng chū xiàn chōng jǐng shí， wǒ jiù yù gǎn dào huì yòu tā men zhè xiē rén， huì yòu tā men de zàn gē； zài wǒ men dì qiú shàng， miàn duì xī xié de cán yáng wǒ cháng cháng rè lèi cén cén…… wǒ hèn wǒ men dì qiú shàng de rén， dàn hèn zhōng zǒng bāo hán zhe kǔ mèn： wǒ wèishénme hèn tā men 'ér yòu bù néng bù 'ài tā men ní？ wǒ wèishénme bù néng bù kuān shù tā men ní？ wǒ 'ài tā men， dàn 'ài zhōng yě zǒng shì yòu zhe kǔ mèn： wǒ wèishénme 'ài tā men yòu tóng shí yào hèn tā men ní？ kàn dé chū lái， zhè lǐ de rén tīng liǎo zhī hòu， bù lǐ jiě wǒ shuō de shénme， dàn wǒ bù huì yīn wèiwǒ tóng tā men shuō guò yī xí huà 'ér gǎn dào yí hàn， yīn wéi wǒ zhī dào， tā men lǐ jiě wǒ wú xiàn sī niàn wǒ bié lí de nà xiē rén。 shì 'ā， dāng tā men yòng chōng yíng 'ài fǔ de qīnqiè mù guāng qiáo zhe wǒ de shí hòu， dāng wǒ zài tā men miàn qián， gǎn dào wǒ de xīn líng yě zhú jiàn biàn dé xiàng tā men de yī yàng chún jié、 chéng shí de shí hòu， wǒ jiù bù zài yīn wéi bù lǐ jiě tā men 'ér yòu suǒ yí hàn liǎo。 shēng huó jìng shì rú cǐ chōng shí、 fēng mǎn。 shēn lín qí jìng de yī fān gǎn shòu shǐ wǒ jīng shén jī fèn， yú shì wǒ mò mò dì zhù fú tā men。
ā， suǒ yòu de rén xiàn zài dū dāng miàn cháo xiào wǒ， yī kǒu yǎo dìng shuō， mèng lǐ de dōng xī bù kě néng xiàng wǒ xiàn zài suǒ miáo shù de nà yàng xì zhì rù wēi， wǒ zài mèng zhōng de suǒ jiàn huò gǎn shòu bù guò shì mèng jìng chǎn shēng de huàn xiàng， ér nà xiē xì jié shì wǒ mèng xǐng hòu zì jǐ dù zhuàn chū lái de。 dāng wǒ xiàng tā men tǎn yán， shuō shí jì shàng yě xǔ shì rú cǐ shí héng héng tiān 'ā， tā men dāng zhe wǒ de miàn xiàode yòu duō huān， tā men yòu duō kuài huó 'ā！ shì 'ā， zhēn de rú cǐ， wǒ wán quán bèi mèng huàn de gǎn shòu táo zuì liǎo， ér qiě zhǐ yòu zhè zhǒng gǎn shòu cái wán zhěng dì bǎo liú zài wǒ bèi shòuchuāng shāng de xīn zhōng： kě shì， mèng zhōng zhēn shí de xíng tǐ hé zhēn shí de xíng tài， jí mèng jìng zhōng shí jì suǒ jiàn de nà xiē xíng xiàng， fēng mǎn dé rú cǐ hé xié， rú cǐ měi miào， rú cǐ shēng dòng， yǐ zhì wǒ mèng xǐng hòu zì rán wú fǎ yòng wǒ men pín fá de yǔ yán qù biǎo dá chū lái， yīn 'ér tā men zài wǒ de nǎo hǎi lǐ bì rán biàn dé dàn mò qǐ lái， yú shì zài hòu lái， wǒ yě xǔ zhēn de bù zì jué dì biān zào chū yī xiē xì jié， yóu qí zài qíng jí zhī xià xiǎng yī tù wéi kuài， shī shí zhī shì zì rán nán miǎn liǎo。 bù guò， wǒ zěn néng bù xiāng xìn zhè dū shì shí yòu de ní？ shì shí yě xǔ bǐ wǒ shuō de hái yào wán měi、 qīng xī hé xīng wèi qiān bèi ní？ jiù suàn zhè shì yīcháng mèng， rán 'ér， zhè yī qièbù kě néng shì méi yòu de。 nín tīng wǒ shuō gè mì mì bā： yě xǔ suǒ yòu zhè yī qiē gēn běn jiù bù shì mèng ní！ yīn wéi dāng shí fā shēng de shì bī zhēn dé rú cǐ jīng rén， mèng zhōng shì bù néng gòu xiǎng chū lái de。 zàn qiě shuō， zhè mèng shì wǒ xīn lǐ xiǎng chéng de， dàn shì， wǒ de xīn nán dào néng xū gòu chū hòu lái yù dào de nà zhǒng jīng xīn dòng bó de zhēn lǐ má？ wǒ zì gè 'ér zài xīn lǐ zěn me kě néng yì zào huò huàn xiǎng chū nà zhǒng zhēn lǐ ní？ wǒ nà miǎo xiǎo de xīn zàng hé kōng xū、 duō biàn de tóu nǎo， zěn me néng dá dào nà zhēn lǐ de líng gǎn ní！ ā， nín zì jǐ píng píng bā。 wǒ yī zhí yǐn mán dào xiàn zài， dàn rú jīn wǒ yào bǎ zhè zhēn lǐ hé pán tuō chū lái。 wèn tí shì wǒ…… bǎ tā men quándōu jiào huài lā！
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shì 'ā， shì 'ā， jiēguǒ shì wǒ bǎ tā men quán jiào huài lā！ zhè zěn me huì fā shēng de héng héng wǒ bù míng bái， dàn wǒ jì dé qīng qīng chǔ chǔ。 mèng jìng chuān yuè shù qiān nián， zài wǒ xīn lǐ jǐn jǐn liú xià zhěng tǐ de gǎn shòu。 wǒ zhǐ zhī dào， tā men duò luò de yuán yīn shì wǒ。 wǒ xiàng yī tiáo kě zēng de máo chóng， yòu xiàng chuán rǎn liǎo xǔ duō guó jiā de shǔ yì gǎnjūn， bǎ zhè kuài wǒ lái zhī qián méi yòu zuì 'è de lè tǔ quán diàn wū liǎo。 tā men xué huì liǎo sǎ huǎng， ài shàng liǎo xū wěi， cháng dào liǎo huǎng yán de tián tóu。 āi， qǐ chū tā men yě xǔ · běn · wú · xié · niàn， zhǐ shì chū yú xì xuè、 mài nòng、 hǎo wán， yě xǔ zhēn yòu diǎn 'ér dòng xīn， kě shì zhè yī dòng xīn jìng shēn rù xīn dǐ， zhèng hé tā men de xīn yì。 suí hòu jiù chū xiàn liǎo yín yù， yín yù zī shēng jì dù， jì dù dǎo zhì cán bào…… āi， wǒ bù míng bái， yě jì bù qǐ liǎo， dàn hěn kuài jiù fā shēng liǎo dì yī cì liúxiě： tā men jīng yà、 kǒng jù， kāi shǐ chū xiàn fēn qí， suí hòu jiù fēn dào yáng biāo。 pài bié chū xiàn liǎo， tā men hù xiāng dí shì， màn mà、 zhǐ zé。 tā men cháng dào liǎo xiū rǔ de zī wèi， bìng jiāng tā shì wéi yī zhǒng měi dé。 yòu liǎo róng yù de guān niàn， gè pài zì lì qí hào。 tā men kāi shǐ dòng wù， dòng wù duǒ bì tā men táo rù sēn lín， bìng chéng liǎo tā men de chóu dí。 wèile lā shān tóu， lì mén hù， zhēng míng duó lì， hù xiāng dǒu 'ōu。 tā men shì bù liǎng lì， shì duì fāng ruò kòu chóu。 tā men pǐn cháng liǎo zāinàn， bìng qiě 'ài shàng liǎo zāinàn。 tā men kě wàng kǔ nán， shuō zhǐ yòu jīng guò kǔ nán cái huì yíng lái zhēn lǐ。 zhè shí， tā men fā míng liǎo xué wèn。 tā men 'è guàn mǎn yíng shí， què shuō shénme shǒu zú qīn qíng、 rén dào zhù yì， ér qiě hěn liǎo jiě zhè xiē zì yǎn de hán yì。 tā men zuì xíng lěi lěi shí， què xiǎng chū shénme zhèng yì lái， bìng qiě zhì dìng yī tào tào de fǎ diǎn wéi hù zhèng yì， ér wéi liǎo fǎ diǎn de zhí xíng jià qǐ liǎo duàn tóu tái。 tā men duì wǎng shì yǐ jīng jì yì mó hú， shèn zhì bù yuàn xiāng xìn zì jǐ céng jīng shì chún jié、 xìng fú de， lián guò qù shì fǒu xìng fú yě yī xiào zhì zhī， shuō nà shì mèng huàn bà liǎo。 tā men shèn zhì wú fǎ xiǎng xiàng chū xìng fú de múyàng， ér qí guài de shì： tā men jué bù xiāng xìn wǎng rì yòu guò xìng fú， rèn wéi nà shì yī zhǒng shén huà。 tā men kě wàng chóngxīn zuò gè chún jié、 xìng fú zhě， xiàng hái tóng nà yàng xīn xì yuàn wàng， bǎ tā fèng ruò shén míng， xiū jiàn shén miào， wéi zì jǐ de lǐ xiǎng hé“ xī wàng” qí dǎo， tóng shí yòu shēn zhī hǎo mèng nán yuán， xī wàng wú fǎ shí xiàn， què yòu yǎn lèi wāng wāng dì duì tā dǐng lǐ mó bài， jìng ruò shén míng。 kě shì， cháng ruò tā men néng gòu huí dào tā men shī qù de nà kuài chún jié wú xiá de fú dì qù， cháng ruò yòu rén tū rán bǎ zhè dì fāng chóngxīn zhǎn xiàn gěi tā men， wèn tā men shì fǒu yuàn yì fǎn huí gù tǔ， nà tā men yī dìng huì yú yǐ jù jué。 tā men huí dá shuō：“ jí shǐ wǒ men xū wěi、 xiōng 'è、 xíng wéi bù guǐ， zhè yī diǎn wǒ men · qīng · chǔ， bìng wéi cǐ 'ér tòng kū、 kǔ nǎo、 zì wǒ zhé mó、 zì wǒ chéng fá， qí chéng dù yě xǔ gèng shèn yú shàng bù zhī xìng shì de rén cí fǎ guānjiàng yào duì wǒ men de shěn pàn。 dàn wǒ men yòu xué wèn， xué wèn jiāng shǐ wǒ men chóngxīn zhǎo dào zhēn lǐ， wǒ men huì zì jué jiē shòu zhēn lǐ， rèn shí zhòng yú gǎn jué， duì shēng huó de liǎo jiě zhòng yú shēng huó běn shēn。 xué wèn jiāng gěi wǒ men cōng huì， cōng huì jiāng fā xiàn guī lǜ， ér rèn shí xìng fú de guī lǜ zhòng yú xìng fú。” tā men jiù shì zhè me shuō， shuō guò zhī hòu gèng shì zhǐ gù zì jǐ， zài shuō， tā men yě bù kě néng yòu bié de xuǎn zé。 měi gè rén dū sǐ bào sī lì， wā kōng xīn sī qù sǔn hài hé jiǎn shǎo bié rén de lì yì， rèn wéi shēng cún jiù shì rú cǐ。 yú shì， chū xiàn liǎo nú yì， shèn zhì shì zì yuàn de nú yì： ruò zhě gān xīn qū fú yú qiáng zhě， yǐ biàn qiáng zhě bāng zhù tā men qù yā pò gèng ruò zhě。 chū xiàn liǎo xián dá zhī shì。 xián dá huī lèi jìn jiàn， héng héng shǔshuō tā men wàng zì zūn dà、 sì wú jì dá、 shī què hé xié yǐ jí guǎ lián xiān chǐ。 xián dá zāo dào cháo fěng hé dǎ jī， tā men de xiān xuè sǎ zài shèng diàn de mén shàng。 kě shì， chū xiàn liǎo lìng yī xiē rén， tā men kāi shǐ kǎo lǜ： rú hé bǎ suǒ yòu de rén chóngxīn lián hé qǐ lái， ràng měi gè rén zhào jiù zhǐ gù zì jǐ， tóng shí yòu bù fáng 'ài tā rén， cóng 'ér shǐ dà jiā rú tóng shēng huó zài yī gè yǒu hǎo de shè huì zhōng。 wèile zhè yī lǐ xiǎng， bào fā liǎo yī cì yòu yī cì de zhàn zhēng。 suǒ yòu cān zhàn zhě zhè shí dū jiān xìn， xué wèn、 zhì huì hé zì wǒ bǎo quán yì shí， zuì zhōng bì jiāng shǐ rén men lián jié chéng wéi yī gè hé mù gòng chù、 yòu lǐ xìng de shè huì， ér yǎn xià wèile jiā kuài shì yè de jìn chéng，“ zhì zhě” zài jié lì jìn kuài bǎ“ yú rén” hé bù liǎo jiě tā men lǐ xiǎng de rén quándōu xiāo miè， yǐ miǎn fáng 'ài lǐ xiǎng de shí xiàn。 dàn shì， zì wǒ bǎo quán yì shí kāi shǐ xùn sù jiǎn ruò， chū xiàn liǎo jiāo héng zhě hé tān yín zhě， tā men gōng rán yào qiú zhàn yòu yī qiē huò pāo qì yī qiē。 wèile zhàn yòu yī qiē， tā men wéi fēi zuò dǎi， rú ruò bù néng dé chěng héng héng biàn zì shā shēn wáng。 chū xiàn liǎo gè zhǒng zōng jiào， chóng bài xū wú hé zì qiāng， yǐ qī zài xū wú piāomiǎo zhōng qiú qǔ yǒng héng de 'ān xī。 zhè xiē rén zài tú láo zhōng zhōng yú pí bèi bù kān， mǎn liǎn kǔ xiāng， ér tā men hái xuān chēng shòu kǔ shì yī zhǒng xiǎng shòu， yīn wéi zài shòu kǔ zhōng cái yòu sī xiǎng。 tā men biān zhuàn gēqǔ sòng yáng kǔ nán。 wǒ tòng xīn jí shǒu dì lái dào tā men zhōng jiān， wèitā men wǎn xī， bù guò， wǒ yě xǔ bǐ guò qù gèng 'ài tā men， nà shí tā men de liǎn shàng hái méi yòu tòng kǔ， tā men hái shì chún jié、 měi lì de。 tā men de zhè kuài tǔ dì yuán běn shì tiān táng， ér jīn bèi tā men diàn wū liǎo， yòu liǎo zāinàn， wǒ cái gèng 'ài tā。 āi， wǒ lǎo shì xǐ huān zāinàn hé tòng kǔ， dàn zhǐ shì wèile zì wǒ dān dài， ér duì yú tā men wǒ lián mǐn dé tòng kū liú tì。 wǒ qí qiú tā men yuán liàng， wǒ wú xiàn zì zé、 zì zhòu hé zì wǒ bǐ bó。 wǒ duì tā men shuō， zhè yī qiēdōu shì wǒ gān de， shì wǒ yī gè rén gān de； shì wǒ gěi tā men dài lái liǎo shāng fēng bài sú、 dào dé lún sàng yǔ nòng xū zuò jiǎ， wǒ kěn qiú tā men bǎ wǒ dīng zài shí zì jià shàng， wǒ jiào tā men zuò shí zì jià。 wǒ bù néng， yě wú lì zì shā， dàn wǒ qíng yuàn jiē shòu tā men de zhé mó， wǒ kě wàng tòng kǔ， kě wàng zài tòng kǔ zhōng sǎ jìn wǒ zuì hòu de yī dī xuè。 kě shì， tā men zhǐ shì cháo xiào wǒ， zuì hòu jìng bǎ wǒ kàn zuò fēng zǐ。 tā men bù rèn wéi wǒ yòu zuì， biǎo shì zhǐ jiē shòu fú hé tā men yì yuàn de shì， zhěng gè xiàn zhuàng zé bù néng gǎi biàn。 zuì hòu， tā men xiàng wǒ xuān bù， wǒ duì tā men gòu chéng liǎo wēi hài， rú guǒ wǒ bù bì shàng zuǐ de huà， jiù yào bǎ wǒ guān jìn fēng rén yuàn。 dāng shí wǒ xīn rú dāo gē， tòng bù yù shēng， jué dé kuài yào sǐ liǎo， zhè shí…… zhèng zài zhè shí wǒ xǐng guò lái liǎo。
cǐ shí yǐ shì qīng chén， yě jiù shì tiān sè shàng wèi pò xiǎo， dàn yě yòu wǔ diǎn zhōng zuǒ yòu liǎo。 wǒ shì zuò zài 'ān lè yǐ lǐ xǐng guò lái de， là zhú yǐ jīng rán wán， dà wèi fáng lǐ de réndōu yǐ jìn rù mèng xiāng， sì zhōu jìng qiāoqiāo de， wǒ men zhù zhái lǐ hěn shǎo shì zhè yàng。 shǒu xiān， wǒ yì cháng chī jīng dì tiào jiāng qǐ lái； guò qù， wǒ cóng wèi fā shēng lèi shìde qíng kuàng， nǎ pà shì jī máo suàn pí de shì： bǐ rú， wǒ jiù cóng lái méi yòu zài 'ān lè yǐ lǐ zhè yàng shuì zhe guò。 tū rán jiān，
dāng wǒ zhàn zhe màn màn qīng xǐng guò lái shí， héng héng nà zhī zǐ dàn shàng liǎo táng zhǔn bèi hǎo de shǒu qiāng shū dì pū rù wǒ de yǎn lián， kě wǒ yī bǎ jiāng tā tuī kāi liǎo！ ā， wǒ xiàn zài yào huó xià qù， huó xià qù！ wǒ jǔ qǐ shuāng shǒu jí hū yǒng héng de zhēn lǐ； bù shì jí hū， ér shì kū qì； wǒ hún shēn chōng mǎn kuáng rè， wú bǐ de kuáng rè。 duì， huó xià qù， jiù héng héng chuán dào qù！ cǐ kè wǒ jué xīn qù chuán dào， ér qiě shǐ zhōng bù yú！ wǒ yào qù chuán dào， qù chuán dào héng héng chuán shénme dào？ chuán bō zhēn lǐ， yīn wéi wǒ kàn dào liǎo zhēn lǐ， wǒ qīn yǎn kàn jiàn zhēn lǐ de guāng huá sì shè！
yú shì， cóng nà shí qǐ wǒ jiù chuán qǐ dào lái liǎo！ hái yòu héng héng wǒ 'ài suǒ yòu cháo xiào wǒ de rén， shèng sì qí tā suǒ yòu de rén。 wèishénme shì zhè yàng héng héng wǒ bù míng bái， yě wú fǎ jiě shì qīng chǔ， bù guò， jiù ràng tā zhè yàng bā。 tā mendōu shuō wǒ hú tú liǎo， jiù shì shuō， yào shì yǎn xià dū zhè me hú tú， nà me wǎng hòu kě zěn me bàn ní？ shì shí díquè rú cǐ： wǒ shì hú tú liǎo， wǎng hòu yě xǔ gèng zāo。 wú yí， dāng wǒ yào gǎo qīng zěn yàng qù chuán dào shí， yě jiù shì gāi shuō xiē shénme huà， gāi zuò xiē shénme shì de shí hòu， wǒ yī dìng huì yòu hěn duō cuò， yīn wéi chuán dào zhè jiàn shì shì hěn nán zuò hǎo de。 qiáo， wǒ xiàn zài bǎ yī qiēdōu nòng qīng chǔ liǎo， bù guò， qǐng tīng wǒ shuō： shuí néng bù chū cuò ní！ rán 'ér yào zhī dào， shàng zhì shèng xián， xià zhì dào fěi， dà jiā qǐ mǎ dū cháo zhe tóng yī fāng xiàng， bēn xiàng tóng yī mù biāo， zhǐ shì gè rén de lù zǐ bù tóng 'ér yǐ。 zhè shì yī gè gǔ lǎo de zhēn lǐ， bù guò， zhè lǐ yě yòu xīn qíng kuàng： wǒ bù kě néng wán quán hú tú， yīn wéi wǒ kàn dào liǎo zhēn lǐ， wǒ kàn chū bìng qiě zhī dào， rén shì huì biàn dé měi lì、 xìng fú， bù huì sàng shī shēng cún néng lì de。 wǒ bù yuàn yì yě bù huì xiāng xìn， shì rén lèi de cháng tài。 nǐ zhī dào， tā men dà jiā cháo xiào de zhèng shì wǒ de zhè zhǒng xìn niàn。 kě wǒ zěn me néng méi yòu zhè gè xìn niàn ní： wǒ kàn dào liǎo zhēn lǐ， héng héng nà bù shì wǒ nǎo zǐ lǐ yì zào chū lái de， ér shì wǒ kàn dào de， kàn dào de， tā nà xǔ xǔ rú shēng de xíng xiàng yǒng yuǎn chōng yì wǒ xīn jiān。 wǒ kàn dào de zhēn lǐ shì rú cǐ de wán měi， yǐ zhì wǒ bù kě néng xiāng xìn rén lèi huì méi yòu zhēn lǐ。 zǒng zhī， wǒ zěn me huì hú tú ní？ dāng rán lā， fā shēng piān chā， shèn zhì kě néng hǎo duō cì， yě hái kě néng shuō chū yī xiē jiàn wài de huà， dàn zhè bù huì wéi shí tài jiǔ， yīn wéi wǒ suǒ kàn dào de huó shēng shēng de xíng xiàng jiāng yǒng yuǎn yǔ wǒ tóng zài， bìng yǒng yuǎn kuāng zhèng wǒ， zhǐ yǐn wǒ。 ā， wǒ jīng shén zhèn fèn， zhāoqì péng bó， xiàng qián， xiàng qián， nǎ pà zǒu tā yī qiān nián。 nín zhī dào， wǒ bǎ tā men quán jiào huài liǎo， qǐ chū wǒ shèn zhì xiǎng yǐn mán， dàn zhè shì cuò wù de héng héng shì wǒ de dì yī gè cuò wù！ bù guò， zhēn lǐ duì wǒ 'ěr yǔ， shuō wǒ zài sǎ huǎng， què yòu hù wèi wǒ， yǐn dǎo wǒ。 kě shì， tiān táng shì rú hé jiàn zào qǐ lái de héng héng wǒ bù zhī dào， yīn wéi wǒ bù shàn yú yòng yán cí qù miáo shù。 mèng xǐng hòu wǒ yí wàng liǎo xǔ duō， zhì shǎo bǎ yī xiē zhù yào de、 zhòng yào de cí yǔ gěi wàng liǎo。 bù guò， jí shǐ rú cǐ， wǒ hái shì yào qù shuō， bù tíng dì shuō， yīn wéi bì jìng shì wǒ qīn yǎn suǒ jiàn， nǎ pà wǒ bù shàn yú miáo huì wǒ de suǒ jiàn suǒ wén。 rán 'ér cháo xiào wǒ de rén bìng bù liǎo jiě zhè yī diǎn， tā men shuō：“ nǐ jiàn dào de shì mèng huàn、 huàn jué、 huàn xiàng，” hāi！ nán dào zhè shì shénme cōng míng tòu dǐng？ tā men jìng shì nà me zì míng dé yì！ mèng？ shénme shì mèng ní？ wǒ men de yī shēng bù jiù shì yīcháng mèng má？ wǒ yào zài shuō yī biàn： nǎ pà zhè mèng yǒng yuǎn bù néng shí xiàn， nǎ pà bù huì yòu shénme tiān táng（ zhè yī diǎn wǒ yǐ jīng míng liǎo！） héng héng kě wǒ hái shì yào qù chuán dào。 qí shí， zhè hěn jiǎn dān： zhǐ xiāo yī tiān， · yī · gè · xiǎo · shí， yī qiē biàn huì yī cù 'ér jiù de！ zhòng yào de shì nǐ yào xiàng 'ài zì jǐ nà yàng qù 'ài bié rén， zhè shì guān jiàn suǒ zài， zhè yě jiù shì yī qiē， bié de shénme dōuwú suǒ wèi， yīn wéi nǐ mǎ shàng jiù huì zhī dào rú hé jiàn lì qǐ tiān táng liǎo。 qí shí， zhè bù guò shì gè gǔ lǎo de zhēn lǐ， bèi rén men chóngfù、 bèi sòng guò bù zhī duō shǎo biàn， kě tā què méi yòu shēng cún xià lái！ suǒ wèi“ duì shēng huó de liǎo jiě zhòng yú shēng huó běn shēn， rèn shí xìng fú de guī lǜ zhòng yú xìng fú” héng héng bì xū yǔ zhī jìn xíng dǒu zhēng！ wǒ jiāng cān jiā dǒu zhēng。 zhǐ yào dà jiā yòu cǐ xīn yuàn， nà me biàn huì mǎ dào chéng gōng！
wǒ yī dìng yào zhǎo dào nà gè xiǎo nǚ hái…… wǒ zhè jiù qù！ jiù qù！
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wǒ shì yī gè huāng táng kě xiào de rén。 xiàn zài tā men jiào wǒ fēng zǐ。 zài tā men kàn lái， rú guǒ wǒ yǐ rán bù xiàng xiān qián nà yàng huāng táng de huà， nà me zhè yī chēng hū dǎo shì shēng liǎo yī jí。 bù guò， wǒ xiàn zài yǐ jīng bù shēng qì liǎo， xiàn zài wǒ jué dé tā men quándōu hěn kě 'ài， shèn zhì dāng tā men cháo xiào wǒ de shí hòu héng héng wǒ fǎn 'ér jué dé tā men tè bié kě 'ài。 jiǎ ruò wàng zhe tā men wǒ xīn lǐ bù shì nà me yōu shāng de huà， wǒ huì tóng tā men yī dào xiào de， héng héng bù shì xiào wǒ zì jǐ， ér shì yóu yú xǐ huān tā men。 wǒ zhī suǒ yǐ gǎn dào yōu shāng， shì yīn wéi tā men bù dǒng dé zhēn lǐ， ér wǒ què dǒng。 āi， yī gè rén dǒng dé zhēn lǐ yòu duō me nán 'ā！ dàn shì zhè yī diǎn tā men shì lǐ jiě bù dào de。
bù， tā men shì bù huì lǐ jiě de。
guò qù wǒ gǎn dào fēi cháng shāng xīn de， shì yīn wéi wǒ hǎo xiàng hěn huāng táng kě xiào。 bù shì hǎo xiàng， ér shì què shí huāng táng。 wǒ yī xiàng shì fēi cháng huāng táng kě xiào de， zhè yī diǎn yě xǔ wǒ yī shēng xià lái jiù shì rú cǐ。 yě xǔ shì qī suì de shí hòu， wǒ jiù yǐ jīng zhī dào zì jǐ shì gè huāng táng de rén liǎo。 hòu lái wǒ shàng zhōng xué， jìn dà xué， jiēguǒ ní héng héng xué dé yuè duō， yuè jué dé zì jǐ huāng táng。 yīn cǐ， duì yú wǒ lái shuō， dà xué lǐ xué dào de quán bù zhī shí fǎng fó zhǐ shì zuì zhōng xiàng wǒ zhèng shí hé shuō míng： wǒ xué xí yuè shēn rù yuè huāng táng。 xué xí rú cǐ， shēng huó yě shì rú cǐ。 shí jiān yī nián nián guò qù， wǒ rèn shí dào wǒ zài gè fāng miàn dōuhěn huāng táng， zhè gè rèn shí zài wǒ shēn shàng yě yǔ nián jù zēng。 suǒ yòu de rén zǒng shì cháo xiào wǒ， dàn shì， tā men shuí yě bù zhī dào， shuí yě cāi bù chū， rú guǒ shuō rén shì jiān yòu gè shénme rén zuì liǎo jiě wǒ shì huāng táng rén de huà， nà me zhè gè rén jiù shì wǒ zì jǐ。 shǐ wǒ yí hàn bù guò de zhèng shì tā men bù míng liǎo zhè yī diǎn。 bù guò， zài zhè jiàn shì qíng shàng wǒ zì gè 'ér yòu cuò： wǒ lǎo shì nà me gāo 'ào， cóng bù yuàn yì xiàng rèn hé rén chéng rèn zì jǐ huāng táng。 wǒ shēn shàng de zhè zhǒng 'ào màn zài yǔ nián jù zēng， cháng ruò wǒ ràng zì jǐ xiàng rèn hé rén chéng rèn zì jǐ huāng táng， nà me dāng wǎn wǒ jiù huì yòng shǒu qiāng dǎ suì zì jǐ de nǎo dài。 ā， wǒ xiǎo shí hòu yòu duō tòng kǔ， shēng pà rěn nài bù zhù 'ér tū rán xiàng huǒ bàn men tǎn bái chéng rèn。 rán 'ér， dāng wǒ chéngzhǎng wéi qīng nián hòu， suī rán duì zì jǐ hěn huài de pǐn xìng yī nián bǐ yī nián yòu gēngshēn de rèn shí， dàn bù zhī wèishénme xīn qíng què fǎn 'ér biàn dé píng jìng duō liǎo。 díquè shì bù zhī dào wèishénme， yīn wéi wǒ zhì jīn hái bù néng duàn dìng qí yuán yīn。 zhè yuán yīn yě xǔ shì yóu yú mǒu zhǒng jí dà dì yǐng xiǎng wǒ de qíng kuàng， shǐ wǒ xīn tóu jī jù zhe jí dù de kǔ mèn， zhè jiù shǐ wǒ méng fā liǎo yī zhǒng xìn niàn： shì jiè shàng dào chù dōushì · wú · suǒ · wèi。 wǒ zǎo jiù yù gǎn dào liǎo zhè yī diǎn， dàn shì， wán zhěng de xìn niàn sì hū shì zuì jìn yī nián tū rán chū xiàn de。 wǒ hū rán gǎn dào， shì jiè de yòu wú， duì yú wǒ lái shuō dū · wú · suǒ · wèi。 wǒ kāi shǐ gǎn dào bìng qiě zhēn zhèng dì gǎn dào， · wǒ · shēn · biān · kōng · wú · yī · wù。 qǐ chū， wǒ zǒng yǐ wéi， xǔ duō dōng xī guò qù shì yòu de， dàn shì hòu lái wǒ cái wù chū lái， guò qù yě shì yī wú suǒ yòu， zhǐ shì bù zhī yīn wèishénme cái fǎng fó nà yàng。 wǒ zhú jiàn què xìn， jiāng lái yě yǒng yuǎn shì yī wú suǒ yòu。 yú shì， wǒ mǎ shàng jiù bù zài duì bié rén shēng qì， yě jīhū bù zài duì bié rén liú yì。 shuō shí zài de， zhè zhǒng biàn huà shèn zhì zài yī xiē wēi bù zú dào de shì qíng shàng yě huì biǎo xiàn chū lái。 bǐ rú， yòu shí hòu wǒ zài jiē shàng zǒu zhe zǒu zhe jiù zhuàng zhe liǎo rén jiā。 zhè bù shì yóu yú chén sī de yuán gù， wǒ yòu shénme yào chén sī de ní， wǒ dāng shí jiù gēn běn méi yòu xiǎng shénme， yīn wéi wǒ duì shénme dōuwú suǒ wèi。 wǒ yào shì jiě jué liǎo yī xiē wèn tí yòu duō hǎo， āi， yī gè wèn tí yě méi yòu jiě jué， ér yòu duō shǎo wèn tí yào jiě jué 'ā？ kě shì， wǒ yī xiǎng dào · quán · wú · suǒ · wèi， yī qiē wèn tí biàn bù fù cún zài liǎo。
jiù zài nà zhī hòu wǒ nòng qīng liǎo。 wǒ shì qù nián shí yī yuè， què qiē dì shuō shì qù nián shí yī yuè sān rì nòng qīng de。 dǎ nà yǐ hòu wǒ de měi yī shùn jiān wǒdōu jì dé qīng qīng chǔ chǔ。 zhè shì fā shēng zài yī gè qī hēi qī hēi de yè wǎn， kǒng pà zhǐ yòu zhè gè yè wǎn cái zhè me hēi。 dāng shí shì shí diǎn duō zhōng， wǒ zhèng huí jiā qù。 jì dé， wǒ zhèng zài xiǎng zhe méi yòu bǐ zhè gèng yīn 'àn de shí hòu， shèn zhì zài ròu tǐ shàng yě gǎn jué dé dào。 qīng pén dà yǔ xià liǎo yī zhěng tiān， nà shì yīcháng zuì hán lěng、 zuì yīn yù shèn zhì jiào rén kě pà de dà yǔ。 wǒ jì dé， zhè yǔ shèn zhì hái duì rén huái zhe yī zhǒng gōng rán de dí yì。 ér zài shí diǎn duō zhōng tā què zhòu rán tíng liǎo， sàn fā chū yī gǔ lìng rén jué dé kě pà de cháo qì， bǐ xià yǔ shí hái yào cháo shī， hái yào hán lěng。 jiē dào lù miàn shàng de měi yī kuài shí bǎn， měi yī tiáo hú tóng， chù chù dōuzài sàn fā zhe wù qì。 rú guǒ cóng jiē shàng wǎng hú tóng lǐ wàng qù， nà lǐ miàn yě shì wù qì téng téng de。 wǒ tū fā qí xiǎng， rú guǒ jiē dēng quán bù xī miè， huì shǐ rén yú kuài xiē， yīn wéi tā bǎ shí me dū zhào dé tōng míng tòu liàng， fǎn 'ér lìng rén gǎn dào yōu shāng。 zhè yī tiān wǒ jīhū méi yòu chī dōng xī， wǎn shàng zǎo zǎo dì dào liǎo yī wèi gōng chéng shī jiā， dāng shí zài zuò de hái yòu tā de liǎng wèi péng yǒu。 wǒ yī zhí mò bù zuò shēng， sì hū hěn jiào tā men shēng yàn。 tā men tán kàn xī yǐn rén de shénme shì qíng， shèn zhì tū rán fā qǐ huǒ lái。 dàn shì zài wǒ kàn lái， tā men quán wú suǒ wèi， tā men jī dòng zhǐ bù guò shì zuò zuò yàng zǐ 'ér yǐ。 wǒ hū rán bǎ wǒ de zhè yī xiǎng fǎ duì tā men shuō liǎo chū lái：“ xiān shēng men， wǒ shuō nǐ men běn lái shì wú suǒ wèi de má。” tā men tīng liǎo méi yòu shēng qì， fǎn 'ér xiào qǐ wǒ lái。 zhè shì yīn wǒ de huà bìng wú zé bèi yì wèi， ér zhǐ shì wǒ jué dé quándōu wú suǒ wèi 'ér yǐ。 tā men kàn chū wǒ zhè quán wú suǒ wèi zhī hòu yě jiù kuài huó qǐ lái liǎo。
dāng wǒ zǒu zài dà jiē shàng xiǎng zhe jiē dēng de shí hòu， wǒ bù shí wàng wàng tiān kōng。 tiān kōng hēi dé kě pà， bù guò hái néng qīng xī dì fēn biàn chū bèi sī suì de yún kuài， yún kuài zhī jiān shì yī gè gè wú dǐ de hēi bān。 zài yī gè hēi bān shàng， wǒ tū rán fā xiàn yī kē xiǎo xīng xīng， yú shì jiù zǎi xì dì guān chá qǐ lái。 zhè shì yīn wéi nà kē xiǎo xīng xīng tí shì wǒ： wǒ jué dìng zài jīn yè zì shā。 zǎo zài liǎng gè yuè qián wǒ jiù guǒ duàn dì xià liǎo zhè yī jué xīn， jìn guǎn wǒ hěn qióng， hái shì mǎi liǎo yī zhī piào liàng de shǒu qiāng， bìng qiě zài dāng tiān jiù zhuāng shàng liǎo zǐ dàn。 dàn shì， liǎng gè yuè yǐ jīng guò qù， shǒu qiāng yǐ jiù fàng zài chōu tì lǐ。 kě wǒ wú suǒ wèi dì xiǎng zuì hòu zhǎo yī gè bù nà me wú suǒ wèi de shí jī， wèishénme yào zhè yàng， wǒ zì jǐ yě bù zhī dào。 yīn cǐ， zhè liǎng gè yuè lái， wǒ měi wǎn huí jiā dū xiǎng zì shā。 wǒ yī zhí zài děng dài nà gè jī huì。 ér xiàn zài zhè kē xiǎo xīng xīng tí shì liǎo wǒ， wǒ jué dìng jīn wǎn · yī · dìng zì shā。 nà kē xiǎo xīng xīng wèishénme yào tí shì wǒ ní， wǒ yě bù míng bái。
wǒ zhèng zài yǎng wàng yè kōng， tū rán yòu gè xiǎo nǚ hái yī bǎ zhuā zhù wǒ de yī xiù。 jiē dào shàng yǐ shì kōng luò luò de， jīhū bù jiàn rén yǐng。 yuǎn chù yòu gè chē fū zài qīng biàn mǎ chē lǐ shuì jué。 xiǎo nǚ hái yuē mò bā suì， guǒ zhe tóu jīn， chuān jiàn duǎn wài yī， hún shēn shī lín lín de。 dàn wǒ tè bié jì dé de shì tā nà shuāng shī lù lù de pò pí xié， ér qiě xiàn zài yě hái jì dé。 tā nà shuāng xié zǐ gé wài yǐn wǒ zhù mù。 tā zhòu rán chě zhù wǒ de yī xiù jiào hǎn。 tā méi yòu kū， dàn sì hū zài duàn duàn xù xù dì hǎn zhe shénme， yóu yú lěngde quán shēn dǎ zhàn， wèi néng bǎ huà shuō qīng chǔ。 tā bèi shénme shì 'ér xià huài liǎo， jué wàng dì jiào zhe：“ hǎo mā mā！ hǎo mā mā！” wǒ xiàng tā niǔ guò tóu qù， bù guò shénme yě méi yòu shuō yòu jì xù zǒu lù， dàn tā páo shàng lái bǎ wǒ lā zhù。 tā de shēng yīn lǐ liú lù chū yī zhǒng xiǎo hái shòu liǎo jí dù jīng xià de jué wàng xīn qíng。 wǒ shú xī zhè zhǒng shēng yīn。 jìn guǎn tā méi yòu bǎ huà shuō wán， dàn wǒ míng bái， huò zhě shì tā mǔ qīn zài shénme dì fāng kuài yào sǐ qù， huò zhě shì tā men zài nà lǐ chū liǎo shénme shì， suǒ yǐ tā páo chū lái jiào rén， xiǎng zhǎo diǎn shénme， qù bāng zhù tā mǔ qīn。 kě shì， wǒ méi yòu gēn zhe tā qù， xiāng fǎn， què dǒu rán qǐ liǎo gǎn zǒu tā de niàn tóu。 qǐ xiān， wǒ yào tā qù zhǎo， tā què sōng kāi shǒu， wū wūyè yān， qì chuǎn xū xū， lǎo gēn zài wǒ shēn biān páo， bù kěn lí kāi。 yú shì， wǒ chōng tā duǒ jiǎo， hǒu yī shēng。 tā zhǐ shì hǎn zhe：“ lǎo yé！ lǎo yé！……” tā tū rán lí kāi liǎo wǒ， fēi kuài dì héng guò jiē qù： jiē nà biān lái liǎo yī gè xíng rén。 kàn lái， tā bù zài gēn zhe wǒ， ér qù zhǎo nà gè xíng rén liǎo。
wǒ dēng shàng wǔ lóu wǒ de zhù chù。 wǒ méi yòu hé dōng jiā zhù zài yī qǐ， wǒ yòu zì jǐ de fáng jiān。 wǒ de fáng jiān xiǎo 'ér jiǎn lòu， yòu yī gè gé lóu shàng cháng yòu de nà zhǒng bàn yuán xíng chuāng hù。 wū lǐ yòu yī gè qī pí miàn shā fā， yī zhāng zhuō zǐ， zhuō shàng fàng zhe shū， liǎng bǎ yǐ zǐ， hái yòu yī bǎ shū shì de 'ān lè yǐ， suī rán shí fēn chén jiù， dàn què shì yī bǎ fú 'ěr tài shì de gāo bèi shēn zuò yǐ。 wǒ zuò xià lái， diǎn rán là zhú， kāi shǐ sī kǎo。 gé bì fáng lǐ yī piàn cáo zá chǎo nào shēng， jìn sān tiān láidōu shì rú cǐ。 nà lǐ zhù zhe yī gè tuì wǔ dà wèi jūn guān， tā yāo lái yī dà qún kè rén héng héng wǔ、 liù gè jiǔ ròu péng yǒu， zhèng zài hē jiǔ、 wán pái dǔ bó。 zuó wǎn shàng tā men jìng rán dǎ qǐ lái liǎo， wǒ zhī dào， tā men yòu liǎng rén hù xiāng jiū zhù duì fāng de tóu fā jiǔ jiǔ bù fàng。 nǚ fáng dōng xiǎng shǔshuō tā men， dàn jù pà nà dà wèi。 zhù zài wǒ men zhè 'ér de hái yòu lìng yī jiā fáng kè： yī wèi shēn cái shòu xiǎo de tuán cháng tài tài， dài zhe sān gè yòu xiǎo de hái zǐ。 tā men zhù jìn lái hòu xiǎo hái dū bìng dǎo liǎo。 tài tài hé hái zǐ mendōu hài pà dà wèi， pà dé hūn jué guò qù， zhěng yè dǎ duō suo， huà shí zì， tā de yòu zǐ bèi xià dé huàn liǎo diān xián bìng。 wǒ què qiē zhī dào， dà wèi yòu shí hòu zài niè wǎ dà jiē shàng lán lù qǐ tǎo。 tā méi yòu zhǎo dào zhí yè， dàn qí guài de shì（ wǒ zhèng yào shuō cǐ shì）， tā zhù jìn lái zhěng zhěng yī gè yuè dōuméi yòu gěi wǒ zhì zào guò má fán。 zì rán luó， cóng yī kāi shǐ wǒ jiù huí bì tóng tā jié shí， ér tā duì wǒ cóng yī kāi tóu yě bù gǎn xīng qù。 bù guò， tā men zài yī qiáng zhī gé de nà biān， bù lùn zěn me hǎn jiào， yě bù lùn tā men shì jǐ gè rén héng héng wǒ yī zhí dōubù zài hū。 wǒ zhěng yè zuò zhe， què shí méi yòu tīng dào tā men zhēng chǎo、 dǎ jià héng héng shèn zhì bǎ tā men wàng liǎo。 wǒ měi wǎn chè yè bù mián， zhè yàng yǐ jīng yòu yī nián liǎo。 wǒ tōng yè zuò zài zhuō bàng 'ān lè yǐ lǐ shénme shì yě bù zuò， zhǐ zài bái tiān dú dú shū。 wǒ zhè yàng zuò zhe shénme yě bù qù sī kǎo， ruò shì yòu shénme niàn tóu zài nǎo zǐ lǐ shǎn xiàn， wǒ yě tīng qí zì rán。 měi wǎn yào diǎn wán yī zhī là zhú。 wǒ jìng jìng dì zài zhuō bàng zuò xià， bǎ shǒu qiāng ná chū lái fàng zài miàn qián。 dāng wǒ fàng xià shǒu qiāng shí， wǒ jì dé wèn guò zì jǐ：“ shì zhè yàng má？” jiē zhe jiù zhǎn dīng jié tiě dì huí dá zì jǐ：“ shì zhè yàng de。” yě jiù shì zì shā。 wǒ zhī dào， wǒ jīn wǎn yī dìng huì zì shā， ér zài zhè zhuō bàng hái yào zuò duō jiǔ héng héng wǒ yě shuō bù shàng。 yào bù shì nà gè xiǎo nǚ hái chū xiàn， wǒ kěn dìng zǎo yǐ zì shā liǎo。
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nín yào zhī dào： wǒ suī rán quán wú suǒ wèi， dàn yào shì ná téng tòng lái shuō wǒ hái shì gǎn jué dé chū lái de。 rú guǒ yòu rén dǎ liǎo wǒ， wǒ jiù huì gǎn jué dé tòng de。 jīng shén shàng yě shì zhè yàng： rú guǒ fā shēng liǎo shénme kě lián de shì， wǒ jiù huì jué dé kě lián de， jiù xiàng guò qù shēng huó shàng wǒ hái méi yòu duì rèn hé shìdōu jué dé wú suǒ wèi shí nà yàng。 duì nà gè xiǎo nǚ hái wǒ yě yòu guò lián mǐn xīn： wǒ yī dìng yào qù bāng zhù tā。 kě shì wǒ wèishénme méi yòu qù bāng ní？ shì yīn wéi dāng shí chǎn shēng liǎo yī gè niàn tóu： dāng tā lā zhù wǒ， hū hǎn wǒ de shí hòu， wǒ miàn qián tū rán chū xiàn yī gè yí wèn， ér qiě wú fǎ jiā yǐ jiě jué。 wèn tí hěn wú liáo， dàn wǒ hěn shēng qì。 wǒ shēng qì shì yóu yú yòu liǎo zhè me yī gè jié lùn： wǒ jì rán yǐ jīng jué dìng jīn yè zì shā， nà me， wǒ xiàn zài duì shì jiān de yī qiē bǐ guò qù rèn hé shí hòu dū gèng jiā wú suǒ wèi liǎo。 wǒ wèishénme tū rán gǎn dào wǒ bù shì quán wú suǒ wèi， ér qù kě lián yī gè xiǎo nǚ hái ní？ wǒ jì dé， wǒ shí fēn tóng qíng tā， shèn zhì yú yòu guò yī zhǒng qí guài de xīn téng gǎn， zài wǒ zhè zhǒng chǔjìng xià， zhè zhǒng gǎn jué shèn zhì lìng rén nán yǐ xiāng xìn。 díquè， wǒ wú fǎ gèng hǎo dì bǎ wǒ dāng shí nà zhǒng zhuǎn shùn jí shì de gǎn jué zhuǎn shù chū lái， bù guò， zhè gè gǎn jué zhí zhì wǒ huí dào jiā zài zhuō bàng zuò xià lái réng wèi xiāo shì， yǐ zhì wǒ fēi cháng shēng qì， zhè shì hěn jiǔ yǐ lái bù céng yòu guò de。 tuī lùn yī gè gè fēn zhì tà lái。 hěn xiǎn rán， jì rán wǒ shì rén， ér bù shì zǐ xū， zàn shí yě méi yòu huà wéi wū yòu， nà me wǒ jiù hái huó zhe， yīn cǐ jiù huì yòu kǔ nǎo， yòu fèn nù， yòu wéi zì jǐ de jǔ zhǐ 'ér gǎn dào xiū chǐ de xīn。 jiù suàn shì zhè yàng bā。 dàn shì， jì rán wǒ jiāng zì shā， bǐ fāng shuō， zài yòu liǎng gè xiǎo shí wǒ jiù yào sǐ qù liǎo， nà me xiǎo nǚ hái yú wǒ yòu shénme xiāng gān ní？ xiū chǐ xīn、 shì jiān de yī qiē yǔ wǒ yòu yòu shénme xiāng gān ní？ wǒ xíng jiāng huà wéi wū yòu， chè dǐ xiāo wáng。 wǒ zhī dào， wǒ jí jiāng · wán · quán xiāo shī， yīn 'ér yī qiē yě jiāng bù fù cún zài， nà me， zhè zhǒng rèn shí duì yú wǒ duì xiǎo nǚ hái de 'ài lián zhī xīn， duì yú zuò liǎo bēi bǐ shì yǐ hòu de xiū chǐ xīn， bù néng méi yòu sī háo yǐng xiǎng bā？ xū zhī， zhèng yīn wéi rú cǐ， wǒ cái huì duì bù xìng de xiǎo nǚ hái duǒ jiǎo， xiàng tā cū yě dì hǒu jiào， hǎo xiàng zài shuō，“ wǒ bù jǐn méi yòu tóng qíng xīn， ér qiě rú guǒ yào wǒ qù gān háo wú rén xìng de chǒu xíng， xiàn zài wǒdōu kě yǐ qù gān de， yīn wéi liǎng gè xiǎo shí zhī hòu yī qiē dū jiāng shì qù liǎo。” nín néng xiāng xìn má？ zhè jiù shì wǒ duì tā hǒu jiào de yuán yīn。 duì zhè yī diǎn wǒ xiàn zài jīhū shēn xìn bù yí。 shí fēn xiǎn rán， shēng mìng hé shì jiè xiàn zài fǎng fó dōuyào qǔ jué yú wǒ， shèn zhì kě yǐ zhè me shuō， xiàn zài zhè shì jiè fǎng fó yě shì wèiwǒ yī gè rén 'ér chuàng zào de： wǒ zì shā liǎo， shì jiè yě jiù bù zài yòu liǎo， zhì shǎo duì yú wǒ lái shuō shì rú cǐ。 wǒ de zhī jué yī dàn xiāo shī， zhěng gè shì jiè yě jiù suí jí xiāo wáng， jiù xiàng yōu líng yī yàng， jiù xiàng yǐ fù yú wǒ de zhī jué yī yàng， yīn wéi zhè zhěng gè shì jiè hé quán rén lèi yě xǔ jiù shì wǒ zì jǐ yī gè rén。 zhì yú wǒ sǐ hòu， duì rèn hé rén lái shuō yě xǔ zhēn de shénme dōubù zài cún zài liǎo， zhè yī diǎn yǐ bù bì qù tán liǎo。 wǒ jì dé， wǒ zuò zài nà 'ér fǎn fǎn fù fù dì sī kǎo zhe suǒ yòu zhè xiē jiē zhǒng 'ér lái de xīn wèn tí， shèn zhì shēng chū yì niàn， yì xiǎng tiān kāi qǐ lái。 bǐ fāng， wǒ tū fā qí xiǎng， jiǎ rú wǒ yǐ qián shēng huó zài yuè qiú shàng huò huǒ xīng shàng， zài nà lǐ zuò liǎo zuì wú chǐ de shì qíng bìng qiě zāo dào chì zé hé xiū rǔ， zhè chú fēi yòu shí zài mèng jìng zhōng huò zài 'è mèng zhōng cái néng gǎn jué hé xiǎng xiàng dé dào； yòu jiǎ rú， wǒ hòu lái lái dào liǎo dì qiú shàng， ér yòu jì dé zì jǐ zài bié de xīng qiú shàng de suǒ zuò suǒ wéi， cǐ wài， hái zhī dào wǒ zài yě bù huì huí dào yuè qiú shàng， nà me， dāng wǒ cóng dì qiú shàng yǎng wàng yuè qiú shí， héng héng shì fǒu huì jué dé · wú · suǒ · wèi ní？ shì fǒu huì wéi zì jǐ de chǒu xíng 'ér gǎn dào xiū kuì ní？ sī kǎo zhè xiē wèn tí shì wú yì de、 duō yú de， yīn wéi shǒu qiāng yǐ bǎi zài wǒ de miàn qián， wǒ de zhěng gè shēn xīn yě gǎn jué dào liǎo · zhè · shì bì jiāng fā shēng。 dàn shì， zhè xiē wèn tí cì jī zhe wǒ， shǐ wǒ fèn nù。 bù xiān bǎ wèn tí nòng míng bái， wǒ sì hū zàn shí hái bù néng sǐ qù。 zǒng zhī， zhè gè xiǎo nǚ hái jiù liǎo wǒ， yóu yú zhè xiē wèn tí wǒ chí yán liǎo zì shā。 zhè shí， dà wèi fáng lǐ de cáo zá shēng kāi shǐ píng xī xià lái： tā men wán guò pái hòu zài zhǔn bèi shuì jué， bù guò zàn shí hái yòu rén zài dū dū nāng nāng shuō hú huà， lǎn yáng yáng dì qīng shēng jiào mà。 jiù zài zhè shí， wǒ zuò zài zhuō bàng 'ān lè yǐ lǐ hū rán shuì zhe liǎo， zhè shì cóng lái méi yòu guò de。 wǒ wán quán shì zài bù zhī bù jué zhōng shuì zhe de。 dà jiā zhī dào， mèng shì yī zhǒng xī qí gǔ guài de dōng xī： yòu de shí fēn qīng xī， xì jié dū sì zhū bǎo shì wù nà yàng jīng měi； yòu de nǐ huì jué dé yīhuǎng 'ér guò， fǎng fó chāo yuè liǎo shí kōng quán wú gǎn jué。 yǐn qǐ mèng jìng de sì hū bù shì lǐ zhì， ér shì yuàn wàng， bù shì dà nǎo， ér shì xīn líng； rán 'ér， wǒ de lǐ zhì zài mèng zhōng yòu shí yòu duō qiǎo miào， ér qiě huì shēng chū yī xiē wán quán bù kě sī yì de shì qíng lái。 lì rú， wǒ gē gē qù shì yǐ jīng wǔ nián， wǒ yòu shí hái mèng jiàn tā： tā bāng wǒ zuò shì， wǒ men hù xiāng guān xīn， ér wǒ zài mèng zhōng yī zhí shí fēn qīng chǔ hé jì dé， wǒ gē gē yǐ jīng sǐ liǎo， mái liǎo。 tā suī rán shì sǐ rén， réng zài wǒ shēn biān wèiwǒ máng lù， wèishénme wǒ de lǐ zhì huì wán quán róng rěn fā shēng zhè yī qiē ní？ hǎo， bù tán zhè gè， shuō shuō wǒ de nà gè mèng bā。 shì de， wǒ dāng shí zuò liǎo yī gè mèng， jiù shì shí yī yuè sān rì de nà gè mèng！ tā men xiàn zài hái zài shuǎ xiào wǒ， shuō nà zhǐ bù guò shì yīcháng mèng 'ér yǐ。 bù guò， jì rán nà gè mèng néng gào sù wǒ zhēn lǐ， shì mèng bù shì mèng nán dào bù shì dōuwú suǒ wèi má？ nǐ yào shì fā xiàn hé rèn qīng liǎo zhēn lǐ， nà me， bù lùn nǐ shì shuì zhe hái shì xǐng zhe de shí hòu dōuzhī dào， zhè jiù shì zhēn lǐ， méi yòu yě bù kě néng yòu bié de zhēn lǐ liǎo。 hǎo bā， jiù suàn zhè shì zuò mèng， jiù suàn zhè yàng， dàn shì， bèi nǐ men shuō dé tiān huā luàn zhuì de nà zhǒng shēng huó， wǒ què yào yòng zì shā lái jié shù tā liǎo， ér wǒ de mèng， wǒ de mèng héng héng 'ā， zé gěi wǒ zhǎn shì liǎo yī zhǒng zhǎn xīn de guāng huī càn làn、 huàn rán yī xīn、 chōng mǎn huó lì de shēng huó！
qǐng tīng wǒ jì xù shuō bā。
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wǒ shuō guò， wǒ zài bù zhī bù jué zhōng shuì zhe liǎo， fǎng fó hái zài sī kǎo zhe nà xiē wèn tí。 wǒ hū rán mèng jiàn， wǒ zuò zài nà lǐ ná qǐ shǒu qiāng lái zhí duì zhe xīn zàng héng héng shì xīn zàng， bù shì nǎo dài； yǐ qián wǒ shì dǎ suàn yī dìng duì zhǔn nǎo dài， zhèng duì yòu tài yáng xué kāi qiāng de。 wǒ duì zhǔn xiōng táng děng liǎo yī、 èr miǎo zhōng， hū rán fáng lǐ de là zhú、 zhuō zǐ hé qiáng bì quándōu zài wǒ yǎn qián huàng dòng、 xuánzhuàn qǐ lái。 wǒ lián máng kāi liǎo yī qiāng。
nín yòu shí huì mèng jiàn cóng gāo chù diào xià lái， huò shì bèi rén kǎn shā， dàn shì nín cóng bù huì gǎn dào téng tòng， chú fēi nín zì jǐ zhēn de zhuàng zài liǎo chuáng shàng， cái huì gǎn dào tòng， bìng qiě wǎng wǎng huì tòng dé xǐng guò lái。 wǒ zhè cì zuò mèng shí yě shì zhè yàng： wǒ bù gǎn dào tòng， dàn jué dé yī qiāng bǎ quán shēn dū zhèn hàn liǎo， yī qiēdōu dùn shí xiāo shī， sì zhōu yī tuán qī hēi。 wǒ fǎng fó yòu xiā yòu lóng， jiāng zhí dì yǎng wò zài yī jiàn yìng bāng bāng de dōng xī shàng， shénme yě kàn bù jiàn， yī dòng yě bù néng dòng。 rén men zài wǒ bàng biān zǒu lái zǒu qù， jiào zhe hǎn zhe， dà wèi zài dī shēng shuō huà， nǚ fáng dōng zài jiān shēng jiào rǎng， héng héng tū rán jiān xuān 'áo shēng tíng xī xià lái， yuán lái tā men zài yòng yī kǒu jǐn bì de guān cái tái zhe wǒ zǒu。 wǒ gǎn dào guān cái zài huàng dòng， xún sī zhe yuán yīn， dùn shí shǐ wǒ dà chī yī jīng： yuán lái wǒ yǐ jīng sǐ liǎo， zhēn de sǐ liǎo。 wǒ míng bái liǎo， háo bù huái yí， wǒ kàn bù jiàn， yě dòng bù liǎo， rán 'ér hái yòu gǎn jué， yě néng sī wéi。 bù guò， wǒ mǎ shàng jiù tīng qí zì rán， xiàng wǎng cháng zuò mèng nà yàng， píng xīn jìng qì dì jiē shòu zhè gè xiàn shí。
yú shì， tā men bǎ wǒ mái rù tǔ zhōng。 tā mendōu zǒu liǎo， shèng xià wǒ yī gè rén， gū líng líng de yī gè rén。 wǒ bù néng huó dòng。 guò qù bù shì zài mèng zhōng shí， wǒ cháng xiǎng wǒ huì zěn yàng bèi mái rù fén mù， yóu fén mù lián xiǎng dào de bù guò shì cháo shī hé hán lěng 'ér yǐ， yǎn xià wǒ kě zhēn de gǎn dào liǎo hán lěng， yóu qí shì jiǎo zhǐ jiān， bù guò zài méi yòu bié de shénme gǎn jué liǎo。 wǒ tǎng zhe， qí guài de shì wú suǒ qī dài， xīn píng qì hé dì chéng rèn sǐ rén shì méi yòu shénme kě pàn wàng de liǎo。 kě jiù shì gǎn dào cháo shī。 wǒ bù zhī tǎng liǎo duō jiǔ， héng héng yī gè xiǎo shí， huò zhě jǐ tiān， yě xǔ yòu hǎo duō tiān liǎo。 dàn hū rán jiān， cóng guān gài shàng shèn jìn lái yī dī shuǐ luò dào wǒ bì zhe de zuǒ yǎn shàng， yī fēn zhōng hòu yòu yī dī， yòu yī fēn zhōng hòu dì sān dī， jiù zhè yàng lián lián bù duàn， měi fēn zhōng làxià lái yī dī。 yī gǔ wú bǐ de fèn mèn cóng wǒ xīn dǐ shēng qǐ， wǒ gǎn dào xīn dǐ yī zhèn téng tòng。“ zhè shì shāng kǒu”， wǒ xiǎng liǎo xiǎng。“ shì qiāng shāng， lǐ miàn hái yòu yī lì zǐ dàn……” shuǐ hái zài dī luò， měi fēn zhōng yī dī， jìng zhí diào dào wǒ nà zhǐ bì zhe de yǎn jīng shàng。 wǒ tū rán qí qiú qǐ lái， dàn bù shì yòng shēng yīn， yīn wéi wǒ shì bù néng dòng dàn de， ér shì yòng wǒ de zhěng gè shēn xīn， xiàng zhe shǐ wǒ biàn chéng zhè yàng de zhù zǎi zhě qí qiú：
“ bù guǎn nǐ shì shénme rén， dàn rú guǒ yòu nǐ zài， rú guǒ yòu bǐ yǎn xià fā shēng de gèng hé hū qíng lǐ de shì， nà me nǐ jiù ràng tā yě zài zhè 'ér chū xiàn bā。 ér rú guǒ yīn wéi wǒ quē fá lǐ zhì 'ér zì shā， nǐ yào bào fù wǒ， ràng wǒ wǎng hòu de rì zǐ guò dé nán kān、 huāng táng， nà me jiù qǐng zhù yì， wǒ zài rèn hé shí hòu suǒ zāo shòu de rèn hé kǔ nán dū jiāng wú fǎ yǔ wǒ yào mò mò dì chéng shòu de nà zhǒng xiū kuì xiāng bǐ， nǎ pà nà kǔ nán yào mián yán qiān bǎi wàn nián！……”
wǒ qí qiú zhī hòu bù zài shuō huà， shēn shēn de chén mò jīhū chí xù liǎo zhěng zhěng yī fēn zhōng。 yòu diào xià yī dī shuǐ， dàn wǒ zhī dào， ér qiě shēn zhī hé què xìn， yī qiē dū jiāng mǎ shàng fā shēng biàn huà。 zhè bù， wǒ de fén mù zhēn de tū rán liè kāi liǎo。 yě jiù shì shuō wǒ bù zhī dào fén mù dào dǐ shì bèi dǎ kāi de hái shì bèi jué kāi de， bù guò， wǒ bèi yī gè méi yòu jiàn guò de hēi guài wù zhuā zhù， yú shì wǒ men bù zhī bù jué dì lái dào liǎo tiān kōng zhōng。 wǒ mò dì fā xiàn： zhè shì yī gè shēn yè， yī gè qián suǒ wèi yòu de qī hēi qī hēi de yè wǎn！ wǒ men zài yuǎn lí dì qiú de tài kōng zhōng jí fēi。 wǒ duì zhuā wǒ de guài wù shénme yě bù wèn， wǒ zài děng dài zhe， wǒ fēi cháng gāo 'ào。 wǒ shēn xìn zì jǐ bù huì hài pà， ér qiě yī xiǎng dào bù huì hài pà shí， wǒ biàn xīng fèn bù yǐ。 wǒ jì bù qǐ fēi xíng liǎo duō cháng shí jiān， ér qiě yě xiǎng xiàng bù chū lái， yīn wéi yī qiēdōu xiàng píng cháng zuò mèng shí yī yàng， dāng nǐ kuà yuè shí kōng， chāo yuè cún zài hé lǐ zhì de guī lǜ shí， nǐ jiù zhǐ huì zài xīn líng de chōng jǐng diǎn shàng tíng xià lái。 wǒ jì dé， wǒ zài qī hēi zhōng hū rán kàn jiàn yī kē xiǎo xīng xīng。“ zhè shì tiān láng xīng bā？” wǒ zhòu rán rěn bù zhù wèn dào， yīn wéi wǒ běn lái shì shénme yě bù xiǎng dǎ tīng de。“ bù， zhè jiù shì nǐ huí jiā shí cóng yún céng jiān kàn dào de nà kē xīng xīng。” nà gè zhuā wǒ de guài wù dá dào。 zhè shí wǒ cái kàn dào， zhè guài wù yòu yī zhāng fǎng fó yǔ rén yī yàng de miàn kǒng。 qí guài de shì， wǒ què bù xǐ huān zhè guài wù， shèn zhì duì tā gǎn dào shí fēn yàn 'è。 wǒ suǒ qī dài de shì chè dǐ de xū wú， zhèng yīn wéi rú cǐ， wǒ cái duì zhe zì jǐ de xīn zàng kāi qiāng。 ér jīn wǒ luò zài liǎo guài wù de shǒu zhōng， tā dāng rán bù shì rén， dàn tā shì · cún · zài · zhe · de， shì huó zhe de：“ ā， yuán lái fén mù de wài miàn yě hái yòu shēng mìng li！” wǒ xiàng zuò mèng shìde hú sī luàn xiǎng， bù guò wǒ de xīn dǐ yǐ rán rú gù。“ rú guǒ · fù · shēng，” wǒ xiǎng，“ zhòng yòu shēng huó zài mǒu rén de zhǐ yì xià， nà me， wǒ shì bù huì qù jiē shòu bié rén de kòng zhì yǔ de！”“ nǐ zhī dào wǒ hài pà nǐ， suǒ yǐ nǐ kàn bù qǐ wǒ。” wǒ hū rán bù gù tǐ miàn dì duì wǒ de lǚ bàn tí chū wèn tí shuō， zhè wèn tí hán yòu zì wǒ biǎo bái de yì wèi， yīn 'ér wǒ de xīn dǐ xiàng bèi zhēn cì yī yàng gǎn dào qū rǔ。 tā méi yòu huí dá wǒ， dàn wǒ mǎ shàng jué dé， bìng méi yòu rén bǐ shì wǒ， chǐ xiào wǒ， yě méi yòu rén kě lián wǒ， tóng shí yě fā jué， wǒ men lǚ xíng de mùdì bù qīng chǔ 'ér qiě shén mì mò cè， bù guò zhǐ yǔ wǒ yī rén yòu guān。 yī zhǒng kǒng jù gǎn zài wǒ xīn zhōng màn màn shēng qǐ。 mò bù zuò shēng de lǚ bàn shēn shàng de yī zhǒng dōng xī zài wú shēng dì dàn què tòng kǔ dì gǎn rǎn zhe wǒ， fǎng fó zài wǒ shēn shàng yǒng dòng。 wǒ men zài hūn 'àn 'ér shén mì de tài kōng zhōng jí fēi。 wǒ yǐ jīng hěn jiǔ méi yòu jiàn dào nà xiē shú xī de xīng xīng liǎo。 wǒ zhī dào， tài kōng zhōng yòu xiē xīng xīng de guāng yào shù qiān nián shèn zhì shù bǎi wàn nián cái néng dào dá dì qiú shàng， wǒ men yě xǔ yǐ jīng fēi guò liǎo zhè yī gè jù lí。 zài jí dù jiū xīn de kǔ mèn zhōng wǒ sì hū zài qī dài zhe mǒu zhǒng dōng xī。 chà nà jiān， yī zhǒng shú xī de kòu rén xīn xián de gǎn jué shǐ wǒ zhèn dàng： wǒ hū rán kàn jiàn liǎo wǒ men de tài yáng。 wǒ zhī dào， zhè bù kě néng shì nà gè yǎng yù guò wǒ men dì qiú de tài yáng， wǒ men jù lí wǒ men de tài yáng wú xiàn de yuǎn， dàn bù zhī wèishénme， wǒ de zhěng gè shēn xīn què gǎn dào， zhè gè tài yáng hé wǒ men de nà gè tài yáng yī mó yī yàng， shì wǒ men tài yáng de fù zhì pǐn， shì wǒ men tài yáng de luán shēng xiōng dì。 dòng rén xīn xián de tián měi gǎn zài wǒ xīn dǐ jī qǐ yī zhèn xīn wèi： gěi wǒ shēng mìng de qīnqiè de yáng guāng de wēi lì zài wǒ xīn zhōng huí dàng， shǐ wǒ xīn líng fù sū， wǒ bèi mái jìn fén mù hòu， dì yī cì gǎn dào yòu liǎo shēng jī， yuán xiān de nà zhǒng shēng jī。
“ ér rú guǒ zhè jiù shì tài yáng， rú guǒ zhè què shí jiù shì wǒ men de nà gè tài yáng，” wǒ gāo hū qǐ lái，“ nà me， dì qiú yòu zài nǎ 'ér ní？” lǚ bàn jiù bǎ yī kē xiǎo xīng xīng zhǐ gěi wǒ kàn， nà xiǎo xīng xīng zài hēi 'àn zhōng shǎn shuò zhe lǜ guāng。 wǒ men jìng zhí cháo tā fēi qù。
“ yǔ zhòu zhōng mò fēi zhēn yòu yī mó yī yàng de dōng xī？ dà zì rán de guī lǜ guǒ zhēn shì zhè yàng？…… rú guǒ zhè shì lìng yī gè dì qiú， nà me tā nán dào hé wǒ men de dì qiú wán quán yī yàng…… hé wǒ men nà gè bù xìng de、 kě lián de， dàn yòu bǎo guì、 yǒng yuǎn kě 'ài de dì qiú， hé wǒ men nà gè jí shǐ zài zuì wàng 'ēn fù yì de 'ér nǚ xīn zhōng yě néng huàn qǐ duì tā kǔ 'ài de dì qiú wán quán yī yàng má？……” wǒ wú bǐ jī dòng dì hū hǎn qǐ lái， duì bèi wǒ lí kāi de yuán xiān de nà gè dì qiú yòu zhe nán yǐ yì zhì de juàn liàn。 nà gè bèi wǒ jù jué de kě lián de xiǎo nǚ hái de shēn yǐng zài wǒ miàn qián yī shǎn 'ér guò。
“ yī qiē nǐ dū huì kàn dào de，” wǒ de lǚ bàn huí dá shuō。 tīng dé chū lái， tā de huà zhōng jiā dài zhe yōu shāng。 wǒ men zài xùn sù dì kào jìn nà kē xíng xīng， xíng xīng zài wǒ yǎn zhōng yuè biàn yuè dà， wǒ yǐ jīng fēn biàn chū liǎo hǎi yáng hé 'ōu zhōu de lún kuò， yī zhǒng qí tè de wěi dà 'ér chún jié de dù yì tū rán zài wǒ xīn jiān yǒng qǐ：“ zěn me kě néng yòu yī mó yī yàng de dōng xī ní？ ér qiě yòu wèile shénme ní？ wǒ 'ài， zhǐ néng 'ài wǒ lí kāi de nà gè dì qiú， wǒ zhè gè wàng 'ēn fù yì de rén xiàng xīn fáng kāi qiāng jié shù shēng mìng shí， wǒ de xuè jiù sǎ zài liǎo nà shàng miàn。 dàn shì rèn hé shí hòu， rèn hé shí hòu wǒdōu méi yòu zhōng duàn guò wǒ duì nà gè dì qiú de 'ài， jiù shì zài lí kāi tā de nà gè wǎn shàng， wǒ yě xǔ bǐ rèn hé shí hòu dū 'ài dé gèng kǔ。 zài zhè xīn de dì qiú shàng yě yòu tòng kǔ má？ zài wǒ men nà gè dì qiú shàng， wǒ men díquè zhǐ néng huái zhe tòng kǔ qù 'ài， bìng qiě yě bù zhī dào hái yòu bié de shénme fāng shì qù 'ài tā。 wèile 'ài， wǒ gān yuàn shòu kǔ。 wǒ yuàn yì， wǒ kě wàng jiù zài cǐ kè hán zhe rè lèi qù qīn wěn wǒ lí qù de nà yī gè dì qiú， wǒ bù yuàn yì， yě bù jiē shòu zài rèn hé bié de dì qiú shàng fù shēng！……”
kě shì， wǒ de lǚ bàn yǐ jīng bǎ wǒ rēng xià。 wǒ hǎo xiàng háo wú gǎn jué dì shà shí jiān jiù lái dào liǎo lìng yī gè dì qiú shàng héng héng yī gè qíng tiān lì rì xià de rén jiān tiān táng。 wǒ hǎo xiàng zhàn zài wǒ men dì qiú shàng xī là qún dǎo zhōng de yī gè xiǎo dǎo shàng， yòu hǎo xiàng shì yǔ zhè xiē dǎo yǔ pí lián de dà lù yán hǎi de mǒu gè dì fāng。 ā， yī qiē de yī qiēdōu wán quán xiàng wǒ men dì qiú shàng yī yàng， kě jiù shì zhè 'ér sì hū dào chù shì yī pài jié rì de qì fēn， yáng yì zhe wěi dà、 shèng jié、 zuì hòu shèng lì de huān lè。 wēn róu、 bì lǜ de dà hǎi qīng qīng dì pāi dǎzháo dī 'àn， huán bào zhe háo bù yǎn shì de jīhū shì zhǔyì zhuān yī de 'ài liàn qīn wěn zhe hǎi 'àn。 shù mù cān tiān， juān xiù cōng lóng， piàn piàn lǜ yè qīng róu、 qīn nì dì shā shā xiǎng， wǒ gǎn jué tā men xiàng shì zài sù shuō qíng huà yíng jiē wǒ de dào lái。 mào mì de yě cǎo kāi mǎn xiān huā， xīn xiāng sì yì。 yī qún qún de niǎo 'ér zài tiān kōng zhōng fēi guò， háo bù wèi jù dì luò zài wǒ de jiān shàng、 shǒu shàng， dǒu dòng zhe kě 'ài de xiǎo chì bǎng， xǐ zī zī dì pāi dǎ wǒ。 wǒ zhōng yú jiàn dào hé rèn shí liǎo zhè piàn lè tǔ shàng de rén men。 tā men zhù dòng dì zǒu guò lái， yōng zhe wǒ， qīn wěn wǒ。 tā men shì tài yáng de 'ér nǚ， zì jǐ nà gè tài yáng de 'ér nǚ， héng héng 'ā， tā men cháng dé duō me jùn měi！ zài wǒ men dì qiú shàng， wǒ cóng lái méi yòu jiàn guò rén yòu zhè me měi。 yě xǔ zhǐ yòu zài wǒ men de hái zǐ shēn shàng， zài tā men de hái tí shí dài， cái néng zhǎo dào zhè zhǒng měi de jiǔ yuǎn de suī rán shì mó hú de hén jì。 zhè xiē xìng fú de rén men yǎn jīng fàng shè zhe míng liàng de guāng máng， tā men de liǎn shàng shǎn xiàn zhe zhì huì de guāng cǎi hé tài rán zì ruò de shén sè， ér rén réndōu mǎn miàn chūn fēng； tā men de huà yǔ hé shēng yīn chōng yì zhe tiān zhēn làn màn de yú yuè。 ā， sǎo shì tā men yī yǎn， yī qiē yī qiē wǒ mǎ shàng jiù yī mù liǎo rán！ zhè shì méi yòu bèi 'è xíng diàn wū de yī fāng jìng tǔ， shēng xī zài tā shàng miàn de shì yī xiē qīng qīng bái bái de rén， tā men shēng huó zài zhè tiān táng lǐ， jù zǔ bèi xiāng chuán， zhè yě shì wǒ men huò zuì de xiān rén céng jīng jū zhù guò de dì fāng， suǒ bù tóng de zhǐ shì zhè 'ér chù chù shì tiān táng。 rén men huān xiào zhe， yǒng xiàng wǒ， duì wǒ qīn qīn rè rè， bǎ wǒ lǐng dào jiā qù， gè gèdōu jǐyǔ wǒ 'ān fǔ。 ā， tā men shénme yě bù wèn wǒ， dàn tā men sì hū shénme dōuzhī dào， wǒ jué dé tā men xiǎng de shì jìn kuài qū zǒu wǒ liǎn shàng de tòng kǔ。
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rán 'ér， nín yào zhī dào， āi， zhè zhǐ shì yīcháng mèng！ dàn shì， zhè xiē chún jié、 měi lì de rén men de shèng qíng gěi wǒ de gǎn shòu， yǐ yǒng yuǎn liú zài wǒ de xīn jiān， ér qiě wǒ jué dé， tā men de zhè zhǒng shèng qíng zhì jīn réng zài bù duàn dì gǎn rǎn zhe wǒ。 wǒ qīn shēn jiàn dào tā men， liǎo jiě tā men bìng qiě xiāng xìn tā men。 wǒ xǐ huān tā men， hòu lái hái wèitā men méng shòu guò kǔ nán。 ā， shèn zhì zài dāng shí wǒ mǎ shàng jiù míng bái guò lái， zài hěn duō fāng miàn wǒ bìng bù wán quán liǎo jiě tā men； wǒ zuò wéi dāng dài jìn bù rén shì jí bēi wēi de bǐ dé bǎo rén sì hū méi yòu jiě jué zhè gè wèn tí， jí tā men méi yòu shòu guò wǒ men nà yàng de jiào yù què dǒng dé nà me duō de shì qíng。 bù guò， wǒ hěn kuài jiù míng bái liǎo， tā men zhī shí de chōng shí yǔ xī shōu， yòng de shì lìng yī zhǒng yǔ wǒ men dì qiú shàng bù tóng de fāng fǎ， ér qiě tā men de zhuī qiú yě wán quán bù tóng。 tā men yǔ shì wú zhēng， dàn bó míng lì， tā men bù xiàng wǒ men nà yàng jié lì qù xún qiú shēng huó， yīn wéi tā men shēng huó dé hěn chōng shí。 kě shì， tā men de zhī shí yào bǐ wǒ men de gāo shēn dé duō， yīn wéi wǒ men de zhī shí lì tú shuō míng shēng huó shì shénme， lì tú qù rèn shí shēng huó， yǐ biàn qù jiào huì bié rén shēng huó； tā men ní， tā men bù xué kē xué jiù dǒng dé gāi rú hé shēng huó。 zhè yī diǎn wǒ míng bái， dàn wǒ bù dǒng dé tā men de zhī shí。 tā men zhǐ diǎn wǒ guān shǎng tā men de shù mù， wǒ què bù néng tǐ huì tā men xīn shǎng shù mù shí de nà fèn qíng sù： tā men fǎng fó tóng lèi xiāng tōng， xīn xīn xiāng yìn。 nín kě zhī dào， rú guǒ wǒ shuō tā men néng tóng shù mù jiāo tán， dà gài wǒ méi yòu shuō cuò bā！ shì de， tā men zhǎo dào liǎo shù mù de yǔ yán， wǒ yě què xìn， shù mù yě dǒng tā men de huà yǔ。 tā men jiù shì zhè yàng kàn dài zhěng gè dà zì rán bāo kuò dòng wù de。 dòng wù tóng tā men hé píng xiāng chù， bù xiàng tā men fā qǐ jìn gōng， ér qiě xǐ huān tā men， wèitā men de 'ài xīn suǒ xùn fú。 tā men zhǐ yǐn wǒ guān kàn xīng xīng， bìng tóng wǒ tán xīng xīng de shì 'ér， wǒ tīng bù míng bái， dàn wǒ xiāng xìn， tā men xiàng shì yòu mǒu zhǒng fāng fǎ tóng tiān shàng de xīng chén jìn xíng jiāo wǎng， bù zhǐ shì sī xiǎng shàng de， ér shì yòu yī zhǒng shēng dòng huó pō de tú jìng。 ā， zhè xiē rén méi yòu qiǎngqiú wǒ liǎo jiě tā men， wǒ bù liǎo jiě， tā men yě hái shì 'ài wǒ， dàn shì wǒ zhī dào， tā men yǒng yuǎn yě wú fǎ lǐ jiě wǒ de， yīn cǐ， wǒ jīhū bù gēn tā men tán wǒ men dì qiú shàng de shì。 zài tā men miàn qián wǒ zhǐ shì pín pín qīn wěn tā men shēng xī de tǔ dì， yǐ biǎo dá duì tā men wú yán de chóng jìng。 tā men jiàn liǎo， rèn píng wǒ qù biǎo shì， bù yīn wǒ de chóng jìng 'ér xiū kuì， yīn wéi tā men zì jǐ yě hěn zūn chóng。 wǒ yòu shí mǎn liǎn lèi hén dì qù wěn tā men de jiǎo， tā men méi yòu yīn wèiwǒ 'ér nán guò， dāng wǒ zhī dào tā men jiāng yòng duō me chì rè de 'ài lái huí bào wǒ shí， wǒ xīn tóu yòu duō xīng fèn！ wǒ yòu shí jīng qí dì zì wèn： tā men zěn me shǐ zhōng bù qù qī líng wǒ zhè yàng de rén， yī cì yě méi yòu jī qǐ xiàng wǒ zhè yàng de rén de cù yì hé jí dù ní？ wǒ duō cì zì wèn： wǒ zhè gè 'ài chuī niú shuō huǎng de rén， zěn me néng bù duì tā men shuō shuō zì jǐ suǒ zhī dào de shì qíng， héng héng zhè xiē shì qíng tā men dāng rán shì yī wú suǒ zhī de， zěn me néng bù xiǎng yǐ cǐ shǐ tā men zhèn jīng， huò zhě nǎ pà zhǐ shì chū yú duì tā men de 'ài mù ní？ tā mendōu xiàng hái zǐ men nà yàng huān bèng luàn tiào、 xīng gāo cǎi liè。 tā men zài zì jǐ měi lì de yuán lín zhōng hé shù lín lǐ màn yóu， chàng zhe zì jǐ yōu měi de gē 'ér， shí yòng róng yì xiāo huà de shí wù、 zì jǐ shù shàng de guǒ shí、 zì jǐ sēn lín lǐ de fēng mì， yǐ jí nà xiē xǐ huān tā men de dòng wù de rǔ zhī。 tā men zhǐ xū cóng shì qīng wēi de láo dòng jiù néng qīng 'ér yì jǔ dì jiě jué zì shēn de yī shí wèn tí。 tā men nán huān nǚ 'ài， shēng 'ér yù nǚ， dàn wǒ cóng wèi fā xiàn tā men · tān · yín · hǎo · sè。 zài wǒ men dì qiú shàng jīhū suǒ yòu de réndōu nán táo de jié shù， yín yù shì rén lèi wàn 'è zhī yuán。 tā men wéi xīn shēng mìng de jiàng lín 'ér huān tiān xǐ dì， zhè shì tā men xìng fú lè yuán de xīn rén。 tā men xiāng hù jiān méi yòu zhēng chǎo， méi yòu dù jì， shèn zhì bù zhī dào zhēng chǎo yǔ jí dù wèihé wù。 tā men de hái zǐ shì dà jiā de， yīn wéi dà jiā zǔ chéng yī gè jiā tíng。 tā men chàbù duō wán quán méi yòu jí bìng， suī rán yě yòu sǐ wáng； tā men de lǎo rén sǐde 'ān xiáng， hǎo xiàng shuì zhe liǎo shìde， rén men wéi zài shēn bàng wèitā sòng zhōng， tā hán xiào dì xiàng rén men zhù fú， rén men yě bào yǐ yú yuè de wēi xiào sòng bié。 cǐ shí， wǒ méi yòu kàn jiàn rén men bēi shāng、 liú lèi， yòu de zhǐ shì jiā bèi de huǎng ruò kuáng xǐ de 'ài， dàn què shì yī zhǒng tài rán、 chōng shí、 chén jìng de kuáng xǐ。 kě yǐ rèn wéi， tā men hé shì zhě zhī jiān， shèn zhì zài tā sǐ hòu réng rán hù xiāng jiāo wǎng， sǐ wáng yě gē bù duàn bǐ cǐ de chén shì lián xì。 dāng wǒ wèn jí tā men yòu wú yǒng héng de shēng mìng shí， tā men jìn hū bù dǒng wǒ de yì sī， dàn hěn xiǎn rán， tā men jiān xìn bù yí， duì tā men 'ér yán zhè bù chéng wéi wèn tí。 tā men zhè lǐ méi yòu sì miào， dàn tā men yǔ zhěng gè yǔ zhòu yòu zhe xiū qī xiāng guān、 shēng qì bó bó、 fēn gē bù kāi de lián xì； tā men bù xìn zōng jiào， dàn tā men què xìn， dāng rén jiān de huān lè dá dào chén shì de jí xiàn shí， nà me， duì tā men héng héng shēng zhě hé sǐ zhě lái shuō， tóng zhěng gè yǔ zhòu gèng wéi guǎng fàn de jiāo wǎng jiù huì dào lái。 tā men xīng wèi 'àng rán dì pàn wàng zhe zhè yī shí kè， bù huāng bù máng， wú yōu wú lǜ， sì hū zǎo yǐ xiōng yòu chéng zhú， hù tōng xìn xī。 měi wǎn shuì jué yǐ qián， tā mendōu 'ài tóng shēng hé chàng hé xié yuè 'ěr de gēqǔ。 tā men yòng zhè xiē gēqǔ biǎo dá yī tiān de zhǒng zhǒng gǎn shòu， ōu gē hé gào bié jí jiāng shì qù de yī tiān。 tā men zàn měi dà zì rán， zàn měi dà dì， zàn měi hǎi yáng， zàn měi sēn lín。 tā men xǐ hǎo chuàng zuò miáo xiě duì fāng de gēqǔ， xiàng xiǎo hái nà yàng hù xiāng kuā zàn； zhè shì yī xiē zhì pǔ wú huá de gē， dàn tā men fā zì nèi xīn， gǎn rén fèi fǔ。 bù zhǐ zài gē qū zhōng， kàn lái yě zài dù guò zhěng gè yī shēng zhōng， tā mendōu shì hù xiāng zàn shǎng de。 zhè shì wú suǒ bù bāo、 pǔ pǔ tōng tōng de yī zhǒng 'ài mù。 lìng yòu yī xiē gēqǔ zhuāng yán bēn fàng， wǒ chàbù duō quán tīng bù dǒng。 wǒ rèn shí gē cí， dàn lǎo shì pǐn wèi bù chū qí zhōng de quán bù hán yì。 wǒ de nǎo zǐ sì hū nán yú lǐ jiě， dàn wǒ de xīn líng què sì hū zài bù zhī bù jué zhōng yù lái yù lǐng wù dé dào。 wǒ cháng cháng duì tā men shuō， zhè yī qiē wǒ guò qù zǎo yòu yù gǎn， suǒ yòu zhè xiē huān lè hé zàn gē zài wǒ men dì qiú shàng duì wǒ lái shuō què shì wú biān de yōu fán， yòu shí jìng shì nán yǐ rěn shòu de tòng kǔ； dāng wǒ de xīn líng jìn rù mèng huàn， nǎo hǎi zhōng chū xiàn chōng jǐng shí， wǒ jiù yù gǎn dào huì yòu tā men zhè xiē rén， huì yòu tā men de zàn gē； zài wǒ men dì qiú shàng， miàn duì xī xié de cán yáng wǒ cháng cháng rè lèi cén cén…… wǒ hèn wǒ men dì qiú shàng de rén， dàn hèn zhōng zǒng bāo hán zhe kǔ mèn： wǒ wèishénme hèn tā men 'ér yòu bù néng bù 'ài tā men ní？ wǒ wèishénme bù néng bù kuān shù tā men ní？ wǒ 'ài tā men， dàn 'ài zhōng yě zǒng shì yòu zhe kǔ mèn： wǒ wèishénme 'ài tā men yòu tóng shí yào hèn tā men ní？ kàn dé chū lái， zhè lǐ de rén tīng liǎo zhī hòu， bù lǐ jiě wǒ shuō de shénme， dàn wǒ bù huì yīn wèiwǒ tóng tā men shuō guò yī xí huà 'ér gǎn dào yí hàn， yīn wéi wǒ zhī dào， tā men lǐ jiě wǒ wú xiàn sī niàn wǒ bié lí de nà xiē rén。 shì 'ā， dāng tā men yòng chōng yíng 'ài fǔ de qīnqiè mù guāng qiáo zhe wǒ de shí hòu， dāng wǒ zài tā men miàn qián， gǎn dào wǒ de xīn líng yě zhú jiàn biàn dé xiàng tā men de yī yàng chún jié、 chéng shí de shí hòu， wǒ jiù bù zài yīn wéi bù lǐ jiě tā men 'ér yòu suǒ yí hàn liǎo。 shēng huó jìng shì rú cǐ chōng shí、 fēng mǎn。 shēn lín qí jìng de yī fān gǎn shòu shǐ wǒ jīng shén jī fèn， yú shì wǒ mò mò dì zhù fú tā men。
ā， suǒ yòu de rén xiàn zài dū dāng miàn cháo xiào wǒ， yī kǒu yǎo dìng shuō， mèng lǐ de dōng xī bù kě néng xiàng wǒ xiàn zài suǒ miáo shù de nà yàng xì zhì rù wēi， wǒ zài mèng zhōng de suǒ jiàn huò gǎn shòu bù guò shì mèng jìng chǎn shēng de huàn xiàng， ér nà xiē xì jié shì wǒ mèng xǐng hòu zì jǐ dù zhuàn chū lái de。 dāng wǒ xiàng tā men tǎn yán， shuō shí jì shàng yě xǔ shì rú cǐ shí héng héng tiān 'ā， tā men dāng zhe wǒ de miàn xiàode yòu duō huān， tā men yòu duō kuài huó 'ā！ shì 'ā， zhēn de rú cǐ， wǒ wán quán bèi mèng huàn de gǎn shòu táo zuì liǎo， ér qiě zhǐ yòu zhè zhǒng gǎn shòu cái wán zhěng dì bǎo liú zài wǒ bèi shòuchuāng shāng de xīn zhōng： kě shì， mèng zhōng zhēn shí de xíng tǐ hé zhēn shí de xíng tài， jí mèng jìng zhōng shí jì suǒ jiàn de nà xiē xíng xiàng， fēng mǎn dé rú cǐ hé xié， rú cǐ měi miào， rú cǐ shēng dòng， yǐ zhì wǒ mèng xǐng hòu zì rán wú fǎ yòng wǒ men pín fá de yǔ yán qù biǎo dá chū lái， yīn 'ér tā men zài wǒ de nǎo hǎi lǐ bì rán biàn dé dàn mò qǐ lái， yú shì zài hòu lái， wǒ yě xǔ zhēn de bù zì jué dì biān zào chū yī xiē xì jié， yóu qí zài qíng jí zhī xià xiǎng yī tù wéi kuài， shī shí zhī shì zì rán nán miǎn liǎo。 bù guò， wǒ zěn néng bù xiāng xìn zhè dū shì shí yòu de ní？ shì shí yě xǔ bǐ wǒ shuō de hái yào wán měi、 qīng xī hé xīng wèi qiān bèi ní？ jiù suàn zhè shì yīcháng mèng， rán 'ér， zhè yī qièbù kě néng shì méi yòu de。 nín tīng wǒ shuō gè mì mì bā： yě xǔ suǒ yòu zhè yī qiē gēn běn jiù bù shì mèng ní！ yīn wéi dāng shí fā shēng de shì bī zhēn dé rú cǐ jīng rén， mèng zhōng shì bù néng gòu xiǎng chū lái de。 zàn qiě shuō， zhè mèng shì wǒ xīn lǐ xiǎng chéng de， dàn shì， wǒ de xīn nán dào néng xū gòu chū hòu lái yù dào de nà zhǒng jīng xīn dòng bó de zhēn lǐ má？ wǒ zì gè 'ér zài xīn lǐ zěn me kě néng yì zào huò huàn xiǎng chū nà zhǒng zhēn lǐ ní？ wǒ nà miǎo xiǎo de xīn zàng hé kōng xū、 duō biàn de tóu nǎo， zěn me néng dá dào nà zhēn lǐ de líng gǎn ní！ ā， nín zì jǐ píng píng bā。 wǒ yī zhí yǐn mán dào xiàn zài， dàn rú jīn wǒ yào bǎ zhè zhēn lǐ hé pán tuō chū lái。 wèn tí shì wǒ…… bǎ tā men quándōu jiào huài lā！
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shì 'ā， shì 'ā， jiēguǒ shì wǒ bǎ tā men quán jiào huài lā！ zhè zěn me huì fā shēng de héng héng wǒ bù míng bái， dàn wǒ jì dé qīng qīng chǔ chǔ。 mèng jìng chuān yuè shù qiān nián， zài wǒ xīn lǐ jǐn jǐn liú xià zhěng tǐ de gǎn shòu。 wǒ zhǐ zhī dào， tā men duò luò de yuán yīn shì wǒ。 wǒ xiàng yī tiáo kě zēng de máo chóng， yòu xiàng chuán rǎn liǎo xǔ duō guó jiā de shǔ yì gǎnjūn， bǎ zhè kuài wǒ lái zhī qián méi yòu zuì 'è de lè tǔ quán diàn wū liǎo。 tā men xué huì liǎo sǎ huǎng， ài shàng liǎo xū wěi， cháng dào liǎo huǎng yán de tián tóu。 āi， qǐ chū tā men yě xǔ · běn · wú · xié · niàn， zhǐ shì chū yú xì xuè、 mài nòng、 hǎo wán， yě xǔ zhēn yòu diǎn 'ér dòng xīn， kě shì zhè yī dòng xīn jìng shēn rù xīn dǐ， zhèng hé tā men de xīn yì。 suí hòu jiù chū xiàn liǎo yín yù， yín yù zī shēng jì dù， jì dù dǎo zhì cán bào…… āi， wǒ bù míng bái， yě jì bù qǐ liǎo， dàn hěn kuài jiù fā shēng liǎo dì yī cì liúxiě： tā men jīng yà、 kǒng jù， kāi shǐ chū xiàn fēn qí， suí hòu jiù fēn dào yáng biāo。 pài bié chū xiàn liǎo， tā men hù xiāng dí shì， màn mà、 zhǐ zé。 tā men cháng dào liǎo xiū rǔ de zī wèi， bìng jiāng tā shì wéi yī zhǒng měi dé。 yòu liǎo róng yù de guān niàn， gè pài zì lì qí hào。 tā men kāi shǐ dòng wù， dòng wù duǒ bì tā men táo rù sēn lín， bìng chéng liǎo tā men de chóu dí。 wèile lā shān tóu， lì mén hù， zhēng míng duó lì， hù xiāng dǒu 'ōu。 tā men shì bù liǎng lì， shì duì fāng ruò kòu chóu。 tā men pǐn cháng liǎo zāinàn， bìng qiě 'ài shàng liǎo zāinàn。 tā men kě wàng kǔ nán， shuō zhǐ yòu jīng guò kǔ nán cái huì yíng lái zhēn lǐ。 zhè shí， tā men fā míng liǎo xué wèn。 tā men 'è guàn mǎn yíng shí， què shuō shénme shǒu zú qīn qíng、 rén dào zhù yì， ér qiě hěn liǎo jiě zhè xiē zì yǎn de hán yì。 tā men zuì xíng lěi lěi shí， què xiǎng chū shénme zhèng yì lái， bìng qiě zhì dìng yī tào tào de fǎ diǎn wéi hù zhèng yì， ér wéi liǎo fǎ diǎn de zhí xíng jià qǐ liǎo duàn tóu tái。 tā men duì wǎng shì yǐ jīng jì yì mó hú， shèn zhì bù yuàn xiāng xìn zì jǐ céng jīng shì chún jié、 xìng fú de， lián guò qù shì fǒu xìng fú yě yī xiào zhì zhī， shuō nà shì mèng huàn bà liǎo。 tā men shèn zhì wú fǎ xiǎng xiàng chū xìng fú de múyàng， ér qí guài de shì： tā men jué bù xiāng xìn wǎng rì yòu guò xìng fú， rèn wéi nà shì yī zhǒng shén huà。 tā men kě wàng chóngxīn zuò gè chún jié、 xìng fú zhě， xiàng hái tóng nà yàng xīn xì yuàn wàng， bǎ tā fèng ruò shén míng， xiū jiàn shén miào， wéi zì jǐ de lǐ xiǎng hé“ xī wàng” qí dǎo， tóng shí yòu shēn zhī hǎo mèng nán yuán， xī wàng wú fǎ shí xiàn， què yòu yǎn lèi wāng wāng dì duì tā dǐng lǐ mó bài， jìng ruò shén míng。 kě shì， cháng ruò tā men néng gòu huí dào tā men shī qù de nà kuài chún jié wú xiá de fú dì qù， cháng ruò yòu rén tū rán bǎ zhè dì fāng chóngxīn zhǎn xiàn gěi tā men， wèn tā men shì fǒu yuàn yì fǎn huí gù tǔ， nà tā men yī dìng huì yú yǐ jù jué。 tā men huí dá shuō：“ jí shǐ wǒ men xū wěi、 xiōng 'è、 xíng wéi bù guǐ， zhè yī diǎn wǒ men · qīng · chǔ， bìng wéi cǐ 'ér tòng kū、 kǔ nǎo、 zì wǒ zhé mó、 zì wǒ chéng fá， qí chéng dù yě xǔ gèng shèn yú shàng bù zhī xìng shì de rén cí fǎ guānjiàng yào duì wǒ men de shěn pàn。 dàn wǒ men yòu xué wèn， xué wèn jiāng shǐ wǒ men chóngxīn zhǎo dào zhēn lǐ， wǒ men huì zì jué jiē shòu zhēn lǐ， rèn shí zhòng yú gǎn jué， duì shēng huó de liǎo jiě zhòng yú shēng huó běn shēn。 xué wèn jiāng gěi wǒ men cōng huì， cōng huì jiāng fā xiàn guī lǜ， ér rèn shí xìng fú de guī lǜ zhòng yú xìng fú。” tā men jiù shì zhè me shuō， shuō guò zhī hòu gèng shì zhǐ gù zì jǐ， zài shuō， tā men yě bù kě néng yòu bié de xuǎn zé。 měi gè rén dū sǐ bào sī lì， wā kōng xīn sī qù sǔn hài hé jiǎn shǎo bié rén de lì yì， rèn wéi shēng cún jiù shì rú cǐ。 yú shì， chū xiàn liǎo nú yì， shèn zhì shì zì yuàn de nú yì： ruò zhě gān xīn qū fú yú qiáng zhě， yǐ biàn qiáng zhě bāng zhù tā men qù yā pò gèng ruò zhě。 chū xiàn liǎo xián dá zhī shì。 xián dá huī lèi jìn jiàn， héng héng shǔshuō tā men wàng zì zūn dà、 sì wú jì dá、 shī què hé xié yǐ jí guǎ lián xiān chǐ。 xián dá zāo dào cháo fěng hé dǎ jī， tā men de xiān xuè sǎ zài shèng diàn de mén shàng。 kě shì， chū xiàn liǎo lìng yī xiē rén， tā men kāi shǐ kǎo lǜ： rú hé bǎ suǒ yòu de rén chóngxīn lián hé qǐ lái， ràng měi gè rén zhào jiù zhǐ gù zì jǐ， tóng shí yòu bù fáng 'ài tā rén， cóng 'ér shǐ dà jiā rú tóng shēng huó zài yī gè yǒu hǎo de shè huì zhōng。 wèile zhè yī lǐ xiǎng， bào fā liǎo yī cì yòu yī cì de zhàn zhēng。 suǒ yòu cān zhàn zhě zhè shí dū jiān xìn， xué wèn、 zhì huì hé zì wǒ bǎo quán yì shí， zuì zhōng bì jiāng shǐ rén men lián jié chéng wéi yī gè hé mù gòng chù、 yòu lǐ xìng de shè huì， ér yǎn xià wèile jiā kuài shì yè de jìn chéng，“ zhì zhě” zài jié lì jìn kuài bǎ“ yú rén” hé bù liǎo jiě tā men lǐ xiǎng de rén quándōu xiāo miè， yǐ miǎn fáng 'ài lǐ xiǎng de shí xiàn。 dàn shì， zì wǒ bǎo quán yì shí kāi shǐ xùn sù jiǎn ruò， chū xiàn liǎo jiāo héng zhě hé tān yín zhě， tā men gōng rán yào qiú zhàn yòu yī qiē huò pāo qì yī qiē。 wèile zhàn yòu yī qiē， tā men wéi fēi zuò dǎi， rú ruò bù néng dé chěng héng héng biàn zì shā shēn wáng。 chū xiàn liǎo gè zhǒng zōng jiào， chóng bài xū wú hé zì qiāng， yǐ qī zài xū wú piāomiǎo zhōng qiú qǔ yǒng héng de 'ān xī。 zhè xiē rén zài tú láo zhōng zhōng yú pí bèi bù kān， mǎn liǎn kǔ xiāng， ér tā men hái xuān chēng shòu kǔ shì yī zhǒng xiǎng shòu， yīn wéi zài shòu kǔ zhōng cái yòu sī xiǎng。 tā men biān zhuàn gēqǔ sòng yáng kǔ nán。 wǒ tòng xīn jí shǒu dì lái dào tā men zhōng jiān， wèitā men wǎn xī， bù guò， wǒ yě xǔ bǐ guò qù gèng 'ài tā men， nà shí tā men de liǎn shàng hái méi yòu tòng kǔ， tā men hái shì chún jié、 měi lì de。 tā men de zhè kuài tǔ dì yuán běn shì tiān táng， ér jīn bèi tā men diàn wū liǎo， yòu liǎo zāinàn， wǒ cái gèng 'ài tā。 āi， wǒ lǎo shì xǐ huān zāinàn hé tòng kǔ， dàn zhǐ shì wèile zì wǒ dān dài， ér duì yú tā men wǒ lián mǐn dé tòng kū liú tì。 wǒ qí qiú tā men yuán liàng， wǒ wú xiàn zì zé、 zì zhòu hé zì wǒ bǐ bó。 wǒ duì tā men shuō， zhè yī qiēdōu shì wǒ gān de， shì wǒ yī gè rén gān de； shì wǒ gěi tā men dài lái liǎo shāng fēng bài sú、 dào dé lún sàng yǔ nòng xū zuò jiǎ， wǒ kěn qiú tā men bǎ wǒ dīng zài shí zì jià shàng， wǒ jiào tā men zuò shí zì jià。 wǒ bù néng， yě wú lì zì shā， dàn wǒ qíng yuàn jiē shòu tā men de zhé mó， wǒ kě wàng tòng kǔ， kě wàng zài tòng kǔ zhōng sǎ jìn wǒ zuì hòu de yī dī xuè。 kě shì， tā men zhǐ shì cháo xiào wǒ， zuì hòu jìng bǎ wǒ kàn zuò fēng zǐ。 tā men bù rèn wéi wǒ yòu zuì， biǎo shì zhǐ jiē shòu fú hé tā men yì yuàn de shì， zhěng gè xiàn zhuàng zé bù néng gǎi biàn。 zuì hòu， tā men xiàng wǒ xuān bù， wǒ duì tā men gòu chéng liǎo wēi hài， rú guǒ wǒ bù bì shàng zuǐ de huà， jiù yào bǎ wǒ guān jìn fēng rén yuàn。 dāng shí wǒ xīn rú dāo gē， tòng bù yù shēng， jué dé kuài yào sǐ liǎo， zhè shí…… zhèng zài zhè shí wǒ xǐng guò lái liǎo。
cǐ shí yǐ shì qīng chén， yě jiù shì tiān sè shàng wèi pò xiǎo， dàn yě yòu wǔ diǎn zhōng zuǒ yòu liǎo。 wǒ shì zuò zài 'ān lè yǐ lǐ xǐng guò lái de， là zhú yǐ jīng rán wán， dà wèi fáng lǐ de réndōu yǐ jìn rù mèng xiāng， sì zhōu jìng qiāoqiāo de， wǒ men zhù zhái lǐ hěn shǎo shì zhè yàng。 shǒu xiān， wǒ yì cháng chī jīng dì tiào jiāng qǐ lái； guò qù， wǒ cóng wèi fā shēng lèi shìde qíng kuàng， nǎ pà shì jī máo suàn pí de shì： bǐ rú， wǒ jiù cóng lái méi yòu zài 'ān lè yǐ lǐ zhè yàng shuì zhe guò。 tū rán jiān，
dāng wǒ zhàn zhe màn màn qīng xǐng guò lái shí， héng héng nà zhī zǐ dàn shàng liǎo táng zhǔn bèi hǎo de shǒu qiāng shū dì pū rù wǒ de yǎn lián， kě wǒ yī bǎ jiāng tā tuī kāi liǎo！ ā， wǒ xiàn zài yào huó xià qù， huó xià qù！ wǒ jǔ qǐ shuāng shǒu jí hū yǒng héng de zhēn lǐ； bù shì jí hū， ér shì kū qì； wǒ hún shēn chōng mǎn kuáng rè， wú bǐ de kuáng rè。 duì， huó xià qù， jiù héng héng chuán dào qù！ cǐ kè wǒ jué xīn qù chuán dào， ér qiě shǐ zhōng bù yú！ wǒ yào qù chuán dào， qù chuán dào héng héng chuán shénme dào？ chuán bō zhēn lǐ， yīn wéi wǒ kàn dào liǎo zhēn lǐ， wǒ qīn yǎn kàn jiàn zhēn lǐ de guāng huá sì shè！
yú shì， cóng nà shí qǐ wǒ jiù chuán qǐ dào lái liǎo！ hái yòu héng héng wǒ 'ài suǒ yòu cháo xiào wǒ de rén， shèng sì qí tā suǒ yòu de rén。 wèishénme shì zhè yàng héng héng wǒ bù míng bái， yě wú fǎ jiě shì qīng chǔ， bù guò， jiù ràng tā zhè yàng bā。 tā mendōu shuō wǒ hú tú liǎo， jiù shì shuō， yào shì yǎn xià dū zhè me hú tú， nà me wǎng hòu kě zěn me bàn ní？ shì shí díquè rú cǐ： wǒ shì hú tú liǎo， wǎng hòu yě xǔ gèng zāo。 wú yí， dāng wǒ yào gǎo qīng zěn yàng qù chuán dào shí， yě jiù shì gāi shuō xiē shénme huà， gāi zuò xiē shénme shì de shí hòu， wǒ yī dìng huì yòu hěn duō cuò， yīn wéi chuán dào zhè jiàn shì shì hěn nán zuò hǎo de。 qiáo， wǒ xiàn zài bǎ yī qiēdōu nòng qīng chǔ liǎo， bù guò， qǐng tīng wǒ shuō： shuí néng bù chū cuò ní！ rán 'ér yào zhī dào， shàng zhì shèng xián， xià zhì dào fěi， dà jiā qǐ mǎ dū cháo zhe tóng yī fāng xiàng， bēn xiàng tóng yī mù biāo， zhǐ shì gè rén de lù zǐ bù tóng 'ér yǐ。 zhè shì yī gè gǔ lǎo de zhēn lǐ， bù guò， zhè lǐ yě yòu xīn qíng kuàng： wǒ bù kě néng wán quán hú tú， yīn wéi wǒ kàn dào liǎo zhēn lǐ， wǒ kàn chū bìng qiě zhī dào， rén shì huì biàn dé měi lì、 xìng fú， bù huì sàng shī shēng cún néng lì de。 wǒ bù yuàn yì yě bù huì xiāng xìn， shì rén lèi de cháng tài。 nǐ zhī dào， tā men dà jiā cháo xiào de zhèng shì wǒ de zhè zhǒng xìn niàn。 kě wǒ zěn me néng méi yòu zhè gè xìn niàn ní： wǒ kàn dào liǎo zhēn lǐ， héng héng nà bù shì wǒ nǎo zǐ lǐ yì zào chū lái de， ér shì wǒ kàn dào de， kàn dào de， tā nà xǔ xǔ rú shēng de xíng xiàng yǒng yuǎn chōng yì wǒ xīn jiān。 wǒ kàn dào de zhēn lǐ shì rú cǐ de wán měi， yǐ zhì wǒ bù kě néng xiāng xìn rén lèi huì méi yòu zhēn lǐ。 zǒng zhī， wǒ zěn me huì hú tú ní？ dāng rán lā， fā shēng piān chā， shèn zhì kě néng hǎo duō cì， yě hái kě néng shuō chū yī xiē jiàn wài de huà， dàn zhè bù huì wéi shí tài jiǔ， yīn wéi wǒ suǒ kàn dào de huó shēng shēng de xíng xiàng jiāng yǒng yuǎn yǔ wǒ tóng zài， bìng yǒng yuǎn kuāng zhèng wǒ， zhǐ yǐn wǒ。 ā， wǒ jīng shén zhèn fèn， zhāoqì péng bó， xiàng qián， xiàng qián， nǎ pà zǒu tā yī qiān nián。 nín zhī dào， wǒ bǎ tā men quán jiào huài liǎo， qǐ chū wǒ shèn zhì xiǎng yǐn mán， dàn zhè shì cuò wù de héng héng shì wǒ de dì yī gè cuò wù！ bù guò， zhēn lǐ duì wǒ 'ěr yǔ， shuō wǒ zài sǎ huǎng， què yòu hù wèi wǒ， yǐn dǎo wǒ。 kě shì， tiān táng shì rú hé jiàn zào qǐ lái de héng héng wǒ bù zhī dào， yīn wéi wǒ bù shàn yú yòng yán cí qù miáo shù。 mèng xǐng hòu wǒ yí wàng liǎo xǔ duō， zhì shǎo bǎ yī xiē zhù yào de、 zhòng yào de cí yǔ gěi wàng liǎo。 bù guò， jí shǐ rú cǐ， wǒ hái shì yào qù shuō， bù tíng dì shuō， yīn wéi bì jìng shì wǒ qīn yǎn suǒ jiàn， nǎ pà wǒ bù shàn yú miáo huì wǒ de suǒ jiàn suǒ wén。 rán 'ér cháo xiào wǒ de rén bìng bù liǎo jiě zhè yī diǎn， tā men shuō：“ nǐ jiàn dào de shì mèng huàn、 huàn jué、 huàn xiàng，” hāi！ nán dào zhè shì shénme cōng míng tòu dǐng？ tā men jìng shì nà me zì míng dé yì！ mèng？ shénme shì mèng ní？ wǒ men de yī shēng bù jiù shì yīcháng mèng má？ wǒ yào zài shuō yī biàn： nǎ pà zhè mèng yǒng yuǎn bù néng shí xiàn， nǎ pà bù huì yòu shénme tiān táng（ zhè yī diǎn wǒ yǐ jīng míng liǎo！） héng héng kě wǒ hái shì yào qù chuán dào。 qí shí， zhè hěn jiǎn dān： zhǐ xiāo yī tiān， · yī · gè · xiǎo · shí， yī qiē biàn huì yī cù 'ér jiù de！ zhòng yào de shì nǐ yào xiàng 'ài zì jǐ nà yàng qù 'ài bié rén， zhè shì guān jiàn suǒ zài， zhè yě jiù shì yī qiē， bié de shénme dōuwú suǒ wèi， yīn wéi nǐ mǎ shàng jiù huì zhī dào rú hé jiàn lì qǐ tiān táng liǎo。 qí shí， zhè bù guò shì gè gǔ lǎo de zhēn lǐ， bèi rén men chóngfù、 bèi sòng guò bù zhī duō shǎo biàn， kě tā què méi yòu shēng cún xià lái！ suǒ wèi“ duì shēng huó de liǎo jiě zhòng yú shēng huó běn shēn， rèn shí xìng fú de guī lǜ zhòng yú xìng fú” héng héng bì xū yǔ zhī jìn xíng dǒu zhēng！ wǒ jiāng cān jiā dǒu zhēng。 zhǐ yào dà jiā yòu cǐ xīn yuàn， nà me biàn huì mǎ dào chéng gōng！
wǒ yī dìng yào zhǎo dào nà gè xiǎo nǚ hái…… wǒ zhè jiù qù！ jiù qù！
běn shū shì tuó sī tuǒ yé fū sī jī de bù xiǔ míng zhù， yǐ cuī rén lèi xià de gǎn rén bǐ chù miáo xiě liǎo liǎng gè bēi cǎn de gù shì。
gōng chǎng zhù shǐ mì sī zhī nǚ shì gè měi lì chún qíng de gū niàn。 tā 'ài shàng liǎo wǎ 'ěr kē fū sī jī gōng jué。 gōng jué shì gè rén miàn shòu xīn de 'è gùn。 tā piàn zǒu liǎo lǎo rén quán bù cái chǎn， rán hòu yòu bǎ tā de nǚ 'ér pāo qì zài guó wài。 fù nǚ liǎ yóu yú pín bìng jiāo jiā， xiāng jì sǐ qù。
gōng jué de 'ér zǐ zé shì gè biǎo miàn shàng yīng jùn kě 'ài de huā huā gōng zǐ。 gōng jué wèile yīn náo tā de 'ér zǐ yǔ píng mín zhī nǚ nà tǎ suō xiāng 'ài hé jié hé， bù xī wú zhōng shēng yòu dì wū xiàn tā de fù qīn jīng tūn tā de kuǎn zǐ。 tā yòu wán nòng guǐ jì ràng 'ér zǐ lìng mì xīn huān， pāo dù liǎo nà tǎ suō。
běn shū zhōng yòu yī gè 'è mó shìde fǎn miàn rén wù wǎ 'ěr kē fū sī jī gōng jué。 zhè yī rén wù zài dāng shí shì diǎn xíng de， shì 'é guó yóu fēng jiàn zōng fǎ de nóng nú zhì xiàng chì luǒ luǒ de zī běn zhù yì bō xuē zhì dù zhuǎn xíng shí qī de lì shǐ chǎn wù。 zhè shì yī gè qū yán fù shì、 jiàn qián yǎn kāi、 huāng yín wú chǐ、 bù zé shǒu duàn、 xīn hěn shǒu là、 yǐ liǎn cái wéi rén shēng wéi yī mù biāo de dà dì zhù、 dà zī běn jiā。 zhè jiù jiā shēn liǎo duì dāng shí 'é guó shè huì de kāi jué。
Plot introduction
Narrated by a young author, Vanya, who has just released his first novel which bears an obvious resemblance to Dostoevsky's own first novel, Poor Folk, it consists of two gradually converging subplots. One deals with Vanya's close friend and former love object, Natasha, who has left her family to live with her new lover, Alyosha. Alyosha is the saintly but dimwitted son of Prince Valkovsky, who hopes to gain financially by marrying Alyosha off to an heiress, Katya. Valkovsky's cruel machinations to break up Alyosha and Natasha make him one of the most memorable "predatory types" (a la Stavrogin in The Possessed) that Dostoevsky created. The other branch of the plot deals with the approximately 13-year old orphan Nellie, whom Vanya saves from an abusive household by taking her into his apartment, and whose deceased mother's story in some ways parallels that of Natasha. It's unusual to see a well-developed character as young as Nellie in a Dostoevsky novel, but Nellie may be one of his most moving creations, and she in particular shows the influence of Dickens (whom Dostoevsky is known to have read during the Siberian exile near the end of which this novel was conceived).
One of the most important themes throughout Dostoevsky's work is the expiative value of suffering, and The Insulted and Injured, with its tragically moving plot and characters, develops that theme.
Plot summary
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Natalya leaves her parents' home and runs away with Aleyosha (prince Alexey) – the son of Prince Valkovsky who abuses her father. As a result of his pain, her father, Nikolai, curses her. The only friend that remains by Natalya's side is Ivan – her childhood friend who is deeply in love with her. Prince Valkovsky tries to destroy Alyosha's plans to marry Natalya, and wants to make him marry the rich princess Katerina. Alyosha is a childish young man who is easily manipulated by his father. Following his father's plan, Alyosha falls in love with Katerina. Eventually, Alyosha chooses Katerina over Natalya. In the meanwhile, Ivan picks up an orphan girl, Elena, and learns that her mother ran away from her father's (Smith) home with her sweetheart – Alyosha's father. Shortly after Elena was born, Prince Valkovsky abandoned her, took her money and the poor woman and her daughter came back to Smith asking for forgiveness. Elena's mother dies shortly before her father eventually agrees to forgive her. In attempt to make Nikolai (Natalya's father) forgive his daughter, Ivan persuades Nilokai and his wife to adopt Elena. By telling them her life story, Elena makes Nikolai's heart soften and he accepts Natalya. Shortly afterwards, Elena dies from epilepsy.
Characters in "The Insulted and Humiliated"
* Ivan Petrovich – main protagonist
* Nikolai Sergueych Ikhmenev – landlord of Ikhmenevka
* Anna Andreyevna – Nikolai's wife
* Natasha Nikolayevna – Nikolai's daughter
* Mavra – Natasha's maid
* Prince Valkovsky
* Prince Alexey – Prince Valkovsky's son
* Mr Smith
* Elena (Nellie)– Mr Smith's grand daughter
* Filipp Filippych Masloboyev – Ivan Petrovich's old acquaintance
* Alexandra Semionovna – Filipp's wife
* Katerina Fiodorovna – Prince Alexeï's future wife
Film adaptation
Humiliated and Insulted was adapted in 1991 for cinema by soviet director Andrei Eshpaj with Nastassja Kinski as Natasha.
gōng chǎng zhù shǐ mì sī zhī nǚ shì gè měi lì chún qíng de gū niàn。 tā 'ài shàng liǎo wǎ 'ěr kē fū sī jī gōng jué。 gōng jué shì gè rén miàn shòu xīn de 'è gùn。 tā piàn zǒu liǎo lǎo rén quán bù cái chǎn， rán hòu yòu bǎ tā de nǚ 'ér pāo qì zài guó wài。 fù nǚ liǎ yóu yú pín bìng jiāo jiā， xiāng jì sǐ qù。
gōng jué de 'ér zǐ zé shì gè biǎo miàn shàng yīng jùn kě 'ài de huā huā gōng zǐ。 gōng jué wèile yīn náo tā de 'ér zǐ yǔ píng mín zhī nǚ nà tǎ suō xiāng 'ài hé jié hé， bù xī wú zhōng shēng yòu dì wū xiàn tā de fù qīn jīng tūn tā de kuǎn zǐ。 tā yòu wán nòng guǐ jì ràng 'ér zǐ lìng mì xīn huān， pāo dù liǎo nà tǎ suō。
běn shū zhōng yòu yī gè 'è mó shìde fǎn miàn rén wù wǎ 'ěr kē fū sī jī gōng jué。 zhè yī rén wù zài dāng shí shì diǎn xíng de， shì 'é guó yóu fēng jiàn zōng fǎ de nóng nú zhì xiàng chì luǒ luǒ de zī běn zhù yì bō xuē zhì dù zhuǎn xíng shí qī de lì shǐ chǎn wù。 zhè shì yī gè qū yán fù shì、 jiàn qián yǎn kāi、 huāng yín wú chǐ、 bù zé shǒu duàn、 xīn hěn shǒu là、 yǐ liǎn cái wéi rén shēng wéi yī mù biāo de dà dì zhù、 dà zī běn jiā。 zhè jiù jiā shēn liǎo duì dāng shí 'é guó shè huì de kāi jué。
Plot introduction
Narrated by a young author, Vanya, who has just released his first novel which bears an obvious resemblance to Dostoevsky's own first novel, Poor Folk, it consists of two gradually converging subplots. One deals with Vanya's close friend and former love object, Natasha, who has left her family to live with her new lover, Alyosha. Alyosha is the saintly but dimwitted son of Prince Valkovsky, who hopes to gain financially by marrying Alyosha off to an heiress, Katya. Valkovsky's cruel machinations to break up Alyosha and Natasha make him one of the most memorable "predatory types" (a la Stavrogin in The Possessed) that Dostoevsky created. The other branch of the plot deals with the approximately 13-year old orphan Nellie, whom Vanya saves from an abusive household by taking her into his apartment, and whose deceased mother's story in some ways parallels that of Natasha. It's unusual to see a well-developed character as young as Nellie in a Dostoevsky novel, but Nellie may be one of his most moving creations, and she in particular shows the influence of Dickens (whom Dostoevsky is known to have read during the Siberian exile near the end of which this novel was conceived).
One of the most important themes throughout Dostoevsky's work is the expiative value of suffering, and The Insulted and Injured, with its tragically moving plot and characters, develops that theme.
Plot summary
Wiki letter w.svg This section requires expansion.
Natalya leaves her parents' home and runs away with Aleyosha (prince Alexey) – the son of Prince Valkovsky who abuses her father. As a result of his pain, her father, Nikolai, curses her. The only friend that remains by Natalya's side is Ivan – her childhood friend who is deeply in love with her. Prince Valkovsky tries to destroy Alyosha's plans to marry Natalya, and wants to make him marry the rich princess Katerina. Alyosha is a childish young man who is easily manipulated by his father. Following his father's plan, Alyosha falls in love with Katerina. Eventually, Alyosha chooses Katerina over Natalya. In the meanwhile, Ivan picks up an orphan girl, Elena, and learns that her mother ran away from her father's (Smith) home with her sweetheart – Alyosha's father. Shortly after Elena was born, Prince Valkovsky abandoned her, took her money and the poor woman and her daughter came back to Smith asking for forgiveness. Elena's mother dies shortly before her father eventually agrees to forgive her. In attempt to make Nikolai (Natalya's father) forgive his daughter, Ivan persuades Nilokai and his wife to adopt Elena. By telling them her life story, Elena makes Nikolai's heart soften and he accepts Natalya. Shortly afterwards, Elena dies from epilepsy.
Characters in "The Insulted and Humiliated"
* Ivan Petrovich – main protagonist
* Nikolai Sergueych Ikhmenev – landlord of Ikhmenevka
* Anna Andreyevna – Nikolai's wife
* Natasha Nikolayevna – Nikolai's daughter
* Mavra – Natasha's maid
* Prince Valkovsky
* Prince Alexey – Prince Valkovsky's son
* Mr Smith
* Elena (Nellie)– Mr Smith's grand daughter
* Filipp Filippych Masloboyev – Ivan Petrovich's old acquaintance
* Alexandra Semionovna – Filipp's wife
* Katerina Fiodorovna – Prince Alexeï's future wife
Film adaptation
Humiliated and Insulted was adapted in 1991 for cinema by soviet director Andrei Eshpaj with Nastassja Kinski as Natasha.
héng héng zhāi zì yī wèi bù zhī míng zhě de bǐ jì
yòu yī tiān zǎo chén， wǒ yǐ zuò hǎo chōng fēn zhǔn bèi， dòng shēn qù shàng bān shí， ā gé lā fěi nà zǒu jìn wǒ de fáng lǐ。 tā shì wǒ gù yōng de chú niàn， jiān guǎn jiā wù hé xǐ yī。
shǐ wǒ chī jīng de shì， tā jū rán yǔ wǒ liáo qǐ tiān lái liǎo。
tā běn lái shì gè pǔ pǔ tōng tōng de xiāng xià nǚ rén， yī xiàng guǎ yán shǎo yǔ， chú liǎo měi tiān shuō yī liǎng jù zhǔn bèi shénme fàn cài zhī lèi de huà wài， wǔ liù nián lái， jīhū méi shuō guò rèn hé bié de huà， zhì shǎo wǒ méi tīng dào guò。
“ xiān shēng， wǒ zhǎo nín yòu shì，” tā tū rán kāi kǒu shuō huà liǎo，“ nín gāi bǎ xiǎo jiān zū chū qù。”
“ nǎ yī gè xiǎo jiān？”
“ jiù shì chú fáng bàng biān nà gè xiǎo jiān， shuídōu zhī dào má。”
“ wèishénme？”
“ wèishénme！ wèile ràng rén zhù jìn lái má， zhè hái bù qīng chǔ má？”
“ yòu shuí lái zū ní？”
“ shuí lái zū！ zhù hù lái zū má， zhè hái bù qīng chǔ？”
“ wǒ de mā yā， nà lǐ lián zhāng chuáng dū fàng bù xià， jǐ dé yào mìng。 shuí néng dào nà lǐ qù zhù ní？”
“ gànmá zài nà lǐ zhù yā！ zhǐ yào yòu gè dì fāng shuì jué jiù xíng má。 ér qiě tā kě yǐ zhù zài chuāng hù shàng。”
“ nǎ gè chuāng hù？”
“ bù jiù shì nà shàn chuāng hù má， hǎo xiàng bù zhī dào shìde！ jiù shì qián tīng lǐ de nà shàn chuāng hù。 tā kě yǐ zài nà 'ér zuò lā、 féng yī fú lā， huò zhě zuò bié de shì qíng。 tā hái kě yǐ zuò zài yǐ zǐ shàng má。 tā yòu bǎ yǐ zǐ， hái yòu yī zhāng zhuō zǐ， shénme dōuyòu。”
“ tā dào dǐ shì gè shénme yàng de rén ní？”
“ yī gè hǎo rén， yī gè bǎo jīng fēng shuāng de rén。 wǒ huì gěi tā zuò chī de dōng xī。
fáng zū hé huǒ shí jiā zài yī qǐ， wǒ zhǔn bèi shōu tā sān gè yín lú bù……”
zuì hòu， wǒ zuò liǎo cháng shí jiān de nǔ lì， cái dǎ tīng dào， yuán lái shì yī gè shàng liǎo nián jì de rén， shuō fú liǎo 'ā gé lā fěi nà， huò zhě shuō shì sǒng yǒng tā ràng tā zhù jìn chú fáng， dāng dā huǒ de fáng kè。 ā gé lā fěi nà nǎo zǐ xiǎng dào de shì， nà shì fēi bàn chéng bù kě de。 fǒu zé， wǒ zhī dào， tā shì bù huì ràng wǒ 'ān níng de。 yào shì yòu shénme shì qíng bù hé tā de xīn yì， tā mǎ shàng jiù kāi shǐ chén sī mò xiǎng， xiàn rù shēn shēn de yōu yù zhī zhōng， ér qiě zhè zhǒng mèn mèn bù lè de zhuàng tài， kě yǐ chí xù liǎng sān xīng qī zhī jiǔ。 zhè shí， fàn cài biàn zuòde bù hé kǒu wèi， nèi yī huàn xǐ jì bù qīng， dì bǎn yě cā bù gān jìng， zǒng 'ér yán zhī， huì fā shēng xǔ xǔ duō duō de bù kuài。 wǒ zǎo jiù fā xiàn， zhè gè yán yǔ bù duō de nǚ rén bù kě néng zuò chū shénme jué dìng， yīn wéi tā bìng méi yòu zì jǐ de zhù jiàn。 dàn shì， rú guǒ tā jiǎn dān de tóu nǎo lǐ 'ǒu rán xíng chéng liǎo yī gè shénme lèi sì sī xiǎng de dōng xī， nǐ jiù dé zhào tā de bàn， fǒu zé， zài hǎo cháng de shí jiān lǐ， tā huì zài jīng shén shàng gǎn dào tòng kǔ wàn fēn。 suǒ yǐ， suī rán wǒ zuì 'ài 'ān jìng， hái shì lì jí biǎo shì tóng yì。
“ tā qǐ mǎ zǒng dé yòu gè zhèng míng bā， bǐ rú shuō hù zhào huò zhě bié de shénme？”
“ nà hái yòng shuō！ dāng rán yòu lā。 yī gè hǎo rén， yī gè bǎo jīng fēng shuāng de rén。 dāyìng guò gěi sān gè lú bù。”
jiù zài dì 'èr tiān， wǒ nà suǒ jiǎn dān pǔ sù de dān shēn zhù zhái lǐ， chū xiàn liǎo yī wèi xīn fáng kè。 bù guò， wǒ bìng bù shēng qì， shèn zhì 'àn 'àn dì gǎn dào gāo xīng。 yī bān dì shuō， wǒ shì guò zhe shēn jū jiǎn chū de shēng huó， jiǎn zhí xiàng gè dùn shì de yǐn shì。 wǒ jīhū méi yòu shú rén， hěn shǎo wài chū。 shí nián lái wǒ guò zhe zhè zhǒng shēng huó， dāng rán yě jiù xí guàn yú lí qún suǒ jū liǎo。 dàn shì， shí nián， shí wǔ nián yǐ hòu， huò xǔ gèng jiā shēn jū jiǎn chū， hái shì tóng zhè gè 'ā gé lā fěi nà zài yī qǐ， hái shì zhù zài zhè tào dān shēn zhù zhái lǐ， dāng rán， nà qián jǐng yī dìng huì xiāng dāng 'àn dàn！ yīn cǐ， zài zhè zhǒng qíng kuàng xià， néng yòu gè lǎo shí píng hé de rén zuò bàn， jiǎn zhí shì shàng tiān de 'ēn cì！
ā gé lā fěi nà méi yòu sǎ huǎng。 wǒ de fáng kè shì yī wèi bǎo jīng fēng shuāng de rén。 cóng hù zhào kàn， tā shì yī míng tuì wǔ díshì bīng， qí shí bù kàn hù zhào， jǐn píng tā de liǎn páng， wǒ jiù yī yǎn kàn chū lái liǎo。 zhè yī diǎn kàn chū lái hěn róng yì。 wǒ de fáng kè 'ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nuò wéi qí zài tā men de tóng bàn zhī zhōng， shì yī wèi hǎo rén。 wǒ men xiāng chù hěn hǎo。 dàn shì， zuì hǎo de yī diǎn shì： ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nuò wéi qí yòu shí 'ài jiǎng tā yī shēng zhōng de gè zhǒng zāo yù。 yóu yú wǒ de shēng huó zǒng shì kū zào fá wèi， yòu zhè me yī wèi jiǎng gù shì de néng shǒu zuò bàn， bù chì shì yī dà xiǎng shòu。 yòu yī cì， tā gěi wǒ jiǎng liǎo yī zé zhè yàng de gù shì， gěi wǒ liú xià liǎo pō wéi shēn kè de yìn xiàng。 dàn shì， zhè zé gù shì dào dǐ shì zěn me jiǎng qǐ lái de ní？
yòu yī tiān， wǒ dú zì yī rén liú zài zhù zhái lǐ： ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nuò wéi qí yě hǎo， ā gé lā fěi nà yě hǎo， dū fēn tóu bàn shì qù liǎo。 tū rán wǒ tīng dào dì 'èr jiān fáng lǐ yòu xiǎng shēng， zǒu jìn lái yī gè rén， wǒ jué dé tā xiàngmào mò shēng， wǒ zǒu chū qù yī kàn， qián tīng lǐ què shí zhàn zhe yī gè mò shēng rén， tā gè zǐ 'ǎi xiǎo， suī rán yǐ shì hán lěng de qiū tiān， què zhǐ chuān yī jiàn dān bó de cháng lǐ fú。
“ nǐ yòu shénme shì？”
“ wǒ zhǎo gōng wù yuán yà lì shān dà luó fū， tā zhù zài zhè lǐ má？”
“ méi yòu zhè yàng de rén， lǎo dì， zài jiàn bā！”
“ shǒu yuàn zǐ de rén zěn me shuō tā zài zhè 'ér ní？” lái fǎng zhě yī biān shuō， yī biān xiǎo xīn yì yì dì cháo mén kǒu liù qù。
“ kuài zǒu， kuài zǒu bā， lǎo dì， kuài zǒu！”
dì 'èr tiān wǔ fàn yǐ hòu， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nuò wéi qí zhèng zài gěi wǒ shì chuān yī jiàn jīng tā gǎi guò de cháng lǐ fú shí， yòu yòu yī gè shénme rén zǒu jìn liǎo qián tīng。 wǒ bǎ mén dǎ kāi liǎo yī tiáo xiǎo féng。
zuó tiān lái guò de nà wèi xiān shēng jū rán dāng zhe wǒ de miàn， dà yáo dà bǎi dì cóng yī jià shàng， qǔ xià wǒ de yī jiàn yāo bù dài xí zǐ de jǐn shēn dà yī， jiā zài yè xià， suí hòu jiù cóng wū lǐ zǒu liǎo chū qù。 ā gé lā fěi nà yī zhí wàng zhe， jīng qí dé zhí zhāng zhe dà kǒu， méi yòu cǎi qǔ rèn hé xíng dòng qù bǎo hù dà yī。 ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nuò wéi qí gēn zhe páo qù zhuī gǎn nà gè piàn zǐ， shí fēn zhōng hòu tā huí lái shí qì chuǎn xū xū， liǎng shǒu kōng kōng。 nà gè rén yǐ jīng zǒude wú zōng wú yǐng！
“ ké， zhēn bù zǒu yùn， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nuò wéi qí。 hǎo zài wài tào hái liú gěi liǎo wǒ men！ yào bù rán nà jiù gèng zāo gāo liǎo， hǎo yī gè piàn zǐ！”
dàn shì， zhè fā shēng de yī qiē què shǐ 'ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nuò wéi qí dà wéi zhèn jīng， wǒ wàng zhe tā de múyàng， shèn zhì bǎ bèi qiè yī shìdōu gěi wàng liǎo。 tā zěn me yě huī fù bù liǎo cháng tài， shí bù shí dì diū xià shǒu zhōng zhèng zài gān zhe de huó jì， yī cì yòu yī cì dì jiǎng shù shì qíng fā shēng de quán bù jīng guò， shuō tā dāng shí zhèng zhàn zài nà lǐ， jiù zài tā de yǎn qián liǎng bù yuǎn de dì fāng， bèi rén ná zǒu liǎo yī jiàn yāo bù dài xí zǐ de jǐn shēn dà yī， ér qiě zhè shì gānde nà me kuài， jiào nǐ zěn me yě zhuō bù zhù nà gè tōu yī de jiā huǒ。 hòu lái tā zuò xià lái jì xù gànhuó， dàn guò liǎo yī huì 'ér yòu bǎ huó fàng xià， rú cǐ fǎn fù duō cì。 zuì hòu， wǒ kàn jiàn tā qù zhǎo shǒu yuàn zǐ de rén， zé bèi tā bù fù zé rèn， jìng rán ràng zì jǐ guǎn xiá de yuàn zǐ lǐ chū zhè zhǒng shì。 huí lái hòu yòu kāi shǐ mà gé lā fěi nà。 hòu lái tā yòu zuò xià lái gànhuó， dàn hái zì yán zì yǔ， dū nóng liǎo hǎo jiǔ， shuō zhè shì shì zěn me fā shēng de， shuō tā dāng shí zhàn zài zhè 'ér， wǒ zhàn zài nà lǐ， jiù zài yǎn pí dǐ xià， liǎng bù yuǎn de dì fāng， bèi rén tōu zǒu liǎo yī jiàn yāo bù dài xí zǐ de jǐn shēn dà yī， děng děng。 zǒng 'ér yán zhī， suī rán 'ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nuò wéi qí hěn huì gànhuó， què shì yī gè lè yú zhù rén de xì xīn rén。
“ nǐ wǒdōu shòu piàn shàng dāng liǎo， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nuò wéi qí！” wǎn shàng wǒ duì tā shuō dào， tóng shí gěi tā dì guò qù yī bēi chá， yīn wéi jì mò wú liáo， xī wàng tā zài jiǎng yī cì dà yī shī qiè de gù shì。 zhè gù shì yóu yú duō cì chóngfù， zài jiā shàng jiǎng shù zhě fēi cháng dòng qíng， yǐ jīng biàn dé fēi cháng huá jī kě xiào liǎo。
“ shì de， wǒ mendōu bèi yú nòng liǎo！ jiǎn zhí lián bàng guān zhě yě gǎn dào nǎo huǒ、 shēng qì， suī rán diū shī de bù shì wǒ de yī fú。 suǒ yǐ， wǒ rèn wéi， shì jiè shàng méi yòu shénme huài dōng xī bǐ xiǎo tōu gèng huài liǎo。 yòu de rén suī rán yě hǎo zhàn bié rén de piányí， dàn zhè gè jiā huǒ què tōu nǐ de láo dòng、 nǐ láo dòng shí liú chū de hàn shuǐ， nǐ de shí guāng…… zhēn kěwù， pēi！ wǒ shuō dōubù xiǎng shuō liǎo， yī shuō jiù qì！ xiān shēng， nín duì zì jǐ de cái wù bèi tōu zěn me bù kě xī ní？”
“ duì， zěn me bù kě xī ní！ ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí！ jiù shì dōng xī shāo diào， yě bǐ xiǎo tōu tōu qù qiáng má！ yǎn kàn zhe xiǎo tōu zuò 'àn zhēn qì rén， zhēn bù yuàn yì！”
“ shuí yuàn yì kàn dào zhè zhǒng chǎng miàn ní？ dāng rán， xiǎo tōu yǔ xiǎo tōu， yě bù yī yàng…… xiān shēng， wǒ céng jīng fā shēng guò yī jiàn shì， wǒ pèng dào guò yī gè chéng shí de xiǎo tōu。”
“ zěn me néng pèng dào chéng shí de xiǎo tōu ní？ nán dào xiǎo tōu yě yòu chéng shí de， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí？”
“ xiān shēng， zhè què shì shì shí！ nǎ gè xiǎo tōu chéng shí ní， yě bù kě néng yòu chéng shí de xiǎo tōu。 wǒ xiǎng shuō de zhǐ shì： tā wéi rén sì hū chéng shí， dàn què xíng qiè。 jiǎn zhí lìng rén wǎn xī！”
“ nà yòu shì zěn me huí shì ní， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nuò wéi qí？”
“ xiān shēng， zhè shì fā shēng zài liǎng nián qián。 dāng shí， wǒ chàbù duō yòu yī nián méi yòu zhǎo dào chāishi， hái shì zhù zài lǎo dì fāng， yú shì jié shí liǎo yī gè qióng chóu liáo dǎo de rén。 tā shì gè jì shēng chóng， jì hǎo jiǔ， yòu tān sè， yǐ qián zài shénme dì fāng dāng guò chā， dàn yīn wéi zhōng rì xù jiǔ， zǎo jiù bèi kāi chú chū qù liǎo。 tā jiù shì zhè me yī gè bù tǐ miàn de rén！ tiān zhī dào tā chuān de shì shénme yī fú！ yòu shí nǐ huì zhè me xiǎng： tā dà yī dǐ xià dào dǐ yòu méi yòu chuān chèn shān ní？ bù lùn shénme dōng xī yī dào shǒu， jiù quán hē guāng。 bù guò， tā bìng bù rě shì shēng fēi。 xìng gé suí hé， shàn liáng qīnqiè， cóng bù qiú rén shīshě， lǎo shì xiū cán mǎn miàn。 āi， nǐ kàn dào tā nà kě lián de múyàng， jiù bā bù dé gěi tā sòng shàng yī bēi！ wǒ jiù shì zhè yàng tóng tā rèn shí de， yě kě yǐ shuō， shì tā chán shàng liǎo wǒ…… zhè duì wǒ lái shuō， dǎo yě wú suǒ wèi。 kě tā shì gè shénme rén 'ā！ xiàng tiáo xiǎo gǒu yī yàng chán zhe nǐ， nǐ zǒu dào nǎ lǐ， tā gēn dào nǎ lǐ。 ér wǒ men jǐn jǐn shì yī miàn zhī jiāo， zhēn shì gè wō náng fèi！ shǒu xiān shì yào qiú guò yè， méi fǎ zǐ， dāyìng tā liǎo。 wǒ fā xiàn tā shēn fèn zhèng yě yòu， rén yě bù cuò！ hòu lái， yě jiù shì dì 'èr tiān， yòu ràng tā jìn lái guò liǎo yī yè。 dì sān tiān yī lái， jiù zhěng tiān zuò zài chuāng kǒu shàng， yě liú xià lái guò liǎo yī yè。 wǒ xiǎng， hǎo lā， tā suàn shì chán shàng wǒ liǎo： yào gěi tā chī， ràng tā hē， hái dé liú tā guò yè。 yī gè qióng guāng dàn， hái dé yǎng shàng yī gè chī bái shí de shí kè。 zài cǐ yǐ qián， tā yě xiàng chán wǒ yī yàng， chán zhù guò yī gè xiǎo zhí yuán， jīng cháng shàng tā jiā， hé tā yī qǐ chī hē。 hòu lái nà zhí yuán chéng liǎo jiǔ guǐ， bù zhī dào wèile shénme shì qì sǐ liǎo。 ér zhè gè rén jiào yè mài lǐ yà， yè mài lǐ yà · yī lǐ qí。 wǒ xiǎng yā， xiǎng yā， fǎn fù zhuó mó： wǒ ná tā zěn me bàn ní？ bǎ tā gǎn zǒu bā， liáng xīn shàng guò bù qù， guài kě lián de！ wǒ de tiān nǎ， zhè gè qióng chóu liáo dǎo de rén， què shí kě lián！ tā bù yán bù yǔ， lǎo shì zài yī bàng zuò zhe， zhǐ shì xiàng tiáo xiǎo gǒu yī yàng， dīng zhe nǐ de yǎn jīng kàn。 nǐ kàn， xù jiǔ kě yǐ bǎ rén zāo tà chéng shénme yàng zǐ！ wǒ xīn zhōng 'àn 'àn xiǎng dào： nǐ gěi wǒ zǒu kāi bā yè mài lǐ yà nǔ shí kǎ， kuài zǒu！ nǐ zài wǒ zhè lǐ méi shí me shì kě zuò； nǐ zhǎo cuò liǎo rén； wǒ zì jǐ hěn kuài jiù yào duàn chuī liǎo， wǒ zěn me néng yòng zì jǐ nà yī diǎn kě lián de miàn bāo lái yǎng huó nǐ ní？ wǒ zuò zhe yòu xiǎng： wǒ zěn me duì tā shuō zhè xiē huà？ tā tīng liǎo yǐ hòu yòu huì zěn me bàn ní？ wú， wǒ zì jǐ kě yǐ xiǎng xiàng dé chū： tā yī tīng dào wǒ de huà， jiù huì jiǔ jiǔ dì wàng zhe wǒ， jiù huì jiǔ jiǔ dì zuò zài nà lǐ yī dòng yě bù dòng， shénme huà yě tīng bù míng bái， hòu lái tīng dǒng liǎo， tā jiù cóng chuāng hù shàng pá xià lái， yī bǎ zhuā qǐ tā de xiǎo bāo fú（ xiàn zài wǒ cái fā xiàn nà shì yī gè gé zǐ huā bù zuò chéng de， yǐ jīng chuān liǎo bù shǎo kǒng yǎn de hóng bāo fú， tiān zhī dào tā wǎng lǐ miàn sài liǎo xiē shénme， tā shí shí chù chù dū bǎ tā dài zài shēn biān， zhěng liǎo zhěng tā de pò dà yī， hǎo ràng rén kàn dào tā chuān dé jì tǐ miàn， yòu nuǎnhuo， ér qiě yī gè dòng yǎn yě kàn bù jiàn（ hǎo yī gè wén yǎ de rén 'ā！）， rán hòu bǎ fáng mén dǎ kāi， liú zhe yǎn lèi， zǒu dào lóu tī kǒu。 ké， zhè gè rén hái méi yòu wán quán duò luò…… guài kě lián de！ zhè shí wǒ yòu xiǎng： wǒ zì jǐ de chǔjìng yòu zěn me yàng ní！ wǒ 'àn zì sīliáng： nǐ děng yī děng， yè mài lǐ yà nǔ shí kǎ， nǐ zài wǒ zhè lǐ chī hē de shí jiān bù jiǔ liǎo， wǒ bù jiǔ jiù huì bān zǒu， nǐ jiù zhǎo bù zhe wǒ liǎo。 bù， xiān shēng， wǒ men huì xiāng jiàn de。 yà lì shān dà · fěi lǐ mò nuò wéi qí lǎo yé（ tā yǐ chéng gù rén， yuàn tā jìn rù tiān guó） dāng shí jiù shuō guò： wǒ duì nǐ fēi cháng mǎn yì， ā sī tǎ fěi， wǒ men dū huì cóng xiāng xià huí lái de， wǒ men bù huì wàng jì nǐ， yòu huì gù nǐ de。 wǒ zài tā lǎo rén jiā jiā lǐ dāng guò guǎn jiā， lǎo yé wéi rén shàn liáng， jiù zài nà nián sǐ qù liǎo。 wǒ men bǎ tā lǎo rén jiā yī sòng zǒu， wǒ jiù dài shàng zì jǐ de jī xù， yī diǎn diǎn qián， wǒ xiǎng 'ān 'ān jìng jìng guò xiē rì zǐ， yú shì jiù qù zhǎo yī gè lǎo tài pó， zài tā jiā lǐ zū xià yī gè xiǎo xiǎo de wū jiǎo。 tā yě zhǐ yòu yī gè wū jiǎo shì méi zhù rén de。 tā dāng shí yě shì zài shénme dì fāng gěi rén jiā dāng bǎo mǔ， xiàn zài kě kuò qǐ lái liǎo， yī gè rén guò rì zǐ， jīng cháng kě yǐ lǐng diǎn yǎng lǎo jīn。 wǒ xīn xiǎng， xiàn zài zài jiàn bā， yè mài lǐ yà nǔ shí kǎ， wǒ de qīn rén！ nǐ zài yě zhǎo bù dào wǒ liǎo！ xiān shēng， nín xiǎng zěn me yàng？ wǒ wǎn shàng huí jiā（ wǒ qù kàn liǎo yī wèi shú rén）， dì yī gè kàn dào de jiù shì yè mài lǐ yà nǔ shí kǎ， tā zuò zài wǒ de yī zhǐ xiāng zǐ shàng， huā gé zǐ bāo fú fàng zài shēn bàng， chuānzhuó nà jiàn jiù dà yī zuò zhe， děng wǒ huí lái…… wèile jiě mèn， tā hái xiàng fáng dōng lǎo tài tài jiè liǎo yī běn zōng jiāoshū， zhèng dǎo zhe tóu ná zhe ní。 wǒ men dào dǐ yòu jiàn zhe liǎo！ wǒ de liǎng shǒu chuí liǎo xià lái。 wǒ xiǎng， ké， méi fǎ zǐ， wèishénme zuì chū bù bǎ tā gǎn zǒu ní？ yú shì wǒ jiù zhí jié liǎo dāng dì wèn dào：‘ nǐ dài shēn fèn zhèng méi yòu， yè mài lǐ yà？’
“ xiān shēng， wǒ zhè shí jiù zuò xià lái， kāi shǐ sī kǎo： tā， yī gè sì chù piào bó de liú làng hàn， huì gěi wǒ zhì zào xǔ duō má fán má？ kǎo lǜ de jiēguǒ shì： chū diǎn má fán yě méi duō dà guān xì。 wǒ xiǎng， tā fàn shì yào chī de。 wú， zǎo chén dé gěi tā yī kuài miàn bāo， rú guǒ yào chīde yòu wèi yī xiē， hái dé jiā diǎn zuǒ liào， zhè jiù dé mǎi gēn cōng。 zhōng wǔ dāng rán yě dé gěi tā miàn bāo hé cōng。 wǎn shàng yě dé gěi tā cōng hé gé wǎ sī yǐn liào， rú guǒ tā xiǎng chī， hái dé gěi diǎn miàn bāo。 yào shì nòng diǎn shénme tānɡ de huà， wǒ men liǎng gè jiù huì chīde bǎo bǎo de liǎo。 wǒ dōng xī chīde bù tài duō， dà jiā zhī dào， yī gè hē jiǔ de rén， shì bù chī shénme dōng xī de。 yòu jiǔ jiù xíng liǎo。 wǒ xiǎng， tā xù jiǔ huì zhì wǒ yú sǐ dì de， bù guò， xiān shēng， wǒ nǎo zǐ lǐ yòu chū xiàn liǎo lìng yī gè xiǎng fǎ， ér qiě zhè gè xiǎng fǎ lǎo shì chán zhe wǒ。 rú guǒ yè mài lǐ yà jiù shì zhè yàng zǒu diào， nà wǒ yī bèi zǐ dōubù huì yòu gāo xīng de rì zǐ guò。 yú shì wǒ jué dìng dāng tā de 'ēn rén， bǎ hǎo shì zuò dào dǐ。 wǒ xiǎng， wǒ yī dìng yào bǎ tā jiù chū lái， miǎn zāo bēi cǎn de sǐ wáng， wǒ yào ràng tā jiè jiǔ！ wǒ xiǎng：‘ nǐ děng yī děng， hǎo bā， yè mài lǐ yà， nǐ jiù liú xià lái， bù guò nǐ zài wǒ zhè lǐ dāi zhe， yī dìng yào tīng wǒ de fēn fù！’
“ wǒ hái xiǎng guò： wǒ xiàn zài jiù zhuóshǒu jiào tā xué huì gān diǎn shénme， dāng rán bù néng gǎo tū rán xí jī， ràng tā mǎ shàng kāi shǐ。 ràng tā xiān wán yī wán， ér wǒ jiù zài zhè duàn shí jiān zhù yì guān chá， dé zhǎo tā néng gān de gōng zuò， bù guò， yè mài lǐ yà， nǐ dé fā xiàn zì jǐ de néng lì。 yīn wéi， xiān shēng， yī gè rén gān rèn hé gōng zuò， shǒu xiān dé yào yòu néng lì。 yú shì wǒ 'àn 'àn dì duì tā jìn xíng kǎo chá。 wǒ fā xiàn， tā shì yī gè háo wú yòng chù de rén， yè mài lǐ yà nǔ shí kǎ！ xiān shēng， wǒ qǐ xiān cóng shuō hǎo huà kāi shǐ： wǒ duì tā shuō yīnggāi rú cǐ rú cǐ， zhè bān zhè bān， yè mài lǐ yà · yī lǐ qí， nǐ gāi kàn kàn nǐ zì jǐ zhè fù mó yàng， hǎohǎo zhèn zuò qǐ lái cái xíng。
“‘ wán gòu lā！ nǐ kàn kàn bā， nǐ yī shēn pò pò làn làn， nǐ de nà jiàn pò dà yī， yuán liàng wǒ bù kè qì dì shuō yī jù， jiǎn zhí kě yǐ dāng shāi zǐ yòng lā， shí zài bù hǎo kàn má！ zǒng gāi yào jiǎng diǎn miàn zǐ bā！’ wǒ de yè mài lǐ yà nǔ shí kǎ， dī zhe nǎo dài zuò zhe， tīng wǒ shǔluò tā。 yòu shénme bàn fǎ ní， xiān shēng！ tā yǐ jīng luò dào liǎo nà gè tián dì： bèi jiǔ zuì dé lián shé tóu dōubù tīng shǐ huàn liǎo， yī jù xiàng yàng de huà dōubù huì shuō。 nǐ shuō dōng tā dá xī， nǐ shuō huáng guā tā dá dòu zǐ！ tā yī zhí tīng zhe wǒ shuō tā， tīng liǎo hǎo jiǔ， hòu lái jiù cháng tàn liǎo yī shēng。”
“‘ wǒ wèn nǐ， yè mài lǐ yà · yī lǐ qí， nǐ wèishénme tàn qì？’
“‘ wǒ shì zhè yàng de， méi shí me， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí， qǐng nín fàng xīn！ jīn tiān yòu liǎng gè xiāng xià fù nǚ zài jiē shàng dǎ jià， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí， wú yì zhī zhōng yī gè bǎ lìng yī gè de yī kuāng hóng sháo tái zǐ pèng dǎo liǎo。’
“‘ wú， hòu lái ní？’”
“‘ lìng yī gè jiù gù yì bǎ tā de yī kuāng yě pèng dǎo， hái yòng jiǎo cǎi liǎo yī xià。’
“‘ nà yòu zěn me yàng ní， yè mài lǐ yà · yī lǐ qí？’
“‘ méi zěn me yàng， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí， wǒ bù guò zhè me shuō shuō 'ér yǐ。’
“ méi zěn me yàng， bù guò zhè me shuō shuō 'ér yǐ！ wǒ xīn xiǎng， āi！ yè mài lǐ yà， yè mài liú shí kǎ yā！ nǐ yòu shì yóu yóu dàng dàng， yòu shì xù jiǔ， bǎ nǎo dài quán gěi gǎo hūn lā！……”
“‘ yòu gè lǎo yé bù zhī shì zài wān dòu jiē hái shì huā yuán jiē， bù xiǎo xīn bǎ yī zhāng chāo piào diào zài dì shàng。 yòu gè nóng mín jiàn liǎo， shuō： zhè shì wǒ de fú qì hǎo。 kě shì lìng yī gè nóng mín zhè shí yě kàn jiàn liǎo， tā shuō： zhè shì wǒ de fú qì！ wǒ bǐ nǐ xiān kàn jiàn……’”
“‘ wú， yè mài lǐ yà · yī lǐ qí！’
“‘ suí hòu liǎng gè nóng mín jiù dǎ qǐ lái liǎo， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí。 yī gè zǒu guò lái， jiǎn qǐ nà zhāng piào zǐ， bǎ tā jiāo hái gěi lǎo yé， tā hái wēi xié shuō yào jiāng nà liǎng gè nóng mín sòng qù zuò láo。’
“‘ náo， nà yòu yòu shénme ní？ zhè yòu shénme zhòng dà yì yì má， yè mài lǐ yà nǔ shí kǎ？……’”
“‘ wǒ dǎo méi yòu shénme。 wéi guān de réndōu xiào ní， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí。’”
“‘ āi！ yè mài lǐ yà nǔ shí kǎ！ wéi guān de rén suàn dé liǎo shénme ní！ yī gè tóng bǎn nǐ jiù bǎ zì jǐ de líng hún gěi chū mài liǎo。 nǐ zhī dào wǒ yào duì nǐ shuō shénme má， yè mài lǐ yà · yī lǐ qí？’
“‘ shuō shí me yā， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí？’
“‘ zhǎo gè shénme huó gān gān， zhēn de dé zhǎo zhǎo。 wǒ yǐ jīng duì nǐ shuō guò yī bǎi cì lā， nǐ zhǎo zhǎo bā， kě lián kě lián nǐ zì jǐ bā！’
“‘ wǒ yòu shénme huó kě gān ní， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nuò wéi qí？ wǒ shèn zhì bù zhī dào wǒ zhǎo shénme huó gān hǎo， ér qiě shuí yě bù huì cuī wǒ， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí！’
“‘ nǐ zhī suǒ yǐ bèi kāi chú， yè mài lǐ yà， jiù shì yīn wéi nǐ hàohē jiǔ！’
“‘ kě shì jīn tiān yòu rén bǎ diàn huǒ jì fú lā sī jiào dào zhàng fáng lǐ qù liǎo， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí。’
“‘ wèishénme jiào tā qù de， yè mài lǐ yà nǔ shí kǎ？’
“‘ zhè wǒ jiù bù zhī dào liǎo， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí。 zhè jiù shì shuō nà lǐ xū yào， suǒ yǐ cái jiào tā qù luó……’
“‘ āi，’ wǒ xīn lǐ xiǎng dào，‘ wǒ men liǎng gèdōu yào dǎo méi liǎo， yè mài lǐ yà nǔ shí kǎ！ yīn wéi wǒ men yòu zuì guò， shàng dì yī dìng huì chéng fá wǒ men de！’ āi， nǐ duì zhè zhǒng rén yòu shénme bàn fǎ ní， xiān shēng？
“ bù guò， zhè xiǎo zǐ kě jiǎo huá ní！ tā tīng zhe tīng zhe， hòu lái jiù yàn fán liǎo。 gāng gāng kàn dào wǒ zài shēng qì， zhuā qǐ nà jiàn pò dà yī jiù kāi liù， liù dé wú zōng wú yǐng！ bái tiān zài wài miàn yóu dàng， bàng wǎn hē dé zuì xūn xūn dì huí lái。 shuí gěi tā hē de， jiǔ qián shì cóng nǎ 'ér ná de， zhǐ yòu shàng dì zhī dào！ zhè kě bù shì wǒ de cuò！……
“‘ bù，’ wǒ shuō，‘ yè mài lǐ yà， nǐ fēi bǎ lǎo mìng sòng diào bù kě！ bié hē lā， nǐ tīng jiàn má， bié zài hē lā！ xià yī cì rú guǒ zài zuì zhe huí lái， nǐ jiù zài lóu tī shàng shuì jué bā， wǒ jué bù fàng nǐ jìn wū lǐ lái！……’
“ tīng wán wǒ de zhǔ fù， wǒ de yè mài lǐ yà zài jiā zuò liǎo yī tiān， liǎng tiān， dào dì sān tiān， tā yòu liù liǎo。 wǒ zuǒ děng yòu děng， hái shì bù jiàn tā huí lái。 yīnggāi shuō， shì wǒ bǎ tā xià pò liǎo dǎn， yú shì wǒ kāi shǐ kě lián qǐ tā lái liǎo。 wǒ duì tā yòu shénme bàn fǎ ní！ wǒ xiǎng， shì wǒ bǎ tā xià páo de。 āi， xiàn zài tā zhè gè kǔ mìng rén zǒu dào nǎ lǐ qù liǎo ní？ wǒ de zhù yā， tā dà gài huì shī zōng de！ dào liǎo shēn yè， tā hái méi huí lái。 dì 'èr tiān zǎo chén， wǒ zǒu dào guò dào lǐ yī kàn， yuán lái tā zhù zài guò dào lǐ。 nǎo dài fàng zài xiǎo tái jiē shàng， tǎng zhe， lěngde quán shēn dū kuài dòng jiāng liǎo。
‘ nǐ zěn me lā， yè mài lǐ yà？ yuàn shàng dì yǔ nǐ zài yī qǐ！ nǐ dào nǎ lǐ qù liǎo？’
‘ nín， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí， qián xiē tiān nín shēng qì， xīn qíng bù hǎo， yào wǒ shuì zài guò dào lǐ， suǒ yǐ wǒ méi gǎn jìn fáng lǐ lái， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí， jiù shuì zài zhè guò dào lǐ……’
“ wǒ zhēn shì yòu qì nǎo， duì tā yòu kě lián！
“ wǒ shuō，‘ yè mài lǐ yà， nǐ suí biàn zhǎo gè huó gànbù shì hěn hǎo má， hé bì zài zhè 'ér cā lóu tī ní！……’
“‘ wǒ zhǎo dé dào shénme huó 'ér ní， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí？’
“ wǒ shuō（ wǒ yòu nù huǒ shàng shēn liǎo！），‘ nǐ zhè gè dǎo méi de jiā huǒ， nà pà shì， nà pà shì xué xué cái féng shǒu yì yě hǎo má。 nǐ kàn nǐ de dà yī pò chéng liǎo shénme yàng zǐ！ quán shì kū lóng qiě bù shuō， nǐ hái ná tā cā lóu tī！ nǐ ná kē zhēn， bǎ nà xiē kū lóng bǔ qǐ lái yě hǎo má， miàn zǐ shàng zǒng huì hǎo kàn yī diǎn bā。 āi， nǐ zhè gè jiǔ guǐ！’
“ nǐ shuō zěn me zhe， xiān shēng！ tā zhēn de ná qǐ liǎo yī kē zhēn， qí shí wǒ shì shuō zhe wán de， kě tā bù hǎo yì sī， biàn ná qǐ zhēn lái liǎo。 tā pī shàng pò dà yī， kāi shǐ chuān zhēn yǐn xiàn。 wǒ wàng zhe tā， bù yòng shuō， tā liǎng yǎn hóng zhǒng， jīhū kuài yào liú nóng liǎo。 shuāng shǒu chàn dǒu bù yǐ， chuān yā， chuān yā， zǒng shì chuān bù jìn zhēn yǎn。 tā yī huì 'ér yǎo yǎo xiàn tóu， yī huì 'ér yòu cuō cuō， chuān lái chuān qù， hái shì bù xíng！ yú shì tā fàng xià zhēn xiàn， zhí gòu gòu dì wàng zhe wǒ……
“‘ wèi， yè mài lǐ yà， nǐ ráo liǎo wǒ bā！ yào shì dāng zhe zhòng rén de miàn， nà jiù tài diū rén lā！ qí shí wǒ zhǐ shì hé nǐ kāi gè wán xiào， suí biàn zé bèi nǐ liǎng jù bà liǎo…… kuài bié zuò niè lā， yuàn shàng dì tóng nǐ zài yī qǐ！ nǐ jiù zhè me zuò zhe， bié gān diū rén xiàn yǎn de shì， bié zài zài lóu tī shàng guò yè， bié zài diū wǒ de liǎn lā！……’
“‘ nà wǒ dào dǐ gànshénme ní， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí？ qí shí wǒ zì jǐ yě zhī dào， wǒ lǎo shì jiǔ zuì xūn xūn， shénme yòng yě méi yòu！…… zhǐ shì ràng nín， wǒ de…… ēn rén， bái cāo xīn liǎo……’
“ zhè shí， tā fā qīng de zuǐ chún tū rán dǒu dòng qǐ lái， yī kē lèi zhū gǔn dào tā huī bái de miàn jiá shàng， guà zài tā nà méi yòu guā qù de hú zǐ shàng miàn， kāi shǐ dǒu dòng， wǒ de yè mài lǐ yà tū rán fàng shēng dà kū， jiē zhe jiù lèi rú quán yǒng…… tiān lā！ jiǎn zhí xiàng shì yī bǎ dāo zǐ chā zài wǒ de xīn kǎn shàng。
“‘ āi， nǐ hái shì gè duō qíng shàn gǎn de rén ní， zhè yī diǎn wǒ kě gēn běn méi yòu xiǎng dào！ bù guò， shuí yòu néng xiǎng dào， shuí yòu néng cāi dào ní？…… wǒ xiǎng， bù， yè mài lǐ yà， rú guǒ wǒ wán quán bù guǎn nǐ， nǐ huì xiàng yī tuán pò bù， bèi rén pāo qì diào！……’
“ āi， xiān shēng， zhè shì shuō lái huà hái cháng ní！ qí shí zhè shì xiǎo shì yī zhuāng， kōng dòng wú liáo， bù zhí yī tán。 xiān shēng， nǐ dà gài huì shuō， nǐ wéi tā lián liǎng gè pò tóng bǎn dōubù huì gěi， wǒ kě bù tóng， rú guǒ yòu qián， wǒ huì ná chū xǔ duō xǔ duō de， wéi de shì xī wàng zhè zhǒng shì bù zài chóngyǎn！ xiān shēng， wǒ yǐ qián yòu guò yī tiáo kù， zhēn gāi sǐ， kù zǐ hěn hǎo， lán sè de， dài gé zǐ， shì yī gè dì zhù ràng gěi wǒ de， tā cháng lái zhè lǐ， běn lái shì tā dìng zuò， hòu lái tā bù yào liǎo， shuō tài xiǎo， suǒ yǐ zhè tiáo kù zǐ jiù luò dào liǎo wǒ de shǒu lǐ。 wǒ xīn xiǎng， zhè kě shì jiàn zhēn guì de dōng xī 'ā！ ná dào tuō 'ěr kù qì dà jiē shàng， dà gài kě yǐ mài zhěng zhěng wǔ gè lú bù， rú guǒ bù mài， wǒ ná lái kě yǐ gěi bǐ dé bǎo de lǎo yé men gǎi zuò liǎng tiáo chèn kù， shèng xià de bù hái kě yǐ gěi wǒ zuò yī jiàn kǎn jiān。 duì yú wǒ men de qióng xiōng dì lái shuō， zhè yī qiē kě shì lái dé zhèng hǎo！ ér yè mài lǐ yà nǔ shí kǎ dāng shí zhèng shì yán jùn、 yōu yù de shí kè。 wǒ kàn tā yī tiān bù hē， dì 'èr tiān yě méi hē， dì sān tiān yě shì dī jiǔ bù zhān， wán quán shī qù liǎo jīng shén， suǒ yǐ xiǎn chū yī fù hěn kě lián de yàng zǐ， mèn mèn bù lè dì zuò zhe。 wǒ xīn xiǎng， nǐ xiǎo zǐ yào bù shì méi qián， yào bù jiù shì zhēn de tīng cóng liǎo bié rén de quàn gào， zì jǐ zǒu shàng liǎo gǎi xié guī zhèng de lù。 xiān shēng， shì qíng zhèng shì rú cǐ， dāng shí zhèng hǎo pèng shàng yī gè dà jié rì， wǒ qù cān jiā chè yè qí dǎo， huí lái shí fā xiàn wǒ de yè mài lǐ yà zuò zài xiǎo chuāng kǒu shàng zuì xūn xūn de， shēn zǐ yī yáo yīhuǎng。 āi， wǒ xīn xiǎng： nǐ xiǎo zǐ hái shì zhè yàng！ wǒ hòu lái bù zhī dào wèishénme qù kāi xiāng zǐ， dǎ kāi yī kàn， nà tiáo hǎo kù zǐ bù jiàn liǎo…… wǒ dōng xún xī zhǎo， hái shì zōng yǐng quán wú！ wǒ bǎ suǒ yòu de dōng xī dū fān biàn liǎo， hái shì méi yòu， shǐ dé wǒ xīn fán yì luàn！ wǒ páo qù zhǎo lǎo tài pó， xiān shì mà liǎo tā yī tōng， dàn hòu lái jué dé mà cuò liǎo。 què gēn běn méi yòu xiǎng dào yè mài lǐ yà huì tōu， suī rán yòu zhèng jù zhèng míng tā zuì xūn xūn dì zuò zài nà lǐ！‘ bù，’ lǎo tài pó shuō dào，‘ xiān shēng， yuàn shàng dì yǔ nǐ tóng zài， wǒ yào kù zǐ gànshénme？ wǒ néng chuān dé chū qù má？ qián bù jiǔ wǒ de yī tiáo qún zǐ， hái bèi nǐ de yī gè hǎo xiōng dì ná zǒu liǎo ní…… duì liǎo， jiù shì shuō， wǒ bù zhī dào， wǒ méi kàn jiàn。’ tā shì zhè me shuō zhe。 wǒ shuō‘ shuí zài zhè 'ér， shuí lái guò？’ tā shuō：‘ xiān shēng， méi yòu rèn hé rén lái guò。 wǒ yī zhí dāi zài zhè lǐ。 yè mài lǐ yà · yī lǐ qí chū qù guò yī tàng， hòu lái yòu huí lái liǎo。 nǐ qiáo， tā zài zuò zhe ní！ nǐ wèn wèn tā qù。’ wǒ shuō：‘ yè mài lǐ yà， nǐ méi ná wǒ de nà tiáo xīn kù zǐ bā， nǐ hái jì dé bā， jiù shì gěi dì zhù dìng zuò de nà yī tiáo luó？’ tā shuō：‘ méi yòu， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí， yě jiù shì shuō， wǒ méi ná。’
“ zhè jiù shì guài shì liǎo！ yú shì wǒ yòu kāi shǐ xún zhǎo， zhǎo lái zhǎo qù， hái shì méi yòu！ yè mài lǐ yà ní， zhào yàng zuò zài nà lǐ， shēn zǐ yī yáo yīhuǎng dì。 wǒ jiù dūn zài tā miàn qián， duì zhe xiāng zǐ， tū rán yòng yī zhǐ yǎn jīng xié liǎo tā yī yǎn…… hēi， wǒ xiǎng， yǎn kàn zhe wǒ de xīn kuài zài xiōng qiāng lǐ rán shāo qǐ lái lā， liǎn yě hóng qǐ lái liǎo。 tū rán， yè mài lǐ yà yě kàn liǎo kàn wǒ。
“‘ bù，’ tā shuō dào。‘ ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí， wǒ méi ná nín de kù zǐ…… nín kě néng yǐ wèishì wǒ ná liǎo， kě shì wǒ méi ná， xiān shēng。’
“‘ nà tā yòu páo dào nǎ lǐ qù liǎo ní， yè mài lǐ yà · yī lǐ qí？’
“‘ bù，’ tā shuō zhe，‘ ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí， wǒ gēn běn méi yòu jiàn guò。’
“‘ zhè me shuō， yè mài lǐ yà · yī lǐ qí， kù zǐ zì jǐ huì páo luó？’
“‘ yě xǔ shì zhè yàng bā， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí。’
“ wǒ jiù zhè me tīng tā bǎ huà shuō wán， rán hòu zhàn qǐ lái， zǒu dào chuāng qián， diǎn shàng yóu dēng， zuò xià lái féng zhì yī fú。 wǒ zhèng zài gěi zhù zài wǒ men lóu xià de yī wèi gōng wù yuán gǎi zuò kǎn jiān。 kě wǒ zì jǐ yōu huǒ rú fén， xiōng kǒu mèn dé huāng。 yào shì wǒ bǎ guà yī guì lǐ de quán bù yī fú ná lái shēng lú zǐ， xīn lǐ yī dìng huì qīng sōng dé duō。 xiàn zài yè mài lǐ yà fā jué wǒ zhēn de nù huǒ zhōng shāo liǎo。 xiān shēng， yī gè rén zuò liǎo huài shì， dà gài tā lǎo zǎo jiù huì yù gǎn dào zāinàn de dào lái， rú tóng tiān shàng de fēi niǎo zài dà léi yǔ qián de biǎo xiàn yī yàng。
“‘ shì zhè yàng de， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí，’ yè mài lǐ yà nǔ shí kǎ kāi kǒu shuō dào（ tā xì xiǎo de shēng yīn zài fā dǒu）‘ jīn tiān yī shì 'ān jì pǔ · pǔ luó huò léi qí tóng qián xiē rì zǐ sǐ qù de mǎ chē fū de lǎo pó jié hūn liǎo……’
“ wǒ wàng liǎo tā yī yǎn， nǐ zhī dào， shì 'è hěn hěn dì wàng liǎo tā yī yǎn。…… yè mài lǐ yà míng bái liǎo wǒ de yǎn shén。 wǒ fā xiàn tā zhàn qǐ shēn lái， zǒu dào chuáng qián， kāi shǐ zài chuáng biān sōu mō shénme。 wǒ zài děng zhe kàn。 tā mō liǎo hǎo jiǔ， tóng shí bù tíng dì dāo niàn：‘ méi yòu jiù shì méi yòu， zhè guǐ dōng xī dào dǐ páo dào nǎ lǐ qù liǎo ní？’ wǒ děng zhe tā hái gànshénme。 wǒ kàn dào tā guì zhe wǎng chuáng dǐ xià pá qù。 zuì hòu wǒ rěn bù zhù liǎo， shuō dào：
“‘ yè mài lǐ yà · yī lǐ qí， nín gànmá guì zài dì xià pá yā？’
“‘ kàn kàn yòu méi yòu kù zǐ， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí！ wǒ shì xiǎng kàn kàn tā shì fǒu diào zài lǐ miàn。’
“ wǒ shuō：‘ xiān shēng（ wǒ yī qì kāi shǐ duì tā yǐ“ nín” xiāngchèn liǎo）， nín hé bì wéi yī gè xiàng wǒ zhè yàng pǔ pǔ tōng tōng de qióng hàn fèi xīn láo shén， bái bái dì mó pò nín de xī gài ní！’
“‘ zhè shì nǎ lǐ de huà， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí， wǒ méi yòu shénme， xiān shēng…… yě xǔ， zhǎo yī zhǎo jiù huì zhǎo dào ní。’
“‘ wú！……’ wǒ shuō：‘ nǐ tīng tīng bā， yè mài lǐ yà · yī lǐ qí！’
“ tā shuō：‘ tīng shénme， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí？’
“ wǒ shuō‘ nán dào bù shì nǐ cóng wǒ zhè lǐ bǎ tā tōu qù de？ nǐ shì xiǎo tōu， nǐ shì piàn zǐ， wǒ hǎohǎo dì dài nǐ， nǐ jìng rú cǐ duì wǒ！’ yě jiù shì shuō， tā guì zài wǒ miàn qián， zài dì xià pá lái pá qù， shǐ wǒ fēi cháng qì fèn。
“‘ bù， xiān shēng…… ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí……’
“ kě tā zì jǐ hái shì pā zài chuáng dǐ xià， tǎng liǎo hǎo jiǔ， hòu lái pá chū lái liǎo。 wǒ yī kàn： tā liǎn sè cǎn bái， xiàng kuài bái chuáng dān。 tā shāo shāo zhàn qǐ shēn lái， zuò zài wǒ shēn biān de chuāng hù shàng， jiù zhè me zuò liǎo shí lái fēn zhōng zhī jiǔ。
“ tā shuō：‘ bù， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí，’ tā tū rán zhàn qǐ lái， zǒu dào wǒ de gēn qián， yàng zǐ fēi cháng kě pà， rú tóng fā shēng zài xiàn zài yī yàng。
“ tā shuō‘ bù， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí， nín de kù zǐ wǒ méi ná……’
“ tā hún shēn chàn dǒu， yòng dǒu dòng de shǒu zhǐ zhǐ zhe xiōngpú， tā xì xiǎo de shēng yīn bù duàn dì dǒu dòng， xiān shēng， shǐ wǒ zì jǐ dōuyòu diǎn dǎn qiè liǎo， shēn zǐ hǎo xiàng hé chuāng hù cháng zài yī qǐ liǎo。
“ wǒ shuō：‘ hǎo bā， yè mài lǐ yà · yī lǐ qí， jiù zhào nín shuō de， qǐng yuán liàng！ jiù suàn wǒ shì gè chǔn rén， cuò guài liǎo nín。 zhì yú kù zǐ má， diū liǎo jiù diū liǎo， méi yòu kù zǐ wǒ men yě néng huó。 wǒ men yòu shuāng shǒu， xiè tiān xiè dì， kě shì tōu qiè wǒ men bù gān…… jiù shì xiàng bié de qióng gē 'ér men， wǒ men yě bù shēn shǒu， wǒ men zì jǐ kě yǐ zhèng qián hú kǒu……’
“ wǒ fā xiàn tā tīng wán wǒ de huà hòu， zài wǒ de miàn qián zhàn liǎo zhàn， hòu lái jiù zuò liǎo xià lái， yī zuò jiù shì yī zhěng wǎn， yī dòng yě bù dòng dì zuò zhe。 jiù shì wǒ shuì jué qù liǎo， yè mài lǐ yà réng rán zuò zài yuán dì bù dòng。 zhí dào dì 'èr tiān qīng chén， wǒ qǐ lái yī kàn， tā hái tǎng zài guāng tū tū de dì bǎn shàng， wān zhe shēn zǐ， gài zhe tā zì jǐ nà jiàn pò dà yī。 tā gǎn dào tòng xīn， suǒ yǐ méi dào chuáng shàng qù shuì jué。 xiān shēng， cóng zhè shí qǐ， wǒ jiù bù xǐ huān tā liǎo， huò zhě shuō， zài zuì chū de jǐ tiān， wǒ jiù kāi shǐ hèn tā liǎo。 dǎ gè bǐ fāng shuō bā， zhè jiù xiàng wǒ qīn shēng de 'ér zǐ tōu liǎo wǒ de dōng xī， shǐ wǒ shāng xīn jí liǎo。 wǒ xīn xiǎng：‘ āi yā， yè mài lǐ yà， yè mài lǐ yà！’ xiān shēng， dǎ zhè yǐ hòu， yè mài lǐ yà dà gài yī lián liǎng gè xīng qī dōubù tíng dì hē jiǔ， yě jiù shì shuō tā hē dé yūntóu yùn nǎo de， wán quán hē zuì liǎo。 yī qīng zǎo jiù chū qù， shēn yè cái huí lái。 liǎng gè xīng qī lǐ， wǒ méi tīng jiàn tā shuō guò yī jù huà。 yě jiù shì shuō， hěn kě néng tā dāng shí nèi xīn tòng kǔ jí liǎo， yào bù rán jiù shì tā zì jǐ xiǎng zhé mó zì jǐ。 hòu lái tā tū rán tíng zhǐ hē jiǔ liǎo， dà gài tā zhī dào， shénme dū hē guāng liǎo， yú shì yòu zuò zài chuāng hù shàng。 wǒ jì dé， tā yī lián mò mò dì zuò liǎo sān zhòu yè， hòu lái wǒ kàn jiàn tā zài kū！ xiān shēng， zhè jiù shì shuō， tā shì zuò zài nà lǐ kū ní！ tā jiǎn zhí xiàng shì yī kǒu kū jǐng， hǎo xiàng chá jué bù dào tā zài sù sù dì liú lèi。 xiān shēng， kàn dào yī gè dà rén， ér qiě hái shì xiàng yè mài lǐ yà zhè yàng de lǎo rén， shāng xīn luò lèi， xīn qíng què shí chén zhòng。
“ wǒ shuō：‘ nǐ zěn me lā， yè mài lǐ yà？’
“ tā hún shēn duō suo， wǒ yě shēn zǐ dǒu liǎo yī xià。 cóng nà shí hòu qǐ， wǒ shì dì yī cì duì tā shuō huà。
“‘ méi shí me…… ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nuò wéi qí，’
“‘ yuàn shàng dì tóng nǐ zài yī qǐ， yè mài lǐ yà， ràng yī qiē guò qù suàn liǎo。 nǐ wèishénme xiàng zhǐ māo tóu yīng yī yàng lǎo shì zuò zhe ní？’ wǒ kāi shǐ duì tā kě lián qǐ lái liǎo。
“‘ duì， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí， wǒ bù shì wéi nà gè shì shāng xīn。 wǒ xiǎng zhǎo gè shénme huó gān， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nuò wéi qí。’
“‘ zhǎo gè shénme huó ní， yè mài lǐ yà · yī lǐ qí？’
“‘ suí biàn shénme gōng zuò dū xíng。 yě xǔ wǒ zhǎo yī gè xiàng yǐ qián yī yàng de chāishi gān gān。 wǒ yǐ jīng qù qiú guò fěi duō xiè · yī fán nèi qí liǎo…… wǒ rě nín shēng qì hěn bù hǎo， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí。 wǒ yě xǔ huì zhǎo dào yī gè chāishi， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí， dào shí hòu wǒ jiù bào dá nín， jiā bèi jiāo hái wǒ de huǒ shí fèi。’
“‘ suàn liǎo bā， yè mài lǐ yà， suàn liǎo。 jí shǐ guò qù yòu nà me diǎn guò cuò， yě guò qù liǎo。 zhēn gāi sǐ！ ràng wǒ men zhào lǎo yàng shēng huó xià qù bā！’
“‘ bù， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí， nín yě xǔ hái yòu diǎn……， bù guò， nín de kù zǐ wǒ què shí méi ná……’
“‘ suàn liǎo， jiù zhào nǐ shuō de bā， yuàn shàng dì yǔ nǐ tóng zài， yè mài lǐ nǔ shí kǎ！’
“‘ bù， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí。 xiàn zài yǐ jīng hěn qīng chǔ， wǒ bù zài zhù zài nín zhè lǐ liǎo， qǐng nín yuán liàng wǒ， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí’
“‘ yuàn shàng dì yǔ nǐ zài yī qǐ， yè mài lǐ yà · yī lǐ qí， shì shuí shēng nǐ de qì， gǎn nǐ zǒu ní， shì wǒ bù shì？’
“‘ bù， wǒ zài zhù zài nín zhè lǐ jiù bù hǎo yì sī liǎo， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí…… wǒ zuì hǎo shì zǒu……’
“ tā zhēn shì shēng qì liǎo， suǒ yǐ lǎo shì dāo niàn zhe nà jiàn shì。 wǒ wàng zhe tā， tā zhēn de zhàn qǐ shēn lái， bǎ tā de pò dà yī wǎng jiān shàng yī pī。
“‘ nǐ zhè shì dǎ suàn dào nǎ lǐ qù ní， yè mài lǐ yà · yī lǐ qí？ nǐ tīng zhe， nǐ shì zěn me lā？ nǐ dào nǎ lǐ qù ní’
“‘ bù， nín wǒ zài jiàn liǎo， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí， nín bié liú wǒ liǎo（ tā zì jǐ yòu kū liǎo qǐ lái）。 wǒ yào lí kāi fàn zuì de dì fāng， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí！ nín xiàn zài yǐ jīng yǔ guò qù wán quán bù tóng liǎo。
“‘ yǔ guò qù yòu shénme bù tóng？ hái shì nà gè yàng zǐ má！ kě nǐ què xiàng gè xiǎo hái zǐ， bù dǒng shì， nǐ yī gè rén huì dǎo méi chī kuī de， yè mài lǐ yà · yī lǐ qí。’
“‘ bù， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí， nín yǐ hòu chū mén， bié wàng liǎo gěi xiāng zǐ shàng suǒ。 wǒ xiàn zài， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí， wǒ xiàn zài yī jiàn dào xiāng zǐ jiù xiǎng kū…… bù， nín zuì hǎo fàng wǒ zǒu， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí， zài wǒ men gòng tóng shēng huó zhōng wǒ gěi nín tiān de yī qiē má fán， qǐng nín yuán liàng！’
“ xiān shēng， nǐ xiǎng zěn me zhe？ tā zhēn de zǒu liǎo。 wǒ děng liǎo yī tiān， xīn xiǎng wǎn shàng tā huì huí lái， kě shì méi yòu！ dì 'èr tiān， dì sān tiān dōuméi huí lái。 wǒ xià huāng liǎo， zhěng tiān fā chóu： bù chī、 bù hē、 bù shuì jué。 zhè rén zhēn bǎ wǒ jiǎo luàn liǎo！ dì sì tiān wǒ chū qù zhǎo， wǒ xún biàn liǎo gè gè chá lóu jiǔ guǎn， sì chù zhāng wàng、 dǎ tīng， dū háo wú suǒ dé， yè mài lǐ yà nǔ shí kǎ xiāo shī bù jiàn liǎo！ wǒ xīn xiǎng：‘ mò fēi nǐ yǐ pāo xià nǐ nà shèng lì de tóu lú？ yě xǔ nǐ jiǔ zuì xūn xūn， sǐ zài bié rén de lí bā zhī xià， xiàn zài xiàng yī kuài xiǔ mù， héng tǎng zài nà lǐ。’ wǒ huí dào jiā lǐ， yǐ jīng bàn sǐ bù huó。 dì 'èr tiān wǒ yòu qù sì chù xún zhǎo。 wǒ mányuàn wǒ zì jǐ， wèishénme dāng shí ràng yī gè chǔn rén zì xíng lí wǒ 'ér qù。 kě shì wǒ fā xiàn： dì sān tiān（ qià qià shì jié rì） tiān gāng liàng， fáng mén jiù zī zī zuò xiǎng， wǒ dìng jīng yī kàn， shì yè mài lǐ yà jìn lái liǎo。 tā liǎn sè fā qīng， tóu fā shàng quán shì zàng wù， hǎo xiàng shì shuì zài dà jiē shàng， gǔ shòu rú chái， tuō xià pò dà yī， miàn duì zhe wǒ zuò zài xiāng zǐ shàng， wàng zhe wǒ。 wǒ gāo xīng qǐ lái， dàn xīn lǐ de tòng kǔ què bǐ yǐ qián gèng lì hài liǎo。 xiān shēng， shì qíng jiù shì zhè yàng。 shuō lǎo shí huà， rú guǒ wǒ fàn liǎo zhè yàng de cuò wù， wǒ yào shuō， wǒ nìngkěn xiàng tiáo gǒu yī yàng sǐ qù， yě bù yuàn huó zhe huí lái！ rán 'ér yè mài lǐ yà què huí lái liǎo！ dāng rán luó， kàn dào yī gè rén chǔjìng rú cǐ， xīn qíng shì hěn chén zhòng de。 yú shì wǒ kāi shǐ qīnqiè dì 'ān wèi tā。 wǒ shuō，‘ hǎo lā， yè mài lǐ yà nǔ shí kǎ， wǒ gāo xīng nǐ huí lái。 yào shì nǐ zài wǎn yī diǎn huí lái， wǒ jīn tiān yòu yào dào jiǔ guǎn lǐ zhǎo nǐ qù liǎo。 nǐ chī guò fàn liǎo méi yòu？’
“‘ chī guò liǎo， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí。’
“‘ méi chī bā？ lǎo xiōng， zhè lǐ hái shèng xià yī diǎn zuó tiān méi hē wán de tānɡ， shì niú ròu dùn de， bù shì qīng tānɡ。 qiáo， zhè lǐ hái yòu cōng huómiàn bāo。 wǒ shuō chī bā， zhè xiē dōng xī duì shēn tǐ bù shì méi yòu yòng de。’
“ yú shì wǒ duān gěi liǎo tā。 āi yā， wǒ fā xiàn tā nà wèi kǒu zhēn hǎo， yī gè rén sān zhěng tiān méi chī méi hē， chī qǐ lái zhēn néng lángtūnhǔyàn。 zhè jiù shì shuō， shì jī 'è bǎ tā gǎn dào wǒ zhè lǐ lái de。 wǒ wàng zhe tā xīn cháng ruǎn liǎo， yī bān lián xī zhī qíng， yóu rán 'ér shēng。 xīn xiǎng wǒ dé qù xiǎo jiǔ diàn páo yī tàng， dǎ diǎn jiǔ lái， ràng tā jiě jiě mèn， tāo diǎn xīn lǐ huà。‘ suàn lā！ wǒ duì nǐ bù zài yòu yuàn hèn liǎo， yè mài lǐ nǔ shí kǎ！ wǒ dǎ lái liǎo jiǔ。 wǒ shuō， yè mài lǐ yà · yī lǐ qí， ràng wǒ men wéi jié rì gān bēi bā。 nǐ xiǎng hē má？ zhè jiǔ bù lài。’
“ tā shēn chū yī zhǐ shǒu lái， xiǎn chū yī fù hěn xiǎng hē de yàng zǐ， shǒu yǐ jīng zhuā zhù liǎo jiǔ bēi， dàn tā tíng xià lái， shāo shāo děng liǎo děng。 wǒ yī kàn， tā zhuā qǐ jiǔ bēi wǎng zuǐ biān sòng， jiǔ sǎ dào liǎo tā de yī xiù shàng。 bù， tā bǎ jiǔ sòng dào liǎo zuǐ biān， dàn mǎ shàng yòu bǎ tā fàng huí dào zhuō shàng。
“‘ nǐ zěn me lā， yè mài lǐ yà nǔ shí kǎ？’
“‘ méi shí me， wǒ nà gè…… ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí。’
“‘ bù hē hái shì zěn me de？’
“‘ wǒ， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí…… wǒ bù zài hē jiǔ liǎo， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí。’
“‘ nǐ shì dǎ suàn chè dǐ jiè jiǔ， hái shì zhǐ yòu jīn tiān bù hē ní， yè mài lǐ yà nǔ shí kǎ？’
“ tā mò mò bù yǔ。 wǒ fā xiàn， yī fēn zhōng yǐ hòu， tā bǎ tóu zhěn dào liǎo shǒu shàng。
“‘ nǐ zěn me lā， shì bù shì bìng liǎo， yè mài lǐ yà？’
“‘ shì de， wǒ jué dé bù shū fú， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí！’
“ wǒ bǎ tā fú dào chuáng shàng。 yī kàn tā què shí bù hǎo： tā tóu fā shāo， hún shēn dǎzhàn， xiàng huàn nüè jí shìde。 wǒ zuò zài tā shēn biān shǒu liǎo yī tiān。 dào yè lǐ tā qíng kuàng gèng huài。 wǒ gěi tā bǎ kè wǎ sī yǐn liào lǐ bàn liǎo diǎn yóu hé cōng， hái jiā shàng yī diǎn miàn bāo。 wǒ shuō：‘ nǐ chī xià qù， yī dìng huì hǎo xiē de！’ tā lián lián yáo tóu。 tā shuō：‘ bù， wǒ jīn tiān bù chī， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī wàn nèi qí’。 wǒ yòu gěi tā zhǔn bèi liǎo chá， bǎ lǎo tài pó yě máng huài liǎo， dàn tā yī diǎn yě méi hǎo zhuǎn。 wǒ xīn xiǎng， zhè xià kě zāo liǎo！ dì sān tiān qīng zǎo wǒ jiù qù zhǎo yī shēng。 zǎo xiān wǒ zài bō suǒ mǐ yà jīn lǎo yé jiā gànhuó nà huì 'ér jiù rèn shí yī gè yī shēng， tā xìng kē sī tuō pǔ lā wò fū， jiù zhù zhè 'ér。 tā gěi wǒ zhì guò bìng。 yī shēng lái liǎo， kàn liǎo kàn tā shuō：‘ bù， qíng kuàng què shí bù miào， méi bì yào zhǎo wǒ liǎo。 suí biàn gěi tā diǎn yào fěn chī chī bā。’ wǒ méi gěi tā chī yào fěn。 wǒ xīn xiǎng shì yī shēng suí biàn shuō de， zhè yī tuō jiù shì dì wǔ tiān liǎo。
“ xiān shēng， tā tǎng zài wǒ miàn qián， kuài yào sǐ qù liǎo。 wǒ zuò zài chuāng tái shàng， shǒu lǐ ná zhe méi gān wán de huó jì。 lǎo tài pó zài shēng lú zǐ。 wǒ mendōu méi shuō huà。 xiān shēng， wǒ de xīn què zài wéi tā zhè gè fàng dàng de rén nán guò， sì hū wǒ jiāng yào mái zàng wǒ qīn shēng de 'ér zǐ。 wǒ zhī dào， yè mài lǐ yà xiàn zài zhèng wàng zhe wǒ， dǎ cóng dà qīng zǎo qǐ， wǒ jiù kàn jiàn tā yìng chēng zhe， xiǎng duì wǒ shuō shénme， kàn dé chū lái， tā yòu bù gǎn shuō。 zuì hòu， wǒ wàng liǎo tā yī yǎn， fā xiàn zhè gè kě lián rén de yǎn jīng lǐ， liú lù chū mǎn xīn de chóu kǔ， tā mù bù zhuǎn jīng dì wàng zhe wǒ， kě shì fā xiàn wǒ zài kàn tā de shí hòu， tā mǎ shàng yòu bǎ yǎn pí chuí liǎo xià lái。
“‘ ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí！’
“‘ shénme shì， yè mài lǐ yà nǔ shí kǎ？’
“‘ bǐ fāng shuō， rú guǒ wǒ bǎ wǒ de dà yī ná dào tuō 'ěr kù qì dà jiē shàng qù mài， rén jiā huì chū hěn duō qián má， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí？’
“ wǒ shuō：‘ bù zhī dào， yě xǔ huì mài dé qǐ jià qián bā。 dà gài néng mài sān lú bù， yè mài lǐ yà · yī lǐ qí。’
“ yào shì zhēn de ná dào shì chǎng shàng qù mài de huà， bù dàn rén jiā yī gè zǐ bù gěi， hái huì dāng zhe nǐ de miàn， xiào diào dà yá ní！ zhè yàng pò pò làn làn de dōng xī hái ná lái mài！ gāng cái wǒ nà me shuō， bù guò shì wǒ liǎo jiě zhè gè rén de pí xìng， suí biàn shuō shuō， ān wèi 'ān wèi tā bà liǎo。
“‘ kě wǒ jué dé， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí， nà jiàn dà yī sān gè yín lú bù shì mài dé chū de， tā shì ní zǐ zuò de ní， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí。 jì rán shì ní zǐ de， zěn me zhǐ zhí sān gè lú bù ní？’
“ wǒ shuō：‘ bù zhī dào， yè mài lǐ yà · yī lǐ qí； jì rán nǐ xiǎng ná qù mài， nà jiù ná qù bā， dāng rán， qǐ mǎ yě dé mài sān lú bù cái xíng。’
“ yè mài lǐ yà chén mò liǎo yī huì 'ér。 suí hòu tā bǎ wǒ hǎn zhù。
“‘ ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí？’
“ wǒ wèn：‘ shénme shì yā， yè mài lǐ yà nǔ shí kǎ？’
“‘ nín bǎ wǒ de dà yī mài diào， wǒ kuài sǐ liǎo， nín bù yào bǎ dà yī hé wǒ yī qǐ mái diào。 wǒ jiù zhè me tǎng zhe xíng， kě dà yī shì ní zǐ zuò de， dǐng zhí qián de， nín yě yòng dé zhe。’
“ xiān shēng， zhè shí wǒ xīn rú dāo jiǎo， tòng dé wǒ lián huà dōushuō bù chū lái liǎo。 wǒ fā xiàn tā lín zhōng qián de tòng kǔ， yǐ jīng dào lái。 wǒ men yòu mò mò bù yǔ liǎo。 zhè yàng mò mò dì guò liǎo yī xiǎo shí。 wǒ yòu kàn liǎo kàn tā： tā lǎo shì wàng zhe wǒ， dàn yī pèng dào wǒ de mù guāng， tā jiù yòu chuí xià yǎn pí。
“ wǒ shuō：‘ nín yào bù yào hē diǎn shuǐ yā， yè mài lǐ yà · yī lǐ qí？’
“‘ gěi diǎn bā， yuàn shàng dì hé nín zài yī qǐ， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí。’
“ wǒ gěi tā sòng shàng yī bēi shuǐ， tā hē liǎo。
“ tā shuō：‘ xiè xiè， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí。’
“‘ hái yào bù yào bié de shénme， yè mài lǐ yà nǔ shí kǎ？’
“‘ bù， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí， shénme yě bù yào liǎo， kě shì wǒ……’
“‘ shénme shì？’
“‘ zhè gè……’
“‘ zhè gè shénme yā， yè mài lǐ yà nǔ shí kǎ？’
“‘ nà tiáo…… kù zǐ…… dāng shí shì wǒ cóng nín zhè lǐ ná qù de…… ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí……’
“ wǒ shuō：‘ suàn lā！ shàng dì huì ráo shù nǐ de’ yè mài lǐ yà nǔ shí kǎ， nǐ de mìng hǎo kǔ 'ā！ nǐ 'ān xī bā……’ xiān shēng， shuō zhe shuō zhe， wǒ de xīn lǐ yě nán shòu jí liǎo， lèi shuǐ bù zhù dì cóng yǎn jīng lǐ wǎng wài yǒng chū。 wǒ zhuǎn shēn bèi guò qù hǎo yī huì。
“‘ ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí……’
“ wǒ zhuǎn shēn yī kàn， yè mài lǐ yà hái xiǎng duì wǒ shuō shénme， tā shāo shāo tái qǐ shēn zǐ， shǐ jìn lì qì， zuǐ chún xī dòng zhe…… tū rán tā mǎn liǎn fēi hóng， wàng zhe wǒ…… wǒ hū rán yòu kàn dào： tā de liǎn sè yòu biàn bái liǎo， yuè biàn yuè bái， shā nà jiān， jiù wán quán shī qù liǎo xuè sè， tā tóu xiàng hòu yī yǎng， xū liǎo yī kǒu qì， yú shì mǎ shàng jiù bǎ líng hún jiāo gěi liǎo shàng dì……”
yòu yī tiān zǎo chén， wǒ yǐ zuò hǎo chōng fēn zhǔn bèi， dòng shēn qù shàng bān shí， ā gé lā fěi nà zǒu jìn wǒ de fáng lǐ。 tā shì wǒ gù yōng de chú niàn， jiān guǎn jiā wù hé xǐ yī。
shǐ wǒ chī jīng de shì， tā jū rán yǔ wǒ liáo qǐ tiān lái liǎo。
tā běn lái shì gè pǔ pǔ tōng tōng de xiāng xià nǚ rén， yī xiàng guǎ yán shǎo yǔ， chú liǎo měi tiān shuō yī liǎng jù zhǔn bèi shénme fàn cài zhī lèi de huà wài， wǔ liù nián lái， jīhū méi shuō guò rèn hé bié de huà， zhì shǎo wǒ méi tīng dào guò。
“ xiān shēng， wǒ zhǎo nín yòu shì，” tā tū rán kāi kǒu shuō huà liǎo，“ nín gāi bǎ xiǎo jiān zū chū qù。”
“ nǎ yī gè xiǎo jiān？”
“ jiù shì chú fáng bàng biān nà gè xiǎo jiān， shuídōu zhī dào má。”
“ wèishénme？”
“ wèishénme！ wèile ràng rén zhù jìn lái má， zhè hái bù qīng chǔ má？”
“ yòu shuí lái zū ní？”
“ shuí lái zū！ zhù hù lái zū má， zhè hái bù qīng chǔ？”
“ wǒ de mā yā， nà lǐ lián zhāng chuáng dū fàng bù xià， jǐ dé yào mìng。 shuí néng dào nà lǐ qù zhù ní？”
“ gànmá zài nà lǐ zhù yā！ zhǐ yào yòu gè dì fāng shuì jué jiù xíng má。 ér qiě tā kě yǐ zhù zài chuāng hù shàng。”
“ nǎ gè chuāng hù？”
“ bù jiù shì nà shàn chuāng hù má， hǎo xiàng bù zhī dào shìde！ jiù shì qián tīng lǐ de nà shàn chuāng hù。 tā kě yǐ zài nà 'ér zuò lā、 féng yī fú lā， huò zhě zuò bié de shì qíng。 tā hái kě yǐ zuò zài yǐ zǐ shàng má。 tā yòu bǎ yǐ zǐ， hái yòu yī zhāng zhuō zǐ， shénme dōuyòu。”
“ tā dào dǐ shì gè shénme yàng de rén ní？”
“ yī gè hǎo rén， yī gè bǎo jīng fēng shuāng de rén。 wǒ huì gěi tā zuò chī de dōng xī。
fáng zū hé huǒ shí jiā zài yī qǐ， wǒ zhǔn bèi shōu tā sān gè yín lú bù……”
zuì hòu， wǒ zuò liǎo cháng shí jiān de nǔ lì， cái dǎ tīng dào， yuán lái shì yī gè shàng liǎo nián jì de rén， shuō fú liǎo 'ā gé lā fěi nà， huò zhě shuō shì sǒng yǒng tā ràng tā zhù jìn chú fáng， dāng dā huǒ de fáng kè。 ā gé lā fěi nà nǎo zǐ xiǎng dào de shì， nà shì fēi bàn chéng bù kě de。 fǒu zé， wǒ zhī dào， tā shì bù huì ràng wǒ 'ān níng de。 yào shì yòu shénme shì qíng bù hé tā de xīn yì， tā mǎ shàng jiù kāi shǐ chén sī mò xiǎng， xiàn rù shēn shēn de yōu yù zhī zhōng， ér qiě zhè zhǒng mèn mèn bù lè de zhuàng tài， kě yǐ chí xù liǎng sān xīng qī zhī jiǔ。 zhè shí， fàn cài biàn zuòde bù hé kǒu wèi， nèi yī huàn xǐ jì bù qīng， dì bǎn yě cā bù gān jìng， zǒng 'ér yán zhī， huì fā shēng xǔ xǔ duō duō de bù kuài。 wǒ zǎo jiù fā xiàn， zhè gè yán yǔ bù duō de nǚ rén bù kě néng zuò chū shénme jué dìng， yīn wéi tā bìng méi yòu zì jǐ de zhù jiàn。 dàn shì， rú guǒ tā jiǎn dān de tóu nǎo lǐ 'ǒu rán xíng chéng liǎo yī gè shénme lèi sì sī xiǎng de dōng xī， nǐ jiù dé zhào tā de bàn， fǒu zé， zài hǎo cháng de shí jiān lǐ， tā huì zài jīng shén shàng gǎn dào tòng kǔ wàn fēn。 suǒ yǐ， suī rán wǒ zuì 'ài 'ān jìng， hái shì lì jí biǎo shì tóng yì。
“ tā qǐ mǎ zǒng dé yòu gè zhèng míng bā， bǐ rú shuō hù zhào huò zhě bié de shénme？”
“ nà hái yòng shuō！ dāng rán yòu lā。 yī gè hǎo rén， yī gè bǎo jīng fēng shuāng de rén。 dāyìng guò gěi sān gè lú bù。”
jiù zài dì 'èr tiān， wǒ nà suǒ jiǎn dān pǔ sù de dān shēn zhù zhái lǐ， chū xiàn liǎo yī wèi xīn fáng kè。 bù guò， wǒ bìng bù shēng qì， shèn zhì 'àn 'àn dì gǎn dào gāo xīng。 yī bān dì shuō， wǒ shì guò zhe shēn jū jiǎn chū de shēng huó， jiǎn zhí xiàng gè dùn shì de yǐn shì。 wǒ jīhū méi yòu shú rén， hěn shǎo wài chū。 shí nián lái wǒ guò zhe zhè zhǒng shēng huó， dāng rán yě jiù xí guàn yú lí qún suǒ jū liǎo。 dàn shì， shí nián， shí wǔ nián yǐ hòu， huò xǔ gèng jiā shēn jū jiǎn chū， hái shì tóng zhè gè 'ā gé lā fěi nà zài yī qǐ， hái shì zhù zài zhè tào dān shēn zhù zhái lǐ， dāng rán， nà qián jǐng yī dìng huì xiāng dāng 'àn dàn！ yīn cǐ， zài zhè zhǒng qíng kuàng xià， néng yòu gè lǎo shí píng hé de rén zuò bàn， jiǎn zhí shì shàng tiān de 'ēn cì！
ā gé lā fěi nà méi yòu sǎ huǎng。 wǒ de fáng kè shì yī wèi bǎo jīng fēng shuāng de rén。 cóng hù zhào kàn， tā shì yī míng tuì wǔ díshì bīng， qí shí bù kàn hù zhào， jǐn píng tā de liǎn páng， wǒ jiù yī yǎn kàn chū lái liǎo。 zhè yī diǎn kàn chū lái hěn róng yì。 wǒ de fáng kè 'ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nuò wéi qí zài tā men de tóng bàn zhī zhōng， shì yī wèi hǎo rén。 wǒ men xiāng chù hěn hǎo。 dàn shì， zuì hǎo de yī diǎn shì： ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nuò wéi qí yòu shí 'ài jiǎng tā yī shēng zhōng de gè zhǒng zāo yù。 yóu yú wǒ de shēng huó zǒng shì kū zào fá wèi， yòu zhè me yī wèi jiǎng gù shì de néng shǒu zuò bàn， bù chì shì yī dà xiǎng shòu。 yòu yī cì， tā gěi wǒ jiǎng liǎo yī zé zhè yàng de gù shì， gěi wǒ liú xià liǎo pō wéi shēn kè de yìn xiàng。 dàn shì， zhè zé gù shì dào dǐ shì zěn me jiǎng qǐ lái de ní？
yòu yī tiān， wǒ dú zì yī rén liú zài zhù zhái lǐ： ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nuò wéi qí yě hǎo， ā gé lā fěi nà yě hǎo， dū fēn tóu bàn shì qù liǎo。 tū rán wǒ tīng dào dì 'èr jiān fáng lǐ yòu xiǎng shēng， zǒu jìn lái yī gè rén， wǒ jué dé tā xiàngmào mò shēng， wǒ zǒu chū qù yī kàn， qián tīng lǐ què shí zhàn zhe yī gè mò shēng rén， tā gè zǐ 'ǎi xiǎo， suī rán yǐ shì hán lěng de qiū tiān， què zhǐ chuān yī jiàn dān bó de cháng lǐ fú。
“ nǐ yòu shénme shì？”
“ wǒ zhǎo gōng wù yuán yà lì shān dà luó fū， tā zhù zài zhè lǐ má？”
“ méi yòu zhè yàng de rén， lǎo dì， zài jiàn bā！”
“ shǒu yuàn zǐ de rén zěn me shuō tā zài zhè 'ér ní？” lái fǎng zhě yī biān shuō， yī biān xiǎo xīn yì yì dì cháo mén kǒu liù qù。
“ kuài zǒu， kuài zǒu bā， lǎo dì， kuài zǒu！”
dì 'èr tiān wǔ fàn yǐ hòu， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nuò wéi qí zhèng zài gěi wǒ shì chuān yī jiàn jīng tā gǎi guò de cháng lǐ fú shí， yòu yòu yī gè shénme rén zǒu jìn liǎo qián tīng。 wǒ bǎ mén dǎ kāi liǎo yī tiáo xiǎo féng。
zuó tiān lái guò de nà wèi xiān shēng jū rán dāng zhe wǒ de miàn， dà yáo dà bǎi dì cóng yī jià shàng， qǔ xià wǒ de yī jiàn yāo bù dài xí zǐ de jǐn shēn dà yī， jiā zài yè xià， suí hòu jiù cóng wū lǐ zǒu liǎo chū qù。 ā gé lā fěi nà yī zhí wàng zhe， jīng qí dé zhí zhāng zhe dà kǒu， méi yòu cǎi qǔ rèn hé xíng dòng qù bǎo hù dà yī。 ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nuò wéi qí gēn zhe páo qù zhuī gǎn nà gè piàn zǐ， shí fēn zhōng hòu tā huí lái shí qì chuǎn xū xū， liǎng shǒu kōng kōng。 nà gè rén yǐ jīng zǒude wú zōng wú yǐng！
“ ké， zhēn bù zǒu yùn， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nuò wéi qí。 hǎo zài wài tào hái liú gěi liǎo wǒ men！ yào bù rán nà jiù gèng zāo gāo liǎo， hǎo yī gè piàn zǐ！”
dàn shì， zhè fā shēng de yī qiē què shǐ 'ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nuò wéi qí dà wéi zhèn jīng， wǒ wàng zhe tā de múyàng， shèn zhì bǎ bèi qiè yī shìdōu gěi wàng liǎo。 tā zěn me yě huī fù bù liǎo cháng tài， shí bù shí dì diū xià shǒu zhōng zhèng zài gān zhe de huó jì， yī cì yòu yī cì dì jiǎng shù shì qíng fā shēng de quán bù jīng guò， shuō tā dāng shí zhèng zhàn zài nà lǐ， jiù zài tā de yǎn qián liǎng bù yuǎn de dì fāng， bèi rén ná zǒu liǎo yī jiàn yāo bù dài xí zǐ de jǐn shēn dà yī， ér qiě zhè shì gānde nà me kuài， jiào nǐ zěn me yě zhuō bù zhù nà gè tōu yī de jiā huǒ。 hòu lái tā zuò xià lái jì xù gànhuó， dàn guò liǎo yī huì 'ér yòu bǎ huó fàng xià， rú cǐ fǎn fù duō cì。 zuì hòu， wǒ kàn jiàn tā qù zhǎo shǒu yuàn zǐ de rén， zé bèi tā bù fù zé rèn， jìng rán ràng zì jǐ guǎn xiá de yuàn zǐ lǐ chū zhè zhǒng shì。 huí lái hòu yòu kāi shǐ mà gé lā fěi nà。 hòu lái tā yòu zuò xià lái gànhuó， dàn hái zì yán zì yǔ， dū nóng liǎo hǎo jiǔ， shuō zhè shì shì zěn me fā shēng de， shuō tā dāng shí zhàn zài zhè 'ér， wǒ zhàn zài nà lǐ， jiù zài yǎn pí dǐ xià， liǎng bù yuǎn de dì fāng， bèi rén tōu zǒu liǎo yī jiàn yāo bù dài xí zǐ de jǐn shēn dà yī， děng děng。 zǒng 'ér yán zhī， suī rán 'ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nuò wéi qí hěn huì gànhuó， què shì yī gè lè yú zhù rén de xì xīn rén。
“ nǐ wǒdōu shòu piàn shàng dāng liǎo， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nuò wéi qí！” wǎn shàng wǒ duì tā shuō dào， tóng shí gěi tā dì guò qù yī bēi chá， yīn wéi jì mò wú liáo， xī wàng tā zài jiǎng yī cì dà yī shī qiè de gù shì。 zhè gù shì yóu yú duō cì chóngfù， zài jiā shàng jiǎng shù zhě fēi cháng dòng qíng， yǐ jīng biàn dé fēi cháng huá jī kě xiào liǎo。
“ shì de， wǒ mendōu bèi yú nòng liǎo！ jiǎn zhí lián bàng guān zhě yě gǎn dào nǎo huǒ、 shēng qì， suī rán diū shī de bù shì wǒ de yī fú。 suǒ yǐ， wǒ rèn wéi， shì jiè shàng méi yòu shénme huài dōng xī bǐ xiǎo tōu gèng huài liǎo。 yòu de rén suī rán yě hǎo zhàn bié rén de piányí， dàn zhè gè jiā huǒ què tōu nǐ de láo dòng、 nǐ láo dòng shí liú chū de hàn shuǐ， nǐ de shí guāng…… zhēn kěwù， pēi！ wǒ shuō dōubù xiǎng shuō liǎo， yī shuō jiù qì！ xiān shēng， nín duì zì jǐ de cái wù bèi tōu zěn me bù kě xī ní？”
“ duì， zěn me bù kě xī ní！ ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí！ jiù shì dōng xī shāo diào， yě bǐ xiǎo tōu tōu qù qiáng má！ yǎn kàn zhe xiǎo tōu zuò 'àn zhēn qì rén， zhēn bù yuàn yì！”
“ shuí yuàn yì kàn dào zhè zhǒng chǎng miàn ní？ dāng rán， xiǎo tōu yǔ xiǎo tōu， yě bù yī yàng…… xiān shēng， wǒ céng jīng fā shēng guò yī jiàn shì， wǒ pèng dào guò yī gè chéng shí de xiǎo tōu。”
“ zěn me néng pèng dào chéng shí de xiǎo tōu ní？ nán dào xiǎo tōu yě yòu chéng shí de， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí？”
“ xiān shēng， zhè què shì shì shí！ nǎ gè xiǎo tōu chéng shí ní， yě bù kě néng yòu chéng shí de xiǎo tōu。 wǒ xiǎng shuō de zhǐ shì： tā wéi rén sì hū chéng shí， dàn què xíng qiè。 jiǎn zhí lìng rén wǎn xī！”
“ nà yòu shì zěn me huí shì ní， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nuò wéi qí？”
“ xiān shēng， zhè shì fā shēng zài liǎng nián qián。 dāng shí， wǒ chàbù duō yòu yī nián méi yòu zhǎo dào chāishi， hái shì zhù zài lǎo dì fāng， yú shì jié shí liǎo yī gè qióng chóu liáo dǎo de rén。 tā shì gè jì shēng chóng， jì hǎo jiǔ， yòu tān sè， yǐ qián zài shénme dì fāng dāng guò chā， dàn yīn wéi zhōng rì xù jiǔ， zǎo jiù bèi kāi chú chū qù liǎo。 tā jiù shì zhè me yī gè bù tǐ miàn de rén！ tiān zhī dào tā chuān de shì shénme yī fú！ yòu shí nǐ huì zhè me xiǎng： tā dà yī dǐ xià dào dǐ yòu méi yòu chuān chèn shān ní？ bù lùn shénme dōng xī yī dào shǒu， jiù quán hē guāng。 bù guò， tā bìng bù rě shì shēng fēi。 xìng gé suí hé， shàn liáng qīnqiè， cóng bù qiú rén shīshě， lǎo shì xiū cán mǎn miàn。 āi， nǐ kàn dào tā nà kě lián de múyàng， jiù bā bù dé gěi tā sòng shàng yī bēi！ wǒ jiù shì zhè yàng tóng tā rèn shí de， yě kě yǐ shuō， shì tā chán shàng liǎo wǒ…… zhè duì wǒ lái shuō， dǎo yě wú suǒ wèi。 kě tā shì gè shénme rén 'ā！ xiàng tiáo xiǎo gǒu yī yàng chán zhe nǐ， nǐ zǒu dào nǎ lǐ， tā gēn dào nǎ lǐ。 ér wǒ men jǐn jǐn shì yī miàn zhī jiāo， zhēn shì gè wō náng fèi！ shǒu xiān shì yào qiú guò yè， méi fǎ zǐ， dāyìng tā liǎo。 wǒ fā xiàn tā shēn fèn zhèng yě yòu， rén yě bù cuò！ hòu lái， yě jiù shì dì 'èr tiān， yòu ràng tā jìn lái guò liǎo yī yè。 dì sān tiān yī lái， jiù zhěng tiān zuò zài chuāng kǒu shàng， yě liú xià lái guò liǎo yī yè。 wǒ xiǎng， hǎo lā， tā suàn shì chán shàng wǒ liǎo： yào gěi tā chī， ràng tā hē， hái dé liú tā guò yè。 yī gè qióng guāng dàn， hái dé yǎng shàng yī gè chī bái shí de shí kè。 zài cǐ yǐ qián， tā yě xiàng chán wǒ yī yàng， chán zhù guò yī gè xiǎo zhí yuán， jīng cháng shàng tā jiā， hé tā yī qǐ chī hē。 hòu lái nà zhí yuán chéng liǎo jiǔ guǐ， bù zhī dào wèile shénme shì qì sǐ liǎo。 ér zhè gè rén jiào yè mài lǐ yà， yè mài lǐ yà · yī lǐ qí。 wǒ xiǎng yā， xiǎng yā， fǎn fù zhuó mó： wǒ ná tā zěn me bàn ní？ bǎ tā gǎn zǒu bā， liáng xīn shàng guò bù qù， guài kě lián de！ wǒ de tiān nǎ， zhè gè qióng chóu liáo dǎo de rén， què shí kě lián！ tā bù yán bù yǔ， lǎo shì zài yī bàng zuò zhe， zhǐ shì xiàng tiáo xiǎo gǒu yī yàng， dīng zhe nǐ de yǎn jīng kàn。 nǐ kàn， xù jiǔ kě yǐ bǎ rén zāo tà chéng shénme yàng zǐ！ wǒ xīn zhōng 'àn 'àn xiǎng dào： nǐ gěi wǒ zǒu kāi bā yè mài lǐ yà nǔ shí kǎ， kuài zǒu！ nǐ zài wǒ zhè lǐ méi shí me shì kě zuò； nǐ zhǎo cuò liǎo rén； wǒ zì jǐ hěn kuài jiù yào duàn chuī liǎo， wǒ zěn me néng yòng zì jǐ nà yī diǎn kě lián de miàn bāo lái yǎng huó nǐ ní？ wǒ zuò zhe yòu xiǎng： wǒ zěn me duì tā shuō zhè xiē huà？ tā tīng liǎo yǐ hòu yòu huì zěn me bàn ní？ wú， wǒ zì jǐ kě yǐ xiǎng xiàng dé chū： tā yī tīng dào wǒ de huà， jiù huì jiǔ jiǔ dì wàng zhe wǒ， jiù huì jiǔ jiǔ dì zuò zài nà lǐ yī dòng yě bù dòng， shénme huà yě tīng bù míng bái， hòu lái tīng dǒng liǎo， tā jiù cóng chuāng hù shàng pá xià lái， yī bǎ zhuā qǐ tā de xiǎo bāo fú（ xiàn zài wǒ cái fā xiàn nà shì yī gè gé zǐ huā bù zuò chéng de， yǐ jīng chuān liǎo bù shǎo kǒng yǎn de hóng bāo fú， tiān zhī dào tā wǎng lǐ miàn sài liǎo xiē shénme， tā shí shí chù chù dū bǎ tā dài zài shēn biān， zhěng liǎo zhěng tā de pò dà yī， hǎo ràng rén kàn dào tā chuān dé jì tǐ miàn， yòu nuǎnhuo， ér qiě yī gè dòng yǎn yě kàn bù jiàn（ hǎo yī gè wén yǎ de rén 'ā！）， rán hòu bǎ fáng mén dǎ kāi， liú zhe yǎn lèi， zǒu dào lóu tī kǒu。 ké， zhè gè rén hái méi yòu wán quán duò luò…… guài kě lián de！ zhè shí wǒ yòu xiǎng： wǒ zì jǐ de chǔjìng yòu zěn me yàng ní！ wǒ 'àn zì sīliáng： nǐ děng yī děng， yè mài lǐ yà nǔ shí kǎ， nǐ zài wǒ zhè lǐ chī hē de shí jiān bù jiǔ liǎo， wǒ bù jiǔ jiù huì bān zǒu， nǐ jiù zhǎo bù zhe wǒ liǎo。 bù， xiān shēng， wǒ men huì xiāng jiàn de。 yà lì shān dà · fěi lǐ mò nuò wéi qí lǎo yé（ tā yǐ chéng gù rén， yuàn tā jìn rù tiān guó） dāng shí jiù shuō guò： wǒ duì nǐ fēi cháng mǎn yì， ā sī tǎ fěi， wǒ men dū huì cóng xiāng xià huí lái de， wǒ men bù huì wàng jì nǐ， yòu huì gù nǐ de。 wǒ zài tā lǎo rén jiā jiā lǐ dāng guò guǎn jiā， lǎo yé wéi rén shàn liáng， jiù zài nà nián sǐ qù liǎo。 wǒ men bǎ tā lǎo rén jiā yī sòng zǒu， wǒ jiù dài shàng zì jǐ de jī xù， yī diǎn diǎn qián， wǒ xiǎng 'ān 'ān jìng jìng guò xiē rì zǐ， yú shì jiù qù zhǎo yī gè lǎo tài pó， zài tā jiā lǐ zū xià yī gè xiǎo xiǎo de wū jiǎo。 tā yě zhǐ yòu yī gè wū jiǎo shì méi zhù rén de。 tā dāng shí yě shì zài shénme dì fāng gěi rén jiā dāng bǎo mǔ， xiàn zài kě kuò qǐ lái liǎo， yī gè rén guò rì zǐ， jīng cháng kě yǐ lǐng diǎn yǎng lǎo jīn。 wǒ xīn xiǎng， xiàn zài zài jiàn bā， yè mài lǐ yà nǔ shí kǎ， wǒ de qīn rén！ nǐ zài yě zhǎo bù dào wǒ liǎo！ xiān shēng， nín xiǎng zěn me yàng？ wǒ wǎn shàng huí jiā（ wǒ qù kàn liǎo yī wèi shú rén）， dì yī gè kàn dào de jiù shì yè mài lǐ yà nǔ shí kǎ， tā zuò zài wǒ de yī zhǐ xiāng zǐ shàng， huā gé zǐ bāo fú fàng zài shēn bàng， chuānzhuó nà jiàn jiù dà yī zuò zhe， děng wǒ huí lái…… wèile jiě mèn， tā hái xiàng fáng dōng lǎo tài tài jiè liǎo yī běn zōng jiāoshū， zhèng dǎo zhe tóu ná zhe ní。 wǒ men dào dǐ yòu jiàn zhe liǎo！ wǒ de liǎng shǒu chuí liǎo xià lái。 wǒ xiǎng， ké， méi fǎ zǐ， wèishénme zuì chū bù bǎ tā gǎn zǒu ní？ yú shì wǒ jiù zhí jié liǎo dāng dì wèn dào：‘ nǐ dài shēn fèn zhèng méi yòu， yè mài lǐ yà？’
“ xiān shēng， wǒ zhè shí jiù zuò xià lái， kāi shǐ sī kǎo： tā， yī gè sì chù piào bó de liú làng hàn， huì gěi wǒ zhì zào xǔ duō má fán má？ kǎo lǜ de jiēguǒ shì： chū diǎn má fán yě méi duō dà guān xì。 wǒ xiǎng， tā fàn shì yào chī de。 wú， zǎo chén dé gěi tā yī kuài miàn bāo， rú guǒ yào chīde yòu wèi yī xiē， hái dé jiā diǎn zuǒ liào， zhè jiù dé mǎi gēn cōng。 zhōng wǔ dāng rán yě dé gěi tā miàn bāo hé cōng。 wǎn shàng yě dé gěi tā cōng hé gé wǎ sī yǐn liào， rú guǒ tā xiǎng chī， hái dé gěi diǎn miàn bāo。 yào shì nòng diǎn shénme tānɡ de huà， wǒ men liǎng gè jiù huì chīde bǎo bǎo de liǎo。 wǒ dōng xī chīde bù tài duō， dà jiā zhī dào， yī gè hē jiǔ de rén， shì bù chī shénme dōng xī de。 yòu jiǔ jiù xíng liǎo。 wǒ xiǎng， tā xù jiǔ huì zhì wǒ yú sǐ dì de， bù guò， xiān shēng， wǒ nǎo zǐ lǐ yòu chū xiàn liǎo lìng yī gè xiǎng fǎ， ér qiě zhè gè xiǎng fǎ lǎo shì chán zhe wǒ。 rú guǒ yè mài lǐ yà jiù shì zhè yàng zǒu diào， nà wǒ yī bèi zǐ dōubù huì yòu gāo xīng de rì zǐ guò。 yú shì wǒ jué dìng dāng tā de 'ēn rén， bǎ hǎo shì zuò dào dǐ。 wǒ xiǎng， wǒ yī dìng yào bǎ tā jiù chū lái， miǎn zāo bēi cǎn de sǐ wáng， wǒ yào ràng tā jiè jiǔ！ wǒ xiǎng：‘ nǐ děng yī děng， hǎo bā， yè mài lǐ yà， nǐ jiù liú xià lái， bù guò nǐ zài wǒ zhè lǐ dāi zhe， yī dìng yào tīng wǒ de fēn fù！’
“ wǒ hái xiǎng guò： wǒ xiàn zài jiù zhuóshǒu jiào tā xué huì gān diǎn shénme， dāng rán bù néng gǎo tū rán xí jī， ràng tā mǎ shàng kāi shǐ。 ràng tā xiān wán yī wán， ér wǒ jiù zài zhè duàn shí jiān zhù yì guān chá， dé zhǎo tā néng gān de gōng zuò， bù guò， yè mài lǐ yà， nǐ dé fā xiàn zì jǐ de néng lì。 yīn wéi， xiān shēng， yī gè rén gān rèn hé gōng zuò， shǒu xiān dé yào yòu néng lì。 yú shì wǒ 'àn 'àn dì duì tā jìn xíng kǎo chá。 wǒ fā xiàn， tā shì yī gè háo wú yòng chù de rén， yè mài lǐ yà nǔ shí kǎ！ xiān shēng， wǒ qǐ xiān cóng shuō hǎo huà kāi shǐ： wǒ duì tā shuō yīnggāi rú cǐ rú cǐ， zhè bān zhè bān， yè mài lǐ yà · yī lǐ qí， nǐ gāi kàn kàn nǐ zì jǐ zhè fù mó yàng， hǎohǎo zhèn zuò qǐ lái cái xíng。
“‘ wán gòu lā！ nǐ kàn kàn bā， nǐ yī shēn pò pò làn làn， nǐ de nà jiàn pò dà yī， yuán liàng wǒ bù kè qì dì shuō yī jù， jiǎn zhí kě yǐ dāng shāi zǐ yòng lā， shí zài bù hǎo kàn má！ zǒng gāi yào jiǎng diǎn miàn zǐ bā！’ wǒ de yè mài lǐ yà nǔ shí kǎ， dī zhe nǎo dài zuò zhe， tīng wǒ shǔluò tā。 yòu shénme bàn fǎ ní， xiān shēng！ tā yǐ jīng luò dào liǎo nà gè tián dì： bèi jiǔ zuì dé lián shé tóu dōubù tīng shǐ huàn liǎo， yī jù xiàng yàng de huà dōubù huì shuō。 nǐ shuō dōng tā dá xī， nǐ shuō huáng guā tā dá dòu zǐ！ tā yī zhí tīng zhe wǒ shuō tā， tīng liǎo hǎo jiǔ， hòu lái jiù cháng tàn liǎo yī shēng。”
“‘ wǒ wèn nǐ， yè mài lǐ yà · yī lǐ qí， nǐ wèishénme tàn qì？’
“‘ wǒ shì zhè yàng de， méi shí me， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí， qǐng nín fàng xīn！ jīn tiān yòu liǎng gè xiāng xià fù nǚ zài jiē shàng dǎ jià， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí， wú yì zhī zhōng yī gè bǎ lìng yī gè de yī kuāng hóng sháo tái zǐ pèng dǎo liǎo。’
“‘ wú， hòu lái ní？’”
“‘ lìng yī gè jiù gù yì bǎ tā de yī kuāng yě pèng dǎo， hái yòng jiǎo cǎi liǎo yī xià。’
“‘ nà yòu zěn me yàng ní， yè mài lǐ yà · yī lǐ qí？’
“‘ méi zěn me yàng， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí， wǒ bù guò zhè me shuō shuō 'ér yǐ。’
“ méi zěn me yàng， bù guò zhè me shuō shuō 'ér yǐ！ wǒ xīn xiǎng， āi！ yè mài lǐ yà， yè mài liú shí kǎ yā！ nǐ yòu shì yóu yóu dàng dàng， yòu shì xù jiǔ， bǎ nǎo dài quán gěi gǎo hūn lā！……”
“‘ yòu gè lǎo yé bù zhī shì zài wān dòu jiē hái shì huā yuán jiē， bù xiǎo xīn bǎ yī zhāng chāo piào diào zài dì shàng。 yòu gè nóng mín jiàn liǎo， shuō： zhè shì wǒ de fú qì hǎo。 kě shì lìng yī gè nóng mín zhè shí yě kàn jiàn liǎo， tā shuō： zhè shì wǒ de fú qì！ wǒ bǐ nǐ xiān kàn jiàn……’”
“‘ wú， yè mài lǐ yà · yī lǐ qí！’
“‘ suí hòu liǎng gè nóng mín jiù dǎ qǐ lái liǎo， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí。 yī gè zǒu guò lái， jiǎn qǐ nà zhāng piào zǐ， bǎ tā jiāo hái gěi lǎo yé， tā hái wēi xié shuō yào jiāng nà liǎng gè nóng mín sòng qù zuò láo。’
“‘ náo， nà yòu yòu shénme ní？ zhè yòu shénme zhòng dà yì yì má， yè mài lǐ yà nǔ shí kǎ？……’”
“‘ wǒ dǎo méi yòu shénme。 wéi guān de réndōu xiào ní， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí。’”
“‘ āi！ yè mài lǐ yà nǔ shí kǎ！ wéi guān de rén suàn dé liǎo shénme ní！ yī gè tóng bǎn nǐ jiù bǎ zì jǐ de líng hún gěi chū mài liǎo。 nǐ zhī dào wǒ yào duì nǐ shuō shénme má， yè mài lǐ yà · yī lǐ qí？’
“‘ shuō shí me yā， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí？’
“‘ zhǎo gè shénme huó gān gān， zhēn de dé zhǎo zhǎo。 wǒ yǐ jīng duì nǐ shuō guò yī bǎi cì lā， nǐ zhǎo zhǎo bā， kě lián kě lián nǐ zì jǐ bā！’
“‘ wǒ yòu shénme huó kě gān ní， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nuò wéi qí？ wǒ shèn zhì bù zhī dào wǒ zhǎo shénme huó gān hǎo， ér qiě shuí yě bù huì cuī wǒ， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí！’
“‘ nǐ zhī suǒ yǐ bèi kāi chú， yè mài lǐ yà， jiù shì yīn wéi nǐ hàohē jiǔ！’
“‘ kě shì jīn tiān yòu rén bǎ diàn huǒ jì fú lā sī jiào dào zhàng fáng lǐ qù liǎo， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí。’
“‘ wèishénme jiào tā qù de， yè mài lǐ yà nǔ shí kǎ？’
“‘ zhè wǒ jiù bù zhī dào liǎo， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí。 zhè jiù shì shuō nà lǐ xū yào， suǒ yǐ cái jiào tā qù luó……’
“‘ āi，’ wǒ xīn lǐ xiǎng dào，‘ wǒ men liǎng gèdōu yào dǎo méi liǎo， yè mài lǐ yà nǔ shí kǎ！ yīn wéi wǒ men yòu zuì guò， shàng dì yī dìng huì chéng fá wǒ men de！’ āi， nǐ duì zhè zhǒng rén yòu shénme bàn fǎ ní， xiān shēng？
“ bù guò， zhè xiǎo zǐ kě jiǎo huá ní！ tā tīng zhe tīng zhe， hòu lái jiù yàn fán liǎo。 gāng gāng kàn dào wǒ zài shēng qì， zhuā qǐ nà jiàn pò dà yī jiù kāi liù， liù dé wú zōng wú yǐng！ bái tiān zài wài miàn yóu dàng， bàng wǎn hē dé zuì xūn xūn dì huí lái。 shuí gěi tā hē de， jiǔ qián shì cóng nǎ 'ér ná de， zhǐ yòu shàng dì zhī dào！ zhè kě bù shì wǒ de cuò！……
“‘ bù，’ wǒ shuō，‘ yè mài lǐ yà， nǐ fēi bǎ lǎo mìng sòng diào bù kě！ bié hē lā， nǐ tīng jiàn má， bié zài hē lā！ xià yī cì rú guǒ zài zuì zhe huí lái， nǐ jiù zài lóu tī shàng shuì jué bā， wǒ jué bù fàng nǐ jìn wū lǐ lái！……’
“ tīng wán wǒ de zhǔ fù， wǒ de yè mài lǐ yà zài jiā zuò liǎo yī tiān， liǎng tiān， dào dì sān tiān， tā yòu liù liǎo。 wǒ zuǒ děng yòu děng， hái shì bù jiàn tā huí lái。 yīnggāi shuō， shì wǒ bǎ tā xià pò liǎo dǎn， yú shì wǒ kāi shǐ kě lián qǐ tā lái liǎo。 wǒ duì tā yòu shénme bàn fǎ ní！ wǒ xiǎng， shì wǒ bǎ tā xià páo de。 āi， xiàn zài tā zhè gè kǔ mìng rén zǒu dào nǎ lǐ qù liǎo ní？ wǒ de zhù yā， tā dà gài huì shī zōng de！ dào liǎo shēn yè， tā hái méi huí lái。 dì 'èr tiān zǎo chén， wǒ zǒu dào guò dào lǐ yī kàn， yuán lái tā zhù zài guò dào lǐ。 nǎo dài fàng zài xiǎo tái jiē shàng， tǎng zhe， lěngde quán shēn dū kuài dòng jiāng liǎo。
‘ nǐ zěn me lā， yè mài lǐ yà？ yuàn shàng dì yǔ nǐ zài yī qǐ！ nǐ dào nǎ lǐ qù liǎo？’
‘ nín， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí， qián xiē tiān nín shēng qì， xīn qíng bù hǎo， yào wǒ shuì zài guò dào lǐ， suǒ yǐ wǒ méi gǎn jìn fáng lǐ lái， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí， jiù shuì zài zhè guò dào lǐ……’
“ wǒ zhēn shì yòu qì nǎo， duì tā yòu kě lián！
“ wǒ shuō，‘ yè mài lǐ yà， nǐ suí biàn zhǎo gè huó gànbù shì hěn hǎo má， hé bì zài zhè 'ér cā lóu tī ní！……’
“‘ wǒ zhǎo dé dào shénme huó 'ér ní， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí？’
“ wǒ shuō（ wǒ yòu nù huǒ shàng shēn liǎo！），‘ nǐ zhè gè dǎo méi de jiā huǒ， nà pà shì， nà pà shì xué xué cái féng shǒu yì yě hǎo má。 nǐ kàn nǐ de dà yī pò chéng liǎo shénme yàng zǐ！ quán shì kū lóng qiě bù shuō， nǐ hái ná tā cā lóu tī！ nǐ ná kē zhēn， bǎ nà xiē kū lóng bǔ qǐ lái yě hǎo má， miàn zǐ shàng zǒng huì hǎo kàn yī diǎn bā。 āi， nǐ zhè gè jiǔ guǐ！’
“ nǐ shuō zěn me zhe， xiān shēng！ tā zhēn de ná qǐ liǎo yī kē zhēn， qí shí wǒ shì shuō zhe wán de， kě tā bù hǎo yì sī， biàn ná qǐ zhēn lái liǎo。 tā pī shàng pò dà yī， kāi shǐ chuān zhēn yǐn xiàn。 wǒ wàng zhe tā， bù yòng shuō， tā liǎng yǎn hóng zhǒng， jīhū kuài yào liú nóng liǎo。 shuāng shǒu chàn dǒu bù yǐ， chuān yā， chuān yā， zǒng shì chuān bù jìn zhēn yǎn。 tā yī huì 'ér yǎo yǎo xiàn tóu， yī huì 'ér yòu cuō cuō， chuān lái chuān qù， hái shì bù xíng！ yú shì tā fàng xià zhēn xiàn， zhí gòu gòu dì wàng zhe wǒ……
“‘ wèi， yè mài lǐ yà， nǐ ráo liǎo wǒ bā！ yào shì dāng zhe zhòng rén de miàn， nà jiù tài diū rén lā！ qí shí wǒ zhǐ shì hé nǐ kāi gè wán xiào， suí biàn zé bèi nǐ liǎng jù bà liǎo…… kuài bié zuò niè lā， yuàn shàng dì tóng nǐ zài yī qǐ！ nǐ jiù zhè me zuò zhe， bié gān diū rén xiàn yǎn de shì， bié zài zài lóu tī shàng guò yè， bié zài diū wǒ de liǎn lā！……’
“‘ nà wǒ dào dǐ gànshénme ní， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí？ qí shí wǒ zì jǐ yě zhī dào， wǒ lǎo shì jiǔ zuì xūn xūn， shénme yòng yě méi yòu！…… zhǐ shì ràng nín， wǒ de…… ēn rén， bái cāo xīn liǎo……’
“ zhè shí， tā fā qīng de zuǐ chún tū rán dǒu dòng qǐ lái， yī kē lèi zhū gǔn dào tā huī bái de miàn jiá shàng， guà zài tā nà méi yòu guā qù de hú zǐ shàng miàn， kāi shǐ dǒu dòng， wǒ de yè mài lǐ yà tū rán fàng shēng dà kū， jiē zhe jiù lèi rú quán yǒng…… tiān lā！ jiǎn zhí xiàng shì yī bǎ dāo zǐ chā zài wǒ de xīn kǎn shàng。
“‘ āi， nǐ hái shì gè duō qíng shàn gǎn de rén ní， zhè yī diǎn wǒ kě gēn běn méi yòu xiǎng dào！ bù guò， shuí yòu néng xiǎng dào， shuí yòu néng cāi dào ní？…… wǒ xiǎng， bù， yè mài lǐ yà， rú guǒ wǒ wán quán bù guǎn nǐ， nǐ huì xiàng yī tuán pò bù， bèi rén pāo qì diào！……’
“ āi， xiān shēng， zhè shì shuō lái huà hái cháng ní！ qí shí zhè shì xiǎo shì yī zhuāng， kōng dòng wú liáo， bù zhí yī tán。 xiān shēng， nǐ dà gài huì shuō， nǐ wéi tā lián liǎng gè pò tóng bǎn dōubù huì gěi， wǒ kě bù tóng， rú guǒ yòu qián， wǒ huì ná chū xǔ duō xǔ duō de， wéi de shì xī wàng zhè zhǒng shì bù zài chóngyǎn！ xiān shēng， wǒ yǐ qián yòu guò yī tiáo kù， zhēn gāi sǐ， kù zǐ hěn hǎo， lán sè de， dài gé zǐ， shì yī gè dì zhù ràng gěi wǒ de， tā cháng lái zhè lǐ， běn lái shì tā dìng zuò， hòu lái tā bù yào liǎo， shuō tài xiǎo， suǒ yǐ zhè tiáo kù zǐ jiù luò dào liǎo wǒ de shǒu lǐ。 wǒ xīn xiǎng， zhè kě shì jiàn zhēn guì de dōng xī 'ā！ ná dào tuō 'ěr kù qì dà jiē shàng， dà gài kě yǐ mài zhěng zhěng wǔ gè lú bù， rú guǒ bù mài， wǒ ná lái kě yǐ gěi bǐ dé bǎo de lǎo yé men gǎi zuò liǎng tiáo chèn kù， shèng xià de bù hái kě yǐ gěi wǒ zuò yī jiàn kǎn jiān。 duì yú wǒ men de qióng xiōng dì lái shuō， zhè yī qiē kě shì lái dé zhèng hǎo！ ér yè mài lǐ yà nǔ shí kǎ dāng shí zhèng shì yán jùn、 yōu yù de shí kè。 wǒ kàn tā yī tiān bù hē， dì 'èr tiān yě méi hē， dì sān tiān yě shì dī jiǔ bù zhān， wán quán shī qù liǎo jīng shén， suǒ yǐ xiǎn chū yī fù hěn kě lián de yàng zǐ， mèn mèn bù lè dì zuò zhe。 wǒ xīn xiǎng， nǐ xiǎo zǐ yào bù shì méi qián， yào bù jiù shì zhēn de tīng cóng liǎo bié rén de quàn gào， zì jǐ zǒu shàng liǎo gǎi xié guī zhèng de lù。 xiān shēng， shì qíng zhèng shì rú cǐ， dāng shí zhèng hǎo pèng shàng yī gè dà jié rì， wǒ qù cān jiā chè yè qí dǎo， huí lái shí fā xiàn wǒ de yè mài lǐ yà zuò zài xiǎo chuāng kǒu shàng zuì xūn xūn de， shēn zǐ yī yáo yīhuǎng。 āi， wǒ xīn xiǎng： nǐ xiǎo zǐ hái shì zhè yàng！ wǒ hòu lái bù zhī dào wèishénme qù kāi xiāng zǐ， dǎ kāi yī kàn， nà tiáo hǎo kù zǐ bù jiàn liǎo…… wǒ dōng xún xī zhǎo， hái shì zōng yǐng quán wú！ wǒ bǎ suǒ yòu de dōng xī dū fān biàn liǎo， hái shì méi yòu， shǐ dé wǒ xīn fán yì luàn！ wǒ páo qù zhǎo lǎo tài pó， xiān shì mà liǎo tā yī tōng， dàn hòu lái jué dé mà cuò liǎo。 què gēn běn méi yòu xiǎng dào yè mài lǐ yà huì tōu， suī rán yòu zhèng jù zhèng míng tā zuì xūn xūn dì zuò zài nà lǐ！‘ bù，’ lǎo tài pó shuō dào，‘ xiān shēng， yuàn shàng dì yǔ nǐ tóng zài， wǒ yào kù zǐ gànshénme？ wǒ néng chuān dé chū qù má？ qián bù jiǔ wǒ de yī tiáo qún zǐ， hái bèi nǐ de yī gè hǎo xiōng dì ná zǒu liǎo ní…… duì liǎo， jiù shì shuō， wǒ bù zhī dào， wǒ méi kàn jiàn。’ tā shì zhè me shuō zhe。 wǒ shuō‘ shuí zài zhè 'ér， shuí lái guò？’ tā shuō：‘ xiān shēng， méi yòu rèn hé rén lái guò。 wǒ yī zhí dāi zài zhè lǐ。 yè mài lǐ yà · yī lǐ qí chū qù guò yī tàng， hòu lái yòu huí lái liǎo。 nǐ qiáo， tā zài zuò zhe ní！ nǐ wèn wèn tā qù。’ wǒ shuō：‘ yè mài lǐ yà， nǐ méi ná wǒ de nà tiáo xīn kù zǐ bā， nǐ hái jì dé bā， jiù shì gěi dì zhù dìng zuò de nà yī tiáo luó？’ tā shuō：‘ méi yòu， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí， yě jiù shì shuō， wǒ méi ná。’
“ zhè jiù shì guài shì liǎo！ yú shì wǒ yòu kāi shǐ xún zhǎo， zhǎo lái zhǎo qù， hái shì méi yòu！ yè mài lǐ yà ní， zhào yàng zuò zài nà lǐ， shēn zǐ yī yáo yīhuǎng dì。 wǒ jiù dūn zài tā miàn qián， duì zhe xiāng zǐ， tū rán yòng yī zhǐ yǎn jīng xié liǎo tā yī yǎn…… hēi， wǒ xiǎng， yǎn kàn zhe wǒ de xīn kuài zài xiōng qiāng lǐ rán shāo qǐ lái lā， liǎn yě hóng qǐ lái liǎo。 tū rán， yè mài lǐ yà yě kàn liǎo kàn wǒ。
“‘ bù，’ tā shuō dào。‘ ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí， wǒ méi ná nín de kù zǐ…… nín kě néng yǐ wèishì wǒ ná liǎo， kě shì wǒ méi ná， xiān shēng。’
“‘ nà tā yòu páo dào nǎ lǐ qù liǎo ní， yè mài lǐ yà · yī lǐ qí？’
“‘ bù，’ tā shuō zhe，‘ ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí， wǒ gēn běn méi yòu jiàn guò。’
“‘ zhè me shuō， yè mài lǐ yà · yī lǐ qí， kù zǐ zì jǐ huì páo luó？’
“‘ yě xǔ shì zhè yàng bā， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí。’
“ wǒ jiù zhè me tīng tā bǎ huà shuō wán， rán hòu zhàn qǐ lái， zǒu dào chuāng qián， diǎn shàng yóu dēng， zuò xià lái féng zhì yī fú。 wǒ zhèng zài gěi zhù zài wǒ men lóu xià de yī wèi gōng wù yuán gǎi zuò kǎn jiān。 kě wǒ zì jǐ yōu huǒ rú fén， xiōng kǒu mèn dé huāng。 yào shì wǒ bǎ guà yī guì lǐ de quán bù yī fú ná lái shēng lú zǐ， xīn lǐ yī dìng huì qīng sōng dé duō。 xiàn zài yè mài lǐ yà fā jué wǒ zhēn de nù huǒ zhōng shāo liǎo。 xiān shēng， yī gè rén zuò liǎo huài shì， dà gài tā lǎo zǎo jiù huì yù gǎn dào zāinàn de dào lái， rú tóng tiān shàng de fēi niǎo zài dà léi yǔ qián de biǎo xiàn yī yàng。
“‘ shì zhè yàng de， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí，’ yè mài lǐ yà nǔ shí kǎ kāi kǒu shuō dào（ tā xì xiǎo de shēng yīn zài fā dǒu）‘ jīn tiān yī shì 'ān jì pǔ · pǔ luó huò léi qí tóng qián xiē rì zǐ sǐ qù de mǎ chē fū de lǎo pó jié hūn liǎo……’
“ wǒ wàng liǎo tā yī yǎn， nǐ zhī dào， shì 'è hěn hěn dì wàng liǎo tā yī yǎn。…… yè mài lǐ yà míng bái liǎo wǒ de yǎn shén。 wǒ fā xiàn tā zhàn qǐ shēn lái， zǒu dào chuáng qián， kāi shǐ zài chuáng biān sōu mō shénme。 wǒ zài děng zhe kàn。 tā mō liǎo hǎo jiǔ， tóng shí bù tíng dì dāo niàn：‘ méi yòu jiù shì méi yòu， zhè guǐ dōng xī dào dǐ páo dào nǎ lǐ qù liǎo ní？’ wǒ děng zhe tā hái gànshénme。 wǒ kàn dào tā guì zhe wǎng chuáng dǐ xià pá qù。 zuì hòu wǒ rěn bù zhù liǎo， shuō dào：
“‘ yè mài lǐ yà · yī lǐ qí， nín gànmá guì zài dì xià pá yā？’
“‘ kàn kàn yòu méi yòu kù zǐ， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí！ wǒ shì xiǎng kàn kàn tā shì fǒu diào zài lǐ miàn。’
“ wǒ shuō：‘ xiān shēng（ wǒ yī qì kāi shǐ duì tā yǐ“ nín” xiāngchèn liǎo）， nín hé bì wéi yī gè xiàng wǒ zhè yàng pǔ pǔ tōng tōng de qióng hàn fèi xīn láo shén， bái bái dì mó pò nín de xī gài ní！’
“‘ zhè shì nǎ lǐ de huà， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí， wǒ méi yòu shénme， xiān shēng…… yě xǔ， zhǎo yī zhǎo jiù huì zhǎo dào ní。’
“‘ wú！……’ wǒ shuō：‘ nǐ tīng tīng bā， yè mài lǐ yà · yī lǐ qí！’
“ tā shuō：‘ tīng shénme， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí？’
“ wǒ shuō‘ nán dào bù shì nǐ cóng wǒ zhè lǐ bǎ tā tōu qù de？ nǐ shì xiǎo tōu， nǐ shì piàn zǐ， wǒ hǎohǎo dì dài nǐ， nǐ jìng rú cǐ duì wǒ！’ yě jiù shì shuō， tā guì zài wǒ miàn qián， zài dì xià pá lái pá qù， shǐ wǒ fēi cháng qì fèn。
“‘ bù， xiān shēng…… ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí……’
“ kě tā zì jǐ hái shì pā zài chuáng dǐ xià， tǎng liǎo hǎo jiǔ， hòu lái pá chū lái liǎo。 wǒ yī kàn： tā liǎn sè cǎn bái， xiàng kuài bái chuáng dān。 tā shāo shāo zhàn qǐ shēn lái， zuò zài wǒ shēn biān de chuāng hù shàng， jiù zhè me zuò liǎo shí lái fēn zhōng zhī jiǔ。
“ tā shuō：‘ bù， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí，’ tā tū rán zhàn qǐ lái， zǒu dào wǒ de gēn qián， yàng zǐ fēi cháng kě pà， rú tóng fā shēng zài xiàn zài yī yàng。
“ tā shuō‘ bù， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí， nín de kù zǐ wǒ méi ná……’
“ tā hún shēn chàn dǒu， yòng dǒu dòng de shǒu zhǐ zhǐ zhe xiōngpú， tā xì xiǎo de shēng yīn bù duàn dì dǒu dòng， xiān shēng， shǐ wǒ zì jǐ dōuyòu diǎn dǎn qiè liǎo， shēn zǐ hǎo xiàng hé chuāng hù cháng zài yī qǐ liǎo。
“ wǒ shuō：‘ hǎo bā， yè mài lǐ yà · yī lǐ qí， jiù zhào nín shuō de， qǐng yuán liàng！ jiù suàn wǒ shì gè chǔn rén， cuò guài liǎo nín。 zhì yú kù zǐ má， diū liǎo jiù diū liǎo， méi yòu kù zǐ wǒ men yě néng huó。 wǒ men yòu shuāng shǒu， xiè tiān xiè dì， kě shì tōu qiè wǒ men bù gān…… jiù shì xiàng bié de qióng gē 'ér men， wǒ men yě bù shēn shǒu， wǒ men zì jǐ kě yǐ zhèng qián hú kǒu……’
“ wǒ fā xiàn tā tīng wán wǒ de huà hòu， zài wǒ de miàn qián zhàn liǎo zhàn， hòu lái jiù zuò liǎo xià lái， yī zuò jiù shì yī zhěng wǎn， yī dòng yě bù dòng dì zuò zhe。 jiù shì wǒ shuì jué qù liǎo， yè mài lǐ yà réng rán zuò zài yuán dì bù dòng。 zhí dào dì 'èr tiān qīng chén， wǒ qǐ lái yī kàn， tā hái tǎng zài guāng tū tū de dì bǎn shàng， wān zhe shēn zǐ， gài zhe tā zì jǐ nà jiàn pò dà yī。 tā gǎn dào tòng xīn， suǒ yǐ méi dào chuáng shàng qù shuì jué。 xiān shēng， cóng zhè shí qǐ， wǒ jiù bù xǐ huān tā liǎo， huò zhě shuō， zài zuì chū de jǐ tiān， wǒ jiù kāi shǐ hèn tā liǎo。 dǎ gè bǐ fāng shuō bā， zhè jiù xiàng wǒ qīn shēng de 'ér zǐ tōu liǎo wǒ de dōng xī， shǐ wǒ shāng xīn jí liǎo。 wǒ xīn xiǎng：‘ āi yā， yè mài lǐ yà， yè mài lǐ yà！’ xiān shēng， dǎ zhè yǐ hòu， yè mài lǐ yà dà gài yī lián liǎng gè xīng qī dōubù tíng dì hē jiǔ， yě jiù shì shuō tā hē dé yūntóu yùn nǎo de， wán quán hē zuì liǎo。 yī qīng zǎo jiù chū qù， shēn yè cái huí lái。 liǎng gè xīng qī lǐ， wǒ méi tīng jiàn tā shuō guò yī jù huà。 yě jiù shì shuō， hěn kě néng tā dāng shí nèi xīn tòng kǔ jí liǎo， yào bù rán jiù shì tā zì jǐ xiǎng zhé mó zì jǐ。 hòu lái tā tū rán tíng zhǐ hē jiǔ liǎo， dà gài tā zhī dào， shénme dū hē guāng liǎo， yú shì yòu zuò zài chuāng hù shàng。 wǒ jì dé， tā yī lián mò mò dì zuò liǎo sān zhòu yè， hòu lái wǒ kàn jiàn tā zài kū！ xiān shēng， zhè jiù shì shuō， tā shì zuò zài nà lǐ kū ní！ tā jiǎn zhí xiàng shì yī kǒu kū jǐng， hǎo xiàng chá jué bù dào tā zài sù sù dì liú lèi。 xiān shēng， kàn dào yī gè dà rén， ér qiě hái shì xiàng yè mài lǐ yà zhè yàng de lǎo rén， shāng xīn luò lèi， xīn qíng què shí chén zhòng。
“ wǒ shuō：‘ nǐ zěn me lā， yè mài lǐ yà？’
“ tā hún shēn duō suo， wǒ yě shēn zǐ dǒu liǎo yī xià。 cóng nà shí hòu qǐ， wǒ shì dì yī cì duì tā shuō huà。
“‘ méi shí me…… ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nuò wéi qí，’
“‘ yuàn shàng dì tóng nǐ zài yī qǐ， yè mài lǐ yà， ràng yī qiē guò qù suàn liǎo。 nǐ wèishénme xiàng zhǐ māo tóu yīng yī yàng lǎo shì zuò zhe ní？’ wǒ kāi shǐ duì tā kě lián qǐ lái liǎo。
“‘ duì， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí， wǒ bù shì wéi nà gè shì shāng xīn。 wǒ xiǎng zhǎo gè shénme huó gān， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nuò wéi qí。’
“‘ zhǎo gè shénme huó ní， yè mài lǐ yà · yī lǐ qí？’
“‘ suí biàn shénme gōng zuò dū xíng。 yě xǔ wǒ zhǎo yī gè xiàng yǐ qián yī yàng de chāishi gān gān。 wǒ yǐ jīng qù qiú guò fěi duō xiè · yī fán nèi qí liǎo…… wǒ rě nín shēng qì hěn bù hǎo， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí。 wǒ yě xǔ huì zhǎo dào yī gè chāishi， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí， dào shí hòu wǒ jiù bào dá nín， jiā bèi jiāo hái wǒ de huǒ shí fèi。’
“‘ suàn liǎo bā， yè mài lǐ yà， suàn liǎo。 jí shǐ guò qù yòu nà me diǎn guò cuò， yě guò qù liǎo。 zhēn gāi sǐ！ ràng wǒ men zhào lǎo yàng shēng huó xià qù bā！’
“‘ bù， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí， nín yě xǔ hái yòu diǎn……， bù guò， nín de kù zǐ wǒ què shí méi ná……’
“‘ suàn liǎo， jiù zhào nǐ shuō de bā， yuàn shàng dì yǔ nǐ tóng zài， yè mài lǐ nǔ shí kǎ！’
“‘ bù， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí。 xiàn zài yǐ jīng hěn qīng chǔ， wǒ bù zài zhù zài nín zhè lǐ liǎo， qǐng nín yuán liàng wǒ， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí’
“‘ yuàn shàng dì yǔ nǐ zài yī qǐ， yè mài lǐ yà · yī lǐ qí， shì shuí shēng nǐ de qì， gǎn nǐ zǒu ní， shì wǒ bù shì？’
“‘ bù， wǒ zài zhù zài nín zhè lǐ jiù bù hǎo yì sī liǎo， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí…… wǒ zuì hǎo shì zǒu……’
“ tā zhēn shì shēng qì liǎo， suǒ yǐ lǎo shì dāo niàn zhe nà jiàn shì。 wǒ wàng zhe tā， tā zhēn de zhàn qǐ shēn lái， bǎ tā de pò dà yī wǎng jiān shàng yī pī。
“‘ nǐ zhè shì dǎ suàn dào nǎ lǐ qù ní， yè mài lǐ yà · yī lǐ qí？ nǐ tīng zhe， nǐ shì zěn me lā？ nǐ dào nǎ lǐ qù ní’
“‘ bù， nín wǒ zài jiàn liǎo， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí， nín bié liú wǒ liǎo（ tā zì jǐ yòu kū liǎo qǐ lái）。 wǒ yào lí kāi fàn zuì de dì fāng， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí！ nín xiàn zài yǐ jīng yǔ guò qù wán quán bù tóng liǎo。
“‘ yǔ guò qù yòu shénme bù tóng？ hái shì nà gè yàng zǐ má！ kě nǐ què xiàng gè xiǎo hái zǐ， bù dǒng shì， nǐ yī gè rén huì dǎo méi chī kuī de， yè mài lǐ yà · yī lǐ qí。’
“‘ bù， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí， nín yǐ hòu chū mén， bié wàng liǎo gěi xiāng zǐ shàng suǒ。 wǒ xiàn zài， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí， wǒ xiàn zài yī jiàn dào xiāng zǐ jiù xiǎng kū…… bù， nín zuì hǎo fàng wǒ zǒu， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí， zài wǒ men gòng tóng shēng huó zhōng wǒ gěi nín tiān de yī qiē má fán， qǐng nín yuán liàng！’
“ xiān shēng， nǐ xiǎng zěn me zhe？ tā zhēn de zǒu liǎo。 wǒ děng liǎo yī tiān， xīn xiǎng wǎn shàng tā huì huí lái， kě shì méi yòu！ dì 'èr tiān， dì sān tiān dōuméi huí lái。 wǒ xià huāng liǎo， zhěng tiān fā chóu： bù chī、 bù hē、 bù shuì jué。 zhè rén zhēn bǎ wǒ jiǎo luàn liǎo！ dì sì tiān wǒ chū qù zhǎo， wǒ xún biàn liǎo gè gè chá lóu jiǔ guǎn， sì chù zhāng wàng、 dǎ tīng， dū háo wú suǒ dé， yè mài lǐ yà nǔ shí kǎ xiāo shī bù jiàn liǎo！ wǒ xīn xiǎng：‘ mò fēi nǐ yǐ pāo xià nǐ nà shèng lì de tóu lú？ yě xǔ nǐ jiǔ zuì xūn xūn， sǐ zài bié rén de lí bā zhī xià， xiàn zài xiàng yī kuài xiǔ mù， héng tǎng zài nà lǐ。’ wǒ huí dào jiā lǐ， yǐ jīng bàn sǐ bù huó。 dì 'èr tiān wǒ yòu qù sì chù xún zhǎo。 wǒ mányuàn wǒ zì jǐ， wèishénme dāng shí ràng yī gè chǔn rén zì xíng lí wǒ 'ér qù。 kě shì wǒ fā xiàn： dì sān tiān（ qià qià shì jié rì） tiān gāng liàng， fáng mén jiù zī zī zuò xiǎng， wǒ dìng jīng yī kàn， shì yè mài lǐ yà jìn lái liǎo。 tā liǎn sè fā qīng， tóu fā shàng quán shì zàng wù， hǎo xiàng shì shuì zài dà jiē shàng， gǔ shòu rú chái， tuō xià pò dà yī， miàn duì zhe wǒ zuò zài xiāng zǐ shàng， wàng zhe wǒ。 wǒ gāo xīng qǐ lái， dàn xīn lǐ de tòng kǔ què bǐ yǐ qián gèng lì hài liǎo。 xiān shēng， shì qíng jiù shì zhè yàng。 shuō lǎo shí huà， rú guǒ wǒ fàn liǎo zhè yàng de cuò wù， wǒ yào shuō， wǒ nìngkěn xiàng tiáo gǒu yī yàng sǐ qù， yě bù yuàn huó zhe huí lái！ rán 'ér yè mài lǐ yà què huí lái liǎo！ dāng rán luó， kàn dào yī gè rén chǔjìng rú cǐ， xīn qíng shì hěn chén zhòng de。 yú shì wǒ kāi shǐ qīnqiè dì 'ān wèi tā。 wǒ shuō，‘ hǎo lā， yè mài lǐ yà nǔ shí kǎ， wǒ gāo xīng nǐ huí lái。 yào shì nǐ zài wǎn yī diǎn huí lái， wǒ jīn tiān yòu yào dào jiǔ guǎn lǐ zhǎo nǐ qù liǎo。 nǐ chī guò fàn liǎo méi yòu？’
“‘ chī guò liǎo， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí。’
“‘ méi chī bā？ lǎo xiōng， zhè lǐ hái shèng xià yī diǎn zuó tiān méi hē wán de tānɡ， shì niú ròu dùn de， bù shì qīng tānɡ。 qiáo， zhè lǐ hái yòu cōng huómiàn bāo。 wǒ shuō chī bā， zhè xiē dōng xī duì shēn tǐ bù shì méi yòu yòng de。’
“ yú shì wǒ duān gěi liǎo tā。 āi yā， wǒ fā xiàn tā nà wèi kǒu zhēn hǎo， yī gè rén sān zhěng tiān méi chī méi hē， chī qǐ lái zhēn néng lángtūnhǔyàn。 zhè jiù shì shuō， shì jī 'è bǎ tā gǎn dào wǒ zhè lǐ lái de。 wǒ wàng zhe tā xīn cháng ruǎn liǎo， yī bān lián xī zhī qíng， yóu rán 'ér shēng。 xīn xiǎng wǒ dé qù xiǎo jiǔ diàn páo yī tàng， dǎ diǎn jiǔ lái， ràng tā jiě jiě mèn， tāo diǎn xīn lǐ huà。‘ suàn lā！ wǒ duì nǐ bù zài yòu yuàn hèn liǎo， yè mài lǐ nǔ shí kǎ！ wǒ dǎ lái liǎo jiǔ。 wǒ shuō， yè mài lǐ yà · yī lǐ qí， ràng wǒ men wéi jié rì gān bēi bā。 nǐ xiǎng hē má？ zhè jiǔ bù lài。’
“ tā shēn chū yī zhǐ shǒu lái， xiǎn chū yī fù hěn xiǎng hē de yàng zǐ， shǒu yǐ jīng zhuā zhù liǎo jiǔ bēi， dàn tā tíng xià lái， shāo shāo děng liǎo děng。 wǒ yī kàn， tā zhuā qǐ jiǔ bēi wǎng zuǐ biān sòng， jiǔ sǎ dào liǎo tā de yī xiù shàng。 bù， tā bǎ jiǔ sòng dào liǎo zuǐ biān， dàn mǎ shàng yòu bǎ tā fàng huí dào zhuō shàng。
“‘ nǐ zěn me lā， yè mài lǐ yà nǔ shí kǎ？’
“‘ méi shí me， wǒ nà gè…… ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí。’
“‘ bù hē hái shì zěn me de？’
“‘ wǒ， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí…… wǒ bù zài hē jiǔ liǎo， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí。’
“‘ nǐ shì dǎ suàn chè dǐ jiè jiǔ， hái shì zhǐ yòu jīn tiān bù hē ní， yè mài lǐ yà nǔ shí kǎ？’
“ tā mò mò bù yǔ。 wǒ fā xiàn， yī fēn zhōng yǐ hòu， tā bǎ tóu zhěn dào liǎo shǒu shàng。
“‘ nǐ zěn me lā， shì bù shì bìng liǎo， yè mài lǐ yà？’
“‘ shì de， wǒ jué dé bù shū fú， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí！’
“ wǒ bǎ tā fú dào chuáng shàng。 yī kàn tā què shí bù hǎo： tā tóu fā shāo， hún shēn dǎzhàn， xiàng huàn nüè jí shìde。 wǒ zuò zài tā shēn biān shǒu liǎo yī tiān。 dào yè lǐ tā qíng kuàng gèng huài。 wǒ gěi tā bǎ kè wǎ sī yǐn liào lǐ bàn liǎo diǎn yóu hé cōng， hái jiā shàng yī diǎn miàn bāo。 wǒ shuō：‘ nǐ chī xià qù， yī dìng huì hǎo xiē de！’ tā lián lián yáo tóu。 tā shuō：‘ bù， wǒ jīn tiān bù chī， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī wàn nèi qí’。 wǒ yòu gěi tā zhǔn bèi liǎo chá， bǎ lǎo tài pó yě máng huài liǎo， dàn tā yī diǎn yě méi hǎo zhuǎn。 wǒ xīn xiǎng， zhè xià kě zāo liǎo！ dì sān tiān qīng zǎo wǒ jiù qù zhǎo yī shēng。 zǎo xiān wǒ zài bō suǒ mǐ yà jīn lǎo yé jiā gànhuó nà huì 'ér jiù rèn shí yī gè yī shēng， tā xìng kē sī tuō pǔ lā wò fū， jiù zhù zhè 'ér。 tā gěi wǒ zhì guò bìng。 yī shēng lái liǎo， kàn liǎo kàn tā shuō：‘ bù， qíng kuàng què shí bù miào， méi bì yào zhǎo wǒ liǎo。 suí biàn gěi tā diǎn yào fěn chī chī bā。’ wǒ méi gěi tā chī yào fěn。 wǒ xīn xiǎng shì yī shēng suí biàn shuō de， zhè yī tuō jiù shì dì wǔ tiān liǎo。
“ xiān shēng， tā tǎng zài wǒ miàn qián， kuài yào sǐ qù liǎo。 wǒ zuò zài chuāng tái shàng， shǒu lǐ ná zhe méi gān wán de huó jì。 lǎo tài pó zài shēng lú zǐ。 wǒ mendōu méi shuō huà。 xiān shēng， wǒ de xīn què zài wéi tā zhè gè fàng dàng de rén nán guò， sì hū wǒ jiāng yào mái zàng wǒ qīn shēng de 'ér zǐ。 wǒ zhī dào， yè mài lǐ yà xiàn zài zhèng wàng zhe wǒ， dǎ cóng dà qīng zǎo qǐ， wǒ jiù kàn jiàn tā yìng chēng zhe， xiǎng duì wǒ shuō shénme， kàn dé chū lái， tā yòu bù gǎn shuō。 zuì hòu， wǒ wàng liǎo tā yī yǎn， fā xiàn zhè gè kě lián rén de yǎn jīng lǐ， liú lù chū mǎn xīn de chóu kǔ， tā mù bù zhuǎn jīng dì wàng zhe wǒ， kě shì fā xiàn wǒ zài kàn tā de shí hòu， tā mǎ shàng yòu bǎ yǎn pí chuí liǎo xià lái。
“‘ ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí！’
“‘ shénme shì， yè mài lǐ yà nǔ shí kǎ？’
“‘ bǐ fāng shuō， rú guǒ wǒ bǎ wǒ de dà yī ná dào tuō 'ěr kù qì dà jiē shàng qù mài， rén jiā huì chū hěn duō qián má， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí？’
“ wǒ shuō：‘ bù zhī dào， yě xǔ huì mài dé qǐ jià qián bā。 dà gài néng mài sān lú bù， yè mài lǐ yà · yī lǐ qí。’
“ yào shì zhēn de ná dào shì chǎng shàng qù mài de huà， bù dàn rén jiā yī gè zǐ bù gěi， hái huì dāng zhe nǐ de miàn， xiào diào dà yá ní！ zhè yàng pò pò làn làn de dōng xī hái ná lái mài！ gāng cái wǒ nà me shuō， bù guò shì wǒ liǎo jiě zhè gè rén de pí xìng， suí biàn shuō shuō， ān wèi 'ān wèi tā bà liǎo。
“‘ kě wǒ jué dé， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí， nà jiàn dà yī sān gè yín lú bù shì mài dé chū de， tā shì ní zǐ zuò de ní， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí。 jì rán shì ní zǐ de， zěn me zhǐ zhí sān gè lú bù ní？’
“ wǒ shuō：‘ bù zhī dào， yè mài lǐ yà · yī lǐ qí； jì rán nǐ xiǎng ná qù mài， nà jiù ná qù bā， dāng rán， qǐ mǎ yě dé mài sān lú bù cái xíng。’
“ yè mài lǐ yà chén mò liǎo yī huì 'ér。 suí hòu tā bǎ wǒ hǎn zhù。
“‘ ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí？’
“ wǒ wèn：‘ shénme shì yā， yè mài lǐ yà nǔ shí kǎ？’
“‘ nín bǎ wǒ de dà yī mài diào， wǒ kuài sǐ liǎo， nín bù yào bǎ dà yī hé wǒ yī qǐ mái diào。 wǒ jiù zhè me tǎng zhe xíng， kě dà yī shì ní zǐ zuò de， dǐng zhí qián de， nín yě yòng dé zhe。’
“ xiān shēng， zhè shí wǒ xīn rú dāo jiǎo， tòng dé wǒ lián huà dōushuō bù chū lái liǎo。 wǒ fā xiàn tā lín zhōng qián de tòng kǔ， yǐ jīng dào lái。 wǒ men yòu mò mò bù yǔ liǎo。 zhè yàng mò mò dì guò liǎo yī xiǎo shí。 wǒ yòu kàn liǎo kàn tā： tā lǎo shì wàng zhe wǒ， dàn yī pèng dào wǒ de mù guāng， tā jiù yòu chuí xià yǎn pí。
“ wǒ shuō：‘ nín yào bù yào hē diǎn shuǐ yā， yè mài lǐ yà · yī lǐ qí？’
“‘ gěi diǎn bā， yuàn shàng dì hé nín zài yī qǐ， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí。’
“ wǒ gěi tā sòng shàng yī bēi shuǐ， tā hē liǎo。
“ tā shuō：‘ xiè xiè， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí。’
“‘ hái yào bù yào bié de shénme， yè mài lǐ yà nǔ shí kǎ？’
“‘ bù， ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí， shénme yě bù yào liǎo， kě shì wǒ……’
“‘ shénme shì？’
“‘ zhè gè……’
“‘ zhè gè shénme yā， yè mài lǐ yà nǔ shí kǎ？’
“‘ nà tiáo…… kù zǐ…… dāng shí shì wǒ cóng nín zhè lǐ ná qù de…… ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí……’
“ wǒ shuō：‘ suàn lā！ shàng dì huì ráo shù nǐ de’ yè mài lǐ yà nǔ shí kǎ， nǐ de mìng hǎo kǔ 'ā！ nǐ 'ān xī bā……’ xiān shēng， shuō zhe shuō zhe， wǒ de xīn lǐ yě nán shòu jí liǎo， lèi shuǐ bù zhù dì cóng yǎn jīng lǐ wǎng wài yǒng chū。 wǒ zhuǎn shēn bèi guò qù hǎo yī huì。
“‘ ā sī tǎ fěi · yī fán nèi qí……’
“ wǒ zhuǎn shēn yī kàn， yè mài lǐ yà hái xiǎng duì wǒ shuō shénme， tā shāo shāo tái qǐ shēn zǐ， shǐ jìn lì qì， zuǐ chún xī dòng zhe…… tū rán tā mǎn liǎn fēi hóng， wàng zhe wǒ…… wǒ hū rán yòu kàn dào： tā de liǎn sè yòu biàn bái liǎo， yuè biàn yuè bái， shā nà jiān， jiù wán quán shī qù liǎo xuè sè， tā tóu xiàng hòu yī yǎng， xū liǎo yī kǒu qì， yú shì mǎ shàng jiù bǎ líng hún jiāo gěi liǎo shàng dì……”